#i need to make a sideblog for my fuckin cat i think

[thelovers-thedreamers-and-me]

great news, pigeon has discovered that sometimes when i hold a bag and it makes noise it's treats

bad news, she got a brain the size of a walnut and does not understand the difference between a tasty little salmon filled morsel and a spoonful of fucken turmeric, but she doesn't care, she fucken WANTS it

[eazy-peazy54]

"Welcome, babies. To the Fruity Pebbles Castle of Torment: a scary castle with 100 rats."

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There comes a time once in every f-slur's life to make an intro post for this god forsaken hellsite.

Now is that time.

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GREETINGS, TO EVERY FOOL WHO HAS MISTAKENLY STUMBLED UPON THIS TUMBLR PAGE!

(This is my sick ass and very cool intro post!!)

SOME MAY CALL ME A MAD SCIENTIST, OR A "RINGMASTER-TYPE," BUT MOST THINK OF ME AS SOME SORT OF WEIRDO WHO THINKS THAT BILL CIPHER IS "SO ME FR" AND TYPES LIKE THAT FOR FUNZIES IN HER INTRO POST SO SHE LOOKS COOL.

(The last one is true, I'm truly a nerd trying to impress you all so you stick around and like me. In all honesty I'm just a kid who wants to be both Bill Cipher and also a vampire. I wanna bring a real Will-Woodian vibe to your function [aka your dashboard.])

THIS BLOG IS ONLY A GLIMPSE INTO THE ENIGMA OF THE LONG AND VAST MAZE THAT SOME MAY CALL A "BRAIN." I PREFER TO CALL IT A MIND-HOLE.

MIND-FUCK, MIND-HOLE, SAME DIFF.

ANYWHO, ONWARDS!

🧪 ABOUT ME: ~ My name is Peazy ~ She/He/They ~ Bi ~ Minor ~ I PROBABLY HAVE AUTISM!! (we can tell) OR ADHD OR SOMETHING !! OR BOTH!! PROLLY BOTH!! 🫀 WHAT I DO: ~ I shitpost. A lot. Mostly, actually. But I am ALSO: ~ An artist! ~ Singer-Songwriter ~ Starting a band! (Mr. Amnesia and The Surrealists, check us out if we ever drop anything!) ~ Writer (of both real stories, and fanfiction!) ~ Creator of the Mary Bell Township ARG! (check out my TikTok and Youtube links if you're interested.. :3) 🐇 FUN FACTS: ~ Once again, I make music! ~ I'm making an ARG that I might make a sideblog for, so stay tuned! ~ I am allergic to gluten ~ I fuckin LOVE cats ~ I'm somehow Goth and Emo and Scene all at the same time?!?? ~ I play the pianooooo!

💫 CURRENT HYPERFIXATIONS: ~ Will Wood ~ LITWTC/Life in The World to Come ~ Gravity Falls ~ My own ARG ?? somehow ?? Don't ask, I don't know how this happened.

~ Moral Orel

🌊 FANDOMS: ~ Will Wood ~ LITWTC/Life in The World to Come ~ Gravity Falls ~ Smiling Friends ~ Captain Laserhawk: A Blood Dragon Remix ~ Portal ~ Once again, my own ARG somehow.

~ Moral Orel

~ Sonic The Hedgehog

~ Hatsune Miku/Vocaloid

~Undertale

~Deltarune

🎹 MUSIC I LISTEN TO: ~ this list is never gonna be EVERYTHING i listen to so bare with me

🎼 GENRES: ~ Goth ~ Emo ~ Vaporwave ~ Alternative ~ General "Weird Kid" music ~ Rap ~ Swing ~ "Indie" ~ Folk ~ Punk ~ Hyperpop ~ Basic white girl music that I will not admit as to specifics 🎶 ARTISTS: (in no particular order) (also this is NOT all of them) ~ Will Wood/Will Wood and the Tapeworms ~ Lemon Demon ~ Tally Hall ~ Oingo Boingo ~ DEVO ~ That Handsome Devil ~ Crystal Castles ~ Glass Animals ~ Man Man ~ Tyler, The Creator ~ Kendrick Lamar ~ Desert Sand Feels Warm At Night ~ Infinity Frequencies ~ POiSON GiRL FRiEND ~ Girls Rituals ~ Black Dresses ~ Jack Stauber ~ Mitski ~ She Wants Revenge ~ Joy Division ~ New Order ~ Joey Valence & Brae ~ Chappell Roan ~ Gorillaz ~ SOPHIE ~ Charli xcx ~ Kesha ~ MF DOOM ~ TV Girl ~ Ethel Cain ~ Lamp ~ Panchiko ~ Yaelokre ~ Radiohead ~ Billie Eilish

