#i reread it all and am almost caught up again and man..😭😭😭😭

[hongslice]

does anyone else here read peak (maiko san chi no makanai san)

[unohanabbygirl]

I reread Fill my bleeding heart again. I know that’s just a one shot but omg Princess 😭 I need more of them. I know I CANT be the only one obsessed with this Lucemond, I feel for Luke. And Father’s Day is coming so maybe we can convince the hell out of you. 👀

Seriously though I would love to see anything about them even if it’s a small thing. Without further ado, I have a few questions to ask:

(You don’t have to answer one’s that may be to spoily if you ever do continue the story asp)

Do they want children?

Did Lucerys take the moon tea because he simply feels they are ok without a child? Or is it because he believes even though they are older, they are not ready for one?

After a person is about 45 they typically have hit the peak of being able to have a child. Pregnancy is not impossible, but it is also not easy. So I can Understand Luke taking the moon tea to keep himself safe from the possibility of losing the baby ,or rather, his own life. And If I am understanding correctly Aemond was drunk? Interrupted as the strong taste of ale on his uncle’s lips cuts him off. smokey and bitter, almost like burning firewood. That makes it so much more angsty to me 😭 Like a “Has to be drunk to comfortably bed Luke” situation. Ugh these two…

I just know you would kill a fic where Lucerys and Aemond are in an arranged marriage but Aemond actually takes whores so he barely touches Luke, so the one time he does Lucerys is so happy but come the morning he is alone again…

I’ll see myself out before I add anymore.

FMBH Lucemond has been on my mind for a while. Maybe this is a sign to finally open up that google doc 😭

As for your questions!

Luke wants children desperately, I’m talking to the point where he daydreams of silver haired babies and has a list of names thats been sitting in his dresser for twenty years. Both traditional Valeryon and Targ.

Aemond is more complicated in his desire for children because on one hand he truly yearns for a mini version of his husband, but isn’t confident in his ability to not mess up something so special. His father was basically an uncaring corpse and though Alicent tried her best the only one of his siblings who turned out ‘normal’ is Daeron who spent his entire life in old town.

Luke drinks the moon tea because he sees their marriage as a union void of true love on Aemond’s end. In Luke’s mind his love is unrequited and would never willingly bring a child into that sort of dynamic.

As far as he knows, Aemond is only cordial because he’s learned to make peace with his presence. Whereas the sex is nothing more than stress relief for his uncle.

As a man who was born out of and raised in true love Luke wants the same for any child of his own. The thought that their child could grow up seeing that Aemond cares little for him is heartbreaking. So he drinks the tea to avoid it.

His age is also a big factor and something he’s already deeply self conscious of. Luke doesn’t personally know of anyone who’s had a successful pregnancy past the age of forty and is scared to be the first. Not to mention the stress of running Driftmark on top of that. So many factors to take into account in this little au.

And yes! I’m happy you caught onto Aemond being tipsy.

Its not that he can’t touch Luke without liquid courage, but that he knows if he were to go without it all of his feelings would spill out with no warning. And we all know how scary of a thought that is for a man as emotionally constipated as Aemond.

Oh anon you break my heart with that fic request 😭 Imagining if Aemond actually took a paramour over the years while Luke waited for him only to have his heart crushed once morning came.

Okay, you’re slowly convincing me to write a part two LMAO.