#i say tht SOOOOOOO MUCH

[irl]

idk where i pickd it up frm but i cnt stop saying “sickness n health” n response 2 stuff nstead of cool or whatevr…. its gettin kinda bad

[maplesyrupsainz]

˖⁺｡˚⋆˙confidence | OP81˖⁺｡˚⋆˙

pairing: oscar piastri x reader y/n (she/her)

genre: social media au, new relationship

warnings: very fluffy !!!

summary: in which your new boyfriend and your bffs support you in increasing your confidence <3

a/n: i've done a logan fic rly recently so i chose oscar !! wasnt 100% sure on how to execute this but hope i did an ok job :))

request!!!: hi! Could i please request a smau with oscar or logan about shy/insecure reader and a driver trying to boost their confidence. Thank you, youre amazing. Love ya 💓

-> this fanfic came from a request ^ tht i copy pasted above but i lost the request idk if i deleted it from my inbox by accident or just dreamed it up perhaps. but here it is anyway srry to whoever req it but i did write it at least hope this finds u well 🤓

fc: matilda djerf

my masterlist

instagram ->

yourusername

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user1 a y/n post who cheered

oscarpiastri me begging for a selfie

yourusername 🙄 u can see me whenever u want

user2 he's like us

user3 why does she never post herself😭😭

user4 booo we want more y/n content

user5 oscar looks so cute

yourbff lunch tomorrow

yourusername for sure

user6 luv how she doesnt even ask lol

user7 friendship goals

user8 dont even rmmbr what y/n looks like anymore 😭

yourbff

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yourbff spring vibe 🌷

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user9 Y/N CRUMBS

user10 more y/n more y/n

oscarpiastri she is so beautiful

yourbff RIGHT?!! i wish she knew that

yourusername 🥲🥲

user11 omg?

user12 is y/n too shy to post herself often🥲

user13 y/n is a princess

user14 i wanna be friends with them

oscarpiastri

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oscarpiastri i have the most beautiful girlfriend in the world

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user15 omg this is so cute

user16 oscar hyping her up omg

user17 he's sooooooo sweet i love them

yourusername omg stop

yourusername literally blushing irl

yourbff can confirm

oscarpiastri well good coz im telling the truth

yourusername 😭 i love u so much

oscarpiastri i love u too u perfect girl

user18 me when😭😭😭

user19 soulmates fr

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oscarpiastri so proud of u

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user29 omg u went OFFFF y/n

user30 omg the orange yessss

landonorris papaya slay

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landonorris oh ok i feel judged rn

yourusername dont say slay to me ever again then

yourbff YOU LOOK SO SO SO SO GOOD OH MY GOD

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user31 we're so lucky rn

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user32 soooooo cute

user33 THE LIL LAMB

user34 we loved seeing u at the race y/n :))

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yourusername my 🌍

mclaren see you next time y/n 😉

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user35 next time🤭

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user37 i will always be y/n's biggest supporter

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user38 IS THAT LANDO IS THAT LANDO IS THAT LANDO IS THAT LANDO IS THAT LANDO

user39 lando norris is that u

oscarpiastri cool!!

yourbff stop saying cool

oscarpiastri i said it 1 (one) time

landonorris ♟️

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user40 omg i hope her & lando r dating so cute actually

user41 booo return my man to me pls y/bff/n

user42 i just know y/n is behind this (whatever this is)

landonorris posted a story

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user43 omg i love them

user44 CUTIES

user45 omg they're in england

user46 so funny seeing them in a british pub

logansargeant free them from hell (the uk)

landonorris shut up american freak

logansargeant 🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸

user47 our aussie legends

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yourusername i love my best friends in the whole world i am so lucky to be me and have the most supportive ppl in my life .. i may be the shyest babyest girl ever but at least i got my hype men (especially u osc)

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user48 fourple

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user49 OMG I LOVE THEM

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user51 HAHAH WHAT

user52 🙏 we used to pray for times like these

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landonorris hype men reporting for business 🫡

yourusername thank u sir

user53 i love this dynamic

oscarpiastri OMG i love you

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user54 so cute seeing her gain confidence over the season

user55 ikr feels so organic

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yourbff my favs foreverr

oscarpiastri 🧡

landonorris love you guys😻😻😻

oscarpiastri oh stop it you ..

user56 they r never beating the fourple accusations ^^

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user57 y/n is the most gorgeous girl ever

user58 lando using the cat heart eyes emoji...?

user59 he's so girlypop

yourusername omg blushing

yourusername i love you

yourusername SOOOO MUCH

oscarpiastri i love you at least 1000x more

user60 obsessed

THE END 🧡

[nathanialhowe]

"regrets of a mother who knew she would never see me again" WHERE IS YOUR RAGEEEEEEE

RISE

RISE

RISE

WHERE IS YOUR FUCKING RAGEEEEEEEEEEE

why flatten flemeth so hard dude she rules as a character as a problematic and abusive mother like it rocks so hard. why do all that. toothless, dare i say TOOTHLESS!!!!!!!! sick!!!!!!

DID YOU KNOW THIS GAME IS ABOUT REGRET BTW?

i like tht mythals voice is all whispers and strange voices and not just like some stupid bitch in my wifes head though that was still fun and consistent with what we knew from inquisition. so much of this is stupid imo though. i found myself tuning out or losing interest and focus halfway thru LOLLL

also morrigan by proxy caring about solas and mythals relationship to the point where she wouldnt align against him is SOOOOOOO FUNNAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEE like you cant convince me even a high friendship'd/romanced/kieran-having morrigan would GAF about that shit!!!!!!!! tell me why she wld care!! damn!!!!

i Enjoyed the concept of morrigan having to reflect on misjudging solas during the events of inquisition and saying its "not a memory that brings [her] pride" cus its funnie to me though. i love how otherwise she sweeps that under the rug tho like

aint like that now...

honestly its so crazy cus i thought at LEAST morrigan would be written well in this game but nah....shes not even calling you a dumb stupid bitch its so sad....grrr i miss my wife...my forever girl....i wish flemeths relationship to her was done justice but HONESTLY even in inquisition it was heading down this path imo with the introduction of the "you were never in any danger child" BS but its fine i guess. i think mostly its just sad to me that flemeth/mythals actual rage and spite and hatred for the world is being downplayed....where is your rage.......

