#i really should just make a playlist for when i need an IV of serotonin straight to the feels

[sweet-little-dude]

*throws random song at you* i was watching tatort yesterday (some german tv show) and easy by mesadorm started playing. fits like half of the tokrev cast /hj but it specifically gives me akashi siblings vibes tho that might be bc i’m kinda hyperfixated on takeomi rn but like. look at the lyrics (yes that’s the whole song i couldn’t decide on a specific part):

like?? akashi siblings song ???

also if you know any akashi siblings playlists/songs i am BEGGING on my knees they’ve got me in a chokehold and all i could find yet was this song, completely by chance. i’m in need of stuff i can listen to throughout the day to feed the hyperfixation with serotonin

omg surprise elys ask hello my love :333

but yes big fat major akashi and sano vibes :(( its like comforting but sad at the same time?? like a parting gift if that makes sense? but yeah it major sad :( honestly as u should takeomi is just<3

i sadly do not know any akashi sibs playlists but after digging through my playlists i gift you the song puberty by wilt :33333333 one of the most beautiful songs ive ever heard yet so so very sad. og song is abt the vocalist's father and her family so it automatically is family related thus akashis 💪💪

and i really really don't wanna spoil the song cuz its a hugeeeee surprise but there's a few specific lyrics i'd like to point out (aka me analysing and comparing the whole song to these siblings):

"when i thought i ruled the world / standing on your shoulders / when my life felt so round / when we still went to playgrounds / but it always / turns upside down" big big huge akashi vibes esp when sen and haru were kids :(( and ofc the last two lines giving the vibe of their lives starting to get more complex and each other them growing apart

"when it was just you and me / before i hit puberty / rock band posters on the wall / our little family in it all / and when the vinyl hit the floor i couldn't see you anymore" kind of just reminiscing on the memories they had as a family and stuff before yk the big thing happening before everything turned to shit

"and when the violence in my head gets loud i forget you're even dead" now this is like peak right. hugeeeee part of the song the lyrics goes along with what happens and sheihxjwbw but this definitely reminds me of a most probably existing time line where sanzu is in bonten and he suddenly remembers his dead sister. or his dead mother (? i don't remember if shez dead or not). angst!

but yeah love wilt im a such a wilter and an akashi truther

[f0xfordcomma]

when there are ten million things to do and the only background noise your brain can tolerate are just the best scenes and episodes of your otp's being otp-ish. ✌🏻

[nontoxic-writes]

top 12 songs of 2020

Thank you to @alamborghini for tagging me in this! (this may have been a mistake on your part as i only listen to taylor swift lmao im so sorry for whats about to go down)

Rules: share your 12 favorite songs from this year (one from each month or just your favorites overall) and tag 12 people! I make monthly playlists but its essentially just red-1989-rep-lover and a mix of like three other albums so im gonna pick non-taylor songs as much as possible lol. also adding spotify links because these are jams tbh.

January: when i wasnt watching by mandy moore / “my favorite version of me disappeared through longer days and shorter years��

February: tiff song by noah reid / “that’s a town I had to leave I didn’t want to leave at all. and when I wear it it makes me feel alone. it's a reminder that I needed a reminder of a place I once called home”

March: god of wine by third eye blind / “She takes a drink and then she waits, the alcohol it permeates. and soon the cells give way and cancels out the day”

April: bloodshot by dove cameron / “i know that they're all probably right, and I know i should just say goodnight. but it's harder to see you're not mine with my bloodshot eyes”

May: treacherous by taylor swift / “all we are is skin and bone trained to get along. forever going with the flow, but you're friction” (this is my favorite taylor swift song of all time and has featured on every monthly playlist ive made since 2012 so really this could go for any month but i had to include it somewhere)

June: graceland too by phoebe bridgers / “so we spent what was left of our serotonin to chew on our cheeks and stare at the moon”

July: peace by taylor swift / “you know that i’d swing with you for the fences, sit with you in the trenches” (you know i had to lol)

