#i mostly do styro

[painfulpipes]

Used to be @pipes-and-pains but I think they nuked me or something? Idk. Anyways read my bio and I am okay with dms lol. My backup will be @pipesnpains ok? I post my cuts because I want attention and validation and I like my cuts and want to share them and I like the community. I am bpd possibly something else too idk i am also a morally questionable person.

I am mentally ill so don't be shocked when my mental illness does it's thing lol.

So far I've had 4 blogs. Idk never back down never what? Lol.

Definitely looking for moots lol.

[piko-chan]

hi hi I was wondering if you had any like after care tips for $/h this usually isn’t the side of tumblr I’m on so I’m not sure how to find any but I also love your blog it’s so cute and I hope your doing alright rn and also if you want could we maybe be mutuals

FOR THE LAST THING YEAHH!!!

We are friends now, you cannot say no

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Honestly I would have loved to come back with the better answer but

You went to the wrong blog lmaoo

I don't do any after care. Mostly because I only do cat scratches. Ever hit like one styro 💀 I know pussy shit

But like the most I have done ever was to use a spray for wounds. And that's it.

I mostly just wait for the blood to flow out, wiping it in between, and then proceed to just ignore it.

I am just INSANELY LYCKY DO NOT DO THIS OMG DON'T DO THIS. INFECTIONS ARE A REAL DEAL AND NOT THAT UNCOMMON

ALSO IT USUALLY STINGS A LOT. LIKE I CANNOT FOCUS ON ANYTHING BUT THE PAIN DO NOT DO THIS.

https://interactiveshguide.carrd.co/

(I used it for some time and it helped a lot 👍)

STAY SAFE! AT LEAST PARTIALLY!

Please

[vixendestroyz]

Heyy, I don't have anyone to ask this to (obviously), so I hope you don't mind if I ask you. Just wanted to know if my scars are actually going to stay for ever. I don't really mind the thought of that, but it's really best if I know so that I can pick a better place to do it so that they won't be seen. I hope you can reply to this, thanks a lot.

hey love, honestly, yeah they most likely will. it depends on depth, how you take care of them, genetics, placement, but unless ur doing only cat scratches and then treating them perfectly, you'll mostly likely have these marks for a very very long time. even cat scratches can stay for a while with perfect care. for me, I have a tendency to have VERY puffy sc4rs, so styros can even last years for me.

it's very important to keep in mind that places that are harder to see have a tendency to be higher risk places to cvt. I can't give any advice on where to do things, as I don't want to sound encouraging at all.

I hope that my answer is helpful, and may even deter you from continuing $H. recovery is genuinely always possible, and sometimes questions like these are a great first step to assessing the pros and cons of $H. either way, I hope you stay safe 💜

[longingfordeath-mydear]

Tw cvts, sh, mostly healing but a few fresh coat scratches..

Suddenly realising how pathetic this looks.. sharpener blades do *not* seem to be cutting it for me.. quite literally in fact (no pun intended)(also sorry for how "big" my arm looks.. I'm trying to st-rve myself more without binging *as* much recently..)

paused in the middle of writing this to try a few more cvts on different places on my arm, getting a few somewhat decent cat scratches but nowhere near styro sadly. I definitely need a razor or something a lot sharper tha I currently have because this is not satisfactory for me or either of my self h-rming alters..

This is aggravating.

[orphiccrowns]

Intro:

previously @spooky-theatre-ships, got t-worded and now i'm here.

So:

1: Block dont report

2: my fandom sideblog is @ (whatever it is when i finally name it)

3: im drake's type (a minor) so mdni people y'all should exit

𖤐 Name: Arcelia (Celia for short)

𖦹Pronouns: she/her

𖤐 I'm bi, graysexual and probably demiromantic but lets deal with that later

𖦹this blog is literally about me being utterly mentally ill, venting and $h

𖤐 however sometime's i'll post poetic/writing stuff here

𖦹i'm sarcastic- but i think i'm reasonably nice, so if you want to be moots- dm at ur will! (I don't have discord or anything tho, so msging's gonna have to stay here ]: )

𖤐 i do NOT condone any of the stuff that i post, it's just me venting and being a bit silly- repeat i do NOT ENCOURAGE THIS.

✦writing info✧

𖤐my ao3 handle is Gayness_InAJar

𖦹it's... mostly angst

𖤐in the process of writing my own trilogy, might make references to the characters and share snippets on here

𖦹advice is always welcome: as long as it isn't hostile, please be nice to me and my rejection sensitive dysphoria

𖤐my "poetry" mostly consists of late-night quotes, it's not the greatest but i try

𖦹

✦DNI list✧

𖤐people who have mdni in their bio {i am a minor, so..?} 

𖦹extra extra right-wing people

𖤐people who coome at me with any agenda, unless it's the demibiroace which consists of sleeping and occasionally nomming garlic bread

𖦹NSFW {sex related} accs: no photos, text im slightly better with but keep that to your community i beg

✦sh info✧

𖤐deepest i've ever hit is styro

𖦹my parents found out so now i have to be discreet

𖤐recent events made it so i had to throw out all my good bl@des, so i can't even draw bl00d properly while cvtting {we're fixing that soon enough} 

𖦹people who are triggered by this kinda stuff- leave?