🕯️ AESTHETICS IM INTO: ~ Yes, this needed its own category. Hush hush. ~ Gothic (I'm goth don't come at me for putting it in the damn aesthetics) ~ Emo/Scene (SAME SHIT APPLIES AS THE LAST ONE) ~ Frutiger Aero (and anything relating) (<- I will yap about this for ages hold me back) ~ Frutiger Metro ~ Southern Gothic ~ New Wave ~ Utopian Scholastic ~ Vaporwave (IM AN OG PLEASE CHAT) ~ Weirdcore (NOT THE ONE YOU'RE THINKING) ~ 2000's/Y2k (once again NOT THE ONE YOU'RE THINKING) ~ Twee (oopsie daisy) ~ Whimsigoth

~ Halloween shit ~ General vibes of mad scientists and circuses ~ Whatever the fuck Will Wood has going on

🎪 OTHER INTERESTS: ~ Danny Gonzalez, Drew Gooden, Kurtis Conner ~ Flamingo ~ Making PLAYLISTS RRRAAAGH ~ Aesthetics (ask me about this shit I will yap for ages) ~ Liminal Spaces ~ Jfashion ~ Gyaru fashion ~ Other Subcultures ~ Everything creepy! ~ Song analyzation ~ Vampires ~ Circus stuff ~ Mad scientist stuff ~ HALLOWEEN ~ Playing piano! ~ YAPPING

🏷 TAGS TO LOOK OUT FOR: ~ #asks :3 - everything people yap to me in my inbox! ~ #fanfic shenanigans - I want you to take a WILD GUESS. ~ #peazy's yapping - general stuff, or long posts of me yapping ~ #long post - again, take a wild guess. ~ #reblog - like a normal reblog, but I said something in the tags! ~ #art reblog - same as the last one, but art I really liked and had something to say about! ~ #important - actual important things, like awareness posts and all that good jazz :) ~ #mutuals/#THATS OOMF 😭 - MUTUALLSSSS

~#mary bell township/#mary bell township arg - my arg! Arg content goes under both tags, but there’s usually more content under #mary bell township :)

🔎 OTHER SOCIALS: ~ TikTok ~ Instagram ~ Youtube ~ Ao3

🦇 DNI: ~ Jokes on you, there is none! Except... ~ Homophobes, transphobes, nazis, racists, terfs, radfems, pedos, proshippers ~ Blogs who solely post NSFW (a few suggestive things are fine! but if you're posting straight-up PORN or only nsfw and only smut, then no thank you brother) ~ Adding on to that, if you have a NSFW side blog, that's fine! ~ Also don't tag my posts as NSFW pretty please. I'm a minor, and if I'm talking about my mama, I mean my mother. ~ people who don't fw bagels /j ~ Either way, I block as I please!

PHEW, FINALLY THATS OVER WITH. BEEN MEANING TO MAKE ONE OF THESE FOR A WHILE NOW.

ANYWAY, I HOPE YOU ENJOYED LEARNING ABOUT ME, AND IF YOU READ THIS FAR..

thank you! :)

It means a lot!

NOW,

BEGONE.

[wyfy-meltdown]

Uhhhh vent post tw for eating disorder, depression, medication, suicide, and what not

Welp I think I'm going to turn the random spare account into a vent account because:

Currently not in public school due to the funky fresh nosdive my physical and mental health has taken

My anti-deppressants aren't working, meaning I have to go off them and switch to a new kind and I don't know how that'll effect me

My eating disorder is really annoying and fuckin me up real bad because I'm aware that I'm unhealthy thin but also the thought of being over 90 pounds makes me panic so I'm kinda just in limbo and I keep not eating and aaaaaaa

My face is super fucked up because I clawed the shit out of it during a mental breakdown and now I hate my appearance even more

My cats health is bad and there's nothing I can do about it because my family is barely able to buy groceries and so my cat might die which is especially bad because my mental health hinges on him, and if he dies I won't last long in my current mental state

The "old reliable" coping mechanisms are no longer working so I'm pretty fucked because I can't feel better no matter what I do

I keep having trauma flashbacks and reliving trauma in my nightmares

And my mom still won't take me to see a mental health professional despite literally having all the time and resources to do so. She is aware that I am suicidal and have expressed that to her many times, but still won't take me to a professional despite all the mental insanity. She's trying to help me herself, but she really can't on her own: it's VERY apparent I have some serious mental illnesses that need to be dealt with.

So ueah I'm losing my mind over here but I'm just going to vent on a sideblog and maybe try singing

[drabbleitout]

Find the Word Tag Game

I was tagged by the awesome @spacetimewraithwrites in this post & this post Thank you my dear! (some of these are long but I was missing a few, calling that balance lol) cw: language, injury, death My Words: true, bitter, wild, fresh, second, table, spend, chair, shallow, carry Tagging: (wanna tag some new people I've seen on my sideblog –Hi!) @writeouswriter, @the-orangeauthor, @druidx, @akindofmagictoo, @goldentangerines, @ashen-crest, and anyone else who would like to join! (As always, please don't feel pressured or rushed! Your Words: Myth, Finish, Time, Tap, Lack

True

“Have you come to discharge me, doc?” Ryker interrupted. “I’m feeling fine.”

