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i can't get my mind off this page. theres something about it. something about how tori describes this is so familiar to me
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an amapola for everyday you’ve been gone
#posting this now before I back out#my tallulah designs are never consistent#I need to figure it out#older doodle when I was feeling angsty#qsmp#qsmp fanart#qsmp art#qsmp eggs#qsmp tallulah#tallulah#tallulah fanart#mcyt#mcyt fanart#yesterday’s art
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I’ve been rewatching bridon arc in the dub as it’s coming out and I have to say both Alejandro and Zeno stepped up their game for this season! I mean they always did very very good (they are among my favorites English VAs for a reason) but holy crap this is excellent. I can feel all the emotions and I want to combust 🥹 and CXS especially feels a bit younger and care free than the CXS of the previous seasons (as he should! Since he hasn’t seen the horrors yet…) and LG is so going through it and I can feel it all 🥹
But I did notice something! In ep 4 during the nightmare sequence CXS mentions the cases they have dealt with and in the dub he mentions the Li twins as well but if I recall correctly he didn’t mention anything related to S2 in the sub??
I always thought that CXS died before the events of S2 originally so LG (and his nightmare by extension) shouldn’t know what happened with the Li twins but he clearly did know Liu Xiao so maybe I’ve been wrong all the time and CXS death node hasn’t happened yet in present time and LG was freaking out in S2 especially bc some things got changed and not because he didn’t know what was going on???
I need to figure out this timeline guys… any ideas?
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school absolutely killing me mentally bc im learning sm but its like i have this huge equation i need to solve to punch up anything i make and it genuinely feels like when im actually doing math snd i cant keep all the number straight or visualize them at the same time or if i focus on one part i forget about the other part and i have to have it all laying out right in front of me and i know what to do in theory but actually working it out takes me so so long and its so exhausting
#i want to go into comics -> i want to do comics as a personal thing#i go into backgrounds as my main thing bc more job opportunity -> i like doing so much more than backgrounds i like doing so many things#theres too many things that im interested in and could specialize in and i feel like i dont have enough time to do them all#and i dont have time to establish a style for myself#and i dont mean like art style i mean like a workflow#i want to incorporate traditional art into it somehow either through painting or adding textures#but i dont know HOW id do it in specific and i cant fucking figure it out bc i dont have TIME#and when i do have time its not enough or im tired#i cant fucking do anything like mentally im absorbing so much shit but i cant apply it#i have time to DRAW#but i dont have time or mental capacity to apply what im learning#outside of school#and i want to experiment in school#i need to figure it out#i guess i should be. trying to combine these in my actual projects#and not in my free time#maybe im stupid !!!!!#ill do this i needed a medium for my project this week anyway#digital line art layered over black and white acrylic?#ink is too fickle i always either have a visual or a specific goal in mind and i cant achieve it w ink easily#watered down acrylic and then opaque to establish the focus and distance easily#digital line art for what though. texture? finer detailing.#the gamer speaks uwu
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we were discussing careers and my therapist told me I should be a gynecologist
I don't even know how to react to that
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hello i just finished jedi survivor and i am in pain. this post contains spoilers do not read if you haven’t finished the game <3
here’s a penny for my thoughts that no one asked for.
is anyone else thinking that cal has turned to the dark side by the end of the plot? bc boy i sure am and it hurts to think abt 😩
i just - agjshsheje. something about the fact that he doesn’t turn to face cere’s force ghost when she visits him. like we know force ghosts aren’t invisible, probably mostly shown to those who weld the force and those they were close to. AND THE FACT THAT HE SPENT AN ENTIRE NIGHT JUST WATCHING THE BURNING? that cannot have a good effect on anyone lmfao. i don’t know why but something about cere’s apparition at the end just gives me bad vibes, as in i’m kinda thinking it wasn’t really her. i’m feeling it was the dark side of cal imagining her there. i think i thought that probably because of the weird fucked up warped sound they used when she appeared. and also how cal’s so determined to kill bode… like he didn’t seem to care that kata was in the room with them after some point. also cal’s meditation spots being dark and scary when you went into skills. MAYBEEE i’m looking too deep into it but like. what if.
