#i need a psychiatrist
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i swear he'll give me a heart attack
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I'm so stupidly in love with Specter's psycho face what decided to put it as wallpaper.
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I should be able to decide i want to draw tntduo all day long a be able to do it
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intrusive thoughts, paranoia stuff? //
living with intense paranoia is so confusing and unpredictable. your cat is clawing at your door? someone is trying to break in your room. you saw your own reflection in the mirror? there's an intruder. you saw a flit of someones headlights from outside? someone is watching you through your window
#my paranoia only really gets bad at night so its not so bad#but i do lose a lot of sleep over it hahaaaa#all of these examples are things i thought were happening to me literally last night#paranoia#mental illness#i need a psychiatrist#ocd#intrusive thoughts
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i just got off my pc and im having the urge to go edit vincent in cas
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For the few people who are going to read this, maybe I'll stop posting for a while since lately I've been feeling unmotivated without wanting to do anything, I'm tired even though I sleep a lot, and that's why I had to go to my school's psychologist because I started crying in physical education, I talked to the psychologist about how I have felt a little bit uncomfortable with myself , with existential doubts, and some family issues. I hope you understand why I don't feel like publishing or drawing, and that explains why drawing is in sketch, I don't know how long it will take me to get motivated again, maybe I'll talk to my parents about how I'm feeling lately, sorry if it was a lot of text :’)
#lazy art#oc#my ocs#lazy#small artist#small creator#mental health#im tired#i cant do this#taking a break#i need therapy#i need a psychiatrist#long post#long text#news#nobody is reading this
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i feel funny yk
Normally I'm depressed n it's like: oh no, i am depressed :( 💔😔
But rn it's: haha IM DEPRESSED❗💯💯
Idk idk
Life is weird
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Idc what the outcome will be but I'll probably need the motivation
If this post gets:
350 notes: I'll start properly writing the Vigilante AU that I'm struggling to do
500 notes: I'll start to clean my household that's dusty af
1000 notes: I'll start studying for my Journalism(I have to catch on a lot hwlp)
2000 notes: I'll start art studying more on the face
3000 notes: I'll start actually exercising the whole week(I've been needing to take vitamins because of how much I just sit and struggle to do something with my body)
4000 notes: I'll start actually studying for my school
5000 notes: I'll try stopping the voices in my head that says that all my injuries/suffering are just little and actually start trying to ask for help more
10000 notes: I'll go and fight my trauma and start trying to cook more food other than rice and eggs because I still remember that fire back when I was around 5(It's funny because I wanted to become a chef before and now I joke a lot about arson, ironic, ain't it?)
Why so much? I really want to do these and yet there's something in my head making me scared of doing these
No rules, go insane if needed
#my rambles#i need motivation#idk i think i'm overthinking again#no we're not talking about that one time when my mom asked me if I should go see a psychiatrist#no we're not gonna talk about my trauma#it's so late rn#...#mh
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In Gotham, therapists need therapists to help them get over their mistrust of therapists.
#or is psychiatrists?#I need to ask my partner they're smarter#anyways#batman#only in gotham#peace out
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if the target audience of house was middle-aged cishet dudebros then why are all the promo shots of him so sexually compelling to me personally. like what feelings are these meant to evoke other than “I need to fuck that old man or so help me god”
#I’m a little tipsy rn and I think I hauv covid…#that pic of him in the vicodin bath is making me feel the same way I assume playboy mag enjoyers feel#I need that printed out above my bed#like. WHY ARE YOU LOOKING AT ME LIKE THAT!!! [jerks off and dies]#house md#greg house#gregory house#hatecrimes md#hugh laurie#the only other fictional male character I have been this viscerally attracted to (as opposed to just gender envious/admiration)#is nbc hannibal lecter#that’s two evil gay doctors. is that my niche kink or something.#I need to see a psychiatrist#or not. considering that I might nut
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taylor really said 'oh you miss folklore and evermore? well here's part three' with the anthology
and at what cost to my mental health taylor. what cost.
