#i need to learn his lesson and just give up bro 😭😭 its ok that im giving everything but holding it back only when they want and not getting
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too-much-boobus Β· 19 days ago
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THIS IS NOT FUNNY GUYS how to become hot enough to justify being so so selfish how to not die AHGHHH AGHGGHHH I HATE HOMOSEXUALITY I HATE GAY PEOPLE AGGHHGGH literally my only weakness. can u imagine my power if i werent gay. i would die meaningless and alone but at least id know id been perfect by everyone else. i was not built for this i was built to be worshipped and yet here i am GROVELING like a PATHETIC FAGGOT because im WANTING SOMETHING which lends myself to VULNERABILITY AND GIVES THE POWER TO DESTROY ME TO SOMEONE ELSE. and WHAT ELSE AM I SUPPOSED TO DO. KILL MYSELF?1?1!1??1? maybe the problem is having self esteem. id say maybe its ok to be this pathetic as long as it makes them love me but it DOESNT EVEN. ITS ANNOYING AND BURDENSOME. i have to suppress myself if i want any of them at all. FUCK MY BAKA LIFE.and im GRATEFUL for this much but i cant help wanting more to the point the need and denial is interfering with my ability to enjoy anything. maybe buddha was right.........
holy shit i just reached the tag limit. anyways im gonna go take a fat shit and pray to god for a system reset soon plzplzplzplz i neeeed it i neeeed to reforge my identity from a depersonalized perspective chat come on its BEEN SO LONG what do i need to do.. ITS NOT MY FAULT NO ONES BEEN TRAUMATIZING ME LATELY come on now:/ i guess thats a good thing but i didnt know i was gonna turn into such a pissbaby afterward 😭 i hate the concept of regression how about im on top of it forever how about i never feel my emotions and never act my age THIS IS TOO SCARY IM SO BAD AT IT AHGHHHHH i will persevere. i just pictured a locked in chad face as a representation of myself and all my mortal complications have been quelled. Get back to work everypony crash out OVER. 😐🧏
#globs #β™‘
#I DONT EVEN WANNA BE PATHETIC#I DONT WANT TO BE LIKE THIS#ITS NOT ENJOYABLE#i hate being like this#maybe if they wanted me more or if i wanted them less itd be more balanced but either is impossible#i wonder if they at all enjoy it being like this#despite the responsibility and the annoying parts#im doing all i can do contain it and yet.#its my problem#i keep being too scared to even admit i feel like this for fear of it leading to thoughts of breaking up or losing love#so i need to keep reminding myself that this is nothing in the long run and conflicts are normal.#we've had a pretty much perfect relationship so im not used to any problems but normal relationships have them all the time#as long as we stick together itll be ok and i dont need to worry about all that#this is just like sadistic beauty side story b (nobody search this up)(the yaoi might be too toxic w this one..)#like when the top ruins everything by caring and wanting to be loved back when thats simply not possible when hes already taking so much#i need to learn his lesson and just give up bro 😭😭 its ok that im giving everything but holding it back only when they want and not getting#the same back bc how i love is already wrong its alr my fault and theyre being nice enough bearing the burdens and tolerating it#and i wont find anything more than what theyve given me and even then i dont want it if its not them#BUT ITS SO HARD#I dont want to say i cant#its just hard to keep up after a while#i get tired too#but i always need to pick myself up#the worst part is theyre so insistent on giving me hope. theyd prolly want me to talk this out w them and theyd say theyre sorry and theyll#try harder but i dont want that. theyll try and it wont work and itll strain them. i dont want it to be an active effort to love me. id#rather just not have as much for the sake of the longevity of it.#despite knowing that i still keep wanting because theres always that chance that theyre offering me by being too kind.#and i have the gall to get upset at tgem about it sometimes.. i know its only momentary unreasonability but it does build subconsciously#and i despise that the most. i never nevr never want to hate them because theyve already given me everything i could ever ask for#and theyre such a good person with such good intentions and i adore them and theres nothing else out there for me
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Louk's Bad Batch rewatch part 28 omg omg
mid season finale let's go batchersss 🀟
The Bad Batch 2x08
sleepy Wrecker 🀫🀲
Gonky and Echo watching Omega meditate πŸ₯Ί
Omega asking Echo if he wants to try she was so innocently asking too πŸ₯²
"I don't enjoy solitude" πŸ’”πŸ˜­
"hey boys" Rex my whole ass heart πŸ₯°πŸ’•
lmao gives no details just is like ok meet me on coruscant like it's nbd πŸ’€
how long has it been since they've been there ??
