#i shouldn't like him as much as i do tho
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he's such a wife
#he's gamby's wife tho#i shouldn't like him as much as i do tho#lee russell#vice principals#russell#tvgifs#walton goggins#hbo max#gifs#my gifs#dailytvsource#hbo series#hbo show
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That feeling when he can't stand to see you that way, no matter what you do, no matter what you say😩😭💔
#scott pilgrims precious little life#scott pilgrim vs the world#spvtw#spto#scott pilgrim#wallace wells#lisa miller#scollace#kim pine#natalie adams#envy adams#don't rlly know if I like how this turned out but oh well;;;#hope its obvious that this is based on the song “Scott Pilgrim” which the creation the comics were inspired from#the lyrics always make me think of Wallace and Lisa's feelings for Scott every time I hear it#ofc you could also relate it to Kim especially since the singers voice kind of reminds me of her#but overall the lyrics fit these two much better since Scott never truly “saw them that way” despite how long they've liked him#and they always seem happier to see him compared to Kim#Im surprised tho that I havent yet seen anyone draw these two together now that their dialogue parallels have been acknowledged more lately#also tho I wish more people pointed out that they both got cucked by red heads LOL#and Kim and Envy actually do look really similar when scott first meets them#makes me wonder if Scott subconsciously went for Envy since she reminded him of Kim (which would be fitting given that you could argue that#Envy dated Scott because he reminded her of Todd. Since he and Scott are confirmed to be meant to be seen as similar to one another#so much so that even their first and last names rhyme#last thing I'll add tho is that while Wallace and Lisa are very similar even personality wise#the one big difference is that despite that whole conclusion on vol4 of Scott not cheating on Ramona with Lisa because he loves her#the writers apparently think it would be “organically correct” for him to have an affair with wallace LMAO#but I guess we shouldn't be surprised since Wallace and Ramona are both in the front of the official valentines art which is clearly#a deptiction of Scotts wet dream or smth (oh and you could also argue that Wallace and Lisa parallel on that art since they're both#shirtless with white socks.. which could be a reference to how lisa wears skimpy clothes for Scott and Wallace often only wears boxers#to like sexually frustrate Scott for fun or smth
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my princess nonsense is being encouraged watch ouyt imabout to be eneaabled
OK WHATF ATHAT'S SO CUTE I HAD TO MAKE IT i know realistically there's little to no chance that rei DOESN'T know how to work heels 🤣 BUT IMAGINE.....ING.... YAKUMO GENTLY GUIDING REI IN HEELS, WEEKS BEFORE THE BIG GALA AND HAVING NONE OF HIS NORMAL FEAR OF PHYSICAL TOUCH BC HIS [TEACHER MODE] IS OVERRIDING HIS INSECURITY
#rei looking directly at the camera like why are you subjecting me to this. i do not need any of this. i know how to do it#rei wearing stilettos the size of your head so he becomes ur very tall bird goth gf#you know how yakumo gets when he instructs someone on how to cook something#he becomes confident and just tells ppl how to do stuff without his usual amount of stutter and secondguessing#i'm gonna pretend that after his stiletto training in misty vale he gains a TINY MOLECULE of confidence due to experience#like [i can help you if you've never done it before?]#honestly i can't imagine this scenario happening because i am so SURE that rei can walk in heels HAHAHA even tho nothing has proven that#SOMETHING COME PROVE ME WRONG SO MY DELUSIONS CAN SLIDE CLOSER TO POSSIBILITY#anyway even if rei didn't know how to wear heels#would he ever mention it? would yakumo ever learn of it?#rei would probably be all . i don't need to wear heels. they can't even see them under the dress. i'll wear my practical shoes#but if he can't get away with that and will be forced to wear heels at the party...#maybe he'll go [meh. i'll figure it out] and just not wear them until the day of the dance#at which point his feet will hurt after 20 minutes and for the whole night he takes any chance to sit down#rei can be frequently spotted on SOME surface SOMEWHERE in the palace. sitting all splayed out and uncaring of propriety#because he is in PAIN and these shoes are STUPID and why do people wear them for ANYTHING . Royals are so IMPRACTICAL#yakumo keeps trying to avoid heels for the dance because he doesn't want to be any taller than he already is#i bet there's a full convo about it between him and eiden#eiden trying to reassure him that if he wants to wear heels then he shouldn't let others' perception stop him from doing so#but if he genuinely doesn't want to wear them then that's ok too#eiden craning his neck up at yakumo in heels like you're my pretty princess 1-2 heads taller than me your height doesn't matter 🥰#i'm now torn. yakumo and rei both wearing heels now? in order to stay at similar heights?#or. rei starting out with heels. getting tired of them. going barefoot for the rest of the night lol#yakumo and rei still dancing in their ballgowns together but a much shorter rei leads a yakumo in heels#yes. yes this is the vision#yakurei#replies#nu carnival yakumo#nu carnival rei
