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long time no post anywyas i rewatched all of little witch again so i have some doodles :33

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I miss my Pinterest account

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the cat sitter (part 15) ✧ max verstappen

max verstappen x fem! reader

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loosely inspired by the story on how max lost his cat

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author's notes: eden the scammer is back after 2 months guys, so sorry for making you guys wait too long (and giving you guys false hope) 👹 really hope you guys liked this one hehe, i also take additional request for tcs!! (but as you probably know, it's gonna take me 8273 years to finally post it). there are some references from my lando series in this part, so if you're interested you can also check it out 😙 LOVE YOUUUWWW, now i will hibernate for another 5 months 🤸‍♀️

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This is a just a thought a had while almost falling asleep in the bathtub 😞😞

M!reader being the male counterpart of eve (hot and badass) but in this universe mark and eve!reader still have marks daughter except...mark is the one who conceived 😍😍

m!reader being a part of an almost extinct species of alien(or monster) and he starts courting mark 🩷🙈

ANDAND I NEED MORE FACELESS MARK FICS!! "I miss William" CMERE POOKIE I MISS HIM TOO💔💔

M!reader being the rich popular bf of William and mark accidentally catches feelings and they enter a poly together 🩷🩷

.....monster fucker mark with a m!reader who's like....Eddie Brock and he has his own venom

(may I possibly be 😿 anon?)

These are just me thirsting over mark 😞😞 I hope your studies are going smoothly!!

Ive actually had a passing thought of a scenario where the reader was a variant of Eve. Except like, he doesn't take any bull and doesn't respect authority. Mark being able to conceive has to be possible in some way... like, with Eves powers anything in possible with enough creativity... 

I like to imagine Alien readers species does a lot of different courting stuff, so Mark doesn't even realize he's being courted when reader gives him massages, cooks him meals, brings him cool crystals from space, and keeps rubbing his chin on Mark (hes scenting him) 

As much as I dislike the extremely rich in real life, ill always eat it up in fiction. Please give William and Mark a rich boyfriend who can spoil them. Make reader so stupidly rich that he can shake things up and turn it in Marks advantage when it comes down to it. Let him have a private island he can be some almost tony stark/dr doom level individual so he can pamper and love his boyfriends. 

And yeah, I think Mark would just... *clenches fist* when he realizes his boyfriend has a symbiote, so technically he has two boyfriends? One boyfriend and a lover, if the symbiote has no gender? He would deny it, but the symbiote notices the way his breath stutters when they wrap tendrils around him. 

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♯ TOO SWEET ; mattheo riddle

❛ i take my whiskey neat, my coffee black and my bed at 3, you’re too sweet for me ❜

PAIRING! mattheo riddle x gn!reader

SYNOPSIS! in which mattheo recalled the two times you were too sweet for him (based on this req.!!)

WORD COUNT! 4.1k

WARNINGS AND TAGS! consummation of alcohol, lovesick mattheo, fluff, angst, a lot of my hcs for mattheo’s past (i wrote him the way i see him), lmk if i missed smth !!

NOTES! this is purely my view on mattheo’s character bc the hc i wrote suit him sm 😿😿 reblogs & comments are greatly appreciated <3

HARRY POTTER MASTERLIST!

ONCE A MAN FALLS IN LOVE, he finds himself drawn to not just the physical beauty of his muse, but for the essence of who the person truly is - their quirks, intelligence, kindness, and their unique way of seeing the world. Every interaction, every shared experience, every memory he brings, adds another layer to his adoration towards the love of his life.

His love for them is evident in the little things - the way he watches them when they aren't looking, the small gestures of thoughtfulness, the silent support during their dark moments of life. It's in the way he listens, truly listens, to the hopes and dreams, fears and frustrations, always eager to offer his thoughts and ideas. This love manifests in his desire to be their anchor in times of storm, their cheerleader in moments of triumph, and their person in all the in-betweens. It is a love that values their independence and individuality, recognizing that they are their own person with their own journey, and yet, he longs to be a part of that journey, to walk alongside them and share in their joys and sorrows of life.

