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AGAPE - JINX X READER
contains: fluff, g/n reader, really short, no proofread
warnings: none
summary: you help jinx fall asleep.
A/N: This is my first time ever writing one of these!! I hope you enjoy. Sorry if she seems a little out of character, Iâll write a better one soon lolz.
âJinx..?â You called softly from the couch in her.. âroom.â She had been sitting at her desk for hours now, and all you could hear was mumbled curses and what sounded like power tools every so often. And the occasional spray paint can, of course.
When you didnât get an answer, you huffed and rolled your eyes. She had said sheâd be done a while ago. You trot closer to her, rubbing your sleepy eyes. But as soon as you see her hunched over form, you know somethingâs wrong.
Her shoulders are tense, and the way her hair is frizzy around her braids shows sheâs been tugging at it. She fiddles around with some odd thing sheâs creating, her nimble fingers making it look effortless.
âGod dammit..â She mumbled, a small groan leaving her lips. You step closer slowly, tapping her shoulder. She slowly glanced up, a tired look on her face.
âYou know, you said youâd be done a while ago.â You say, crossing your arms over your chest. She rolls her eyes and smirks a little. âGot carried away. Sorry, toots.â
She goes to look back down at her.. well, whatever the hell she was making, and you quickly stop her.
âCâmon, Jinx. Itâs late.â You give her a bit of a look, which earns a small groan from her. âYou always are bothering me..â She huffs out as she stands up from her chair. You know it came from a place of love.
You were really one of the only people she trusted these days. Where everyone else failed, you seemed to not. It was almost fascinating to her. Jinx had gone so long keeping everyone at a distance, safe for the few she was close with.
But something about you.. just made her love you. She did kinda hate it. Sheâd say it was because you turned her into a lame sap, but deep down itâs because sheâs scared.
Loving something meant you now have something to lose. And that was never a good thing.
She stretched, a few bones cracking. You smiled a little at how sleepy she seemed. âThose energy drinks ainât working anymore, huh?â You teased, tugging lightly on her arm towards the couch. âI need to inject it into my veins.â She whined and you chuckled lightly.
You plopped down against the couch and she followed, flopping down right on top of you. A small sigh left her lips, and you could feel the tension leave her body. As if on cue, you rested a hand in her hair, running it over the blue braids.
âYou ever gonna cut all this hair?â You spoke softly, watching as she cuddled into you. She shrugged. âI dunno. I think itâs part of my whole.. persona now.â She grinned and you rolled your eyes playfully.
âIf you ever want to, iâll help. Make it look all nice and not choppy.â You suggested. Her chin was resting on your chest. She gazed into your eyes for a moment, and it was a bit intimidating.
The way her eyes gleamed pink, almost blowing. Youâd seen those eyes hold all different kinds of emotions, and still the intensity of them never failed to make you shiver.
Jinx then suddenly pressed a bunch of kisses to your face, and you squeaked before giggling. âW-what are you doing?â You spoke through giggles. She pulled away, a smug look on her face before she settled back down onto you. You could only imagine how dazed you look, all goofy and smitten with a bunch of dark kiss marks on your face.
âJust wanted to kiss you.â She hummed out, closing her eyes as she buried her face in her arms. Something she always did when she slept. Youâd know. You spent so many nights just watching her as she slept peacefully.
You snorted. âGod, youâre such a sap.â You spoke, continuing to play with her blue locks. âYour fault.â She retorted. A small smile remained on your lips as you sighed and cuddled close to her.
âGoodnight, Jinx.â You whispered softly, pressing a kiss to her forehead.
She didnât say anything, but you did hear her huff softly, and she cuddled closer into you.
Actions always speak louder than words.
#arcane#jinx arcane#jinx x reader#fluff#fanfic#league of legends#gender neutral reader#arcane fanfic
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Ugh I love these lovesick idiots so much
âShe was pissed at herself for being so lovesick that her stomach churned. Sickening. This type of yearning was sickening.â Patrice JUST like me????