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Poor Dream, enjoying his days with friends on the server, wearing friendship bracelets gifted to him, and filling many scrapbooks and journals with all the special moments he cherishes with his friends....not even realizing how many would not just turn on him but seek to kill him in the most painful ways they could think of when the plan was enacted
#this shit is finally done#this took literally forever lmao#and the best part is i probably learned nothing about why i shouldn't overcomplicate things#and i will definitely make my next piece overcomplicated too#anyway i really do like the premise tho#like ideally i wanna eventually have character sheets for all the characters i normally write#with versions for pre post and prison dream#and i wanted to just show how much pre prison dream cared about his friends and how much he thought they cared about him#i can't say im super happy with the anatomy and stuffs#im learning#its hard#its alr tho#overall i like the piece#anyway#now less chatty tags#dsmp#dsmp fanart#pre prison dream#dreblr#artists on tumblr#support human artists#the community house is here too#idk how to tag this honestly#headcanon#fanart#victoriacoffee's art#also yes i did try to hide one of the hands and completely fail#i got lazy ok
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I think I have unpopular Sandman takes bc I'm usually on his side
#like I would also not promise not to take revenge like maybe you shouldn't do things...to make him take revenge and just accept the possible#consequences#but uh I also assume he wouldn't have done much to the kid#and I'm not on the pregnant lady's side#Like obviously as a human Empathy for your loss#But letting the universe start falling to pieces and acting like you're somehow OWED a child with your dead husband#not to mention owed your dead husband#is so incredibly selfish#not to mention compounding the issue by apparently trying so hard to avoid the consequences of your action that you#a) refuse to accept your kid is like never gonna be a human and it's entirely your fault#b) try and fuck with the fabric of the universe AGAIN#like the consequence of her kid being taken from her probably way earlier than he would have to become Dream#That's like Minimum punishment imo#Being a parent is I'm sure a horrifying and painful thing to deal with a lot as is losing your husbandf#but I'm not going so far to valorize someone's individual pain that they don't have any responsibility for their stupid fucking actions#sorry it hurts and sucks but uh the universe doesn't owe you SHit#and I'm only for robbing it if you're like#eating the rich or fighting god not fucking over everyone else who you don't care about because you're a jerk#cmo's log#he's totally wrong for not forgiving his ex tho. WACK get over yourself you big fucking baby#get wreckt
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Why the fuck did I skip a Quireboys show near me because I had a date with my then boyfriend which I thought could have saved the relationship
#i'm not in my bitter about the ex era anymore dw but i'm listening to my quireboys vinyl rn and god whyyyyy#they were literally playing at the club where i go for all my concerts and i already loved them back then but nooo#i wasn't even sick or otherwise unable to go he just complained about shit that annoyed him about me and told me to work on a few days prior#so i made a fucking plan what i can do better and asked him for an emergency date which he didn't gaf about lmfao#the moment i hung up i regretted missing out on that gig so much ughhh#the next week he dumped my ass so you see it was useless and i should have said 'ok your problem fuck you i'm seeing the quireboys bye'#he also didn't like me going to concerts and having fun and hanging out with the bands lmao can you imagine 💀#like at least the ones i met were mostly out of my league and were from abroad while the ones he hung out with were locals and in his league#he even thirsted over them and told me about his wet dreams about them?? what the fuck??#at least i lied to his face and said i wasn't interested in flirting back when one of them hit on me and i love him etc etc#i was very interested but thought i had to stay loyal tho i shouldn't have. he also genuinely thought smoking with them was cheating????#like be fr i was standing in that crowd and thinking about hooking up with one of them but restrained myself for you asshat#ok this did turn into a lowkey hater post but i just need to milk some of my issues that stem from this relationship for literary purposes#not even my attempts to manipulate him helped 🙄 codependency paired with mental illnesses and addiction sucks#mel talks
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Well, I grew up wishin' I could close off the way my dad did 'Cause that man never felt a damn thing he didn't wanna feel But I've burned too many miles tryna ride out all the sadness But you can't outdrive pain, someday it's gonna take the wheel Can't be alone but don't wanna get close to anybody Don't wanna bare teeth but don't wanna look weak, it's a tough spot But I'm afraid you'll walk away when the tears start runnin' But I hope not 'Cause cowboys cry too
thinking about Sam...
