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ask-diane · 1 year ago
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*Diane was pacing rapidly around her cramped room, within the even more cramped hut. Searching immensely for something. Something important...*
"Sammy! Before you go- have you seen my bow, anywhere?! I can't find it, and I was sure I left it on my bed?"
*Diane getting even more frustrated about the situation, had began to search outside of her bedroom. Almost running into Sammy, who had happened to be standing in the doorway of her room. Diane gasped from the shock of him being eight there.*
"Sorry, if I scared you.."
"You alright, Sammy. A little fright never hurt anyone, heh."
*A brief, awkward silence went over the two.*
"So uh- You said you can't find your bow?"
"Mhm."
*Sammy thought hard for a moment, knowing he had seen Diane's bow earlier that day.. But couldn't quite exactly remember where. And then-*
"Oh, I remember now. I think Selena might have swooped it up with the rest of the clothing she was going to clean. I think she's hanging up some stuff outside if you want to go ask her."
"Okay, thanks Sammy!"
*Diane then ran off to go confront Selena.*
...
*Meanwhile, Selena was sitting outside on the back porch watching the sun set over the forest. Though despite it seeming to be a joyous moment, Selena's face appeared to be red, and scrunched up. And tears began flowing down the sides of her face. Selena then looked down to her palm, revealing the ribbon of Diane's bow inside of her paw.*
"Oh, Diane," She spoke softly, "How I've missed you... It feels like only yesterday you came into my life... And it still feels like your here helping me become a better mon..."
*Selena held the ribbon close to her chest. Wiping a final tear from her eye as she did so. The back door suddenly flew open. Selena quickly throwing Diane's ribbon within the wooden basket besdie her. Diane then trotted out of the house, turning herself and her attention to Selena.*
"Miss Selena- Sorry if I'm interrupting.. something but, have you seen my bow by chance?"
"Frist if all, no need to apologize Diane. And I think I might have left it in the pile of laundry in my bedroom."
"Great, thank you Miss Selena!"
*As Diane was about to speed away to Selena's room, Miss Selena had grabbed a hold of one of Diane's back legs.*
"Wait just a moment. What's with the rush? You can always fetch your how later."
"Oh I know Miss Selena- I just... I just don't like not having it on me, as silly as it sounds.. Cause, I guess it's just the only thing I really have of my past... Of my Mom... And I'm afraid if.. If I loose it... Then, I guess I've lost any chance at remembering my past..."
"Diane.. Come sit with me for a moment."
*Selena let go of Diane's ankle, and motioned for Diane to come over by Selena. Diane did as Selena asked, and ha dropped right down next to Selena. The two now staring at the heart warming sunset in awe.*
"Diane.. Diane, do you want to know what I think?"
*Diane tilted her head towards Selena.*
"I think, Diane, that even if you loose your bow.. I still think you'll find your Mom, your sister, and your past in the end. And why do I think you will? Cause I know you will- And even if your story doesn't go as planned, I know you'll find the answers your looking for in the end. I bet your sister and Mother already are out searching for you as we speak."
"... But what if things don't work out in the end... What if I never find the answers- the truths I'm looking for... What if I'm too late, and their already gone just like my past..."
*Selena, seeing Diane was bursting out in tears, wrapped her arm around Diane.*
"Diane, look at me.. My story has and is still going on- and I still don't know what secrets lie a head of me tommorow... But I'm still going on and making the most of life. Like you have been just in these past few months... So what I'm trying to say, Diane, is the answers you seek may or may not even find their way back to you.. So that's why, you just got to keep on with your journey no matter what. In the end, who knows.. Maybe everything you sought has been with you the entire time..."
*Diane had stopped crying. She looked over to Selena with a slight smile, that was soon followed by a hug.*
"Thank you for this Miss Selena."
"Oh, it was my pleasure, Diane."
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askthecybersongman-blog · 7 years ago
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livingalifeofasimp · 4 years ago
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Warning : A very cute Diluc try not to get Heart attack, NSFW, yandere themes, possessiveness, I do not support such behavior it's purely for entertainment purpose, if you are sensitive to such content than refrain yourself from reading it, Art belong to respective owners.
Look at him how cute he is! My heart
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✥⚜✥ It's weekend, sun still waiting to come out to greet everyone and chill cold air surrounded you as you groaned and get dressed in peach coloured blouse and black high waisted pencil skirt which was cut off in the middle of your thighs for a meeting that was set by your Boss for some important project. Since you have prepared everything with your hard work, you wanted to arrive as early as possible to give your best impression to let them see that you are capable of becoming a leader.
✥⚜✥ You looked towards the love of your life Diluc sleeping peacefully, He looks so cute like this I wish I could stay and enjoy this weekend with him, you thought while removing red strands from his pretty gorgeous face. Hoping that he doesn't miss you too much after working so hard for almost a week he definitely deserves to have some rest, you cooked his favorite meal and wrote 'Babe I am sorry I have some important meeting to attend I have to go, your favorite meal is prepared have a good day I will come home by evening', you wrote on a sticking paper and placed it on the table besides bed.
✥⚜✥ Diluc might run out to find you if you don't do this and will die worrying about you, as you smiled at least you don't have any complain like other girls have from their husbands. You kissed his forehead before making your way out of your room not before giving him a last glace. Suddenly you felt long slender fingers warped around your right wrist stopping you from going outside the room, you turned back seeing, Diluc half asleep rubbing his eyes to adjust the vision.
✥⚜✥ Where.........where are you going?",he said in his deep hoarse voice 'good thing' you thought, it's better to inform him face to face. "I have some meetings to attend right now", he looked at the time and turned towards you, looking up at you with his puppy eyes. "It's so early why does your boss always calls you, you and I work all the week and then the last thing your boss does is to take you from me, arranging some meetings", Diluc felt somewhat sad and angry why does your jerk boss keep on calling you? He is taking all of your time which is rightfully his, if only he could stop you but it's your happiness that allows him to let you do your dream job.
✥⚜✥ "Babe don't say that it's mandatory for everyone to attend today's meeting not just me", your answer made his face sour as he hugged your waist and put his face on your stomach, "No you can take leave for today I want to stay with you, I am so tired not being able to spend time with you no you can't leave me all alone if you wanna go then take me with you I am coming too". "You have to understand I will come early alright". He hugged you even tighter refusing to let you go "Last time you said that too but you didn't come early, are you leaving because I ate your (favorite snacks) then I am really sorry please forgive me", his voice sounded like he could cry anytime, everyone wants to take you away from him should he just lock you up so that you could only love him and give all your time to him. Your daily work kept you separated from him and now even in weekends, he can whine like a kid if it can make you stay.
✥⚜✥ "Diluc baby I forgave you for that already, besides you brought so many that I can't even eat all of them alone" you said while patting his head soft hoping it calms him down. "Then it must be because I haven't been able to give you enough time and love that you wanna run away from me, are you upset from me?, I will try my best, it's all my fault please forgive me I will accept everything just don't go please", then he finally looked at you, tears threatening to fall from his eyes, just what was he thinking all this time. "Babe I only love Diluc and no other men okay", "If you love me then you must stay we can do many things please don't go", at this point Diluc kept his head at the crook of your neck inhaling your sweet smell occasionally peaking your skin, still holding you tight not wanting to let you go.
✥⚜✥ "Y/N are you sure you going home we just started celebrating", one of your colleagues stoped you since your team got the leading project and everyone wanted to celebrate. "I have to, it will be dark soon", you arrived in your residence parking the car in the parking lot. You pressed the ring bell hopping Diluc won't be angry from you since you weren't able to keep your promise. Not even a second passed and door was opened, to your surprise Diluc grabbed you waist, greet you with his lips touching yours and pulled you inside while closing the door with his other hand. His passionate kiss was filled with desperation and longing and refused to depart from you but instead Diluc pulled you closer with your back against the wall.
✥⚜✥ "You said you will make up to me how are you planning on doing that?", his smirk smirk lightly causing your to go red "When did I said that?", he placed his lips against your neck and spoke making you to shiver in his embrace. Diluc strong arms holded your body close as if it's your last, was he sad your intention wasn't to hurt him, you got distracted from your thoughts when suddenly when Diluc bite your neck interlocking his finger with your and pressing himself against you causing your breathe to get uneven, his long soft hair giving you a ticklish feeling, his waist and legs touched your now completely inseparable.
✥⚜✥ Diluc started leaving purple hickeys on your neck marking you since he could smell others cologne coming from you, his jealously reaching heights. How can you be so cruel to leave and forget about him, it can't be your fault you always try to give him your time even if you are tired it's always them, they are being curel on you, he did everything to make you join his company, then you both will together anytime but you rejected continuously since you want to get the job with your own efforts. Diluc pulled away from the work he was doing, making you look at his face dusted with light pick color across his cheeks eyes filled with immense love and lust glittering heart shaped, telling that you can't have your way out.
✥⚜✥You pressed your lips against his soft pink lips gently, Diluc seemed shocked a bit but was soon to caught up with you slipping his tongue inside your mouth exploring, for a second you felt his smiling against your lips happily and you warped your hands around his neck. Diluc bend down to grab your thighs and lift you up making you warp your legs around his waist and kissed you against wall before taking you to bedroom "I suppose you ain't walking tommorow".
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just-genshin-things · 4 years ago
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With love, your Venti
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"You saved my life", he finally gasped out. 
 "Hehe."
Liyue has been quiet those days — like nobody has been there for years. Xiao, due to the silence, was feeling like he was the only person in the world. That feeling made him very melancholic and brought back some memories — if he was to be the last human, nothing would have change. Because he has always been alone.
Xiao couldn't fit it with any people. They were leaving him, every time— death or fear — they were all gone.
Nothing was immortal for Xiao, except his own feelings and associations. Flowers were rotten, animals were dying, people were dying and only the sky was still blue. It has never been and never will it be different. Even if he tries to beg Rex Lapis to return his life, he was stuck with his polearm, watching Liyue and taking care of all mortals.
And he was good with that. If he was to keep his memories of a flute melody, he could do his work for eternity.
How many years have passed since he last heard that sound?
Xiao missed that night and he only ever slept in order to return specifically to that scene. For green bard with two braids.
Liyue was quiet these days and he couldn’t repair that. Only things that he could do was getting rid of any danger to protect the people. He could not sing nor play flute to calm any person down. His bloodstained hands couldn’t create anything beautiful, like he did.
At night, nothing was changing — Liyue was still silent. At least, he killed a few monsters and took bath in the adepti lake to finally get some rest. He must distract himself from his thoughts. The need to hear that melody again was too strong for him — all because of this calm day. The silence took him to remember that night, when negative karma took over his body for his endless slaughter. It was quiet then and nobody was there.
To be honest, Xiao thought he was just about to face the death. Like his comrades did.
He couldn't accept that — he couldn't die that fast, he still had a contract to fulfill, for Rex Lapis. Then Xiao screamed agonisingly, punching the ground with his fist. Maybe Rex Lapis could hear it? Maybe he was already on his way to help him, the last yaksha.
Yet it wasn’t Rex Lapis who heard his screams. Barbatos did.
Then, he heard a flute . A pleasant sound with melancholic and cold breeze. His whole body got relaxed and the mask disappeared. Xiao could finally breathe again with ease, his eyes stopped flooding from the huge pain he had just been in. Negative karma was all gone so fast as if it had never been there.
The archon of wind was gone too before the Yaksha could thank him. Xiao remembered the song and sighed, closing his eyes. That  always made him feel safe and sound. But why was that feeling so real? Did he remember it so well? No, this couldn’t be true...
He open his eyes extremely fast, when he realized that melody was playing right there, in that exact moment. He couldn't believe that. He looked up to the sky and saw a bard sitting one the hill, looking at the full moon and playing the same tune, just like years ago. He sounded longing which was what made the song more than magnifincent.
Barbatos was there, in front of him.
That couldn’t be his imagination or just a dream. Xiao was recalling seeing the archon of wind right there and couldn't believe this. Has he heard Xiao’s pathetic prayers? For many years, he prayed for him to meet again, as all he wanted wanted was to his ballads yet one more time.
Xiao really felt guilty while praying to Barbatos. The threat of Rex Lapis hearing him, being disappointed or angry scared him to the bone. After all, Archon of Geo named him and gave him life, gave him a chance, so why was he to feel closer with lord Barbatos? Could that be due to him once saving Xiao’s life? Rex Lapis also did save him, pulling him out of the Mad God’s trap.
