#i really want to write sex stuff...
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i LOVE women and im a christian and sometimes reading commentaries on the Bible makes me feel fucking crazy stay safe out there girls
#negative#im MAD#its fine tho#christianity tw#religion tw#sa tw#trigger warning for the tags im going to get specific:#okay so im writing an essay or book depending on how long it end sup being on women in the bible#ive been working on it for a few years#and i keep coming across people who excuse the way womens virginity in Deuteronomy is discussed because of the like... parternity argument?#which first of all wait a year ffs dont need to do all that#but the thing that really gets me is people who say that feminists are only upset about it bc of desire to sleep around and like#if you can cntrl f replace women with sex toy then maybe you need to reconsider how youre talking about women#its just some stuff theyre saying in the bible is just cruel and evil and sinful to say about a human being#THAT is the complaint#its giving straw man fallacy yk#its giving i don't want to actually deal with the topic at hand#abuse tw
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jace literally got shattered at the altar of cliffbreaker and you expect me to be normal about that??
#girl it's so dire i had a meeting with my boss today about a new project#and like she knows i write as a hobby so she asked me what ive been writing lately#and like. i'm not gonna bring up luxury sex object prison at work. i need this job.#so i just said 'oh yknow ive been busy with the move and everything so i havent had time to write'#and then she said that if i ever want to show her a finished piece i'm welcome to.#im so so sorry belinda youre a great manager but unless you get really cool about a lot of stuff thats not gonna happen
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Hey! I love your fics!! Are you writing anything these days?
hi thank you so much! i am definitely still writing, albeit at the pace of forming stalagmites, but someday i'll post something again :')
#anonymouse#i have to make things longer. they never feel long enough 😭#like i hammer out some sex stuff and then i'm like sweet that should be good right? and then i look at word count and it's not even 1k#and then i'm like wtfdym? that's not a fic!! not to me!!#recently i started writing one fic from the opposite pov and that was fun#for the span of one sitting-in-my-car-before-work#cuz it's lowkey like heehee i already know the 'plot' it's there already and now i just get to explore it from the other side#which is just me writing fic about my own INCOMPLETE BTW fic 🤣#i really want to get that one out though i just have to be satisfied with it first yk#and it's just so hard to write sex 😭#which just means i need to read more/do more research
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Oh and I started writing the ace!Eddie fic I mentioned the other week. I have the first part drafted and it could stand on its own but it would be very bittersweet and that’s not entirely my jam, so I’ve planned a second part and need at least a third.
I’m just trying to reconcile how I usually write Steve with the Steve I want in this fic (sexual compatibility is very important to me so he’s not how I usually see Steve for that to work) and I’m not 100% I can make it feel right to me but fingers crossed!
#steddie#sorry I’m very chatty atm#the huge anxiety I’ve felt since the end of September has lifted and now I’m really chipper 🤣#but yeah I personally just need fic about ace characters to be more reflective of my experience?#just because of my own hang ups I find it hard to read certain stuff in ace fic and I’m writing this to be self indulgent lol#I just don’t know if I can make this Steve feel like Steve if that makes sense#i know I never write smut but I still tend to imagine them both wanting and having sex#and usually once I latch onto a thing that’s it lmao#so this is kind of a challenge but yeah idk I don’t need to write all this lol#pizzaqueenwrites
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I am just not feeling it right now, so it might be a little while before the next part of the crossover comes out.
I'm not stuck on ideas per se, so once I get back in the mood I'll probably finish part 2 quickly, but yeah.
#it might sound funny but my horniness tends to increase with boredom#I think it makes sense since the more bored I am the more likely I am to fantasize#but the counterpoint to that is when a non-sexual idea occupies my attention my desire for sex drops#like one time I got really into re-learning the lore of this story I was into as a kid#and my sex drive went to 0#or if I'm really into a TV show or what have you#the funny thing is that like imagine I'm in a relationship and the other person wants sex but I'm not in the mood#all I need to do is read a mind-numbingly boring academic journal article or something#and I'll be in the mood again#but when I do have this sort of not interested in sex mood I like to make the most of it so yeah#I'm not going to read boring stuff just to write the crossover
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Can't explain how unspeakably hot Lizzie is in that specific gifset (prior reblog chain)
#the yearning the yearning#the taut and furiously trembling wire of her body#the curve of her arse through the satin#and after the sleek and sheeted softness of the actual sex scene which was really comfort and cradling#that particular stride is what's thrumming with heat and passion#wanting tommy to rise to that (and he can't)#what's hot about those two is never really about penetration#one reason why i like writing sex for txl as just this Thing that happens and maybe it's good and maybe it's bad but what's actually-#-hot is other stuff happening around the sex. more passion in one sentence than in 20mins of sex#also one reason why they feel vaguely queer at some level#one is the performative nature of their heterosexuality (tommy performing 'acceptable' masculinity lizzie performing 'acceptable' femininit#when they were/are both 'unacceptable' versions of both masculinity and femininity)#the other is how sex is the constant and the defining element but#sex is less of the point than the fact they are having sex with each other in that performative context#idek how to explain there's just some dynamic bending going on no matter how i try to parse it
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got a 6teen take/confession of your own?