𖤐been cvtting for about a year and a bit, $hing in general for about two years

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𖤐byeeeeee :) dm at ur own will 𖦹

[starxxombie]

intro :p

hii im new to shblr (not really, js my first time interacting) and i wanted to introduce myself!!

name: star

pronouns: he/they/she

im a fairly experienced cutter (ive been cutting on and off for three years) and my usual depth is regular styros

im too much of a wuss to do beans (if any1 has any tips dm me….)

DNI IF: homophobic, racist, transphobic, ableist, if u’re one of those people who think cat scratches aren’t “real” sh, and if ur a creep in general

things i’ll post: mostly vents, maybe some cut/scar pics if anyones interested?

im diagnosed with social anxiety disorder and i also have therapist suspected audhd

im super into dunmeshi, tlou, art, pyschology, bugs, marine animals, and cutting (duh)

[anonloveshim]

intro <3 READ B4 INTERACTION

TW for edz, h0rny shat, sh, drvgz, all those bad copin mechs (mainly ed and random vents abt my life)

hey im maxx (any nickname with maxx- in it is ok!!) and welcome to my blog!! i basically post whatever i want but i mostly vent here :)) my pronouns are he/him/it/its/pup!! im a FtM puppykitty kin (no i dont have did or osdd) please block dont report i love my lil vent space bc its all that i have :') i suspect i have bpd and audhd and some kind of psychosis hallucination issue lol :P im a pretty weird guy so thats a warning also lol im interesting in psychology, art, singing, dancing, most kinds of music, and literally so much other stuff that i cant possibly put all here bc then this intro will get boring and too long LMAO i will say stuff that makes it seem like im not ok and all i ask is that u do not dm asking about it unless i explicitly say that i need someone to vent to

tw for sh nd ed stats dont like then dont read ffs sh tw - ive been cvtt!ng since 5th grade - ive hit styro - ive been sh free for about 6 months - ive cvt on my thighs, chest, stomach, arms, nd knees ed tw - ive dealt with afrid, ednos, mia, nd ana - started taking shit seriously earlier this year - im 5'2 / 157cm - gw: 100, hw: 131, lw: 116, cw: ??? dni!! - any form of -phobic, -ist, -ism that is inherantly hateful - anyone over the age of 30 - people who arent ok with serious dark topics - bee and pupycat haters

interests!! - kpop (2nd, 3rd, nd 4th gen) - bee and puppycat - 4chan - anime - psychology - video games (hzd, hfw, d2, cod, r6s) - music (metal, rnb/soul, edm, white girl pop) my tags!! pupmaxx post pupmaxx posting pupmaxx asks pupmaxx rant pupmaxx vent pupmaxx reblog anyway thats me!! i hope u enjoy ur time scrolling thru my blog :))

[alasstairs]

why can i literally not even be mentally ill right

like. so i realise that im disgusting in literally every way possible right

so i decide to at least Try to fix myself by finally just letting myself "relapse" into an ed since i already have the mindset of not deserving food or any sort of resource [relapse in quotes bc i Technically started developing one when i was tiny and my bro caught on and stopped it within like a couple weeks so idek if that counts]

so tell me why i decide to at Least not get any snacks and start skipping lunch and/or start cutting back on my meals and i literally cant even do that like i just fucking failed within a day

and i decided that like ok may as well make up for it Somehow and decide to try to hurt myself and i fucking fail at that too because turns out it hurts more on ur stomach and i was only able to get a couple styros and baby cuts

like what the fuck i literally cant even hurt myself right

and killing myself is unfortunately not an option atm so like wtf am i meant to do here

like obvs im still gna try to get on with not eating but like i honestly lowkey dont think im gna get anywhere [mostly bc i still live with my parents and itll be Really weird if i even just gradually start eating less and not eating lunch n shit n theyd more or less have me stop]

and i wna vent to my partner so bad but they dont deserve that [they dont deserve to date me in general like how could i do that to them they deserve so kuch better]

not to mention kinda the whole point is that i should stop taking up space in general and stop bothering everyone and wasting their effort so naturally the only option left is to vent to random people on tumblr ig

[moistcigs]

HELLO! [BLOCK DONT REPORT.]

my name is charlie, this is officially my third shblr account (i’m losing my mind!)

he/him, nb lesbian, taken, fourteen, bla bla other stuff…

i mostly baby cvt, though sometimes it’s baby styros, and at the moment i won’t be able to upload anything new as i currently have nothing to do that with 💔

i have adhd, autism, gad, and ocd, along with arfid

tagging so i can maybe get some mutuals!!