“That isn’t true,” Beau frowned. Ryker’s blood pressure was still low, the pitch of his voice and dart of his eyes revealing dishonesty.

“Don’t listen to him, he doesn’t know what he’s talking about.”

“That isn’t true either.”

“Will you hush up?”

“As much as I’m sure you’d like to get back to work, officer, I clearly agree with your friend here.” Parker moved to the screen in the corner of the room, studying the data. “We need to keep you for observation, at least until your blood pressure levels out. Of course, if you ever get tired of having him down at the station, I’m sure he’d make a great nurse.” She turned to look at Beau, passing a wink.

A smile uncontrollably flared across Beau's face.

“Be careful what you wish for. He’s a handful.”

Bitter

(surprisingly didn't have)

Wild

“Do you know of something wrong with Ives?”

“No, Ives is fine.”

Another pause.

“Are you fine?” Garnet whispered as if there may be someone else in the parking lot to hear. Beau fidgeted with a corner of the recovery pouch. Beside him, Garnet sat up, carefully resting a hand on Beau’s back. “Jevito? You’re worrying me.”

“I’m fine,” Beau shook his head.

“I’m not buying.” He folded the side seams of the pouch, flicking the edges against the tips of his fingers. “Come on, what is it? What could I think is wrong with Ives?”

“Is there anything wrong with him and Ryker caring for one another?”

“Oh,” Garnet sputtered, laughing relief. And then, “No, I mean, clearly it’s mutual. So I don’t see anything wrong with it. There’s never anything wrong with people caring for one another."

“Even if Ives isn’t human?”

Garnet threw his head back with bursting, deep laughter that clouded the air. He shook his head as he rocked forwards, collecting himself. “Beau, humans have had a thing for non-human entities since forever. Explains werewolves and vampires. Okay? This is the least weird non-human possible pairing. Trust me. I grew up during the internet’s wild days.” Beau couldn’t help but smile. “If anyone tries giving them hell, they’ll get some from me in return.”

Fresh

(I only have this in one place and it's too spoilery lol)

Second

“The tuner’s in the shop,” Beau grinned.

Garnet snorted and instantly winced at the pain in his chest.

“Literally no one says that anymore,” he grated, hand caught as Beau wrapped it in both of his. Once the pain lessened, he opened his eyes again, catching Beau’s intent stare, a faint wrinkle in his brow, soft and worried. He instantly hid the look with a smile. “I’m okay,” Garnet assured, sighing deeply, letting his hand go slack in Beau’s grip.

He remembered watching the gun go off, the sharp jerk of Beau’s head the split second before glittering TLN went everywhere.

“You fuckin’ scared me,” Garnet hissed, scrunch of his glare exposing the tenderness of bruises and stitches. “For real. You scared the shit out of me.”

“I know. I’m sorry,” Beau whispered.

Table & Chair

[Beau] turned, startling at another cat now sitting on the kitchen floor beside Gooty. Sir Fat McNugget lived up to his name. A round and heavy siamese, short tail flashing back and forth across the floor, blue eyes fixed on Beau. “Hello, are you hungry too?”

Sir Fat McNugget chattered in indignation.

“Alright, let’s have dinner.” Another dance to avoid, now two, cats weaving in his path. It made it more difficult with having only one operating hand. Sitting the cans on the table, he retrieved their bowls and pulled and chair out for each of them. As Beau fumbled with getting the cans opened, he wondered why, if Ryker lived alone, there were four chairs when there were only the three of them.

| GW-B0, do you require assistance? | Pax interrupted over the speakers.

| I think I have it. |

| Are you a recent model? |

| I am. |

There was a moment before Pax said anything else. |…Is this supposed to impress me? I don’t even have limbs and I’m capable of running an entire household. I haven’t had a hardware update in three years. Whereas you seem irregular. |

| I appreciate your opinion. But it’s unnecessary. |

| It isn’t an opinion, GW-B0. You’re feeding the cats on the table. |

| Tables are meant for dining. |

| Not for cats. |

Spend

(didn't have this one either)

Shallow

“Holy shit. Ives! Ives, it’s after TLN! Get the fuck out of there!!”

Beau struggled to get to his knees, shuddering strangely as if losing connection. The beast tore itself free from Ives, backhanding him into a shallow wake-making slide down the tunnel. Ryker’s light caught a glimpse of faded stenciling across its back.

A.L.P.H.A. 1

“It’s a… It’s an A.I.“ Ryker lost air on the words, fumbling for understanding as it turned back for him. It was an A.I., capable of manipulating magnetic fields in order to attract the nanites in TLN. Like moths to a flame. A massive, bloodthirsty flame.

Carry(ing)

"We keep this a secret. Got it?" Ryker looked at Beau who nodded eagerly. "Not a word about this patch. You," he pointed to Ives, "didn't give it to him, and Beau, you stick to your patrol protocols unless absolutely necessary. And Mikki, you haven't heard squat about it, right?"