#'thinking about Sam...' i say. as if i've been doing much of anything else for the past 6 months#redacted sam#redacted audio#redacted asmr#redactedverse#Seven's Blorbo Songs#music stuff#but like seriously. is the Fixation just making me see him in everything or is this song Very Sam-coded#it took all of my willpower to not quote like. the Entire song in this post bc my brain can find a way to make every line applicable#i'm this 🤏 close to writing another songfic#i'm literally juggling 6 other WIPs rn i can't afford another!!! but!!! my brain's already cooking up a rough draft#i Just posted Dying Star yesterday and now this song has me itching to make a Reverse Comfort fic for Sam...#it's a rite of passage for all of my fav blorbos to get written into a reverse comfort fic. i think it might be Sam's turn#i need to make that cowboy cry#in a cathartic way of course not a mean one. Darlin' will be there to make it all better#i'm scared of how long the fic might be if i get carried away tho. i really don't have the time to write something long this month#but if i don't write it Soon then the inspiration/motivation will dissipate#it shouldn't get too long if i don't try to write a scene for every single line of the song. just a few like in Dying Star#Seven Keep It Under 5k Challenge#i can't quote every line anyways bc one line mentions eye color and his are and were neither hazel or blue#so idk how i'll make that line work#but grrrr the line's rlly good since it mentions the sun going down. it's just the eye colors are wrong. hmph#anyways it's time to turn this song up and do some bedtime brainstorming. adios#Spotify
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No bc if this guy isn't into me he needs to Stop making me feel some type of way lmao
#not snz#it is past 3 am#and we're texting bc i said i have to be up all night and he decided he would stay up with me lmao#my little creature decided to have Issues And Problems as she always does when absolutely everything is closed#she's not sick this time at least but I'm stressed nonetheless and have to stay awake with her#and bro is out here still texting with me so i don't have to be up all alone this time#like excuse you don't show concern for me and my babies if you don't want me to make heart eyes lmao#on a real note tho i am so fucking tired#i wanted to go to bed early tonight and instead i have to stay awake#like man i just wanna think my thoughts and go to sleep but instead I'm half awake trying to use critical thinking skills#with any luck tho i shouldn't have to be up much longer#so fingers crossed there bc i don't even feel like a human person rn 😭#also i know him staying up with me means literally nothing bc i do it all the time for my coworkers#but it's still making me feel things 😔#partner posting
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I need to stop thinking about him I need to stop thinking about him I need to stop thinking about him
#and I can't just get high when I don't wanna deal with problems bc that's not ok#it's so weird to go from being rlly good friends to casual hookups to nothing at all#I don't even know how to move on bc we were never together and I don't even have romantic feelings for him anymore#I just really miss him#not just the physical stuff but I miss being friends and laughing together#and I know I have a right to be mad at him to some extent but I also feel like if I was less emotional then everything would be fine#he's probably just one of those guys that loses interest after sex but why am I still bothered even tho it's been months#I really cared about him and it hurts to be so distant#I feel like i've fucked everything up bc I got mad at him when really I was mad at myself and my insecurities and also him for ghosting me#but I shouldn't have gotten mad bc we were on good terms and now everything is weird again#and I need to get better and regulating my emotions so I don't do impulsive shit#everything is just rlly weighing on me#it's so strange that we didn't talk for over a month then I got high and texted him and now everything is so much more messy#I want to be completely over him but a part of me still holds on and imagines what could have been#if he had been in love with me or if I hadn't been so overbearing
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so kusakabe and higuruma Megumi and fucking MEI MEI can survive but Mechamaru Nanako Mimiko and Mai had 2 die. Alright.
