#i need something to do

[cyclopssun]

thinking of trying my hand at writing a fanfic

like rise leo deals w psychosis post invasion..

tw/cw for these topics/symptoms i plan to touch on: delusions, visual auditory and tactile hallucinations, disorganized thoughts and behavior, confusion, paranoia, feeling of superiority, intrusive thoughts, mood swings, isolation, incoherent speech, self harm, amputation(not diy)

i’ve never written a full fledged fic but i’ve actually been working on a plot for it and i have done research on psychosis itself just to make it more accurate. i don’t want to create stigma around psychosis and i don’t want this to come off as romanticism.

i’m not a writer or at least not a particularly good one so please be nice ill post segments here (maybe,, if it seems enjoyable? i might scrap this idk) tell me if it’s cringe or just generally bad. what would make it more interesting or suggest plot add ons.

I’ve heard from statements of people who have experienced psychotic episodes sometimes have fact and fiction confused like having a superhero moment that they are gifted or can save the world by committing some action. i’ve also heard there’s no truly identified reason for psychosis but has been linked to trauma, substance use, sleep deprivation and connection to mental disorders.

(geez it’s like i’m writing my extended essay all over again)*

leo has a distorted reality, everything looks as it should but there’s something off, he feels off, don acts too fidgety, mikey doesn’t play with his hands nearly as often as he used to, raph isn’t as spatially aware, dad is trying too hard to be present, they all have a glint of something in their eyes when they look at him. To anyone else these behaviors are explainable, but not to leo. He believes they aren’t his real family that he has entered some wrong state, his portals sent him where he shouldn’t be, his siblings have been taken and replaced, or cloned? leo is overall paranoid, believing he is in a universe or *something* where he is pub enemy número uno and his mind will have him believe he must commit some extreme act to get back to his real* family.

those are some of my thoughts,, kinda hardcore. I am trying to handle the subject with care. lmk if something should be changed.

[edegrev]

Okay so how would people react if I drew Hamilton to lyrics from In The Heights.

[pastelpousay]

Y’all don’t understand like…all I can do is think of hades and rina all I can do is talk about Hadina, all I can do is eat sleep and breathe in their relationship and the love they feel for each other like y’all don’t understand

(I’m bout the cry yall.. why can’t they be canon 😿 and why can’t hades be real)

[redpool]

I NEED SOMETHING TO HYPERFIXATE ON, IM IN LIMBO AND CANT HANDLE IT.

[painfulgoodbye]

i need dream to post the next drideo, i wanna feel that happiness again

[meanslackofart]

why tf is my mood taking a dip every third day 😖😭

[froma-certain-pov]

Fic Options Help

As a way for me to cope with ep. 46 I've decided to just right fics now.

[roguepen]

Funny story: I used to be draw on a regular basis and impulsively bought a sketchbook to try and pick up the hobby again. I was never a good artist, but I have a need to try and collectively draw the Graves grandchildren portraits to baptize the new sketchbook.

Will post the results here.

[takemetoyourl3ader]

I’m bored should I start a small business selling whatever I feel like making

[a-rand0m-bl0g]

I'm bored.

Does anyone have any ideas for stuff?

[thevoidoceansystem]

Send me asks pls 😩 I’ve been up all night and have nothing to do lol :p

[badgerfrost]

Send me some ship requests, I’m so bored and I have some art motivation.

[sleepysnk]

i’d appreciate some asks/thirsts if y’all are up to it!

[foximator-blog]

I know I don't always post as much as I should. I've been trying to get out of a funk lately. But I'm in a bit of an iffy spot right now and I've tried reworking my commission page in hopes of making it more coherent. I'm offering character drawings and Custom Lego renders for anyone interested. Please DM me for more information. (I also made this page a bit before finding out PayPal was adding some extra fees... So I'll be looking for other options. Cash app is just all I have at the moment...)

Here are some examples some of the things I have on offer if anyone is interested.

[bl-bracket]

Hey y'all! I have the day off from work today, so I'd thought it would be fun to do a little q&a/ama thing! Y'all can send me questions about the bracket, bl in general, myself, or literally whatever!

[burningfieldof-clover]

Tell me who is who and I’ll draw the Bad Batch (quite poorly mind you)

-Hunter

-Wrecker

-Echo

-Tech

-Crosshair

-Omega

-Rex