"Right."

"Hey, yinz havin' a LAN party over here or somethin'?" They all jumped at the volume of Garnet’s voice, turning as he entered Ryker’s office. He laughed at his own joke, carrying a tablet as he made his way around their huddle. When he was met with silence, he glanced from Ryker to Ives. "Sense of humor driver not working or something? Lighten up, bud." He playfully swatted Ives' shoulder with the tablet before flipping it over to hand to Ryker. "Here."

"Garnet, we're in the middle of a meeting."

"A meeting?" He looked them over again, "with computers? Talk about could have been an email."

"Get out."

[franeridart]

Anon said: [Spoilers for non-manga readers] opinion on Baku's hero name?

Very Bakugou, honestly don’t mind it at all! Mostly just surprised it’s, like, legal in the bnha universe for heroes to call themselves stuff like explodo-kills (and also that there isn’t a character limit for hero names??) but that Bakugou would stick with it is pretty damn in character for him so I like it xD still, I’ll probably just call him Dynamight if I’ll ever need to use his hero name lmao

Anon said: not to be the most romantic sap but uh just a kiss by lady a is killin me

Nothing sappy about letting romantic songs get to you!!!! I say, as I’m constantly crying over romantic songs so this mindset benefits me as well lol

Anon said: i may or may not have stumbled across some of your older kiribaku art, the stuff with akane, and she's the best child oc tbh. i actually like her and i tend to not be a fan of child ocs but she's just the cutest darn thing 🥰

I’m so glad you like her!!!!! She was a lot of fun, what a good gremlin ;;;

Anon said: uve heard of dragon!kiri w his hair spikes up, now get ready for dragon!kiri w his hair dowm lookin like the softest boy

AW HECK I think I’ve drawn him in the past, actually!!!! Spike-haired Kiri will forever be my fav Kiri, but there’s just something about hair down Kiri isn’t it!! What a cute boy ;;;; all sharp edges and soft curves, what a lovely sight

Anon said: can i just say your itafushi art is so cute? these two already make me feel and then your art just (つω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀)

THANK YOU SO MUCH I really need to draw them more, don’t I! goge kinda monopolized my attention there, but the way itafushi makes me feel..........boy the way they make me feel ;;;;

Anon said: good day, poké au thought: 12 y/o bakugo somehow catches a dreepy as like his 2nd pokemon and never questions it

WHY NOT WHY NOT I have a whole team in my mind for the boy tbh but dreepy is so cute ;;;; and anyway, I like my poke!bakugou with as many dragon types as he could possibly get his hands on hahaha

Anon said: Please know that, amongst other factors, you were one of the maon reasons I stsrted Jujutsu Kaisen two days ago and there isnothing more to say except thank you and I'm absolutely in debt with you for that, thank you so much 😍

I’m so so SO glad you’re liking it!!!!!! It can get kinda heavy but it’s such a great story.... honestly I’d been wanting to start it since I saw the first pv for the anime all the way back last year but I was like, you know it’s a mappa anime! so I wanted to watch the anime as a new thing, cause I love mappa, but three episodes in I couldn’t hold back and just binged it. It’s kind of story that just makes you wanna drink it all in one go, isn’t it? so good so good

Anon said: makeup artist kirishima and model bakugo or makeup artist bakugo and model kirishima? :0c

Hmmmmmmmmmmmm can’t say I see either of them much into fashion tbh, but if I had to pick probably model Kiri and artist Baku? I just don’t think Baku would be able to stay still enough to get photographed, and he wouldn’t like the photographer bossing him around anyway, and catwalks would be impossible for him to stomach imho, he’s too restless for it! At least it’s the way I see it haha

Anon said: fdgdhdkfhdafs i had a thought, what if bakugo prefers dogs and kirishima prefers cats and when they meet each other and become friends it's like, "oh." because they have some striking similarities to their fave animals

That’s been my headcanon for a while now, actually!! I think for me it came from two characters in a manga I like that are a lot like a dog and a cat but have inverted fav animals and when I read about that I was like “oh, right, makes sense since they like each other” and then my brain turned it krbk because when does it not lmao

Anon said: your art is the soothing balm to my soul recently, thank you for posting so much beautiful content. i hope you have a lovely week. ♡

sob thank you so much, I’m glad my doodling can help you feel better ;; <3

Anon said: Friendly reminder anon from last time: that post I left last time I had only eaten 7 gingersnaps that day and hadn’t drank any water. So that encouraged me to actually self care. Thank you.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well I hope you’re taking care of yourself today too! And as fair trade, I’ll do the same myself! <3

Anon said: Hi! I'm an artist and I'm thinking of making a sideblog for my art. Do you have any tips?

