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whoops found my old dnp blog from when i was like 14 hello...
is anyone here lol
#em posts content#asfafasdfa this tag omg brings back memories#anyway how yall doin#im good im actually old now so#i actually have followers here compared to twt huh#im a bts fan now if u havent heard#u probably havent but hey#the more you know#i should start posting here again#im actually good at art now soooo#if anyone sees this u a real one <3
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I love the QSMP. Not only has it introduced me to many amazing international creators, it's also introduced me to the French and Brazilian community, who are so sweet, funny, and chaotic in their own unique ways. I love seeing fans sharing their culture and learning from one another, and I myself have learned a lot this past year. I think it's incredible how QSMP brings so many different people together – all of us united in our love and passion for this project and its goals.
But passion can often evoke strong emotions, and these strong emotions aren't always positive.
The past few months, I have seen multiple waves of hate, bad-faith generalizations of communities, and racist remarks directed at fellow fans – especially those who are part of the French / Brazilian community. This kind of behavior is inexcusable, and is in direct conflict with the mission of QSMP, which is to break language barriers and unite communities.
We are a global community with a variety of people from different backgrounds. Miscommunications may occasionally occur because of cultural differences and/or language barriers, but we should use these moments as opportunities to learn and engage with other people rather than assuming the worst about them and starting fights.
Although certain issues can be resolved with communication, sometimes it’s better to block and move on. Avoid spreading negativity or hate, and save yourself the headache of interacting with people who are just looking for someone to argue with.
No matter what community we're a part of or what languages we speak, we're all here to have fun. Please remember to be kind to each other. We have more in common than we have in conflict.
#QSMP#mod talk#Additionally: we should avoid stereotyping entire communities for reasons I hope are obvious.#I think everything will work out in the end#I don't typically see this kind of stuff on here but I figured I'd post this anyways since I'm posting it to Twitter too#It's understandable that emotions are high because of everything that's happened to the QSMP community the past few months#but it's very sad to see fans attacking each other#everyone's a bit on edge it seems. I rarely use my personal Twitter but I opened it today and saw some close mutuals snapping at people#then after stepping away and calming down coming back to a conversation and apologizing#it's sad to see everyone in this state#So... comments from the peanut gallery I suppose. I do hope this helps someone though#I don't usually post things like this because frankly-#I don't think every single drama / controversy / whatever necessitates a public statement from every single member of the fandom#but I've been thinking a lot about this#Anyhoo. Hopefully I can start sharing clips again tomorrow. I've been moving the past week and life was hellish#hopefully things ease up a bit now
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i’ll let you kill me if it’ll make you feel better
#chonny jash#chonnys charming chaos compendium#cccc soul#cj soul#art#my art#i should probably start posting on here again
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Happy Birthday to Ferdinand von Aegir!
I actually made 33 emotes, affectionately known as Aegirglyphics to some, for my own personal use on discord. However, I figure why not share some of them! They're free to use for discord servers/icons/pfps or whatever. However, my only request is Do NOT use them as subscriber emotes on Twitch. You can make them free follower emotes but you are not to make them locked behind a paywall.
