#i should be studying for my exams ☠️

[eddiemelrose]

so my hathazur lore was created when Maddy and Clay were digitising guardian records and found Janine's so now I'm literally creating my own version of the document in my head so I can see it. Literally creating Janine's employment history fr.

[kavehater]

I cannot fathom the level of self importance some people must have to behave this way

[theoccultz]

Hello guys (:

So I'm finally free from my work

let's play a game 🎯

Let's do it " THE OLD WAY "

And since we are closing 2024 with a big sigh this is supposed to be a fun game , just to have great energy exchange with each other

I'll keep this game open for a week so dw there will be two slots if I'm getting a lot questions!!

Rules :

You must be following me

Reblog + Like

Include your pronouns

Send in your ask through ask box

Anons are allowed

Use the emoji related to your question

Be respectful, be patient and do not question my credibility if you didn't get to hear the answer you wanted to hear .

If you have not followed the rules or you joined the game when the status was OFF I'll inform you

Make sure to list your initials and your fav planet (THATS IT. Do . No . Include . Any . Extra .things .I hate it )

You must specify your question I have list down some questions but you can ask questions of your own choice ( if you are asking about a person then let me know if they are your cousin or your crush with their initials )

You have to give me a short exchange about the questions you are asking me ( so if you are asking about What should I improve about myself ? You should provide me with five-six lines , or a moodboard related to me or my energy , anything but there should be something

🧸- use this emoji to get message from your deity , higher self , spirit guides , demons , god whatever you believe in ( please make sure you specify which deity do you want me to reach out to for eg -Lilith )

🎀- use this emoji for getting a message about yourself (you have to specify your question like what is attractive about me , how do people perceive me , what is my main character energy , etc )

🔥- use this emoji to figure out who is sending you sexual energy , what is your sexual energy like or if you have a partner what are their kinks etc just +18 topics in general)

👾- use this emoji to know who is obsessed with you , who's all up in your energy , if they have got reading done on you , what are they saying about you )

☠️- use this emoji to ask about the spirit in your house , spirit who's attached , your connection or incident with any spirit in general.

❤️‍🔥- D/R , S/O questions ( in this you have to specify who you are manifesting to get details of your choice like what do they think about me and stuff but please make sure you specify your question and that person )

⭐- send this emoji to know about your next glow up , opportunities coming towards you , your energy right now n in few months , your next month, just what is "next" for you .

💗- use this emoji for a reality check you need about yourself, a connection , just things you might be missing or not seeing clearly.

👻- this is for my students so they know how can they be more efficient in their studies , how can they prepare for their next exam , what are they worrying about , how the exams gonna be like and things you should prepare for )

👀- this is for my curious cats who wants to know what a specific person thinks , feel n how they see them ( how does my sister feels about me , how does my hr see me, what do this friend of mine think about me , how does my neighbour see me etc )

💌- f/s , s/o questions to know about your person ,how will you two meet , their dark side , how are they in a relationship, what is their type etc ( but it's specifically for a love connection)

🗞️- use this emoji for other veryyy specific questions ( as in why do they stare at me , will this situation work out in my favour , why do they favour me more than others , what is this person's problem )

🩸- use this for questions related to your ancestors line , what powers were you born with , what makes you 'you' , how can you heal that bond etc )

Status : OFF

Slot 1 reservations

[iluvshinytwink]

Just For Me - Jude Bellingham

"Who's this video for?"

"Just for me."

Scenario: While clearing out his camera roll, he comes across one of the many videos he's took of you before you two broke up.

Now Playing . . . Hollywood's Dead (Unreleased) by Lana Del Rey

a/n: RANDOM DISCLAIMER!! 😱😱 this is slightly related to another post in my blog called "Are We Still Friends?" Check it out if you'd like. I'm just here to sprinkle more salt in the wound, will u guys ever get a part 2? only god will know 🙄

No matter how many times you delete, forget, and ignore the memories would still be there, in your mind. Memories couldn't be erased, it was stored in your mind and nothing will change that. Nothing.

Jude scrolled through his camera roll since his storage was piling.