August: august by taylor swift / “back when we were still changin’ for the better, wanting was enough. for me, it was enough to live for the hope of it all” (im so sorry yall know who i am as a person)

September: adore by amy shark / “i'll go when you're ready, my head's gettin' heavy pressed against your arm. i adore you, i adore you”

October: death by a thousand cuts by taylor swift / “my time, my wine, my spirit, my trust. trying to find a part of me you didn't take up. gave you too much but it wasn't enough. but i'll be all right, it's just a thousand cuts” (my playlists from august-november were just the same like five albums by taylor swift, noah reid and mandy moore so im scrambling here)

November: better by ben platt / “i don't know if you're listening or if you wanted to hear from me. i don't feel like you're supposed to when somebody sets you free. i'm not good at pretending that i'm happy to be alone. part of me is a question, can't answer it on my own”

December: tis the damn season by taylor swift / “sleep in half the day just for old times' sake. i won't ask you to wait if you don't ask me to stay”

this is slightly better than i thought it would end up! tagging @lilythesilly @danieljradcliffe @petrodobreva @januarium @schittposting and anyone else who wants to do this because i cannot remember 12 names at once okay im stupid

[clumsyclifford]

yes we did talk about it before 🙈 and the playlist is just so good for singing along bc well every song slaps 😅 and i'm unsure about suggesting it but i feel like there should be at least one song by one direction in there. ooh pretty venom.. i see what you mean. well i love that song so much it's one of my favs off wus so i think it should be allowed to stay on there for now and we'll see if it passes future vibe checks 😅 (1/4)

(2/4) i finished the paper 🎉 not sure if it's good but it's gone at least so thank you for your well-wishes 💕 oh very nice! mind of mine was like the only thing i listened to in summer '16 i have lots of feelings about this album what's your overall opinion? and how are you doing now? it's been a couple days 🙈 & i'm very glad you were so happy about my reviews 🙈 will be able to provide many more soon bc i have a whole month off now 😊

(3/4) true! i mean they literally had so much time off now they really could've had a couple skype calls and made some new songs 🙄 i need more!! also thank you for posting so much about them and thus making me listen to them bc they are amazing. & i think nvm made me cry bc i was so done i was crying at everything and then the line "everything is awful, but it's only in my brain" hit too close to home 😅 also after way more listening this song might just be my fav of theirs i love it so much.

(4/4) i'm glad you agree with my reviews the fletcher ones are gonna come your way in a few days when i'm back from visiting a friend 😊 i have to say i'm very interested to see my spotify wrapped thingy bc my results are gonna be from such a short time so actually if i keep listening to simple creatures like i am rn they'll be one of my top artists too 😅 oh also did you hear back from that dean of students person about getting yom kippur off? i hope you're doing okay & love you loads, fiancee

!!!!!!!!!! that is fair enough actually ive been looking at the playlist through the eyes of my little sister she def knows Some of those songs but not all and like its largely just been like pop punk classics and i KNOW she knows one direction but you’re still right i should probably put some 1d on what songs do you suggest? i would say probably just wmyb right? one thing maybe? up all night???? stress

proud of you !!! i finished a paper today as well but it was just a midterm but still, at least it’s done!!

INTERESTING well !! let me tell you my thoughts then!!! for the most part the album was just.......vibey. and like. to me it was a bit of a sleepy album? not all of the songs but many of them. the kind of thing you could put on and fall asleep to. so like. i didn’t hate it but it did have those vibes. THAT SAID, here are the songs i really liked on first listen but i cba to do the weird capitalization thing: pillowtalk (obvs n i had heard that one before ofc but still), she, wrong (KEHLANI FEATUREEEE very sexy), like i would, she don’t love me, fool for you (felt very cinematic?? but in a cool way). i’d probably have to listen a few more times to really sink my teeth in but those were my initial favorites!!!

well when you sent these i was Not doing great hence why i didn’t answer them right away but today i am doing much better ive been somewhat productive and i also hung out with friends which was really good for me i think so overall i have deffo been worse how are you??