#fe three houses#ferdinand von aegir#discord emotes#i thought long and hard about this bc idk the actual want for emotes i made ages ago but#i still love my son and its his bday ad so i should be nice and share#since i no longer have nitro and can no longer use them myself#the fact i can technically post 30 at once was tempting but#some of them arent living up to my standards and also just might not be easy to use in most contexts#so those im gonna skip on lol#whoever wants 21 aegirglyphics tho have at em#i think i might have posted some before? but only 10 and i dont recall which ones#if you want a secret the last three and the middle on the second row are my favorites to use#i used concernednand (the upper one) so much#the internet concerns me guys it was a valid use every time#debated sharing heartnand but honestly the world could benefit from it imo because gotta spread that love#fun lil trivia i love making emotes and so when i was in a server and people knew me as the ferdinand fan and artist#someone was like why hasnt salmon made a ferdinand emote yet#and im like bc i dont run the server and i cant just demand they add my art#and then a mod was like i didnt wanna put pressure on salmon but i thought about it so i was like bet#and then drew a server exclusive happy ferdinand emote#and that was the start of me somehow being able to have like.... ten emotes in that server#some of them were just me joking and then mods encouraging me#cause i used to use felix for every single art prompt theyd give and one week someone said the prompt was pog#and i just was so upset because dude why would i wanna draw felix for that hes not pog#so a mod was like hey if you make a pog felix emote we ill add it to the emotes here#so i once again was like bet and then posted it and then they really added it lmao#anyway sorry for so many rambles please feel free to use them on discord in whatever server#i cant really expect everyone to credit me but also im not really concerned since i fear people know my nands a mile away
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‼️ART TRIGGER WARNING: Mild body horror/gore
Sooooo I kinda unexpectedly deviated from what I would consider my normal art preferences here. Mostly because I’ve seen a lot of talented artists drawing their own renditions of menacing Puzzles fanart where he goes fully insane and whatnot. I wanted to also contribute to that trend somehow…although it’s slightly out of my usual comfort zone << especially with his recent design change of loosing his whole lower body lol. Adapting that into my art was an interesting experimental challenge
Here is my own take on Puzzles falling apart! Quite literally! I still wanted to add a bit of empathy in here for him tho— because I’m going to be so distraught if WOTFI 2024 is his resignation from the spotlight for good. His final bow on stage if you will; the grand finale of his performance before he departs in death (MAN I SURE HOPE HE DOESN’T DIE BUT THE FANDOM SPECULATIONS AND PARANOIA ARE GETTING TO MY HEAD. And it just seems like the narrative progression is leaning that way). Well not matter what happens to him this upcoming Saturday…this tragic TV guy has impacted me in unexpected ways and I’m just so glad we got to spend and entire year with his character. And he’s sure not gonna disappear from my art anytime soon. Hopefully I won’t be maiming him ever again after this though jksjsksp he’s suffered enough angst for now <3
And here is just a black & white sketch version without the red overlay stuff!! Although it’s an older version so not everything is exact
#….guys should I post this on Instagram too or not I’m actally worried about this unintentionally scaring some people off#I’M SORRY NO WAIT COME BACKKKK NOOOOO /J#at least here I’ve got a community with variety of people that may find this cool to stare at#but on Instagram? my friends are for sure going to think I’ve lost my mind 🥲#I’m trying so hard to not judge myself or get self conscious or hide my art I’M TRYING#however when my brain decides to pull something like THIS outta the blue I start to question my life again lol#maybe visiting the Hana Lock art gallery today impacted me more then expected whoops#very skilled artist but she tends to do a lot of body horror as well#…..yea okay think I solved the culprit here#hplonesome art#tw body horror#body horrow cw#cw body horror#tw mild gore#smg4 mr. puzzles#mr. puzzles smg4#….still a tad worried about people finding it so thats the only tags I’m brave to put at the moment#even though I know it’s not the popular ones#might change it later though who knows!
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The Take Over, the Breaks Over // an edit a day til penguins hockey, a countdown (day 25)
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#edit: whoops fully wrote the song down wrong in my notes and then nobody called me on it for over a month#for the person who was like - I feel gaslit - that’s my bad thanks for noticing lol cause I certainly didn’t#it’s fixed now lol#marc andre fleury#maxime talbot#pittsburgh penguins#I am once again wondering if I should tag the other team but this is a pens edit with traded players so idk#hockey poetry#my poetry posts#an edit a day til penguins hockey (a countdown)#fleur de goalie#there's probably other players I could have done something equally compelling with this quote#but hey give it up for day 25#there are talbo days until the start of the regular season#and I think talbo staring at flower with unrepentant heart eyes makes for a good enough edit#I bet like 3 people on here are gonna be wahhh about it#fob x pens
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SUNSET TRIO 💛🧡❤️
it's been a while hasn't it? Here's some food for you guys 😢😢 I'm open to take art requests for LMK characters (specifically duos/trios) so if you guys have any ideas I'd love to hear them!!
I also forgot to mention I have an ao3 now... 😅 I posted something old I'm not super proud of but you guys should check it out
#monkie kid#lego monkie kid#lmk fanart#lmk mk#lmk nezha#lmk sun wukong#sunset trio lmk#lmk sunset trio#sunset trio 💛🧡❤️#I love them sm they're so sibling coded I SWEAR#I'm so tired#I love sunset trio#school starts soon again#I really should try to post that sunset trio compilation to YouTube soon 💀#anyways them!!!#lmk red son#pink lemonade duo lmk#we call MK and Nezha pink lemonade in this household#lmk pink lemonade duo#💛🧡❤️#psst if you're reading the tags I might occasionally drop a song here or there#hedonic treadmill - Kevin Kempt#sunset trio angst ♡♡♡#if my friendly moon is reading this shhh no you aren't#what're you doing browsing my art get outta here silly I send you stuff before I post it anyways 💛💛#sunset trio propaganda
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HEY
Keep this garbage off my art! This is exactly one of the reasons I stopped posting art on this hellsite. Do you think I made that art because I hate the subject? The answer should be no. I don't care if you want to make comments like this on your blog where I don't have to see it. It's an instant block btw!
If you see this and you're one of those sticky little creatures who leave comments like this, consider leaving some nice words on the art/writing of the next artist you come across, make their day! We work hard, this stuff sucks to see.
#tumblr i stg#every time i look in my magic mirror to ask if i should start posting here again#and the mirror is like “lmao did u see this shit” and shatters my hopes#i know there are going to always be stinky buttholes out there to ruin things#i just feel like they need to be barked at on occasion to get them to clench up.#yes this is about#solas
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had THE™ time of my life this past weekend visiting minnesota, spending time with one of the best people ever @thedreamthieves over her birthday, and getting to see the leafs. st paul and the people there did NOT disappoint me even when my hockey team did <3. what a beautiful and lowkey place........ i will for sure be back some day.
#like......... wow#egames#etrips#i guess i shoudl start a tag LKFJDKS... tumblrs supposed to be a DIARY and im out here neglecting it#anyway lizzie i love u so much and i hope you had as much fun as i did..... hope you felt as loved and happy as u deserve for ur bday!!!!!!#the whole trip was liekdms. idk. i just had the best time. i needed it lol#toronto maple leafs#split on if i should post any more leafs stuff here tbh but!!! couldnt put the phone down once again#also @h-isforhome it was SO GOOD TO MEET U TOO.... HOPE WE CAN GET TOGETHERR FOR LONGER SOME DAY BUT <3#ur beautiful and wonderful and im sending u good vibes always. ik i cant @ in the tags but LKJFKDL IF U READ THIS <3 KLRJEKLDSJF
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every time i make any kind of au for rdr it just gets sadder than canon for no justifiable reason. the other day i had the evil thought of “wouldn’t it have been fucked up if dutch actually shot john on that cliff and jack went after his uncle dutch for revenge years later” and now i can’t get it out of my head. what the hell.
#if you think the shit i actually post here and on ao3 is sad you should see my wips#it gets worse#marstonsboy musings#jack marston#john “jack” marston jr#adult jack marston#1914 jack marston#rdr jack#rdr1 jack#rdr jack marston#dutch van der linde#rdr dutch#rdr dutch van der linde#rdr1 dutch#rdr#rdr1#rdr2#red dead redemption#red dead redemption community#red dead fandom#red dead redemption 1#red dead redemption 2#red dead redemption dutch#red dead redemption jack#red dead redemption john#rdr john#rdr john marston#short post#but in my defense if i talk more about this ill start writing like a madman again and i have TOO MANY wips rn
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Oh wait is it a toxic family when the father refuses to take accountability and instead blames the kids for his mistakes? And as a result the kids are unwillingly shoehorned into roles where one is the golden perfectionistic never allowed to criticise the family child, and the other is the black sheep difficult selfish disobedient child?
And the golden child is about to explode because he’s never allowed to have his own opinions and so when he feels real frustration at his father, he can’t land the blame there and so he’s conditioned to blame his sibling instead?
And the black sheep child just takes the criticism and the blame and learns to become overly defensive, because he’s learned no one will watch his back but himself, not even his sibling?
Oh wait it’s not a toxic family.