He scrolls up to a certain part of his camera roll, it was filled with numerous photos and videos. Curious, he clicks on one. He shouldn't have clicked on it, now he was going to relive the memories he wanted to forget.

A blurry photo was displayed in his phone, you were in the photo, smiling with food stuffed inside your mouth. Though the photo itself was blurry, he could see you properly, he could see the smile he wanted to see for several weeks clearly, he could sense the laugh that he heard after the photo was shot. And he could feel his heart breaking away.

Though he felt the pain and he could hear the protests of his mind telling him he should delete every photo, every video-- he didn't. He couldn't bring himself too.

He continues scrolling through the photos with a sloppy smile as the tears began to well.

Then, while scrolling he comes across a video.

Jude comes up to you with his phone, recording most probably and with his flash on. You were on the couch on your phone, you looked at your boyfriend already trying to hide your smile.

"Say hi." He smiled at you, phone in his hand. "Hi." You waved and he laughs. You laugh with him. "Who's this for?" You said in between your giggles. "Just for me." He said softly.

A bitter smile wraps his lips, his eyes soften.

Sometimes, you're the reason why you're hurting. Sometimes, you don't even realize it. Someday, you'll look back to those memories and know that you were the happiest there. Someday, you look back to those memories and pray to god that you'll experience it again.

The room was empty and it was dark, but in the midst was a lonely, lonely man dwelling on his memories.

He scrolls to another video even though tears were running down his cheek rapidly. I guess, something in him wanted to remind himself that he once loved and that he would never love again.

"Taste test!" You were behind the camera this time. Jude in the video looks at you with a smile, a sandwich in his hand. "Eat it." You said, the camera slightly shaking. Jude laughs before taking a bite into the sandwich. The camera goes closer, into his face. Jude bites his food, fighting a laugh. "How does it taste?" You ask. Jude throws a thumbs up with a muffle of agreement. You burst into laughter, camera rapidly shaking before the video ends.

The smile that stayed on his face on that video sent a sense of nostalgia through his veins. He smiled from ear to ear and he couldn't stop smiling, and that was all thanks to you. Now, with you gone, the smile that's seen on his face was wobbly, shaky, and sad. He felt his lips quiver and he sets his phone somewhere along his empty bed. His body crashed to the mattress and he sobbed.

Simple moments like saying hi to a camera or eating in front of it were moments he missed the most.

But, if you ask me I don't think he missed those simpler, calmer moments. If you ask me, I think he just missed you.

Welcome back to deluluhours.exe restaurant, i know u didn't ask for it but have a platter of angst 🤞🤞

Hope u enjoyed this!! Fun fact, i finished writing this when i was supposed to be studying for my math exam ☠️☠️ clout over grades i guess

Anyways smash that like button and subscribe for more BANGERZZZZ like these 💞💞

[insolentgod]

just me complaining and being grateful for law at the same time 😻😻😻

hi everyone, it's been a while since I showed up here without being late at night or high.

so many 'boring' things have been happening in my life lately, and damn, i can only be grateful for knowing the law.

for example, there's an entrance exam period here in my country for college. It's a fucking blessing not to have to worry about that like other people.

If I want to study whatever I want or if I want to study 10 different courses at the same time without having to pay anything, i can. I have the power.

It's a blessing not to worry anymore about money, or insecurities about my appearance, or if some idiot will try to deceive me, or about my future, or if one day my life will be as monotonous and depressing as the guy from Fight Club.

regarding the 'bad' things (which are actually quite trivial compared to the gigantic problems I had before knowing the law), these are things that I MYSELF manifested. i was l spoiled and ungrateful for a while, complained about some things, and guess what happened? these things got worse as I kept complaining. because that's exactly how the law works, it brings into reality what I speak. If I complain that my hair looks terrible, it stays that way. If I say that my life sucks, the law just listens to me. that's what happened, but obviously a big part of my bad mood comes from my depression (which I could heal once and for all, but I prefer to continue with treatment).

anyway, this is just something I would write in my diary, but since it's related to manifestation, I decided to write it here. I didn't think much when I wrote it. but it can serve as encouragement and advice for someone.

feeling discouraged is normal, especially when dealing with an illness, but PLEASE be careful with what you frequently say and think ☠️. you may not realize it, but they always manifest 🤷🏽‍♀️.

if you constantly think that your affirmations don't work, then the law will prove you right about that. if you say that nothing goes right for you, then it will be true. my loves, EVERYTHING you speak/think and believe frequently becomes fucking real. be careful.

