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jamiiviper · 4 years ago

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The Jamil Essay

this is a reupload of a post i made a couple of weeks ago - previously it was an external link to a google doc, so it never showed up in any of the twst tags, but i worked so hard on this and i would really love it if more people read it, so i’m reuploading directly to tumblr.

to put it simply, this is a 3.7k word character analysis purely about jamil. and even with a word count like that i wasn’t quite able to cover everything i wanted to say, so who knows, maybe there’ll be a part 2 one day. i’ve also decided i do want to write a kalim version, so i’ll probably start working on that sometime soon! stay tuned!

trigger warnings: mentions of child abuse

jamil is the vice dorm leader of scarabia, who’s been kalim’s caretaker practically since birth. he puts on a facade of not standing out, preferring to remain completely average, and plans his life around kalim’s antics. as we learned in chapter 4, however, his true feelings are that he bears a lot of resentment towards kalim, and that he wants to stand out - he just wasn’t allowed to, as he can never surpass kalim.

in this essay i want to cover not just my personal interpretation of jamil, but also some common misconceptions that people tend to have about him. twitter doesn’t have this problem as much, but with tumblr i’ve found that there are very few jamil stans, especially in the theory and writing communities - meaning it’s quite common for people to misunderstand his character. in the fandom as a whole, it’s common for people to only acknowledge him insofar as “gay for kalim”.

firstly, jamil’s character development in the main story - i would say he’s arguably the best-developed character in twst, since yana now has enough chapters available to flesh out characters after their main story arc ended. jamil holds very deep-seated resentment against kalim, to the point that he plotted to betray him for probably several years. he plotted to have kalim not just thrown out of nrc, but thoroughly ruin his reputation in the process. after his overblot, those feelings did not magically vanish - far from it. i think earlier twst chapters suffered from arcs being wrapped up a little too neatly post-overblot, but pomefiore’s arc has already proved itself to be the exception and thoroughly covers not just jamil’s continued dislike for kalim, but also the wider consequences for what he did.

since the twst school year begins in september, we know jamil is about 9 months older than kalim. from literally the day kalim was born, jamil’s life has been dedicated to kalim. possibly since the day jamil was born, and he was always fated to be kalim’s caretaker. it may even have been the reason he was born at all. either way, it’s not like he remembers those 9 months. all jamil has ever known is that his sole purpose must be to serve kalim. he must not have desires of his own, he must not do anything for himself - from childhood he was expected to be ready to give up his life for kalim at a moment’s notice. he can’t be good at anything - kalim must always be better (i’ll cover this in more depth in a later paragraph, this philosophy is key to his character). his own parents drilled this into him, even going to the extent of hitting him if he didn’t comply. it seems he has a normal relationship with his family despite this - he bickers with his sister like regular siblings, and pre-overblot he indicated that his desire to be free from servitude wasn’t just about him, he wanted to free his family. nonetheless, the psychological damage his childhood caused him is severe. is it any wonder his unique magic is mind control, when he’s never had an ounce of control over his own life?

moving onto his early teen years, we know both jamil and kalim were severely poisoned at one point, both falling into comas for around two weeks. although we don’t have a timeframe for jamil’s coma, we know kalim’s was when they were around 13 years old. if jamil’s was around this age too - probably a short while afterwards - i think it’s plain to see why jamil’s resentment began to build. he’d have been around the age where he first started to question why his life has to revolve around kalim. why should he be expected to die for someone he doesn’t even like, who’s spoiled and doesn’t realise how much jamil does for him? kalim takes everything for granted: status, friendships, freedom, and jamil is meanwhile left in the shadows with nothing. then one day kalim gets poisoned so badly he falls into a coma - how much do you want to bet jamil was blamed for that, at the age of 13? after that he’s expected to taste-test anything kalim eats beforehand, and eventually starts making all his meals for him because the risk of poison is so high otherwise. then one day he slips up, or it’s an undetectable poison, and jamil is the one to fall into a coma. is anyone blamed for that? does anyone pity jamil outside of his immediate family + kalim? no, probably not. after all, he’s just doing his duty, right? it’s truly… no wonder jamil’s resentment became so intense. he finally has proof that his life truly does not matter. although kalim certainly cares about him, he doesn’t understand jamil’s position. he sees jamil as a friend, an equal; jamil knows this can never be the case, and he also knows kalim is too privileged to ever hope to understand.