[caruliaa]

the aches and the pains are finally finally starting to fade can it even be believed !!!!! the problem is i also feel a lot more awake now but if ive learned anything its that I NEED TO SLEEP!!!! so i am going to try rlly hard to sleep now bcuz part of my problem last night was not forcing myself to sleep just bcuz i didnt feel sleepy lol. so yeah anyway i just want to say before i do that im sorry i was rlly offline today but tysmmm for being so understanding dearest and it really just means like so so so so so much to have you in my life and to get to be your friend and like you really are such a caring compassionate wonderful friend who makes my whole life sooooooo much bettterrrrrr and i feel sosososooooooo lucky to have met you not only bcuz ur such a true true friend but also bcuz you are such an amazingggg lovely personn mushroom like;;; yeah you truly mean the world to me and i care ab u smmm and i love you sosoooo muchhhhhhhh !!!! mwah !! (hugs youuuuuu if u want💕💕💕🫶🏻💕💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕💕💕💕🫶🏻💕)

YIPEEEE so happy for u that the aches and pains are going away my dearest !!! :> nd yeash omg getting good rest is v important esp after dealing with aches and pains so i hope tht u got lots of good rest my dearest and are doing much better today than yesterday love and ofc dw abt having been offline its so understandable nd im glad ur doing better now love :> !! and ough omg ur so so sweet lovee i hope you know that i really am soso glad that i can be such a good friend to you and be caring and compassionate to you and make your life better and stuff love i really am because you really do deserve it soso much and becuase i just really do just want to my love like !!! youre just soso very important and dear to me and i just want to be good to you and make your life better in every way that i can love so im so gla that i can and that i do !! and i hope you know that you really are the same to me and such an amazing incredible kind caring friend who makes me feel soso loved and cared for and safe and at home with you my dearest and you just bring soso much joy and light and happiness into my world knowing you dearest and i hope you know that you really are just soso wonderful and amazing and just mean everything to me and i love you soso very much *hugs you back soso very much soso close if thats okay* 💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞

[legobatjoker]

OKAYY its half past midngiht !! and im so tired sleepyyy aaugh so im going to go to bed now lol but before i do i do just really want to say that !! you really are just scu ha wonderful friend to me love like. you really are just so so very sweet and kind and caring and thoughtful and sweet and loving and good to me and you really do just make me feel so so loved and cared for and safe and warm with you my deasrest and just knowing you and having you in my life and getting to spent time with you and know you and share things with you brings so much joy and life and light and happines and warmth into my life and my world and i hope you know that im here for you no matter what and whenever you need me dearest and you really are just such a wonderful special part of my life and i really do just love you so so very much my dearest love !! :'> i hope ur days been good and tht ur doing okay and tht u have many sweet dreams, ilusmm gnight <3 💗💞🍊🍓🐞🦋💞🐈💗✨✨✨

yesh i rlly hope that u can get some vvv good rest tonight and !!! omg ur such a wonderful friend to meeeee tooooooo like u rlly are sooooooo kind and considerate and thoughtful and compassionate and knowing u and having u in my life is sooo amazing like for example vcing today was sooooososoo much funn !!! and yah u just mean sooo much to mee and are so important to me and are such an amazing perosn who i feel so very lucky to know and i just;;; i love you sooo muchhhhhhhhh toooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!! gnightttt 🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕💕💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕🫶🏻

[serenagaywaterford]

this thread makes me so hopeful but also so sa

[gayspock]

guys im peckish

something that always kinda.... i dont wanna say it frustrates me, bc i understand WHY its the case & i know its the better choice for most works... but i suppose, kind of? itches at me??? is the way AI in sooo much fiction is solely ever used with regards to comparing it to Humanness. and tht makes total sense- its not always abt exploring AI conceptually in of itself, but moreso using that as a means to explore deeper Human themes and again sometimes thats just better to leave it as that

but nonetheless it itchessss sometimes, yknow, from like a worldbuilding perspective to me. & also just... i dont know. when i hear ppls conception of what AI is in general- and in all fairness, AI in of itself is such a nebulous term - i get well. frowny. bc again its always such a ... human lense.... and idk maybe im being #autistic #compsci girlie but it sometimes just feels so... LIMITING and detrimental, and kind of misunderstanding like- when it comes down to it, ai? its math... ITS MATH. you know that right? all the way top to bottom its just freaking mathematics, its algorithms...

but anyway it just feels like. its HOLES in the fictional world sometimes. like- the actual sophistication behind developing something that's intelligent enough, and ON PAR with a thinking, feeling, freaking person... and for that to become, like, a widespread THING... like it sooo rarely ever lines up with the rest of the technology within the world they set it in?? bc theyy clearly on ever thought- mmhm mhmm (nods) thinking machines. they just programmed people immediately. went from A to B. and sometimes there's like in-universe reasons for things but like other times its crazzzyy like...

bc before we'd ever get to THAT point so many other, complex things would already have commonplace AI applications does that make sense. one billion specialised problems that could have been solved ten times over. or well maybe solved is the wrong word but it would have changed the face of technology soooo much... and i guess sometimes there IS in-universe reasoning for it- it could be a limitation of resources, it could be an issue of knowledge and understanding, it could be other societal influences that stop it, things such as policies that prevent it from being totally pervasive- but thats literally kind of what i mean, like... bc those are GOOD points but not always present . and they could be rlly interesting points of discussion and contention just there that kinda gets neglected

like im watching BSG and i keep thinking abt the only reason the galactica survived is because its more "out of date". and its like if eel like theyre always so vague about what technology theyre actually compromising on, here. or like... hell what technology did all of humanity compromise on after thefirst war... wheres the lines? is it JUST cylons? or were there compromises on everything? and how did they reel shit back?

like im thinking even just roslin and her cancer. already, like... in real life... ai has a LOT of medical applications. idk-i still kinda want to do a PHD in some sort of bioinformatics one day, LOL, if i'd ever get there but like... whilst i guess its mostly diagnosis and screening rn, my point is, i cant imagine how much more medicine could have advanced??? surely ir'd be unrecognisable. even just in terms of developing drugs, and medicine- genomics being sooooooo data dense, there's leaps and bounds that can be done with AI, or even research facilitated by ai. like if you have the capabilities of programming something as sophisticated as human consciousness, with that level of logic and reasoning....

LIKE ... its like again sth very human. this human idea of intelligence and what that means, and thinking of ai in a totally human capacity when its like. idk how to describe ittttt. i guess its like- there are so many tasks that a human cannot do that a machine could do, BUT it would be easier to have a machine implement those tasks, THAN achieving sentience with a machine??? like... no. a person could not piece together a human genome from data BUT a machine could quite easily.

and even just that like- squitns. i think im talking in circles my WHOLEEEE point is just... AGAIN. worldbuilding wise i feel like sooo much drops the ball there like bc writers dont rlly understand the full applications of artifical intelligence and what it can do and wahgh... im sniff... im just rambling arent i [goes into a corner embarassedddd]

[goldenkirstein]

hello raf!!! first off, I wanna say that I love your blog and your fics. tysm for sharing them with us you are incredibly talented!

second, do you have other blog/moot recommendations for users who write for jean x reader? I wanna follow all of you you're all so amazing!

only if you can! :) have a nice night!

hi nonnie !! ty for the kind words!! yes i do, some of these are my moots, some are not but regardless they are all incredibly talented writers. there are so so so many writers that have jean fics, but i chose these ones because they have more than a few jean x reader !! these are also just based on my preferences, so if there is a writer not included here, i apologize !!

Please read all of these authors rules/dni’s as ik a few of them interact or post dark content and are 18+ blogs !! respect writers and their rules !!

