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HAKFJAKFJKSJD STARRING HIS CREAM OR WHATEVER HAKDJAKDJ
*inbox spam* QUICK!! 5 HC about TF1 Starscream!!
UHHHHHH BET OKAY-
(nsfw below the cut)
• He really loved being choked by Megatron and now can't overload without a servo around his throat
• Ultra mega power bottom because He Deserves to be Worshipped and Pleasured by who He deems Worthy
• Gets overwhelmed when topping because Oh My God they just feel So Good and he can't move otherwise he'll overload Right Now
• Oral fixation ; loves digits in his mouth, especially after they've been so deep in his valve covered in his transfluid
• Dreams of being fucked raw on his (Megatron's) throne, put out on display for all of the Decepticons to see, maybe even for them to spit words of both praise and degradation at him while he gets impaled by Meg's spike
thank you for asking !!! :DDDD i hope you enjoyed <333
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“the cold black eyes were boring once more. close your mind. . . close your mind. . .”
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eldritch-esque legilimens severus snape
#severus snape#snape#pro snape#snape fanart#procreate#digital art#fanart#legilimency#i am so unhealthily obsessed with snape’s legilimency. it keeps me up at night. i wish i was joking#the staring. the cold dark soulless eyes. being able to read what most people think about him.#he doesn’t even need a wand or incantation anymore. he must’ve done it so often#characters should be more unsettling. make snape weirder. freakier.#make him an eldritch horror possessing traits and dimensions beyond human comprehension
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after playing homicipher i definitely gotta write some mr crawling fanfic i fear
#homicipher#i want him ferally#unhealthily#running around my walls and ceiling like a wild animal in want and need
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Hi @certified-handler when can we kiss him 🥺❔
#hi I need to draw him a lot for what I have planned#don’t worry bout it to much#WTF are shoes I hate shoes#he’s so bbg to me I want him#we can be unhealthily obsessed with each other/j#doesn’t that sound nice pookie🥺#lmao I’m so tired#don’t read these tags actually#sundrop#goblin bastard art
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Is it bad that my first thought after total shock seeing that Alicole scene was man, that'll be great to use for Rhaenicent manips?
#The Rhaenicent brainrot is real#And like#Alicole actually being intimate makes ZERO sense to me character wise#Like Criston was all torn up about breaking his vows with Rhaenyra#But he's got no problems breaking them for Alicent?#Granted he's now spent years unhealthily obsessed with Alicent. But still. I'm gonna need to see some moral wrestling from him about it#And Alicent??? She spent her early years of marriage being maritally raped#and could never understand how Rhaenyra found freedom and pleasure in sex#I'm happy for her to finally have good sex like congrats girlie#But it was still a shock to me seeing her go from 0 to 100 on experiencing pleasure and enjoying sex#I got whiplash#With all her trauma and religious beliefs I would expect it to be a long journey to get to the place we opened the episode with#And we didn't see ANY of it nothing to show how she got to that point#At the end of the episode I think she was riding Criston??? And like again. Good for her#But don't erase all the nuance she doesn't need a girlboss-ification it does her character a disservice#... All that said#I'm definitely looking forward to using that scene in a Rhaenicent manip😂#Rhaenicent#alicent hightower#rhaenyra targaryen#criston cole#Hotd#hotd spoilers#Hotd s2#hotd 2x01#house of the dragon#Mine
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Deacon loves two things: Ymber and digging himself a grave.
Fulj hates one thing: Deacon.
#my characters#waiting on some info on the next commission so i indulged in ocs today bc i doubt i will have as much time for lil comics for a bit#deacon is so devoted hes like yeah i would kill for a deity that could easily kill anything himself but yknow teehee#and fulj just did you tell him you needed therapy also does he even know youd murder in his name#deacon caught red handed haha no of course i havent told him it should be obvious enough haha.... and its in his defense not his name :c#man really does have some issues but i love him so much and hes so devoted but like. unhealthily after a while#he does in fact need a chill pill and therapy but to be fair#ymber has needed therapy for centuries and yet he just bottles it all up and suffers so#its pretty unhealthy until they yell at each other one (1) time bc they are so insecure about things and get mad over very valid reasons#but then theyre like you know what that was necessary and i still want to stay by your side if you let me#and then fulj is like dude hey sorry you seem really happy did you fu- and ymber is like no please stop there we have not#fulj just squinting cause have not is very different than will not but whatever she doesnt wanna think about that with deacon involved ew#and eventually fulj is like hey ymber im sorry to say but i really do hate deacon and i dont even know why but he makes me uncomfortable#while deacon is just. in the room. hearing this and thinking how he knows she thinks hes weird but wow that wording hurts#and ymber doesnt wanna fill in memories better forgotten by fulj which she had forcefully removed#so he just says oh well his hair and clothing are black and you had someone in the past that you might see in him and its not a pleasant en#so you know maybe its that idk#and fulj is then WHATST i was rude to him for someone i cant even remember? lame im gonna try SO HARD to be nice to him now#and deacon just still sitting there with some food like this is v awkward and i wish i could not be here for it#and later he asks ymber about who he resembled and as ymber is descibing her it clicks in deacons head and he gets really sad#that he might somehow remind fulj of the woman she loved before she was punished for loving a mortal#and he feels kinda bad pestering her so much with his curiosities about deities and he kinda gets it#the fact hes close to ymber might remind her at the core that she was once that close with a mortal if not closer#anyway story time in the tags again#im so obsessed with these peeps and i have made them suffer so much but they do all end on a happy note#its still funny and nice to me that while fulj is creeped out by deacon and doesnt like talking to him#he still expresses the most emotions to her - he tries hard to remain serious around ymber and collected and obedient at all times#and when out and about with ymber he has to be intimidating and refuses smiling but fulj?? all sunshine and smiles and emotions easy to rea#and she is just that is so weird go away i hate you