fast forward on a couple of years to jamil receiving his nrc acceptance letter. he thinks that finally, finally he’s going to be free. four years of freedom - and who knows, maybe after that he can be free forever! he can finally excel at his classes and be his true self, without fear of upstaging kalim!

and then kalim gets accepted a month late. for no reason other than his surname.

and then kalim gets sorted into his dorm.

it’s a miracle he didn’t just overblot on the spot - but that’s his nature as a scarabia student. careful foresight and planning. this moment was, undoubtedly, the moment he started planning his betrayal. he had his one month of freedom ripped away, just like that.

oh, don’t forget the fact that not long after, kalim was made dorm leader not because he notably embodies scarabia values at all, but because of nepotism. (side note: most scarabia stans agree kalim does actually reflect scarabia values, just not as obviously as jamil does, but either way jamil himself wouldn’t see it this way. this is a jamil essay so i won’t go in depth about this unless asked to!)

under kalim’s watch, scarabia - known for its intelligence and cunning - is turned into “the party dorm”. this seems to be the fandom’s perception of them too - i mean, just ask any non-scarabia stan what goes on in scarabia, that’s probably the answer they’ll give you. jamil would have probably loved the original scarabia; although we don’t know much about it, we know scarabia students are on a par with octavinelle when it comes to intelligence (paralleling azul’s constant interest in jamil). yet by winter break, scarabia is doing so badly in those same exams that they didn’t even place in the rankings…? without meaning to, kalim clearly harmed scarabia. instead of getting chance to study magic and show off, jamil is now essentially an unpaid, full-time party planner by the time his second year starts.

a few months later, winter break finally arrives, and jamil executes his plan to dethrone kalim. i may have just spent the last two pages defending jamil’s grudge, but his actions themselves are still indefensible. there’s evidence to suggest kalim knew what was occurring on some level - refusing to answer jade’s question about who was hypnotising him proved that 1) he probably had some idea deep down that jamil was betraying him 2) he doesn’t want jamil to get in trouble for it. nonetheless, this does not make what jamil did okay in the slightest, even if kalim allowed it to happen. jamil is, undoubtedly, the bad guy in this situation, no matter how sympathetic his childhood makes you feel. i could go into detail about why kalim acted the way he did, but again, this is jamil-focused.

i’ll skip talking about his overblot, because i covered his hatred for kalim in a lot of depth already and i want to talk about the general aspects of his personality like his desire for praise later on. so moving onto the end of chapter 4, we see jamil’s true self: a snarky, heavily opinionated boy who honestly just wants to be free to be himself.

but just like his freedom, that side of jamil once again only lasts for a brief moment. jamil almost loses everything after his overblot. practically every scarabia student hates him and wants him thrown out of the dorm - even kalim, his sole defender, can’t call him a good person. he’s a traitor. he says he trusts the scarabia students to work out that it’s better for them if he stays, but that day won’t come any time soon, and until then he’s keeping his distance from them all, because their hatred is that strong. if azul truly had been streaming to more people than just jade, his life would have been ruined beyond repair. so what does jamil do? he goes back to serving kalim. as a scarabia student, his foresight is good enough that he knows the option he hates the most is the only one that’ll be good for him in the end. for jamil, being himself is nothing short of a death sentence.

now i’ve talked for far too long about the timeline of his character arc, i can finally get to the good stuff: jamil’s personality, and how it’s changed throughout the stories we’ve seen so far.

the first thing that springs to mind when you think of jamil, other than “snake”, is probably “tired”. or “he’s going to snap”. something along those lines. which... yes, we know he is. he did snap. after chapter 4, this doesn’t seem to have changed too much, but i do get the impression that he’s somewhat less stressed out by kalim. his resentment has dissipated, for the most part (he does still openly insult him, though), so while he does grumble at kalim there’s no suppressed fury behind it. what replaced that fury?

