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There's a mother I met in a cafe a year ago. She was asking me for advice about her child who has autism and how to deal with their reluctance to go to school both because of the lack of accommodations and because of the transphobia they face from their classmates. And we talked for a looooong time. And every so often I run into her and she tells me about her child like "they're doing better at home! They're getting into coding and have been accepted into a school that can accommodate for them" and like every time I see her I wanna burst into tears because of how nice it is to see kids with supportive parents
#idk why im writing this#i really hope i see her again soon#her child's chosen name is also my old name which is hilarious#what a coincidence#its such an unusual name as well#woof.txt
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YOUR CASSIE DESIGN IS SO PRETTY AAAAAAA
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CASSIE MOMENT!!
#ask reply#I’m so glad yall were happy to see Cassie!!#and enjoyed how I drew her#I feel like I need a few more times to draw her to get her look really down#BUT STILL again all the comments were encouraging!#I hope to draw her again soon!!#we all respect Cassie here 💜
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Quicky little question *clears my throat* Magneto in some Fire Emblem inspired armor? (Askin' because your Zephiel art is beautiful & I'd love to see Mags with a Rudolf-esque/Edelgard-Esque design)
i keep coming back to this ask with genuine intent to do it but i just devolve into joker laughter when i open my refs cause like.. what else do i do here... Corporate Wants You To Find The Difference theyre the same pic...
w/e i tried anyway please enjoy !!
bearded ver under the cut
#xmen#magneto#erik lehnsherr#snap sketches#the funny thing is i was actually Not gonna do this and just post the ref side by side and be done with it#but then i just got an itchy feeling and i was like... ok try a BIT... so i tried pulling some edelgard elements#namely just the cape and the hip guards- i had them. 'descend' in shape like her dress#if you take the cape off he Also has a heart cut out in his back like her actually !!!!#idk how to feel about this like its Ok i guess but WHATEVER never drawing it again#if i made the crown red i'd just think of walhart so im forcing it to stay purple. gold looked weird too so#it was fun tho... ive been feeling kinda downlow as of late ngl and idk why#idk what it is - like sometimes even when i try to draw i just dont want to and i just want to do Nothing in general#hopefully my mood picks up soon - maybe it is idk this was a nice way to start crawlin outta that funk#this ask was sent a couple weeks ago atp so UHMMM hope you enjoy.. if you see this... lol ...#ty for enjoying my old zephiel art... that thing OLD old good lord JVLEVJALKJV#but its nice people still enjoy my. Really really old fire emblem stuff 😌
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my fav with every power imaginable whos defeated instantly every time
#neopets#neoart#my art#the darkest faerie#i know within fandom shes cool girlboss but really she fails so quickly and so often but oh boy does she keep trying#Tor and Roberta stopped her over like a long weekend#tries to take Altador: banished. Tries to destroy Altador: turned to stone. Tries to destroy Faerieland and Meridell: turned to stone#Tries to destroy Faerieland again: almost accidentally kills herself#hope to see her in the plot soon to mess up more of her plans and lose her damn mind about it
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hold on im still too mad at this one fucking guest to take a nap i need to be a hater for a minute
#so when i say hell on earth kinda day i mean HELL ON EARTH kinda day#we had a large bus travel group from slovakia and then some other guests and it was almost a hundred people for breakfast#the bus group all came at the same time they descended onto the buffet like fucking seagulls i swearrrrr#and i divided tasks like i had two helpers with me in the kitchen so one guys job was just to gather dirty dishes + washing + taking clean#ones back out#and the other guy running around the buffet checking whats needed + restockjng the cold food + telling me all the hot stuff that needs#refilling. so i was in the kitchen making all the hot foods on constant rotation + chopping fruits and making smoothies and shit#and like we managed. WE MANAGED. the buffet was never even half empty at any point like yes there was always something that was empty but#dude who cares if the vanilla yoghurt is empty for 5 mins just pick something else.#and everyone was happy with their breakfast and really nice when asking if we have more of this and that etc and then there was one lady#this ONE FUCKINGGGG lady i swear i almost threw hands#she was complaining about everythinggggggggggg#about there not being any more fried eggs (already in the pan. done in 2 mins. but when helper nr2 told her that she said well why did we#run put in the first place) about the bread station being full of crumbs like girl its BREAD. my giy was running up and down the buffet#wiping it off and cleaning as fast as he could but if you allow people to cut their own bread there will be fucking crumbs. the fuck.