I think that's all I had to say so far. I'm already getting out of my depressive state, I made a list of short and long-term goals, and I can't wait to bring everything into my reality because I can and deserve it. And you should do the same! 💋 thank you for the love you've been sending me and for the interactions with my posts, it means a lot to me. ❤‍🩹❤‍🩹

[ray935sworld]

Are you saying that my ask didn't go again? why is that? Oh my God, the Internet kills any desire to text anything, why does it work so badly...😭👻

so, I don't even know if it went twice, forgive me, I don't remember what I wrote the first time (I'm a fish, sorry about that🐠)

Merry Christmas to you too if you celebrate >< I hope you have a good year and succeed in everything.

Thunderstorm and children's laughter In fact, my favorite universe, rosquez, is pure fluff here, so gentle and cozy. Christmas chapter and yes, I returned home after a hard day and they sat me down by the fireplace and gave me hot tea, God it's so sensual and warming. AHHH, this is love, what else can I say.

And since I'm allowed to have a little yap... Visiting an old friend. Um, I cried and cried and cried. My God, dear Marco.😭😭😭

Ray, this is incredible. I don't even know what to say. Vale? who seems very happy and comes to tell me how he lives with Marc (husband, God, AM I in heaven) complains that he's getting old and at the same time proud of Mark's successes... And she misses Sic so much. God, you tore my heart out.  IT'S JUST UNBELIEVABLE.

A thousand kisses to you and your writing 💖

Hold up you sent an ask that didn't went through??? Okay pierced THORUGH THE HEART. But maybe it was my tumblr cause lately messages I wrote just randomly disappeared. Anyway definitely should be ILLEGAL, my sweet, dear 👻

Thank you, I have honestly know idea how next year will go, haha. I'm mostly focusing on my studies and hopefully making it to my 3rd year in uni. So yeah - I hope you'll had some relaxing days and I am really sorry to hear you were having a hard time. I hope it's better now ❤️ Stay strong, we love you ❤️

I totally know what you mean. Personally I am a big fan of fluffy de-aged stories so I love writing them. Plus the academy boys already have so much Vale's kids engery I just couldn't resist to throw some rosquez in. Like - they have the perfect parent engery.

But I do have to say that there are still a few other de-aged story ideas which I hope I'll get around to write sooner or later (probably in February ☠️ when I'm done with my exams)

PLEASE you're ALWAYS allowed to have a yap about literally ANYTHING! And ooooh aweeee - oooch! I am SO HAPPY you enjoyed visiting an old friend. Honestly for me that was literally the definition of written of myself because I've been missing my grandpa a lot lately and I haven't been at his grave for years now (it's complicated to say the least) so Vale visiting Sic in a fluffy setting was excatly what I needed atm. So I'm REALLY happy to hear that it also moved someone 🥺

A thousand kisses to you too!!! 💕

PS: for some more short fluffy rosquez may I suggest A Christmas call?

[ask4mycashapp]

Hello can i request for a cute hc of eyeless jack and the reader :DD thank you 😊

hii! hope you like these :D!

eyeless jack x reader hcs pt 2 !!

• ej has habit of pulling you into his lap. like ALOT.

• anytime youre remotely close to him while hes sitting youre getting pulled down.

• youre sitting next to him? pulled into his lap. walking in front of him? pulled into his lap. you made him upset? pulled into his lap.

• even though jack is now... a demon... he still avidly studies medicine. he actually does online university under a fake name!

• hes on his way to getting his phd, dont play w my boy ej 🙄.

• so whenever ej is especially stuck while studying or hes stressed about upcoming exams he just walks up, hugs you from behind and then sits down bringing you into his lap.

• why does he do this you ask? he doesnt even know. to be honest he just loves you and you being on top of him like a weighted blanket is nice.