guilt.

in 5-10, jamil tells azul that he intends to continue to obediently follow kalim around in order to restore his reputation, both inside and outside of scarabia. this does of course make him sound pretty selfish (as per usual), and in classic jamil fashion he doesn’t let his true emotions show, so it’s easy to take this at face value and assume he just doesn’t really care. i think in this case, we need to look more at his actions that we see throughout chapter 5. namely, the way it’s being emphasised how he’s silently watching kalim from afar - something he’s always done, yes, but yana seems to be really making a point of it in chapter 5. it’s not just kalim he’s distancing himself from, either. he’s staying away from the rest of the scarabia students too, as mentioned earlier. he never had any friends at all to rely on, even before his overblot. so by doing this, he’s effectively completely isolating himself. he clearly has a lot of thoughts about everything that he’s not sharing with anyone - just listen to the way he sighs at the end of the flashback in 5-10, how annoyed and frustrated he seems. if jamil was telling the truth about just wanting to restore his reputation, he’d probably appreciate kalim’s efforts, even if he dislikes kalim himself. he shouldn’t be upset by kalim persuading the scarabia students to give him another chance. not if he truly just wants to get back to normal. i think on some level, jamil feels incredibly guilty over his actions. he might not have even admitted to himself yet that he feels this way, and by saying things like “i just want to restore my reputation” he’s just trying to convince himself. after all, that’s something he has a history of doing.

ever since jamil’s first introduction, we’ve known jamil lives his life by the philosophy of “not standing out is the best way to succeed”. he hates standing out or receiving any kind of positive attention at all, because he thinks that it’ll only attract trouble. or so we thought, because as we learned from his overblot, jamil desperately wants to stand out. he’s powerful and intelligent, and he wants people to acknowledge that. he wants the praise and recognition he knows he deserves. this means that whenever he said he didn’t want to stand out, he was lying through his teeth - he probably constantly tried and failed to convince himself of this throughout his childhood. during his lab SR story, he even repeats it to himself in his thoughts, like a mantra - “I want to avoid standing out. I can’t be satisfied with this. I cannot be too good, nor fall behind, and neither should I get satisfactory grades or fail. This is the best shortcut to success.”. much like his feelings of guilt, jamil refused to acknowledge how much he truly wanted to show off, even in his own thoughts. he is awful at being honest to himself.

post-ch5, we find out that despite everything, jamil does still hold this philosophy, to some extent. he of course shows off his singing and dancing skills enough to be chosen as a main vocalist, and he says he wants to make a name for himself and show various people just how talented he truly is: kalim, his family, the asims and MC, to name a few. yet in the chapter before that, when kalim compliments his singing and dancing, he’s like “i don’t really want to stand out, but…”. which is honestly a little confusing at first because he does want to. i’d probably interpret it as something along the lines of he wants to show off to the people he cares about, but he still wants to keep his head down in general. so i think that to some extent, maybe he actually has internalised that philosophy now. the one time he truly expressed his desire to stand out, it ended in catastrophe for him. he has this tiny seed of doubt within him now, telling him his parents were right all along. but... he’s working past it, and applying himself as and when he’s comfortable doing so.

going back to him being bad at being honest, jamil’s a pretty big tsundere. there’s one person he does regularly receive praise from: kalim. yet despite desperately wanting to be praised, he often gets annoyed at kalim and tells him something like “this isn’t about me right now” or “what does that have to do with anything?”. plus when the praise is coming from kalim, it’s often in the context of kalim praising him to other people - as a servant, he can’t be seen accepting all these compliments, right? he can never be better than kalim. so he has to reject kalim’s praise. when it’s just the two of them alone, though, is when jamil gets embarrassed to the point he has to hide his blush under his hood. given his childhood, chances are that he doesn’t really know how to process being praised. he knows he wants people’s approval, but when he actually gets it, he just short-circuits. it was the same at his birthday celebration; although he wants to be the centre of attention, when it actually happens, he gets all embarrassed and tsun. i was trying not to let my own personal feelings spill in this but oh my god he’s so cute i can’t