#then she also didnt like how the butter looked bc OBV people kept using the butter and no matter how many times you go in and make it look#neat again as soon as the next person takes some it will not look picture perfect anymore#like while i was running back and forth restocking stuff with my arms full she TOOK MY ARM and pointed at things and was like#'this looks shit' so does your fucking face but you dont see me getting physical about it#and then when i came out with a big tray of fresh glasses and cups she pointed to where someone had spilled some water at the dispenser and#went 'there is water on the buffet' (far away from any food + literally its just water) and i said 'yes i know' and she goes 'well it doesnt#look very appealing. this is the worst buffet ive ever seen' and i go 'well surely you have seen how busy we are' and she FUCKING GOES#'i dont care. i paid money for this.' and i go 'well that makes two of us for not caring. we'll get to it when we have the time.' and she#said something else idk what bc i was finished with my task and had SHIT TO DO BC PPL WERE STILL EATING#so i just turned and ran back to the kitchen to keep working#actually i got back to the kitchen and said to guy nr1 'i need to go punch something' and then went out the back and started kicking the#shit out of a pile of paper boxes and THEN i continued working#and then she started TAKING PICTURES of everything she didnt like of the buffet like full offense i hope she gets hit by a bus#like with some people you can just tell they never worked a day in the service industry and no matter what you do theyll keep complaining#anyways :) tag limit. apparently. so its nap time now. honk shoo snork mimimi and so forth <3
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#i think it's a little fucked up but a little funny that my mental state is currently at such a bad point where it's like.#any stress sends me into emotionally constipated panic. where it doesn't really show through for the most part. for the most part i seem ok.#and then if you crack me just even a little bit it's like that one modern art piece can't help myself#where im trying my best to juggle and maintain the facade of being fine but you can tell im tired and one deviation away from crumbling down#but can i cry? haha no. instead i just panic. everything sends me into silent panic. and i just think about really dramatic responses.#i hold my breath and worry that if i do anything wrong everything I've worked so so hard for will just come toppling down#because it has before. something you've poured your heart into. something you've cared so much about. can just be. so. out of your control#and you lose your voice and you lose your agency and you lose your will to fight and you lose a little bit of yourself#I don't know if i will ever get it back. it's been a while. I don't know if i can ever regain my confidence back. i miss who i was sometimes#i used to be warm. i used to be sure of myself. i used to carry hope around like a small star. i miss her. the person i was.#someone who could light up a room without trying so hard. someone who could make others smile without giving it too much thought.#someone who could make others feel good about being there and being alive. i barely feel good about myself these days sometimes. somehow.#I don't know how to be that girl anymore. everything feels a little forced. it shouldn't have to feel this hard. it used to feel natural.#i have moments where i feel like myself again. happy. confident. and then im brought back to reality almost immediately.#i feel guilty for feeling good. i feel guilty for being confident. and then i go hating myself again. it does weigh on me. what she said.#im sorry that i used to like myself. im sorry it made you feel bad about yourself. see. i hate myself now. do you forgive me now? hehe#I'll get over it one day. I'll get over it soon. i hate feeling like this. the overwhelming ego death. it makes me feel really shitty.#i hate this hehe i want to run away so badly but i know running away never solves anything you come back and the problem is still there#so i will go through it and i will fail and i will fall and i will stumble and hurt myself and feel humiliated and terrible throughout#but it will be fine. but I'll get through it and realize it wasn't that bad. I'll get through it and try again and again until i get there.#i need to stop seeking validation from people who won't give it. stop seeking comfort from people who won't give it.#stop hanging with people who make me feel worse. and stuff like that. it's like quitting an addiction hhhh i don't get it#i have friends who treat me really well. i have friends who i love and love me a lot.#i just can't quit certain people. part of it is bc im scared of change and part of it is bc i don't want to be more reliant on others#especially the people i do really care about and love and who love me bc. i think. if i have one more abandonment. i will actually. mm.#i think i would fully lose my ability to love new people haha like. romantically and platonically. haha.#but anyway that's the trauma speaking i will overcome it I won't let it control how i live haha#i will be ok i will be ok spring will be here eventually it's just the seasonal stuff#tw health#delete later