#JJK spoilers#Everytime I'm like ''i don't actually care that much I shouldn't be so negative'' I remember that Gege treats disabled characters like shit#And also fucking fumbled some of the characters with the MOST POTENTIAL (THE FUCKING NANAKO MIMIKO AND MAKI MAI PARALLELS)#Anyway I'm killing us allllllllll ❤️#Also I feel like the idea of ''strength'' is never really actually. Fully criticized like maybe I'll have clearer thoughts later but it's#Very much ''dont look down on the weak bc they might be strong'' instead of ''dont look down on the weak bc. They're human beings.''#And that just annoys me personally. Like Suguru is Wrong but the narrative doesn't actually Prove Him Wrong y'know. In the story#He's mostly wrong bc he's the antagonist not bc he's created a whole fucked up worldview as a deeply traumatized teen and then#Created a structure that was abusive not only to the ppl he didnt value but also the ppl he did and NEITHER GROUP IS GIVEN SUFFICIENT FOCUS#AAAAAAAAAGHHHH. <- guy who's interested in cults and cult abuse and wants to see fiction that actually reflects#How cult survivors are affected by said abuse and also recover. Can you tell I'm not over Nanako and Mimiko's deaths because they were#REALLY FUCKING INTERESTING CHARACTERS. CAN YOU. CAN YOU. CAN Y#Somehow everything I write Abt JJK ends up being about how I wish I could enter the story and crucify Geto. I hate that motherfucker#(he's was my first favorite character in the series and even tho he's been rightfully usurped he's genuine fascinating both in general and#Also specifically bc his character touches on some of my preexisting interests and also I feel like no one else understands him.#And when I say that I mean no one else wants to beat him to death with bricks and rocks and blunt weapons for the right reasons like I do)
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idly wondering with what experts would diagnose me if I was 100% truthful and could remember every single thing that happened to me and every single quirk I developed because of it <3
#like esp. at the start my mother would sit in on all my therapy sessions#and i didn't yet grasp what therapy was for at age 11 so i just talked about my day#and showed the nice lady my latest drawings orz#all that got me was a 'oh that kid is just shy and a little scared going to school just force him to go it'll be fine <3'#never said anything about the nefarious bullying or the things going on at home#because at that point i was so naive i thought it was NORMAL#and other therapists later on only ever focused on my weight and how sloppy i dressed. never addressing all my other issues so i gave up#never talked about all the other stuff for a while.#also that ONE situation i can barely remember but that fucked me up the most i think back in kindergarten... never told anyone about it#except a friend last year. wondering what therapists would say about that if i ever opened up about that to them#after a bit of thought it'd also explain my aversion to being touched/examined by doctors in that area. great.#ANYWAY just wondering <333#also all the 'negative' feelings i immediately throw in the repression bin. like jealousy frustration anger annoyance entitlement etc#been told one too many times that these things are ugly and shouldn't be displayed. should stop acting like a spoiled brat#never learned how to handle any of that <333#recently have taken to being overly analytical about it all. trying to find what triggers these emotions and then rationalising them away <3#they do still fester deep in my soul tho <333#good thing i'm so good at repression that i forget about it all eventually until something makes me remember and then i suffer#but then i repress again and i can live in blissful ignorance again <333333#wish i could be a dumb silly billy more often and not think about things too much like i usually do haha#maybe that's why i'm so drawn to and fadcinated by the bimbocore subculture/movement...... 🤔#anyway anyway just thinking haha
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Trying to be positive and not think about him but he's intentionally ignoring me lmao fml
#txt#i shouldn't care so much but#its hard#maybe he just wants a day with no contact#its hard for me tho cause i want to talk to him every day and have a lot to say#and what i did say was one thing and it was positive lol#just open ittttttt#i want to move on like he has#(v quickly mind you)#but its going to take foreverrrrrrr#i can do it tho#cause whats happened has changed our relationship/friendship forever so i just need to get to a point where hes not on my mind all the time#and where im focused on myself#being positive is hard :/#its taurus season now so focussing on me should be easy#bday soon etc#get excited
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I loved this movie about nami and her ex situationship reconciling and also anti capitalism