I'm assuming they've been there ?? idk ??
Rex introducing tbb like Cody did πŸ₯²πŸ€² and Omega's little wave πŸ’•
Echo keeping Omega back from the body, mom
the identifying number being wiped and Tech being the one to comment on not knowing that was a thing.... foreshadowing ? πŸ‘€
Echo stepping up immediately to speak in the senate πŸ₯Ί
Hunter: "the senate won't listen to us, we're deserters" ... who Rampart said died in *his* attack, so the perfect people imo
"a simple data collection" right in the middle of imperial coruscant lololol ily Rex πŸ’•
Chuchi and Omega team up πŸ₯³πŸ™Œ
they clearly don't think Chuchi is in that much danger bc they let Omega go with her ...
Omega with all her questions πŸ₯Ί she's learning everything she can
Omega's face seeing Rampart lmao meeee
he didn't even look at her πŸ™„
"there's nothing else she can do" HA idiot watch her go actually
Omega's run to look over the edge 🀲
"which one belongs to the clones?" heartbreaking 😫😭
I relate to Chuchi on a personal level, she cares sm about the clones πŸ’•
Bail in dad mode keeping an eye on Omega hehe
Omega's confidence in tbb is so precious 🀲
Senator Burtoni lol blast from the past
the way she looks at Omega makes me uncomfy πŸ‘€
she gives zero fks about kamino girlll
"because I'm a clone too... it was my home .... and im angry" YES OMEGA SPEAKING UP FOR HERSELF TO A KAMINOAN I'M SO PROUD πŸ₯³
Wrecker nearly getting zapped πŸ‘€
*mission impossible theme plays*
Wreckers saw !! bro I love it !!
Rex helping as many brothers as he can πŸ₯ΊπŸ€²
mans says he's helped "not enough" brothers... yeah but how many pls
"help's hard to come by these days..." Rex just ask him you know he'll go with you πŸ₯²
"taking a lesson from your squad, we improvise" !!! tcw flashbacks lol I love when they have no plan πŸ’•
knife knife knife πŸ‘€
"this is him better" Wrecker you've got this bby !!
lmao Tech controlling the cart from his datapad
Hunter's growl at Tech (again) πŸ‘€πŸ€­
sneaky bois shhh 🀫
@anonymous-galager said Tech sounds like Crosshair in this scene hehe
regs: 'ayo someone activated the bridge' tbb + Rex: 'hey boys' they're so unserious while I'm hyperventilating πŸ’€
the clones coming to stop tbb boys !! they're doing it for you !! 😫
Hunter: "new plan. 14, 5, 86" Wrecker: "all of them!?" I will never get tired of their plans πŸ’• (don't look at me plan 99 I'm not talking about you)
Rex: "we need an exit strategy" Echo: "got one, we're going over them" Rex: 😳 ??