#6teen#6teen lydia#fresh tv#total drama#6teen fandom#6teen takes#6teen confessions#write whatever you want anon it's fiction#can always post it anonymously if you're really worried#but also this is fandom#its made for and run by weirdos you are in good company and really do not need to be worrying this much over fictional stuff that harms no1#(tho i will say being all for extreme gore and violence to the characters but not sex is very hypocritical lol)
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we NEED to get weirder (hornier) about royjamie
#royjamie#ppl are a little bit weird about them but we can do MORE#THEYRE very weird and the fic energy doesn’t often match#i’ve burned through just about every amount of d/s dynamic/bdsm/whatever#and i am really scraping the bottom of the barrel in terms of quality now#AND so few of them even capture the vibes that feel Right for them. to me.#more s1 era that gets agressive and a little too genuinely mean#more weird messing around with the coach dynamic and blurring of lines with training and sex stuff#there’s a little of that but not the way i WANT#i don’t have anything specific to write tho <3 i will only know what i’m looking for when i see it#r.txt#ted lasso
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The best feeling in the world is when there’s a piece of media you know you love and you’ve hyped it up as your favorite thing for so long but you haven’t revisited it in a while so you start to worry if it’s really as good as you make it out to be and so you go back and revisit it and it’s like. Oh this is even better than I remembered this shit rules
#the klock keeps ticking#i always get this feeling when i play 999 but tonight i got it with the letter#cuz ive uh finally decided to bite the bullet and play the evil meanie route where everyone dies 😟#a route ive put off for so long cuz its just too damn sad to think about akjdksk god it hurts#and ive played like for the most part every route of this game EXCEPT this one but i know the ending is really dark and i need to see it#plus i will at least get my beloved torture scene in so thats nice#i didnt kill off isabella though its a coma route which i hope still allows me to get the ending i want cuz i mean shell still be out of#commission in the final scene so hopefully it works out#but yeah no i started off tonight on the marianne chapter and while i did skip around through it cuz ive played it many times and i just#wanna get to the important stuff already alskj i also just replayed some of the best parts#aka the shit where lorraine appears and the gay shit alksks and god like hnnnghh not only does this chapter still ruin me emotionally#i also just remembered why i love this character so much and remembered just how good the character writing in this game is#and i also played into the rebecca chapter and didnt skip as much cuz i actually am not as familiar with the coma route#cuz it makes me sad and i never revisited it lol and i havent gotten to The Scene that makes me sob yet#its so coming though dont worry but idk i guess its just been cuz ive been thinking about p3 so much lately#and in particular shinji both the death route and coma route but in particular the coma cuz thats what im writing#and damn lol the letter just writes the grief and nuanced relationships and death stuff so much better lol god#like marianne loses her childhood best friend whom she has a gay ass relationship with to suicide and like its just better#she blames herself and still isnt even kinda okay with it after 13 years#like it just fucking ruined her and the only thing keeping her from losing it is her repression and drinking problem and unattached sex#and then with coma route well fucking first off isabellas friends actually like. visit her frequently damn#and they just all have such unique ways of coping like Zach is being optimistic so no one gets too upset#rebecca is sorta in charge of making sure everything goes smoothly she has to contact the family and make big decisions#and shes also just taking the most stress and shes got so many complicated feelings around isabella going on but she genuinely cannot stand#that isabella is hurt shes fucking destroyed she loves isabella and then ashton AAAAA god yeah i also just remembered that hes SUCH a good#character hes like being a genuine asshole right like Rebecca calls to tell him that isabella is comatose now and he literally doesnt let#her say anything he literally says ‘i dont have time for other things rn’ like the wellness of his friend is just ‘other things’#but you just know thats not it not at all hes burying himself in work to the point of destruction so he can figure out who did this and make#everything okay and he refuses to show even an ounce of vulnerability cuz THE SECOND HE DOES IT ALL COMES OUT AND HE CANT GET OUT OF BED#ANYMORE CUZ HOW IS HE SUPPOSED TO BE OKAY WHEN THE LOVE OF HIS LIFE IS DYING
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just bruce and jason regularly having sex as a way to blow off steam.
