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Even after telling us everything she did.... i feel she should be in jail bc she still looks so damn fine y'all
#thats illegal ma'am#i shouldn't think you look hot#but you do#so fuck you#romance club#rc#rc xantheia#rc soulless
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following on from this. not to always bring marc into everything (sorry marc) but if assen 2015 had happened against jorge, valentino would have very likely pulled something similar again imo. rather than what he actually did, which is approach marc almost immediately for a nice normal friendly handshake and backing off during the podium celebrations. should be noted that during laguna seca '08, valentino was very much committed to yapping at casey on the podium with the world's biggest smuggest grin on his face
partly that disparity is because jorge not marc was the direct title rival, partly it's because valentino was treating marc with kid gloves right until the second that he wasn't, which marc was seemingly entirely oblivious to. if anyone other than marc had said what he said in that presser, had then continued on with similar rhetoric during sachsenring, valentino would quite likely have gone nuclear. he's done it over less than that. his fondness for marc made him continue to exhibit uncharacteristic restraint... except that fondness unfortunately is what left valentino feeling so very betrayed when (to his eyes) marc could not leave well enough alone
#it's so delightfully tragic isn't it. a lot of 2015 played out the way it did because valentino genuinely wasn't looking for beef#but then felt backed into a corner and decided he had no other option than to blow this shit up#if casey says 'what I think is that we won the race' valentino would've torn him a new one then and there like...#if sete had called assen his best race of the season valentino would've reached for the chalk and incense even sooner#though fwiw I do think the relationship was basically doomed from that point. something would have happened sooner or later#2015 is so funny conceptually because there was already something *off* about it most of the way through. you have the familiar beats#but they shouldn't be HAPPENING with marc. they should be happening with the actual title rival - who vale never properly fought all season#assen 2015 should've been laguna should've been catalunya hell it should've been assen 2004 but it couldn't be#valentino kept accidentally inflicting the psychological blows on the wrong guy because jorge just refused to end up in a straight fight#assen SHOULD have been a pivotal race. but of course it couldn't be because what psychological blow was jorge lorenzo being dealt?#btw the unwillingness to beef doesn't just extend to marc. valentino makes a concerted effort to be uncharacteristically friendly to jorge#still think he would've rubbed assen in his face but. overall! he was trying! which again. very ironic#funhouse mirror ass season i love it dearly#//#brr brr#slowly dipping my toes into dropping 2015 hot takes on tumblr dot com... for so long these have been between me god and my google doc#i love jorge i think he's been involved in a lot of iconic battles i think it's funny not a single one of them happened in 2015#minus kinda phillip island but even there it did feel like the other three were Doing More than him#also just a different vibe to a proper one-on-one. a WEIRD title run where the third man that whole year walks away with the trophy#idol tag
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quick and loose (24 hours and counting) thing i tried to finish before move-in i'm calling it here i was defeated 😔 let's see if i can finish it before classes actually start (no) featurnig partial view of my krita setup (default) god be with ye all i need to be doing last minute packing in five-odd hours and then i will not sleep for four entire months god be with y'all
#ian beale#mira ramachandran#wip#art wip#look guys if i finish this it'll usurp what i think is the what a creep animation as my longest finished ian project#if things go to plan my other project will dwarf this#has already dwarfed it at least threefold i think#my courseload last semester was so light that i had like twenty hours free each week to do rb art#and do other responsibilities and have a social life i think i only turned down social activities once for it#i'm expecting to get obliterated this semester though so if i don't finish this#and i don't want to flunk out and i'm not wrong#and if i actually have self control#like 50/50 may not have art for a while. but maybe not look guys i'm so good at not getting sleep#man idk how to write dialogue is been a hot minute#will i delete this wip later maybe idk i'm frazzled and tired i really shouldn't be on this rn#anyways it was a great summer with all of you!!!!#had a great time pushing myself creatively and artistically#very inspired#thank you all
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The what now
lmaaoo
it's an al-an x robin fic. there's uh. tentacles. and some dubcon stuff. but it was really good.