next... this isn’t really linked to any previous topic, but i want to talk about jamil’s cooking! jamil cooks all of kalim’s meals, and regularly cooks entire feasts for kalim’s parties, too (as well as being in charge of getting any animals kalim wants to show off, decorating the dorm, making sure everything runs smoothly… you get the idea). his cooking is very good, and he has a lot of technical knowledge about cooking too - azul, whose parents run a restaurant, didn’t know about emulsification, but jamil was able to explain it to him. despite being so good, though, according to his dorm SSR homescreen lines he doesn’t actually like cooking very much. he says the fact that he cooks so much is “just how things turned out”. of course, he could just be being a tsun, but i do feel like he’s being honest with this - what reason does he have to seriously enjoy something he was forced into doing his entire life? However there is evidence that he might enjoy it after all; he’s particularly good at alchemy because of his cooking knowledge, and according to magical archives he’s completely neutral in motivation for both flying and history lessons, but has slightly higher motivation levels for alchemy, indicating that he can’t stop himself from putting a little bit extra effort into that class. i think it can be interpreted either way with the canon info we have currently, but regardless i would not say he’s the cooking fanatic people often depict him as.

also, when jamil cooks, although his cooking is good, visually it’s usually very boring, to the point he and his sister would bicker over it. he has the technical skills to cook good food, but no idea how to present it. similarly, in his fairy gala SR he was told that although he perfectly memorised the dance, it was boring to watch - it looked like he was just executing the routine without any passion behind it. jamil is so emotionally repressed that he has no idea how to express his individuality. even in his bedroom, the only truly personal items he owns are a first aid kit (related to his servant position, not him as a human being) and a stereo + headphones set for dancing. he doesn’t have any other hobbies or interests - he doesn’t even know what people his age do for fun, because he’s never been allowed to think about such things.

dancing is all jamil has that’s not directly related to serving kalim, really - but even that ties into his servant status. although he genuinely enjoys it nowadays and dances by himself for fun, he only picked it up as a hobby because kalim wanted to go to dance practice, and of course jamil had to accompany him. when his flashback after his overblot talks about him deliberately losing to kalim, the story focuses specifically on a dancing competition. which is why it’s honestly so important to jamil’s character that chapter 5 focuses on a singing and dancing competition. jamil finally has the chance not just to show off his skills in general, but his skills at the one thing he’s been allowed to love throughout his life. the one thing where losing to kalim at it hurt so much that it was such a prominent memory for him. when jamil was chosen as a main vocalist, he instinctively tries to say kalim would be better suited for the position, but stops himself and accepts it. it clearly means so much to him that he was chosen for this.

okay i started to scare people with how long this was getting when it was only 50% finished, i think if i write anymore people will actually be concerned for my health so i’ll leave it here. if you read all of this, thank you so much for putting up with my anime boy brainrot for over six full pages! i really.. really like jamil. again, i most certainly do not think his actions should be defended, but god if they’re not fascinating to read about. and i hope i covered the other sides to him well enough, the things that you’d never ordinarily pick up on because so few people talk about him outside of him and kalim as a pair (both platonic scarabia + romantic jamikali, i mean). he has so much depth to him that people don’t see and god i could easily have gone on for another few pages if i wasn’t forcing myself to stop. but please please talk to me if you want to hear more...

yana has treated him so well, jamil stans get too much food if anything but i’m absolutely thriving off it as you can see! thank you for allowing him to exist, yana-sensei!

having said that, i couldn’t stop myself from adding some extra facts about him below. please enjoy.

some fun jamil facts for your soul:

his sister used to bake him cookies on his birthday - specifically, these!

when jamil and kalim went to eat at the cafeteria with ruggie and leona, leona took one look at jamil and went “you look like you’d kill kalim in his sleep”

sebek and jamil find each other’s positions enviable. sebek wishes he could have been by malleus’ side from birth as jamil was with kalim, and jamil just… wishes he served someone he respected as deeply as sebek respects malleus (but he does think sebek is too enthusiastic)

jamil hates surprises with a burning passion, and despite being with kalim for 17 years is still not used to them. for his previous birthday, kalim held a huge surprise party, and i think he still hasn’t recovered from the shock

i think a lot of people already know that in his birthday SSR story he said he wanted a parrot after graduation so he could teach it to call him master, but it goes a bit further than that? it was actually first mentioned during his lesson chats, when kalim gets a parrot. jamil has to research how to care for it, and ended up wanting one of his own afterwards (but got too tsundere to admit it at the time).