• another thing about ej is that if ever sees that your stressed, sad, angry or any other negative emotion he brings you all this food.

• his though process is that food = love.

• when he was a human he LOVED snacks and all types of food, even now that hes a demon he fucking loves kidneys. it never fails to make him happy.

• so if he loves food you should too right? right.

• he brings you your favorite snacks, candies, chocolate, etc.

• or hell get some take out from your favorite restaurant.

• hell get tobi or liu to get it for him since when most people see him they get well... extremely scared.

• you guys also watch hospital shows like greys anatomy, good doctor, etc, together so jack could criticize the doctors.

• he goes so in depth on everything theyre doing wrong ☠️, but hey he does give them credit sometimes.

• jack and you also pull pranks on jeff and jane, mostly bc you both ship them.

• you two even locked them in a closet one time. you were hoping theyd confess to eachother like in the movies, but you ended up having to let them out because jane almost slit jeffs throat.

• oops...? atleast ej patched him up.

• you two also adopted sally. like you were trying to legally adopt her but couldnt exactly do that since you had to have a job.

• you and ej are technically employed, but you couldnt really tell the adoption people that your employer was a man with no face who pays you to kill people.

• but you guys buy her all the toys in the world, take her everywhere and you love her sososososososoo much.

• that should make up for the legality of everything.

• one time you both took sally to the beach and she absolutely LOVED it. so she makes you take her every summer.

• overall you, jack, and sally are one cute little family. this statement makes everyone else in the mansion feel excluded and single... so pretend theyre included too.

masterpost

[multi-kpop-fanfics]

It’s exam season where I am right now and I can’t stop thinking about tutor!Mingyu helping you study for your final late at night. There would be a lot of tension already due to your “harmless” flirting. He finally snaps when he sees you grab a book of the bottom shelf. That’s how you end up with him taking you against the book case, holding onto you as best as he can with one of your legs over his shoulders. He’d be all smug too saying, “I was going to reward you after you finished exams but I don’t think I can wait any longer baby.” ☠️

-Mingyu Size Anon

WELCOME BACK DEAR MINGYU SIZE ANON <333

no bcs this mingyu as your tutor RAIL ME SIR😩

You call him around late evening, because your anxiety is skyrocketing, despite having revised the entire material of that class, yet you can't help but worry about tomorrow's exam. Mingyu hits your doorbell and you open the door, flashing his smile while coming inside.

"Please tell me you're not worried about the finals and you just want to hang out with me", he chuckles, as he loosens his tie. "I'm really sorry, Gyu, I just can't help it", you apologize, guilt eating you away, knowing he had extra work as a TA in the university you were studying.

"No need to apologize, I like spending time with you anyways", he laughs and your heart does flip-flops at his dashing smile. Yes, you had developed a crush on the TA of your professor. Way to go, Y/N.

"So, what's the chapter you wanted to revise?", he asks you while pulling out his laptop and fixing his metal frame glasses effortlessly. "J-Just a general revision of the class...", you mumble fiddling with the hem of your sweater dress. "Oh my, you really are anxious about tomorrow", he rubs his neck, "Hope you have energy to stay up all night".

Two espressos and four hours later, you have fully revised the entire material twice and your anxiety for the exam has shimmered down considerably.

But the tension between you and Mingyu has gone through the roof.

To be completely honest, it was almost impossible to resist someone like him. He literally had everything - looks, brains, personality, social skills. And God, that smile of his made you weak in the knees.

"I think it's enough for tonight, Y/N, don't wanna tire you out with these equations", Mingyu chuckles as he lays back on the chair, stretching his thick arms above his head. You notice how his shirt tightens around his pecs and you dart your tongue to wet your lips unconsciously.

"Thank you for helping me out, Gyu. You're my hero", you giggle and touch his bare forearm with your hand. Mingyu exhales shakily, as he feels your soft fingertips on his skin, trying to suppress the not so innocent thoughts and images of you. "Guess I should let you go now, right? I tortured you long enough", you laugh nervously as you close your book and bend down to put it on the lowest shelf of your book case.

