#i need to talk about how bad this went
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dude. my life fucking rules. feathered velociraptor shleich figurine for $2 at the op shop. captain of one of my favourite ferries complimented my shirt TWICE (and we are now introduced!). new friend waved me over to sit next to her in a lecture. found a way to make my pony collection even more enjoyable. sky was so beautiful it was a crazy pale blue and there were cirrus clouds catching the sun. the ocean looked like molten green glass. I'm going swimming in the sea and having lunch with a few friends in a weeks time. I've earned 500 dollars this week just from my art which is a milestone I didn't expect to hit without joining a company. I'm not feeling as fatigued as usual. it rained in the morning which was really lovely. I thought I was going to be super late for uni but I made it right on time. I'm kind of in love with the world today
#listen to my gibberish boy#all of these are small things. some of them you have to consciously notice e.g. the sky. the sea. the rain#one of them is just 'not being late'. but my god. everything together amounts for so much#maybe silly but noting down all the good things that happen to me during the day has been absolutely incredible for my mental health#I'm so serious. its a big reason I went from crying every day to crying maybe once a month. you NEED to look for the tiny good.#the tiny good is always there. even if your life is miserable. maybe the water you drank was refreshing. maybe you talked to a friend#maybe you had a nice dream. or watched a funny video.#everything good that happens to you. notice it. think about it when it happens. it's crazy how big of a difference it can make sometimes#so much of misery or happiness is perception. if you tell yourself 'today was a horrible day so much went wrong' then in your mind#it will become a horrible day forever. not to say you can't have bad days#I have bad days fairly often! it's just that I try not to give the shit things too much attention#like ALSO today. my fever kept going. I had a stomach ache. I had to catch up on 3 hours of lectures. I tripped on my way through uni.#but if I dwell on those things they'll become a permanent part of my memory of today. you sometimes have the choice to remember or forget#certain things. try it for a few weeks [: it might make a difference
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Erin the comparison of JL vs the Avengers to Camp Jupiter vs Camp Half blood is toooo accurate 😭
JL: There’s an established system in place and contingencies for every foreseeable scenario
Avengers: fuck it we ball
peter thinks that the Avengers have it all together because they're his teachers and they're constantly telling him to use his brain but it's really because they, for the first time, saw their own "fuck it we ball" mentality in a teenager, and thought "oh my god maybe that is like... super dangerous." like when a parent was younger and they partied a lot and sometimes got into dangerous situations and thought "this is normal" until they had a kid and they quickly realized "oh that's why my mom was insane."
that didn't make them any better, it just made them hypocrites. peter just doesn't know that because they act super responsible when he's around
#it takes a village#and in this case the village are a bunch of idiots that have no idea how to raise a teenager like peter#their perspective is so funny#peter is a superpowered genius that was one bad day from snapping and they saw that and went “oh fuck that's our job now isn't it”#peter CAN be hard to handle#but like in a loving way#if ben and may were alive i do believe i'd have written them to know about peter's powers#and i think at least one fic where May realizes she can't keep up with peter and he needs mentors would be very fun to write#what was i talking about#oh yeah#the way peter talks about the avengers makes them sound so put together and like technically yes they are#but after first impressions are done the JL soon see the Avengers are WILD#they all fight like siblings rather than teammates#which is so funny#peter has no idea he embodies that avengers mentality#i love him for it#ao3 fanfic#leap of faith ao3#peter parker#thank you for the ask!#leap of faith catch me if you can#peter parker in gotham
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blessed be (lorscher bienensegen) | telling the bees (wiþ ymbe)
"Bees" [remixed, abridged], Claudia Emerson // "Letter to Someone Living Fifty Years from Now" [remixed. abridged], Matthew Olzmann // "Letter to my Great, Great Grandchild" [remixed, abridged], J.P. Grasser | Len Redkole, Nina Weiss, Brian Babineau, Christian Peterson, Mitchell Leff, Dave Isaac, Megan DeRuchie
#liv in the replies#if i were insane there would be an appendix to this called telling the bees however i finished this at 3am yesterday its nearly midnight &#my cutoff is when my ahl asg stream cuts. GOD by now i should know when i save a poem like hmm. not applicable but god it'd be perfect#THAT'S A CURSE. DON'T PUT IT IN THE DOCUMENT. DON'T SAVE IT. FORGET YOU READ IT. IT'S A CURSE!! <- things i should've told myself when i#went to read bees was already like 👀 &then the first line was FUCKING CLAUDE!!!!! anyway. sorry also this is like. insanely long but ALSO#regarding mf claude. the first picture is a leftover from the claude edit i made years ago so that feels GREAT and BEAUTIFUL & also for me#as ever y'all will be getting a full breakdown. starting with what i regularly have a breakdown about every time i see it which is joelle's#james 1:12 tattoo which if u use the king james version (gay) is blessed is he who perseveres under trial because having stood the test he#will receive the crown of life the lord has promised to those who love him. which i always go blessed is he who perseveres // for those who#love him. and that's joel. ignoring him getting it then getting sent down on his birthday IGNORING IT. also we know the frosty/maple leafs#hahaha fuck the flyers lore right? good. that's morgan and his dad also bc i love a baby picture & it was perfect. also the dave isaac pic#next was in an article talking about morgan 'stung' by draft camp. shut UP. i have an alt for tells him with claude and ALSO hate the#elephant w/phil bc myesie u fuckin leaf-eater (giraffe) but i love the composition of that jake shot & had to use it (it was also almost#tells him) with thylacine jakey frog nolan also raff the extinct whale bc i needed him here. if my editing on incapable of joy is bad no on#tell me i did some SHENANIGANS to put morgan in there & color-pick/alter his jersey. new skill. i think euphoria is one of my favorite for#the sake of pride night but ALSO that polaroid kills me very time &they're so stoners contemplate the universe but ALSO i love transcendenc#so that whole three photo string i think is my favorite. and i was in looking at these like listen okay it's okay there are only so many#photos in the world. you can repeat from others you've seen before. except ALSO there's so many of these freaks together do you separate#and every time i was like there can't be more there was more. don't ask the number of back-ups for the sweetest blossom/pinch/ruffle sets#okay also the ready to be stung one was a surprise favorite fit for me because i love that line but wasn't sure how to convey it? so it's o#i think with how morgan's face is and the almost of it all. yes joel hardest trier is in there purely for me i do have an alt but. how coul#u doubt him. insert sasha's tweet abt how much joel loves philly but all his quotes have been abt being excited for morgan to have a fresh#start. AND NOT EVEN TWO MINUTES IN CALGARY AND YOU'RE STILL INSEPARABLE god i literally googled frost farabee calgary to find the last#blessed [because. heard but not seen you know of everyone traded but you went together. not seen. (which ties into the terrible appendix)]#and IT DIDN'T EVEN TAKE ME TWO MINUTES TO FIND THAT!!! WHAT DO YOU MEANNN anyway. sorry again it's so long & also i will be vanishing a wee#& a half after posting [redacted] is kicking my ass & im doing [redacted fun things WAIT ACTUALLY U CAN KNOW ONE i'm seeing hippo campus]#morgan frost#joel farabee#philadelphia flyers#calgary flames
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dream visit (nostalgia) - a 2nd anniversary katfl comic
#wooo wooo yayyyy uayyy happy anniversary#happy birthday elfilin and elfilis my beloveds#kirby#wybs art#elfilin#fecto elfilis#idk if i should tag this as forgo#katfl#LOTS of talking abt this piece in the tags below#i wanted to do some kinda thing and I got this idea for a comic#so i just kinda went in and did it messy#not really worrying too much about how it looked#and I like how it came out I think#even if elfilin looks kinda bad at some parts#kind of a sequel to my old dream visit post?#that one I gave elfilis/forgo the tunic script but I didn’t feel like doing it this time#this one i was kinda thinking about like. ok#identity and stuff and how it differs for them#i know forgo and elfilis are 2 separate entities#but i like drawing elfilis#so i think in this dream scenario where they can kinda be whatever#they’d show themself as elfilis#because that’s what they are trying to become again anyways#and really elfilin is only a small part of the whole#so forgo IS far more ‘elfilis’ than elfilin would be#similarly they just keep saying ‘i’ whereas elfilin sees that form and thinks ‘we’#forgo being kind of self centered: they don’t need elfilin to achieve their goals#that being destruction which elfilin would inhibit#except they do to actually become elfilis again#idk whatever I should stop talking
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My thesis supervisor: I've been thinking about something you said last week - that you aren't sure if you're going to do a master's degree. I believe you mean you're considering moving to another city?
Me: ...no. I'm not sure if I'm going to do a master's at all.
Him: why not?
Me: I worry it'll be too hard for me.
Him: [gives me a long look] Do you hear yourself?
#ajsidksnsksksjd#i only went there to ask if i can skip next thesis lab and to show him the spectra i worked on over the weekend#how did we end up talking about [gestures vaguely] this#he said he never forces students to do anything but he already has a msc thesis topic for me 😭#i was like im going through a hard time rn#and he said not to take any decisions then bc it's a bad idea and to wait for it to pass instead#bc then hopefully ill 'realize what im saying now' snjhsks#he also called me meticulous and of great intellectual potential and i was just like :')))#he doesn't give compliments away on a daily basis okay#he said im just not brave enough yet and that a chemist has to be a little crazy lol#phew my goodness did i need to hear something like this#txt#op#thesis tag
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sometimes i forget how fucking ugly sebastian’s scandals outfit is, but then i have to draw it. i’m convinced he chose his outfit out with his eyes closed
#OKAY LIKE THE POLO ISNT BAD#BUT THE COLORS OF IT#why is that orange there 😭😭#it’s so awful 😭#the not one but DOUBLE popped collar 😭#like he put on one shirt popped the collar and went “no it needs more”#ik he assaulted blaine’s eye in micheal but i fear we don’t talk about how he assaulted everyone’s eyes at scandals that night#i like to think he added in another popped collar just to ruin kurt’s night a bit more#(he’s in love)#meg’s incoherent thoughts#sebastian smythe#glee
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i thought i had been too loud already about how cringe I think the whole dogpiling on r/danandphil thing is but apparently i need to be louder 😔 frankly i find the "banned from r/danandphil" meme childish and grating, own up to your freak nature and stop fixating on what normies are doing on a completely different platform it's kinda weird and pointless. let them be cringe in their way and we'll be cringe in our way and we can live in peace. yeah i would get banned from that subreddit if i went over there and posted the way i do here, that's why I'm posting on here not on reddit like ????????? I truly do not understand why this is a problem just mind your business idk 😭 it really is like the meme of the guy putting a stick in his bike wheel and then blaming someone else like why are you going out of your way to create a problem. when there are already so many actual problems you could be worrying about. dpmo
#we need to focus on how much we love dnp idgaf about hating on redditors like please stop this behaviour#truly how many of you were full-time redditors before this happened like how many of you were actually personally victimised by this#and how many of you just went out of your way to create a problem which didn't need to exist 😭#i had hoped this meme would have died after the mods mass banned everyone for being extremely annoying and childish and brigading#but here we are still talking about this shit weeks later#it's actually so petty and childish to me idgaf if i would get banned from that subreddit bc it's none of my business#i know im a freak im at peace with that. i dont need validation from a fucking reddit mod it's okay for them to think im weird#there is something deeply insecure about this whole meme idk i think some of u are aware that we are actually the weirdos and you're#uncomfortable with that revelation. stop being a coward own up to your freak nature. u dont have to be correct about this#the brigading/“speedrunning getting banned” was truly so fucking childish and irritating i unfollowed beloved mutuals over it :/#12 year old boy behaviour i truly do not care for this fuckass meme at all#i appreciate being tagged in the chain post about it but this meme gets on my nerves so bad i dont want to be associated with it sry#anyway back to writing smut about dan and phil :3
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HAPPY JUNGLE SUNDAY EVE EVERYONE TODAY'S MY 20TH BIRTHDAY. CHECK OUT THE FUCKIG KIRIMI THAT MY DAD DREW FOR ME,
#others art#<- I GUESS. Holy fuckkk#i need to fully explain how this went down ok. so i'm playing touys on my computer while my dad's in the room with me playing video games#the clock strikes midnight and an alarm goes off on his phone. he looks at it and smiles and just says ah! it's time! :)#he puts down the controller and gets up to grab a paper off his desk before coming back over to me. i can't see what's on the paper .#he flips it around to show me and i scream really really loud as he says HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :)#the drawing's sitting on the table next to me rn and i see him every time i reach for my water cup and i start giggling really bad#unironically i wish i could draw kirimi as scary as he does i love how menacing he is here. help me#THW SIGKIN BACHIKIN AND OTSUKIN ON THE CAKE ARE SO CUTE TO ME he doesn't even know that much ab mo4 cause i don't talk about it to him#so i assume he just googled what he could and went from there. i love it so much and i love my dad :)#i AM maintagging this btw EVERYONE LOOK AT MY DAD'S MO4 FANART NOWWW#marikinonline4#gou kirimi#for meee :3
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I feel that during the first coffee date walk through the market, rye has a fraction of a millisecond's kneejerk trauma freakout of '...wait. wait. am I really catching feelings for a rich boy again. with how that went down last time. am I truly that stupid' (once derogatorily referred to quite openly at a party as 'young master anaxas' pet mortalitasi' to which the young master anaxas only grinned and shrugged and STILL you don't break up with his smug controlling ass for good for six more months because you have a desperate bottomless yearning pit where your self respect should go, twice shy lol). and then he actually looks at lucanis standing next to him getting harding spearmint to help with bad dreams and generally being so quietly thoughtful and sweet through the prosaic yet necessary medium of grocery shopping it makes me feel a little unwell to truly contemplate. and rye is like '*the softest fondest eyes anyone has ever turned on anything* ...you know what. I suspect we don't have to worry about that repeating, I think we're probably safe. I am comfortable being this level of stupid. (slowly dawning marital intent even at this stage)'.
(part of the reason rye buys NONE of illario's bullshit at all right from the beginning is that he's basically vaccinated against this exact type of dude after that relationship lol. charming suave guy who in the beginning pays you a lot of lavish attention and takes pains to make you feel special every time you're in a room with him -- but shallowly and mostly, it slowly dawns on you, when there's something he wants from you (and he's often doing it at the expense of someone else, raising you up to put someone else down and you won't believe this... it can turn into a seesaw at a whim. yay). and beneath that there's just a seething pit of resentment and inferiority complexes and bitterness left to fester until he can make it everyone else's problem and that IS going to start to bubble up between the cracks with you too if you stick around for long enough. no thank you been there done that wasted my youth and potential on it and all I got was this lousy shiny set of new emotional intimacy issues haunting me for life! trust me illario I HAVE, as it were, chosen the wrong dellamorte before, which is exactly how I know I didn't this time. go get him lucanis I've got your coffee
hilarious mental image: rye and illario sitting quietly together while everyone else is busy milling about during a cursed dellamorte family dinner (the vibes are so bad. you know the vibes are bad. sitting as still as you can and hoping for calm skies is your best bet without lucanis or teia favourite child privileges to work with) and rye out of the blue gazing thoughtfully into nothing over the edge of his glass with half-lidded eyes to go 'you know. you remind me a lot of my ex. not in a good way' and illario with absolutely no shame and hilariously also something that's the closest he ever gets to real sympathy going 'yeah, I get that a lot'. best talk those two ever had, unironically. their bond leveled up to its final form that day. *soulsborne boss defeated text* MUTUAL UNDERSTANDING REACHED)
#idly trying to decide what nevarran great house rye's shitheel early twenties boyfriend was part of#(possibly as one of the piddliest side branches of that house too b/c between that and the youngest son thing..... bad news)#there would be something especially delicious about him being a van markham of course. adds some Layers#to the baron van markham situation. but maybe that's TOO neat. nobles can just suck as a Class (as they do). I must Contemplate#I do really love the idea I'm going with here that it could be the youngest son of the duke of cumberland (so an anaxas)#(perhaps grandchild? slightly unclear how the numbers work out there we have too little information to go on I think)#who made so much trouble back home in cumberland they basically sent him off to the capital to raise hell over there lol#the classic 'god idk send him off to an aunt and she'll either straighten him out or they'll kill each other#either way he won't be my problem for the duration' move. oh the tribulations of an afterthought of a son no one really needed#(funny headcanon to make that the pentaghasts can't come up with a solid direct heir to king marcus to save his at least#seven-fold resurrected ass. while the duke of cumberland has heirs. maker help him but does he have heirs the house is full of them#where are they all coming from. his wife staring directly into the camera like she's on the office)#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar#Lucanis Dellamorte#rook x lucanis#rookanis#illario dellamorte#doing coffee with the crows after the city choice adds quite a bit here lol. among other things it opens the distinct possiblity#that rook has overheard lucanis talk about wyverns in banter and the dagger is a more purposefully chosen thing#much like lucanis' cake choice is dependent on rook's beverage preferences later on. their freaks match#gifts to give your special person to tell them you've done deep research on them but like not in a stalker way#this post went off to places I hadn't expected. but love the rye and illario stuff that turned up here lmao like yeah that feels about righ
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Very weird experience having someone who used to be one of your best friends slowly stop being your best friend
#ROBIN IF U SEE THIS. THIS IS NOT ABOUT U. U ARE VERU MUCH MY BEST FRIEND MWUAH MWUAH#Anyway going into it in the tags#Vent#Like.. This person will always mean a lot to me cos i met her when she and i were like 14#But we have barely talked in a year#And even before that we kinda just grew further and further apart when she went off to uni#And its partly my fault for not texting her but its two sided (also im shit at texting even my closest friends)#And i dont harbour any bad feelings about it. Its amazing when i do hear from her#But she has new friends she loves and i think shes in a place in her life she just doesn't really need me#And going to uni and becoming close with a bunch of other autistic people made me realise how much ive kinda always struggled to connect-#-with her#Not that autistic and allistic people can't be close. But I've never felt comfortable infodumping around her like i do#With my current friends#A lot of that is definitely my own insecurities that have gotten a lot worse over the past few years#Because shes very popullar and cool and i admire her sm#So ive never wanted to like.. Idk bore her with autistic stuff#Not that she would be mean cos shes so lovely#But I've just grown apart from her a lot i think#And i think she has with me too#Also she is someone who prioritises romance a lot (not a bad thing) but its also very difficult to connect with her on that front#Anyway i have a lot of complicated emotions around this cos i love herr and she is still very much my friend#Still a close friend even. And i'll hopefully get to see her again during the summer and itll be amazing to catch up#But i dont think we are best friends anymore
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Knocking them over and watching them scramble to get up with those big ass heads
#kelperambles#captainshipping#tw eyestrain#eye strain#the captainshipping brainrot is so bad right now oh my god it’s like something wormed into my brain and started destroying everything#to constantly think about them but not have enough time to draw them. torture.#Nintendo yaoi is what could save me.#the last time I tried to draw Captainshipping I drew ONE (1!!!!) line on Falcon’s chin and went ‘ok that’s pretty good. I should lay down’#AND THEN I FELL ASLEEP FOR 5 HOURS#wiping a tear from my eyes as I look at captainshipping photo album on my phone before bed#life is beautiful#I love drawing them and just looking back at my art months later and thinking ‘dude I actually killed it. this is everything I ever wanted’#because it’s true!!! It’s exactly what I want to see because it came from ME?!? CRAZY IDEA.#I imagine their dynamic as something genuinely so sweet. hopefully I can articulate it well enough here#Like from subspace emissary you can already see how Falcon (quite literally) pushes Olimar to try new things and be more adventurous#(even if Olimar doesn’t need it after his time on PNF-404 LMAOO)#and Olimar encourages Falcon to slow down and live in the moment#plus. between the two Olimar definitely talks the most about nearly anything and everything#EXCEPT for his true feelings because if there’s one thing he’s good at. it’s bottling his emotions until he explodes in the worst crash out#But falcon is observant and provides Olimar the space he needs to vent any issues#even if Olimar thinks they’re probably insignificant in the face of CAPTAIN FALCON of all people#like dude…the infamous bounty hunter and rich award winning F-Zero racer? CRAZY.#Falcon doesn’t mind though. He cares about Olimar and genuinely wants to listen.#if its about financial issues he could definitely help but olimar adamantly refuses#Olimar doesn’t want to ‘take advantage’ of his relationship with Falcon and he’s always been super self-reliant so it’s hard to adjust#and guess what. Falcon could care less. he has too much money to count and would probably spend it on another custom racetrack#istg he’s so obsessed with racing I wouldn’t be surprised if he LIVED in the blue falcon instead of getting a place to stay#Olimar and Falcon are opposites attract taken to the extreme dude I love it so much#and consider the tropes????? LIKE DUDE FALCON IS LITERALLY GETTING HUNTED DOWN BY VILLAINS IMAGINE IF THEY FOUND OUT ABT OLIMAR#AND THE HELMET. THEYLL NEVER BE ABLE TO KISS AND ITS SO GOOD I EAT IT UP!!! FOREVER YEARNING LONGING REALNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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was tagged by @acotars & @dallaswinstons to post 4 recent non-selfie photos & by @cornerihaunt to post 6 recent non-selfie photos !!
tagging: @aaronstveit @bloodmoonlich @ohwarnette @madisoncounty @ashleyslorens @olliebjorkstrand + whoever else wants to do it! 🤍
#post: tag games#the cat in the first photo is crosby! he is my friend's cat (was catsitting) and i am VERY allergic to him#he is the world's most anxious cat but so so sweet and i adore him very much#SOH (slice of heaven) is a fun seasonal drink at the coffee shop right by my house! it is a vanilla & lavender latte with lemon zest and oa#sent a photo of the seasonal menu to my friends and everyone immediately knew what i would order because it was so cococore#the third photo is from the april 15th kraken game 🤍#love seeing the fire & ice reports!! i need to be better about tuning into games (although i haven't done that for the kraken lately either#fourth picture was taken at a park near me! toto and i went on a walk there the other day :)#fifth picture is from hey bagel !!! their sea salt bagel + scallion schmear is everything to me#we will not talk about how long my friend and i waited in line for those bagels though ...#but when i went back last week to pick up our pottery paintings there wasn't as bad of a line so maybe i will go back soon#and the last photo of course is my darling toto <3
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sometimes, i think about how ☝︎this rando☝︎ from the [redacted] anime inspired me to tl idol sengen out of spite for her butchered characterisation
#thank you [redacted] anime skinwalker mona for your disservice#it’s been yearsssssssssss since the [redacted] anime and i still can’t let go of my genuine irritation m a n.#sometimes i wake up in the middle of the night and remember [redacted] anime hiyori going ‘thank goodness it wasn’t *real* trauma :)’#wrt aizo’s backstory (as told by ken)#and how she p much went ‘you’re so cute. no wonder why that guy tried to [assault] you. meanwhile im so plain :( poor me :((’ to ‘‘mona’’#after saving her from a creep#i s w e a r everyone in gen retcon (except for juri and. like. koichiro** and the longleg**) was done soooooo dirty by the [redacted] anime#**the shortleg and the longleg were somehow somewhat nice(??????) in the [redacted] anime that it’s in equal parts hilarious and unnerving#i think the [redacted] anime would’ve been better if it had. like. kept hina’s initial saltiness towards hiyori (from the daikirai novel)#bc that *sure* was some light drama** that would’ve added some much needed depth to [redacted] anime hiyori’s characterisation#**said drama kind of involved hiyori seeming to pick up on hina’s dislike for her and trying to speak more formally*** around her and stuff#***e.g. of her trying to speak more formally: she tried to use ‘watashi’ instead of ‘uchi’ (and even corrected herself) when talking to hina#both hina and hiyori were such sopping wet creatures in the novels#that it’s genuinely a pity that they were portrayed as nice helpful senpai + airheaded kouhai in need of guidance in the [redacted] anime#anyways!!!!!!! back to mona#i really. *really* didn’t want the [redacted] anime’s portrayal of her to be *the* image of her in everyone’s minds so. yeah.#hence the idol sengen tl misadventure. that’s the main reason for it. really~~~~#the side reason was asuna. no. seriously. that ‘well duhhhhh’ face in vol 2’s post-asumona concert really sold me on her women’s wrongs lol#oooofffff i should really get ‘round to re-typesetting the vol 1 and 2 chapters some time soon… but i ✨lazy✨#p l e a s e don’t say anything about how bad the early chapters are~~~~ i ✨k n o w✨ i revisited them to check something or othee#and left cringing and wanting to cry out of shame. ahhhhhhhh they’re t e r r i b l e#though i’ve been having dreams of revisiting my tls and realising that i. like. left entire speech bubbles empty#w h y am i dreaming of tling man. i’m d o n e with it frrrrrrrrr im freeeeeeee (and manifesting s2 with all my heart s o b s)#anyways. lols. sorry for clogging the dash~~~~ im exhausted and when im exhausted i have the *neeeeeed* to ✨yap away✨—#in any case [redacted] anime skinwalker mona doesnt count as mona to me lmaoooooo#mv mona? yes mona. novella mona? yes mona. idolsengen manga mona? yes mona. honeypre (rip) mona? yes mona. [redacted] anime mona? n o t mon#anyway to the anyway!!!!!!! if you’ve read this far p l e a s e remember to support the official release~~~~~~~#and let’s all hold hands and ✨manifest✨ idolsengen s2 together~~~~~~~ mitsuki focus arc p l s—
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As someone who watched last night’s episode, you had the right idea to stop.
Why’s it so bad
Because Tim Minear is a power-drunk hack.
#lincoln answers things#I was deeply concerned and upset at the end of season seven but wow the bar was on the floor and he still dug under it#back in earlier seasons he had good writers who could limit or make something good out of his crazier ideas#but it's clear that two things have gone to his head: 1. how popular the show is#2. FOX not allowing Buddie canon and probably also not letting him do other things he wanted (the network REALLY jerked them around)#2.5. going to LS and doing whatever the hell he wanted there and instead of learning from the bad response and shit ratings#letting the absolute power get to him and make the resentment towards FOX re: OG even worse#so when he hopped over to ABC he stopped listening to anyone and just went power-mad and abandoned any restraint he previously exhibited#and his talent and skill are actually not good enough to keep up with his ego (frankly nobody's is enough)#(but some people are skilled and talented enough that it can cover for quite a long time or cover most of it and Tim is not one of them)#every writer/artist/creator needs someone to tell them 'no' sometimes#everyone needs parameters and to be checked#you will sometimes have bad ideas or bad impulses that's just being human#and the moment you stop listening to people (like firing your editors *cough* Anne Rice *cough*) you're fucking doomed#some people are just doomed faster and harder than others and Tim was doomed immediately because again:#his skill and talent are not nearly enough to cover even a little bit he is a mediocre white man who fell upwards like so many of them#and now that he's let the power get to him we are all - and more importantly in my mind his EMPLOYEES are all -#suffering the consequences of that#hey Tim remember how you said repeatedly that you regretted killing off Shannon so soon and she wasn't even a main?#you think you would've recalled that before making the stupidest possible writing decision#it's been a while since I've seen someone kill their show in one (1) choice#congrats you stand among giants like Game of Thrones and HIMYM#anyway as silly as this might be I am honestly in very deep pain over this#I wasn't in a great place to start because of other shit going on but. yeah.#so I'm trying not to talk about it much which means if I ignore any tags asks comments etc that's why#but sometimes the rage takes over and I can't help myself so!
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Girl if Louis had to sit through the same opera ran by vampires like Santiago, dozens of times, he'd bring a book, too. Also, Claudia was in the play. Was Louis ONLY interested in what Lestat likes and not Armand OR Claudia or his own interests?
also didn't louis judge lestat heavily for pretending to read books to pass as cultured? didnt he ignore him at HOME as he read his books?

#4k notes#Louis was in love with Lestat and he still loves that man but that's just not proof of it#! like that other post comparing the cute coffin scene with the bed scene in dubai#apples and oranges to me#okay guys be real with me#did I hallucinate lou..stat's bad months together?#did it happen only in my head#be real with me#them not being intimate#louis always thinking of claudia and looking for articles about her whereabouts#lestat being so done with it and going to antoinette#louis hoarding habits and reading his books as lestat tried to talk to him and all that#did it happen only in the version I watched?#and this isnt even to say Louis showed more interest to Armand and his likes#but completely IN the relationship? cause he went to opera with lestat?#(also didnt he judge lestat for torturing that guy for being bad at opera)#sofia rants#One thing I love about Louis is that he will absolutely judge his partners for what they do#no matter how much he loves them.#and saying Louis never went to his depression periods or stood up to his beliefs or had the mind to judge Lestat#because he was in love with Lestat#makes Louis like those one dimensional protogonists from the hallmark romances#in which their whole life depend on one man#Louis is Louis without Lestat#(and without Armand) and he doesnt need ''saving''#especially from the white saviour (lestat as we see people being cute about or daniel tbh)#ANYWAY#i should be sleeping
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need him.
#☆— yapping#done talking about seth#used to be so obsessed with horus idk why seth was ever in my mind#just remembered about how insane i went when his face was revealed#need to reread and catch up so bad#but like. that mask yk. the. the beak.#IM SORRYY i need to be sedated guys#trying to remember who else i liked from there...#honestly they were all bitches but like#ra was hot if i remember correctly#anyways horussssss horus save me please horus#ohhh wait also anubis was. hmmmm thinky thinky#actually nah not really#at least the point i was at i wasn't a big fan#i could see the appeal tho don't get me wrong#BUT HORUS FUCK MEE (please. genuinely. please. with or without the mask i don't care just. please)#anyways horus <3 loved him
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