#i relate to eden so much
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Everyone always talks about how Nico and David are pretty clearly uncomfortable with/in denial about being out of the closet (which includes David... still being the closet! It's okay hun it's made of glass anyway take your time), but I've never seen anyone mention Eden being in the same boat.
Her deepest, darkest secret that she would kill for is that she's a lesbian and that she's kissed a girl before.
Her secret even mentions that she's scared her sexuality will "ruin her friendships" (get some better friends babes I beg of you)
It's nice to see lesbian characters that are comfortable in their own skin, but it's so important that we recognise the ones that aren't.
It's fine to portray these characters in a light that at some point they are comfortable with their sexuality, but I beg of you to not ignore the canon implications that they aren't 🙏🙏
As a lesbian myself, Eden is so so so important to me because it's so rare to see lesbian characters portrayed as both arbitrarily good and kind people but also still in some stage of denial about their sexual identity.
TLDR: please view eden’s relationship with her identity in the same way you view david and nico’s
#drdt#danganronpa despair time#eden tobisa#lesbian#i relate to eden so much#especially with her sexuality#david and nico get mentioned briefly
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Also of course, it ain't me if I don't crossover my current hyperfixation with my ultimate current hyperfixation. So... Degrees of Lewdity x ProjectMoon! (This post is full of me yapping as I explain each drawing, so I guess, be ready?)
First, I'll go hard with Whitney as R Corp. 4th Rabbit Team. The initial idea was that he reminds me so much of RHeath LMAO But eventually I love the idea because I think he'd go along with Myo well. Plus... Somehow imagining Whitney in Rabbit Team Hatchery shenanigans seems... Interesting.
Next is Eden. If anyone notice, I originally designed him based of 2 Abnos: Der Freischutz and Big Bird. Der Frei was, of course, a nod to his title as a Hunter, and a marksman as well. For Big Bird... Yeah definitely there's the Big Bird in DoL, yet I think temperance-wise, Eden does felt similar to Big Bird. A creature living in a forest, thinking they protect others by doing the action that definitely doesn't seems to be out of protection. As for RRH, oh think about this: Being hunted down while getting marked. One by a hunter, and another by a wolf. Oh isn't it just reminds me of something...? Right
Funny enough, before I designed the school LIs properly, I reimagined them as The City's feathers. "If they're living in the City and has to work with one Wing, which one they'll work on?" I've talked about R. Corp Whitney earlier so I'll talk about the others! Robin, L Corp. - I can imagine him with the pressing needs to survive under the weight of Bailey's rent ends up either being sent or signed himself up as an agent for L Corp. The Wing doesn't ask that much requirement as per Hokmah's story while the agent supposed to have a great pay (being a wing and all). Hence, I think he might work for L Corp. Sydney, K Corp. - The idea was that after graduating, Sydney might follow Sirris path in science. Being the obedient child she is (as we sees on the game before they get corrupted), she probably choose to do what Sirris might do hence her as K Corp. researcher. Oh anyway, truly this is just a fyi that doesn't seems to be related to anything, I reimagined Harper as Dongrang in this scenario, with the whole Teary-Thing problem exist. Oh, lucky enough for Sydney to help producing K Ampule that definitely just as seen in the canon Limbus story. Just saying. Kylar, W Corp. - This one actually a rather fun idea. This is set with the idea that Kylar work as the Clean Up Member, with parents that's definitely unaware with how their child work but nevertheless proud with him. They'd even use WARP Train solely to be sent off by Kylar each time, much to Kylar silent dismay. If only they know what Kylar has to clean up among the 6 seconds they went into the train... Read one of the reblog tag and yeah. It has to do with Love Town. And pretty much how Kylar had to regularly assemble his parents again and again each trip they made.