Ah man, I’m sorry but I’m not the best person to ask this to! I started this sideblog cause I had too many followers on my main and I didn’t want my stuff to be seen by that many people at first, so whatever I did probably isn’t what you’re looking for :( but really there isn’t much to it, just post whatever you like to draw, tag it as best as you can (but remember that only the first five tags appear in the search page) and be patient, since whatever you do at first you won’t get much attention anyway - the only real advice I can give is to draw something that makes you happy and that you’d draw anyway even if no one were to see it, it’ll make keep posting despite a possible lack of activity a lot easier!

Anon said: Your goge art🥺🥺

I just love them so much ( TT’’’TT)9

Anon said: how the fuck have i not been following you? I remember seeing your bakushima art in the bnha tag and always thinking it's so cute. Now you're into JJK too??? and the satosugu art??? fuckin, diabetes incarnate. I love it. I love you. Your art 10/10. I'm tired lmao.

WELL thank you for the follow!! And for thinking my stuff is cute!!!!! I do my best with that, I want all the soft things for my favs 😌

Anon said: Are you gonna draw Gojou/Getou comic?? 👉🏻👈🏻 WOULD LOVE TO READ IT

you mean an actual doujin? I don’t think I will, sorry! I’m really no good at long projects orz but thank you so much for wishing to read something like that from me!!! ;A;

Anon said: Hello! YOUR ART IS SO FREAKING GORGEOUSSSS!!! I love them so much!! If I may ask you one question. Between Getou amd Gojou, who do you see as top/bottom? Just curious

THANK YOU!!!!! And I honestly don’t care as long as they’re happy and together!!! please let them be happy and together 🙏🙏🙏

Anon said: i want you to know!!! i followed you for your kiribaku art but!!! i love your art so much that idc what you post because it's all just!!!! incredible and wonderful and stunning!!!

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!!!! this means a lot to me so seriously thank you so much!!!!

Anon said: d'you think bakugo has like headaches or migraines after training or battles because of how loud his quirk is? like, i listen to music slightly too loud and my head is sending me to hell. (unless you go with the hoh hc which is also 👌)

I like to think Baku’s body is attuned enough to his own quirk that he wouldn’t get drawbacks of the kind tbh, though that wouldn’t be a bad thought for when he just starts to increase the output/width and strength of his explosions............ well, I myself suffer from chronic headaches and migraines so I’m always up for projecting on my favs ngl lmao

Anon said:  so like... dragon kirishima's eyes glow right? like, if we equate his dragon-ness to unbreakable his eyes glow? they also glow when he's half shifted? honestly i just live glowing eyes

Oh hell yeah I’m all for that, definitely definitely, I love glowing eyes with my whole heart and Kiri’s eyes in unbreakable are just so!!!!!! NGH *chef kiss* the more of unbreakable there is in his dragon form the happier I am ( TT^TT)9

Anon said: me, scrolling through your blog: ah shit guess im gonna have to start watching jjk

!!!!! hope it won’t hurt you too much, anon!!

Anon said: dragon!kiri and bakugo having a tug-of-war match over a piece of meat. both have it in their mouths. both are determined to win.

Kiri is turned into his dragon form and Baku still wins, hell yeah

Anon said: your satosugu is top tier!! it's hard to find stuff for them that isn't straight up angst so your art has been super cool and also very very cute!! (tho if you went with angst, it wouldn't be a bad thing obviously)

AH I’m so happy to hear you like them!!!! but also happy you wouldn’t mind angst, as I do like them the best happy and soft but my brain, my brain has been throwing sads my way for a while now 👀 I got some ideas

Anon said: What program/device do you use??

Easy Paint Tool SAI and a wacom intuos!! Though I got myself an ipad+procreate just yesterday and I’ve been messing around with it, let’s see how that one goes!

Anon said: *inahles* i am simping for mohawk man please tell me everything about your ocs immediately or i will detonate

THANK YOU FOR LIKING HIM HE’S CALLED DAVIDE Dav for short, he’s a cat of a man and a music instrument enthusiast (mostly string ones, but he’s very good with the piano as well) - he works in a music instruments store, and he’s a uni student majoring in philosphy! He doesn’t like bothersome things, he isn’t very good at taking anything seriously or putting effort in stuff, but he’s very chill to spend time with and generally a nice chat both if you want mindless thoughts or deep conversations (he’s a philosophy major after all). He can’t sing for shit, he’s got two cats (tago and schelly!), and he just wants a quiet life to laze around but all his friends are hurricanes in human bodies, but then again, he picked them himself so he can’t complain. He’s a good boy!! I’m planning a comic for him and his boy Ross >:]

[knightotoc]

Anakin Blogging:

What’s the right order to watch the SW movies? KnightOTOC Ranks the SW Movies Why Ahsoka’s S7 Lightsabers are Blue ”I cannot interfere” Sometimes I draw Buzz Lightyear Luke Father-son or brothers? My favorite part of Wookieepedia the Skywalker name Content between TPM and AotC  Helmet: A Star Wars Story Rey Anakin parallel Fresh Salted Hunk from the Deli Devil’s Contract AU An Explanation Are gifs libel or slander? Higher Ground Blogging Lars Quell Name Game Anakin’s Ghost Bum Out Give Me Love (Give Me Peace on Earth) Mind-Blowing Organizational Tool The Reaction You Requested Brad Pitt Cameo Can’t Explain, I think it’s Love My 3 Fave Characters Ever Worth its Weight in Gold Dark Middle Chapters My Curse It’s outrageous, it’s unfair Facts and Opinions Would these items work instead? Space Cowboys Diegetic Opera Lady Minnesota Update High-Maintenance Boyfriends Ranked + Part 2 Reconnaissance! This Guy + Part 2 Mirror Universe Karen Do Ben-Hur Again! Young, Dumb, and Full of Midichlorians Happy Birthday! + Part 2 My Ani Cosplay Best Title Crawl in Star Wars Low Poly Ani Hayden Voice + Hayden and Natalie Voices

Love That Maul:

I’m not a Sith Maul’s will Jedi Maul AU + Part 2 Impress the Bridgers “I was hoping for Kenobi” Poor Evil Gay Men "There IS no ‘US!’” Memes for the Old Master Awkward Zelda is the Boy 🙏Manifesting🙏

Other Prequels Stuff:

You’re reckless, little one (Except Shmi) “That’s...why I’m here.” Padme 🤝 Destiel Sith Obi-Wan AU Yikes High Republic Thoughts Pink and Blue Wat Tambor Theory I’m a weirdo. I don’t fit in. Korkie! Actually I Want at Least 20 Prequels Discourse by Layer Rush Clovis Sideblog? My Evil Wife Ahsoka, Artorias, and Gerard Way Wait...We’re All Handmaidens!

I care about the Knights of Ren:

Illustrated Knights of Ren Headcanons The Baddest Boys of TRoS are Friends  another Knight of Ren theory (with evidence)  Avril of Ren Evil Monkey: Origins Poor Old TRoS Let’s split up, gang, and search for clues! vs Hux

Gay/Emo Shit About Han Solo

Solo is Sad, Too Solo 2 Solo Fandom the FOUNDATIONAL Rare Pair Han Feelings Chewie Feelings

Thinking about Mando:

Gallery review The Rise and Fall of Baby Yoda Coming at You from 2002 The line must be drawn here! This far, no further! Target Audience Mwahahahahaha + Meme + Part 2 Always Read the Comments Madeline just said “pooh pooh!” Warrior Gentleman Ouch, right in the niche! Yes he means ALL Mandalorians Put That Thing Back Where it Came From

Other Disney Star Wars Stuff:

Hierarchy of Needs + Part 2 Finnrey White Feminism Rogue Won LASaT Seriously Though, Where’s Ezra? Always Read the Comments, Bot Edition Cussin’ Anime Predictions My TFA Joke Revenge of the Jedi Promises, Promises

Gamer KnightOTOC:

Old Republic Wars Timeline Worth Fuckin Zeffo OTP YTTD = KotOR 2 Imaginary Sadness of Imaginary World + Part 2 Branching Paths  Less Famous Sherlock Holmeses Hot Takes from my Kitten

Other Star Wars Stuff:

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[youvebeenlivingfictional]

Love Isn’t Always On Time Part Thirty Seven

Previous Part | Next Part | Masterlist Notes: Not Beta-Read.   Also if you’ve asked to be added to the tag lis and I haven’t, I’m sorry! This is my sideblog and I can’t reply to messages without it being my main (if that makes sense) so just shoot me either an IM or a message on my inbox and I’ll add you I hope everyone’s doing well :) Warnings: Some cursing? Summary: Call me old-fashioned, but I thought three people standing at a bar, all wearing sunglasses and baseball caps may stand out a little. 

The twenty minutes that had followed the broadcast had been status quo for the last two years of my life, and had been the modus operandi in my time with the Howlies - “Grab your shit, we need to be out of here in twenty.” New mission, new parameters. But there were new lines now that we were in danger of crossing. Any actions that we took to go after Bucky wouldn’t be sanctioned by General Ross, by the UN; everyone would be watching us way more closely now.

Steve was tracking down what he could on recon when it came to Bucky; Sharon had promised to feed back what she could without suspicion and while keeping her head above water with the investigation. The image of Bucky was everywhere - a collar pulled up around his neck, a black cap fitted over his head, but he looked directly at the camera.