also, he heard that the sorcerer of the sands’ parrot (iago) could speak as fluently as a human, and he got excited and watched a bunch of parrot videos on magicam, but was of course disappointed to find out that this was not the case.

he frequently uses flattery to try and get his way, like when he attempts to flatter vil during his SSR story - unfortunately he misjudged vil, as vil’s actually the type of person who hates meaningless flattery. because he does this so frequently, when he genuinely does give compliments people don’t always believe him.

according to the halloween event, jamil is surprisingly environmentally conscious, and insists on holding a sustainable halloween theme. after organising so many parties and seeing the waste they probably produce, i think there’s no wonder he’s so concerned about it.

#twisted wonderland #jamil viper #twst jamil #scarabia #twst #kalim al-asim #twst kalim #i'm a busy uni student so don't expect the kalim essay to be finished anytime soon #i procrastinated way too much writing the jamil one #and i would not do the same for kalim ajdfjshsjhs #also i know people have said they'd like to see my take on other charas but please consider:#the only reason i have this deep an insight into jamil's character is bc i never think about the others #there's only jamil in my head #so i don't think i'm the best person to go to for interesting analysis about anyone else #but again who knows #tw: abuse

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shytastemakerthing · 2 years ago

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Hello, I saw you were doing match ups and I was wondering if I may participate? (Romantic pretty please!) 💕💖

For fandoms I honestly can't pick between Twisted Wonderland or Ikemen Prince, whichever one of those floats your boat go right ahead!

I am a 20 year old female, 170 cm tall. I am in university and I major in English literature. In my free time I like to play otome games and Genshin Impact, writing, being with friends, daydreaming, watch all sorts of things on YouTube but my personal favorites are horror stories, true crime and commentary videos lol

For my personality I am very loud, impulsive, kind, bubbly, energetic, too curious for my own good but people seem to like that in a way, affectionate, maybe even a little empathetic. The feelings of others matter so much to me, I can never be good unless my friends feel good too. I'm a giant goofball that tends to blurt out whatever comes to my mind which weirds people out but it's almost always harmless, if not a little illogical at times. It's just one of those things you need to get used to once you spend time with me.

As for my not so good personality traits I am lazy, a procrastinator, a MASSIVE AIRHEAD, it's unreal how easily forget things, I always need to write everything down because of that and can come off as blunt to people due to my honest nature, which to some people is rude.

I hope that's enough, I'm sorry if I broke any rules!

A/N: Thank you so much for your request! I hope that you like it. This will be a twisted wonderland matchup. As soon as I clear through the inbox and work on the second part to other requests, I will also do an Ikemen Prince matchup for you😊

I match you with........

Kalim Al-Asim

• We have the two local rays of sunshine over here! NRC has all but been blinded by the both of your positive and outgoing personalities! Never will there be a dull day once the two of you are together.

• It was only a little hard to finally get into the relationship with Kalim and that was mostly because of Jamil. Despite how he feels about Kalim, he still had a job to do in making sure he was safe so he had to ensure ensure you had no ulterior motives with the Al-Asim heir. Once you were in the clear, all broke loose. Now he gets to deal with two of you.

•Honestly, the two of you together can be straight up chaos at times but you guys just have so much fun! It doesn't help that you twi easily bounce off of one another and that only adds more fuel to the fire.

• When he asked you to be his forever partner, he had to make sure that it wad absolutely perfect! Now, as much as he want to hold a massive feast, throw a huge parade, and proclaim how he felt from the rooftops of Scarabia, Jamil talked him into toning it down quite a bit. The initial congession was done via a magic carpet ride over the sands of Scarabia under a blanket of stars and a shining moon, where he presented to you a beautiful heirloom necklace that's been passed down fron generation to generation. There were lots of happy tears that night.