@whats-her-quirk - what can i say that hasn’t been said, literally the reason i write on here and responsible for the first jean x reader fic i ever read, i love june. Absolutely phenomal, so fucking cool and talented. her writing makes me happy, to put it simply.

my fave fic: midnight ride & below freezing

@jean-does-not-have-a-horseface - the username speaks for itself, again i read her fics when i still was a ghost blog so i am quite sentimental lol, i think she might be working on a jean rockstar au series, im not sure tho, but regardless just a super talented writer !!

my fave fic: sketches of you

@welcometotheclubhoe - jay, oh my god, i love them and their blog, all of their jean fics are so. fucking. amazing. like chef’s kiss, have me sweating, screaming and crying, genuinely need to take a five minute break to walk around my room and contemplate the meaning of life. so yeah, jay’s a jeanius (shhhh i know its cringe)

@bakugohoex - a fellow jean simp, ria is not only the sweetest but just so fucking good at writing jean, fluff, angst and smut, her brain is so big because she’s responsible for one my favourite jean series and playlist tbh ahem:

my fave fic: stay & put on a show

@mikaberries - Mika is also one of the first aot writer blogs I followed, I found her first on tiktok and then followed here. super fucking talented, idk how she does it tbh. also just an all around good person and very sweet, I have nothing but respect and praise for her and her work.

my fave fic: innocent & car quickie

my fave fic: unrequited series

@fiaficsxo - i love fia and her writing, she is so talented and just an absolute gem. she also happens to be another fellow jean simp, which i love ffhkjhg. but fr her jean smut leaves me sweating. 

my fave fic: jersey girl

@seraphdreams - title of blog: jean love club. thats it. what more can i say. ceo of jean simping and being just remarkable, like honestly, seraph was the first one who popped into my mind when i read ur ask nonnie. do me a favour and read all of their jean fics, you will become enlightened.

my fave fic: mornings w/ jean & face sitting

@alert-arlert - genuinely adore ryn, for their writing and their presence here, i really love their headcanons for jean and honestly aside from fics, i really do get happy when i see them on my dash, coolest person ever omg, follow them for the vibes and the amazing writing

my fave fic: jean relationship hc’s & nsfw alphabet

@odmlevis: riz my loveeeee, so talented and so amazing, top notch writing and top notch person, i admire her so much, made me fall in love with fuckboy jean what more can i sayyyyy

my fave fic: jean + friends to lovers & falling in love w/ fuckboy jean

@dancingazaleas - crazy fucking talented, i cannot believe that i can just go to their blog and read for free. like i astral projected when i first read their work, transcended planes, i was dr. strange for like three minutes, thats what sorrels writing did to me. so go forth nonnie, unlock the secrets of the universe.

my fave fic: primrose & obedience (includes eren n mikasa)

@jarmeen: i love jas, they are sooooooo cool and their writing is just next level. just a super sweet individual, and helloooo read the title of their blog, and then read it again because they are right and everyone should go read their works !!

my fave fic: see you again

@valxeren: dilf jean. thats it. two words. deserves the nobel prize just for writing those fics, tbh tht shit changed my life, i was wandering my dashboard lost and unmotivated and then val graced me with dilf jean and im a better person now

my fave fic: clandestine

@kirschtienz: aman makes me happy, i love her, and her writing so much, if i were to choose a piece of writing to hug, it would be hers. i could go for days just praising her and still wouldn’t be enough, like the way she writes is just incredible

my fave fic: frats with benefits

@emepe: i thought to myself one day, hmm it would be nice to have friends to lovers fics for jean, and then tumblr said raf, baby, let me show u something and they pointed me towards mimi and said here is the answer to all your prayers. idk how to thank tumblr but fr only two chapters in and IM HOOKED. go read nonnie, goooo.

my fave fic: you and me and nothing more (includes eren)

i have realized that a good handful of these are smutty bshdsbhbf sorry not sorry. again, im so sorry if i missed anyone these are the writers that i could think of at the moment, and if you yourself are a writer then know that i love you and respect youuuu !!

happy reading nonnie :)

[dantelionwishes]

imaginary knha fandom masterpost for my big four....................

from @the-moon18

ok my mind is blank rn of out pure fear you jist caused to every single one of us but don't think your teachers are going to be spared from shit like deku////might or deku////zawa or sato's quirk being used in a lot of smut fanfics

GOODBYE IM LOOKING AWAY FROM THE TEACHER/STUDENT FICS dude fr 100% can see people using sato's quirk as a whole ass ao3 tag in itself like oh you wanna see a character get lewded? [slaps sato's tag] this thing can contain so much explicit fics on ao3 and art on rule 34 HAHSAHJHSHRJDFJ he would be the go-to top for rule 34 artists thirsting on their fav students.......sigh

@smol-hibiscus BRO IVE GOTTEN SOME OF MY OCS WHITE WASHED IN THE PAST AS SOMEONE BROWN IM SHUDDERING HJFRJGHJHDFHH WHERE IS THEIR MELATONIN!!!!!!

hikari uwu soft girl ray im LOSING IT + say hello to makoto being the fic's prompt starter from her revealing someones secret leading to character A breakdown leading to character B following them and cheering them up following up with them probably adding the explicit tag on the fic following up with the entire cast probably ganging up on makoto forcing her to apologize + SATO WE ARE LOOKING AWAY + FUCK HAHHJDHRHJD THE OOPS HAHA!! SWITCHED TO MY MOTHER LANGUAGE WHILE IM SPEAKING TEEHEE

(but ok as someone who is trilingual that does happen sometimes but its not a "HAHA OH NO!! WHOOPSIE MY LANGUAGE HAHOHO" its more like a "fuck shit my bad uhm right the uh. english. whats the fuckin,,,,tip of my tongue word,,,")

@gatortopia THE CHAT FICS IM LOSING MY MIND HAHSHAHHGHJRH I CAN SEE IT ALREADY MY MIND WOULD BREAK IF I HAD TO READ THT SHIT and maniac pixie dream GOBLIN IM YELLING HAHHRGRHJ can tell you that she does drag moa to do a bunch of stuff but I think you'd be surprised with how fun makoto is to hang out with without it being so fuckin chaotic or cringe

@themostmagicalmoose HONESTLY....I JUST HAVE TO LOOK BACK TO 17 YEAR OLD ME TO SEE WHAT KIND OF HORRORS A BNHA FAN WOULD DO TO SATO <////3 uh oh watch out!! UNTOUCHED VILLAIN ARC BACKSTORY HERE WE GOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

@mousierat ive said it and will say it again: HES GOING TO BE AN ALMOST 100% EXPLICIT TAG ON AO3 AND RULE 34 its like the hentai mob character used to fuck random waifus but for knha

from @zedthebuggy

Sato: someone did mention the teacher X student with sato already, emboldened by his quirk, so there is that ofc, will not name anyone for pretty obvious reasons but it would definitely happen. gets the whole strict teacher persona given to him and literally nothing else outside of that hell universe. That's it, you're mean strict teacher now buh bye. "Sato's class is such a drag UGH he grades everything sOOoOOOo harshly </3"

everyone say hello to aizawa 2.0!! I WANT TO KEEP SAYING THAT HES A STRICT TEACHER BUT FOR THE LOVE OF GOD HE IS NOT AIZAWA 2.0 I HAVE TO KEEP TRYING TO MAKE CONTENT THAT SHOWCASES HES NOT SCARY COS STRICT =/= SCARY TEACHER!!!!!! hes just a super responsible teacher who looks scary </3

makoto: Hyperactive, moody gamer girl who's way too touchy, gets any basic respect for personal space privileges revoked. Oh, and on those revoked privileges, no more they/them for you!! A shitty mean girl lesbian like Moa, and probably cheats on her for any moa x reader angst fics. So yeah, gets the fem grape boy treatment (forgot his name, don't care to think about it either)