#sometimes i just wanna write more simple basic stuff#okay i actually have so many thoughts and ideas about this but its late and my head is killing me#but like they ofc never talk about it#because communication is not their thing lmao#but having sex is a way to just let the frustration out#and say things they cant with words#and talking about it would make it messier#and blablabla#but then one of them start seeing someone else casually#lets say jason but it works for both really#and bruce isnt prepared for the intense jealousy he feels when he sees them together#and the next time they speak bruce’s voice is clipped and flat#jason catches on quickly#and maybe he starts teasing a bit#purposely rubbing it in#they're still having sex though#and bruce wants to meet more often and comes up with excuses#because ofc he can't say out loud that he wants to see jason more and he wants them to be exclusive#he doesnt want jason with anyone else
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Room 115
Missing scene between Doggett and Scully in Deadalive.
637 words, read here on AO3
She was dozing in that same vinyl chair, hands curled protectively over her distended abdomen. It had been a long few days, he could feel the weight of them hanging off his bones, and he couldn’t imagine just how exhausted she must be to have crashed out in such an uncomfortable position. But he also knew there was no chance of getting her to leave Mulder’s side – he wondered how long the hospital staff had tried before giving up. With a glance back at the darkened room, he headed towards the nurse’s desk just down the hall.
‘Sir, visiting hours are over – have been for a couple of hours now. How’d you even get up here.’
‘With this,’ he flashed his badge. ‘Is there any chance we can get a cot or something for room 115? It’s just...she’s sleepin’ in that chair and in her condition-‘
‘This is the ICU, sir. Allowing her to stay is already highly unusual.’
‘Highly- the man’s been dead three months; it’s all highly unusual,’ he hissed, shaking his head. ‘Look, she just saved his life: can you at least spare her a pillow or some blankets or something?’
The nurse dropped her head and sighed, ‘I’ll see what I can do. I can’t guarantee anything, though.’
‘Thank you,’ he nodded, heading back towards room 115 and slipping quietly into the room. There was little visible change in Mulder, the monitors beeping away, his face the same scarred visage it had been when they’d dug him up, if slightly less peaky in colour, sans the tubes and wires that had been pumping life into him.
He crouched by the chair and rested a hand on Scully’s shoulder, shook her gently, ‘Agent Scully?’ She groaned, turning away from him, and he resisted a smile as he tried again to rouse her, ‘Dana, wake up.’
‘Mm. Doggett? ‘t’s’wrong? Mulder? Is- is he-?’ she wrenched herself upright, her neck cracking audibly and a muffled grunt leaving her lips as pain flashed across her face, gone in an instant and replaced with her fear.
‘Nothing. Nothing, calm down. No change.’
She slumped back down, letting her eyes slid shut again as she moaned, ‘why’d you wake me then?’
‘It’s been three days. Maybe you should go home, take a shower, get some rest – some proper rest.’
‘No. No, I’m not leaving him. I’m going to be right here when he wakes.’
‘Scully-‘
‘He’s been alone for months, Agent Doggett. I’m not leaving him alone again.’
‘Okay, okay,’ he rocked back onto his heels. ‘Can I at least get you something to eat?’
She smiled, nodded gently, ‘if you wouldn’t mind.’ She let out a sharp hiss and dropped her hand to the side of her stomach, her smile broadening. She looked up at him, took in his concerned expression, ‘kid’s got one hell of a right hook. They’ve, uh, they’ve been more active the last couple of days – like they know he’s here,’ she scoffed and shook her head. ‘Which is stupid. I imagine it’s got more to do with my emotions and hormones being all...out of wack, and that’s affecting the baby.’
‘You don’t have to explain it, Agent Scully. Maybe the kid does know he’s here: stranger things have happened.’
‘You can say that again,’ she sighed, rubbing circles wearily on the side of her stomach. ‘I’ve prayed for him to be returned so many times, and now he’s back I- I’ve got no idea what I’m going to say to him.’
He gave her a soft smile and patted her shoulder, ‘I’m sure you’ll know what to say when the time comes. Now, what can I get you to eat?’
‘Something spicy? Ooh, and something salty. I don’t mind what.’
‘Spicy and salty,’ he nodded, ‘I’ll see what I can do.’
Tagging @today-in-fic
#look at me attempting to write x files stuff again#I promise im working on Battle of the Sexes for those concerned#but im really struggling to write anything so#i do hope to have the next chapter finished by the end of march though - or at least that's what I'm trying to do#i will say ive written 2800 words of it so far and none of it is sexy. at all. i know what I want to write#i just cant get it onto the page#anyway#my writing#the x files#x files fanfic#txf fanfic#xf fanfic
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mistynat thoughts brewing but to make this idea work i’d have to write both timelines and the gymnastics im gonna have to perform to get young nat to spend a second alone with misty in the wilderness will be olympic gold medal worthy
#also i’m scared of writing something that’s then wildly disproved by canon#which i shouldn’t give a shit about but for some reason i do#like i want to write a fic now but also wouldn’t it be better once i’ve seen the whole season and get the vibe down?#mistynat#misty x nat#misty x natalie#it’s gonna be like a trippy hallucinatory time fucky did they or didn’t they thing#and they’re gonna remember stuff differently maybe#i write a long one shot where they don’t really like each other but have sex anyway?#groundbreaking#yellowjackets
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PLEASEE POST A NEW CHAPTER OF THE SUGAR DADDY FIC I AM ON MY HANDS AND KNEES 😭😭😭😭😭
Updating All These Nights tonight and then Sugar is next to be updated, promise promise.