So why was his feelings so deep? Was it because he has never forgotten that one night?
Xiao knew. It was his only chance to met lord Barbatos in a while, maybe in years or even millennials. For himself, for so many years of waiting for that moment. He might regret it, if he doesn't do it. Rex Lapis... forgive me, he thought. He felt like he commiting a crime, a betrayal to his lord. Yet, he couldn't help himself.
Xiao used his anemo vision to teleport to lord Barbatos on the hill. From this distance the melody was clearer and even more gorgerous than before. He felt hypnotised and couldn’t push himself to take a step, just as if he has got in a trap. He was in a trance, a wonderful trance which he could be stuck in forever.
Then, Lord Barbatos stop playing his flute. World had stopped for a while for Xiao, when the bard turned around, feeling someone's presence. But he didn't look scared — just composed.
Xiao has never thought he would be that charming. Wind caressed his face and then he started breathing again. He felt a familiar scent of Mondstandt flowers when Barbatos smiled, looking at him very gentle and satisfied.
"I remember you", he said.
Xiao blinked, when he heard his voice. He was so solicitous and just... delicate, as if he was talking to a close friend. Nobody had ever been like that to him, except for praying people from Wangshu Inn. They knew and trusted him, so it wasn't unusual. But Barbatos was the archon, he shouldn’t  be compassionate to him. Xiao didn't deserve this treatment. He never helped, he had never even made a sacrifice for him, only a quiet prayer said a few times.
He was devoted to Rex Lapis, except for his moment of weakness.
"You saved my life", he finally gasped out.
"Hehe."
Xiao frowned. Did he just... laugh at him? Xiao felt how his fingers tremble, when he clenched his fist on his polearm. His stomach cramped and his throat hurting. Xiao felt so stressed and uncomfy, but still very felicitous.
"I-I mean... thank you, lord Barbatos, you—"
"Call me Venti!", he overtook him. "No need for any thanks! I would do it again with pleasure, adepti Xiao." he said with sweet smile.
He knew my name, Xiao thought. He was in shook, he didn't expect their meeting would be... anything like that. As if it was only a few days that had passed. But the most important thing was Venti always remember that unfortunate night. He had to ask him to get the most significant answer of his life.
Xiao took a deep breath, looking at him very embarrassed.
"Lord Barbatos, why did you help me that night?" he whispered, abashed. Venti narrowed his eyes. Xiao felt like his heart was going explode, when he just threw up his arms.
"I don't really remember." he just said and then grinned widely. "Hey, adepti Xiao, can I ask you for a little favor?", Venti asked just like that.
"Of course, lord Barbatos', Xiao muttered, still shocked with his answer. He just... don't remember? He waited for his reply for several dozens of years just to hear that? He didn't sleep at nights, missing his melody and thinking about their possible reunion, yet he wasn't disappointed? Was it because he could just be with him right now?
"Buy me some alcohol, please", he said imploringly. "You look older than me".
"What?".
Xiao thought that if they were to meet again, Lord Barbatos would give him the most bloody and difficult mission in his life.
But then, he just asked him to bought him alcohol. That’s it. Without any hook. Without any contract. As if they were friends long time friends and Xiao owed him a favor.
"Alcohol, please. Maybe a beer? Or Liyue wine? I don't know, what is most popular liquor in Liyue. Can you show me, Xiao?" he smiled again, as he hid his flute in his bag.
"Of course, Lord Barbatos. I'll show you the finest alcohol in the most luxurious place", he said very seriously. If he have to do anything for him, he have to do the best he could.
"I told you. Call me Venti."
"Yeah... Venti." Xiao bit his lips. "But... Why are you in Liyue, if you don’t mind me asking?".
"Just going to meet my old friend and share some new gossips with him", he smirked and walked past him. Xiao shuddered, but didn’t say anything. He was constantly unsettled, feeling like it was a stupid dream. But Venti's touch on his arm; warm and delicate was real and brought him back to earth.
"Everything okay?", he asked gently, looking in his eyes. Xiao felt warmth covering his cheeks.
"Yeah, please hold on to me, Lord Barbatos".
Venti nodded as he tightly grasped Xiao’s foream and hand. Then, everything became dark and blurry.
"Yahoo, Liyue Harbor!", Venti said, when they had landed on the balcony of Wangshu Inn. Xiao let go of bard’s hands and sighed, looking at him.
"Is not a Liyue Harbor. We are in Wangshu Inn".
"Ohh... Why?".
"Because it is the only place where I can buy you any alcohol, lord Barbatos", Xiao answered him. "I'll take you to Liyue Harbor tommorow. First, you have to get some rest".
"Thank you for taking care of me, adepti Xiao", Venti smirked. "I'll put in a good word for you with Morax".
Xiao lightly blushed and quietly coughed.
"Thank you, lord Barbatos, but please don’t bother.. Actually, Rex Lapis hasn’t contacted me in years".
"I'll beat him up for that, don't worry!", Venti laughed, but then realized, that Xiao look turned a little dark when he mentioned the Archon of Geo. He quickly changed subject. "So, shall we have a drink?".
"Can I?", Xiao asked, startled.
Venti narrowed his eyebrows. He knew that Liyue’s culture is a little more respectful than in Mondstandt, but little did he know it was that much of politeness. He sighed and licked his lips.
"Of course you can, Xiao", he smiled. "It's like a date".
Xiao looked at him, he seemed so uncertain, that Venti felt like he didn't get his jokes, not making him laugh at all. Zhongli, you really don't care about your protégés, Venti though.
Venti knew that Xiao was a lonely spirit who didn’t have many friends, It was as clear as day, even at the first glance. He felt a little anger boiling inside him, when he realized the Geo of Archon didn't really pay attention to his adeptis, his prayers and guardians. Maybe he did that several years ago, but definitelly not now. It’s like he left them alone.
Venti used to always take care about Vennessa, as he is doing now with the knights and guardians of Mondstandt. He tried to make his people feel happy and safe. He of course knew that Zhongli had some specific methods, but didn’t he notice how badly he ruined the last yaksha? It's certainly not his bussiness and country, but Xiao... was very different. Venti didn't help him for no reason, but it wasn’t for Xiao to know, at least yet.
"Let's take a sit", Venti finally said. Xiao nodded and took him to his favorite place on the balcony. The scenery is really amazing, Venti thought, as he now remembered how impressive Liyue looks at night.
"I'll go to the chef".
Venti sighed, when Xiao headed inside. Maybe he shouldn't have asked an adepti for help like that. Although, Morax wouldn't mind. If the adeptis decided to choose their own path, he surely wouldn’t have anything against it. At this point, Venti was lucky that he met Xiao. It was relieving to meet him healthy after all these years.
Venti wanted to stay in Liyue a while—Mondstandt was really safe and independent those times, so he could take a small break. But had his priorities, he needed to try Liyue local alcohol first. He looked at Xiao, who was back from the kitchen. He sat in front of him and Venti saw that he took off his sleeve and the rest of his armor.
"Where is the rest of your clothing?", he asked.
"In my room. Should I go and put those back on, Lord Barbatos?".
"No! I was just... asking.", Venti laughed nervously. "I'm glad to know you feel safe around me".
"Of course I do," Xiao murmured, "You saved my life".
"It's not a big deal, trust me", he smiled. "I just like playing flute. If you want, I can play something for you later".
Xiao looked at him and Venti could to God (to himself?) that he seemed like a small puppy. Maybe he's a powerful and immortal adepti, but he's also a human. Even if he denied it, he still had weaknesses and things that he enjoyed. Venti was glad that he noticed it and smiled to him.
Xiao didn't answer, as a staff member of Wangshu Inn came with the order. Venti choked on the air, seeing it.
"Is something wrong?" Xiao asked calmly.
"It is too much!", Venti answered. "I just asked for alcohol, like one beer or a bottle of wine. Not every position on the alcohol card", he gasped, yet his eyes glowing with admiration.
Xiao raised his eyebrow.
"I didn't know what you like, so I asked for all of this".
"That’s not good. We can’t drink all of this". Venti said. "As much as I want to, the outcome might kill me".
"Wait. Alcohol can kill Archons?".
"... You’ve never drunk alcohol before, right?".
"That's for humans. I don't care about any of that".
Venti burst out with laughter.
"Let me show you what you missed", Venti said with a twinkle in his eye. He picked up a bottle of vodka and put it away. "That's not for us. It's Snezhnayan speciality, it could kill us both. First, you can try some beer".
Xiao sighed and took a glass of berry beer, looking at it with disgust.
"Okay".
Venti poured himself some wine made from lotus heads. It’s going to be a long night, he thought, when he noticed the aversion on Xiao’s face caused by sipping his drink.
Two glasses of beer and one bottle of wine later, Venti started regretting the fact that he invited Xiao to drink with him.
"I must protect Liyue", he hiccupped.
"I know, but first you need to go to sleep", Venti stated, holding on his slim waist tightly, not wanting him to fall on his face.
"Where is my polearm?", he asked.
Venti groaned, leading him to the room. Xiao had a smaller capacity than Venti thought, but on the other hand it was obvious. After all, he never drank before.
"Where is your room?".
Xiao looked at him tired eyes. For the first time Barbatos felt guilty for inviting someone for a drink. It always ended up funny, but Xiao was the guardian of Liyue. He didn't care about humans and things like liquor or meals. However, Venti still though that Xiao is more human than him. He was just hiding it very well.
"Here", he whispered, pointing at the nearest door on the right side. Venti nodded and tightened his grip on adepti’s waist. Finally, he led him to his room and looked around. What he saw was a very simple bedroom, as simple as it can be, with dark curtains and some antic decorations. Surprisingly, Xiao had many books and lectures. He felt a familiar scent, which made him blush.
He really keep it, Venti thought with a little smile. He looked at barely conscious adepti, who seemed very innocent in that state.
"Venti," Xiao suddenly spoke up, when Venti seated him to bed. "Can I try to play on your flute, please?".
"It is a bit unexpected, but sure", he smirked, stroking his head. He pulled out the flute, looking at Xiao.
He didn't seem like he could play any instrumment, but he could certainly try. Xiao had small and slim hands, a bit rough, but it didn't bother him at all. Actually, it was an advantage.
Venti sighed, playing a simple melody to show him what to do. Then, he just gave the flute to him, looking at him with cheering smile.
"Here you go. Just try it".
Xiao did the same thing like Venti, putting flute onto his lips. His fingers moved on the holes, creating a very clumsy, but cute song. Venti laughed, then started helping him with the holes. After that, it sounded a bit better. Venti smiled, enjoying the sound and looking gently at Xiao.
Then, he realized something.
"It's like an indirect kiss, don’t you think?", he asked him with spark in his eyes.
Xiao stopped playing, sighing. His cheeks blushed a little bit, giving flute back to Venti.
"It's like a date, after all.", he whispered.
Venti was speechless, his cheeks turned soft pink like silk flowers. He had not expected this, his heart started beating faster.
"You’re cute when you’re drunk", Venti laughed, pretending he didn't get shy. He got up from the bed, but Xiao suddenly grasped his hand. Venti startled, his face was still blushing, looking kindly at the adepti. For a moment, it was silent.
"I'm sorry, Venti", He looked at him with pure trust, having a very sleepy look on his face. "Can you play me a lullaby before you leave, please? I won’t ask you for anything else".
He was surprised by the question, but he immediately nodded and smiled to him. Venti was not able to deny him hanything, when he looked like that. "Of course, Alatus".
Venti reached out for his flute again and sayt on bed. Sheets smelled like Xiao, like the flowers that grow on top of the Liyue mountains. He didn't remember what they were called, as they wasn’t common in Mondstandt. Venti inhaled slightly and started playing.
It wasn't a ballad from that night. It was a new song, that he created specifically for the Guardian of Liyue. Venti made it that moment, thinking about Xiao and his ethereal eyes.
The same eyes, different color, but the same determination, had his old friend. An old friend, who helped Mondstandt gain freedom, but never saw it. When Venti missed him badly, he was playing that song, the one that helped Xiao that night.
And he did that, because Xiao reminded him of that person. They both were just as willing to sacrifice themselves, even If it was going to kill them.
When Venti stopped playing, he noticed Xiao long gone into the dreamland. He sighed and headed back to the balcony to drink some more. His head ached, when he took a long sip. Why were people dying so fast? Why couldn’t he stop the world? Even if Xiao was not affected by the passage of time, he could still die.