[painfulpipes]

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the splotches r me blocking out birthmarks and small tattoos that culd identify me lol

[bloodie-babie]

so i was messing around with my bf and hit him, i didn’t mean to hit so hard but he got all silent after and i knew i fucked up. so as per usual, i went to the bathroom and cut. i feel like i have to punish myself i guess i don’t know. he texted me while i was in there saying “come out, i’m not stupid, i know what you’re doing.” so i did. we talked a bit then he asked how bad it was i said not bad. (mostly baby cuts and possibly a styro, 12 cuts total since i was stopped). he told me to show him, which he had never done before. took me a while to lift my sleeve up to show him. dear god the fear in his eyes was indescribable. i’ve never seen that look on his face before. i almost started crying but held it in somehow. he then told me to tell him where the blade was and i eventually did and he flushed it. he also said how he’ll be doing weekly checks on me cause he knows i can easily get another blade. i’m not sure how long that will last though, he’s a bit forgetful(not as bad as me though lmao). on one hand i’m happy he got rid of it so i’ll never have to see that expression on his face again but on the other hand i’m devastated because my blade is gone.

[webbedthorns]

tw cut pics 😔

mostly baby styros and cat scratches

I just like the blood I’m not focused on how deep all though scarring is nice I much more like the blood so yes I do baby cuts but I bleed heavily so

[vixendestroyz]

my sc4rs on my right collarbone and chest area have faded way too much, so I suppose that'll be the next spot. it was mostly styro last time so I guess I have to just commit a little more, I just worry about the structures in this area. but it's also like... genuinely my fav place for sc4rs, I LOVE having sc4rs there. (this is a really risky area to cvt, plz do not do this lol)

[puppielover]

debating if i wanna do a shit ton of styros (baby styros mostly..) for this sesh or try to hit beans again. maybe a lil deeper this time ...

[xfang-is-deadx]

Kinda sad I only do baby cuts. Like... I'm too squeamish to actually do the cvtting for styros but I think I could handle the aftermath.

Mostly I just wish I had more scars. I want to look sick enough. I want to be sick enough.

Also if I had more visible scars they might distract from my very clearly disordered* skin

*physically disordered skin, not mentally.

[coffeecups-n-chemicalswirls]

Intro ~ read b4 communicating

TW: 3D & $H ~ PLEASE BLOCK DON'T REPORT

Name: Ashe/Alex you can call me either

they/them pronouns| Also a minor (5teen) 0_0

I like to say that I'm pretty chill, and I truly try not to judge no matter what. I'm also rlly weird, but I'm always down 2 talk, so PLS feel free to msg me!! More info below if ur interested

3D & $H WARNING

3d stats/info:

Height: 5'6"

Hw: 184 lbs

Sw: 180 lbs

Cw: 169 lbs

Gw: 149 lbs

GW: 139 lbs

GW: 126 lbs

Ugw: 115 lbs

Started trying to lose around May 2022

Had arfid since I was 7

Struggled with BED at 12

Turned into m1a when I was 13

Started r3str1ct!ng around August 2023

Did omad for my entire 9th grade year w/o realizing

Trying to recover

$H info:

Started cvtting around 2021

Started bvrning a few months ago

I have hit styro (never beans)

I relapse every fall/ quit during summer so I don't get caught

I have scars on my arms, thighs, collarbones, and ankles

mostly babies, styro on my thighs (I first hit styro on my arms)

DNI:

An1 who has an opinion on what other pple do??? It's not ur life.

An1 who has mdni on their profile. Don't u check?

ppl who post nfsw content. I don't want to see that shit. (text is fine)

those who may already be triggered by mentions of substance abuse/trauma/mental illness/ and $h

ppl who don't wanna hear me vent. (I will)

Actually abt me~

I'm a marauders stan 🤞

(that's up here, cus it's the only hyperfixation I didn't already list)

General interests:

Writing (books/journal/poetry)

reading (plss send recs)

shifting (realities if ur into that)

collecting things that are so stupid, they're wonderful

feathered animals 🦆

smoking weed (idk if I can say that here)

space/anything outside of earth 🌛

I also play the ukulele (but not well)

and I love collecting music

TV shows/ movies:

Spiderman

Ruby Gloom

Invader Zim

Danny Phantom

The Umbrella Academy (I haven't read them yet but I rlly want to)

South Park

Twilight

Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes

Degrassi 🫶

Criminal Minds

Oliver and Company

The Breakfast Club

Donnie Darko

Alice in Wonderland

A Nightmare on Elm St.

Books:

The Hunger Games

Winterwood

Harry Potter

Twilight

And apparently that's it, you guys I rlly need book recs...

Artists:

MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE‼️

Billie Eilish

La Dispute

The Used

Escape the Fate

Taking Back Sunday

Never Shout Never

Forever the Sickest Kids

Hobo Johnson

Anthony Green

Hawthorne Heights

Fall Out Boy

Death Cab for Cutie

A Day to Remember

Yung Gravy

The Cure

Movements

Say Anything

Pierce the Veil

Mayday Parade

Circa Survive

Jack Kays

Danca Gavin Dance

Hot Mulligan

Lil Peep

The Smiths

Neck Deep

The Front Bottoms

Paramore

Modern Baseball

The Frights

Queen

Gorillaz

Cavetown

Blink-182