IM YELLING AT THE NO MORE THEY/THEM AND THE FEM GRAPE BOY TREATMENT HJFHJRJHFD IM LOSING MY MIND ESPECIALLY AT THE CHEATS ON HER FOR THE MOA X READER FICS JHDGHJRHJHKFHFG IMAGINE MAKING EITHER OF THE CANON "ANGRY LESBIANS" BREAK UP WITH THE OTHER FOR THE SAKE OF A DIFFERENT SHIP OR X Y/N........watch the misinterpretation of makoto being open to confess she likes any girl/s into "GRAPE BOY 2.0"

miss me: Fandom does not like her uhhhhh.... just imagining the debates on if she's girl vs boy 🤢 and as with any disability, if it's not just memed on or an angst plot point, it is completely erased and irrelevant, :heart: :smile:. probably gets the hero version of queer coded villain treatment, and/or wouldn't be surprised by any Secretly the Villain fics with her.

THE DUDEBROS AND FUJOSHIS SAYING SHES A BOY I CAN SEE IT ARHGHHTHFGHJ "hes an okama which in japanese means hes a boy crossdressing as a girl!" "we love to see boys wearing skirts!!" "there's no way an anime would write a trans character!!" and im so sorry but there are ppl out there who would use her disability as a kink im literally looking away........AND FGHJHRJHJDF FROM HER VILLAIN BACKGROUND YIKESSSSSS LOOKING AWAY EVEN MORE I would love to discuss more but I dont have enough knowledge on queer coded villain treatment </3

hikari: PURE INNOCENT UWU GIRL!!!! NAGA GO AWAY!!!! LESBIANS GO HOME SHE'S HETEROSEXUAL!!!!!!!! LEAVE THE INNOCENT CINNAMON ROLL ALONE!!!!!! UwU~~~ probably gets shipped with Hoshizawa because i want to insert my oc here somewhere you still get red x blue, tall soft innocent beans, and two soft friends discovering the world and overcoming their flaws (severe anxiety little shy & autismbeing weird & sensitive) together very heterosexually!! a lot of soft profile themes with her everywhere. Literally just the purest sweetest softest uwu bean to protecc.

IM GONNA YELL UR ABSOLUTELY RIGHT IMAGINE PPL SAYING SHES HETEROSEXUAL COS SHES TURNING DOWN ALL THE GIRLS CONFESSING TO HER LIKE?!?!?!?? SHES BI-CURIOUS AND AROMANTIC!!!!! also I can see the love triangles forming twilight style she cannot choose which girl she wants and all her suitors fight </3 AND HELLO HOSHIZ HJFHRGHJFJD WOW RED/BLUE HET SHIP GO BRRRRR SWEET CINNAMON ROLL PROTECT HER!!!!

from an anon:

I-IMAGINE THE CENSORSHIP/EDITS THOUGH...sato and toshinori? GOOD TO SEE TWO BEST FRIENDS LIVING TOGETHER! :)

NOOOOO NOT THE CENSORSHIP THEY RLY SAID [HISTORIAN VOICE] THEY WERE TWO VERY GOOD FRIENDS

miss me? either given HYUGE HONKA HONKAS or turned into mr me, no in-between! perhaps given sexcy bikini top while at it

YOURE KILLING ME WITH THE HYUGE HONKA HONKAS DUDE TITS OUT TYPE CHARACTER WHETHER ITS FOR BIG BOOB DUDEBRO LOVERS OR FUJOSHI SISTERS WITH THEIR MALE PECS

MAKOTO YOU BEST HAND OVER THOSE THEY/THEM PRONOUNS RIGHT NOW OR SO HELP ME! also another pair of besties, this time with our resident sheep girl! kawaii!

AGAIN!! ANOTHER THEY/THEM GENDER THEFT CASE!! AND JUST TWO VERY GOOD FRIENDS TEEHEE GAL PALS!!

hikari?? dying?? no, no! she just faints from exertion, adds to her helpless uwu factor! also will you look at that - she's suddenly paler than her mom!

now IM DYING INSTEAD OF HIKARI IM GJFRHHFG FAINTING HGHJGJH hELPLESS UWU FACTOR HELPPPPPP PLS THE WHITEWASHING PALER THAN HER MOM IM CRYINGHJGHG PPL DEFENDING THAT HIKARI SHOULD GET HER SKIN COLOR FROM HER MOM INSTEAD OF HER DADDDD

from an anon:

did you ask for fandom slander for your ocs? no? TOO BAD /lh VERY, VERY BAD TAKES AHEAD! ( i feel like i've committed sacrilege )

sato? oh you know - his quirk would be his defining (only) trait and the amount of gross fics?? oh MAN 😶 they'd turn him into this creepy ass yandere mf?? IGNORE WHATEVER GOOD QUALITIES HE HAS, HE'S NOW UNHINGED HORNBALL WITH ONLY ONE PURPOSE: TO HUMP #1 baby daddy (derogatory) material for those fic writers i AM CRYING AS I TYPE THIS

IM FUCKING YELLING HE WOULD HE TOTALLY WOULD BE A YANDERE IM SO SORRY JGHRJHDFGHDJ IM HAVING FLASHBACKS TO BETA SATO NOOOOOOOOOOOO TEACHER WHO?????? SATO IS A HORNY POSSESSIVE YANDERE BASTARD WHOSE ONLY PURPOSE IS SO B R E E D

miss me? A DISABLED TRANS WOMAN FROM GERMANY. that's it. that's the character! that's how she introduces herself <3 (did i mention that she's trans and from germany?) get ready for heated discourse on how PROBLEMATIC it is to have DISABLED TRANS WOMAN be ex-villain??? (conveniently ignoring whatever character arc and growth she may have experienced, we all know any rep needs to be 100% 'good' or else you will be CANCELLED!!) discourse. discourse as far as my eyes can see.

WHATS THAT??? TRANS?? DISABLED?? FROM GERMANY WHERE THOSE VERY BAD PEOPLE ARE FROM?? AND SHE WAS A VILLAIN????? MY GOD!!!! SHES TOTALLY A VILLAIN HIJACKING UA!!!! WHOEVER KNOWS WHAT SHE HAS UP HER SLEEVE HER QUIRK MAY BE DODGING BUT GOD KNOWS SHE CANT DODGE THE HOT TAKES THE FANDOM HAS FOR HER

hikari? rich crybaby! uwufy her to the point where she's constantly trembling and sobbing and y/n reader has to protect and inspire her to become a hero! (family WHO, y/n is hikari's only motivation!!) she'd make for a WONDERFUL angst fodder to fuel SOMEONE ELSES story! die tragically so they could have their big moment - and generally be robbed of any agency and personality <3 (also 'is this a pigeon?' meme because she's just SO!sheltered!!)