âWeâre fine. James is not feeling very affectionate this morning for reasons unknown, but weâre fine outside of that.â The use of his middle nameđ oh sheâs MAD
Then Terry matching her energy and using hers as well, they are so childish please đ
âThey watched each other step out of their shirts, socks, and pants, still pretending that some relationship chat was on the other side of their time together. â They are both deeply unserious and SO freaked outđ
âDonât hold back, Terrence. Iâm all yours.â SO down bad for each other I love them
âA whimper escaped past his lips before a simple concession speech. âOhâŠfuck.â
âBecause I like you like that. You think I do all this for you to be normal?â A REAL man btwđââïž #needthat
âSorry for being a bitch. Iâm working on it.â More and more Iâm starting to think you were in my bedroom walls when you made Patrice cuz why she just like me????
âAsk for what you want next time. Itâs yours. Iâm yours,â Lord I have seen what youâve done for othersâŠ.
âPatrice pulled a way first to nuzzle her nose against Terryâs. âDâyou wanna shower with me? Itâs okay if you donât. I justâŠneed to spend a little more time together.â Look at lil miss âneed my own spaceâ
May I be added to the tag list? I need these two injected directly in my veins like cocaine fr
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Summary: Tensions boil over on the Thanksgiving trip to New Orleans.
Pairing: Terry Richmond x Black!OC
Word Count: 3,060
Warnings: Smut (18+ content)
Previous: Sorry 2024
âWhereâs Treece?âÂ
Terry couldnât care less but entertained the question for his motherâs sake as he took the seat closest to the window at their reserved table for a late breakfast.Â
âIn the room pouting,â He grumbled with his annoyed glare focused solely on the breakfast menu. âSheâll be down eventually. Or not. I donât know or care.â
Marvin chuckled over his mug of coffee. âIâm not all that convinced, son, but Iâll let you have it.âÂ
As much as they were lovers, Terry and Patrice were friends who bickered like siblings. Petty back and forths reared their ugly heads at inopportune moments, leading to heated, silent arguments. A refusal to raise their voices at each other out of respect resulted in hushed whispers and sarcastic jabs that were so ridiculous to those not involved that Terryâs parents often referred to them as live telenovelas.Â
Their latest episode was the most trivial to date.Â
Separate families stationed in conflicting parts of the country forced the newest Richmond couple to compromise on how they split their holiday schedule. With a family known for their culinary pursuits, Terry naturally claimed Thanksgiving for his side. Although she couldnât bear the thought of missing her Nanaâs fresh apple pie, Patrice compromised with the caveat that their New Yearâs plans were neutral ground for them and them alone. Handshake and lip lock agreements set them on a path to plan for the final six weeks of the year.Â
For all of his careful planning, Terry didnât anticipate how his wifeâs commitment to the pupils under her care would collide with his plans to spend extended time in New Orleans.Â
âBaby, itâs just two days.â He explained to Patrice while he helped clear the table after dinner one evening. âIâll get you on the first flight out Wednesday morning. Promise.âÂ
âI know, but still. Iâm gonna miss you. Weâre not apart that often.âÂ
âWeâll make it worth the wait once you get there.âÂ
Repeated promises to steal some alone time once reunited preceded quick kisses as Terry prepared to join his parents and siblings on a flight early Monday morning. But, once the sun set on their first day apart in months, loneliness and frustration set in for Patrice. Text messages slowed to a creep. Sparse voice notes attempted to fill the void left in their near-silent home. She wasnât mad at Terry for enjoying time with his loved ones. She was pissed at herself for being so lovesick that her stomach churned. Sickening. This type of yearning was sickening.
