#i only got like 4 hours of sleep!
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guys, i think i wrote like 16k yesterday in like 10-12 hours and i do not know how i did that but i think i saw god for a moment and we waved and then i passed out.
#anyway so someone needs to take my writing rights#i have the week off from work and i really really like writing and when i don't have to stop start stop start stop start it i just#don't#and then i go and go and go#i call this (fondly) the writing void#it does not visit me often but when it does i am helpless#galaxy's writing#AND THEN#THEN#!!!#i only got like 4 hours of sleep!#brain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#CAN WE PLEASE REST AT LEAST A LITTLE!!!!!!!!!!??????????
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Thinking about vampires, death, life, and the space they occupy in between
#to be or not to be. that is the question#ty adam for being my model for dramatic vampire moment#musings on the thinkings about:#when to live you are required to hurt others. you must repeatedly ask yourself what the value of your life is#To sleep... perchance to dream...#ah. THERES THE RUB.#ok I actually couldnt come up with too many thoughts. I had a lot more while I was drawing this but I guess I put them in the painting LOL#reading that soliloquy and being like damn this is just like vampires#the reality of course is that the soliloquy is a debate over suicide and ultimately making the choice to live#even if just out of fear of the unknown#and vampires are about dying and then in undeath choosing to continue to live#despite the fear of eternity and loneliness and hurting others#theyre not the same. but like let me thiiink come onnnn I'm allowed to thiiink and have incomplete thoughts#I would have to write like a proper essay about this to organize my thoughts. this is the tags on a tumblr post.#anyways finished episode 79#working on patreon stickers for this month (and next month soon)#and working on book 4. taking a pause from episodes cause I've got 3 weeks of buffer now... UGH#I'm so mad that they changed it. it would have been 5 weeks before but it's fine it's whatever#anyways yeah taking a break from episodes to make my book now!#its good stuff.#and this painting is good stuff#banger after banger from me tbh#this was a little relaxing giving myself a couple hours to muse#it's necessary for my health and I always forget that til I do a painting...#I loved doing the little landscape in the background too I should do that more! I love how plants are just like whatever shape you want#like you can make up any plant you want and not only does that plant PROBABLY exist somewhere#a weirder plant exists somewhere too. so. literally whatever you want#ok bye again for a few days while I get back to work
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not to sound like a queer theory textbook, but i wish there were more options for exploring masculinity within lgbt spaces. i'm bored of "women and nonbinary people" and "femmes and thems" and "no men allowed". i know there's a broad social scene for gay men, but i don't fit into that as i still like girls and i only pass about 30% of the time. i just wish there was a way i could meet other queer and GNC men in a non-sexual setting (i.e. not grindr) and talk with them about things like what masculinity means from their perspective, how they express it, how they relate to other men, and most importantly what brands of razors they use, because i can't keep using shitty plastic disposables forever i just can't
#lately i've been feeling quite alienated from the same queer spaces i used to feel comfortable in#idk where i slot in as an ace transmasc person. it's like there isn't really a place for me anymore (if there ever was)#i went to a queer market the other day and got misgendered by one of the stallholders who referred to me as 'sapphic' without thinking twic#feel like that sums it up really!#i have more thoughts but i've only got like 4 hours of sleep in the last two days so i should probably hold off
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u guys won’t believe how normal i acted yesterday when one of the kids i volunteer with was making miraculous references during part of a game
#6(?) y/o girl during a game we were playing: “this is my lucky charm don’t make me use it >:3333”#me; who only got 4 hours of sleep the night before bcz i was reading mlb fics and has spent many hours since reading more to keep sane:#*trying not to shake with autism* “do uou like miraculous ladybug?”#chat i fear my mlb hyperfixation may be slightly returning#anyways she did infact like mlb and it was a reference#but she didnt wanna talk to me about it bcz i was on the other team nd she assumed i was trying to distract her </3#maybe next week forreal#mlb#miraculous ladybug#miraculous#ryan shut the fuck up
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Some Saturday NYCC cosplay photos! I was so excited to meet another Danny! We have so so many photos to post from this weekend (especially from the Friday Critter Meetup!) but we'll be posting more once we've slept (and after we go feral buying books today).