Sam and I were waiting at a coffee bar as Steve made contact with Natasha; the bombing was on every single channel, everyone around us was talking about it. I kept my head down as much as I could, feeling conspicuous even in black baseball cap and sunglasses. Call me old-fashioned, but I thought three people standing at a bar, all wearing sunglasses and baseball caps may stand out a little. “Something is off about this,” Sam grumbled, “After all of the trouble he’s gone through the keep his head down for the past couple of years, there’s no way he’d slip up just to attack the Accords and then get caught out like that.” “Unless some HYDRA asshole got to him and he’s been reactivated,” I offered quietly, “Or it’s not him at all. Remember that mask ‘Tasha had when we were in D.C.? He could be framed. And he’s already been forced to do so much, wouldn’t be implausible that he’s been made to do something else.” We quieted down as Steve came back in; I could tell from the tightness in his jaw that the conversation with Natasha didn’t go the way he wanted it. “She tell you to stay out of it?” Sam asked. When Steve didn’t answer, he tacked on, “Might have a point.” "He’d do it for me,” Steve pointed out. “In 1945, maybe. I just want to make sure we considered all our options. The people that shoot at you usually wind up shooting at me. And this one hasn’t spent that much time since she splashed back down in the 2000s,” Sam tacked on, nodding in my direction. Steve caught my eye over the top of his sunglasses, and I averted my eyes. “If you have reservations about this, Wilson, have them, but don’t drag me into that,” I argued softly. Sam grunted in turn, quieting down as Sharon settled in beside Steve. “Tips have been pouring in since that footage went public. Everybody thinks the Winter soldier goes to their gym. Most of it's noise. Except for this. My boss expects a briefing, pretty much now...so that's all the head start you're gonna get,” She relayed, passing Steve a file. “Thank you,” He mumbled. “And you're gonna have to hurry,” Sharon warned. My blood ran cold when she added, “We have orders to shoot on sight.”

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“I don’t like this,” I said quietly, glancing up at the building. Sam was stationed on the roof, and I was keeping to the alleyway of the building, waiting on a rented motorcycle that Steve and I had driven over on. Steve looked at the cowl in his hands. We didn’t have the time to contemplate, but I couldn’t shake the feeling in my gut. “Stay out here, keep to the comms, fall back unless I tell you,” he repeated. I pursed my lips and give him a tight nod, averting my eyes to the street. Steve cupped my chin, forcing me to look at him. “It’s safest this way,” He reminded me gently. “I know,” I mumbled, “Just... Go, and be careful.” Steve pressed a kiss to my forehead before he fitted his cowl on, buckling it and heading inside. I watched the door shut behind him before I looked up to the roof at where Sam was peering down at us. I gave him a wave, signalling that Steve had gone inside. “... I’ve got German special forces approaching from the South,” Sam warned. I grimaced, leg shaking impatiently. “Come on, Steve,” I mumbled, waiting for him to open the comm, to give the all clear to come up, something. I didn’t get that. What I got instead was the sound of gunfire, yelling. I kept my eyes on the sky, waiting for a signal from Sam or a call from Steve. What I did see was Bucky jump from one roof to another, then another  person jump after him. I brought my hand up to my ear. “Sam, what the hell is that?” “It looks like a cat man!” Sam yelled back. “A fuckin’ what?” I asked, unable to help a delirious laugh. “They’re heading for the sidewalk,” Sam warned in place of another answer, “Southwest corner!” I started my bike up, pulling my helmet on and pulling the visor down as I sped in the direction Sam mentioned. I could see them - there was Bucky, Steve, and another figure running at an unreal speed. “They’re heading for the underpass,” I groaned, picking up speed. I wasn’t sure what was worse at this point - Bucky jumping carelessly into oncoming traffic, the unidentified CatMan chasing him, or the fact that we still had German Special Forces on our tail. Even in my time in the 40s, even the recon mission in Roessel hadn’t presented me with so many opportunities to die on the spot. German Special Forces had largely paid me no mind, and I used that to my advantage, focusing my energy on defensive driving, diverting other vehicles from the chase, offering Steve and Sam space and cover where I could. I managed to follow Steve’s order, hanging back until Sam flicked the CatMan toward a detonation and fell back onto my bike to keep the both of us from getting caught under the fall of rubble that Bucky had set off. I would’ve taken a harder fall if it hadn’t been for Sam’s wings. I pushed off of the ground, hurrying out of the artificial light with Sam and spotting Steve and Bucky where they’d finally come to a stop with War Machine. “Stand down,” Rhodey warned from behind the visor. Sam and I brought our hands up, crowding closer to the others as German Special Forces closed us in. Bucky and Steve turned their heads to see who else he could possibly be addressing; I saw recognition wash over Bucky’s face in a quick, painful wave before he turned back to the matter at hand.

I would’ve moved closer, but there was Sam’s hand on my shoulder, carefully anchoring me in place to stop me from doing something stupid, like breaking into a run when there were god knows how many guns pointed at us. Part of me didn’t care. Bucky was here, he was in one piece, he saw me and he knew exactly who I was. But I also wasn’t the only one in the line of fire, and one stupid word or step out of line could spell even worse consequences for all of us. I cast Sam a pleading look despite this, and he gave me a small shake of his head. I kept carefully quiet as I watched soldiers shove Bucky to the ground and cuff him. Across from them, CatMan retracted his claws, reached up, and pulled off his helmet. My eyes widened at the sight of Prince T‘Challa. It took everything in me not to fight the cuffs being put on me, not to argue as I was strong-armed toward a vehicle with Sam and Steve and Prince T’Challa. “Shouldn’t he be getting a limo?” Sam muttered as we were nudged into a van. I shot him a look, fighting the smile that pulled at my lips. We were fucked, and we knew it. The Accords had been signed, we were way out of jurisdiction; we had gone essentially gone rogue. The ride was fairly quiet. Until, “So, you like cats?”