ok update i finally got past the end credits WHAT IS THAT MUSIC AT THE END OF THE END SCENE??? IT DOES NOT!!! GIVE ME GOOD VIBES WTH. WE ALL KNOW MUSIC IS HELLA SIGNIFICANT IN STAR WARS. I -
anyway. i think that if cal hadn’t really turned by then, he was on the way or kind of in a mace windu spot with the force if you know what i mean. like working towards balance but struggling with… balancing it. LMAO my brain is braining i need to figure this out 😩 now i want a third game dammit. dark side cal would be devastating to play through but. give me the angst
also listen ik he was a “bad guy” and we’re supposed to not like him but i’m SO SAD over bode. i don’t know if i ended up liking bode sm bc he shares a va with charles smith (rdr2) but I MISS HIM (before his villain arc reveal ofc) </3 also kata makes me sad too. she lost both of her parents and has to spend however much time with the man who killed her father. can’t imagine that’s the best way for a little girl to grow up. kinda hoping that in the third game (if there is one) we play partly in cal’s perspective and partly in kata’s. i just want to know how they would work together. give me the tea, give me the drama. i’m here for it.
not really i can’t handle any more pain but you get what i mean
#jedi survivor#jedi suvivor spoilers#cal kestis#cere junda#im going fucking feral#i NEED TO FIGURE IT OUT#I’M NOT OVERTHINKING THIS RIGHT???#PLEASE TELL ME I’M NOT ALONE#anyway gn#got a good cry in
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why is it so goddamn hard to be assertive?
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meeeeessss
ITS A MEEEESSSSSSSS
#animating on computer is hard#so many options#i dunno what to do#i fell overwhelmed#WHERE IS THE COLORS???? WHERE MY SIMPLE AND EASY TO UNDERSTAND IMAGES SO I CAN MAKE SILLY THINGS#THERES SO MANY PENS#SO MANY CHOICES#BUTTONS TO PRESS#SO MUUUUUCHHCCHCHHFJHGOJEHTOAEHGIEW#i need to figure it out#i need to organize#organize organize#nggggggggh
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Min's work literally never fails to blow me away holy crap.
Storyboards I did for the latest Cult of the Lamb Unholy Alliance update! Thank you to HalfGiant for having me and for your incredible guidance!
Full final trailer HERE!
#min draw#min move#cult of the lamb#goat#min work#animation#storyboard#I DOES is gotta learn how to do that portal camera move#loved it in LMK and love it here#I NEED to figure it out#scuttles away to SBP
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Had to ban the phrase “tricky dick” from my classroom during watergate lesson because saying the word dick in front of 30 fifteen year olds is like lighting a bomb and throwing it through the doorway but now they’re just calling him Richard the Treacherous like they’re all medieval peasants. gonna lose it
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(also feel free in the tags to clarify Why you made the choice you made!! :0c)
#polls#tumblr polls#For me I think the top ones would be the House. The Money. or the Friend Group. But I ultimately might would go for the house#JUST becuase it would be my Dream House which means it would already meet mostly all of my specifications#and what I might be looking for. which would save a lot of time searching or customizing/rennovating.#Also because I could use that as a way to leave the US lol.. like .. if I get to choose my dream location.. couldnt I just choose some othe#country?? But I wonder how that works. Can you legally 100% have full ownership of a property in a country yet not be a citizen of that#country?? Would you show up and be like 'erm.. i own this house.. so i shall now live in it' and theyd be like 'uh no. you cant live here#despite owning the house. leave.' ??#So I think the initial process of 1. scraping together funds to actually MOVE myself and my most valuable belongings physically#TO another country. and 2. figuring out how to STAY in that country . might end up being difficult.. BUT. if I could just work that#part of things out then.. dream house?? security for once in my life?? stability?? :0#Though the $1mil is enticing it's also like.. I feel .. with the way housing prices are now... that's not much???#it's a lot I guess if you plan on like.. investing half the money and staying in an apartment for 5 years while you grow your wealth#or something. but if you're a 'I Need Stability NOW' ready to settle down person who would be most interested in owning a property rather#than nice clothes or a car or whatever other investments you could make then.. eh..?? It seems like unless you're okay with living in#a small town or kind of far away from the city - even some SMALL houses in majorly populated areas in the US will be like#$600.000 - $900.000 or something. like that would be MOST of my money. Which I know you could just pay partially and make#payments on it but idk.. in the option of just outright owning the house it seems like it'd end up being cheaper.#Plus I would want to own it fully asap because I'd be afraid of losing it somehow otherwise. like it being taken for medical bills or#something. which I thought was supposed to be - not IMPOSSIBLE - slightly more complicated legally if you actually have#paid off the house in full. I guess the issue then would be utilities and property tax and such. But I feel like thats overcome-able??#Like I could just stipulate that my Dream House has a little furnished addition or something and then find someone#with money and be like 'Look you can live in this extremely nice area with amazing ameneties and updated everything and ALL you have#to do is give me money to cover the utilities and property tax.'' or something like that. Like the little furnished addition is nicer#than the actual house. they have their own pool and spa and movie room or something and Ill also cook all their meals for them#or whatever (how luxurious it would be depeneds on how high the property tax actually is/how much I would need to entice them into#why it's a good deal for them to pay it for me lol). idk... something like that.. ANYWAY#I asked a few people I know though and one of them answered they'd rather have a romantic partner. the other one said they'd like#to be able to choose someone to die lol.. So I'm curious what people value the most