Excitement took a backseat to unshakeable irritability on her solo flight to the Big Easy on Wednesday morning. No hugs, kisses, or meaningful conversation for 48 hours could send even the most solitary person over the edge. Terry sent messages in droves to share his excitement for her arrival and she fought the urge to snap back at him. His smiling face greeting her at the hotelâs front entrance briefly soothed her ire until the reality that they couldnât shake his familyâs company set in.Â
Every private conversion came with an intrusion. Kisses meant to go further than a quick peck were interrupted before they could start. Attempts at sneaking away never came to fruition. Soon, Patriceâs sour attitude became Terryâs disposition. He knew his anger was misdirected, but couldnât find the words to explain his annoyance.Â
They didnât speak before bed Wednesday night and barely looked at each other Thursday morning. One angry Richmond was enough. Two made everyone uncomfortable.Â
âItâs time for breakfast, Treece.â What Terry intended as an innocent reminder came out as a gruff bark that he couldnât take back before Patrice opened her mouth to respond.Â
âI know! I can see the time!âÂ
âThen hurry up!âÂ
âFuck it! Iâll eat by myself!âÂ
âFine!â
âFine!â
Their silly exchange ended with Terry tossing the second hotel key on the bed before he stomped out of the room, allowing the door to slam behind him.Â
The moment replayed in his head as he scanned the menu for something they could share in case she made her way out of self-imposed solitary confinement.Â
âWell, I hope she makes it down. I wanted her to try a few things,â DeeDee added, unaware that the entire conversation was pushing her son to his limits. âThe French toast is something.âÂ
Terry rolled his eyes. âYeah, well, if you can get her off the third floor, do whatever you please.â
âSheâs probably happy to have you out of her back pocket. My girl canât catch a break,â Zorah teased.Â
Zanah laughed and shook her head. âYou havenât seen Patrice. I swear she was trying to climb into his skin when the elevator doors opened last night. Theyâre equally insane.âÂ
âSee what happens when you end up in grown folksâ business?âÂ
âOh, please.âÂ
Zanah childishly stuck out her tongue and received a middle finger pulled out of his hoodieâs front pocket as a prize for her antics.Â
âStop it, you two.â
âI thought when yâall became adults all this shit would slow up,â Marvin groaned, shaking his head as his two stubborn children traded schoolyard insults just short of joking about each otherâs mama. Movement in his periphery offered what he hoped was a change of pace. âOh thank God. The guest of honor is here.â
Patrice offered a weak wave and smile upon her approach, hoping they couldnât see the remnants of a frustrated cry on her face. Terry could, though. He flashed her a concerned look and she answered with eyes that begged him not to inquire further. A round of hugs and greetings sent her to the empty seat across from her husband.Â
The friction between them was palpable. They didnât extend each other the luxury of pet names and googly-eyed grins like they normally would. Time spent canoodling was replaced by stolen glances and tight-lipped requests to pass over utensils.Â
DeeDee cleared her throat for their attention. âUm, hi. Mom checking in here. Is there a problem between you two that we should be aware of?âÂ
âNo,â Patrice answered loud enough to eclipse whatever Terry attempted to share. âWeâre fine. James is not feeling very affectionate this morning for reasons unknown, but weâre fine outside of that. Right, James? Just fine, huh?â
âPeachy. Nicole is throwing a tantrum over God knows what but Nicole refuses to say more than three words to me at a time, so, while I love Nicole, I will not spend my morning chasing her around because Nicole is not a child and can use her words.â
Terryâs rant came through gritted teeth, leaving him almost out of breath as he neared the end.Â
Patrice couldnât formulate a rebuttal despite wanting to take their spat to the next level. She could only hang on to the firmness in his tone, the words sounding more like a warning than an explanation for their distance. Terry caught the flicker of something mischievous in her eyes and how she slowly crossed her legs beneath the table before grazing her foot against his clothed calf. His frown faltered for a moment. An unspoken understanding was telepathically communicated.