This is why Venti did not come near him for several years to visit, knowing that his feelings could kill him.
Xiao didn't say a word to Venti, when he woke up the next day. He wouldn’t admit to his head hurting and throat burning so bad. His hair was messed up, eyes looking very sleepy.
"You have a hangover", Venti laughed, looking at him. They were sitting on the same balcony as the day before. "Drink some water, you will feel better".
"I don't have hangover. I'm not a human", he said resentful, even though Venti was right.
"Then you don't want my water?".
"...I do".
"Here you go, my Xiao".
Xiao grasped on his glass of water, chugging it all down. When he finished, he looked at him with a little embarrassed look on his face. Venti smirked at him, shrugging his shoulders, as if nothing happened.
"I've got experience".
"I see", Xiao sighed, feeling much better. He refused to admit to not remember a single thing. "I hope you enjoyed the last night".
"Of course I did! I played you a lullaby", Venti chuckled.
And we kissed indirectly, but it was still a kiss, he thought, smilling. Xiao looked at him, surprised. He regretted that he couldn't hear that again, because he didn't really remember anything. He had fell asleep just like that, lulled by his sad ballad.
For the second time in his life.
What a shame.
"I see. Thank you, Lord Barbatos".
How could he agree to get drunk with an archon? Xiao felt disgrace. Although, if he refused, he would actually feel the same, because refusal to an archon was just ill-mannered. In addition to that, he was an adepti. He just hated human’s creations like alcohol and any stimulants, which bogged down minds. Xiao knew that this drinking session was the first and the last in his life.
Though, if Venti asked him again... No. Certainly no.
Xiao just hoped that he would never be in that position again.
"I told you. Call me Venti. Just Venti", he said, rolling his eyes. "After breakfast, are we going to Liyue Harbor?".
Xiao broke out of his thoughts and nodded, sighing. Venti grinned at him. "I cannot wait to see Morax", Venti stretched out his arms, looking very happy on his face. "We are best friends".
"I never heard about it".
Venti looked at him gloomily. His eyes turned dark, but he still smilling. He was looking literally sadistic. Xiao shivered, frowning his eyebrows. Maybe he shouldn't have said that, looking at his scary reaction.
"Long story short", Venti sighed, his aura was deadly and cold. "He used to be a villain to me. He once said he didn't like my music. So I brought tornados to Liyue. Then, we became best friends!".
Xiao’s eyelid twitched, when Venti came back to his charming version. He was looking like he enjoyed that old memory, even if he had almost turned Liyue to dust.
The adepti has never truly understood archons, so why did this one’s joke made him want to laugh? Xiao snorted and turned his head with his cheeks slightly blushed.
Xiao spoke up, a bit uncertain.
"Pack your bags, lord... Venti", he looked at the mountains from viewpoint. He made a decision. "We're leaving".
Archon of Wind smirked at him and left him to gather his luggage. Among with other things, was a collection of wine, which he assembled. Xiao rolled his eyes, but then, he unconsciously smiled at him.
He hadn't had so much fun in ages.
When Venti came back, he looked at him with his typical smile and took his hand, waiting for the strange feeling of teleporting.
"Let's go, adepti Xiao", he grabbed his waist as if it wasn’t the first time. The scent of the flowers hit Xiao's nostrils again, he blinked and took a deep breath. "Yahoo!".
Liyue Harbor was the same like he remember. A place full of happy people and cats to which he was allergic.
"Achoo!", Venti sneezed, hiding behind Xiao.
"I didn’t know archons can be allergic".
"You don't know a lot of things yet", Venti smirked, holding his arms. Xiao shuttered. "You must be allergic to humans, I suppose".
After those words, he released him and looked around. They weren’t in the center of the town yet,, but Venti could have already felt the aura of Morax. He sighed when he saw a bridge to the city full of guardians and slowly looked at Xiao. He was looking as if he didn’t want to be there.
"Won’t you go with me?”
"I must escort you safely. Go, Lord Barbatos. I'll be right behind to you". Venti rolled his eyes. Why Xiao was so stubborn?
"Don't be overdramatic and come with me. NEXT to me", he demanded, crossing arms on his chest. Xiao sighed, his eyelid trembled when he went to stand next to Barbatos. Whenever he stood by him, he could smell that delicate scent of Mondstandt flowers.
One time Qiqi gave him a couple of cecilias, claiming them to be a gift from an unknown traveller. That person asked her to pass these flowers to an adepti with amber eyes. Unfortunately, they had withered before she found him. But still these flowers smelled so pretty and Qiqi suggested him to dessicate them. Xiao did it and put the dried flowers in a pillowcase — magnificent smell helped him fallasleep, although he rarely slept. But thanks to them, he had only serene dreams.
The unknown traveler never came to Xiao’s mind, not bothering his head at all. He always thought that had been some stupid human, who tried to thank him for help or anything like that. For sure, that couldn't be Venti.
"Here we go!", Venti hummed, taking in Xiao’s arms.
The scent of flowers was almost suffocating, yet his silky touch was very calming. Xiao, looking at happy Venti, realized that, in fact, he too had blood on his pretty, yet harsh due to instruments playing hands. They were similiar on this aspect, but neither of them would admit it.
"Liyue is so biiiiig", Venti groaned. "I hate being here".
Xiao sighed, not knowing what to say.
"Me too".
Venti wanted to say something, but then he noticed the Wangsheng Funeral Parlor on their way. He let go of Xiao’s hand and ran up to the door, knocking on it with all of his might. When nobody was opening for a while, he just kicked door open and bursted inside, to Xiao's dismay. He didn't know if he was to go enter as well, but it was a better idea than standing in street full of people. Before he could go inside, Venti caught him by his clothes and pulled him in. Then, just closed door.
That was fast, Xiao thought.
"Morax!", he said with excitement, saw him sitting on the table while calmly drinking tea. Zhongli didn't look moved by their presence. "I missed you. Your valiant, lovable and charming yaksha escorted me to you. He deserves a reward".
"Xiao?", Zhongli said, startled. Then, he just sighed. "First, please sit down". Venti, smilling, took his seat and looked at Xiao. He was looking very awkward so Venti pulled him into a chair. Zhongli raised an eyebrow, looking little suprised.
"How did i earn this pleasant meeting?", he asked, looking at Venti. "Do you want anything to drink?".
"A wine, please. Just not lotus head one. I drinked that one yesterday", Venti smirked at confused Xiao. A moment later, Zhongli took the liquor and poured some of it into an elegant glass.
Zhongli looked at Archon of Wind expectantly.
"I have news from Inazuma", Venti suddenly said, drinking his alcohol. He didn't looked at anybody. "Baal got tricked and had her gnosis stolen by the fatui. Now, traveler is going to Sumeru".
The atmosphere tighten, became grim and significant. Zhongli clenched his hand of his cup, his eyes looked angry, which was rare. Even the Xiao felt uncomfortable, bitting his lips.
"Xiao, leave", Archon of Geo said. "Now'.
When Venti came back out, he was already drunk.
"Take care of him, Xiao", Zhongli asked, sighing. "He need to get back to Mondstandt. Unfortunely, I cannot escort him. Can I rely on you?'.
Xiao blinked, when Venti rested on his arm, gibbering. He gently grabbed his waist, holding him firmly. He expected that their meeting wasn’t calm at all, looking at Zhongli with slight worry.
"Always, Rex Lapis", he said, nodding.
"Thank you. You’ve done a good job,", Zhongli added. "You need to take break, I suppose".
Zhongli looked at him. It was they first meeting in a few years, he not changed anything about his character or apparence. And still he was so overprotective towards him.
Xiao felt as he was still a child when he was with the Archon of Geo.
"I'm an adepti. I never get tired," Xiao answered him, looking into his eyes. "But thank you, Rex Lapis".
Zhongli fell silent, looking at him, worried.
"Xiao. I'm never going to be mad at you, you know that. You are my adepti, I trust you with everything", he suddenly confessed. He looked at Venti, his old and the only friend. "You can fall in love and you can sacrifice your feelings to any other Archon, if you are still going to protect Liyue for me". Xiao choked on air, almost letting Venti from his arms. He grabbed him violently, blushing badly and looking at Morax, quite embarrassed.
"No, i'm not a human. I'm never gonna fall into...".
Venti hiccuped and Zhongli smirked. It was a very funny and enjoyable view, that was warming up his petrified heart.
"I understand. You don't need to explain that to me. I just wanted to say that, because I heard your prayer for forgiveness", He crossed his arms.
"You had never have to do that, because you have never dissapointed me, Alatus. Remember that".
Xiao felt a cold wind of his face, when Venti embraced his neck. He definitely craved attention right now.
"Of course, Rex Lapis", he said calmly with relief.
To be honest, Xiao always thought that Zhongli never heard his prayers. That confession made him feel safe and serene — after so many years of doubt. He had no grudge against him, Morax was always his lord, even if he got lost.
He looked at him for the last time, with trust in his gold eyes, then he jumped and teleported himself and Venti to Wangshu Inn, to his room.
Those days in Liyue, that he called silent, they weren't like that at all. They were the loudest ones in his entire life — he finally met Barbatos and Rex Lapis for the first time in years, fulfilling his biggest wish. It took the weight off his shoulders, even if he didn't know everything.
Xiao was just cheerful and a light smile was on his face, when he started putting Venti to his bed. As he was jumping into teleports, Venti asleep on his arm, drooling over him, but Xiao wasn't angry at all. Actually, he could never be angry at Venti.
In the morning, he'll have a hangover, Xiao thought, undressing him from uncomfy garderobe like his jacket and the hat. Venti in his sleeping state looked like a normal young man. So innocent and pure, overall — he wasn’t dreaming nightmares, just smilling and snoring softly. Xiao wanted to lay down next to him, just so he could observe the touching sight.
"For the first time in my life, can I pretend we’re just humans?", Xiao whispered to himself, laying hesitantly next to Venti.
He gave himself up to his own desire, trying to stop his fast beating heart and the feeling of warmth, when he was looking at the sleeping bard.
"Of course you can. You’re still a human in your heart, Alatus", Venti suddenly said, opening his eyes and looking gently at startled Xiao. He wanted to get up from the bed, but Venti caught his wrist. "I'll sing a song if you stay with me".
Xiao blushed and nodded, adjusting himself to feel more comfortable. Venti smirked at him, stroking his hand. He looked worried, bitting his lips. Then, he looked at Xiao eyes with sorrow.
"I lied to you".
There was silence, and beating of Xiao's heart sudden sped up.
"I saved you, because you resembled a certain gallant human to me. I heard you praying, so I came and played the flute which belonged to my dearest friend,", he said with melancholy in his green eyes. "And the worst of all, it is not the end of my confession".
Xiao closed his eyes, concetrating on his soothing voice. He was too scared to hear the rest of his words, still unable to realize the previous ones.
"I gave you the anemo vision".
"What?", Xiao opened his eyes widely, his fingers tightened on Venti hand.
"I'm was always sure that Rex Lapis gave me my vision".
Venti chuckled, closing his eyes.
"When the unknown God enslaved you, I heard your agony", he whispered. "I wanted to reduce your torture, so I gave you a vision. I couldn't do anything more for you, I'm so sorry".
Xiaoe was silent for a moment, analyzed those words in his head.
"So you didn't save my life once. You... were always with me and have always protected me", Xiao said, his hands shakes. Did Morax lied to him too? "And I always thought it was Morax".
"No, it is not like that", Venti interrupted him. "Morax took care of you, he saved you from the unknown God and named you. He did all things I couldn't do myself".
Xiao calmed down, his eyes got weirdly wet. After so many years, he got the answers to all of his questions that he was always too scared to asked. He thought that everything was already behind him, but he was wrong all this time.
"And now, you are the last yaksha, the strongest adepti in Liyue. You are a hero to so many people, even If they don’t know your name. Also, you’re still a human if you can cry", he said with smile, wiping the tears from his cheeks. Xiao didn't even knew when he started crying. He felt so weak. "I'm so proud of you, Alatus".
Venti hugged him kindly, trapping him tightly within his warm arms. For Xiao, it was a strange feeling, so he didn't hug Venti back. Just tighten his fingers on the white chemise, like he was to left soon. Xiao wanted to be with him as long as possible.