PERSONALITY TRAIT? SHELTERED! TOTALLY DOESNT KNOW ANYTHING AND YOU HAVE TO TAKE HER BABY HAND AND DRAG HER ALONG TO SHOW HER THE WONDERS OF THE WORLD COS SHES SUFFERED SO MUCH Y/N TAKE IT AWAY <3 SHE TOTALLY CANT BECOME A HERO HERSELF SHE HAS NO SORT OF CONFIDENCE SO SHE HAS TO RELY ON OTHERS TO PROTECT HER!!!! my god the amount of angsty death fics she would have too I--

makoto? oh, a pest! whether they would be adored (in a 'omg so random! xD' way) or despised ('MAKOTO IS AN ABUSIVE BULLY AND HERE'S WHY (READMORE)') it all boils down to how people would (mis)interpret her mischief! OBVIOUSLY MEAN SPIRITED!!! 'MAKOTO IS THE UA TRAITOR THEORY' SHE'S EVIL WHAT HERO WOULD NAME THEMSELVES 'VIRUS'!!! cue people hc that they were created by afo or some shit and will betray their friends <3

ABUSIVE BULLY GOODBYEEHFHJHJGRHJ THE WHOLE "OK AITO AND MITSUMI IS PROBLEMATIC BUT I THINK WE SHOULD TALK ABOUT THE ELEPHANT IN THE ROOM AND ITS THE UNDERRATED MAKOTO IS ACTUALLY THE WORST WE SHOULD TALK ABT IT MORE!!!"

[yyxylogy]

👾 omg hai abu

HAIIIII TREY the way i miss u. we rlly rlly need to catch up im sorry BUT I LOVE U SM STILL even if ive been stupid busy this autumn anyway now im going to debunk every bad thing u think: U ARE SO INTERESTING AND ENTERTAINING I STILL REREAD OUR CHADDER N GOLDIE FIGHT SOMETIMES bc it makes me laugh so much and u are SOOOOOOO GENEROUS N KIND and being w u is lots of fun :D rmbr when jojo pranked u by saying she was 13 and u were like wat LIKE ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY BUT IT STILL FUNNY. and ur sososo bright i mean it u are NEVER dull seriously even if i had more fights w u than anyone else THATS BC U JUST SPARKED THT UP IN ME u know like the competitiveness. bye idk how to spell that. basically ithink you are the best and im giving u forehead kiss rn

[childre]

heyhey!!! i wuv your blog sooooooo much but umh i was wondering, just cos its something im not comfortable with, could you tag stuff that says daddy/mommy in it maybe? i know its not nsfw or nuffin but a tag for it would just help me prepare for it better!

hi!! thnk u sm!! it makes me rlly glad u like this place!! 

nd i cn try;; ive tried this before but i always forgot to put it in ssome posts bc its a v comfy word to me nd i post a lot of stuff w these words;; i can try but i thnk i might forget it sometimes m sorry..

 m often very small here so i kinda forgt that i should tag this wrd bc when im small this is one of th words that make me feel more comfy!! but i will try!! i will tag as “d word” (actually tehre r some posts of mine already tagged as that)!! m sorry for any inconveniences

( itry to avoid as much as possible saying this word already too!!)

u can unfollow me if tht makes u more comfortable!! jst  b safe (⺣◡⺣)♡

[hyunwoo-archive]

HAVE U SEEN ALL OF ME'S PIC A FEW DAYS AGO SHOWNU W THE TIGER HAT!!!!!! hes so cute i really would give him anything. his cheeks are so round and his puting just a bit how can a man be so cute :( (also ive read fanacc moments where they say tht fans talk to him the shortest & im sad. i kno hes not v talkative but my heart hurts :c i wanna meet him and talk to him until the security had to purposely drag me away.) btw how was ur trip ? :D

OK IM SO SORRY 4 THE LATE REPLY TO THIS but the () section of ur ask sent me into the deepest part of my depression zone nd i cried for 30 minutes before giffing nd now here i am replying anywasy!!!!!!! i SAW !!!!!! IT WAS SOOOOOOO CUTE like hes literally so babie this era which is ?????? lIKE HUH ???? BC IN THE MV,,, THE PERFORMANCES,,, HES A WHOLE NUT !!!!!! BUT COME FANSIGNS IM CRYING LIKE WTF UR SUCH A BABIE !!!!! his poutie lippies,,,,, hes jsut so fuckging cute it stresses me out like i cant keep up w this !!!! I CANT KEEP UP W HIS BABIE !!! HIS DUALITY !!!! HELLO!!!!!!!

(also coming back 2 this part of the ask which always pains me the most bc he’s just ????? ofc groups have popular members but it always breaks my heart to see that he’s one of the 2 members who aren’t as popular like,,,, his merch always sells out last,,,,,, some1 told me they saw that his fansites barely had any ppl buying their merch nd just like,,, in general there isn’t a lot of attention for him both domestically nd internationally nd as a shownu stan (esp considering like ,,,,,, i love him so so soooo much nd i literally have shownu tunnel vision 24/7 jHGJS) its jsut ??? so depressing 2 see???????? ofc i dont fault ppl for having favorites!!!! its normal!!! but it just rly makes me upset when i watch individual fancams on music shows nd wonho will have like 15,000 views while showheon have around 5k each or smth :( like ,,,, me, who just wants everyone to have equal views: :( 

honestlyhKGJS not 2 sound debressed abt shownu but he always works so hard in his solo variety nd shoots to promote mx like his mind is literally mx 24/7 nd everyone looks up 2 him nd praises him as their best leader nD :(( im literally getting so sad thinking abt how a lot of ppl just dont see that nd just see some robot dad like !!! no !!!!!!!!! :( IM LITERLALY JUST RAMBLING AT THIS POINT but tldr the fact that there are popular nd unpopular members in groups gives me the Deepest Level of Depression like everyone gets 15k views or bust ,,,, ur all clowns if ur ot1.....

nD YEA like i know hes not talkative but ??? he genuinely tries hard to interact w fans nd stuff LIKE his solo vlives???? he tried !!! so hard!!!! he kept getting flustered that he didnt have much to talk abt and read comments to find things to talk abt nd he just !!!!! u know like he tries !!!! nd it makes me EMO when ppl dont appreciate that!!!!!!!!!!! anyways im done being emo hHKJGS)

SEOUL WAS RLY NICE !!!! THANK U FOR ASKING!!!!! the highlights of my trip were the food (i had kbbq nd holy fuck,,,,,, shits good) nd when the taxi driver dropped me off at a random spot nd gave me directions home ...... bc he couldnt go through the alleyway.... so i went thru that alleyway by myself and cried bc so many dogs barked at me nd then i saw a cat nd that cat tried 2 sneak up on me so i shooed it away nd then 20 seconds later the same taxi driver drove past me and was like “HURRY COME IN I KNOW HOW TO SEND U HOME” and then found the proper route nd . yea :D basically i pooped myself and cried JGHSKJHJS