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re-learned a very important lesson about traveling with my parents today
#my diary#the lesson is don't fucking do it#my sister got her damn master's degree today and I didn't even get to hug her cuz my parents wanted to bail as soon as commencement ended#but they also wanted to leave early to *get there* so I didn't get to watch my sunday show#if I'd just driven myself I would've had time for both#I'm actually really mad and upset and hurt over it#I feel so bad for my sister she always gets fucked like this#I didn't even get to see her or say hi#and like. yeah I just saw her yesterday and will see her again next week#but it's the principle of the thing#I'm proud of her! she deserved better than us Irish Exiting the second the music stopped playing#I'm so mad!!!!!!!!!!#hi it's future kerri good news I bought my sister a cake and ice cream and dropped it off at her apartment#cuz I'm cool and awesome (and I did feel really bad)#I hope it helped#she seemed real happy about it :')#love her sm waugh
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monthly reminder that it’s ✨ok✨ to not have friends~~~~
#that girl from the first verse though lmaooooooooooooooooo#…yeah. chizuchan’s valid for not liking her tbh.#and that blond guy and his green bowlcut pal for that matter#though. looking at their designs. i gotta wonder which came first: the character designs (in general) or the mvs or the manga#(bc the flashback sequence basically fusion danced this mv and kawaiinoni’s mv into one horrific mess)#(man. chizuchan’s manga really does have the subtlety of an oncoming truck.)#though. that begs the question of w h o came up with chizupapa’s character design bc he sure is just. a guy.#ueueueueeeeeeee i hope chizuparents get featured in an mv soon they’re so sweet and supportive…#in a series where you have ikemen dads like yusuke and pretty (only with makeup on) dads like the longleg… chizupapa is. surprisingly normal#idk i feel like we’ve had lots of time to process chizumama bc we all expected her to look like an older chizuchan#(just like how all mothers in this series seem to resemble their kids tbh. ayako and the narumi sisters. tae and yujiro.)#(akarin and mochizuki daughter. natsuki and the older setoguchi son. and yuko and aizo (to a degree) ig)#(only exception is miou but. idk. maybe serizawa son is reincarnated chiaki or sth idk)#but i digress. anyways i have a need to see chizuparents in full colour that’s all#m. maybe if we get an anime adaptation of this… but… then again… the stuff in the recent chapters are kinda..#so. my latest pitch is this: there should be a song series ([season] session-style) sung by gen 3’s parents.#no one would want it. yet it’d be really funny yk. can we have longleg rap pls#i for one think longleg and chizupapa could spit some real bars together#but uhhhhhhh where was i… um idk. anyway stream chizuchan’s songs and see y’all in jan when vol 2 drops~~~~~~#(provided that they decide to digitally release vol 2 at the same time as the physical release on jan 21 (iirc) anyway. so um. yeah.)#(terrified for ch8 btw i think the preview’s gonna drop in like 2 weeks… man.)#(i hope the inevitable ani.mate bonus manga for vol 2 is wholesome or ridiculous though… just as a palate cleanser for vol 2’s actual chaps)#(can jan 2k25 pls come faster more people n e e d to witness the insanity in these recent chapters)#(cons and cons of reading untled manga from a small fandom is that there’s no one to scream your thoughts at so you’re stuck in d’tags void)#chizuutan chizpost
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K I wanna ramble about something, just share some thoughts I have
Ivy and Winnie's mom is interesting to me for reasons and the sorta biggest one is that she's kind of a mystery.
So far, she was only mentioned once in the game (in one of Ivy's 10 Forbidden Forest lines) and according to Ivy, she only lives with her sister, Nana and father (who according to Nana is a muggle), so she doesn't live with them and high chances are, she's absent from girls' life, although she was involved in it at some point, esp for Ivy to remember she exists.
Yet, judging by the fact she has concept art with whole turnaroynd, she must appear in the story at some point and might have her own model, so the question is, where was she and why is she not living with her kids? Is she just divorsed from her their father or did something else happen?
SPOILERS AHEAD FOR IVY'S MOM DESIGN
(so if you wanna keep it a surprise for yourself, don't look, although it is public material)
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Ok here it is! It confirms that she is a witch (and she's the one who the girls inherented their magic from directly) and what catches my eye is that she looks pretty distressed here, her general color palette is muted and dark, she had dead mom hairstyle and her emotions sheet only show terrified, confused and sad expressions, so I suspect that there's some tragic backstory at play, perhaps involving Nana (who is pretty sus imo).