Mattheo Riddle was no different.

He marvels at your kindness, your sweetness, and the light you bring into his life. You are his muse, his inspiration, a spark of the goodness that stands in stark contrast to his own perceived flaws and insecurities he feels deep inside himself. He sees you as an angel, a pure and radiant being who somehow chose to share your life with him, despite his own imperfections and inner demons.

He sees you as an angel in a human form, who chose to live among the devils, just so he could feel the heavenly touch for the first and last time in all eternity.

He often wonders how he, with all his rough edges, hidden scars, and a past life without a happy memory, could be worthy of your love. He feels like a monster, haunted by past mistakes and burdened by the weight of his own fears and failings. You, on the other hand, are everything he aspires to be - kind, compassionate, and endlessly forgiving. Your presence in his life is a constant reminder of the beauty and grace that he lacks, and yet, your love makes him strive to be better, to rise above his darkness and become someone worthy of your affection.

In his heart, he knows that your love is transforming him, helping him to heal and grow. Your existence is a light that dispels his inner darkness, a reminder for him to cherish that even monsters like him can be loved. He clings to this, that your love is making him a better man, one day at a time.

01. THE PARTY

The Slytherin common room was full of shadows and flickering lights, transformed into a wild moment of freedom for the night. The music, a thundering beat that echoed off the stone walls, could be heard from miles away, yet no professor or ghost visited the common room to cancel the party. It was as if the ancient castle itself had granted this one night of freedom to its most cunning and ambitious students. The rhythmic thrum of bass notes and the infectious melody of the latest wizarding hits filled the air, blending with the sound of laughter and the clink of glasses.

Bodies moved in a hypnotic dance, swaying in sync with the music. The students had discarded their usual aloof demeanors and uniforms, lost in the euphoria and joy of the moment. Green and silver decorations adorned every surface, shimmering under the enchanted lights that hung from the ceiling like glowing jewels. Laughter rang out, high and clear, mingling with the deep, resonant hum of conversation.

In one corner, a group of seventh years huddled together, their heads bent close in a whisper, before erupting into loud laughter. Nearby, a couple twirled around each other, their bodies intertwining like dark waves, eyes locked in their private world amidst the chaos around them. The fireplace, usually a place of quiet contemplation, was now surrounded by students perched on its stone ledge, their eyes gleaming with the thrill of the night and alcohol.

Long tables filled with food and drink stretched along one wall, bearing the weight of a feast other students could be jealous of. Platters of magical meals, charmed to stay warm, smelled of aromas that mingled with the scent of butterbeer and stronger beverages. Bottles of firewhisky and elf-made wine were passed from hand to hand, each sip fueling the atmosphere more and more as drunken the students got. The alcohol flowed freely, loosening tongues, transforming even the shyest students into party animals of the night.

The Slytherin common room had never felt so alive. Tonight, they were not just the students of Hogwarts; they were a family, united by their house and their understanding of what it meant to be a Slytherin.

Mattheo Riddle was one of those students who were enjoying themselves tonight. His breathing features were illuminated by the green lights as he leaned casually against a stone wall, a cup of firewhisky filled to the brim in his hand. The amber liquid sloshed perilously close to the edge with each of his slowed gestures, but Mattheo seemed unconcerned, clearly lost in the haze of alcohol. His dark curls, usually styled in the way that made uncountable amount of girls fall on their knees, now fell loose around his face as you watched from a close distance.

He was engaged in a drunken conversation with Theodore Nott, whose tall, lanky frame was the opposite to Mattheo's more athletic build. Theo's typically serious demeanor had softened, his features relaxed into a rare, genuine smile as he listened to Mattheo's ramblings with a giggle threatening to spill out from his lips. The two of them, often seen together, now looked like true brothers. It was almost scary how much they resembled family when they were drunk.

Mattheo's voice, rich and slightly slurred, carried over the music as he recounted a particularly outrageous story from his recent fight. Theodore threw his head back and laughed. It was clear to anyone how close those two boys were, drunk or sober.