#i have one question are the episode 0 of movies just fanservice am i reding this right. also zoro looks jealous and petty#can they in like love action make zoro chastize sanji bc he is an ally and not just letting him sound jealous and petty like i enjoy both#but clarificaiton sometimes you know. like sanji stop that its dehumanizing and disrespectful also i want you#why are they worried about money when they are in a casino. nami was great at playing cards wasnt she#franky and luffy bonding sumo time.... nami gets the title hell yeah lmao i have been saying she is the strongest#omg the children sellong flowers... dont tell me luffy is going to defeat capitalism in this movie. hell yeah#i was gonna say cant believe they let luffy bet but he does have good luck tho. the stomach ache lmao#sanji is so stupid akdjsksks the guy who likes pain also....don't let sanji think too much about it omg the golden dust....#zoro is going to be executed sanji and luffy are unlucky and all of them are broke and in debt. damn. how are you broke as a pirate even#nami and carina ex situationship talking about trusting each other again looking at the sunset... exactly#that was such a nasty betrayal and nami trusting her again so easily and fast like damn.#also what is the cp0 koala and sabo doing there like damn. jesus even#also what is absalom doing there....#and WHO let luffy infiltrate. FRANKY GOT IMPALED!! gold is really malleable and not resistant and strong like this is getting me out of it#sanji got a cleaning man fit instead of a cleaning lady fit so why is usopp wearing one ajdjaka.... i mean he is the crews babygirl....#also second movie where zoro gets kidnapped. the peoples princess.#omg they are in the pipes. also why is there pipe for the entry of seawater in a boat. maybe i don't know enough about boats#franky getting luffy out of the fan.... cradled like baby jesus for an instant#omg they have been bamboozled BY CARINA?????? OMG AGAIN??? NAMI!!!! OH NVM!!! WHAT???#luffy didnt know they were doing all this cause he would have fucked it up akshaua him being thrown half dead out of the tower ahsuakaia#this reminds me of super mario wii where bowser turns into a bigger bowser when you kill it. damn#also another good guy turned villain because of tragedy. two in a row#the kid with the metal pipe omg... sabo is coming#i heard hikken and the voice was so similar i wondered why ace was there.... for a millisecond he was there..... 😞#the red hawk and everything..... should we all kill ourselves.... omg carina didnt betray her actually#tesoro dumb asf for taking nami look how he is going down after that lmao didnt expect gear fourth tho. damn#still thinking about how gold isnt that strong so this shouldn't be necessary but alas shonen be shonen. luffy saving namis gf too <3#talking tag#watching one piece#watching one piece movies
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anyway speaking of fic im thinking about adapting a chapter of my mythic quest fantasy horror AU fanfic into an original comic but the question is: do i keep the likenesses of the actors the same or should i change them. bc damn is danny pudi a well-designed man
#i just wanna draw him as a spooky demon is that too much to ask#actually i can keep jo looking like jessie ennis too bc she's supposed to be 13 in that chapter#so like. loophole. i'll still have to design baby jo#do i change the names tho....... hmmm#i feel like i just shouldn't bc a) i like the name josephine and i like the humour of a scary demon being named brad#and b) this is all for funsies anyway#oh well watch me not do any of this bc comics are so so hard
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Socialisation is key, i really am just like a bunny
#felt genuinely happy and all i did was go over to my friend's flat between our lessons since she rents close by#and we had coffee and talked ab our failed loves and laughed so much and awughhhhhh#i've really been feeling off these past few months but especially these past two weeks#i don't wanna say it but i just felt like i had no meaning#and hanging out and having fun and doing paid work really managed to make me feel a bit better#and like i actually am a human being with some sort of purpose#even if it is to offer cheap and quick last minute translations or a ''DON'T FALL FOR HIM'' through laughter#sighs#idk. maybe i shouldn't let myself get consumed with anxiety and ''if i fail this then this will happen which will lead to this and that so#essentially if i fail this minor thing i'll fuck everything up and there'll be no fixing it'' but that's easier said than done#i can always distract myself tho and just do my best#i think it was during that coffee that i thought ''okay so even if i fail an exam or two - i can take them during the autumn. i don't have#to pass everything on time - few first years do - and i will still be able to rest between summer and autumn dates#so it's not like i'll be a lost cause if i don't pass everything by july's end'' but. it's still hard to think of it#but we'll see. in God's hands#we also laughed a lot bc i mentioned being religious and she went ''YOU?!'' hdbsbsbsjdjd😭😭.... is that so shocking.........