LCB! SYDNEY LET'S GOOOO!!!! This idea came as I made my LCB-esque ID Card for Sydney. The idea of LCB Sydney's background was that it's pretty much what happened in the game, but make it The City-esque and seen from Sydney's eyes. It's fun imagining her as a Dieci Fixer who was caught in a complicated issue which she rather dip out from as she hasn't fully grow the backbone to face it yet. Oh right, in this AU I reimagined Ivory as Abnormality and both Sydney and Kylar got their EGO. Sydney got their Longing Phase EGO (HE, Gloom) while Kylar got the Haunting Phase EGO (WAW, Wrath). I actually had a draft of how the EGO works and its gimmick but let's talk it later on lol
When Yield My Flesh event is up on Limbus, my head doing the funny by thinking, "Damn... Jun Wren sounds cool..." then I remember Tingtang exist like jfgdjfgbjd HE FITS BETTER AS TINGTANG WHY DIDN'T I THINK ABOUT IT ON A SIDE NOTE, I also had the thought on how Bailey MIGHT kills it as either a Kurokumo or a Middle. After all, Middle never forget... Just like how Bailey never forget your rent LOL
And last but not least: Sydney and Robin as L Corp. Agent! Robin will be a high Temperance agent which work for Safety Team, while Sydney is the high Fortitude, high Prudence Disciplinary Team Captain. Oh, if you do notice: I made Sydney's cross looks like Penitence EGO Weapon. It's actually based of this idea of how One Sin and WhiteNight's dynamic thematically fits Sydney the Faithful and Sydney the Fallen. The name of both Abnos' EGO Set-- "Penitence" and "Paradise Lost" respectively, both fits the image of each Sydneys. Hence, I draw them in both EGO Sets!
#Degrees of Lewdity#DoL#DoL Fanart#Whitney the Bully#Robin the Orphan#Sydney the Faithful#Sydney the Fallen#Eden the Hunter#Kylar the Loner#Should I also tags PJM related stuff here??? I unno honestly#But yea the easiest way to make me yap is by THINKING about anything PJM#SDBHJDFBJDHFJDFG I JUST LOVE CONCEPT OF THE CITY SO MUCH OKAY#IT'S LIKE... You can make anything inside it YET it also has its own whole sets of worldbuilding that makes you just think#'damn think about all the possibility can happen if these people became part of the City. Like just think!!!!'#This has become a chronic illness fr fr fr#Wren the Smuggler#I FORGET TO TAG WREN IM SORRYYYYY
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huge fan of the way ea robinson rips into gawain in his merlin poem by calling him a shit tier king and comparing and contrasting him with the beloved court fool to conclude that gawain is the bigger fool for letting his feelings for lancelot cloud his judgment. it's like a roast but it comes off so affectionate. girl same
#the dagonet-merlin and dagonet-gawaine dynamics are both so good here.... raised millions for me personally#ea robinson#gawain#ambrosius#dagonet#arthuriana#dagonet x gawain#��sometimes i wish i had a full Round Table of Gawaines” top 10 most relatable arthur quotes#i truly love this poem so much vivien can trap me in her garden of eden any day and i wouldnt complain. Unlike Some
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brother can you like let me breathe for a bit because this is the face of a girl who just got a facial. settle down
#IS THIS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN I KEEP HANGING OUT WITH EDEN ONLY#im getting swarmed by LIs help me#eri baby im so sorry#oh right and baby girl has the cat tf rn cause she can't stop drinking milk#and this is what happens#ITS CUTE I'D SAY#i love the new sprites#they look so much better now#dol#dol related#degrees of lewdity#dol avery#avery the businessperson#dean rambles
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[ suddenly getting emotional over the fact that i used to be so anxious and insecure about writing eden ( or calling the trailblazer eden instead of the default name stelle ) or how ppl might view her given how i had a certain personality developed for her even before the game was released. and looking at her now, having forged such wonderful dynamics and bonds with so many ppl and growing into her own self beyond what i, as a mun, could ever envisioned. i'm just so so grateful to those who had stuck by me since i debut this menacing raccoon and help forge her core and identity to become who she is today. ]
#.ooc#[ i'm probably not making much sense but i'm just#suddenly hit by this realization that without all the muses that had been in eden's life she wouldn't be ' eden '#all the interactions / dynamics / relations / bonds she had forged on here#are what defined eden as eden and set her apart from stelle#and i owe it to every single one of you welcoming her & loving her as much as you guys do#the same goes for yinyue who i had written even before w.uwa was released#dON'T MIND ME I'M JUST GETTING EMOTIONAL RANDOMLY BUT#LOOKING BACK & LOOKING AT HOW FAR THEY'VE COME MADE ME SO !!#SOBS THANK YOU FOR LOVING THEM & MAKING THEM UNIQUE WITH YOUR MUSES' INFLUENCES !!#I CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S BEEN A YEAR AND A HALF SINCE I HAD THIS RACCOON LOOKIT HER STILL HOGGING THE BRAINCELL ]
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Please go listen to The Night Does Not Belong to God and then immediately listen to Euclid.