#maybe i shouldn't be admitting this semi-publicly#it was hot and made me 👀#look i am weak for an immortal x mortal ship#and also unfortunately the centaur alien man is my type#like character-wise#oh you have immense amounts of guilt for destroying your people when you were trying to save them?#you're curious about the world you destroyed and this weird little mortal in spite of yourself?#and robin is <33333 i love her she's my kind of protagonist#which is to say kind of badly written and insane but also spunky and kindhearted and infinitely curious#and at the end of the game she gets to go with him!!!#he takes his weird little human friend with him to his alien planet!!! because she thinks it sounds fun!#it's a good ship that is like 89% in my head#robin x al-an
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He's not in the royal au at all, but Aya posted the doppelganger and made me think of him. And my gosh who is going to feed Balmoral if I don't?
#{Mhoirbheinn#:outofcash#no one should want him in the au anyways#he'd just be rude to everyone and run the risk of stabbing people he probably shouldn't#Charidynn gives him One look and he's contemplating if it'd cause more problems then it'd solve to reach for his knife#scopohobia tw#{N.s.f.w#ish#also between Zhaohui and this can you tell I have a fondness for G.earous' art haha#also this makes me think of........one time somewhere where I asked if Bal found JJ hot like he does Mhoirbheinn
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love music so much, i'm gonna make some noises about it !!
#just me hi#WOUGH..#sounds sounds sounds !!#i've also had sweet tea n that has caffeine so this might be hyperness from that but OUGH#i wanna talk my head off about something but i do not know what. hmmmmm#there is a very large variety of things to pick..........#//oh i'm wearing one of my favorite shirts today :D !#i like the pattern and it's kinda soft#though sometimes it feels itchy.. dunno why that is !#also favorite pants#'you shouldn't wear corduroy when it's hot' well it is ever so nicely cooler outside so :33#still wore it during the summer...#in my defense these pants Are baggy. and comfortable hkfhv#//mnmnm also been thinking about worrying about Not worrying#cuz you know when you've got a pretty good feeling nothing bad is going to happen? i get that a lot so i'm usually coasting#but i Should be worrying. cuz i think that's what most people do here pfshv#but i'm here like 'well :) the Vibes aren't bad so' but what if they Are and i just don't know for some reason loll#it makes zero sense to worry about not worrying. things happen or don't happen n that's just how it is#and besides - i'm not going to get interrogated about 'why aren't you more concerned?' because that's a bit weird#but i dunno. it Does feel like that sometimes too lmfhsvh#cuz i think sometimes 'if i talk about this and don't seem worried enough- or if i mention it offhandedly w/o the gravity people would#associate with it- Could that look concerning?' and goouhhhhhhhhhghgh#it's a weird loop of thought lmfsvhhg#i'll figure it out at some point. i think for nooooow though.. :3#//i'm gonna draw later !! maybe do some redraws ? cuz i've been thinkin about them and ooouh they're calling me#OH also thinking about changing my banner + pfp but i dunno... i get attached hfbvhs#but YE. i'm gonna go get more tea and finish my Tasks :33#tooooooodles 🎉
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hmm. had an actual conversation with nightmare coworker today that seemed mutually productive. she apologized for saying some bullshit that hurt my feelings and i clarified that my intentions are to help not to undermine her, and we both agreed that there's no competition against each other and that it's the lack of growth in our role that's the problem. it was...productive.
and further cementing for me that it is time to begin making my Exit. i will be sending out my resume to a few places this weekend.
i'm still processing the conversation, and am struggling to place myself in where i am responsible to better my behavior. because i genuinely don't want to be an ass, even though i really don't like this lady and will jump for joy the day i never have to see her again. she stated that she knows my intentions aren't to hurt her, and that she thinks i'm very kind. i apologized for if my behavior came off as undermining her, and said that my intentions are only to better my own growth—and that i know she's trying to succeed too. i validated her feelings, and complemented the effort she is putting in.
where i'm struggling with is: am i in the wrong/causing harm and needing to change if the issue is that her feelings are incongruent with what she knows of my intentions? her feelings are her responsibility (WOW i almost typed "her feelings are my responsibility". i feel like that's a freudian slip) and she states that she knows i don't mean to hurt her. i'm going to try to be more clear in wording my intentions with her (she feels like me trying to take work off her plate is to undermine her. when really, i'm caught up and see her getting overwhelmed, and i want to help and also have something to do since i'm bored).
