#i relate to him heavily
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"reaper sans is a confident flirty pervert whose only personality traits are being gay and simping for geno looll"
okay cool but did you know that when he was one of the newly created death gods he hesitated to reap chara when they were murdered because of the compassion he felt for their determination to live which ended up causing the reaping to fail and cursing chara to be corrupted forever and he will never stop blaming himself for what he did ? that he no longer hesitates to reap souls or seems to have mercy when he does so even if he feels terrible about it because of the heavy amount of guilt he feels every day ? that chara is the bane of his existence because they are a visual reminder of his mistake ?
did you know he views life and living as something negative for the reason that when people are alive they have to feel pain ? and he used to despise life because he had to see how people were suffering from simply being alive when he was doing his job ?
did you know he hates his job and just wants to be himself in peace but he can't because reaping is what he was created to do ? that every single thing i listed above are just a few examples of his chronic depression and nihilism that shape how he views the world ? I CAN KEEP GOING !!
#maybe i just get defensive because i relate to him heavily idk#but he is so misrepresented by this fandom its insane#reaper sans#reapertale sans#reapertale#undertale au#sans au#death sans#utmv#undertale multiverse#afterdeath referenced#rant#vent kinda#sans aus
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Ngl I'm really annoyed with how the fandom is treating Darius in S2-
Yes his confession was awkward, Darius himself is awkward
And from what I've seen, people criticizing him are forgetting that 1. Darius said in S1 that he had never had a crush before, and 2. That he told Brooklyn by ACCIDENT.
And that's what we see in S2! It was awkward because Darius doesn't socialize well, and it was an accident. He asked Brooklyn what happened (because all she told him was that her and Kenji broke up) she told him a VERY overlooked version of what happened, and he didn't understand, so he did what Darius does, and he rambles, the confession slipped out because SHE WAS NEVER SUPPOSED TO KNOW.
People are forgetting that the confession was a complete fucking accident.
It slipped out! It wasn't ever meant to happen.
And his little "unless? 🥺" Was him trying to explain that,,, he's interested in her, but he respects that she doesn't want anything, but if she does want something, he's interested.
I don't ship dinostar,,, at all, personally I find the ship unhealthy for different reasons, but the multiple people I've seen hating on Darius piss me off.
#camp cretaceous#chaos theory#jwct#jwcc#darius bowman#jwcc darius#jwct spoilers#jwct darius#potatorandoms#i think its just really frustrating as someone who's autistic and has never related to a character more than i have with Darius#he's an awkward person and so heavily autistic coded#expecting him to socialize like neurotypical people is just mean
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lil sebastian doodle page (ft my farmer)
#my farmer's a he/they like me kiss kiss#this man has overtaken my one remaining brain cell#i relate to him so heavily it's insane#i STRUGGLED figuring out how to draw his hair but seems i figured it out by the sitting one#that and the sleepy one are from today while the others are from the last few days#i've seen a lot of art where i feel like he's yassified too much so i tried to not do that#i love him just the way he is#stardew valley#stardew sebastian#sdv sebastian#sebastian x farmer#farmer star#sdv fanart#idk the tags lol#my art#doodles/sketches/wips#thanks to my cis male friend who answered my inquiry whether men can sit with their legs like that or not LMAO#the answer is basically yes but it's stressful
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i am like The Distortion because i, too, am Me but also Not Me in a way that is extremely difficult to put into words, and because i have an immensely complicated relationship with the sense of "self" and what that actually means, in this essay i will-
#the magnus archives#ironically enough out of all off the entities#i think i'd be an avatar of the lonely not the spiral#but the spiral is a CLOSE second#like. really really close.#like honestly i could lean either way tbh#but either way i looked at michael and his initial response to jon addressing him as michael (him going “that is a name.”)#and went “that's literally me”#(stares at the distortions struggle with experiencing “self” and then stares at myself)#surely there's nothing similar there#if you guys knew just how heavily i relate to the distortion's confusion and feelings on being michael and/or helen#and feeling like you're wearing the face/thoughts/emotions/memories of someone who doesn't exist anymore.#michael shelley#michael distortion#michael the distortion#the distortion#helen richardson#helen distortion
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i haven't posted anything in a while, so here, hold this. one of my commissioners wants me to draw dragon seteth + flayn, so here's my first stab at their designs.