Be prepared to feel all the emotions and cry your eyes out.
#I love sleep token so much#made this connection when the new album came out but I feel the need to share#vessel is a genius#not greta related#vessel#sleep token#take me back to Eden#the night does not belong to god#euclid#sundowning
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the way colorism is so ingrained in people on drdt twitter is absolutely foul. you literally got mfs lightening up slightly brown characters, tanned and even FAIRSKINNED characters. eden and charles are slightly brown (charles is lighter than eden and eden is slightly ashy) and they're still lightened up. teruko is only very slightly (permanently) tanned and shes so close to being fairskinned than brown, yet even she's lightened up LIKE EVEN HER SKINTONE ISN'T "ENOUGH"? smh im tired like get yall hands off of them... and rose too cuz i dont even wanna know how these people draw rose LMAO
#not like i expect the fandom too care. even the fandom ignore that hu is canonly plus sized#the drdt community is never going to have a discussion about this. art of these characters being lightened receive support so#ill just. keep rolling my eyes and sigh. im tired#i think that eden's one of the few characters who adds to representation of brown skinned characters in media#that is dangan related... which is good bc most of the (only very very few) canon brownskinned characters are bad respresentation#edens skintone is the closest to mine (im slightly darker) and even tho she blasian and slightly ashy i felt kind of represented#just to think that people feel the need to lighten up her skintone is dissappointing :')#its not that hard to draw brown skin... in fact some art i see where these characters are light isnt RENDERED that much#so technically it wouldnt be that hard to draw brown skin since they wouldnt even need to render it#bad enough that dr is colorist and racist.. its sour to just take away respresentation that the canon game did so poorly
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#sims#ts3#sims 3#photoshoots#character verse#emmelie hyun#taylor astra#she's still related to lennon but is now their niece (their brother's daughter)#I missed these two#for the most part of 2022/23 they weren't a thing anymore because taylor didn't fit into the new universe#due to her origins and how she was lennon's daughter from another relationship#but in the current version (which is significantly different from whatever that was) lennon never dates anyone except tobias#so she was kinda replaced by tobias and lennon's older daughter#but the daughter (harper) ended up as a completely different character and I wanted to bring back taylor#so now they're cousins#and she's once again with em because... they're a classic#em was briefly with tobias and lennon's younger daughter (eden) but I missed her and taylor#and they're now so much better developed and it's just the right time for them
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Oh I can talk about the naming schemes for the fusions, I think it's fun! I can also out who the others are now.....
The names are of things that are pairs, or sets of two!
Love stories are typically romance stories between two people, hence Love Story is Galvarium and Pandora, two entities.
An eclipse, both solar and lunar ones, involve the sun and the moon- Laycie (the sun) and Medlo (the moon). They are Eclipse.
Monarchy of Hearts is a little different- Monarchy suggests one, but "of Hearts", hearts being plural, suggests multiple. Monarchy is the singular entity formed by Tagashei (as Mad Rabbit) and Kisaki (as Alpha Decay). Side note that I think is fun, while Love Story is themed around the heart shape, Monarchy of Hearts is themed around the human heart (Kisaki is part of this, so of course it is!).