Then, Venti started singing a song, without any instrument, just only using his lyrical voice — Xiao could swear that he was in Celestia at that moment. He closed his eyes, feeling safe in his arms and forgetting about the rest of the world. The only thing that mattered was that he knew everything.
Xiao wanted to fall asleep in his embrace, but then he heard the silent snore. He opened his eyes, looking at Venti with amusement. "He was still drunk", Xiao realized, hitting his forehead with embarrased. But then, he just smiled and hugged him, inhaling the scent of cecilias and closing his eyes.
Dear Xiao, I'm sorry for I didn't said goodbye to you, but you were sleeping so sweet, so I didn't want to wake you up. Thank you for taking care of me and letting me make lovely memories with you. I'm never gonna forgive that and I have hope you won’t either. You showed me the best liquor in Liyue, that’s a honorary act for me! I'll visit you in future. I have to wait in Mondstandt till the world affairs end. I'm gonna miss you and our drinking so badly... Anyways, I left you a small gift. I have hope that you like it. With love, Your Venti
When Xiao woke up and sat up on bed, all that was remaining of Venti was his charming scent. On cupboard next to his bed was lying a letter which he took and opened slowly. He smiled after reading it as he saw a few of fresh cecillias, that fell out of the page.
"I knew that it was you", Xiao said, sniffing the flowers. He put them back into the envelope and sighed. Then, he opened his eyes widely, when he realized on the table was lying something else.
It was a flute.
"No way" he swallowed.
Xiao looked at it from all sides, before he put it slowly up to his mouth. It was like an indirect kiss and he knew it well. He blushed softly, hugging flute to his heart.
"Thank you, Venti", he looked at flying birds on the sky. "I'll be waiting for you. But I swear to Rex Lapis, i'm never gonna drink with you again".
He stared at the letter lying on the cupboard with longing.  He frowned, when he saw that in the corner was a small note.
Ps. I’m hoping to get a chance to directly kiss you one day.
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Hey guys back to gift ya'll with part 7, hope you guys enjoy this part.
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"The two of you together is absolutely impossible." Alex groaned out, folding her arms over her chest.
Kara's head whipped around to her sister. "And why's that? We haven't done anything." The blonde Kryptonian questioned before going back to patching your shoulder up where she have removed the kryptonite bullet from.
Alex rolled her brown eyes for what seems to be the umpteenth time the whole time you were groaning as Kara removed the kryptonite bullet, surprised she haven't eye rolled herself into another dimension yet.
"You two know very well what I mean, and you did do something wrong. Don't try to pretend this was nothing. You two could've gotten hurted more that you already are or even worse...killed." Alex said icely, trying to keep the worry from her voice and trying not to pay too much attention to how pale and weak you looked from the kryptonite bullet.
You grimaced but huff out, (e/c) eyes flickering to the clearly worried agent. "Alex, we are both okay now. We had to stop those CADMUS agents before they could've caused more harm to the innocent people."
"I know that, but you two didn't pay attention to the agents sneaking up behind you and haven't waited for the signal. I swear the both of you are going to give me a heart attack if you guys keep that up." Alex explained and sat down on the medicine counter in the lab near you and Kara.
"Besides that, what have gotten you distracted anyways? You usually pay a lot more attention and don't get easily distracted." Alex questioned curiously as Kara finally finished up and sat down next to you on the hospital bed.
You looked back at Alex before looking to the wall behind her. "Eh, it was nothin' really. I just thought I saw somebody I know but yeah there were a lot of people so...it must have been a stranger anyways." You explained before looking back at Alex and making eye contact with her beautiful eyes.
Alex raised an eyebrow at you. "Who did it look like?" She questioned, not sure if it was good or bad to ask that when she noticed you tensing up.
"For a moment back there I could've swore I saw Lillian Luthor lurking but I couldn't be too sure because she disappeared back in the crowd before I could have a better look." You explained and rubbed at your shoulder, playfully glaring at Kara when she flicked at your hand when you got to near your bandaged wound.
Alex heaved out a breath and looked at you and Kara again. "If that was her that means she's probably plotting something again to show her face out in public after hiding for awhile."
Kara hummed in agreement while putting and arm around your shoulders and pulling you into her side for a comforting hug, one that you gladly returned.
"If that's the case we must try and sniff her out." Kara said, smiling at you after you pulled away while Alex kept her happiness inside at the hug you shared with her sister, she's just glad to see you getting closer again just as much as Kara is too.
"We'll talk about the CADMUS problem another time, I'll talk to J'onn first." Alex said and Kara agreed.
"Let's get going." Kara grabbed your arm and pulled you off of the bed and towards the door. "I'm hungry like a lion and we need our share of potstickers." Kara paused, causing you to collide into her back with a grunt and making a money motion with her hand at Alex.
Alex rolled her eyes and got out her card and stridded over to Kara and placing it in the blonde Kryptonian's hand.
"Ugh why did I made that deal with you anyways. At this rate you will make me as broke as a church mouse." Alex joked as Kara smiled innocently at her sister and pulling you away to the door again as you gave a tiny wave at the agent.
"Luckily it's just one month and two weeks left of that deal!" Alex yelled from behind but Kara simply waved her off with her other hand that isn't holding your arm as you both disappeared out of the door.
"And don't drag (Y/N) around too much, she needs rest and time to heal!" Alex shouted, knowing full well that you and Kara can hear her due to Kryptonian superhearing.
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"These potstickers is yummy but pizza still stays the best." You said to the blonde Kryptonian that is sitting in front of you, two plates of potstickers in front you along with your drinks.
Kara fake pouted at you. "No! Potstickers are the best!"
You just laughed softly at her and took a sip of your drink before nearly jumping out of your skin when feeling nails slowly trace up your spine, goosebumps rising to your arms as a familiar feminine chuckle rang through your ears.
You whipped your head to look at the familiar woman standing next to your chair, a teasing smirk pulling at her luscious pink painted lips.
"Lena! Don't scare me like that. I nearly spitted out my drink and that tickled." You playfully swatted at her as she dodged and laughed softly.
"Hello to you too. I always manage to startle you. I wonder how because it's not easy for enemies to sneak up on you but it's easy peasy for me." Lena looked down at you with soft green eyes as she hugged your shoulders and you returning the hug after putting your drink down.
You patted the chair next to you, inviting Lena to sit down next to you as Kara clumsily waved at her when she sat down.
"Hi Kara." Lena greeted her back before turning her attention back to you.
"(Y/N), want to have another movie night at my place? I'm finishing up on my new project early tonight and I am in the mood for some good movies and also want to show you my project." Lena asked, toying with a piece of her dark hair.
You took a sip of your drink and looked at her. "That sounds like a good idea, I don't have any plans for tonight anyways and I wouldn't miss a movie night with my friend." You eagerly accepted her request.
"Wonderful. I'll order us pizza just before I get home and just pick it up on the way home." Lena beamed happily, a bright smile tugging at her lips and crossing her leg over the other causing her black higheels to clank against the white tiled floor.
"You can join us too if you want." Lena briefly looked at Kara.
Kara looked at the two of you before shaking her head. "I would've liked to but I already have plans with my sister and a friend." She said nervously.
Lena smiled and then looked back at you before getting up again.
"Well I must get going, I've just came to get myself a coffee and then get right back into that project." Lena said, squeezing your arm lightly. "See you tonight." Lena said over her shoulder before walking to go and grab her coffee.
"Bye Lena Boo! See you tonight and good luck." You called after the Luthor that shot you a closed eyed smile over her shoulder as she left.
"I also must get going, I want to go down to that new store that have opened a good few blocks away from here." You took the last sip of your drink before getting up.
"Okay. Have fun and hope to see you tommorow. I'll be helping out the new recruits, just glad it's my day off and away from Cat." Kara also got up and hugged you goodbye before going to pay for the food and drinks while you left.
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It was almost past midnight when Kara's phone rang catching the attention of Kara, Alex and James away from the movie they are watching.
"Who can possibly be calling at such and hour?" Kara questioned and picked her phone up that is on the table next to her while Alex paused the movie.
Kara raised her eyebrow at the caller ID.
"Lena?"Kara said confusedly before pressing the answer button.
"Hello Lena." The blonde answered, paying no mind to Alex scooting closer to her.
"Kara!" A worried Lena said through the phone. "Sorry I'm disturbing at such an late hour but I want to know if (Y/N) is at your place. She haven't showed up here and I'm worried now."
"Wait, what? No she isn't here. And that's strange she didn't show up at your place, she wouldn't miss a movie night at your place." Kara said, trying not to get too worried just yet while Alex now looked even more interested in the conversation.
"That's true. I though she was just running late but the later it got I started to think she forgot or was at your place, and she's not answering her phone either." Lena started to sound even more worried. "I hope she's okay and just at home and maybe had fallen asleep."
"Lena calm down, I'll go check at her house, I've been there once a few days ago when I went there for a visit. You go sleep and I'll tell you if she's okay tomorrow, you sound tired." Kara assured her, trying not to have Lena more worried.
"Okay I will thanks but do be careful when you go out to check, you never know what kind of aliens and villains might be lurking around and Supergirl might not always be around the corner to save the day...er well night." Lena said while Kara chuckles to herself.
"Oh I'll be just fine don't worry Lena. Now go get some sleep, I'm very much certain that (Y/N) won't be too happy to hear you like this. Now goodnight Lena." Kara urged and listened as Lena grumbled in the background before saying her own goodnight before hanging up.
Kara sat her phone down on the table again before jumping up, getting a confused look from James and a concerned look from Alex.
"What's wrong?" James was the one that broke the silence.
"It's (Y/N). Lena said that she haven't showed up at her house and she isn't answering her phone. I must go check if she's okay." Kara explained while Alex looked even more concerned now.
James gave her a confused look. "Who is (Y/N)?"
Kara smiled akwardly. "She's a friend and perhaps later I'll introduce you two but I really must be going." The blonde rushed out, already halfway to the front door but James grabbed her arm.
"I'll come with you."
"No James. I'll go. It'll be faster." Kara pulled her arm away but James tried to reason with the Kryptonian until Alex cutted in.
"Olsen, it's okay. I'll go with Kara. You can go home and we'll tell you everything tommorow." Alex's voice was firm, leaving no room to argue.
James let out a defeated sigh but then nodded. "Okay but you two better be careful and tell me everything tommorow, I dislike these secrets between friends." He quickly got his phone and jacket from where he have sat at and spared one last look at the two sisters before leaving through the door.
"Let's go Alex!" Kara urged, slamming the door close behind them and pulling the agent down the stairway and hall before running to a nearby alleyway while Alex tried to stay on her feet as the Kryptonian ran, glaring at her sister when they finally came to a stop in the ally.
"Gosh, chill out, I don't have super running speed like you."
Kara rolled her blue eyes but smiled. "Sorry." She muttered and zoomed into her Supergirl suit and holding out her arm to Alex.
"Shall we go now slow poke?" Kara teased before holding onto Alex.
"Yes you goof, let's go."
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When arriving at your apartment Kara set Alex down and Alex immediately went to knock at your door but Kara firmly grabbed her arm.
"Alex wait, something is wrong here. I detect kryptonite here and it's already weakening my senses and powers by the second." Kara warned her, eyes full of concern.
Alex gave her a worried look. "So you mean Lena was right to be worried about her?"
"Yes, something must have happened, let's go check if (Y/N) is in there and still alive." Kara ran to the door with Alex following right behind her, gun already pulled out before Alex stopped her.
"Kar, let me go inside, I don't want you even more closer to the kryptonite." Alex went in front of her.
Kara went to argue but Alex fixed het with a glare. "Please, I'll be okay and you'll be near incase anything happens. Give J'onn a call and let him send in people." Alex reasoned until Kara agreed reluctantly.
"Okay but yell if you need help. Be careful." Kara warned but walked a few steps back.
Alex took the last few steps towards the front door, noticing it's half open by a few inches. Taking a deep breath, Alex pushed it open and pointing her gun in front of her, scanning her surroundings carefully but found no threat and proceeded further into your apartment after going through a dimly lit hallway and into what appears to be your bedroom, eyes widening at the state it was in.
It was clear that a struggle and fight have broken out here by the cracked dent in the creamy white painted wall along with dried blood that is on the wall and the floor and kryptonite bullets lodged into the walls and the whole rooms furniture was knocked over and even a few were broken and smashed.