If you met us at comic con (or just love cosplay and want to talk shop), feel free to shoot us a message! We need more cosplay & crafting friends 💜
🪡 Danny Phantom Jacket & Trafalgar Law One Piece Overalls from Kiki's Attire.
👻 Ghost Thermos & Flame from Givewave Studios. Thank you so much for the custom Danny flame color 💚
#cosplay#nycc#nycc 2024#danny phantom#one piece#dani phantom#trafalgar law#trafalgardwaterlaw#danny phantom cosplay#genderbent cosplay#one piece cosplay#traffy cosplay#meghan cosplays#nic cosplays#polycraftory cosplays#i realized we were on the last day and i've posted absolutely no cosplay photos#i only got 3 and then 4 hours of sleep the first two days of NYCC#between needing to finish cosplay crafting#and needing to be up early to do makeup and stuff#so excited for a chill no cosplay sunday#we will return with many photos like... tomorrow#especially because the nott cosplay is done and i've never been more proud of something i've helped make
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Neoma Winter - Alien of the Moon
#the time I took on this edit 😩😩#I only got like 2 hours of sleep#but my creativity was BURSTING#kairasims#the sims community#thesims4#sims4#ts4#the sims 4#ts4 screenshots#ts4 cas#my sims#Neoma Winter#Alien of the Moon
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I will never shut up about Electric Touch. Ever.
#that being said I'm actually about to go to sleep lol#I got home from the FOB concert at 4 am and was awake again before 8 am#I am only awake rn because I was determined to hear SN TV in full at the time of release#I've listened to Electric Touch 3 times which is my lucky number so it feels like a good time to sleep lol#I'm excited to enjoy this album in full again in the morning after I get some solid sleep#insane 24 hours for me!!#ashley rambles#taylor swift#electric touch#speak now (taylor’s version)#fall out boy
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#ughhhhh i dont. want to put this in the tag this is EMBARRASSINNGGGGGGUHH.#but i did have fun with this. please enjoy. but also DONT LOOK#okay now i conk out because i only got like 4 hours of sleep and i have been awake for almost 13
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Fun Fact: I named this file "if i had a wiggly for every time joey played a villain consumed by magic powers beyond their comprehension expressed through green light i'd have way more wigglys than anyone can handle but its weird that it happened twice" because I couldn't get it out of my head so welcome back to art that's specifically funny to only me and combine it with "I'll just do a quick simple drawing" that goes a bit out of hand anyway....eh it happens
#zkretchy#art#hatchetverse#black friday#nightmare time 2#ezekiel#i still can't believe that is a canon episode#to be fair-it's hatchetfield-anything can happen#wilbur cross#also hi this came to me at fucking 1am last night so i got 4 hours of sleep#not even bc my brain stayed awake#so i basically only fiddled with some details now (8pm the other day AFTER a nap after work...sorry to myself)#anyhow for someone who doesn't love green i sure like these bright green lighting scenarios while the rest is pitch black darkness#starkid
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i wish pokemon would do more characters who betray you but at the same time if they did it wouldnt work anymore
the reason characters like dusknoir and volo are so cool to me is bc pokemon is about friendships! its about bonds and the strength you draw from relying on people and helping them in turn! so when a character suddenly reveals they've been using you it sucks so bad and it rules!!! volo esp is so cool rn bc unlike dusknoir, so far we haven't seen him turn a new leaf. dusknoir's story still ends in the companionship pokemon promotes but for volo its still up in the air what happened to him. but anyway point is, betrayal plots are so cool in pokemon's context i love it sm
#clai speaks#i'm tired but this makes sense right. god volo is so cool i love that guy#anyway aughhhh i should have been asleep hours ago bc i have an 8 hour shift that starts at 7am but i got hit with Volo Emotions#i'm only gonna be able to sleep for like 4 hours now wish me luck at work tomorrow lads o7
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stupid ms paint doodle
#im due to start any day so im shitty and tired#i only slept for like 4 hours#i got an early night but i woke up at like 1am and couldnt go back to sleep#euporie doodles
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lol. i think ive reached my limit.