Your sweater dress rides up significantly and you give Mingyu a full view of your bare legs and your lace-covered ass. He bites his bottom lip, eyes fixated on your body and his cock now fully hard from the very enticing view you're giving him. He mentally curses himself but ends up throwing his self-control out of the window, as he rips his glasses off his face and places his hands on your hips, making you yelp.

"M-Mingyu? What are you doing?", you half mewl as he rubs his bulge on your clothed core, breathing heavily. "Something that I wanted to do for a long time", he groans and flips you around, now facing you, your back on the book case. He takes off the tie from his neck and unbuttons his shirt, revealing his defined chest and golden abs. "God, that fucking dress of yours makes me wanna rail you so hard you'll only know my name when you wake up", he licks his lips as he ties your wrists together with his necktie.

"G-Gyu...", you whimper as he pulls down your panties and pushes your dress up, revealing your already wet pussy. "Yes, baby?", he frees his hard cock from his slacks, pumping it slowly, making you salivate at his impressive thickness and length.

"Please fuck me stupid".

He pushes inside your pussy immediately, stretching you like none other guy has ever stretched you before - and you fucking love that dull sting. "Fuck, you're so damn tight", he moans and throws your left leg over his shoulder, the new position hitting you deeper than before. "Oh God, Gyu, you're s-so deep...", you let out a lewd moan and that's all it takes to set a brutal pace, ramming your insides.

"Fuck, I can't believe I was waiting to fuck you after your exams, but -nngh!- you looked so cute in that sweater dress, baby, all I could think of was your pretty legs wrapped around me as I rail your tight cunt", he licks a stripe on your neck, lips on your jawline. "G-Good thing you l-lost your p-patience then", you whimper as he hammers your g-spot repeatedly, bringing you closer to your orgasm.

"Are you cumming, baby? Will you cream my fat cock?", he presses his fingers on your clit, rubbing the sensitive bud rapidly. "Ah, ahh! Yes yes, I'm cumming, Gyu!", you scream.

"Good girl, let's see how full can I get your pussy tonight, will you keep my cum in you until tomorrow? Better focus on your exam, baby and I'll fuck you twice as hard if you pass with a full mark, okay?".

Let's say you passed the exam and forgot how to walk the night after ;)

[jayflrt]

akka!!!!!!!!!!! stfu congratulations 😭😭😭 holy shit!! i hope you get selected or else i'm that interviewer's eyebrows 😒 and for won smau, you should do it and i'm excited because i have never seen how the gaming world is so 😃 yup :")

of course i think my comfort smaus are reparations and sugar daddy for sure 🤧 akka you played violin??? hello i never knew you were an ace???? man that must be hard paying for your tiny fingers 😈 (jk jk 😁) but that must be rlly hard with your hands :(

okay 🙀 so sunghoon just teased jungwon, i didn't understood actually, lol i even read the tags too </3 lmfao but taehyunvagina????? but you saying "sqwirls" is cute ☹️

lmfao, i debate with my mind and heart whether to become a doctor or not, like dude if i take medicine, it's hard to give up on your dreams of writing 😞 and enjoyment and that's the only reason i'm not taking medicine 🤔

but on the other hand, if i take engineering, it's fun 🙂 you study and have fun at the same time. you can even go trips with friends unlike in medicine, but i think i'll take engineering because i can not handle that pressure because my mom keeps on bragging me about getting higher scores 😔 so that is the reason i am choosing engineering 😁

i didn't get the vaccine 😂 i am just scared of needles, and that's it.

yes, mid-june and i will definetely tell you how my first day at college was, now i'm a grown up and not a child akka 😤 lmfao, the easiest for me identifying the bonds, like single, double or triple bond. and the hardest was balancing equations 😭😭😭

i rlly hope you pass your interview and please do tell us your income so that you can by more pcs 😭😭 especially the "jay" ones..