Four sets of eyes stared back at the standoff in utter confusion.Â
Zanah took a loud sip of water to snap them out of their trance. âOh-kay. So, I was thinking about gettinâ this crawfish omelet. Daddy, you oughta get the quesadilla so I can get a piece of that and, Zo, you get the Benny.âÂ
âBut I donât wanna share my food with you.âÂ
âZorah! We are twins. We share!â
Chatter about seafood dressing and late-night spades tournaments planned for the rest of the day swirled around Terry and Patrice as they maintained senseless anger, too committed to the misunderstanding to relent without feeling embarrassed.Â
The quiet simmer of mixed emotions followed them after tabs were paid, cocktails were consumed, and the elevator lifting them to the third floor was emptied of spectating parties. Terry pretended to type into his phone while sneaking looks at the way Patriceâs ass sat up in her leggings.Â
âYou wanna talk when we get in or what?âÂ
Patrice turned to look over her shoulder. âWe can.â Her eyes caught the slow lick of his bottom lip before flickering back up to find him already watching her. âIf you want.âÂ
âGood. Iâm tired of the attitude.âÂ
âGreat because Iâm tired of yours.â
Having a civil discussion became a background thought once the soft buzz and click of their room door put them seconds away from the privacy they so desperately craved.Â
Terry covertly slid the âDo Not Disturbâ sign on the outside handle before double-checking the deadbolt lock and metal latch. Patrice busied herself with the television remote, turning a rerun of CSI: Miami up to a reasonable volume. Just enough to drown out an explosive meeting of minds or bodies.Â
âReady?â Terry questioned as he pulled his hoodie up, then over his head to deposit it on the back of the nearby desk chair. âWe only have an hour or so before we need to head out.âÂ
âI think we can settle this pretty quick. Donât you?âÂ
âDepends. I got a lot to say.â
They watched each other step out of their shirts, socks, and pants, still pretending that some relationship chat was on the other side of their time together.Â
Down to thin layers of underwear and insatiable desire, they met for skin-to-skin contact. Patrice set a pace that only Terry could match. Frantic hands gripped broad shoulders to hike one long leg around his waist. Heavy hands found a home beneath round ass for a full sensory experience.Â
Patrice pulled away from a messy kiss for a deep enough breath to bark instructions at her phone for a 15-minute timer. The race was on. Friction would either bring a resolution or be why they found common ground.Â
Words were hard to come by during a hungry heavy-petting period. Shared breaths and wandering hands communicated every need, peeling away the last barriers that kept them separated. Touch me like this. Kiss me there. I need you here.Â
Soon, the itchy hotel carpet pressed into the delicate skin of Patriceâs knees while she looked up at a clenched jaw and flexed abs. She wanted to feel him grow to all of his glory inside her mouth, and he was happy to oblige her request. A fist full of knotless braids kept Terry feeling like he had control of the situation, though they both knew the truth.Â
Gagging and gawking provided a filthy auditory masterpiece that he hoped to remember for as long as he lived. Curses meant as praise fueled her performance as she pressed crescent moons into his thighs to remain stable. Her lash extensions drooped under the weight of alligator tears. Her jaw ached from being stretched to capacity over and over. Her thighs burned from her kneeling position. None of the discomforts could deter her from the goal.Â
Terry gently placed a warm palm on Patriceâs cheek, admiring her work with a hazy smile. âMissed me, huh?â he breathed out, earning a grin.Â
âMhmmm.â
âI missed you, too. Come here.â
âMissedâ was an understatement. A flat-out lie. He was just as needy, just as excited to be inside her, just as ready to abandon demure social norms to unleash the lust and love brewing inside as she was.Â
An indescribable pleasure emerged from using and being used. No holds barred. Unrestrained aside from muffled groans unleashed into crisp white pillowcases and skin slick with fresh sweat.Â
Terry kept Patriceâs chest pressed into the bed with one hand splayed between her shoulder blades and the other tangled at her roots. She fisted the sheets to keep a grip on the bed and reality while her eyes went in and out of focus. An open mouth produced choked squeaks between sharp breaths. She listened to her name roll from her loverâs lips like a sonnet written just for her.Â
He was close. His body tensed with every stroke. Sweet talk broke into throaty groans. Hips lost their rhythm as they sought deeper connection. It was a good angle, but Patrice knew it could be better. It had to get better. This had to be worth it. Who knew when theyâd have the chance to fuck each other senseless in the city they made their first commitment to rekindle an almost forgotten flame?