Also, something I wanna point out as well is that she's more closer in appearance to Winnie than she is to Ivy. At least, the way I see it. I think that's something they made deliberately, rather than it just being a simple random color choice. So she could have lot more in common with Winnie than with Ivy... Perhaps by the way she's treated in the family.
Given how rarely she is mentioned in the game, perhaps she is kept as a surprise/secret from the player deliberately, as she is going to have some major affect on the plot later on, specifically the Ivy's and Winnie's arcs.
I suspect that what's going on around her isn't just a simple case of divorse. It could be "leaving for milk" situation, but I feel like it's more complicated or even sadder than that. And that perhaps her introduction into the story will be what will set off a series if unfortunate events haha.
#this is not exactly a full on theory time. just some observations and speculations#her design alone isn't enough to work with and there's barely any info about ger so#but I do believe she would have sone sorta role in the stiry#perhaps. if we assume she isnt dead. she had something to fo with Winnie being in a hospital#but that's a HUGE stretch#again I don't have much to wirk wirh so#REALLY hope we'll see her soon#esp in Y4#hpma#hpma ivy#chemzee rambles lmao#magic awakened#hpma winifred#hpma winnie
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Doing a research project with my uni and there's this 40 going on 50 years old woman I'm growing to absolutely Hate and I can't complain about it with anyone because it's her personality that bothers me and others like it and I'm being so brave about it
#I'm not. I just interrupted her lecture on how This Is How Teachers Are (and I know because I Have Kids)#to tell her that I too have gone to school#and it was needlessly bitchy cause it wasn't really a lecture but she pisses me off so much#she's one of those 'I'm soooooooooo quirky' people except she's not 12 and is clearly awfully Salty about a whole bunch of#imagined slights. I'm glad I'm not one of the teachers that has to deal with her and her kids#she Always Speaks Her Mind#I hope she gets hit by a car#I can't explain just how imagined these slights are. she thinks everyone's aim in life is to judge and criticise her#but she's fine with that! She's quirky and peculiar and doesn't care about these things even though it's all she talks about#personal#if I never see her again it'll be too soon
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How about Noisette Amico? Do you ever met her? Is she nicer than Noise?
Amico:"!noos niaga reh ees nac I epoh I....hguoht elihw gnol a ni reh nees t'nevah I !em ot ecin yllaer syawla saw ehS !rehtegot roolf a erahs ot desu eW !ettesioN wonk I esruoc fO"
#melted memories a pizza tower au#pizza tower#pizza tower au#fake peppino#pizza tower fake peppino#pg34#Of course I know Noisette! We used to share a floor together! She was always really nice to me! I haven't seen her in a long while though#I hope I can see her again soon!#ask post
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i’m absolutely not complaining about ttpd as an album, i love it even more than i thought i would, but i do kind of wish she would’ve waited to release it until after the eras tour was over so it could’ve gotten its own tour :/ like the visuals and the stage design and the outfits are just sooo good and not only is it being cut down into only seven songs so it can fit into an already massive setlist, but everyone who went to the shows in the us, mexico, south america, asia, and australia — aka a huge portion of the tour dates — didn’t get to see any of it live. like it’s so impressive that taylor was able to add the ttpd section into the existing setlist but i can't help but feel disappointed bc this means we likely won't get a ttpd tour, which is something i would kill to see </3
#i know so many people demand new content from her constantly but with everything she’s been doing we didn’t NEED this album so soon yk#i personally would’ve been fine waiting another year or even longer if it meant ttpd could get its own era#bc it’s kind of impossible for it to fully have that when she’s already a year into this huge tour#she’s already had to cut so many songs to fit everything (not even everything bc there’s no debut set)#with lover/folklore/evermore not getting their own tours bc of covid it makes sense why she did the eras tour instead of a midnights tour#but now that touring is an option again it would’ve been nice for her to slow down her releases a bit to really focus on new albums more#idk maybe this is a hot take bc ofc the eras tour is incredible and i do feel so lucky to have gotten to go at all#but i just really wish i could see ttpd songs live and it seems like i won’t get that chance until the next tour#which will likely be years from now and who knows how many albums she’ll have put out by then#rn all i can do is hope that she’ll add another us leg or something so i can see eras again with the new setlist#but that’s very unlikely since she’s already added shows in miami/indy/etc none of which i can afford travel for let alone resale tickets#no one’s gonna even see this but if anyone does i hope it’s not taken the wrong way bc she’s given us so much in the past few years#sorry for the essay i just love ttpd and i want to see it live </3#lj speaks now