• Now, after the first congession, then he hikds the feast! You are getting warm congratulations from everyone in the dorm and even those in other dorms as well. And when his family finds out? Guess who has a vacation to the Scalding sands so they can meet their future daughter-in-law? Honestly, they're just so happy!

• He is a big promoter of your writing hobby! Anything that you need, he will easily provide it all for you. Just seeing the smile on your face makes it all worth it in the end. He just loves being able to see and make you happy.

• He could sit and watch you play your games for hours on end, watching videos with you and Jamil is eternally grateful. If you can keep Kalim occupied and entertained for just a little longer so he can have more of a break, that would be great.

• Kalim cares about the feelings of others. He knows he isn't the best at a lot of things, so he at least wants to be a good friend. You two vibe really well on this. Honestly, you guys are the pure sunshine couple of NRC.

• Overall, this boy of pure sunshine will always look to make you happy, to show you that he can provide for you, even if that means not having to use family funds. He would go with you to the ends of Twisted Wonderland. Your happiness is what matters the mostbto him.

#twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland x reader #twst x reader #twst #kalim #kalim x reader #twst kalim #kalim al asim x reader #kalim al asim #jamil viper #romantic #matchups

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local-ground-apple · 4 years ago

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Thank you for your writings ^0^~ May I request for headcanons when Riddle, Ruggie, Kalim, Vil and Lilia are dating a gn! Reader that is in the same dorm as them?

Thank you for your request!!

Sorry it took me so long, I hope you will enjoy it~~~

🥀 you have to abide the rules imposed on students by Riddle. Obviously, you do a bad job in it and even though your boyfriend is a dorm leader you more than often forget about one of many regulations. Riddle won’t admit it, but he sometimes lets it slip and pretends he hadn’t seen anything,

🥀 Riddle tried to teach you all the rules and you truly tried to memorise them, yet it was futile

,,It’s just 810 rules! It’s not that hard to remember!” “Well, it is, if your memory is shitty”

🥀 you and Adeuce are absolute trio of chaos driving Riddle insane. May it be breaking a teapot, painting roses pink by accident or dyeing hedgehogs, you are the reason behind Rosehearts’ headache,

🥀 you clearly became a master in avoiding the rules or finding loop-holes in them. Riddle knows you’re doing something wrong, yet he can’t punish you cause technically you hadn’t broke the regulations. Yet, your victorious smirk tells him otherwise. Sometimes he wonders why weren’t you sorted to Octavinelle,

🥀 you and Cater are besties. You often help him take perfect pictures for his magicam account or trick some poor, unfortunate first-years into painting the roses. Trey technically doesn’t mind your mischievous self as long as you don’t disturb his kitchen,

🥀 Riddle is more than happy to help you with subjects you don’t excel at. He’s doing his best to explain you the topic, yet each time your eyes fall on his lips, you barely can focus,

🥀 Riddle tries to be a bit lenient with you, yet sometimes he gets annoyed with you and expects a bit more than from other students. You are his second half and he thinks that at least you should try to be an example for students,

🥀 Riddle often adjustes your tie, while you gently press your lips to his, always making him blush slightly,

🐾 oh, finally a person whi can help him deal with Leona and his antics. He truly appreciates your even tiniest help. May it be a simply pat on the back, gentle comforting kiss or dragging Leona’s ass to the class, Ruggie thanks you,

🐾 Ruggie often feels like he’s the one doing the most work in the whole dorm, so any help from you is very much welcomed. However, he didn’t expect that you would organise Savanaclaw students and clearly state their duties and tasks,

🐾 you both are often seen playing pranks on poor, unfortunate Savanaclaw students. You are truly unstoppable with Ruggie’s unique magic and your cunningness. Even Leona remarked your powerful duo,

🐾 speaking of giant lion, you both scold him for skipping classes and constantly napping, literally all the time,

🐾 oh and you attempt to wake up Leona. That turns out to be challenging and hazardous task,

🐾 sometimes you both pick up dandelions, unfortunately feeling on you both pair of inquisitive eyes belonging to no one other than creepy hunter. Whenever you and Ruggie see Rook, you both rapidly walk in the other direction,