âLet me see you,â Patrice moaned, her head turned just enough to get Terryâs attention. âPlease. I wanna see your face.âÂ
Exhausted limbs shifted and reconnected at the head of the bed, dragging linens along with them. Patrice propped her body on one elbow to shorten the distance between their faces before pulling Terry into a kiss by the back of his head. He was equally tender and possessive, leading with full lips and a tongue eager to taste the remnants of juice and syrup left inside her mouth.Â
Then came fingers. Patrice replaced her swollen lips with her middle and ring digits in search of lubrication for other pursuits. The dull ache between her legs needed concentrated attention to reach the promised land. Terry didnât need further direction. He did as he was told with a gaze just playful enough to convey that he knew what was up. He couldnât wait to witness what she had in store.Â
Their foreheads pressed together as they focused on the slow, lazy circles Patrice drew on her pearl. Terry added his contribution according to her pace, drawing in and out so dazed that he wouldnât have been able to repeat his name if prompted.Â
His brow furrowed to match his effort. âFuckinâ beautiful.âÂ
He meant his compliment for his wife though he spoke the words to the body responsible for his glee in the moment. She giggled and threw her head back like a cowgirl to enjoy the ride.
Terry readjusted his angle to chase her lips as a familiar tingle set in. His arms hooked one leg at the bend of her knee before pressing forward on one hand for leverage to drive faster. Harder.Â
They were close again, each chasing an individual high harder and faster than before.Â
Patrice tried to play innocent as her sultry voice egged him on with seemingly innocuous statements. âYouâre so good to me, baby. What did I do to deserve you, hm?â
He tried to slow down, tried to prolong the moment despite his hips driving forward with more and more power. Patrice licked and kissed the shell of his ear to egg him on.Â
âDonât hold back, Terrence. Iâm all yours.â
A whimper escaped past his lips before a simple concession speech. âOhâŠfuck.â
An unraveling. Muffling broken words against lips curled into a triumphant smile, Terry came undone with his eyes clamped shut to see colors dance behind closed lids. Her orgasm crashing in wasnât enough for Patrice to break eye contact. She stared back the entire time, mouth opened and eyes transfixed in a devious stare under low eyelids. She didnât want to miss a moment of his chest heaving, arms tensing, and hips bucking to deliver her the perfect body high she could get without drugs. Earth-shattering, thigh-quaking releases had their place, no doubt. They could never replace the sensation of falling more in love with every electric shockwave brought forth by the love of her life.Â
Terry floated back into reality feeling lightheaded, stress-free, and searching for sweet kisses to cap off filthy deeds.Â
âBaby, youâre a real pain in my ass, you know that?â he joked before pressing three quick pecks to Patriceâs lips. âSpoiled and gorgeous.â
She giggled along with him. âIf thatâs true, why havenât I been able to get rid of you yet.â
âBecause I like you like that. You think I do all this for you to be normal?âÂ
Light laughter and yet another round of theme song guitar synths rang out as they disconnected and found rest cuddled atop crumpled sheets. Patrice shifted to place her chest on top of Terryâs and traced her index finger along his beautiful cheekbones.Â
âWeâre playing with fire, TJ. I know you got the notification about this week being risky.â
âDonât act like I was the one throwing a tantrum this morning.âÂ
âA tantrum is strong, okay! A tiny meltdown, maybe.â The sudden ring of her long-forgotten alarm cut their laughter short and drew attention to the nightstand. âRight on time.â Patrice stretched across Terry to handle the distraction, drawing his physical attention as he caressed and dropped kisses along her hip. She came back to him and kissed both of his lips separately. âSorry for being a bitch. Iâm working on it.â
âAsk for what you want next time. Itâs yours. Iâm yours,â He answered as he pushed a few stray braids over her shoulder.