[goldenscript]

badboy!wooseok

meet jung wooseok, apparently music major extraordinaire with hella tats and a rep for being a badboy

but you personally know him at that lowkey annoying kid who’s Always falling asleep n coming in late in ur creative writing class

y’all met that first day when he wandered in and he just tapped ur shoulder mid-exercise to ask what was goin’ on n although u could’ve been a jerk n not said anything u threw the kid a bone n somehow his piece still surpassed everyone else’s a few days afterwards

ofc you get it. it’s college so being tired from classes and prolly work is what’s getting him but the little green monster on ur shoulder doesn’t relent bc this is where u learn time management and well

you see you love creative writing - you live, breathe, and think it a lot and it’s ur major so why wouldn’t u enjoy the one class that actually specializes in ur own interest???? and you work rlly gosh diddly darn to do it too bc writing really isn’t that easy

you’re one of those people that takes ages to get a piece out but bc this is a creative writing class you have weekly assignments and some pieces are hits n some are misses but u deal with it bc part of it is for the grade and another part of it is trying to get more experience in the field

anyway, unlike u, wooseok doesn’t seem to rlly try,,, that hard,,, or rlly,,, at,, all n that’s what ticks u off

ur the the kind of person who not just hates slackers, u abhor them n u suppose he tries rlly hard with his major since who wouldn’t??? but he doesn’t w/ urs n when ur teacher an english TA named Hui was talking to him abt writing before class he said it was soOoOOOo easy n u were p resolved to disliking the kid immediately

u just find ur seat near the back with the 30+ students n out of all the ppl to sit by,,,, he sits by u n u jst don’t try to think abt how much u dislike him n his dumb face tht’s starting to fall asleep AGAIN

but ok u sneak a small peek n u have to admit,,,, he’s actually pretty cute like u kno that he seemed p intimidating when u first saw him bc at first glance he’s this flippin’ hulking giant at like 6′2″ with tats up to his neck and sleeve u only get a peek of bc he’s enveloped in a huge jacket 99.9% of the time n he usually has furrowed brows n his lips pulled into a straight line unless he’s talking to hui or some other dude in his large ass group of friends bUT

the peaceful look on his face is different than those times n u kinda make a mental note of it even tho u most certainly are Not comparing his eyelashes to fluttering dark angel wings or his peaceful face to something akin to a statue in a museum

nope

no u r not

n- ok fine maybe a little 

bUT it was part of the warm up assignment to write a snippet of literally anything n he struck ur mind in that split moment n now ur back to aiming a well needed elbow to his side bc hui scanning the aisles for a potential victim to share their piece as he usually does n although u dislike wooseok ur not that spiteful

and right as hui picks on someone right beside u two, wooseok wakes up n looks at you with this really grateful n apologetic look tht u whisper the instructions to him bc gdi ur a good person

he may fall asleep n sometimes comes in late or not at all but u won’t let him fall behind so long as u can help it bc green monster aside ur conscience would hate u

anywayyyyy this particular day is only a little different bc it’s become one of those days where 6 PM is when the sun goes down and it’s pretty dark n not many students are on campus bc hello no one likes being on campus at night,,,,, save for the few kids who have like bio or math discussion then that’s a blessing bc campus rush hour is no joke n u once almost saw ur life flash before ur eyes bc of a bicyclist

u prepared for the coming of night bc ur residence hall isn’t that far off n most of ur friends are at their dorms or beelining across campus so it’s a solo job, n so u’ve estimated abt 20 minutes walking n 15 minutes speedwalking,,, 10 if u jog but ur plan is to speedwalk bc ur bag is heavy with books from ur other classes so no thnx

the moment ur released from class u start making a beeline out of there bc once ur out it’s a hell of a lot darker than u thought and apparently the streetlamps aren’t as bright as u hoped but regardless u try to trek thru the campus as best as u can n preferably near the convenience store since it’s usually open 24 hours and u’d have a place to run into in case someone tried attacking u

but well things kinda go according to plan but not really

u make it prolly halfway before u see this dude just loitering around by the benches near the dark buildings n u try to walk a little faster bc u r Not trying to deal with that tonight 

“hey where you goin’!” he says outta nowhere n u feel urself tense up just a bit

but ofc u look around hoping there’s someone else around n it isn’t just u but it is so u just nervously laugh, “oh yeah haha! just goin’ to the store y’know” bc the bright lights are just up ahead n if he lets u go then u can stay there n hopefully nag one of ur friends to come pick u up if he just doesn’t leave

n he’s just looking at u with feigned disappointment n goes “aw how ‘bout u just stay with me?” n he even dares coming closer

ofc ur ready to peel out of there but another part of u is pretty freakin’ scared bc oFC something just had to happen the first night n ur literal worst fear no less

you just shake ur head like “o no! my roommate’s waiting for me up ahead, y’know so i better get going,,,,,” n you’re already walking a little past him when he just takes a few steps and starts walking alongside u

“aw c’mon!!!! i can show u a real fun time hun. forget ur roommate”

“but-”

“i’m asking nicely, babe don’t make me repeat myself”

the nickname sets u off ur sure n ur just abt ready to tell him off with a glare and everything bc Who Does He Think He Is????? “look dude, i’m not ur babe-”

and then another voice joins right as he’s abt to step towards u n u recognize that husky, just woken up voice anywhere as he says, “take a hint. leave”

you actually look up at surprise bc wooseok gently tugs on ur wrist and puts himself between u and the creepy dude

u suppose the sight of wooseok is enough to scare him off bc right as the creep is abt to tell him off he catches one sight of wooseok and his eyes go so wide he just peels outs bc the look on his face is just screaming: “nope no way noooooooooooooo heck n o“

wooseok's so sweet like "are u ok???" bc unbeknownst to u, u’ve actually been shaking since that guy got so close and u can only manage a small nod but his features are a devoid of that furrowed brows and deep scowl with that dude

in fact his eyes are so soft under the orange lighting and he actually looks really worried bc ur fists are balled n u can’t seem to stop shaking so he goes “c’mon i’ll get u something to warm u up” n u just nod bc as scared as u were u actually feel a lot safer with wooseok there

like he even places his really large black denim jacket over ur shoulders n u feel urself shiver a lot less

so he takes u to the convenience store u were trying to make it to n it turns out his friend yanan works there

yanan’s a really handsome boy with a cast on his arm and his eyes seem to light up at the sight of u and wooseok but he doesn’t say a word bc of the look on ur face n the one on woo’s but he does flash u a friendly smile bc u look like u need it

wooseok gets the two of free hot cocoa n he tells yanan that he’ll pay him back for the drinks n that he’ll be back after he takes u to ur dorm n yanan says something like “i’ll add it onto ur tab” before u two go n wooseok’s reaction is a lil’ stiff n that has u like ??? but u don’t press bc u just want to go to ur dorm and shower and just not think abt what happened

although u aren’t talking, wooseok’s actually trying to make an effort and talk to u. mostly abt little things n he even gives u an analysis of the rlly rlly confusing piece u guys had to do n when he started mentioning what the blue curtains meant u couldn’t help but laugh bc it was silly n it didn’t really mean anything but u can tell he’s trying to make the mood much lighter n he breaks out into this shy smile n goes