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ever since i was a kid i have always been thinking. always thinking. about everything and nothing. just in my head. always the “quiet one” the “fish”. now i am so lost. ever since i was little the main question asked was always “what do you want to be when you grow up?” and every time it was different. one day i said “a singer” the other “an actress” or “a detective” or “a fashion designer”. when i got a little older i was asked “what do you want to study? have you chosen a career path?” the answer was always no. no, i don’t know. no, i haven’t figured it out, yet. i always said “yet” because at least to me it sounds softer, it makes everything sound more stable, like i still have time to figure it all out since i am still just a kid who needs to be playing outside with friends and make the best of life, of childhood. then the pressure to study law, like most of my family, started weighing down on me. i loved the idea of bringing justice and helping people in need, it was always my passion. ever since i was little i watched all kinds of crime documentaries, the channels “ID” and “CI” or just youtube, i was interested in the way these sick people thought, what drove them do to such horrible things, is it inborn or is it a result of a past trauma, something to do with your childhood and your first seven most precious, self-developing years? i didn’t know. i couldn’t figure it out. then i answered “a lawyer” later on “a judge” but there was something missing. i couldn’t put my finger on it. i just i loved the idea of bringing justice, of helping people, that was my thing. my passion. then when i turned 15 i realised that ever since i was little i always (and i really mean always) loved the idea of interior disign. i remember always playing games involving decorating a house or a café and i thrived for it. but it does involve math and who wants to be surrounded by math all their life. i might be unsure or confused but i am definitely not a psycho. so that ended too. so now i have nothing. i know nothing and i think nothing. i just spiral and spriral and its like a never ending cycle of spiralling. its hard. I dont think i am overreacting. its hard and i have no idea what to do. the pressure is immense, i get asked “what are you gonna study?” at least once a week and i am so tired of saying “i dont know” or “i haven’t figured it our yet”. its tiring seeing and hearing everyone around me know what they wanna do, some have already picked a university they wanna go to, a job they might work simultaneously and here i am knowing nothing, doing nothing, just thinking. always thinking.
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I think it would be beneficial for me to practice drawing winning hats loop before I try drawing them ten million times
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finished the silly shawl for my youngest and it was happily received
#loz rambles#fiber craft edition#knitting edition#no pics bc *shrug* i might get one later#now going full bore on the blanket project for the eldest#and working through my thoughts on continuing the quilt#it's so big and unwieldy#i need to figure it out
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"You have 72 hours."
Left alone in the consequences of his obsession, he let desperation get hold of his intellect and come up with a plan. For the world. For himself.
#au where instead of ford reaching out to stan.. he figures it out how to fight against bill.. reworking on the portal in 3 days non stop#ha ha hah ha obsessed ford ha ha ha#maybe i like to see him a little unhinge#audio editing is my passion#gravity falls#au#stanford pines#ford#bill cipher#my art#animation#animatic#i did this in one day because i needed a break from college#anyways haha i hope you enjoy#is this billford..
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So. All this to tell the idea "shimmer is used as a medicine that helps patients in critical condition to survive their surgeries". It's very regulated and Silco's ass is in the line if anyone abuses shimmer.
I also wanted to tie some scenes/lines etc from season 1 to the Alternative Universe. And make Silco a bit more, well, Silco but with the AU vibe. I am also not letting Singed go, he is gonna be helping Silco and getting something in return. Maybe the kids are gonna try to build Orianna her body. Also, whatever the universe, Singed will burn his face. No timeline will save him. He is just like that.
Vander almost lost half his family in one day.
This is like a regular fanfic. Just with pictures. Nothing deeper than that.
Happy one week of zaundads insanity!
#my art#sketchy sketch#comic#arcane#arcane season 2#zaundads au#zaundads#vanco#silco arcane#vander arcane#wooheee#I happy that I did something but also iuad so nervous#poor silco has to deal with the council in the au#or poor council has to deal with silco?#yea its cheesy its melodramatic its ooc#had to figure out ways to do scene changes lol#just threw everything at it#i needed to dense the talking stuff to just show the “main idea”#eight pages was already a lot
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