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yandere yoo joonghyuk for kim dokja plsplsplspls
real and true. i think they’d both be crazy for each other…. a match made in hell heaven 😌 absolute menaces to everyone around them
i mean like. post canon, would either of them let the other out of their sight???? hell no lol if they could fuse into one person to prevent the other from leaving for any reason they would
[obligatory “this is an unhealthy relationship (probably) and should not be looked to for real relationship advice” dislaimer here]
now, i think dokja would be a bit possessive of all his group (kimcom) in a kind of “mama cat” kinda way. they’re his PEOPLE, and they’re only his. if someone hurts them, any of them at all, that someone will disappear real fuckin fast. he’s the leader of the group and he’ll be damned if he can’t protect his children and his friends.
this kind of goes the other way too, the rest of the group will kick in his shins (metaphorically) and force him to stay in bed using any means necessary (remember in canon when they literally sedated him to force him to take a break?) if they believe he’s ever in danger of fucking up his own health to pursue an outside goal. (which he’s absolutely allowed to do, but NOT at the cost of his sleep or his nutrition or his mental health.)
but christ, yjh and kdj to each other?? now, they have no worries about cheating or anything god no. but god fucking forbid you hold one up for too long while the other’s waiting for them. ESPECIALLY, good lord, if you flirt with one of them? you’ll be lucky if a sword held up to your face is the only thing you get lol.
these guys are a fucking menace to their local neighborhood, it’s basically agreed upon fact that you just shouldn’t talk to one if the other isnt in the room. especially dokja, his companion is downright terrifying if he learns you talked to HIS partner without him in the room good lord. nice guy with a scary boyfriend.
not that they’d ever really be apart anyways—christ they’re like bonded cats, “do not separate”. attached at the hip isnt a strong enough word they’re fused at the damn heart
this is more er. soft yandere i suppose. i explain my thinking more in the tags but basically i think they arent as murderous as your typical sorta “crazy in love” story because they’ve stabilized each other enough that they dont feel the need to do it so much. because if the one you love is Right There next to you why would you separate from them to chase after Another Person?
perhaps this isnt really yandere at all haha, i could be totally wrong with my understanding of how the trope works
#is this yandere??? i dont know how yandere works??? is there other parts to the trope besides ‘willing to kill for love and crazy’#i think if their relationship was less stable they’d be more murderous#but because they’re SO SURE in the pillars they’ve built for each other they dont feel the need#its like end goal yandere where the two actually fall in love with each other lol#now han sooyoung did not make an appearance here my apologies#i would say ‘i cant imagine her with the same obsessive tendencies as yjh’ but thats literally bullshit LOL#i mean look at the end of the book she literally gave away her life to write his story#and spent 4 years writing to get him back across wordlines#i think she’d also be crazy. maybe its like#dokja never leaves without one or the other#orv#omniscient reader's viewpoint#orv spoilers#kim dokja#yoo joonghyuk#joongdok#yandere#i think.#sorry id feel bad if i made them hurt each other#theyre unhealthily dependent and possessive of one another but i dont want them to be in pain while being so#its my soft heart#and again i think its more like they have the capacity to kill for each other but because they’ve stabilized each other out they just dont#not OFTEN that is#because they stabilize each other if one is sick and the other has to leave for any reason they are much more murderously inclined#anything that will let them get back to the other as quickly as possible#answering asks
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Can someone e-mail Kaneki and tell him I love him so much and miss him a lot and would like to go to the mall with him sometime
#I miss Kaneki I wish I could just message him#he should get discord so I can talk to him any time#I wanna make a potion with him ☹️☹️#I want to do alchemy with Kaneki!!!!!!#he can grind dried flowers into powder and I’ll get the fire to the right temperature!!!!!!!!!!!!!#I am actually very sad that I can’t text him. he would be really really nice to talk to at 2am on a school night#I don’t even have school but I should be at his house all day every day and messaging him when I get home we need to talk all the time#we need to do that thing where the 2 guys slice open their hands and press the wounds together so their blood mixes and they become brothers#we should slice eachother open full stop our mutual pain will unite us#there was a really nice post about someone having a dream about a wizard#and they became unhealthily attached to eachother and decided to meld into one organism using one of the wizard’s spells#but it was horrifically painful these oozing lesions would open up all across their bodies#and most of the dream was just laying in agony together until the wizard said “this is going to take a very long time”#and the dreamer said “that’s ok”#Kaneki and I will make that potion we will make it perfectly together and then we’re gonna do that and then we will finally be real humans#kaneki time
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Oh god...