#i just cannot take this torture anymore#ive been at the mercy of this horrible disease for over half my life now#imagine living knowing that roughly every 3.5 weeks youre going to experience the most excruciating pain of your life#along with crushing. usually suicidal depression. and such extreme fatigue and exhaustion that you easily sleep for 14+ hours a DAY#AND ITS ALL FOR FUCKING *NOTHING*#there is literally ZERO benefit or reason for me to be experiencing this#it is 100% extraneous#and even if you go to a dr and try to get treatment their only recommendation is 1) pain killers and/or 2) birth control#which both come with their own fucking share of unpleasant side effects#not to mention theyre not even 100% effective at stopping the problem in the first FUCKING place#and imagine even tho you have this DEBILITATING DISORDER society at large has decided it straight up DOESNT EXIST#to the point where REAL ACTUAL MEDICAL PROFESSIONALS will dismiss your symptoms#not to mention people in your life who dont understand or just straight up dont believe your disorder is real#good luck keeping a job or any other major commitments#considering you'll either be out of commission for like. 1 out of ever 4 weeks#or youll have to work/whatever WHILE experiencing said excruciating pain/crushing depression/debilitating exhaustion#not to mention the GI issues and the migraines and the brain fog and the fucking. full body aches#wanna go to a concert? or plan a vacation? or just. fucking. RELAX? you better hope its not during Hell Week or youre outta luck#and youve got roughly 30-40 YEARS of this to look forward to#maybe less IF YOURE LUCKY#im fucking over it#i cant take it anymore#im making an appt to see a dr and i WILL NOT LEAVE THEIR OFFICE until they have referred me to whoever i have to talk to to make this stop#my fucking fury at having to live like this has officially outweighed my fear of invasive procedures/recovery time/side effects#let along the torture that is navigating the medical care system as an AFAB#i just. i cant do this anymore.#i want to fucking LIVE#fuck
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i bring more blue-haired yosuke with some notes!
this is basically just a character sheet but i’ve been struggling to write this bitch for like 5 years and i think i’ve finally got something in my head that feels right
short version of this post:
he dyed his hair the orange-brown to piss off his mother, his eyes are gold because his persona evolved a third time (unheard of i believe), and he more or less grew into the snarky manga joker that i enjoy significantly more than the anime version (followed by: a small doodle of amatsu and a sketch of how tall this man is wtf)
@verysexyseagull hewwo hi if you have any ideas about him that u wanna yell about with me, you know where to poke me
#of kits with daggers au#yosuke hanamura#persona 4#i came up with this because all parent yosuke fics were souyo only?#i wanted just yosuke and akira#still haven’t beaten golden yet which is funny cause my computer is right there all the time lol#i do actually have a series of sub aus following the general dad yosuke concept#think that’s all i got in me rn (i’m gonna sleep in like 2 hours tho dw)
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#claydol#i totally forgot baltoy had an evolution. and apparently i'm being told this guy is from steven's team in rse also which is the only thing#they're relevant for. if anyone else knows any other ways this guy is relevant then i'd be interested to know. i got like 4 hours of sleep#they got too many eyes. how does that work. idk i'm not looking up their pokédex entries right now. how are they compeititvely#about what i expected. it was good in its hayday when it came out in gen 3 and then slowly fell off. i have nothing else to say abt this pok#émon. let's read some dex entries. yep it's a clay doll. never would've gotten that one#alright. what evar. claydol fans you'd know more about this than i would
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You post like you like real life animals in a bad way
That's a little weird to send someone don't you think anon?
#it is 4 in the morning and im getting ready for work...I only got like 3 hours of sleep#literally piss off anon lmAO find something better to do than making petty accusations
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help the app I usually watch the new episodes of wakfu on isn’t updating and I keep getting spoilers
#Also I only got like 3-4 hours of sleep last night#wakfu#ankama#wakfu season 4#wakfu spoilers#wakfu s4
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