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Also, hi hello I miss you guys lots and I hope that you've all been doing well! ;3;
#; OOC || Bri ♟️#//I miss writing and talking but I'm still going through it you know how it is. :')#//But at least there's good news in that I'm seeing a new psychiatrist and we're figuring out the depression stuff!!#//Or at least we're trying to. And honestly her validating my experiences in the last year has been so nice.#//Especially since my adderall was not being kind to me or my OCD.#//I don't expect my activity to really pick up for at /least/ a couple more weeks.#//But it's nice to feel like there's some hope that this might be a step in the right direction. I'm crossing my fingers at least.#//So I apologize for still being so radio silent and inactive. But hopefully soon I can be a bit more feeling like my old self again. 💙
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phhhhhhh my godddddddduh i liked the shenanigans pt got up to this episode but the POTENTIAL I SEE in them makes me really distraught
#tpot spoilers#THEY COULDVE BEEN SALESPEOPLE TOGETHER IT WOULDVE BEEN SO FUN. LIKE TEAM ROCKET IF THEY WERE TWO MEOWTHS#youre all really lucky my computer is being taken to the repair store soon or i would make like 30 poststhat are just whining#Ive accepted that we'll never see them interact again unless jnj hire me or SOMEHOW she ends up rejoining or SOMEHOW they end up on the#same team in season 6 or whatever comes next <- willing to wait an eternity but i reallhy hope she's at least acknowledged they#already mentioned cloudy twice. i drew a gag recently that was basically what i think would happen if they were to bring up her absence in#an episode it would be fucking Devastating to me but itd be something. itd be SOMETHING#whatevr i liked the drama in this episode i think the death pact split was interesting and basketbottt my beloved i cant WAIT 2 see#where they go i think rf's personality change was cleverly written and built up to and augh basketball cares about her sooo much its so cut#clock plot armor was surprising i could use this opportunity to complainnnn because of the obvious but im glad to see that theyre#committing to resolving his arc. The S being ufe twice in a row was funny imagine if winner gets out next SLASH JAY#JN was up as well im not Overly Worried this time i think taggy is going to be carried by voters by the novelty of being The New One and#The One That Makes Silly Faces for a while and i'll live if one of the others get out. I'll be sad I love all of JN but I wont frow up
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Okay I'm finally done with my Crazy Ex-Girlfriend re-watch and I'll say this, this show really lucked out with its cast, I love everyone in this bar*
*except for s4 Greg's smug fucking face
#crazy ex girlfriend#idk what gabrielle ruiz is up to but i hope to see her again in something soon#valencia will always be that bitch#anti greg serrano#one more for the road#don't really have anything to say about the final two episodes because i skipped most of it#this is like my fourth time watching this show so the love quadrangle shit got old for me by the end
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big tragedy
#ok so a couple friends that ive known for. 8. 8!!!! years now (sorry thats insane wth) are on their minor abroad#and generally being in separate uni's we RARELY see eachother#so were going to do a powerpoint presentation catchup thingy. you know the tiktok ones.#fucknig fine whatever thats cute ig.#except i am boring as hell and have nothing to talk about. yes miku expo was a big thing for me so i can talk about that yadayada#BUT THEN.#i realised that a. huge fucking part of me. (<- TRANNY) has never been officially addressed.#ok! fun ill officially come out and mention my other names and pronouns yippeee thats good!!#sillyposting#but now. the horrors are hitting.#otherwise known as: girlypop wants to loop her birthday together with this get-together.#and thats awesome i fucking love her shes great but now.#NOW IT FEELS SO BAD TO MAKE THIS MY SPECIAL DAYY T-T#and i KNOW i shouldnt bc. were all coming together as friends and shes just being efficient but. you get it.#i will officially come out. im ready.#and that alone feels great.#it should already be pretty clear im a faggot transgender etc but. itll be nice to really say it. i hope theyre not surprised.#like. ive said it. in my opinion. but who knows if they remember or care or believe.#most of them are already gay n. itll be FINEE im excited.#=w=bb#anyway yeagh feels bad to do it on her bday ig but i get itt this is something i HAVE to do o7#its a shame other girlypop fell off she was the first one i EVER came out to. looking back its weird to come out as ace to someone but.#it was nice. i was a newly queer teen. i wish she could be here but. as soon as highschool ended she dipped. good for her.#oh to be 15 years old again. i didnt even know what the fuck would happen to me.
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