but i'm really struggling to look at my role in this and pass judgement on myself. i can and want to do better, and i don't think i did anything wrong, but i'm always so hesitant to say it's not my fault or i didn't do something bad. like i can't trust my judgement on that. my intentions were good, her bad feelings are ones caused by her insecurities, which she more or less has expressed to be aware that they are not true—the hurtful thing she said to me, she acknowledged was said out of hurt and not what she actually thinks. so, is it fair to say i'm not the bad guy? i'm not in the wrong? i know good intentions that still result in harm don't absolve anyone, but when the things that are clashing are insufficient communication and reactive insecurities... i'm not a monster, am i?
#well. i AM probably a monster for how much i dislike this lady#but i don't ACT on it#and i genuinely couldn't care less about her. i participate in decent human pleasantries because i am a decent human.#and at work we're stuck together#the thing that's irked me so much about this conversation is just.. her self centeredness#that she thinks everyone is out to get her. to undermine her. whatever.#bitch nobody cares about you enough one way or the other to put in that kind of effort. i sure don't#i empathize but i do not sympathize. to feel that pit that makes you feel like the worst kind of center of attention#i get it. but genuinely you are not the main character and no one is going to spend their limited time and energy to slowly attack you#you are not the cat with all the knives pointed at it#it's a terrible feeling to feel like you are! but when it influences your behavior to the point that you are making snide comments#to people who have no option not to interact with you then uh. then you're in the wrong buddy#and the people around you (who cannot easily leave! bc work!) should not have to bend over backwards to assure you#that they're not pointing knives at you. to protect themselves from your feelings making you say mean shit#like yes. i can be more clear with my intentions. i'm generally not the greatest at that. but my baseline that i want to#modify my behavior from is NOT one that a regular well adjusted person would take as anything but kind#and if a regular well adjusted person got a little offput by me volunteering to take work off their hands we would've had a very chill#3 sentence conversation about it MONTHS AGO.#i understand and respect (even if i find it annoying and overbearing) the need for me to announce my intentions like im working in a kitchen#and saying 'hot water' or 'knife' as i move around other people but we shouldn't have reached this conclusion this way#and frankly who's to fucking say me being more clear with my intentions will only feed the flames of her thinking i'm out to get her!#'i caught up on my stuff and your plate looks full. i'm bored. anything i can do to help?' could be a pointed knife for all i know!!#and if it is- and my actions still hurt her in that scenario- am i still responsible for the hurt caused??#like WHERE DOES IT FUCKING E N D ?#personal#*exhales* okay i feel better now#i just hate talking about my interactions with her bc i just want NOTHING to do with it. i want her out of my head!!#but until i process it i can't let go#and i'm still going to have to go over all of this with my shrink tomorrow#it just makes me mad how much of my time this bitch takes up. i'm not getting paid to think about work right now!!!!