“so that what it took to get u to smile huh?” 

n u don’t say anything but a thank u bc the half-empty hot cocoa in hand n the walk back to ur dorm makes u feel better times infinity

he kinda just nods n says “yeah,,,, anytime u need someone to walk home with, i gotchu” n u want to tell him that it’s ok but he looks really serious as he says it so decide to nod

“really, thank you wooseok” you tell him right as ur in front of ur building n he just nods a little awkwardly which is still pretty endearing on him even tho it’s not quite what u expected of this supposed badboy

n he’s like “o well, um,, here.” and just grabs a pen from his bag n grabs a hold of ur free hand n scrawl his number on it n says “the next time y’know u need an escort,,, u can,,, erm,,, call or,, text me,,,” before he’s kinda really red in the face and stumbles his way back to the convenience store

when u get inside n the hot cocoa all’s done n gone n ur scrubbed clean of the day’s grime, u just kinda reflect to urself n decide that wooseok really isn’t that bad after all like u don’t see him as that annoying kid quite so much

now u see that he’s more or less tired from helping at that store n his analysis of the reading was pretty spot on n u just,,, well,, u feel warm and safe at the thought of him

even as u stare at his number still kinda decorated on ur skin, u can’t help but smile at his rosy cheeks

the following day u,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,do not text wooseok

mostly of out fear bc u have no flipping clue what to say so when u see him in class on thursday he actually looks a little pouty w/ hui until he sees u walk in n u actually take a seat by his bag (tho u reason that it’s bc u usually sit there anyway)

as promised he walks u to ur dorm after class n u two actually talk together this time n it becomes a tradition to do that every tuesday and thursday

u begin to see more to him than he lets on in all that time like how he really adores his jacket bc his grandma bought it for him or how he actually plays the guitar and the drums bc at first he thought they were just cool but then he saw his fave band live n wanted to be like them (fun fact: it was cnblue) and the violin like he was good enough to win a prize and everything!

u also see how horribly misrepresented he is bc u hear from a few ppl how he’s no good, he’s a liar, n he’s eaten a live duck once n all that ridiculous stuff but u kno the truth bc he’s actually very truthful n bright n it actually makes u a lil mad that people would talk abt him like that

even more so when u hear some people talk abt how reckless he is n u tell him abt it bc you think he deserves to kno that there are bad things going on abt him but he kinda,,, just,,, brushes it off which leave u very ?? bc that is not the boy you’ve gotten to know n it’s certainly not the one that saved u either n u say so

n he actually looks like he wants to say something but he hesistates so u say “look whatever u did or do, you can tell me wooseok. i’m not gonna think differently of u. i know you’re a good guy”

he just sighs and says “but i’m really not,,, like i’m reckless and no good like that said,,,,”

but you’re absolutely certain that he is dead wrong n so are they so you just tell him to tell u why they’re saying those things n he admits to u that the reason why his friend yanan has an arm cast is bc of him

they had been sneaking into old abandoned buildings as hang out spots just cuz there were tons of unused places in the city n this particular one was near a construction place tht had patrols come by from time to time n this wasn’t any different but the boys didn’t know esp wooseok since he was the one who chose the spot and reassured everyone that it would be fine so when patrols came n they had to peel out everyone mostly made it except yanan who slipped and fell by the nearby construction 

woo ran back over to help him out n they were mostly safe from the cops but the fall yanan made his arm bend funny so they had to take a hospital trip and ever since then wooseok has felt like crap and has been doing his best to make it up to his friend thru helping at the store n getting him to class even if it means he misses a few of his own bc it’s his fault n everyone else knows it

ofc u feel bad bc wooseok looks so dejected abt it n the only comfort u can offer him as his friend is ur support and ur reassurance that even tho he caused that to happen it doesn’t make him a bad person at all so u feel really frustrated n he notices,,, even looks at u in surprise like ???

“w-what’s wrong? why are you upset?”

so u quickly say like “!!! bc ur so kind wooseok! i know u keep saying ur a bad guy n those rumors ppl say r tru but u are so so so so unbelievably kind and sweet and even if no one else likes u then just know that i do ok????????” 

while he’s just in shock, you continue with reddened cheeks and a resolve not to stop, “p-plus, there’s no need to be so harsh on yourself! so what if u skip class -actually not a so what you should definitely go to class pls ur paying to be here- but what i mean is that things like skipping or looking scary doesn’t mean ur a bad guy n no matter what people say i think you’re a good guy and and and your friends do too and i wish u could see that! i wish i could show u somehow and god i don’t know i just--”

and ok you look so adorable mid-spiel and flustered and even though ur attempts to articulate are beginning to fall short, wooseok can’t help but go thru with his impulses like always and just,,, kiss u before he pulls back ready to apologize but you pull him back in and u just kiss him ok 

bc in all that time u spent together and in ur own upset, u realized u really really really flippin’ liked this boy and there was no other way you’d be this worked up over just anybody n with his lips against urs u just feel ur heart going even !!!!!!!!!! louder than ever 

you pull back n say with a small smile “if u ever need reassurance then y’know,,,, i’m happy to give that to u ok?” 

and he just has this goofy grin on his lips like “is this how you’ll reassure me?” and u nod and he just,,, pulls u into his arms n u both fall back onto ur bed just kinda looking at each other in this really soft light bc tbh he’s always had a crush on u since the start of ur class n some of those things like falling asleep and saying writing was easy was just his way of trying to get ur attention n to think he really did in the way he did makes him very happy esp knowing that u feel safe with him

and with you, finally coming to terms with the cold, hard truth that u indeed liked him too is nice bc the warmth and safety of his arms and being able to offer support and some sort of protection to him is all u ever really wanted to do - it happened so slowly and gradually but u have no regrets at all

also, lemme just say that the nine other boys in wooseok’s life absolutely adore u as they all kinda race to meet u bc you’re really all he ever talks abt next to yongwa n they find the two of u super adorable!!! 

it’s actually an easy transition for the two of u to go from friends to s/o’s too bc you two have always been pretty touchy-feely in a really casual way and now you both have even more excuses to hang out and work on stories together or sometimes u go to his dorm just to hear him play his guitar even as yuto’s trying to study for his compsci test or how jinho n hongseok invite u to dinner with the group just so everyone else can watch u and wooseok be really adorable n really just being together is just,,, so nice?? 

like as friends u always had urges to reach out and hold his hand or kiss his cheek or even hug him really tight and now u can do those things! and even he would have moments where he just wanted to give u lots of back hugs and spinning hugs and just hugs and forehead kisses but he couldn’t so moving on from friendship and being able to do intimate gestures became a rlly fun pastime for you two!