#my art#fe3h#fire emblem three houses#fe16#fire emblem#seteth#flayn#dragons#i fumbled around with seteth's design a lot and i might still make changes. we'll see#i'm pretty fucking happy with flayn's design tho i knew exactly what i wanted to do with her#in the actual commission i'll probably make it more apparent that her flight feathers are shimmery#real talk i tend to lean VERY heavily on macuil's design when i think abt 3H dragon designs#i always look at rhea first for general shapes#and then i tend to look at macuil for details#i tried to shake up seteth's facial structure a little so i wouldn't be giving EVERYONE bird-face#bc byleth has bird face and flayn has bird face [because of macuil having bird face and me liking it]#it's really insane to me how much morphological variety there is in RELATED members of the same species...????#rhea is a lizard and macuil is a bird and indech is a TURTLE?#rip to indech i never reference him. sorry
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another post clinical trial game concept: lee does angel's top surgery
DIY top surgery by your partner is one of the most romantic things ever. Cute date idea. I was gonna question if Lee had the qualifications or materials for that and then thought about it more and honestly, I feel like he'd be able to figure it out
#he'd do anything for them. i wouldnt put buying a bunch of medical and surgery equipment and heavily researching and learning how to perform#a specific surgery past him if they asked. although i think he'd be a bit anxious but still agree nonetheless <- i hate gay devotion guys/j#clinical trial#angelee#clinical trial game#IF HE CAN DIY THAT WHOLE ELABORATE BODY DISPOSAL METHOD IN THAT ONE BONUS CUTSCENE. HE CAN PROBABLY DO ANYTHING (medical/science related)TBH#txt#angel martinez#lee smith#asks
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Jon: *describing what he was like when he was younger, explaining why it was hard to raise him*
Me: Oh. wow. No, that's me exactly. I- I didn't know other people were like that. Nice to know I'm not the only one.
Me: ...
Me: GUYS I'M NOT AUTISTIC. STOP
#/lh to be clear#Jon is weird bc we're extremely different people#but there are some places where I relate on a fundamental level#and then I go on here and all of you are like 'Jon is autistic bc xyz'#and it's all the reasons I relate to him#very few of you have referred to me as autistic#my irl friends keep asking me to get tested though#don't think I am#just heavily adhd/have personality quirks#idk who knows#jon sims#tma jon#jonathan sims#tma#the magnus archives
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Sooo... I just watched Labyrinth, and I remember seeing some posts of yours talking about how it's good and similar to other stories (like OTGW). And in some ways, I see that? But also like.... I need a little help making any sense of it, lol
Sorry, I know this is super random, but I was just curious to find out why you like it and what you see in it, so I thought I'd ask!
Of course, I'm happy to talk about Labyrinth! :) Thank you for the ask!
(Disclaimer that I haven't watched it in a year or two, but I still remember it fairly well.)
In terms of similarity to OTGW: both stories center on a teenage protagonist who is a dreamer, but too caught up in themselves, and to some extent running away from their life. This manifests PARTICULARLY in their neglected and/or rejected responsibility to their younger half-brother. They end up in a liminal, otherworldly space that operates on much more narrative logic than they're used to, and can only save their lives/souls and make it home again by saving said younger brothers first.
Sarah rejects her brother at the beginning of her story, while Wirt abandons his care for Greg near the end, but you can see the similar beats there, right? They're both dealing with normal teenage stress + the stress of parental divorce (probably) and remarriage, and seeing their younger brothers as an emblem of Everything Wrong In Their Lives. In reality, their younger brothers are forcing them to live in reality, where they have duties and connections to other people, and can only find maturity/fulfillment through embracing that.
Jareth and the Beast are also very similar figures, I think; Jareth is a more seductive tempter figure, playing to Sarah's ego and to romance tropes, while the Beast plays with hope and despair. But they are both trickster figures who use bargains -- seeming windows of hope -- to entrap vulnerable mortals (Wirt and Greg, in the Beast's case).
AND. Both Jareth and the Beast are defeated by someone calling them out as empty and powerless! Wirt says, "this is dumb," and demolishes the Beast's entire facade -- he's not keeping souls in the lantern, he's the one dependent on the lantern, and he can't keep Wirt or Greg if they're ready to go home. Sarah's "You have no power over me" has the exact same weight -- it's wrapped up in theatrics of these being Specific Magic Words, but it's the meaning of them that shatters Jareth's power and sends her and Toby home.
In both stories, evil tries very, very hard to convince these kids that they need it. Jareth wraps it up in a lot more complicated temptations -- I'll make you happy, I'll make you powerful, I'll give you glamorous parties and material comfort and everything you ever wanted if you fall down and worship me -- while the Beast sticks to a brute-force message of despair, with the crumbs he offers as all that there is -- "There is only my way." But in both cases, the message is: you need me.
And in both stories the protagonists go: No. I don't need you. I don't need anything from you. In fact, you have nothing to give.
At which point it's revealed that evil needed them. Needed them to buy into its strength, its ability, its substance -- or it doesn't have any. It crumbles away, and they go home.