"This is very bad." Alex muttered under her breath worriedly, brown eyes scanning around the place until they landed on a lump on the floor against the other wall that also have a rather large cracks in it.
"(Y/N)!" Alex exclaimed in desperation and worry and rush over to the lump after figuring out it's a person instead, turning the figure around until they were on their back, a snarl escaping her lips when she realized it was just a young man that couldn't be older than twenty.
The young man coughed weakly, dark eyes opening into tiny slits and meeting with the angry eyes of the agent, a cruel smirk already starting to form on his lips.
"Well we'll, if it isn't the*cough*agent of*cough*DEO!" He weezed out, clearly in pain as he gripped his chest with his left arm that wasn't broken like his right one was, the bone that was punctured through his arms flesh making Alex cringe a bit at the thought of how painful that must be.
"Where is she?" Alex growled lowly through gritted teeth, grabbing him by the front of his black uniform he's wearing, earning a painful grunt from the man as his broken arm was knocked against the wall.
Alex's anger grew even more when seeying the all too familiar CADMUS logo badge on the front of his black uniform.
"You mean that bitch of a wolf? Boss have taken her but." He coughed more, a little blood dripping from his mouth. "The little bitch wouldn't have come willingly, the bitch was stronger than expected and managed to knock me against the wall but not before I got a good few shots in her." He grunted out, a wicked grin settling in his lips once again when he caught onto Alex's worry and anger, groaning internally at the familiar sirens of the police in the background.
"I hope the bitch die from all those kryptonite bullets." He decided to add cruelly to worry Alex even more.
Alex jabbed at his broken arm and pulled him up making him let out a pained yelp and bitting hard down on his teeth to keep from yelling out in pain when she angrily dragged him through the house and outside where they already found Kara, J'onn and a few more agents in DEO polices cars and vans waiting outside.
Kara and J'onn both looked up at Alex when she went outside the CADMUS agent still in arm.
"CADMUS have taken (Y/N) but they left this one behind." Alex hissed out, throwing the agent infront of J'onn's booted feet.
J'onn folded his arms over his chest, looking down at the young agent that is groaning and squirming in pain on the hard and cold unforgiving pavement.
"You are in a lot of trouble young man." J'onn said in his stern voice, before turning around and motioning to two other agents to pick him up and escort him into one of the cars.
"Alex." Kara rushed over to her sister after the man was in the car and out of earshot.
Alex let out a sigh and looked back at her sister while combing some strands of hair that fell into her face away with her nimble fingers.
"They've taken her Kar. From what I've seen in there and heard from the guy, they've injured and weakend her a lot and..." Alex paused and looked down at the floor with a frown plastered on her usually stern face.
Kara nudged her before pulling her into a comforting hug. "You worry about her I can see." The blonde Kryptonian confirmed.
Alex went to deny but Kara fixed her with a knowing look.
"Don't even try to deny it. I can see you like her and worry about her. But hey don't worry, we will get her back alive." Kara assured her, squeezing her shoulder a little tighter.
Alex blushed a little at what Kara said but gave her sister a warm smile and squeezing her arm back before frowning again.
"But what if we find her too late and she's d-" Alex began to voice her worry but Kara sternly cut her off.
"No! (Y/N) dying is not an option. If she dies I swear to Rao I'll hunt her soul into oblivion and back. I've just gotten her back a few weeks ago and I won't let either one of us loose her again." Kara's voice trembled a bit but it stayed firm as she comfortingly rub hers sisters back.
Alex nodded and quickly wiped a tear away that escaped her eye but Kar already saw and gave her a warm smile.
"If we get her back you better make a move on her before she's swooped away." Kara teased and pouted as Alex softly punched her arm.
"Get swooped away by whom?" Alex asked a bit tensely, trying to not show the jealousy in her tone and ignoring the way how her ears turned red in embarrassment.
Kara laughed softly before they slowly make their way back to the cars and vans.
"Oh you know all too well who." Kara said teasingly until J'onn walked over to them, putting a hand on each of their shoulders, giving the the slightest of smiles.
"We'll get her back, but for now let's get the agent back to the base. Maybe we can get answers out of him." J'onn removed his hands.
"Some agents will stay back here and remove the Kryptonite from this place but when we do find her she might need to stay away from here for awhile just to be safe." J'onn informed and walked next to them back to the cars and vans.
"That might be a good idea. She can stay at my place when we get her back." Kara agreed eagerly, already thinking back to the sleepovers you two had together back on Krypton along with her aunt.
"Thank you, I'll see you two back at the base." J'onn said and got into the back of a matt black van with the famous DEO logo.
As the cars and vans began to leave, the CADMUS agent looked through the window at Kara and Alex, glaring at them coldly and full of hatred.
Alex and Kara glared back, not faltering under his gaze even one bit until they were out off eyesight.
Kara let out a tired huff before facing her sister again. "We need to let Lena know what have happened but...I don't want to call her awake and just drop that bomb on her, she'd be worried and restless and we can't have a restless Luthor running the LCorp." Kara tilted her hand and frustratedly run her fingers through her blonde locks.
Alex let out a grunt in agreement. "That's true. We'll just have to tell her tommorow then." Alex said, taking a few steps towards her.
"Yeah, but she'll be angry that we've waited so long to tell her but I'll go to her work and tell her." Kara said calmly and picked her sister up easily, getting ready to take flight.
"I know but we can deal with her anger tomorrow. Now let's get back to base and try to get some answers from that thug."
"Let's do so. The sooner the better." Kara agreed and took off into the sky with Alex.
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By the time they've gotten back to the base, the CADMUS agent was in the medic bay to get his arm fixed and in a cast before they could even begin to question him.
J'onn watched Alex pace around until he decided to stop her pacing by stepping in front of her.
"Alex, you need to calm down. Pacing around won't make his operation go faster. It will take a long time and he won't be able to talk properly until the medicine wore off. Go get some rest, Winn is already on the look out on the computers along with others to see if he can track down a location they might be keeping her." J'onn adviced her in concern, worried that the agent might collapse in worry if she kept this up.
Alex looked up at him and flinched slightly when Kara came from behind and putted a arm around her.
"J'onn is right Alex, let's go rest for awhile." Kara urged and led Alex to a chair and sat her down in it, asking one of the agents that passed them to get them both coffee.
"Will do ma'am." The agent said hurriedly before rushing off to the cafeteria of the base.
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Hope ya guys ave' enjoyed this chapter. I'm going away on the vacation today but I wanted to leave you guys with a chapter before I go because I can't say for certain when I'll be back and when I'll be able to start on the next chapter. When I'm done with writing this whole paw prints on the agent's heart series I want to start on a Lena x reader story or even a Kara x villian reader or a Sanvers(Alex and Maggie)x depressed villian reader story where reader is villian by night and a typical depressed young woman by day that constantly gets in trouble with the cops and do drugs to cope with her homophobic family, but only if you guys would be interested in it.
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zuffer-weird-girl · 5 years ago
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What if Kai gets jealous that Chrono is spending more time with his angel making preparations for Kai’s and his angel anniversary when they first meet so Kai ends up having a tantrum and ruins the surprise
Here comes the jealousy train, choo choo!
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Again. There you are walking with Chrono with that big smile again.
It was getting on his nerves.
For about some time he noticed that aparently you took a certain liking and preference to stay with block head instead of him for some reason. He checked, he didn't do nothing to upset neither anger you on the slightest, but yet you seemed to spend more time with kurono than anyone else during these days.
Was he angry?... enraged was the word he would put on.
Did you share a fucking ring with Chronostasis? He doesn't think so. So why on hell you're staying that much time with him he wonders.
What was the most irritating things of all, it was that just in the week of you guys anniversary you were doing this. Convenient, yes?
He stopped writing the moment he caught the voices of Chrono and yourself on the hallway and he couldn't help but to get interested.
"Thanks a lot for the help Kurono."
"No problem (y/n). Is that all we have to do?"
He cringed at hearing Chrono's voice. He remembered that when you were still new on the Hassaikai and when he ordered Kurono to take care of you while you got out when he couldn't, the man remained stoic and even cold sometimes while he referred you with pronouns of respect and your last name.
But as the time went by. You both had gotten close enough for block head to even dare to joke around with you and call you by your first name. His angel's first name.
And you complied sometimes, which could trigger him even more.
"I guess it is. Kai always ruin it so we have to be very careful or else he might found out." He arched a eyebrow at that as the man besides you chuckled a bit.
"I am still surprised how he didn't find out. But I can notice that he is getting suspicious-" he got up slowly, feeling his blood already boiling in anger as he carefully and silently followed you guys voices.
"He is already?" You sighed and he furrowed even more his eyebrows "I guess sometimes is just impossible to do those without him knowing. He has eyes on everywhere."
"You bet. Hey, need help with that?"
"I would love to." You giggled, a sound that normally would let him feeling light as a feather but this time was different.
Those giggles weren't for him. Were for another man, that aparently had a secret along with HIS wife that he didn't even knew about it until now.
He. Despised. Secrets.
And you knew that. Secrets for him weren't never good without a damn good reason. So why you were having one, that he couldn't know of, with Chrono of all people?
"Looks perfect Hari!" His eye twitched as he accidentaly overhauled his glove "Thank you so much!" He heard you squeal "I could just hug you right now!"
"Easy. Is not all that."
Bastard. Fucking bastard. Chronostasis was a brave man to do that.
Was.
He opened the door and called out for Kurono, ignoring your surprised yelp and went towards Hari with a murderous look.
"I hope you have a really good explanation for this madness." He growled while Hari arches a eyebrow.
"Huh... what madness boss?" He widen his eyes and dodged Chisaki's hand quickly, sighing in relief of not being touched.
"Well. Considering you have something to hide for me you at least have to have a GOOD explanation. Especially if you're hiding something from me and MY wife is involved."
"Ah." Chrono deadpanned before taking some steps back, just to make sure. "That. I knew it you weren't going to not know about it for long." He looked at you from Kai's shoulder "You own me 20 bucks."
"She doesn't own you anything son of a-" he lift his hand but stopped with a growl at feeling you grabbing his wrist.
"Kai please stop this!" You pleaded and only received a dark glare in response "Is not Kurono's fault!"
"I see that. You, more than anyone else, knows how I despise secrets. And you still has one with one of my most valuable workers?" He asked in a growl.
"Kai... you know what day it is tommorow, right?"
"Dont change the fucking subject (Y/n)-"
"I am not!" You huffed before showing at the neatly table amd organized room "I just asked Kurono's help to make a surprise for you since you always ruin it!" You exclaimed while his eyes went a bit back to normal as his tense muscles relaxed a hit under your hold.
"I swear on my life that I even just helped making one or two dishes. The rest it was all her." Hari commented and only received a glare back of Chisaki, making him lift his hands up in surrender.
"... dismissed." Chrono nodded before bowing and leaving the room with a sigh, or of relief or of annoyance you couldn't know.
You let go of his hand to see him staring at the ground, and you decided not to comment that he looked like a child that just threw a tantrum. Only missing the crossed arms and pout.
Although you were almost sure that behind that mask he had one.
"So..?" You tilted your head while crossing your arms with a smirk "Anything to say?"
"Asides of how I am irritated with you and him. Nothing." You hummed in sarcasm before stepping in front of him, while he refused to look at your eyes.
"Not even an 'I am sorry for taking in the wrong way'?" He grunted in response as you sighed, letting your arms down to your waist to hold them.
"Is my yakusa big and bad boss jealous? Of his own childhood friend no less?" You asked on a mocking tone while he scoffed, finally looking at you.
"Bold of you to assume that I would be jealous of that block head dearest. Who do you take me for?"
"A jealous man." You giggled at his glare before yelping a bit at flip he gave to your forehead.
"I was not. Is merely security measures. Chrono is still apart of the yakusa."
"...Kai." you brought your hands up while staring at him in disbelief "I am married with the capo of the yakusa. The headmaster of the Hassaikai is my father in law. YOU sended Chrono and Mimic to look after me whenever you can't when I am out. Security measures my ass!"
"Language." He growled, unable to come back with another good answer for his behaviour.
He wasn't jealous.
"Love.." you sighed, a bit of sadness on your voice "I just wanted to make one surprise without you finding out once... I know you claim to not like those because of what you went through, but I wanted to at least give you one good memory of surprises..."
His frow dissapeared as he listened to you talking, the reason of why you had made those.