u know what that’s super valid and i have to agree ffs come on gaskarth come on hoppus give us more simple creatures content it’s all we ask

CANNOT wait for more fiancee music reviews my main source of serotonin these days i love you!!! no i have not heard back from the dean of students mainly because i have not. yet. emailed her. so. that’s a thing i should do. thank you for reminding me, i am going to avoid it and then forget again but at least it’ll be in the back of my mind cos it had just completely vanished from there

[clumsyclifford]

yes very understandable i know these have been very long 😅 well to be fair.. the highest temperature we get here is like 36° celsius for maybe a week or so? and then it cools down normally. so i guess a/cs wouldn't really make sense? still sucks though. and listen you made my life better with bringing noah kahan into it and you were not annoying about him!! and i love you very much too 🙈💕 (1/too many again i think)

(2/5) nooo she's like noah kahan. both unable to write/make bad songs. truly she has some amazing collaborations 😅 and i'm pretty fond of what a time bc i started listening to her music bc she opened for niall when i saw him and so like even a mention of them together makes me very happy and then there's an entire song by both of them. yes thank you for the serotonin that collab brings me.

(3/5) & i'm really not trying to make you cry but by now i have 2 playlists for your recs 😅 one with the ones i know and like a lot already and one with the ones i have to listen to still 🙈 oh well 😅 if you wanna you can give me like top 5 thomas rhett songs though? i normally just add a couple songs that i like the name of but that can go very wrong 🙈 yes that you are: consistent in your love for ajr. ajr is for you what noel gallagher thirst is for helen i think.

(4/5) & you did rec me three-thirty i'm still undecided about that one though bc the sound wasn't entirely my cup of tea but i adored the lyrics. so gonna listen to that again a few times and we'll have to see 🙈 you are so lovely and i feel the same i'm so happy and thankful i get to talk to you! love you so so much 💕 mhh i know you didn't even ask but the only nostalgic song i can think of is glory days by bruce springsteen

(5/5) and that one does not fit the described nostalgic vibes but i'll think about it bc i love specific playlists so much 😅 oh also maybe a weird request so feel free not to but can you maybe add a link to calum's spotify (bc you said you follow his playlist) i can't fucking find it bc my spotify is being a bitch. (i'm pretty sure i know his name by now but it just. does not show up and it's driving me mad bc i just wanna vibe check his music taste like apparently everybody else can) - fiancee

oh that’s 96 degrees fahrenheit.......very miserable but at least it doesnt last long. still. i feel like. a/c. you would benefit. but moving on

she really DOES have some amazing collaborations like okay shawn mendes? niall horan?? 5sos???? also i am 100% sure there is another one that i am OH FUCKING RIGHT HURT SOMEBODY!!!! noah kahan + julia michaels???? the POWER of that duo?????? also the fact that you saw julia michaels open for niall ????? FUCK DUDE

ohhhh my god two playlists. TWO!!!! jesus christ that is too much i CANNOT

okay yes yes good idea. well im not gonna give you the ones youve already heard so apart from those i think my top 5 thomas rhett songs would be: remember you young, almost, notice, die a happy man, and i just heard marry me for the first time yesterday but i kinda HIT so im gonna add that one

AJR IS FOR ME WHAT NOEL AKJFGKDMLKJ I CANT EVEN FINISH THAT THATS SOOOOOOO FUCKING FUNNY actually though i have to disagree i think AJR is to me what oasis was SUPPOSED to be to helen (a brief resurgence of love for a random band that dies down eventually) but then helen went manic and honestly so did i. however. never compare ajr to noel gallagher ever again on my turf alright fiancee great thank you

that is fair enough i know the production is like. it’s a very classic ajr song i think? in terms of the production so i get how it’s not to everyone’s taste BUT the lyrics.......yeah. anyway im always taking suggestions for playlists i will have to listen to this glory days song although i am pretty sure ive heard it before also that reminds me i should put i’m on fire on a playlist somewhere i am certain it would fit i just need to listen to it. probably on the. deep breath or. melancholy.

yeah yeah man no worries here’s the man go vibe check him