âUse my words?âÂ
âUse your words.â
âI need more kisses. Or I'll melt. You wouldn't let me melt, right?â
Amorous feelings were back on the rise as they shared a slow, relaxed kiss unfit for two people on a tight schedule.Â
Patrice pulled a way first to nuzzle her nose against Terryâs. âDâyou wanna shower with me? Itâs okay if you donât. I justâŠneed to spend a little more time together.â
She was bashful, almost refusing to look him in the face as if asking him to bathe together was somehow more revealing than what theyâd just shared.Â
âNot too hot on the water, alright?â
âYes, sir.â
Terry chuckled as another kiss and loose instructions sent Patrice on her way with a giddy hop in her step. He listened to her make arrangements in the bathroom while he made the room more like somewhere to sleep and not ground zero of a natural disaster.Â
He placed clothes in neat stacks, straightened items that took a tumble in the heat of the moment and piled dirty sheets in the middle of their bed. When all was complete, he took a seat to contact the front desk.Â
âHey, could we get some fresh sheets later today? Room 335.â Patrice calling for him from the shower made him smile against the receiver. âSure, extra towels too. Yes maâam. I appreciate it.âÂ
Thank God for housekeeping. In one hour the room would return to pristine condition for another romp or relaxation. A night of good food and better drinks would decide their fate for them.
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English classes are so fun. I love writing stories. I love reading plays. I love reading poetry. I love getting attached to characters and authors. I love feeling like I am in the story or poem with them. I love expressing my emotions. I love weaving my life into the pages. I love pouring my entire being into a story, and I love it when others do the same
#in a mood#i don't know what this mood is#william wordsworth save me#love the prelude#makes me feel like I'm sat by my fireplace reading my favourite book#or playing with my friends over summer holiday#i need this feeling injected into my veins
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it's weird that you don't call out to jun when he comes into your apartment. jun knows that you know he was coming over at some point to spend time with you, and usually you greet him in some way when you hear the apartment door unlock. he's a little earlier than he planned, but you told him to 'come over whenever' and now he's a little worried that you didn't mean it. he quietly slips into the pair of slippers that stays here at your place, and makes his way further into your apartment to set down the bag of groceries he brought on your kitchen counter. your bedroom door is open, but the tiny room you use as a home office is open just a sliver.
he makes his way over, leaning in to listen for a moment... only to hear your voice. there's a little strain to it as you struggle through a sentence, and it clicks all at once: you're speaking chinese. albeit not very well (it's clear to jun that this is one-hundred percent new to you), but you're still trying. your pronunciation is a bit clumsy, but he can hear the way you try to use the right tone with what you're saying...
when did you start learning this much? jun had taught you little things in the past--the absolute basics, really, plus a few other little phrases that veer into his own cheesy need to hear you say sweet things--but this...? he steps back from the door. why hadn't you told him? you could have told him and he'd happily help you learn. but he trusts you: you must have your reasons to keep this a secret, so he won't push. he steps away, deciding to busy himself with getting ingredients put away--or set up for the two of you to cook together, in case you're hungry now.
then he knocks a cup into the sink, and immediately he hears you coming out of your office. relief crosses your face when you see it's just jun, and you lean against the open doorway.
"i didn't know you were here." you pause, and then he sees you get hit with realization. "... how long were you here?"
"i just got here," he says. it's technically the truth, isn't it? he's only been here for a few minutes. "were you working?"
you nod. "yeah. just had to answer a phone call," you lie to him, but he just nods and acts like he doesn't know that. you come up to his side, wrapping an arm around him. "is this for lunch?"
he leans over to you and presses a kiss against your cheek. "are you hungry?"
"mhm," you just snuggle in for a moment, enjoying his presence. "you should teach me more recipes you learned from your mom sometime."
jun finds himself smiling already. was that what this all was...? an attempt for you to understand him better? to show that you care for him so much that you want to know his culture, too? "i'd love to," he says softly, and wraps an arm around you to tug you closer to his side. "only if you teach me things you learned from your family, too."
then he'll make more efforts to understand you and your background, too. just to show you that he loves you as much as you love him.