"And about me and Kurono? Kai he is your childhood friend. I would like to spend time and know people that knew my husband more time than I did sadly, because in this way I can have a bit of your own past. I know how you say you don't, but I am sure that Kurono is special to you somehow, even if you don't admit it."
"He is only a person that I tolerate." He growled while rolling his eyes, knowing of your growing smirk.
"Sure. Only tolerate." You fisted the material of his dress black shirt and he only stared down at you. "But the only man I would need on my own life is the one in front of me. No one else." You rested your head on his neck and smiled at the sigh of your lover as he rested his own head on you.
He carresed awkwardly your back with his gloved hand as he took one look at the supposed surprise you wanted to make for him.
"... if it is for your liking I can pretend I didn't saw a thing." Your giggles made him smirk a bit.
"That's not fair and no fun then."
"... apologies for this dearest. But I would rather for you to not do such things as surprises. I am not found of those." You hummed, still not convinced but complied to.his words for now anyway.
"Right... want to have dinner since you completly abandoned work?"
"Guess is my only option."
You two looked at each other for a bit before he lowered his mask a bit to give you a sweet kiss on the lips, leaving you smilling like a complete dork.
"... you're going to have to apologize to Kurono-" you winced at the sound of the chair scratching the floor as your husband pushed and glared at you again
"Only over by my cold and lifeless body." He growled while you sighed in defeat.
Is kai. Why are you even surprised?
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roseyserpents · 5 years ago
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A Taste of California
Part one: Just A Taste
Summary: you were forced to leave your life on the beach in Los Angeles California and trade it for a life in a cold, Midwestern town of Hawkins Indiana. But one person there reminds you of your home.
Warnings: swearing, underage drinking
Word count: 2,319
A/N: sorry this is a little late! I hope you guys like it! The taglist is open!
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You really didn't want to leave LA.
It had everything you could ever want, beaches, plenty of stores, tourists to laugh at, and a school you ruled. You could always be found on the beach, tanning, surfing, or sitting in the edge of the beautiful crystal blue waves, or at someone's house party with a red solo cup. At school everyone knew your name and you had boys waiting in a line to go on a date, even if the most you did was spend the night with them.
All of that was ripped away from you when your dad told you you were leaving for a town called Hawkins in Indiana at the end of the week and to pack your things. To say you flipped out was an understatement. After throwing everything off the coffee table you took off to the beach, sitting and watching the sunset over the ocean and letting the water wash over your legs. You had so many memories in this city. Your entire life you've lived in LA, you didn't know anything else outside of it. You knew the city like the back of your hand, but this new place you were supposed to go to you didn't know anything about. You didn't know anyone or anything there, no one there knew you existed. You couldn't even put together a world where you only had four days left of living near a beach, near any body of water.
The day of moving seemed to come all to soon, you sitting in the passenger side of the car with a sour face and your jaw clenched as your dad drives you and the U-Haul connected to the back of the car across the country and to your new and very unwanted changed life.
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To say the first day of living in Hawkins sucked is an understatement. Not only did you have to spend the entire day unpacking, the only thing remotely close to home was a bush that slightly looked like the shape of a palm tree. You stood out like a sore thumb compared to everyone else with tan skin and sun-kissed hair sitting on your head in beach waves; the closest thing you'll have here to a real beach.
The next day was your first day at your new high school and you were determined to find your place at the top. As soon as you walked in people whispered and looked at you, watching you walk confidently down the halls with a lopsided smile. You made your way to your new locker, dumping your books from your bookbag in. You grab one off the top of the stack before walking to your first class.
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It hadn't taken long for word to spread about the new girl from out of state, the news spreading like wildfire. You'd quickly made your connections and through them found your first party at this hell hole of a town.
"Go go go!" People around you chanted as you chugged your third can in a row of beer. You finish, running a hand through your hair and letting out a yell with a grin. You jump off of the table you were standing on, walking back into the house and weaving through the crowds of drunk teenagers, getting into the kitchen before grabbing a solo cup and filling it with more alcohol.
"Who's she?" Tommy asked, leaning against a pillar outside. He stood with Billy, Carol, and a few more basketball jocks.
"Looks like there's a new girl." Billy smirks, a mischievous glint in his eyes as he takes a sip from his beer.
"You two look like you came from the same town." Carol comments, all of them watching you through the open glass door.
"If you're not gonna talk to her I will." Trey says, starting to walk towards the house after a few moments of silence amongst the group.
"Wait a second," Billy stops him, holding out a hand. "I could use a little taste of home."
"Something tells me he's gonna have more than a little taste." Tommy jokes as Billy walks away.
"I thought I'd be the only one from Cali here." A voice says behind you. You quirk a brow and turn around, looking the boy in front of you up and down. He was a few inches taller than you forcing you to look up to see his face fully. He had dirty blonde curls cut in a mullet, one of the locks falling into his face as he stared back at you. His piercing blue eyes that reminded you of the ocean back home stared at you with hunger. He wore a smirk similar to the one you used to walk through school and the same one you used on boys.
"This town seems to draw a lot of us." You answer, leaning against the counter and crossing your arms over your chest. You put on your own slight smirk, picking up your cup and downing the rest of it's contents without breaking eye contact.
"'Names Billy." He says, not changing his stance as he examines you, eyes lingering a little to long on your body.
"Y/n." You reply. You could tell just by the way he held himself, the way he flexed and stood tall he was at the top. He expected every girl to drop at his feet and give themselves to him. But he was the one who came to you, not the other way around. You weren't going to let him get what he wanted that easily.
"So what do you say we head to my car, take a ride?" He says, closing the distance between you both and placing his hands on your hips. You stand on your toes, one hand holding his jaw as you leaned close to his ear.
"Might have to try a little harder than that." You whisper before pulling away, waiting just in time to see his smile fall before you walk towards the front door, extra strut in your steps as you feel Billy's eyes drill holes into your back. You grin to yourself knowing you'd officially gotten under his skin, knowing you would have fun messing with him, the king of Hawkins high school.
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"If you don't have a job by the end of the week you can go sleep on the curb!" Your dad yells, getting in your face but you hold your ground. "If you're gonna continue running around and being a whore you're gonna start pulling your weight!"
You run out through the front door, walking with your hands balled into fists and your jaw clenched as you walk through town looking for a place that's hiring. After walking for about an hour you find the community pool with a large "HIRING" sign in the office. You step inside and you talk to the people lounging around the desk who were in a few of your classes and get the job. They give you the uniform and the fanny-pack telling you you start tommorow. What a great way to spend your first summer here, sitting on a wooden chair and watching the town's locals.
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You notice the posy of moms fix up their appearances, trying their best to look presentable and desirable. You're confused for a moment before you see the giveaway mop of blond curls slowly walk to the life guard chair on the other side of the pool, sending a wink their way. Of course you and Billy just had to work at the same place at the same time.
"I guess they just hire anyone who can swim huh?" You say loud enough for him to hear. He turns to you with his signature smirk, running a hand through his hair.
"Or anyone who looks good in the uniform." He replies. You roll your eyes, turning your attention to the pool though you still feel his gaze on you.
About two hours later you both climb down from the chairs for your breaks, calling everyone out of the pool. You walk into the small office, putting a crinkled dollar bill in the vending machine that sat in the corner. Your bottle of water gets pushed to the front before it falls, abruptly stopping as it gets stuck between the glass and metal spiral.
"Goddamnit!" You yell, pounding on the machine but the water doesn't budge.
"The trick is to kick the side." Billy says from behind you, walking next to the vending machine. He kicks it once before hitting it with his hip, the water bottle falling. You give a slightly impressed look as he leans against the machine watching your every move, trying to find an edge in getting to you. To him you were an object of curiosity, the only girl here who'd denied him, and a girl from his home state. You were confident and knew how to mess with people and get what you want but the rest about you was a blank book and he wanted to fill in the pages.
"Thanks." You say after grabbing the water bottle, sitting down behind the counter in the main area of the pool where the people waiting for it to reopen use the vending and ice cream machines.
"So what made you come to the pool?" Billy asks, sitting down across from you. You prop your feet up on a small table, taking a sip of your water before answering.
"My dad told me I needed a job." You say. "Plus we literally get paid for sitting around all day. And it's the closest thing I'll get to the ocean."
"Yeah, pool noodles totally beat surf boards." He says, a smile forming on your face. "Where did you come from?"
"LA." You sigh, a pang of saddness hitting your heart for your old home. "You?"
"Beachfront."
"One things for sure, California is a lot better than Indiana." You say, crossing your leg over the other and setting down your water.
"It also makes some hot people." He smirks, you rolling your eyes.
"Keep dreaming, Hargrove."
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It didn't take long for everyone in school to know your name. The Y/n Y/l/n right off the beach. You'd gone through your fair share of the boys but made sure not to do anything with Billy enjoying the fact he wanted you but couldn't get you.
"Billy, you're missing out." Sam says as he walks up to the boys locker. "Y/n is amazing."
Billy clenches his jaw, slamming his locker shut. Why the fuck were you messing with him, trying to get under his skin? Why wouldn't you just let both of you run your routine and let it be over with? You were basically all he thought about all day, trying to think of a way to just let this run its course and be over because it was driving him insane he couldn't get what he wanted. He'd never been denied a girl before, usually them just dropping at his feet, you were the same with boys and somehow he fell into your trap, waiting for you to want him, it was driving him absolutely mad and there was nothing that he could do about it; he was at your mercy and you weren't showing any.
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He watched you walk out as your shift ended at the pool, watching the way the red one piece hugged your body. Heather walked out to take her shift but he didn't notice, watching you all the way to the office.
You gathered your stuff after changing into your normal clothes, a pair of jeans shorts and a plain white t-shirt. Wishing silently you could have a car like Billy's blue Camaro you walked home and were immediately hit by the smell of liquor. You hear your dad stumbling in the kitchen towards you, signalling for you to run to your room. Just as you turn the lock he starts to pound on it, yelling for you to let him in or get your ass beat. You blocked out the noise by blaring your radio, nodding along to the music and finding escape in it's melody and words as your alcoholic verbally abusive dad tried to get to you seven feet away.
A few weeks later you'd gone to a party at Peter Newell's house, looking for relief from your dad and getting drunk. You stood in the crowded kitchen holding your almost empty cup, and using the wall to support yourself. You might've been a little more drunk than usual, trying to forget a lot at once with the bitter taste of alcohol.
"Hey Billy." You say with a grin as he walks into the kitchen, grabbing a can of beer. "You look hot." He seems surprised for a moment before he smiles, stepping closer to you. One of his arms snake around your waist as the other runs through his hair. One of your hands rest on his bicep that flexes under your touch, a giggle falling from your lips. The bitter smell of alcohol radiated off of both of you in your close proximity, the smell burning your nose.
"You're a try hard, Billy Hargrove." You say, looking up at him. "A very hot, very sexy try hard." You'd leaned up while you were talking, your lips ghosting over his. His free hand comes up to hold your chin and pull you into the kiss he'd been waiting so long for. You deepen the kiss, nipping his bottom lip forcing a moan from the back of his throat. One of your hands goes up to his curls, tugging at them and efficiently making his grip on you tighter. You both pull apart, staring at each other with swollen and glossy lips.
"Are you just gonna leave me like that or should we ditch this place?"