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[wnightingales]

I was tagged by the sweetheart @ilovesamizayn (god I need to get back into wrestling lol)

Rules: Tag 10 blogs you want to get to know better!!

Name: Gabbi (it’s in the url LMAO)

Gender: Female

Sexuality: supremely lesbian

Height: I think like 5′7? could be 5′6 1/2 tho

Favorite animal: dragons don’t exist so snakes are the next best thing

Average hours of sleep: uhh probably 8 or 9?? if i don’t stay up reading fic oops

Dog or cat: I have two dogs, who I love dearly, but I’m actually a cat person because I’m allergic to said dogs asgadgsjhhjdsg

Dream job: Poet or manuscript editor!

When I made this blog: uhhhh 2014, back in middle school. I’ve used many a url LOL. I was around during the Superwholock renaissance but didn’t watch any of those shows dhgajhdgsgjh

Why I made this blog: cause I was a queer kid with Internet why else

Reason for url: back when I was into wrestling CM Punk was my fave, so I just mashed it with mine to make ‘cmgabbi.’ that and my old url was way too fuckin long

Current time: 9:17 PM

Song currently stuck in my head: no body, no crime by Taylor Swift. god her last two albums just scratch the cottagecore lesbian itch in my brain

uhhh I don’t have many friends on here so I’ll tag a few people and then anyone who wants to do it, just say I tagged you!:

@radpunch @so-many-efforts @baysexuality @supersaiyanko @cashdummy

(a couple of y’all have interacted w/ my sideblog so to those guys don’t worry, i’m not some rando asgajga)

[ocpdiddy]

get to know etc.

thx @cordolia for tagging me, uk how much i love to talk abt myself

name: ///torn btwn rly wanting to expose myself bc i like my name and needing to maintain the Max Vestige of anonymity given my already dangerous proclivity for oversharing intimate information on this here highly personal but “secret” side-blog/// 

nicknames: anyway call me Benji bc my parents were gonna name me Charles Benjamin before I was accidentally born with the wrong bits

gender:  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 

star sign: Gemini *finger guns*

height: 5′5″

orientation: literally all over the place, everywhere, fr everything. i like girls a lot and everyone else only slightly less.

hogwarts house: i’m one of those “slytherin/ravenclaw” people where it’s like, i feel equally pretentious saying that combo or either of them on their own, so i’m just gonna leave that answer and bounce

favorite color: brown!

favorite color to paint walls: green? yellow?

favorite color of lipstick: i do not do that thing... but i really like darker nude/neutral lip colors on people who do do that thing

favorite animal: bear!

time right now: 5:35 pm CST

cat or dog person: i support nonbinary pet allegiances and refuse to participate in this unfairly constructed dichotomy

favorite fictional character: (hmmm...) Kara Thrace, BSG

number of blankets i sleep with: 1-3, depending on if my body decides to work that night or not

favorite singer/band: (hmmm...) Paul Simon (?)

dream trip: to fuckin space

dream job: i work with children/adolescents as a therapist + i lead workshops, trainings, present at conferences about new research, interventions, and best practices for working with lgbtq youth in my field + i don’t have to do any paperwork but i get to organize and format all of the documentation and resources for my company

when was this blog created: some months ago

when did your blog reach its peak: ur witnessing it

what made you decide to get a tumblr: way back when on my main it was bc it was the first/only place i could find Gay Content when i started really digging into Being Gay - i decided to make this sideblog bc my brain crazies were flaring up rly badly for a while and some stressful things were happening and it was a coping mechanism

why did you pick your url: bc it is H i l a r i o u s and i don’t think enough ppl recognize just how funny i am... it’s ocpd (obsessive compulsive personality disorder, my Big Disorder) + p diddy (sean “puff daddy” combs)... ocp-diddy... get it... Boy am i a Hoot

last movie you watched: Kubo and the Two Strings

last song you listened to: “Golden Ticket” - Primus (on the album Primus & the Chocolate Factory with the Fungi Ensemble lmao)

last book you read: “Cibola Burn” - James S. A. Corey

last thing you ate:  cheap microwave popcorn

if you could be anywhere right now, where would you be?: with my mom

what time would you travel to: let’s say a couple hundred years in the future so i could chat with some of my descendants, tell some stories, learn abt my family’s life and legacy

fictional character you’d hang out with for a day: this is like a fully impossible question for me rn, but somebody with magic or powers of some sort with no qualms about using them frivolously for our entertainment 

i’ll tag @mitmopnonstop @stevonnyx @cutmefromthelight @galactic-jester-bubble-witch @intrusive-bpd  if you’re interested at all bc u interact w my posts and idk u at all but that’s literally all i got