🐾 Ruggie adores when after a long day of school and handling Leona’s moods and antics, you pat and scratch his ears. Please, show him all the affection and attention you can, he will gladly return the favor,

🦂 you and Kalim are driving Jamil insane. You’re both careless, cheerful spirits who don’t really think of the consequences of their actions beforehand. You both wreck chaos accidentally and are master procrastinators world has ever known,

🦂 Jamil thinks you’re useless, but still more useful than Kalim,

🦂 you and Kalim often procrastinate on your tasks and homework. You often try to study together and prepare for exams, but since you both are blessed with attention of the goldfish, you end up being distracted even by leaves or each other lips,

🦂 you often fly on magical carpet in the middle of the night (after making sure that Jamil is sound asleep). Kalim shows you and teaches you various constellations while you’re floating in the air. You both adore staring at star-studded sky and giggling together,

🦂 you both are unstoppable party animals, who truly believe that dancing and singing are the best cure to alleviate all your worries. Kalim often throws parties and you spend the whole night in each other arms dancing to the music. The dancefloor is yours,

🦂 Jamil tolerates you, but in his eyes you and Kalim are “dumb and dumber duo” (guess he hadn’t truly experienced the power of Adeuce’s one braincell)

🦚 being in Pomefiore entails following multiple, strict routines. You often fail to do them, but Vil appreciates your efforts even if he scolds you harshly. He is still more lenient with you than with Epel and usually refrains from addressing you as “potato”,

🦚 dating Vil means that you’re expected to maintain a certain image and look absolutely impeccable all the time. The stares are always on you and you more than often feel exhausted and anxious. But you have Vil who may appear cold at first, yet in private he showers you in praises and makes sure you feel appreciated,

🦚 you and Epel are probably besties who hit it off immediately (yes, Vil sometimes is jealous). You two gossip a lot, study together and try to avoid as many of the beauty routine steps as you both can,

🦚 you often stand up for Epel whenever Vil bullies him,

🦚 even after a while, you are certainly not accustomed to Rook randomly popping up and scaring the hell out of you while yelling random French words. You doubt you would ever get used to it,

🦚 you are surely at least decent in making potions, so you and Vil often work together on enhancing some recipes and preparing lethal poisons or normal potions. He’s more than happy to tutor you and help you out, of course, if you try your best,

🦚 you quickly became a smoothie master and Vil absolutely loves it. You prepare them almost everyday, making sure to pick fresh, ripe fruits and vegetables. You both try different recipes and share a smoothie together each morning,

🦚 Rook stalks you, for sure,

🦇 you both aren’t allowed in the kitchen. Malleus made that crystal clear after one time you two wanted to celebrate your anniversary and bake something, it ended in fire,

🦇 you and Silver immediately hit it off and Lilia is more than happy that you and his self-proclaimed son are getting along well. Silver had hard time accepting you as old man’s significant other. You’re close to his age and he knows that Lilia is way older,

,,Isn’t old man too old for you? You’re young, you should date someone your age” “Like you, Silver?” “I DIDN’T SUGGEST THAT”

🦇 either way, he’s happy that his self-proclaimed bat father is in love with you,

🦇 Malleus awkwardly ships you both while Sebek was suspicious and before he accepted you, it took a while and lot of yelling. You and SIlver often team up and argue against Sebek. Silver provides arguments and you just yell,

🦇 you and Lilia both stay up until night to study, while feasting on tomato juice. Mostly, it’s you who study, cause Lilia has lived long enough to know everything that’s inside textbooks. He likes tutoring you in history, always telling you some of his adventures back in those times,

🦇 when you saw his picture in history textbook, you were more than stunned

,,OH, that’s truly you?” “Ufufufu~~mayhaps Little One”

🦇 you two often have tea parties together (it took a while to explain to Malleus why he wasn’t invited).

🦇 you will absolutely never get used to Lilia appearing out of nowhere hanging upside and giving you a heart attack. He often playfully brush his lips against yours in reverse kiss, before he pulls away with a sly grin,

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