#taylor swift#ttpd#the tortured poets department#ts ttpd#tortured poets department#folklore#evermore#ts#i mean come on#i hate it here#?????#the prophecy#???????#the albatross#??#THE MANUSCRIPT#??????????????#AT WHAT COST TAYLOR#I NEED A STRAIGHTJACKET#I NEED A PADDED CELL#I NEED MENTAL HELP#AND A PSYCHIATRIST#ASAP#i can't handle this#but as a certified folklore and evermore girlie#i am EATING IT UP#is this woodvale?#fckn MAYBE
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I'm sorry I let down my guard.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#xue yang#xiao xingchen#God DAMN this scene was brutal. Season 2 episode 2 is almost nothing but misery and anguish#Helena by Nickle Creek does not quite fit the comic's vibe but it is absolutely a Xue Yang song so I linked it.#The change from “Helena don't walk away...(gentle)” to “HELENA. DON'T WALK AWAY (threat)” is fantastic.#And “Don't waste your pretty sympathy - I'll always be just fine”. Xue Yang core.#Okay now for the real meat. Disclaimer first: *I really like XY.* I think he's a great character. I think his actions consistently-#come from a place of deep trauma. While his reactions and actions put him in a villainous role he is still human about his hurt#and what I'm about to say is NOT intended to be a statement of causality or villianize a group of misunderstood people.#So with that said...Man oh man does Xue Yang have a lot of BPD traits. More that just 'character who is chronically manipulative'.#The impulsivity and emotional reactions and seeking stability makes him feel like he needs that control. What other choice is there?#The part that really gets me is how he *wants* to be safe and happy. But his past experiences tell him how thats impossible#He's the kind of person who goes 'if you don't like me then you better hate me for something substantial". All (pos) or All (neg)#''Love me entirely or Hate me. But don't you dare leave me or forget about me.''#Not at all comfortable saying 'BPD coded'. Im not a psychiatrist. Just that he has TRAITS. Feel free to disagree or add your thoughts.#ppl with bpd also are not a monolith and everyone has very different experiences. Xue yang is very complex. People more so.
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i love you, media that turn into psychological deep dive about life, death, love, grief and mental health, i love you, "mortality is what makes life meaningful", i love you, choosing love no matter how cruel the world gets, i love you, finding kindness within yourself even when the world feels unearning of it, i love you, embracing grief because it means what's lost meant something, but still learning to move on, i love you, moving forward even after everything is lost and the worst possible scenario happened, i love you, absurdism,
#i love you#the good place#puss in boots the last wish#guillermo del toro's pinocchio#night in the woods#bojack horseman#bbc ghosts#some of these have helped me with my mental health more than any of my psychiatrists#im not even kidding#feel free to add on#i need reccomendations
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study of a very normal parasocial relationship with jesus christ (2024), oil on canvas
#riddlebat#batman#riddler#the batman 2022#bruce wayne#edward nygma#edward nashton#illustration#paul dano#robert pattinson#idk why do i find their relationship so funny#it’s so bad I need to see an psychiatrist
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Sent this to a friend who hates musicals and she told me that im the one who needs a psychiatrist
#she isnt wrong!#but hey my friends sick of my random interests is precisely why im here#please. please i need friends#falsettos#falsettos (2016)#marvin falsettos#whizzer brown#jason falsettos#trina falsettos#get me a psychiatrist falsettos
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what some people need to realize is that scum villain is the best fandom for effective autism headcanon speedrun strats. first off is shen yuan. now that we've established hes autistic we move to shang qinghua, who is also autistic. and since hes autistic, we can effectively argue that he wrote every character in PIDW as autistic because he was projecting!! with that, the only characters left to headcanon as autistic are shen yuans unnamed siblings. this is the greatest percentage and speed of autism headcanons out of all three mxtx novels
#.din#svsss#scum villain#i dont need to argue that a-yuan is autistic right? we all read the book.#i can diagnose a scum villain character with autism faster than a psychiatrist can diagnose me
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