Needle and Thread is pretty easy to see, it's two objects. The thread refers to Fate (or Indeterminate Fate), and the needle refers to Yugami. Unlike the last three, which are fusions between lovers, Needle and Thread is a collective of two acquaintances. As long as there is extreme trust between each party, their physical forms can bond together.
Eden is also pretty self explanatory, I think. Garden of Eden, only has Adam and Eve, etc etc etc. This one is Atomus and Evelyn. Again, it isn't a fusion between lovers, but of siblings.
#OC#I need to get a name for this whole thing so I can start tagging text posts relating to it..#I have a few more fusions in mind but they're mostly for fun#Also need a better term than ''fusion''- the science behind it is so much more than just merging into one#Again I named Atomus and Evelyn their names out of spite.. and made them siblings because I'm tired. Of the romance with the Eden symbolism#There is freedom to do more with that and no one wants to play around and bend the rules <(_ _)>#So I did (❁´◡`❁)
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is the foah account you're talking about @/foahchoseme?
yep
#i blocked them forever ago youre safe to bitch about them here#just glanced at their page their bio and and title are still foah related but it seems like theyre mostly posting about byler#but when they stopped believing in byler after v2 they were fucking insane with foah posts it was disgusting#AND THEYRE IN THEIR THIRTIES#its not like its some kid who will learn that this is weird THEY ARE AN ADULT#they kept claiming that all their shared looks were just bc finn and noah are in love its so ungodly weird#they post gifs of them just making eye contact or friendly touching each other and have a wholeass analysis on their sexualities with it#the thing that got me is they kept on acting like they know them personally#they would always respond to hate with ‘i KNOW what im seeing i know how these two feel about each other’#LIKE GIRL NO YOU FUCKING DONT#their blog seems moderately normal rn tho but i didnt scroll dowm much theres probably still stuff on it considering its still their bio#byler#eden answers
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#sorry for posting me so much but i am litsrally so relatable#hiyori#hiyori tomoe#enstars hiyori#eden enstars#eden
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something incredibly fulfilling but also terrible and heart-wrenching about studying while burying the dead plays in the background
#this song kills me every time but i love it so so much#especially the samuel kim version#anything related to ahsoka tano has me in a chokehold tbh#eden’s music recs#star wars#givemea-dam-opinion
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rinoa n squall i love them so much they're the cutest 🥺
#🌙.rambles#[ ffviii. ]#i was working for. a few minutes then i got distracted oops >.>#THEY'RE SO CUTE#i rlly have to play ffviii. Soon. hopefully#the way rinoa teases squall . they're so cute#yk the kinda like. thoughts stuff they do in dialogue#they did that too for ffxiv with eden w gaia iirc.#i. relate a lot w both rinoa n squall help#randomly thinking abt them bcs i can't even rmb how but i came across a video n both of them were in it for a bit#OH i was watching smth abt. video game music hdakflsdjf head empty just video games n music 😭😭#n squall smiling at rinoa. that was so sweet#i love final fantasy so much i went to my notes rq n i have some of their quotes written down there#n i scrolled a bit n i saw zack too >< i really. want to play. ccr when i can.#hmmm. i want to do a lot rn but i also just. want to sleep T_T but i have stuff to do for tmrrw#when you're. a kid. way younger. it's like you have all the time in the world#those days seem so long ago n it hurts sometimes thinking of. how we can't really ever return to them#but#🥹 idk reading the dialogue between rinoa n squall comforts me so much#i see so much of myself in both of them. esp rinoa i think when i'm not sad myself#DAMN THOUGH BRO 'You smiled when our eyes met. It made me feel calm / tranquil. Rinoa....'#their dialogue is so wholesome it just makes me happy#final fantasy is. rlly just a big comfort to me. it's been there ever since i was a kid yk?#from the ones i don't have though. i really really want to play ffviii. excluding ffxiv.. rinoa's my fav from the girls#actually. even including ffxiv. rinoa & zero & gaia & ysayle r all on the same level for me#'We'll be waiting. Like I said / who knows what's gonna happen in the future... but I have a feeling we'll be together for a while.'#RINOA ^^ n then at the end w the future stuff n staying tgther squall going 'those were your words' THEY'RE SO DEAR TO ME#sorry i cope with fiction i don't want to think too much uwahfdkhfsklfjk i'm so sleepy
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i saw eden????? in person????? like i was in the same building as him….. i heard my favorite songs live…. i heard balling live and sci fi and drugs…. i cried during forever//over…. i heard eden Actually SING “everything will be alright” live with my own ears……I SAW CRASH LIVE?????????!