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#truly no faster way to make me so so ill than the seol and the seolite diaspora DE tag on ao3. not in a bad way not in a good way either#also last week i hung out w a friend i hadn't seen in a while and we joked about diaspora lit bingo a lot#but yeah idk. the way my sister is reconnecting w her asianness through like. kdramas/cdramas and kpop etc#the way i only have about 4 chinese language songs liked on spotify and they're like#one from the CRA soundtrack two bc i looked up an artist whose photos were on tumblr and who i found hot#and one from my white roommate who's learning mandarin#and i wonder if my parents are like. so bummed that we ignored them and made fun of their shows and music and accents as elementary schoole#and now they see her doing this and me. idk. claiming POCness via something i never engaged with in a way i find satisfactory#or idk. the whole immigrant parents being your passports to your language/culture and once they die it's game over#ESP bc you only ever took enough chinese classes to graduate hs or college no more#and kim kitsuragi is suchhhhhhh an interesting look at that bc like. he is an orphan and he does have zero cultural or language ties to seo#like. he would absolutely dannyamericanbornchinese himself if he could#and i want him to reconnect like i imagine him reconnecting w being asian and it causes feelings of comfort and such in me#but like. he shouldn't have to obviously and#one of the notes of a fic in that tag is from a biracial person who says#I flip between wish fulfillment and scrutinizing the degree Kim 'needs' to reclaim his heritage#and like yeah. yeah. that thing#and idk i don't think there's a distinct chinese-american culture the way that chinese-american cuisine is like. A Thing you know#maybe i'd feel better if there was that#and if there was just one other seolite person in disco elysium but i think kim's racial isolation is purposeful#what is there for me but to idk. reread the joy luck club and have another crisis about it#personal
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funny thing abt my country is that if you go to the site of our only suicide hotline it says "hey. don't actually call if you're suicidal. go to therapy instead" aight cheers mate i never thought of that thank you for enlightening me
#they also only work at certain hours. suicidal after 2 am? damn. sucks to be you i guess#(i get that part tho. hard to find volunteers to work 24/7 and you can't pay anyone when you're running on donations)#i think they may have upped their staff numbers now due to the war...? since everyone's in emotional distress lol#still. the suicidal thing is funny. bc if look up anything suicide related on google it immediately gives you a pop up with this hotline#and like nah bro actually i SHOULDN'T call this hotline. they told me not to. sorry#(not that i would have anyway. i can't talk on the phone I'd rather kms)#(they have a whatsapp service but this works maybe 2 hours a day fr. not that I'd do that either)#i don't need to call a suicide hotline to vent. i have a tumblr blog. ppl here know that despite my issues i am still a hot girl at least.#......may have lost the plot there at the end.#suicide //#ask to tag
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maybe attacking the baked-in grit and grime on my baking sheet with the steel scrubber with my BARE HANDS wasn't the best idea
#my fingernails look ungodly and i have cuts.....#i only realized AFTERWARD that i should have worn gloves#but the results????? i thought i would never be able to get the pan back to its original state#it literally turned black over the years i've had it. you could never tell it was silver originally#so last night i was like huh let me use the steel scrubber on it just for funsies#and it started to work ..... the gunk was starting to come off......i mean i had to use A LOT of elbow grease but it was working#i think i worked at it for like. 2 hours#it's not completely clean yet (the corners are evading me and also the little grooves) so i soaked it overnight in hot water and dish soap#and baking soda#so let's see#i mean i probably shouldn't be using the steel scrubber in the first place bc scratches and whatnot but it's the only thing that's#strong enough to scrape away the gunk#also i i always use silpat or parchment paper on it anyway. i never bake directly on it
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How do people just get a partner, isn't finding even a single *candidate* for a date not extremely difficult for everyone?
#I'm a queer artist who doesn't do hookups in a small conservative town. i don't have a romantic life. practically never really did.#i think I'm going to die alone : )#not that I'm looking. if you're actively looking you find a very specific kind of people that i really don't want. you know what i mean?#anyway. i shouldn't work in an office where people have affairs and romances all the time#how is it so easy for people to just have sex with anyone? i could only do it if the person was EXTREMELY hot otherwise there's no point#the cost-benefit risk analysis says I'd sooner catch an std than find anyone worth a damn#I'm probably a hopeless romantic
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i feel like this season of h/dm has gotten considerably worse but also i'm not 100% sure i'm remembering the previous seasons correctly. i remember mostly liking them and just finding some things weird. but maybe it was just as bad as this season and the amount of time that's passed since i watched them has simply made me forget how much stuff i didn't like