please, yes tamed-dashed jap. mv was so pretty man, but wtf did jayki vomit blood?? and the photocards 😢 i am broke but please do send us a P I C of your pulls 🙏🏻🙏🏻 the limited version with the crackers are so pretty and wtf do you all find these photocards man ☠️ and the standard version, with blue lighting one. tbh all pcs are good 🥲

of course, i do have fucking 21 plots in my book and i am very excited to write them because i believe i can write. i am not sure how many will i write once i comeplete my exams but we will see. i think the favourite of my plot is star-crossed — "maybe we weren't destined for each other but just cross each other's path like shooting stars." brb i'm crying 😭😭 that line actually melted my heart :(((

and the jay!demon au one, you answered it in the ask game, expect the unexpected. i was just scrolling through pinterest quotes not until i found this quote — "The treachery of demons is nothing compared to the betrayal of an angel." isn't this good, like i don't know how the fic will go but yea- 🥲🙏🏻

oh! yes! how was your day btw??? and my treat if it went well and if it went bad, i'm sorry 😔 but there are more days for good times to come 🥰🥰 the picture 😭😭 tysm akka <33

lmfao — also our chance at love will come 🙏 when we least expect it BET i’m sure it’ll happen. i have no words for this but yes it comes when least expected…

ik i can't study when i'm demotivated and feel irritaed but it rained at 4 am in the morning while i was studying at it was so chilly, i cried because it felt peaceful and the rain ended at 7:30 am 😁

but tbh i didn't study for maths at all, all these 7 days i wasted my time and i regret wasting that precious time, and now i'm struggling to comeplete them 😭😭😭

so, you haven't been in a relationship in your life?? ☠️ lmfao, i think in my life i never thought of love not until i met that idiot lol, and then later i fell in love with jay and i have been so loyal to him ever since, and i felt uncomfy thinking about other members 😕 idk what happened to me and i find it weird thinking about jungwon, niki, sunoo or heeseung as someone i love or i love them as much as jay. i love them all equally but jay is superior ⚡

that hot girl coach is megan thee stallion 🤣 and i found that funny where she says "ehh" with her tounge out in the butter intro — "it's the hot girl coach and BTS 😜 soomth like butter….."

— 🦔

(cont.) good night akka 😴😴 i was just about to log out and you appear, i have my math board exam tomorrow so i have to sleep, hope you have a great day today akka 🥰

the interviewer’s eyebrows can be spared bc i got the position !!!! 😌💝💝 but thank you so much 🦔 anon !!! 🥺 i was so over the moon bc i had my interview and then attended two of my classes right after, and after my second class i got a call (and rejected it) LOL but then i wondered if it was something important idk why and called the number back to hear that they loved my interview and wanted to send me an offer letter soon 🤧💞 i accepted right away HAHAH but i’ve been in a state of bliss and contentment since then 🧘‍♀️ as for the won smau im excited for it :’D

dw tho it’s been ages since i played minecraft HAHAH and honestly you don’t need to know much ab it to enjoy the smau 🥲

omg im so honored they’re your comfort smaus ☹️☹️ that makes me so happy 💘 HAHAH honestly it could be kinda hard on my fingers but not so much with the stretch, but just bc the strings made my fingers get callouses 😵‍💫 but yesyes i played the violin for 4 years !! :’)

YESYES IT WAS TEASING HAHAHAH omg i’m glad u liked sqwirl 🙏 unfortunately i changed my twitter bio but she will live on 🤧

you don’t have to give up on your dream of writing !! personally i see writing as a hobby and i could seriously pursue it but it would be a little side hustle yk :’) and that’s the same thing i felt about medical school :// idk how it is over there but here you have to do four years of pre med for your undergraduate, take the mcat, apply to med school, and IF you get into med school (many people have to apply multiple times and retake the mcat), then you have to go through with it and then do your board exams, and then you’ll be placed into a certain hospital and then you’ll have to intern and then go into residency before you become a doctor 😵‍💫 it’s such a long process like i just want to get my life together before i run into debt HAHAH and i don’t wanna be stressed about school for that long :o but that’s true !! engineering gives u the opportunity to get a good job right out of college and the hours are more flexible than if you became a doctor ♡

nooo just close your eyes and it’ll be over with soon 🥲🥲 you should get the vaccine !!