Rex dodging blaster bolts πŸ‘Œ
"this should be interesting" Rex 🀝 Cody saying the same thing about tbb
Tech piloting the escape pod lmao he can literally fly anything
Rampart πŸ”«πŸ˜ˆ
lol he really thought he did something πŸ’€
Omega's disguise wearing one of Chuchi's ponchos πŸ₯°πŸ’• Cal Kestis is coming for that poncho πŸ‘€
Rex giving Omega the data !! how much they all trust her πŸ₯Ί
Rampart's whole speech full of rubbish πŸ™„
Omega catching her breath after running that whole way πŸ₯Ί you did good bby πŸ’•
YES CHUCHI PLAY THAT EVIDENCE πŸ₯³
Omega having to relive kamino being destroyed πŸ˜­πŸ’”
I PANICKED ITS PALPS πŸ™ƒ
I hate that they twisted the whole thing so bad 😑😑😑
"I was following orders" well well well how the turn tables
the clones taking him away !!! it's like poetry, it rhymes πŸ‘Œ
Chuchi looked so defeated 😭😭😭
Omega hearing the introduction of stormtroopers ... I'm stuck in the foetal position forever πŸ’”πŸ˜«
Rex hating on palpatine hehe
"the fate of all the clones is now sealed because of us" AND THEY THINK ITS THEIR FAULT I HATE IT HERE πŸ˜«πŸ˜­πŸ’”
"I will keep fighting for the clones" me too babes
I thought it was weird tbb just seemed to know Echo would go with Rex but it has taken me this long to realise they probably all discussed it while Omega was taking the data in πŸ™ƒπŸ˜­
each of their lil moments with Echo πŸ₯²
poor Omega probably blames Rex for Echo leaving πŸ’”
"we're a squad" "we need you too" ...when I cry forever 😭
Omega literally jumping into his arms πŸ₯Ί and then wiping her tears away *screams into pillow*
the sad clone music I am in spain without the s
"keep an eye on them" ~ mom worrying about the kids
THE CROSSHAIR PARALELLS HELP-
and she's hugging Lula again πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”
I knew it'd be a bad idea to leave it all this close together I am gonna be an absolute wreck watching the s2 finale and going straight into s3 πŸ™ƒ
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chuuyascumsock Β· 1 year ago
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Did i hear someone say domestic chuuya???????
πŸͺ·ANON YOUR BRAIN 🫦🀌🀌🀌
He’d totally give you the personal space you desire! Oh Lawdds just imagine goin out for manicures and pedicures and and just cooking at home with all the tasty and high-quality ingredients he buys you (or just gives you his card to buy-) ooh imagine being driven around by the mafia’s chauffeurs when he cant make it but him 100% making it up to you when he sees you later that night.
Imagine he puts on slow music and you both crack open a bottle of wine and just sway in eachothers arms~
Oh and he definitely helps with cleanup after dinner,you wash he rinses and you alternate eachtime.
Imagine him twirling you around your apartment and dipping you as the song ends,his lips meeting yours in a soft yet love-filled kiss and then you both settle on the couch to cuddle and talk about eachother’s day and then you just fall asleep in eachother’s arms????
πŸͺ· youve got my head running laps around this ideaaaaaa😩😫
Domestic chuuya is not a want….no he is a NEEDDDD
Also on a different note…DENIAL ANON IS GETTING SILLIER??? is that even possible??? Like what was that fact abt the nile river??? Bro are you okay do you need a hug…. Also your reply probably gave them a heart attack 😭 they probably yeeted their device into oblivion.
Good Job Bestie!!! Let’s hope they learn their lesson (unless you’d like em to keep comin back? I mean its no harm to you {i hope not??} and if youre having fun,who am i to stop you☺️)
Stay safe and slay safe broski
May you always out-silly the silly goofs!
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STOPPP THAT’S SO CUTEβ€” OK BUT ALSO IMAGINE TAKING BATHS TOGETHER. I feel like he’d definitely add bubbles and candles to make it romantic and sweet. AH AND CUDDLING IN THE TUB WITH YOUR BACK AGAINST HIS CHEST AS YOU READ TO HIM AND HE DRINKS WINE. AND IN THE MORNINGS HE GETS UP EARLY TO MAKE YOU YOUR FAVORITE BREAKFAST πŸ₯Ί Y’all, please 😭
Denial-Chan has always been silly like that, I hope they like my replies (I know they do because they’re in love with me) (I miss them already 😫).
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