#i think i'm pretty fucking easy to please with tv shows too like i don't have a very critical eye for this kinda stuff#but maybe it's because it's a book adaptation and as always we gotta feel strongly about those#i just feel like the dialogue is absolute shit like who is even writing this - did it change? maybe it was always shit idk#and just random plot changes that i hate#some big some small but like#why was lyra the only fucking one experiencing pain on the boat!!!! that's straight up not canon and literally makes no sense w/in canon#and we got our first glimpse of atal and there was zero indication that she uses a wheel#it didn't even look like she could i mean she had four normal hooves#the seeds are so important to the story what are they doing with this!!!!#maybe we'll see them using wheels next episode but idk how#idk the acting is still mostly good imo#i feel like the actors are doing their best with very fucking stupid scenes#anyway all of this is just sorta making me feel like maybe this just isn't an adaptable book series#at least not as a tv show where you have to stretch things out so much so they're just inventing bullshit to fill the gaps#hdm lb#i hadn't really wanted to make a tag for this but#there have already been so many things i've wanted to complain about here and i'm sure it will only continue#so ya know blacklist as needed (esp if you're enjoying the show - i'm so sorry i don't want to ruin ur experience)#edit: OH i forgot to complain about costuming/makeup too!!!#shouldn't be a big issue but god it's also (imo) just hot fucking garbage in this season#did they get the non-unionized people??? overworked and underpaid??#did they have zero budget for this fucking hbo show???#i feel like they didn't even fucking try#those ugly orange jumpsuits and the horrible makeup for the angels#okay sorry i will stop complaining now (until there's more episodes next week lmao)
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I wanna hear the TedTalk
#actually I think this is sweet#no idea who that dude is tho#and as a 29 y/o that IS dating and unfortunately also likes men#the tags making fun of swifties for this actually make me irate#like put aside your swiftie hate for 2 seconds#do you NOT hear the bear jokes????#the stories of OLYMPIC ATHLETES killed by their boyfriends and husbands?#the french woman whose husband pimped her out IN HER SLEEP TO THEIR WHOLE TOWN#and think huh maybe dating is really hard rn?#maybe the bar IS LOW for like soooooo many men#chivalry is on its deathbed if not dead#and in some ways it should be like women can do things for ourselves and your partner shouldn't be your entire world#but someone looking out for someone else in THIS dating economy??? yea that's hot#and tedtalk worthy considering how many damn tags i just wrote#the bar IS IN HELL so finding something that isn't just basic decency and actually GOOD?!?!?!#now i wanna fight#wishing well
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People hate women who don't look desirable for them so much, especially if its a woman who dared to be seen on the internet bc she is a singer or a streamer or a sportswoman or any other job that makes you visible for thousands of ppl.
Leave her alone!!! Get a job. Get a hobby. Get out
#personal#you are always a woman until some jerk decides that u look ugly for him so he tries to make it your problem#how dare you exist if he thinks that you are ugly??? women all should look pleasing and hot and be available always#and these assholes don't even think its weird to talk like that#they say even more vile shit than their asshole ancestors and its the 21st century#i shouldn't be surprised but like we need to shame anyone who calls a woman a man bc that's like middle school type of a swear#how the hell we are living in the world where its still an okay thing to try to humiliate a person with this bullshit#im so mad if i made any mistakes in the words im sorry but like i can't even use english anymore i feel nauseous
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idk the whole "standing up to celebrities" thing seems kinda useless, I mean, did you really think they were gonna like save you in dire times or something? fuck no. the celebrities are wastes of time and energy, focus on the real target which is politicians, celebrities are a waste of space tbr
#they provide nothing#they amount to a empty plastic bottle someone littered on the ground#useless. taking up space they shouldn't. provides nothing and only negatively impacts shit.#who cares. ignore them. not worth your time. dont get wrapped up in having some dumb war with the celebrities#and get distracted from going after actual people in power who are basically currently trying to legalize oppressing us.#any time spent thinking about a celebrity in any context is a time that could be spent infinitely more productively.#i have literally no favorite celebrity bc i dont move like that.#thats literally just some guy. imagine pointing at some guy you dont know but think is hot and saying its your favorite person#thats what having a favorite celebrity looks like to me
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#sometimes i look at the shit people say on here and i wonder#how do you say shit like that and not think to yourself#hey#that's really fucking mean#maybe i shouldn't say that#maybe i shouldn't WANT other people to be sad#and MAYBE me wanting other people to be sad and hurt makes me a bad fucking person#maybe i should work on that#especially if it's about something that's just not that deep#but that's been a very prominent issue on here for a hot minute#people forgetting that the blogs on here are run by actual people and not just side characters during their mc moment
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