LMAOFJJF YOURE RIGHT I CAN BUY MORE PCS 💆‍♀️ idk if i can say my salary but let’s just say it’s Very very generous and i’m grateful for the offer 🥲🙏

the japanese mv was so dark compared to the korean ver !! but i like how it ties in with their concept p well 💓 and yesyes i’ll definitely send my pulls when they come !! <33 HAHAH i just looked for the pc template on twitter and it showed up 🥲 i think some ppl got the albums early or smthn?? and ppl bulk order to get into fancalls

"maybe we weren't destined for each other but just cross each other's path like shooting stars." that’s so cute 🥹🥹 if you’ve ever watched your name it gives me the same vibes !! 🤧💖 AND OOH YEAHH I REMEMBER ANGEL!JUNGWON BEING THE BACKSTABBER :o that’s such a fitting quote omg that’s so cool 🤩🤩

my day’s been going sooooo good so far !! i’m gonna hang out with my friend soon and then tonight i think i’m gonna chill with my roommates and write a fic maybe if i have time ?? i think i’m just been happy since the offer HAHA getting an internship at a good company just feels like my life is kinda secured 🤧 so a lot less stress !!! how ab you love? :o i hope you’ve been well !! 💕

also yes i’m sure it’ll come !! i’ll tell you all ab it if i find a significant other 🤩 but for now i’m happy w being single LOL and yeah i’ve never been in a relationship! even when i thought i had my first love idk like .. i could never see myself dating him?? and i never thought it would work out even if i went out with him when he liked me LOL so 😵‍💫 i think i just have to wait until i’m ready HAHAH

and omg don’t worry !! i hope your math studying went well with how much you could complete so far 🤧💗 ALSO I JUST REALIZED THE MEG REFERENCE HAHAH MY BAD 👨‍🦽how did your math board go?? i hope it went well !! i’m so proud that you’re done with it now 🥳 and i hope you have a wonderful day/night yourself 🥰🌷

[legallytart]

In case anyone is curious:

For 5 months i had to wake up at 6 am everyday in order to study for my exams in the morning and work on the moot problem in the afternoon

The amount of pressure that my team was under was INSANE. We were constantly reminded that the university's good name was at stake! And ours is a very old university! We should not disgrace ourselves and our uni!

Our coaches were all lawyers that worked during the day and expected us to have zoom meetings late in the night, sometimes until 3 a.m.

Our coaches had internal feuds with one another and they made the team pay

Eg. They DIDN'T agree on which pre-moots we were going to do and every coach had subscribed the team to different pre-moots. Since sending some mails to other universities and say "sorry! we messed up! We're not taking part this time" would look bad on the uni they forced us to have a ridiculous number of rounds in the premoots. I had so many premoots that I no longer had enough time to yk... Attend my regular courses for my regular, compulsory exams

Tbh this had already started off on the wrong foot when the coaches enrolled the team in the competition very late. So if other universities had months to write the first memorandum we barely had a few weeks... And of course sleep was not a priority in those weeks

The whole experience was overall so stressful that I did not enjoy a minute of it

The environment was just sooo toxic and there was so much drama. So much. The backstabbing inside the team, the coaches throwing tantrums, the factions... And the continuous belittling, don't let me start.

Not only the whole vibe was "you don't need to sleep! You don't need to have a whole day off after your very big exam! You don't need to ever disconnect from your device!" Not only that but there was also "ooh we don't really care about covid... Just come over and let's prepare/have this round together" even if it's illegal. In my country the covid situation is still very bad and the coaches that were being payed by the Uni were asking us to risk our health

If you tried to set some sort of boundaries (eg. No zoom calls after 11 pm./no physical meetings) then you were not going the extra mile and your decision was completely disregarded

Sooo truly a life-changing experience, in the sense that now I just want to chill for the rest of my days and I want nothing to do with this toxic lawyerly environment.

[this is strictly my experience and I don't even think it's that common! I'm sure a lot of people have fun in large moot competitions and have great and formative experiences! It just was not my case... In conclusion, be careful about who's in your team, because once you're in, you're in and you've to work with them for at least 5 months on a daily basis... ☠️]

I recently took part in one of the largest moot court competitions. Let's just say: