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Related to that ask I sent Skaruresonic, I just realized that that whole "I don't have to keep my promise to you if you're not here anymore" logic is...pretty much what the Beast of Darkness tried to convince Guts about when he started to travel with Casca in her regressed state
Yeah, it is, isn't it?
Casca is, in that moment, worse than dead. She is almost like a zombie shambling around, only a shell of the woman Guts loves. Taking care of her is so much effort for what seems to be nothing, because he has to be hypervigilant and protect a completely helpless person (which hurts even more knowing how great she used to be in combat), because he scared her and now she won't trust him anymore so she won't even stay put and she's basically just a mouth to feed...
And the Beast preys on it. It represents Guts' mindless thirst for Griffith's blood. It's all too happy to convince Guts that Casca is just in the way - or worse, nothing more than a memento to remind himself why he has to forgo everything and keep pursuing Griffith. An object to be used and discarded ("Tear her up like Griffith did.") No use loving a dead woman. Only hate will give him meaning.
In a way, the Beast wants Guts to ignore the last request Casca made him:
Casca wanted Guts to live his own life, free of Griffith or even her. She knew how much Guts wanted to be Griffith's true equal and friend, and leaving him be was the best way (I guess they didn't really understand how much Griffith snapped at Guts leaving).
Pursuing Griffith in revenge would go against this principle. Guts' very life would depend on Griffith. He would always be the pitiful worm squirming at Femto's feet, to paraphrase him.
So yeah, the Beast during that scene was trying to break Guts free of his love for Casca and everything he cared about her for the sake of feasting on his hatred.
And while sadly Guts ended up hurting Casca, not only he managed to snap out of it before doing the irreversible, not only he understood how low his obsession with revenge brought him, but that is also the reason he decided to place his trust in other people again, and it paid off.
It's a visceral scene, and treating the Beast like a demon separate from Guts and not the incarnation of his own dark side, the feral side that has killed in cold blood, and even his repressed lust for a woman who is now lost to him, makes it a disservice.
#berserk#guts berserk#i need to re-read it#but the site i found has the shitty translation lol#i'll leave others to compare this to james in sh2 and the remake
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Noemi... Cheyenne Isabel Wells
Francis... Kit Conner
Catalina... Lee Rodriguez
Virgil... Cody Fern
Florence... Rebecca Ferguson
Howard... Bob Gunton
#mexican gothic#fancast#i literally cannot get over this book i love it so much#i need to re-read it
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[Description: fanart of Mobei Jun, Shang Qinghua and Didi standing posed. Mobei Jun holds a sword in his right hand and has his left on Shang Qinghua’s opposite shoulder. He wears dangling earrings and geometric hair ornaments and is showing many inches of cleavage. Shang Qinghua wears Mobei Jun’s colours, including blue tasselled earrings, and has his hand on Didi’s back. He and Mobei Jun both have grave expressions. Didi has a hair crown and a single visible hoop earring; he is scowling at the viewer as he clings to Shang Qinghua’s thigh with one arm and holds the edge of his sleeve with the other.]
The Crown Prince And The Young Master, Attended By Appointed Steward - circ. 43rd year of 7th Mobei Jun’s reign
Fanart for the lovely @tossawary’s fic, Babe in the Woods (one of my absolute favorite moshang fics, easily). This is post-fic, maybe a few years down the line, when Airplane has unknowingly taken over like, every management task in our Mobei Jun’s faction, including taking care of Didi, but he still thinks he’s just the nanny. Mbj’s father ordered a royal portrait of the princes and mbj was like um my human wife will be joining. Airplane, frantically putting on the nicest clothes mbj has given him: why does the babysitter have to be in the photo?? Didi does not hold still for even a single second of the portrait sitting.
(I cannot lie to you, I started this portrait well over a full year ago, and in the last week finally finished the lines and colored the whole thing.)
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twisted wonderland × kimetsu no yaiba (au!)
based on this post here.
I this this on a a japanese song only playlist and a wave of hiperfixation. So heres the context: Yuno (Yuu) and Leona were newly married and lived on his family’s land. On the night after the Town Below festival, Yuno returned home to find not only her husband’s family dead but also her younger brother, Grimm. Leona was the only one still alive, but as she tried to lead him down the mountain, she discovered that he was no longer human.
Silver, a demon slayer, confronted Leona. However, after witnessing him protect Yuno, he chose to spare the newly turned demon’s life, and send the couple to his master, Lilia.
Vil and Rook are the Tamayo and Yuuchiro of this universe. Vil lived more than 300 years only on serving face and hate, nonetheless showed kindness by helping Yuno and Leona after their encounter with the Demon King.
Ace and deuce are both slayers, one ranking above yuu. The three met during a mission, and the two decided to stick by her side from that point on.
#I WILL ELABORATE ONCE MY PEANUT BRAIN RECOVER#IF ANYONE WANTS DO SOMETHING USING THIS PLEASE SHOW ME IM BEGGING YOU#HUGE LILIA DEPRESSION VIBES HERE#but ace and deuce nearly kill eachother all the time#I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY ABOUT VIL EXCEPT SLAY#i have to re-read chap one to write riddle and cater#“why yuu and leona are married?” i need my angst enemies/strangers to lovers or i may just die#neither friends or in love but a secret third thing#twisted wonderland#twst#twst fanart#disney twisted wonderland#leona x yuu#leona kingscholar#twisted wonderland yuu#yuno yamine#silver twisted wonderland#lilia vanrouge#silver vanrouge#vil schoenheit#rook hunt#cater diamond#riddle rosehearts#ace trappola#deuce spade#reinbouxsart#disney twst#demon slayer!au
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#watercolour#art#tolkien#elf#feanor#or it was meant to be feanor but I was too lazy to google what hair colour he was supposed to have & I know some ppl care deeply about#those sorts of things#I need to re-read this book#just remember it being good tragedy#& the author cares about trees in a way I find strangely moving & sweet
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Most typical fantasy dragons are huge, powerful things. Discworld is hilarious for essentially making them this but reptillian:
They also explode and die when they are upset/frightened. Which is uhhh... a lot of the time. Fucking pathetic beasts
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5 June - The Dracula Drought begins
a redraw of this art from DD2023!
#my art#dracula#dracula daily#re: dracula#note to self: dd2024#rushed this in like 40mins im rusty ough#i wanna open up commissions soon but need to finish work first#i should make this a yearly thing just to compare my art progress#an alt version i was considering was having Jonathan read it this time while drac has his hand on his shoulder to showcase the gradual#invasion of his narrative voice by the count and thus role reversal powerplay but mm wanted to keep it consistent#imagining drac drinking 'wine' while his hand's on jons shoulder all ventriloquist esque slaps though
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i listen to fog lake too much
#falls through the ceiling with a mighty crash hello#it's been what...8 months?#I was too busy w uni and being mentally ill#thank u everyone so much for the tags on all prev posts.. i re-read them oaccasionally 💗#they make me v happy thank u for giving me a moment of ur time#that means so much#anyway! vashwood!!#i hate them so much#i want to eat them#i want to ugly cry#i want an ideal world where they could've had something for a little bit#im eating drywall and pacing around the room in a cold sweat#so trimax-atypical overt intimacy it is#more coming...in maybe another year#It's a big project!#to me. yeah#my dream is to be put in a terrarium for a while#if only u knew how many wips I have w vashwood..#maybe i'll get tired and pile them into one post all unfinished and no less ok for it yk#whatever u r doing doesn't need to be perfect to make someone happy#didn't u experience a positive little zap from my imperfect colored doodle rn?#what a speedrun of a drawing that was#(<spent 10h on it. that's the minimum for anything ever)#hope today is treating you well! so long stranger!#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trimax#trigun#tzarrz
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"They [Casey] were commenting on all the little idiosyncratic things that Alex does, his little "isms". I had never heard anyone talk about it and I was so grateful that they had said something, because I did re-read the book and try so hard to find those little specific things that Alex would do." — Taylor Zakhar Perez
#rwrb#rwrbedit#red white and royal blue#alex claremont diaz#taylor zakhar perez#userninz#chrissiewatts#userveronika#userclara#usersteen#userlang#usermegsb#tusermira#firstprinced#mine*#he gets it :(#as soon as he said this i was like yeah i need to look back on everything#funny how he says no one really talks about it#WE'VE BEEN HERE SAYING IT SINCE DAY 1#re-reading the book to find little parts you can add into your own character.....🙂↕️🙂↕️#we got lucky fr
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I completely forgot about the second "Daddy Airplane" incident
#svsss#shang qinghua#implied Moshang#sqh#scum villian self saving system#scum villains self saving system#scum villain's self saving system#scum villain#I was re reading and realized he SAID IT TWICE#WHERE ARE ALL THE DADDY AIRPLANE FICS IM BEING DEPRIVED OF WHEN HE SAID THIS TWICE IN THE EXTRASSSS#pLEASEEE I NEED#god i absolutely love SQH no one else is doing it like him#Mobei jun was literally crawling and ripping open the entire kingdom to find him even after he did this#theyre so perfect for each other wow#my art#nibbelraz
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one of the things that annoys me so bad right now is seeing letterboxd reviews about Lisa Frankenstein being like "she's such a horrible character", "those people didn't deserve to be killed" blah blah blah
SHUT UP
it's a horror romance!! a girl keeps a reanimated dead guy in her closet and falls in love with him! what did you think was going to happen? it's SUPPOSED to be fucked up and weird and that's part of its charm. quit being boring, let female characters (esp in horror) be messy and chaotic and morally gray.
#i really need to stop reading the low rating letterboxd reviews#i just get so curious about what people didnt like about movies#and most of the time they just make me annoyed lol#anywas go see this movie#i support womens rights and womens wrongs#lisa frankenstein#i love me a Frankenstein re-imagining#horror#horror hype#i live out my god complex through evil little scientists#<- thats my Frankenstein-esque media tag
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WOW this has been ROUGH in the Life Events category of things, but. slowly crawling out of that. hopefully
this was the opening scene for a something I started writing after watching the Manben inverview with Nishi Keiko and thinking back to all the classic shoujo manga I stayed up reading back in the day, like damn that's so true Urasawa Naoki
it's partially a love letter to all the greats of the genre that I read, and also to the late night teleseryses that captivated me over the years lmao. it'd be nice to find the time to tackle it properly as a comic, but I'm having fun working on it recreationally :)
✨but since it's recreational, some character info✨
the first character seen is lawrence 'law' valenciano (late 30s), the one with the glasses is cris volante (mid-later 20s). law works at a karinderya, cris is an extremely broke university student.
⭐ places I’m at! bsky / pixiv / pillowfort /cohost / cara.app / insta / tip jar!
#komiks tag#original tag#there's a bit about how shoujo manga pays a lot of attention to hair and ngl its SO true and such a huge influence on my own art#did not realize it until then but when it came to things like hair i did turn more frequently to CLAMP and etc over any big name shonen#artist. and ofc. im a lifelong CLAMP fan. it was just interesting to listen to in discussion! genres are a language and each conveys#what they need to. ofc you get things like genre convention defying things like x1999 which just kind of. melt your brain a bit#ANYWAY i actually started re reading marmalade boy after this interview which was. idk why that one came to mind first#but you can probably guess where that impacted this story idea lmaoo. i am trying to track down a bunch of gender blender josei#manga i read in highschool. god. remember paradise kiss. damn those visuals were killer
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"Aziraphale. The Enemy, of course. But an enemy for six thousand years now, which made him a sort of friend."
— Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett, Good Omens: The Nice and Accurate Prophecies of Agnes Nutter, Witch
#good omens#goodomensedit#userteri#userpayton#gifs#mine#yeah i need to re-read the book idk#edit: thanks to merry for pointing out the typo i had earlier dhdhdhd
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For the Laicion nation (aka, me and three other people)
I had this illustration commissioned (a big thank you to @lunehowls) for my werewolf AU Laicion fic (still a WIP).
The general pitch is as follows :
AU in which Laios never got to meet his sister again, putting his life on a whole other path, a more desperate one. A military deserter with barely a coin to his name, Laios hitches a ride on a boat to one of the elven continents, where he learns about magical tattoos that binds one’s soul to a wolf’s, effectively making them artificial werewolves. Illegal magic be damned, this feels like the answer to… everything.
In the process, he learns about the existence of an illegal fighting ring in one of the elven cities, where beastmen gladiators gather. Freshly tattooed and without anywhere else to go to, Laios decides to head there, where he meets Lycion, an elf and artificial werewolf gladiator. If they first bond over a simple shared meal, by spending time together (sharing the same room in the barracks, maybe the same bed? gasp) they find that they have a lot in common, notably a shared distaste for the body they were born in, a dysphoria partially remedied by becoming a werewolf.
They bond :)
NB: I commissioned another piece, go take a look :D
#dungeon meshi#laios touden#lycion#laicion#I'm heads deep in research regarding Ancient Rome gladiators... and loving it. Really fascinating stuff.#I bemoan the fact that most papers are locked behind a paywall (though I found one that gives a free pdf access)#(and no. Sci-hub is not an option. It's blocked in my country)#I'm also re-reading DunMeshi and taking notes to get a better grasp of Laios and Lycion as characters. Character studies if you will#and I still need to fully outline the fic#I know where I'm starting (struggling to choose a POV for that first chapter LOL) and where I'm ending so there's that#and a bunch of disconnected scenes (as we all do ahaha)#anyway. Doing all of this while studying for veterinary school. It's hard. I feel guilty whenever I'm not studying...#let's just say I don't expect the prep work for the fic to be ready before this summer (+ I need to finish the Kuro cosplay for Japan Expo)#hopefully; once it's done; I'll be able to set a schedule and write smoothly#werewolf#werewolf laios#rarepair#Fy posts
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Danse Macabre
[Commission]
#dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi spoilers#marcille donato#winged lion#better drawn mdzs#<- art tag I really need to change.#Turns out the secret to drawing better was having someone offer you money to draw.#I jest. I just had a blast with this prompt and I seriously appreciate the commissioner for letting me have the chance to push myself.#And for giving me permission to post! Hi! If you're seeing this: thank you again!#Let me be clear: no I don't quite know where this came from. It just happened. My chakras unblocked for a few hours.#You too can unblock my chakras with money and commission me to draw cool art B*)#We are so far off from when this is relevant so this one is really just for the manga readers. *****Spoiler notes ahead:#So...As someone who read dungeon meshi monthly for many years....I admit to not seeing Marcille becoming the dungeon lord coming#Hilarious too; re-reading and watching the show made me realize that this outcome is pretty strongly foreshadowed.#Ryoko Kui distracts you by putting the focus on Laios being the 'one to break the curse' but nope!#This was the culmination of her goals and desires.#And - for those who did not have to suffer as us monthly readers did:#YES. WE NEARLY ALL THOUGHT THAT MARCILLE HAD TO DIE.#The last 20 or so chapters were a constant spiral of: 'Oh this story isn't going to have a happy ending is it?'#She just keeps losing herself! The winged lion plays her like a puppet and she is his perfect doll! So full of conviction!
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Please answer me
(Heavily inspired in 17776, the online narrative of satellites talking to each other)
#my art#shuake#goro akechi#persona 5#ren amamiya#akeshu#persona 5 royal#p5r#akira kurusu#do i need to explain to tumblr what 17776 is to be honest#if you are on this site im sure you know it#probably a really weird crossover but i was re reading the start and#inspried me
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