#i never really did anything in hs but study cry drink coffee and draw and cry some more and then draw some more
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i often get nostalgic for something i never had the chance to experience but only watched from afar, when i see teenage boys on public transport with dyed buzz cuts and skateboards
#i never really did anything in hs but study cry drink coffee and draw and cry some more and then draw some more#i was very... anxious academically inclined and artistic (the three big As of my hs experience) but i was so obsessed with perfection#that i only had fun like 30% of the time#i had a few close friends but i was so afraid of social situations and i avoided bigger gatherings and club activities that actually couldv#benefited me#i never dared to try things outside my comfort zone#i wanted to learn how to skateboard and i wanted to go places alone but i was always too scared#i do the second thing nowadays bc i have no friends at my university...#thats good i guess but im still really on edge while im out alone sometimes idk#i guess the point is i wish i had more fun when i was younger#im only 20 now so i guess it's still high time#but I've felt so horribly alone since i was 17#z.post
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Thank you for the tag @yaralulu !! Its nice to feel included ♥
Describe your writing process from idea to posting/publishing?
I get the best ideas while driving or showering and then struggle to remember them later.
Its a mess, it truly is, i have thrown away everything my hs teachers taught me. I have 35 WIPs that as soon as I think of a scene, ill spit it out and then move onto the next. I am writing CH 15 of my fic while CH11 remains bare and empty.
Are you a plotter or a pantser?
I have no idea what a pantser is tbh, I just started writing 2 mos ago. Still catching up with the lingo and all the different sites I need to learn.
I generally have an idea of a plot, and at the top of every CH or Word doc I will write a brief synopsis of what I want to happen, but for the most part i am possessed by the characters and I am just as shocked as yall are about what came out of my fingertips.
What do you listen to when you are writing?
Studio Ghibli Study music. I draw a lot of inspiration from BVB, MIW, Heather Dale and Misbehavin Maidens, but while I am actually writing I cannot listen to lyrics because my ADHD paired with my dyslexia will have me out here just writing the lyrics down.
There might be a Tarquin Bonus Chapter coming that is based off The Maiden and the selkie by Heather dale but shhh!.
What’s your drink of choice(while writing)?
It depends on Time of Day but I am the stereotypical 3 drinks at once person: 1 for hydration (water), 1 for caffeine (tea or coffee, I have a terrible addiction to both), and 1 for fun (hot cocoa, dr. pepper, or kool aid)
Promote yourself! What’s your favorite thing you’ve written?
I do really like my main fic A Court Reborn, it is a self indulgent fun story to write and a few people seem to love it, which I am floored by. I honestly did not think it was going to do well being my first multi chap fic and all. It often has me crying over my keyboard going "Lucien will be happy if it kills me." While it is a Pro Tamlin, Tam x OC, It also focuses on building and encouraging Lucien and Nestas healing to set them up for Elucien and Neris respectively.
But I also love the accessibility of my one shots/ drabbles, reader fics. Not everyone has the time to invest into reading a full fic so a quick chap to make you feel better before you continue scrolling is great.
Share a fic of yours that you think is underrated/deserves more love.
I did kinda hope for Lucien and Eris Make Up to do better than it did, but I am a new writer, not everything is going to stick and do phenomenal. I like it, and thats what matters ♥
Do you have any advice for new writers?
Comparison is the thief of joy, but also, it is understandable that you would like some feedback for your writing, I feel the same way!
I miss a lot on here, if you are one of my moots and you feel your fic did not get enough love, tag me! Send it to me! I will hype you up!! I follow you for a reason, and that reason is that I think you are great and anything you post, even if we have never had a conversation before, I want to read it!!
What is a writing style/technique that others do really well that you'd like to get better at?
Slowing down, fleshing out the scene. I get too excited when I write and rely heavily on Cannons depictions of the places themselves. I feel I am getting better at it though and reading back through my fic I can see in real time my writing improve and I think that is pretty cool.
Is there a character you were surprised you enjoyed writing as much as you did?
Lucien. I am enjoying babying him. "Yes you are a powerful Heir to Day Court, but you also deserve head scratches and forehead kisses." No my OC is not going to end up with Lucien romantically, my goal is to convey a loving older sister figure to him. Yes there will be a part where she clashes with Eris over him "hes not YOUR little brother"/ "he is now"
On the flip side, Tarquin is proving more difficult. In my head he is so calm, cool and collected, but I myself am chaotic. I am trying so hard to do his character the justice he deserves.
I am tagging: @farintonorth @1800naveen @matrixsss @positivelyruined @merwgue @bxriles @sad-scarred-sassy
And anyone else!!
#writer tag game#i always cry when i am included in these ty sm#pro tamlin#pro tamlin fanfic#acotar fanfiction
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