...So! Those are the big similarities between them, I think, for me? I like Labyrinth, as its own movie, because I like the classic fairy-tale structure of "the fairies/goblins/elves took my loved one because I messed up, and now I gotta get them back the hard way." I love the atmosphere of the Labyrinth and Sarah's friends (though your mileage may definitely vary on this movie, depending on your tolerance for Henson Creations ;P). I love Sarah, who messes up, but who is still plucky and brave and kind through most of her trials! The friendship between her and Hoggle (...a Woodsman parallel?) is my favorite. And while I'm very much in the minority of this fandom in not really feeling Jareth's appeal, as a villain I think David Bowie does an excellent, glittery job. And we get music.
#labyrinth is definitely drawing from european folktale vibes to me where otgw leans heavily on americana#and otgw has a lot more allegorical-without-just-being-allegory kinds of theming going on if that makes sense#labyrinth cares a lot less about what it's symbolizing and more about the plain narrative i think#but jareth's final speech?? EXTREMELY close to the final temptation in the desert#(the other thing these AND gravity falls have in common is so many fans want to bring back the villains in fics and i Do Not Relate xD)#(put jareth in the bog of eternal stench and leave im there nobody needs him)#asks#anon ask
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I cant be, what you need, I am stuck, in a dream, I am stuck, in a dream.
#sorry for relating to him guys ill walk myself out#anyways this is everso slightly inspired by kizuki eye!!! slightly since i. havent been able to read and havent seen all the goings on😭😭#one day.. one day ill catch up i will.. but yeah i kinda associate this song heavily with lotus dreams and kizuki eye with what i HAVE seen#douma#demon slayer#kimetsu no yaiba#douma demon slayer#btw please check out kizuki eye i begibeg check out tobytoon i beg i beg !! they understand douma and enmu like no one else#anyways yeah.. imagery of interacting with ur own child self haunts me a little#i have dreams like this every so often and i think douma should too because despite evrything i deeply beliece#he too thinks that perhaps. if someone had cared for that child than he wouldnt exist#he too sees that child as a seperate entity#he too sometimes feels that distant yearning to comfort what no longer exists#SOOOORRRY ANYYWAAAYS haha douma a fun guy am i right guys. .
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it's so fucking annoying when you just wanna read peoples' hcs about astarion being on the ace spectrum but you're pretty much only met with people insisting he can't be for whatever idiotic reason or people essentially saying to keep that hc to yourself because they don't like it and don't wanna hear it. like for fuck's sake you can't even be normal about a fictional person being *headcanoned* as ace? y'all suck so bad
#and it's literally just because their real life understanding of asexuality is so vague or incorrect that they just don't know how -#to actually view sex and intimacy in any other way than the “default”. which is so extremely annoying and boring.#also like. if so many actual ace people relate to him so heavily. how are you gonna sit there and insist they're just wrong. somehow. what.#and to be clear i do know that there are some people who project their experiences onto him so hard they act like astarion hates sex + just#doesn't want anything to do with it at all ever. which is not the case. he does like & want sex to some degree. and he's very sex positive.#that does not discount him from being ace though. also he literally isn't real & i promise this isn't a big scary problem. hope this helps.#astarion#asexual astarion#baldur's gate
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I think both Celes and Edgar would probably remind Setzer of Daryl but for different reasons
#i'm too tired to elaborate right now i just got off work#otherwise this post might be longer lmao#no this has nothing to do with the fact that i ship setzer and edgar that's a coincidence#okay maybe it has a little to do with it but without shipping goggles i think this statement is still valid#from what little we see of daryl in his flashback there's definitely a comparison that can be made between them#maybe maria reminded him of her too#it very much seems like what happened still weighs heavily on him#like he's even reminded of her while they're escaping kefka's tower at the end of the game#something something everyone in this game seriously needs therapy lmao#no this actually isn't related to my poly edgar post this was just a random thought in my adhd brain#edgar is the only character (other than daryl) i actually ship setzer with lmao oops#though i do see the vision behind setzer/locke/celes yall are galaxy brained#ff6#ffvi#final fantasy 6#final fantasy vi#my post#setzer gabbiani#celes chere#edgar roni figaro
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Alright, so I was over here thinking about various things, which led me down the path of thinking about Damien. As I sat with my thoughts, I was struck by a question: Why is Damien so often headcanoned as a person of color?
And as a person of color, I want to take a closer look at this and talk about it.
Preface: For those who may not be aware, I personally headcanon Damien as Black and Filipino. The entire DAMN crew is Black in one way or another because I wanted them to be. (I am also Black, for reference)
When I think about the reasons why I headcanon Damien as a person of color, it's largely in part because I relate to him and project my lived experiences onto him as a character. Lots of the stereotypes put onto fire elementals have been directed towards me, or I have witnessed directed towards other people of color. So if you were to look at the way he is treated on the basis of being a fire elemental and say "this is why I have this headcanon"? Sure, I can buy into it.
But then what about the vampires?