and now whenever u hear anyone whispering abt wooseok or giving you funny looks, you actually throw a few responses at them in his defense and sometimes he has to drag u away bc u can get awfully scary when you’re mad and he just calms you with his tight hugs and he’ll get hot cocoa with u and you two will just walk beneath the stars n it’s just,,, 

it’s nice being able to feel safe with your s/o and that’s what makes the two of you very content bc no matter what you’re each other’s rocks <3

[caruliaa]

omggggg i am sooo tired but also omgomgomgomg i just got to creat my i.d. badge for pikmin !!!!! hehehe i have a pink spacesuit >:33333 thee most epic thing but also i def need to get to sleep JSBSJSJJ but yah omg before i do i just want to say that!!!!!!!!!!! vcing today was sooooo much funnnnn i loveee spending time with you sooo much beloved it just brings sm joy to my life and like!!! in general knowing you and being ur friend is thee best thinggg like you are sooooooo caring and thoughtful and understanding and u make my life smmm warmerr more full of goodness and like!!! im just soo grateful to know someone who is as amazing and good and lovely as a person as you my ladybird like!!! i rlly rlly am;;; and i rlly do care ab u smm and u mean everything to meee and i love you sooooo muchhhh (hugs you gnightttt if u want! 💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻)

YEASH OMG THE PIKMIN the id badge thing is so cute my fave thing is tht spoilers ig but the colour tht u choose for ur spacesuit just is the colour of the rescue corp so i also chose pink nd now the logo for this space rescue team is bright pink its like its a barbie astronaut playset and i LOVE IT SMM i acually dontk now if any of the barbie astronaut playsets have like pink spacesuits or logos but thts the vibe i mean RDFGSDGF but anyway ough omg love ur so so sweeettt ;;;; i hope u know i rly did have sm fun ving too it rly was soso wonderful to get to i think dearest just like it aways is to get to spend time together i think and i hope you know tht i really am soso glad that ican be a good friend to you and be caring and thoughtful and understanding and bring sm like. warmth and goodness into ur life love !!! becuase you really really do just deserve it soso very much my love and i really do just want to my dearest becuae you really are just soso wonderful and amazing and dear to me love and you really are the same to me and are just so so kind and thoughtful and good to me and just bring sm joy and love and warmth and care and happiness and light into my life dearest and i just hope you know you really are just such an incredible part of my life love and really do just mean the world to me and i really do just love you soso very much my dearest !!! *hugs you back sosos very much soso very close if ud like* 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

[anissapierce]

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@anissapierce also a lot of people saying this in both groups dont really want feedback, they want compliments & get pissed off if they get any other kind of feedback even if the criticism is constructive.

you worded it bettter than i ever could fjefoejieoi. yeah like they like mask this language to high noon but rlly wht its about is compliments. n like honestly thts valid like thts something we as humans all want when we put work into sth but ....presenting it all so dramatically is sooooooo silly

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:> hey

i finished my highscool , 4 months ago ! received our spm result last march . honestly , it’s fine . although i broke down at the end of the day while comforting someone else hahaha . i don’t really have a plan for future .... probably continue pre-u , then go to uni ( tesl ) . but........ a part of me kinda ...... don’t rly wanna be a teacher haha . i think ...... a graphic designer ? video editor ? film making staff ? idk ........ it seems fun ,, but it felt like my future isn’t guaranteed ? im so scared of not being able to be financially stable ,,,,, at least when im 25 . i don’t wanna keep using & depend on my parents money . they’ll retire soon ,, it’s time for me to provide for them :D okay . i was actually wanna write about my 2 years experience at my new school , as a highschooler :) ( 16 & 17 ) i do act on whim , and i don’t really think of the consequences ........ of the choice ........ haha . sometimes i think it turns out to be a great thing and sometimes it’s not really ..... a good habit ..... :))) 

2018 : form 4 ( 16 years old ) 

that year was ....... hectic .. weird , sad , funny ,,,,, fun ..... and pretty much meh .i got into new school , new friends , new people , new surrounding , pretty much a brand new life . it was good ,,, because i have few of my friends from elementary school :D i was really bad at making friends , starting conversation , i am a total noob hahaaaaaaaa . i also joined drama club , and made close friends (  that period of time ) participated the competition ( and of course we won lol ) that was such a great memory , made me hope for great things on my new school . hehe . also joined scrabble ( which we didn’t win ) cuz hell yeah , zero experience , zero skills , sloppy vocab and haaahaha zero preparation . ALSO!! i took art for spm!! which i never expected , i never know art exist for spm ............ haha ....... it was fun!!!!!!! super fun ..... my classmates , was SUPER & so fun! i don’t know ........ but yeah , we fought , haha a lot , esp with the boys . the class was noisy ,,, which was kinda........bothering sometimes but also ... fun ? idk . maybe back then i was irritated but yknow now when i reminisce back .... it was totally a fun time . among the three classes we were the least serious , play a lot , noisy , not-really-favoured by the teachers haha . well , our class passed 100% for spm !!!!!!! and 2 ppl from our class got A+ for eng !!!!!!!! anddddd .... tautan kasih ,,, raya stuff haha ........ it was . fun? idk .... i also broke up that year haha . its sooooooo funny thinking it back :))) im so weird hahahahshshshshs . anyway ........ that year was so bittersweet . taught me alot , i missed my old school , but .... i think i liked here better ..... or i don’t even know haha . honestly i can’t really recall that much memories from my previous school . my memory is BAD . it’s not that my previous school wasn’t fun .. but on 2017 i got into so much trouble ( which not caused by me duh , i was dragged to it ) i was so stressed , depressed & i never felt so scared + insecure my whole life ....... than that year .... haha .......... i know ... that school is great & fun ... but maybe the memories were wiped out .... due to the stress .. i just trying to forget ... u know .. haha ........ 

2019 ????

fun!!!!!!!!stressed!!!!!!!!! misunderstanding with friends occur a lot this year . it’s just a bad timeeeee ..... became a bit productive... maybe . cause its spm year ......i got a great dorm ,, + fun roommate !!!!!!! shoutout to putssss :D miss u huhu . tipula if i say i never felt left out from my friends , i do . haha . i thought a lot last year about friends.....also i cry a LOT . like approx. 4 times a week??? my feelings were also went roller coaster . this day i like him , yesterday i like him less , the next day i like him a lot . some day i felt like i don’t even want to look at his face hahahaha . funny ?? maybe . i don’t ... know lol . i cant say i like him cause i hate giving hopes & im just noncommittal . im so sorry ... yeah to you ..... its just a long way ....... and im afraid i forget u the next day ....... actually me myself hate to hope  ....... i just .. wanna be alone rn haaha. relationship is.......ill think abt tht later ....... im healing ....... and fixing myself   . learning loving myself ...... first ... maybe .. later ?? lover??? single is fun ...... right??? though i feel lonely sometimes but its better than having someone u need to be fully committed everyday .... im tired of loving people rn hhahahahah . im just so tired rn .......... i cant type anymore.........i dont know what to typeeeeeee . im tiredddddddd my hands are numbbbbb .. im supposed to write abt 2019 but i can barely recall anything///////// im just losttttttt hahahahhah ok ill see u laater!!!!!!!! ill write more .......... soon :D bye xx