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burnouttheclutch · 6 years ago
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Why you can't kill yourself
Tommorow could be a good day
There are songs and shows that you will love that haven't been released yet
Once you do it, you can't change your mind
Your pets need you
Even if they don't know how to show it, or you're too sad to see it, someone loves you, and they will wake up every morning feeling guilty and wondering what they could have done differently
You will never eat your favorite foods again
You will never see another sunset or sunrise
You're important. You're here for a reason
If you are considering suicide, you are not thinking rationally. Don't take everything away from your future self
People will notice you gone and miss you
You will find the right help one day, you just need to give yourself more time
Depression is the enemy. Don't let it win
If you are unsuccessful, you may suffer from severe health problems for the rest of your life
It may take months, even years, but everything will work out, and it will all be worth it
You will never feel the satisfaction of taking a shower and getting in clean pajamas and clean bed sheets ever again
You will never smell your favorite smells again
Every person who survived jumping off the Golden Gate Bridge said they regretted it as they were falling
You don't know what's on the other side. There could be nothing, there could be Hell
You will never hear a good joke ever again
You will give your family the financial burden of disposing of your body
All of your struggles will be for nothing
You won't let yourself get better
Your death would be completely preventable
When your young face is uncovered in the morgue, people you have never met will cry. They will go home and mourn for the loss of someone so young, and full of so much potential
Other people have felt your pain
I have felt your pain. Everything will be okay. I promise
You're sick. And that's okay. You just need help
You will take part of someone else with you, leaving a void in their heart
You are the reason that person smiled today
The best day of your life is yet to come
It's not your time
Someone needs you
You need you
Your voice is important
Your sadness is the last thing you will ever feel
The world is a better place with you in it
You owe it to yourself to keep fighting
If you do it, you will loose everything and gain nothing
You won't prove anything by doing it
Nobody else will care to keep that plant in the window alive
You need help, and that's okay
One day you will wake up with enough energy to try something new, and it will make you happy
You're not worthless
You may just need to make a change in how you live
You are a part of at least one person's favorite memory
You will look back on everything one day and be happy that you made it
You will make it
The person who you sit by in class or on the train everyday will wonder where you went and worry
You will meet new people that will change your life for the better
If there is something on the other side, you will regret it, and there will be nothing you can do to fix it
There is more to life
You may be attaching your happiness to the wrong things and people
Someone in your life might start to feel the way you did and do it too
You could be the only reason someone wants to wake up every day
You only get one life. If you believe otherwise, make this one worth it
You can't play your favorite game ever again
You don't need or have to do it
There are other, better ways to get out of your current situation
You'll never see the night sky ever again
You will single handedly change the world for the better, even if it's just one person's word
You're valid, but suicide is never the answer
I can't stop you, but I will wish I could have. I don't know you but I care about you
People who don't know you care about you
You are full of so much potential. The world needs someone like you, and there is only one person just like you. And that's you
If you don't feel anything after reading this, thats okay. You're not too far gone. Other people have felt the same way and pulled out of it, and you can too. It takes time
The reasons are endless
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tokyobts-blog · 7 years ago
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-i think i like you
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pairing: mark + reader
genre: fluff
scenario: you have a sports contest and you have to compete against marks team ,, you catch him staring a lot during breaks and wonder if he might have some feelings ..
“Are you ready for tommorow?” your best friend said. She looked at you with curious eyes. “I have to be ready, or else I’ll fail” you responded. “You’re so determined, (Y/N)” she said. “Of course” you answered. While tying the laces of your shoes you sneezed. It’s been a little cold for three days now. You were really weak for bad weather so you catched colds easily. “Take care of yourself, please” your best friend said as she heard you sneeze. “There’s nothing I can do, I just get sick” you answered. “How will you be able to win tomorrow then?” she asked. “Stop! Don’t make me nervous, you stupid” you said. “Okay then, you smart ass” she responded. Suddenly you heard footsteps coming upstairs. The sound of heels coming closer and closer. It now reached your bedrooms door. “May I come in?” a severe voice carefully asked. “Yes, come in” you instantly answered. The door opened itself. It was your mother. “Sweetheart, aren’t you alone?” she asked. “I’m actually not, I’m sorry” you responded. “But, you should’ve told me” she said. You looked at her with innocent eyes. Trying your best to make her forgive you. “Well, I’ll accept it .. but no phone anymore for a week!” she boldly said. You felt your skin heating up from anger. “Mom! You can’t just do that!” you yelled. “I’m your mother, of course I can do that” she answered. You glanced at your best friend hoping she could save you. “Please, do something” you whispered. She moved her head from left to right. “I can’t” she answered. Everyone you invited to come over feared your mother. She was very strict and also quite known. She owns a business and doesn’t want her imagine to get ruined. You don’t care much for her pitch-perfect life and find it a little forced. I mean, who wants to live for others rather than themselves? Who the hell cares for a reputation? Just be yourself and live in peace. You always try to tell her your opinions but she never listens. She’s too stubborn and caught up in her own false world. Anyways, you still kind of care for her. And your childly love is still there.
“Don’t do it, please” your best friend said. “Do what?” your mom curiously asked. Her attention focused on your best friend. She widened her eyes as she looked at her. eyes. “Say it!” you commanded her. She swallowed. “Uhm .. (Y/N) needs her phone a lot for tomorrow” she said. You nodded your head as you looked at her. “Oh right, but after tomorrow she’ll just give it back” she answered. “No, she won’t” your best friend boldly said. “Excuse me?” your mother couldn’t believe her words. “She won’t give it back, stop taking away her freedom!” she responded with confidence. Your mother felt herself exploding. It was unbelievable to her that someone who stayed at her house dared to be disrespectful. “Do you know who you’re talking to?” she said as she stepped closer to your best friend. Your best friend stood up from your bed and stood up. “I’m talking to (Y/N)’s mother and I’ve had enough of her behavior” she shamelessly answered. “You’ve had enough of my behavior? Well, I’ve had enough of your behavior!” she yelled. Before your best friend could answer she kicked her out of the room. “Leave! And never come back again!” she threathened. You tried to run after your best friend but your mother pushed you away. “Don’t you dare, (Y/N)” she said.
The next day you found yourself making breakfast. You needed a lot of energy for today. It was your fifth time holding a contest for sports. Your mother loved introucing you to he public audience. Sadly it was only to promote herself, but you still supported all of her requests. And you weren’t that lazy so it wasn’t that bad either. “I’m so proud of you” your mother said as you fried an egg. “Thank you” you answered. She sighed. “I’m sorry for last night, I didn’t mean it” she said. “It’s okay mom, you have all the right” you responded. “Here” she said as she placed your phone onto the table. You gasped. “Mom, are you being real?” you asked while jumping in the air. “I am, sweetheart” she answered as she pressed a kiss onto your cheek. After the both of you filled your stomach you left the house. Heading to the location of today’s contest. You felt more excited than usual. You’ve practiced hard and were sure about yourself. The thought of winning didn’t leave your mind a single second.
The flags waved violently over the area. The sound of an excited audience around your ears. “Are you ready, (Y/N)?” your coach asked while patting your shoulder. You took a breath. “I am, trust me” you answered. “Then I will be waiting to see you win!” he said. You smiled and waved as he left. A group of boys in tracksuits crossed your eyes. Their hair pushed back by a headband and their feet laying in running shoes. “Everyone, make way for our boys!” the commentator enthousiastically let out his mmicrophone. The audience clapped their hands and greeted the team. “Now .. it’s time for our girls!” he continued. You immediately stood up and looked for your team. None of you were really close to each other. So your entrance often came out messy. “Please, a round of applause for our girls!” the commenator said as you gathered along your team. You all focused onto the cameras recording and waved at the audience. “Aren’t our girls lovely?” you blushed as the camera kept focusing on you. You tried your best to keep calm and stay cute. Your mother would kill you if you didn’t look nice on camera. “Team A and B, please greet each other” the commentator said. You looked in front of you and saw the boys again. Their coach sat next to your teams’ coach. One of the boys caught your attention. You catched his eyes staring at you as you high-fived his teammates. You continued and didn’t let it bother you. The other girls kept giggling at him. But his eyes weren’t looking at them, they only looked for you. “(Y/N), you’re missing out!” one of your teammate said while gushing over the boy. You glanced at him only to make her notice you saw him. “Isn’t he cute?” she asked. You smiled at her. You noticed you didn’t greet him yet but you felt a little scared. What if he’ll find you strange? Would he just push you off? You picked up your courage and dared to take a step closer. His face lighted up when he noticed you coming closer. His teammates looked confused at his expressions. “Come here, girl” the boy called you. A butterfly entered your stomach when you heard his voice. When you finally faced him he blushed. “Give me a high-five like you did with the other dudes” he said. You frowned. “I’m sorry, what do you mean?” you asked. He laughed. “I saw you giving a high-five to my teammates, now I want one too” he answered. “Oh right, I’m sorry” you said as you clapped your hand against his. “It’s all good, don’t worry” he laughingly said.
When the teams gathered and placed onto their marks the sound went off. “Go!” a shot popped. You went faster than you could and almost ran for your life. It was extremely hard. Since you were competing with boys as well. Your team was strong but always feared the boys their team. They practiced severly and had a famous coach. Your team was a little less to brag about. Your coach was also well known though. “First round done” the commentator informed. You felt like you had enough energy left. “(Y/N) is first for round one!” you heard the commentator speak. The cameras again focused on you. You quickly waved as you continued to run. “Hey, slow down a bit” you heard a voice behind you. You ignored it and kept making your moves. “Hey! Slow down a bit!” the voice repeated. You looked behind. It was him again. That boy. “You’re doing well, keep going” he said as he gave you a wink. Oh my god .. he winked. “Thank you, you’re being great too” you quickly complimented him. As you looked tot he cameras you saw you reached round two. You were again first. The audience stood up and clapped their hands. You wondered if your mother saw you. She would probably be bragging about you in the meantime. You made big steps doing your best to reach the third round. The last one. The one that was about to decide the winner. “You can do it” you couraged yourself. There was sweat dripping off your skin and the heat hit your chest. “Don’t let it distract you, (Y/N)” you said to yourself. As you felt a distance between the rest of the teams you looked back. They were quite far away and there was a little gap. The audience motivated you by shouting your name. “(Y/N)! (Y/N)! (Y/N)!” they were beyond enthusiastic. You closed your eyes to the sound of them yellling. Your name being shouted made you feel so powerful. Not so long after a sound came up. The sound that called the end of the contest. You immediately opened your eyes when you heard it. The cameras only showed your face. “Did I won?” you asked as confetti fell from the sky. A crowd surrounded itself around you while cheering. “Congratulations!” they all smiled and looked very happy. “Here marks our winner for today’s contest, (Y/N) from the girls’ team!” the commentator said with full enthusiasm.
You made it to the dressing room and prepared for the ending party. The winner was about to be surprised with a big present. You couldn’t wait to look for your best friend and have fun all night. None of your teammates were up to talk to you anyways. They only turned nice when the cameras were around. It’s a cruel businnes type of thing. You put your running shoes and sweaty sports clothing into your backpack. Feeling relieved and as if you could breathe again. One of the girls noticed you were about to leave the room and coldly looked at you. “Good job, (Y/N)” she said with no emotion. “Thank you” you answered as you closed the door. As you felt the air of outside you took a deep breath. “Aah~” you exhaled and felt at full peace. You saw your mother waving from a distance. She smiled and did a happy dance. You felt a little uncomfortable but still went to her. “Hi mom, are you really happy?” you asked. She didn’t answer but hugged you. “I am more than proud, my sweetheart” she said with a soft voice. You felt like she never sounded like this before. “Thank you mom, I only won for you” you answered. Tears came from her eyes while she held onto you. “I love you, I really do (Y/N)” she said. You didn’t expect her to cry at all. You tightly held onto her and whispered. “I love you too” you softly said. “It’s all good, please go see your friend now” she said as she pointed to the right. Your best friend sat down waiting for you. She was not alone though. The boy from the other team stood next to her. As your eyes crossed his he shyly smiled. It looked as if he wanted to say something but he waited. “I’ll go now mom, see you later” you said goodbye to your mother. “Fine sweetheart, I’ll pick you up” she answered. As she left she went to see the organizers of the contest to have a talk.
You made your way to see greet your best friend. And of course the boy. You were ready to finally get to know him. “Hey bestie” you said. Your bestfriend flipped her hair. “Yes mama, you did that!” she boosted your confidence up. “My best friend did that! Invented winning sport contests!” she continued. You couldn’t help but laugh at her. “Okay man, I did that” you said. She now laughed as well and hugged you. The boy felt a little left out and let out a word. “Can .. can I join?” he said. He sounded a little insecure. “Of course you can” you lifted his atmosphere up. Your best friend slapped her face. “Right (Y/N), I didn’t tell you” she said. You frowned. “Tell what?” you asked. “This is Mark, he’s great at sports and would like to meet you” she answered. He laughed. “I think I can introduce myself, to be honest” he said. Your best friend looked his way. “Then go ahead” she said to him. “Well, my name is Mark .. and I would like to spend the afterparty with you and your best friend” he confidently said. You didn’t know what to answer. “Will you .. spend the ending party with me?” he asked. “Yes, of course” you instantly answered. His eyes showed stars when he heard your voice. “Will you really?” he again asked. “But, of course!” you now responded with a smile. He smiled back and gave you that sweet wink again.