Vampires are treated poorly in canon as well. If I remember correctly, it's mentioned by Vincent in regards to him attending classes at DAMN. Separate from that, though, they are treated poorly on the basis of being "feeders". (D(a)emons could be thrown into this as well. But I have complex thoughts on some of the popular headcanons, so that's a conversation for another day). It is something that permeates their everyday lived experiences, even if not constantly acknowledged. Yet majority of the fandom regards them as white. It is rare that I see any of the vampires, speaker or otherwise, depicted as anything other pale and/or white. So to me, there isn't a universal correlation of "Canonical discrimination towards a character is regarded as POC coding".
Another argument I could see people having: "I think he's a person of color based on how his mom was treated." Let's unpack this as a concept.
In itself, I love this line of thinking. It's taking various factors into play when coming up with a headcanon, which is always fun to me. But when you examine canon, his mom is discriminated against on the basis of being humanborn. In canon, Lasko is also humanborn. It's a core part of him as a character (so much so that it's also present in the Imperium). Yet, again, he's largely regarded as white. I can count on my hand the amount of non-white Lasko designs I have encountered. And almost all of the people with those designs are POC themselves. If you take this into consideration, being humanborn is not synonymous with being POC coded (at least throughout the fandom). So there isn't any concrete justification of his mom being explicitly regarded as POC. And as such, it no longer influences what Damien could be racially speaking. So again, I ask: Why is he so often headcanoned as a person of color?
Because here's my thing about Damien. There's just as much basis for him to be white, and I would directly cite the way he talks about DAMN as a whole. He has audios with FL in Season 1 as an example, but I think extensively about his more recent audio with Gavin ("Supporting An Incubus"). Throughout that audio, I had one persisting thought. I could lead with "His heart's in the right place" and such. But that doesn't change the fact that yeah, he 100% sounds like a white savior. You could go as far to save he always sounds like one when he talks about DAMN. The only time I've thought otherwise is when I'm actively imagining him as POC, which doesn't change what is presented in canon.
But all of this is so largely ignored by the fandom in favor of other headcanons— A lot them being that he's Black. And when I see how that is paired with widely popular white Lasko headcanons, it rubs me the wrong way. Especially given that canonically, he was scared of Damien at one point (a fact affirmed in several audios). Before anyone tries to say "But it was because—", that doesn't negate or erase context and subtext.
As I said when I made my post in regards to Huxley and Darlin often being headcanoned as specifically Black, I cannot dictate anyone's thoughts/headcanons. That's not the purpose of sharing these thoughts. What I am trying to do is have a conversation about something that I think is worth discussing and examining further. There is no harm in thinking critically about media you enjoy, and that's what I'm striving to do.
Just consider what I'm saying. Please.
#redacted damien#To the people who already saw this in the server: Hi again /lh#I just kept thinking about this and really couldn't ignore how off-putting it was#I adore Damien as a character#He's an important character to me and I relate to him heavily#But I wanna have this conversation too
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an angel (me) looses its wings (gets shot) everytime someone only mentions fugo because of fugio
#GAH I CANT#not everything fugo related has to be related to a ship#it's like he's nothing without a ship and thats how way too many women in jjba are portrayed and it's frustrating#i get that people can headcanon whatever they want#and im all for it#BUT GUYS PLEASE CAN WE CARE MORE ABOUT INDIVIDUAL CHARACTERS#and i heavily hc that giorno is aroace#idk if im projecting but you can just FEEL that#and idk i don't think fugo would romantically be interested in him#i don't hc him as gay or straight though#do whatever you want#thanks for listening guys#inkedrambless#fugo#giorno giovanna#jjba
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uh huh
#mo has named him 'emo wolf man' because i said it looks like he's wearing eyeliner in the first image#i have more but they are heavily related to a big lore painting that is not done yet so they have to wait. sorry#art#my art#doodle#celeste galleon#egret ketch#ocs#my ocs#werewolf#artists on tumblr
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Note: in this case “favorite” means “most interesting/I would like to learn more about” rather than the stan definition where you think they’re personally awesome
#a song of ice and fire#asoiaf#arthur dayne#aerys targaryen#brandon stark#rhaegar targaryen#elia martell#joanna lannister#lyanna stark#tbh joanna and arthur were edge cases#but joannas ghost hangs so heavily over the lannisters who are the main human antagonists#in everything from how tywin relates to tyrion to the path the twins life took#and I’m convinced there’s an important story behind why arthur was guarding lyanna at the tower of joy#and why whatever happened when ned brought his sword to starfall made the daynes feel positively about him#I didn’t put ashara though because I’m convinced she’s just a red herring for jons mom#also I almost put benjen stark but we did technically meet him#though I think his disappearance will pay off
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re one of my last posts this has been in my drafts for like. a month. and ive thought it to myself in my head for longer than that.
#boycritter et al#this has concerning implications for the fact that i relate to him heavily. um. but hey i already was Pretty Sure
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