It’s Scuderia Ferrari
#take all the misplaced anger between Charlos and direct it at Fred Vasseur#may Charles and Carlos both realise this#look this post is parasocial and I take that#but it’s literally a toxic family dynamic#it’s a situation where each party becomes more and more entrenched because those patterns are the only way they can defend themselves#Charles is in a pattern where he thinks if you just respect what the team says it will all be okay#because it must be okay? right? right?#Carlos is in a pattern where he has lost all trust in the pit wall and needs to start strategising for himself#and almost seems to accept that Charles will come out of the car angry#and it’s all rooted in Fred Vasseur and the team’s absolute lack of accountability#how hard is it to say to your drivers ‘we messed up your strategy’#‘Carlos should not have been parallel to you on pit exit’#‘we should have pitted Carlos earlier’#but no. Ferrari won’t. and I know they haven’t because there’s not been a lick of accountability publicly#here’s the thing. I have my own opinions about whether Carlos or Charles’s reactions to media after the race were appropriate or not#but what I am convinced of is that those reactions of frustration and defensiveness come from this exact team culture#and the pattern reinforces itself again and again#charles leclerc#f1#carlos sainz#las vegas gp 2024
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I don't think many AA stans realise that Larian was never presenting us with a dark kinky light BDSM romance in AA ending.
The whole 'degrading' kneeling scene was showing to the player from the very beginning that it's not going to be that, and now Larian doubled down with even more show rather than tell with the demeaning kisses (because clearly telling wasn't enough).
AA stans feel betrayed and offended... but the only reason they feel this way is because whatever fantasies they made up in their heads clash with Larian's story-telling...but it's not Larian's fault.
As BW said, AA ending is the players' failure to see the character beyond their fantasies and they (BW) were correct. However, it's not just in terms of sexual fantasies but also in terms of understanding the character in general.
These people went into the game to romance a supposedly evil incarnate spawn of Satan sexy looking vampire, the reasons for his behaviour be damned, and now they're dumbfounded that they're being "punished" in the AA ending.
Might come as shocking to you, but being an evil power-couple was never the theme or end goal with Astarion.
It was dealing with trauma.
Trauma with two diverging paths and what position you as the player have in resolving it. It was not about fixing or moralizing.
AA ending should serve as a cautionary tale. Game-wise, Astarion not only takes Cazador's place but turns his love interest into something that he hated throughout the entire game. It should be cautionary to anyone who is trying to help a traumatized person in real life. You cannot be the yesman and an enabler because both people involved will be worse-off.
AA ending is the easy way out, sticking your head in the sand...(if you have no options or nobody really helping you) instead of addressing the problem head-on. This is not your dark evil power-couple romance with a powerful and confident dom daddy.
#i haven't posted on the topic for a while#here i am once again lol#not gonna tag it though#btw we should start a new challenge : AA stans stop saying AA is the REAL Astarion#half of them actually want spawnAstarion with AA's money
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HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
#httyd#httydedit#how to train your dragon#httyd2#posting early like every year so if anyone wants to queue it for the right time they can#also I guess I don't know how to center text on this new editor#next year should be fun though here's a little update: I'll be making gifs again for this blog starting next month!#not sure how frequent they'll be but I'll be making 'em when I can so yay :D
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EAT YOURSELF
:D aka a gift for my buddy @triffany-lottablog of their bugsnax oc for getting me cattails: wildwood story and don't starve together <333
#also called this SMITTY INFINITY in my files heehee. ouroboros thing#art#digital art#bugsnax#snakmonster#smitty “roundrobin” sweepstake#ermmm hmm#should i start a re:friends tag hmmm#re:friends#suresies#i actually cooked with this its crazy i spent an elapsed 2 hours staring at this while waiting for things#i make my OWN stim toys and it is just my art HFMS<DF#implied blood#its not intended to be blood; smitty has black blood as a snakmonster i think#but. thats what it looks like LOL erm im a fan of the color red for emphasis. sometimes that makes it look like im drawing blood LMAO#after decades i finally post something again here. schedules cannot hold me rip i am bound to do whatever i want#wait theres another tag bugsnax tumblr uses#bugsnax oc#or is it#grumpus oc#its crazy how much this looks graffiti-ish i love it#bugsnax art
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so mad that im being this unwell about the malevolent cowboy au