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It was SUCH a good scene. Though, contrary to the first post, it was INCREDIBLY justified, and that's part of what was so good about it.
Osha took all that hurt and betrayal, and it didn't matter that Sol was unarmed and not fighting back. The only thing that mattered was his terrible lie to make a child trust and believe in him just so he could have his Padawan, and the unprovoked murder he committed so he could have that Padawan.
He forgave her because he knew that he deserved what she gave him. He forgave her because maybe he finally understood the great evil he'd been committing for years.
Osha's actions were human. Her feelings were dark. Faced with the shock of this horrifically, terrible betrayal, you can debate whether they were evil. They were not unjustified, that's for sure. Sol got exactly what was coming to him, and that the show allowed Osha to unapologetically deliver that justice was wonderful.
One thing I did appreciate is that The Acolyte did not hold back on that Osha went full dark side, that Sol's kyber crystal was crushed by her anger and hate to the point that it bled into a red saber. She straight up murdered someone who was not fighting back. She killed him because she was hurt and angry, not because he was a threat. Osha's feelings of betrayal and rage were valid, her actions were not. She murdered an unarmed man who was not fighting back, who had no intention of fighting back, who literally forgave her as she choked the life out of him, and nothing of her actions were justified. She wasn't even regretful about it. The dark side can be humanized to a degree, it always has been in Star Wars, that's nothing new. Anakin's everything ever, Maul's pain and desperation for a connection through an apprentice, Dooku's clinging to his care for people like Yaddle or Asajj, the dark side has never been about detached or unsympathetic anger. It's always come from a very human place, that's why the Jedi constantly caution that no one is beyond it. But Osha embraced it here, she stepped over the line and murdered a defenseless man because of her rage, not because it was in any way justified as a killing, and the kyber crystal screamed and bled because of it. You don't get a red saber by being justified, you get it by crossing the line into an act of evil. And props to The Acolyte for not shying away from that, as human as Osha is and will continue to be, her actions were over the line of evil.
#I've always thought it weird how people take the superhero approach when it comes to murders#it was TOTALLY 100% justified#he could have been lounging on a bed of pillows playing with puppies and Osha would be justified in killing him#like. his present physical condition doesn't play a role in justice. only the crimes he committed and Osha's feelings about it matter#that's why Anakin was also justified in wiping out that Tuskan village#you have these parties (Sol and the Tuskans) who did unspeakable things#it is not on the victims to pardon them or to be sympathetic#why SHOULDN'T they eliminate them? they don't HAVE to take the moral high ground#ofc it certainly makes them unsuitable Jedi. xD but it's understandable and justifiable and very human#and I'm GLAD to see it#we have enough superhero movies lol#i do wish Sol had been better than GROSSLY INCOMPETENT tho#that whole witch murder fest did NOT track in any reasonable way with the story or the characters#given what happened the outcome was very satisfying#but what happened could have been done SO MUCH BETTER#commentary#Acolyte#spoilers#Star Wars
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