#ask#sugar daddy fic#i have been in a writing rut that is known#so i needed to work out some more canon stuff to get the voices back yk? hence updating the other fic first#but also i still feel like the last chapter fell off hard cos i got like no comments#which i know is like 'who cares' but i think i majority switched the style (like for myself) last chapter and i really like it but#if people didnt respond to it#im a little stumped on where to go#(again not in the story but style-wise)#people do not respond to long chapters? people dont respond to the dennis chapters? too much time wasted on sex? idk im#yeah like just a little lost on what people enjoy in the story and what i should gut/cut down on i guess#cos last chapter is hands down my favourite ive written#content wise its close to 6..#but style-wise i know its so fucking long but i thought it flowed really well and god i love exploring dennis' weird relationship with sex#but to me like only 4 people finished that chapter#to clarify. in my head there are literally only max 10 people who read this thing#and 2 of them are my random friends who arent in this fandom and just want to read what im writing#and neither of them bothered with a 27k chapter.. lol#so im stumped trying to pace the writing and rework how i thought it would go#cos i dont know what people enjoy in the fic!!! and seemingly did not respond to in what i thought was the best chapter so far.. lmfao#sorry you caught me on 30hrs awake and way too much coffee
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You're more amazing than an integer between 0 and 100
When I made my outline for my latest story I realized "Wait. The protagonist is just angry and miserable for like 75% of the story. This isn't fun. Oh no what do I do???" And then I remembered that the premise involves the protagonist being taken to a palace. With a wide variety of luxurious Things to enjoy. So that just kind of solved itself.
Protip: If your sub's bad mood is bothering you then simply give them a steak that's more expensive than their entire house.
#asks#pretty proud of chapter 1's ending in that regard#establishing that there's a very enjoyable silver lining for him#also came up with a bunch of fun filler chapter concepts where the protag gets to be happy#tho now i'm realizing that the story outline is still a bit sparse with the kinky fun that i was intending for it#but that's basically just how i write at this point lol#plot story with occasional kink#kinda reminds me of adastra in that way#i was sold on it as “an alien anthro wolf hunk kidnaps you to make you his pet” and it was like 85% serious plot 10% romance and 5% sex#unfortunately there was basically no fun “pet” stuff like i wanted but it was a good story#fortunately my story WILL contain kinky fun stuff!#but it doesn't really have any until chapter 3 lol#very much a plot story#by which i mean “i had an idea for a chapter i liked and it turns out i need 9 chapters of setup to get there”#although a bunch of those are the fun filler chapters that are there for tone reasons rather than plot#and one of them is plot filler e.i. there needed to be more in-universe time between two chapters so i had to put something between them#it ALSO helps the tone. i learned my lesson from RTR that putting back-to-back misery is not something you should do carelessly#is it better for the tone to flip-flop between serious angry stuff and fun silly stuff? maybe#i have no idea how to best handle tone lol
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Louies’/1D stans are ridiculous with their “Louis carried the band because he wrote all the music” argument. By that logic, they should be saying that Julien and co. carried 1D. Why give so much credit the guy who was one of several writers on less than half of 1D’s songs and contributed the least vocally? Of 1D’s 92 listed songs (excluding 1D and the charity single), Louis has 38 credits and Liam has 35 (largely on the same songs). (Zayn, Niall, and Harry are credited on 11, 17, and 21 tracks, respectively.) So if you’re going to claim Louis “made” 1D’s sound, then you actually have to say Louis AND Liam did (especially since Liam said Louis focused on lyrics while he focused on melody/beat or whatever). Again, contributing to less than half of a discography is poor evidence of anyone “carrying” anything, especially since he didn’t do much vocally, either on the record or during performances. It’s also a stupid argument given that 1D were not known for they songwriting and certainly not for their lyricism—they were frequently critiqued as “more brand than band” and it was quite blatant that members (especially the “redundant” ones) were shoved into the writing room to give the appearance of “authenticity” to their music.
Louis got credit for suggesting song concepts and the occasional lyric. Liam got credit for singing various parts after the professionals had already worked out the melody.
#by concepts I mean really simple stuff like 'let's write about how hard it is when your gf dumps you but you still want to have sex'#louis tomlinson#louis tomlinson songwriting
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