#im gonna have to read it again today it's consuming my brain#was playing the funny video game and had to go full like. head in hands thinking about malevolent cowboy au#i am not being normal about it#i posted about it yesterday but i don't remember under which blog so im just doing it here because sure that can go on main#i need to go pace around with my arms behind my back like a detective with a cold case or something#every time i think about it i am putting my face in my hands i am not being normal#giggling twirling my hair et cetera. you understand#im having a normal time about the malevolent cowboy au. i am being very normal about repressed gay men with catholic guilt#i havent reblogged it because i am not even articulate about it i am just. SDFGHJK#just going to start making tv static noises about it. that should be enough#not tagging this as malevolent people don't need to see this#i called it the ananxiousgenz one yesterday i shouldve said the ananxiousgenz and percymawce-arts one because it's co-written but i forgot
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Sparkstember Day 11: Angst In My Pants (The Decline And Fall Of Me)
Album two of two in the series of Sparks' immaculate new wave releases! Iconic in every way imaginable from the music to the artwork to ONE music video. I think it's more musically (and lyrically!) varied and mature in tone (besides... a couple exceptions. Yes, an album called Angst In My Pants) than its predecessor, which is a very good development. These songs will leave you chuckling and bopping along and also pondering the intricacies of human existence. Ok, maybe that's a bit of a stretch, but it can't be denied that behind much of the earnestness and theatricality here, there's lots of quite emotional, introspective and thought-provoking stuff to be found.
Thematically, this album goes everywhere. One moment we are in Sextown U.S.A, the next we're visiting Disneyland, California where we make friends among people and animals. On a more serious note though, I think the biggest emotional whiplash one could experience between different songs on an album is between Mickey Mouse and Sherlock Holmes. And yet there's still a very prominent element of humour, even in those songs that are on the more serious or dramatic end of the scale.
I said a few days ago that I'd try to return to the topic of Sparks' brand of humour and how it works, but I don't feel intelligent enough to analyse that today. And I'm pretty sure that from what I've seen, Other People And The Maels Themselves (Said It Better Than Me). So instead, as a little send-off, please remember: if a mouse can be special, well, SO CAN YOU!!! 🫵
Favourite songs (and other highlights):
Angst In My Pants: literally no other song like this one in this world. I can't tell why that is but it's just. So great
I Predict: I had a weird kind of effect where I heard this song in my early days of Sparking and it felt VEEERY familiar to me. I think it was due to the genre / style here, it reminded me of something specific, at first I thought it was very glam rock but I'm pretty sure that this is not it but something else (and I don't know what to call it in that case!). Anyway, banger song
Tarzan And Jane: whoa wait, am I already skipping to the third-to-last song on the tracklist?? I guess I am. This one's great and one of my early favs too (I wonder how long it will take until I run out of things to say about my fav songs and it all just becomes this list of 'it's very good and I like it a lot. next.')
The Decline And Fall Of Me: it's great!! I like it!! And, of course, "check out my pizzas"
Eaten By The Monster Of Love: personal reasons that lead to a printed and framed mini-comic of my making appearing on my desk, which features some of the lyrics of this song, which caused me to have it permanently stuck in my head for a pretty long period of time. And this way I ended up liking it much much more than I did in the beginning, when it still seemed somehow pretty unremarkable to me
#i probably should have been putting these under a read more from the start. welp.#not very happy with this post idk really what my vision here was. but if i try to rewrite it i will start progressively losing my mind#so please accept this mess today. ability to articulate my thoughts died a final death i think#i hope that the tone of a Slightly Annoying Music Reviewer Who Tries to Appear Smart Yet Cool#that i accidentally put on here. is at least somewhat enjoyable#i think that someone who actually loves angst might be a better person to talk about why it's so good#i like it a lot but in a more 'acknowledging its brillance and respecting that deeply' way#nothing negative to say about it! it's just not a personal favourite. and yet i still find it so great on some fundamental level#oh and credit to @carcarrot for the idea of how a collection of frozen pizzas could be displayed hehehe#sparkstember 2024#my art#goose monologues#edit: ok i guess tumblr decided that it'll just post scheduled posts instead of saving them when i edit them#so have an early post in that case (i already had to delete it and make it again bcs of this yesterday ugh)
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