The music hit loudly over the place. People were everywhere. You weren’t even able to count each person one by one. It was too crowded. You did your best not to be awkard since Mark was with you. Your best friend went looking for snacks and drinks. So the both of you were now left alon with each other. He danced onto the music and tried to get you into it. You carefully shaked your shoulders and looked around. Trying hard not to face him. “I see you, (Y/N)” he said. A smile showed on his lips as he laid his eyes on you. “I see you too” you smiled. He streched his arms with the desire to wrap them around you. “May I?” he innocently asked. You looked up at him and blushed. He was so beautiful. But you barely knew each other, so you felt like not giving in too much. “Are you trying to hug me?” you asked. He giggled. “I mean, I want to tell you some things too” he answered. “Oh really?” you asked. You felt so curious at the thought of him wanting to tell you a thing. What would he want to share? A secret? A confession? You had no idea and truly wanted to know. “It’s just that uhm ..” he broke his own sentence. He looked down the ground and ran through his hair. “I mean we could sit somewhere if that would make you feel better” you tried to comfort him. He deeply sighed. “Yes, I would love to sit somewhere” he said.
Moving to the chairs inside the party room you nervously breathed. You had no idea what to expect. Before you could sit down you felt his hand grabbing yours. He pulled close to you. Like, really close. You could feel his breath against your nose. He looked at you with loving eyes. “Don’t say a thing now, babe” he whispered. “This is serious what I’m about to say” he continued. You listened to him and didn’t cut his words. “I fell in love with you, it happened so quick” he said. “I saw you on the poster as the contest was promoting your team” “(Y/N), you just took my breath away .. you were so .. so gorgeous” he let out. “Now I know you’re worth more than your looks, and honestly I think you’re such a strong person” “Like, really you just leave me speechless” he said. “Your ability to have such big confidence and always improve in whatever you’re doing is so incredible” “I think you’re perfect for me, (Y/N)” he said. “And ..” he continued. “I think I .. I think I like you” he let out. He now looked at you with full attention. Waiting for your response, your reaction. Your anwser. Would you accept him or not? You sighed. “I only got to know you today but I already feel so attached” you said. “Like, from the moment I catched you staring and heard your voice .. you just had me” you continued. He couldn’t resist but turn red hearing you speak about him. “I believe we might have a connection” you said. “I believe I like you too?” you looked at him with sweet eyes. He became a bit shy but still dared to look at you. “You make me so happy and I adore you so much” he said. He wrapped his arms around you and placed kisses onto your shoulders. “I’m so ready to be yours” he whispered. “So am I, babe” you softly answered. You looked out the window and saw your best friend secretely spying the both of you. She mouthed to stay quiet. You were pretty sure she already knew what was going on. Without any worries you kept holding onto Mark his warmth. He felt like something you needed the most. And now you finally had it. You were ready to give him your all.
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The Vanishing of Ladybug and Chat Noir Chapter 2
Author Notes: Gah! I finally finished chapter 2, I hope you guys enjoy it. Also I'm quite new to posting on tumblr so if it's oddly formatted sorry ha ha. If you have any tips on how to make the formatting on here less strange that would be helpful to me. I'm also on Ao3 so it's posted there also. - VLLD Here's the link for Ao3 if you want to read it there http://archiveofourown.org/works/9251336/chapters/21578387#bookmark-form Chapter 2 - Connections and Confusion (Scene 1 - Dupain/Cheng Bakery) It had been a few days since Marinette had lost her kwami. Ladybug had disappeared and Paris took notice. Reports were all over the news discussing the missing super heroes. Most were fearful that this left Paris open to akuma attacks, others theorized that maybe this was a good sign and that maybe the duo had disappeared because they weren't needed anymore. She didn't really care about that, she knew for sure now that Hawkmoth was as powerless as they were, which meant the citizens of Paris were safe. She knew if he still had his kwami an akuma would have struck by now for sure. Alya had been (not surprisingly) discussing theories with Marinette since yesterday about Ladybug and Chat Noir's disappearance. Marinette listened politely, because she after all was Ladybug, and she knew the reason she had disappeared. Marinette did feel bad keeping such a secret from Alya, but it was for her best friends own good. Marinette was lying on her bed thinking about all of the news, when she heard Alya. " Hey?... Earth to Marinette?"Alya waited a moment before continuing and gave Marinette a sigh "Did you hear what I said?" It took Marinette a second to sit up and answer her friend "What was it? ... Sorry I'm not all here today." Alya gave her a glance up and down. One of Marinette's pigtails had fallen out, because Marinette had been lounging on her bed. "So I've noticed... Is anything wrong Marinette? Alya had taken on a serious tone to her voice. She sat down next to Marinette and began to fix the pigtail that had fallen out. "It nothing really, just all the excitement over Ladybug and Chat Noir's disappearance has made me worried like everyone else." Marinette gave a fake smile to her best friend. She had lied again, she really hated that, but she couldn't tell Alya what she was really worried about. "Okay, well you know I'm always here if you need me" Alya got up. "It's getting late and I think I should head home" Alya knew her best friend was hiding something from her as usual. Alya said her goodbyes and left Marinette's house. Alya had know for awhile now. It hadn't taken her long to figure out who Ladybug was, she was a pretty good reporter after all. She had begun to notice small things like how Marinette only disappeared when Ladybug appeared. Marinette had also given herself away when she had tried so hard to get her textbook back from Alya. It was enough suspicion and evidence for Alya to be positive. Marinette's behavior today had only enforced Alya's proof. She had studied with Marinette in hoping to get some more information about the disappearance. She should have known better, Marinette was tight lipped and never spilled much about Ladybug. Alya wondered if any of the rumors or theories were true. She was dying to know, but she knew her best friend was only lying to protect her and Alya could forgive Marinette for that. (Scene 2 - Marinette's Room) Once Alya had left, Marinette crawled back back into her bed . She got comfortable and clutched something small from underneath her pillow and held it in her arms. (Memory - Late night visit from Chat Noir) "What's that?" Marinette peered over Chat Noir's shoulder. He had been chatting with her for awhile that night, but had also been concealing something from her in his hands. He smirked and started to laugh. "I got lucky today!" He continued to giggle "Can you believe that! Chat Noir getting lucky?" He then outstretched his palms toward Marinette. Laying on the palms of his hands was a small stuffed plush of a cat. She gave have him a smile. "You won that in one of those claw machines, right?" She asked him. He nodded his head. "That's not why I feel lucky though" He looked at her and continued to speak " I feel lucky because I get to give this to you princess... I know that if I keep it something unlucky will surely happen to it" He placed it in Marinette's Palm and continued to speak " It's a puuurrresnt since I am always so lucky to have your company on nights like these" She stared at him with wide eyes. He then jumped of her balcony, and left. (Scene 2 continued - Marinette's Bedroom) Chat Noir wasn't coming back to her balcony for awhile. Marinette felt a little saddened at the thought. She knew it probably didn't matter since she would have to meet him in person soon enough. She rolled over and tried to sleep, but her phone vibrated and she got up to answer it. (CN) So... Uh when is this whole us meeting each other thing supposed to happen?. (M) Soon, We should play it safe until news of our disappearance has quieted down. (M) For all we know Hawkmoth might be looking for us as well. (CN) Understood, My Lady (M) Did you happen to notice anything interesting the last time we fought Hawkmoth? (CN) No, Nothing in particular. (CN) I'm sorry (Scene 3 - Adrien's POV at school) Adrien had decided that since he now knew about Marinette being Ladybug, he was going to make an attempt to get to know her better. He wanted her to get to know him better, the real him. Well at least that had been his plan ... but things kept getting in the way. Monday he had tried to sit with Marinette and Alya at lunch, and he needed Nino so it didn't look so strange to Alya. That girl was smart and would notice his unusual actions. It's not like he didn't get along with them, but he had only hung out with the two girls a few times. To get to Marinette he had to get past Alya's defenses, which meant he needed Nino. Though this plan failed because Nino already had plans for lunch that day. Tuesday had gone a bit better. This time he managed to be Marinette's partner for an upcoming class assignment. He and Marinette talked a little in class, but... she seemed nervous... or angry? He didn't quite know how she felt about him as Adrien. However he did manage to get her to agree on a time to work on the assignment outside of class, so that was a win in his eyes. Wednesday... well Wednesday was a disaster. He had tried to approach Marinette in between classes. That only ended up with him bumping into her, knocking all her class work and books out of her hands and spilling his drink all over her. He helped her clean up the mess, but there wasn't much to be done about the stains on the dress she had been wearing. That dress was most surely something Marinette had made herself because it had her signature etched into it near the collar. Marinette seemed really shaken by it, but forgave him for it. She told him that it was an honest accident, but that didn't stop him from apologizing every time he saw her for the rest of the day. Today was Thursday and he was going to succeed to day. No matter the costs. They had plans to meet after school today tommorow at her house to work on their assignment. He wanted to at least get a chance to talk with her a little bit before then. Today's plan was to sit by her in class. The only difficulty with this was he had to get Alya out of the way. So he had to call a favor. " Hey Nino, can you do me a favor?" He looked at Nino with a suspicious smile. "What kind of a favor are we taking?" Nino looked at Adrien a bit confused. "I want to sit next to Marinette in class today so we can discuss our assignment, but Alya always sits next to Marinette." He paused for a moment then continued. "... So can you sit by Alya since Marinette is usually late to class" "Are you sure this isn't because of your mess yesterday?" Nino questioned. "Well... it might be a little bit because of that as well." Nino gave him a bit of a sigh but agreed to do the favor. Well Alya did give a bit of fuss when Nino sat next to her, but it worked. Marinette was sitting next to him. Now he just needed to have a normal conversation with her, though he hadn't really planned this far. "So.... did you manage to get the stain out of your dress?" Adrien choose this topic of discussion because he figured, well it was better than mentioning something that Marinette didn't care about. "Mostly... I have to...to see what it looks like after the wash." He felt she was dodging his question a bit. He began to apologize again. "I am still really sorry about your dress, really." He took a breath and continued. "... and if there is anything I can do to help fix let me know." Marinette looked at him for a second then began to gaze towards the floor. "Ohohkay" she replied. (Scene 4 - Marinette's House) What the heck was with her luck lately! Marinette was over the moon she has spoken to Adrien in a normal conversation more than a few times this week. Was that because she got lucky enough to be paired up for an assignment? He had been approaching her all week and Tommorow they had plans to work on the assignment together. Ugh she really needed to focus because she needed to learn something about Hawkmoth. She had been trying to recollect anything important about him. Nothing came to her mind except... She remembered back when she, Ladybug had first appeared her parents had mentioned something about the duo not being Paris's first heroes. Technically Hawkmoth's miraculous would have been originally used for good. She wondered if these heroes were actually related to the miraculous at all. She was gonna have to start digging. She grabbed a caffeinated concoction and sat down at her desk and opened her laptop. (Scene 5 - Adrien's Bedroom) Buzz buzz. Adrien's phone went off signaling he had a text. It was pretty late but Adrien was wide awake. He couldn't sleep he was ridiculously excited to study with Marinette tomorrow. (M) I think I found something interesting. (CN) What is it? (M) We aren't Paris's only heroes. (CN) Well I could've guessed that. (M) About 18 years ago there was a trio of superheroes who fought against a common enemy. (CN) Do you think they are related to our Miraculous's? (M) I found some articles, photos and some other stuff on the heroes. I'll tell you more about it when we meet. (CN) Speaking of meeting? Again when are you planning having us meet my lady? (M) Saturday at the Library downtown. 2pm at the table in the far right corner of the second floor. (CN) I'm sure our meeting will be meooowgical. (M) I'm sure it will be, night. Adrien put his phone down on his night desk and began work on his masterpiece of a plan. She might be mad at him for this, but in the end he hoped it was going to work out for the best. (Scene 6 - Adrien's POV) The school day had felt never ending . That day, everything had been tedious, from biology lectures, and the math test he had just finished. They weren't too difficult, pretty easy for him. He was glad to be done with school for the day. It meant that he would get to finally spend time with Marinette. He had been trying to impress her all week and now the moment was here. Now was it was time to see if they had become closer as friends. He practically skipped over to her house. He walked into the bakery. Marinette's parents greeted him and let him know Marinette was upstairs. He knocked on Marinette's door. He slowly opened the door. "Hello, my Lady" he said.
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