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deep breath clears throat hi uh deep breath one second *rifling furiously through my note cards* jarchie longcon......*strangled breath* it was a great longcon in the um in the true sense sense of the world....word . fuck. um. *long silence* i-uh-no-so uh i can't do i can't do i actually can't do this i can't i tried the thing i can't *gesturing at finale* are they in there?.......can we get them out!!!!???????
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you know, I’m just gonna come out and say it. reason 182639302 why I’m sad ofmd was canceled: I would’ve liked to see a post-Izzy world.
you can stab me in the face now.
#LISTEN. I’m a jar guy.#I loved every second that disgruntled chihuahua was on my screen#I just. he was a fucking nightmare LMAO imagine the breathing room#and the potential grief arcs?#not to mention giving back screen time to other characters that were put on a slight hold to account for his larger s2 role pre death#sigh 😔#every day I grieve#izzy critical#(not even I just don’t want this getting into the wrong HANDS pun fully intended)#ofmd#our flag means death
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half an hour </3
#i did NOT pre grieve I’ll have you all know#this is a tribute to both succession AND Barry by the way. if you even care#succession#barry hbo
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PRE SELF TITLED TRUTHERS, GATHER ROUND!!!
'Blood' studio version AND 'Love Supreme' by Hozier
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big day for annoying people (me)!!!
#i come out of my depression and grieving to bring you all gifts <3#hozier#andrew hozier byrne#blood#love supreme#pre self titled#i was not expecting Blood to sound like that but i actually really like it a lot (im biased cuz i freaking love this song)#postpone that funeral#Youtube
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me seeing loki stuck in that chair
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As the likelihood of tedtrent never becoming canon looms ever closer, the fanart gets more and more intimate...
#am i manifesting or pre-grieving here? answers on a postcard pls#tedtrent#ted lasso#trent crimm#tedependent#ted lasso fanart#ted x trent#ted/trent#trent crimm fanart#my fanart#fanart#traditional art#tedtrent fanart#im not ready for the ted lasso finale wavefunction to collapse#i cannot change what happens but delusionally i think somehow with enough hope we can#tbf jason sudeikis is probably still editing it#why does trent look like a wet cat here. maybe hes drenched but safe. or he just got out the shower
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loving the prank about riverdale nearly being over its sooooo funny I love how elaborate it is but I think its kind of got old now right haha like jokes over now right???????? we can get back to real life riverdale forever now right hahaha??????
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i am as always thinking about voltron. because i have issues. but i really and truly cannot get over vld’s flanderisation of lance’s character, it actually aggravates me to no end!!!
in the franchise, lance has been established to be an ace-flyer, incredibly perceptive (specifically in dotu and vttd, the source material + the closest sequel!), impulsive, and cocky—but his cockiness had SUBSTANCE. he knew he was that good. to me vforce has one of the best lance characterisations in how they get him: he’s a great flier, he’s a dependable figure of authority, he’s snarky, he bites back, he has the right amount of silliness and pettiness dotu lance had. in vforce, everyone could get teased by the narrative! it wasn’t one or two characters taking the brunt (hi vld hunk and lance!).
but in vld, they practically cut out all those parts of lance, the flying, the perceptiveness, his confidence, and then give it to keith (whose original personality had been then given to shiro). they leave him with the cockiness, but there’s nothing to back it up. they orchestrate keith and lance’s rivalry to be one-sided and terribly unbalanced because keith IS better than lance in a lot of things. this was never the case before, they had strengths and weaknesses that the other complemented and would sometimes cause conflict (vttd is a great example of this!).
i think the reason why it bothers me so much, is because this is first time lance has been latino and not white (not counting golion’s isamu in this). the first time! and the moment he is, they take away his skills and his strengths, have him bullied by the narrative and made into a joke, never taken seriously, and dialed up his flirtatiousness to over 9000. the only time i can actually recall lance being flirtatious in the franchise was in ddp’s run, but even then it wasn’t nearly as prominent or excessive as vld lance’s nonstop flirting. he gets keith’s leftover lion, he gets a sword like keith, he’s allura’s second choice, he never really finds his place in the team.
the arc of feeling like a seventh wheel or insecurity wouldn’t bother me if he had history in the franchise of this, if his character wasn’t established the way it was, but he doesn’t! and its not like vld’s narrative does much to disprove lance’s insecurity—in fact it winds up doing the opposite most of the time. on the surface vld and dotu lance seem similar, but deeper down i feel like the writers just…lost the plot. it’s not that you can’t branch out in reboots or explore other pathways, but it’s just so blatant to me in how they’d taken so much from him and passed it off to other characters. where’s the love for the source material in that? where’s the respect? i don’t know, maybe i’m just going on and on, but it haunts me.