#nonranghaes.thoughts#nonranghaes.svt#seventeen imagine#seventeen x reader#seventeen x you#svt x reader#svt imagine#svt x you#jun x reader#wen junhui x reader#junhui x reader#jun fluff#junhui fluff#also im just gonna ramble for a second. if i ever get to the point where i feel more comfortable speaking..... god i wish id have a jun#to help me learn the language better. its been interesting to learn so far!!#i def need to start taking notes tho bc guess who cannot count <3#anyway i fucking love learning languages. inject tht shit directly into my veins.#yknow the post with all the pills w associated abilities??? id be downing the one that lets u speak all languages like. immediately
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Hizashi really struggling after the war. Shouta has found a sense of peace, of closure, finding the ability to start moving forward after all that grieving. Hizashi who never even learned how to start the grieving process, not properly. Pushing his feelings down and keeping himself busy with all his jobs and obligations and never allowing himself a moment to process that pain. Crafting a version of himself who is okay, who is jovial, who can be the one to lean on, but never needs the support in return. The facade cracking in those months leading up to the final battle, and breaking away completely as the last wisps of his old friend disperse. Shouta seeing Hizashi fall apart and being struck so startlingly that this was a long time coming. The long process of putting the pieces back together when the shards are so small. The changed man that emerges on the other side.
#I just need twenty Hizashi-centric fics like this injected straight into my veins pls#I have a lot of feelings about Hizashi#present mic#hizashi yamada#boku no hero academia#erasermic
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THE HEAD NOD????
#911#911 abc#911 on abc#eddie diaz#buddie#i need this scene injected into my veins#theyâre so canon i can feel it#9 1 1 abc#911 show
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i am so normal about themg đđ
bonus (helfp i keep laughing at thism, i need sleep so bad)
#hlvrai#half life but the ai is self aware#hlvrai fanart#hlvrai benrey#hlvrai gordon#benrey#gordos feetman#frenrey#i actually almost forgot that tag LMA#art#fanart#digital art#car seat headrest#experimental art#eyestrain#cw eyestrain#i hope this looks alright because this was like astigmatism hell for me AJBSJABSJ#also this song has TAKEN OVER MY LIFEEEE need it injected into my veins rn#lowkey feeling really selfconcious about this help ajdbsjabddbsj#unrelated but for some reason the ending of that song has become a vocal stim for me bjsbdjsdb#ok bye whoever may be reading this have a good dayyyyyy
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the green creek novels have so much franchise potential. we've already got the books. it could make a killer HBO anthology series, a season (or two because they're so long) focusing on each book. there could be video games where you play as the pack. the merchandise? little stone wolves, wooden ravens, stick on tattoos, work shirts, costume contact lenses.
we could have everything.
#i just want to inject them all in my veins#feel the wolves coursing through my body#i need it i need it i need it#green creek
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just listened to partners in crime by madilyn mei and idk if I can convey how obsessed I am
#oh. my god Iâve said the dynamic ever before but THIS#THIS IS THE FUCKING DYNAMIC EVER#I NEED THIS SONG INJECTED INTO MY VEINS#UAGH#I need to write something about it so badly#But idk if I can ever be talented enough to put that dynamic into words like the song does#the fucking messiness of it all the codependency the knowledge that theyâre being used#And still loving it because they love them#the feeling at the end of youâre using me but Iâm dragging us both down in the end#the insanity.#partners in crime#madilyn mei#listen to this I beg you
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My life has been an absolute hellscape for way too long and I was worried about Young Royals releasing its final season right in the middle of it all. Honestly it was risky for me to watch it right now, not knowing what waited on the other side. I canât afford an additional spell of despair on top of everything else right now đ„Č
But this has been my favorite show and it remains my favorite show. Easily. It has been such a comfort for me during this time and I really donât know where I would be without it right now. I was so worried Iâd be too stressed to even enjoy the last new episodes there will ever be⊠or the story would just tank and disappoint me in the end like some other shows have that Iâve held close to my heart and then it would just make me feel even worse.
But what a beautiful show.
What an earned and deserved ending for every single one of the main characters. It was better than anything Iâd ever realistically hoped for. (It was actually just a lot of me yelling and arguing with my screen and then So Many Tears đ)
It is so rare to find a show like this, that is just incredible to watch from start to finish (heck, itâs rare to even get a show these days that even has a proper conclusion or otherwise doesnât get dragged on for too long until itâs not even enjoyable to watch anymore).