OH GOD–
GOD–
...no...
NO. No... no...
Oh god... Steph...
She's never coming back, is she?
S-She's never coming back...
#Evan speaks 🗡 🎞#not asks#evan emh ask blog#evan rp blog#cw caps#more red text!!#red text lore#he remembered SOMETHING#dw i won't put y'all through a BIG red text thing so soon.#he just needs to cool off and (likely unhealthily) cope.#Evan this is what happens when you don't listen. 🙄����😒#fun fact. still doesn't remember WHO she was to him... just some of the bad shit.
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fragon when he’s normal for a little bit and then goes back to his roots to look at puppet spam art and obsess and drown and die and cry and sob or something
in that order
please just one chance spamton plea
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being emo & grumpy instead of crying in my notes app
been feeling v nauseous lately about the fact that next week is the anniversary of my absolute sewercide spiral that lasted a month and the fact im sick just like i was then and anxious and irritable all the time. i hate the fact it feels like i will always in some way be the sad elven year old wishing to not wake up or become terminal. i want to hug her but also wish she would explode lol.
#also anniversary for passing of someone who died by k wording himself and i had to do a bunch of disposition admin work for#and now im unhealthily attached to the idea of him and how sad he makes me even tho i only knew him after the fact#love being an incredibly sensitive loser that cries over everything#anyways i blew money at ulta on crap i didnt need and gave myself a worse headache reading at the library#going to eat soup and bread
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https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8NbFKfd/
LOOOOOOOK BABY
holy FUCKKKKKKKK ANON this is such a good edit i’m gonna fucking cry!!!!!!! i miss him so much!!!!! he’s so breathtakingly beautiful in that first scene i can hardly handle it >.< oh gosh i miss him so much it makes my fucking chest ache (,,>﹏<,,)
#i was just staring at my shelf of dabi plushies feeling this pang in my heart#i miss him a LOT#i'm so upset with how the manga ended#not just for dabi but for *everyone*#it was so disappointing#like even more disappointing than the tokrev ending :///#and i think that makes it so hard for me to pick up any of my unfinished dabi pieces#because i am so devastated with the manga#i heard there was an epilogue but i haven't checked it out yet#and i hate this because he's one of my favourite characters of all time and i don't want the manga ending to ruin something i love so much#like to ALLOW that to soil this for me#because it shouldn't and i shouldn't let it have that power#but anyway~ i'm working through it#i'll never give him up obviously#i guess i just need timeeee#ah when ur unhealthily obsessed with fictional characters HAAAA HA HA HA#inky.bb#clari gets mail
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funniest shit ever to me is when my toxic codependent manager will grab me to help him do some random thing that he rly wants me to do with him for whatever reason and my direct department head catches us and scolds us like two bad kids dsfjkghdasfl;hjg
#every time i think to myself our whole 'friendship' is me being unhealthily one sidedly infatuated w someone#i remember him doing shit like this and im like#freckle voice what does it mean what does it all mean#like my guy i dont think you needed my help dragging two cardboard boxes#full of jerky#from point a to point b#and then rearranging them#while standing literally so close to me we look like a venn diagram#sorry to pull back the curtain on my unhinged bullshit going on irl
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S i g h
I love my man, but rA9 are we a fuckin mess.
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aJENdas
#get it#add it to my list of nicknames#happy thirtieth#also I didn’t end up showering#or writing my essay#((or eating))#but#I dropped off the chocolates#and not that I’m likely to get a thank you or any sort of communication#but a girl can (unhealthily) dream right?#but tbh I don’t know what I want either when it comes to him#I think EML doesn’t know himself much in general and has a lot he still needs to come into his own on#But I’m no shining star either#nor do I make things easy for myself#gladly falling into destructive habits#But I still#want to figure it all out#I want to know who my future will be with#because it’s only getting farther away the longer it takes#And my mind dissociates between the immanent reality and my years-old dreams#And it cannot make sense of the distortion#rant#anyways#have a good night
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one day i will finally sit down and do in depth research on where specifically stretch marks develop and then i will finally draw Muro with alllll his many stretch marks. and i will have peaked<3
#i have piece 2 of the puzzle: bodybuilders stretch marks from unhealthily rapidly bulking up#piece one is my own arse i have loads of stretch marks but not on my upper body so i cant use them as refrence#i am fairly sure that stretch marks form on the softer skin and/or just on top of the area of rapid growth#so that does give me an idea of where on a spesific limb they would be#like in the examples of bodybuilder marks its like. around the armpit? bc the skin is softer and there and so i assume it stretched/broke#before the skin on top of the shoulder#so in Muros case it would probably continue down the inner arm#bc his arms double in size#as i said i need to properly dive into this before i figure out how it would look on him#bc i want to do it ProperlyTM
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