#.txt#vld#vdotu#vforce#voltron#can a pre-vld lance fan survive in a post-vld world?#the answer is yes but the pain is unbelieveable#i could speak abt keith’s flanderisation particularly in regards to his leadership and how the narrative rewards him for irresponsibility#but i won’t. i am tired.#i think the vld characterisation i liked the most was allura but they dropped the ball so hard it bounced off into the aether#i have made up a world where allura gets to be messed up and grieve and be powerful and live despite it all (and she is loved)#its a nice world#watch vforce im so serious#or better yet. watch dairugger#voltron fanbase could benefit from everyone being required to watch dairugger at least once
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claudia 2.0 diary entry: i'm just a girl, what's my destiny? || a claudia de pointe du lac playlist || songs curated by @saint-cecilias || edits by @bluetiefling
listen on SPOTIFY
#claudia de pointe du lac#interview with the vampire#iwtvedit#mai's playlists#playlists#is it in poor taste to tell yall to go cop my mixtape rn???#i made this like a month ago lol#so clearly i've PRE-GRIEVED (no i haven't)
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So at this point, if we get him back, we're not getting him back whole, are we?
There's no way the same writers who've spent an entire season lingering on Crosshair's PTSD would just give Tech a factory reset with a bump on the noggin'. And there's no longer time to give him a healing journey. The best we can hope for is open-ended optimism. The possibility that he might be himself again someday, in a future we'll never see.
It's starting to feel like a Faustian fucking bargain at this point.
#I don't even know what I want anymore#I still think it's worse if it's not him#I'm still pretty sure it is him#but I'm like...preparing to grieve the story we won't get#I'm pre-grieving#the bad batch#tbb Tech#the bad batch spoilers#tbb spoilers#tbb season 3 spoilers#the bad batch season 3 spoilers#tbb season 3#the bad batch season 3#sw tbb#the bad batch speculation#tbb speculation#the bad batch meta#tbb meta#the bad batch discussion#tbb discussion#Tech my beloved#this is harder than losing him the first time I swear#ADH-D2's Patented Bullshit
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man this sucks. also my whole head hurts. why is that a side effect of crying. UUUUUGH
#I popped some advil or whatever and half-watching the new defunctland video#also it sucks that the literal years I spent pre-grieving him as he got old didn't really help#not that I earnestly expected them to#but I guess that's proof that letting the future control your emotions ks a check you never get to cash#god. I'm just gonna miss him. he was my little guy.#I'll be okay
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i think roman's pre-grieving is a very real thing and has a lot to do with his inability to achieve... anything, including sexual pleasure. he can't "let go" because he already pre-imagined a situation so he's therefore incapable of enjoying it as an actual experience/of even getting past the first few stages of grief.
#roman roy#succession#that was actually the most relatable moment for me. i pre-grieve a lot you guys!
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Woke up to the news. Sending comfort to you guys in the US. I’m so sorry you guys
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rewatching the road not taken animated short on the train was a bad idea
#just genshin <3#haha… ha… a…#……..#i hate it here#THE PARALLELS OF LUMINE AND DAIN AND THEIR COLD DISTANCE BC BOTH ARE GRIEVING AND CANT FIND IT WITHIN THEM TO COMFORT ONE ANOTHER#COMPARED TO AETHER AND PAIMONS WARM COMPANIONSHIP BC THEY DO HAVE THE EMOTIONAL CAPACITY TO HELP EACH OTHER#DAIN EITHER WALKING AHEAD OR LINGERING BEHIND WHILE PAIMON IS ALWAYS BESIDE AETHER OR TUGGING HIM ALONG#OHHHHHH I HATE IT IT MAKES ME SICK IM SICK THIS IS SICKENING RAAAHHHHHHH#and lumines progressive breakdowns…. her often stopping while aether moves on…. the snapshots of what was probably when they were both awake#before they tried to leave teyvat and were separated….#throws up i need the whole of the pre-failed teyvat escape into the 500 years journey lore/anime STAT#also i really hope the anime covers the events before main timeline…. pls…
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#i feel like i’m not enjoying whatever time i have left with my grampa (he’s 93)#bc im constantly thinking about the fact that i’m genuinely not equipped to deal with him dying like. ever#like i just called him and the second i hanged up i felt like throwing up#romanroy voice i pre grieved#but i didn’t pre grieve shit#like I’m just being anxious and not enjoying these last few years (?) and im going to be a mess for months anyway when it happens#I just can’t not think about it but I know it will all be for nothing actually it will only make things worse#!!!!#eheh. not nice#why did i spell grandpa like that
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#thinking about death again bc my dad texted an update on my mum#apparently she got a blood transfusion and threw up. thrilling stuff. but it just nudges at my head#bc it just makes me think. when shes gone its going to leave a trace. the outline of a person#i dont kno why i find that so upsetting. i just think about all the half completed scrapbooks that will whither away in my sisters old room#and it makes me cry. shell leave behind her incomplete scrapbooks. half tumbled rocks. containers of sea glass and lucky stones. digital#conversation thatll never be responded to. shoes and clothes#and memories. evidence of of a life no longer there to live it#and it just makes me sad i guess. i dunno. theres something sad about a project that will never be finished#a project doomed to be forgotten because it was only ever in the care of one person#but thats how it goes. what is is. nothing to be done about it but feel that sadness#i dunno. my head is full of static and frustration for unrelated reasons#but death pokes at my head during the day and i lose my already unsteady focus in an effort not to cry#im tired and sad and wishing my medication was working better#shes not even dead yet. im pulling a roman r0y and pre grieving. except for reals#unrelated
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