#everyone whose talked abt concerts of the people they love has said it was like an Experience that they couldn’t believe was real#hearts pounding minds racing#that’s the calmest i’ve ever felt in my life#literally pressed up against a sea of people#behind these tall ass guys and watching people ahead of me hold their phones up while spongebob played for fun#that was the calmest experience of my Life#I HAVE PHOTOS OF EDEN ON MY FUCKING PHONE RIGHT NOW#I HAVE A VIDEO OF HIM HAVING TO RESTART BALLING TWICE BC HE FORGOT THE WORDS AND JUST LAUGHING#in related news#eden is actually hot as fuck and my voice kink was having a goddamn Field day#how to make this man’s laugh my ringtone but only for very very special occasions#like when i need a little happiness boost#I HEARD ROCK + ROLL LIVE#I HEARD THE FUMES CHORUS LIVE#i treasure this so much#personal#i’m this weird amalgamation of how do i exist knowing he exists and i can’t tell him how cool he is to me#and i Have to continue existing so one day i can do something impressively and tell him
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i would like to make an announcement that will probably land me on the psych ward
i didnt unlock flying anywhere until i was caught up. 6.1. my first region was elpis (not counting azys lla for obvious reasons) because i didnt want to be running to the portal to pandaemonium upon the 6.2 launch. most regions? not before 6.2. didnt do the mount speed either. i was slow walking all throughout shadowbringers and endwalker. i saw the aether current count of the endwalker regions and just refused. too much. not looking for that many. i did, eventually, for every region......except ultima thule.
#ok lets see i unlocked the hw locations because i wanted to replay hw#i unlocked one stormblood region bc of the omega quests#and traversing the red sea without flight was so bad. though that was also one of the last ones i unlocked#shadowbringers was completionist#mare lamentorum was because doing the hildi quests SUCKED#garlemald i just fucked around in. the lore around it makes my brain enjoy exploring it#i WILL unlock ultima thule. one day. when i get sick of that 5/6 complete screen on the aether currents tab#work harder not smarter as one of my friends said. i am severely mentally ill.#its very much an 'i could go look for aether currents... OR i could do [insert thing here]'#in the time since 6.2 i have done bozja gotten 4 more classes to level 90 levelled miner from 1 to 80 levelled botanist from 1 to 50#fisher from 9 to 70#i have worked on my island sanctuary#i have done abyssos often enough that i have the full sets for healer ranged-phys melee & tank AND i have 2 of the causality weapons#and of course i unlocked mount speed in some areas. got all the aether currents in almost all of them#i soloed coils#i unlocked all of omega & eden. ivalice. void ark. still working on alexander & the nier raids#my brain is doing everything in its power to keep me from doing any task i say ill do#i also painted several things related to the game and have written over 150k words of fanfic#mmm i did make a start this week i did 2 side quests in ultima thule#im so sorry. by the way.
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writing abt the themes of sexuality in a book as a sex repulsed asexual has got to be one of the funniest ideas i’ve ever had
#east of eden#somebody ask me abt cathy rn i love her character so much#it’s such an interesting concept#especially since east of eden is a giant biblical allusion#although i don’t know the bible it’s still interesting to think abt the book in relation to common views abt sexuality and christianity#asexual#arospec
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