Iâm so glad I got to be there for its conclusion and experience it on the last day before our internet service gets cut off before our move. The timing is actually crazy for it all to have played out like this considering I didnât plan it that way and I really needed this show to not let me down during *gestures at literally everything in my life*
Thank you to everyone involved in bringing the story, world, and characters of Young Royals to life. Iâm sad I have no new episodes to look forward to now, but the show did what it needed to do and told such an incredible, heartbreaking, but beautiful and fulfilling story that, for me, will always be worth revisiting over and over again đ
#young royals#young royals spoilers#young royals s3#mishy talks#need to draw more fanart when I have more will to live omg#PLEASE give me a cute fluffy update season or extended movie a few years from now where nothing happens and everyone is just happy for once#also is THIS WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO NOT HAVE A SHOW END IN DISAPPOINTMENT#INJECT IT INTO MY VEINS THIS IS LIKE CRACK COCAINE TO ME
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setting aside the next ~2 hours to be not normal about things before i have to be a little normal for puppy class
#i actually feel insane#i need this feeling injected into my veins on the regular#thank you yellowjackets and lucy dacus
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idk if there are any actual good true detective season one fics but if they are send them my way i need more of it
#đŠ#need to inject season one in my veins#unpopular opinion maybe but unlike will/hannibal i can't imagine rust and marty acting out romantic feelings towards each other#the closest i think they could get is bachelor pad codependent living together where they act like a married couple but never act on it#there is a feeling of annoyed companionship between them but i don't think either of them would be honest enough to date or even fuck#but who knows a good fic could convince me otherwise
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The internal homophobia stemming from catholic guilt is so real lmao
#good omens#good omens 2#aziraphale just needs time to process through his trauma and feelings#like heâs been told his whole life demons are BIG BAD and their nemesis#he canât just go off with Crowley who he loves very dearly and treasure very much#leaving his whole life and faith behind#neil gaiman#thank you#this season was written beautifully#now I need season 3 asap to inject into my veins
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#I need more people to watch legend of Vox machina season 3#so they can make more gif sets and screenshots of jmon sa ord#Iâm feeling it my dudes#inject them into my veins
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its called!!! youre so creepy!! (2013 remastered) by ghost town!!
yippee!!!
#gonna do my reactions in the tags again methinks#OUGHHHGGH?????#CHRIST#WOAHHHHH WHATTT#dude what the hell#dude this is fucking wild so much is happening like immediately#okay. okay. hello????? this already fucks#IMMEDIATELY i was slapped in the face three times with like the most rad ass sounds thatâs insane dude#now iâm covered in blood!!!!!!!! and iâm feeding off your pretty little lies!!!!!!!#WAIT dudee i might heard part of this somewhere before. i forgor where#WOAAHHHH WHAT#NOW YOURE RISKING IT ALLLLLL FOR SOME PIN UP DOLLLLLLLL#AUGHGH#the screaming ohhhhh my god#dude this is fucking insane. falls over and dies#i reallyy like his voice. also#THIS MUSIC what the hell#this is like a sound that needs to be played Loud i think. i need this song injected into my veins#CREEPY GIRLS!!!!! YOURE JUST MY STYLE!!!!!#FALLIN VICTIM TO YOUR FANTASY!!!!!#YOURE SO CREEPY!!!!!!!!!!!#god#absolutely insane. i like donât even have anything to say WAILING that was just wild#the man was too stunned to speak /silly#fucking banger. banger is like an understatement that song slapped so insanely hard#i have to listen to that one again. oughg#this one is not going to leave my brain for a while i can feel it. this is like when i first discovered kicks by barns courtney#GOD#okay yeah. man. i love music#answering asks
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Listening to the Final Fantasy XIV Heavensward soundtrack and beating my desk with my fists, screaming, crying, going insane, tearing my beating heart out of its ribcage and slamming that on the desk as well
#This game#This game.#This game this game this game.#It is. Enveloping me.#All encompassing.#It makes me feel emotions.#Constantly.#And any reminder of it is a reminder of those feelings.#I need to inject FFXIV directly into my veins.
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