"Can you believe he actually thought I was serious?" Mattheo snickered with a big grin stretching across his face, taking a swig from his cup, the whiskey burning a warm path down his throat. "I mean, I barely managed to keep a straight face!"

Theodore laughed, shaking his head in disbelief. "You're a menace, Riddle. One of these days, you're going to get expelled."

"Ah, but tonight isn't that night, mate," Mattheo replied with a slow wink, raising his glass in a mock toast. "To living dangerously and laughing in the face of consequences!"

They clinked their cups together, the sound barely audible over the throbbing beat of the music and you thought now was the best time to approach your boyfriend. 

Mattheo's brown irises scanned the crowd, catching a look of you as you pushed your way through the crowd of dancing bodies. The sight of you instantly brightened his expression and a genuine smile spread across his face. He felt a rush of emotions that the whiskey in his hand only intensified, each beat of his heart echoing with the certainty that what he held for you was pure love. The Slytherin straightened up, his posture shifting from the casual slouch of a carefree boy to the attentive stance of a man. Theodore noticed the change and a knowing smirk made its appearance on his lips as he stepped aside, giving the two of you a moment of privacy. 

"[Name]," your boyfriend called out, his voice full of warmth. He reached out, his fingers lightly brushing against yours as you came closer. "There you are, love."

You beamed up at him, your eyes reflecting the party's enchanted lights, making them look like twin stars. "Having fun, are we?" you teased and the tone of your voice carried a playful match that always managed to make his heart skip a beat. 

"Only now that you're here," he replied. The world around you seemed to blur as he gazed down at you, all the noise and chaos fading into the background. "You make everything better."

Drunk on both the whiskey and his overwhelming affection, the boy's usual reservations melted away. He held you close, his hands resting on your waist as if anchoring himself to your presence. When he was sober or feeling down at heart, his love for you was often hidden beneath layers of stoicism and insecurity, but now, in this moment of happy drunkenness, it shone through. 

He bent down, pressing a soft kiss to your forehead, then your cheek, and finally your lips, enjoying the sweetness of the contact. "I'm so lucky to have you," he murmured against your lips, his voice thick with emotion. "I don't deserve you, but I'm going to spend every day trying to be worthy of your love."

 “You have no idea what you mean to me. I look at you and . . . it’s like you’re the sun and I’m just a planet orbiting around you, soaking up your light,” he continued without a break. The boy wanted to get every one of his words out as fast as humanly possible. To show you his hidden feelings he wasn't able to tell you before. “You’re my everything, [Name]. I don’t know how I got so lucky. You’re so kind, so . . . good. And me? I’m just . . . I’m a mess, you know? A monster sometimes.” 

You shook your head lightly and took his hands into your own, enveloping him with your warmth. He was starting to get emotional, and you didn't need to have your boyfriend drunkenly mopping around. His mood changed like weather when alcohol got involved. “You’re not a monster, Mattheo. You’re human. We all have our demons.”

“But you,” he didn't allow you to finish your sentence before he spoke up again, his voice raw with sincerity, “you make me want to be better. For you. I see you, and I just want to be the man you deserve. I’m not always good at it, but I try. I try because you’re worth it.” 

You could see the glazed look in his eyes as he swayed slightly on the spot. He was rough around the edges, you couldn't deny the truth, but he was the sweetest boy when he managed to fall in love. Which wasn't exactly difficult, Mattheo fell in love easily. But when he did, it was worth everything. Mattheo was your sweet boy. “Love,” you said softly to him, your voice filled with gentle concern to the brim, “you’ve had a bit too much to drink. Maybe it’s time to slow down a little, okay?”

Mattheo blinked, giving you a lopsided grin, his expression a mix of boyish charm and pure happiness. “But I’m fine, [nickname]. I feel great. Better than great, actually. With you here, everything’s perfect.”

“I know you’re having a good time, but I don’t want you to feel terrible tomorrow. Let’s take a break from the firewhisky for now, alright?”

He pouted slightly, his shoulders slumping as he realized you were actually serious. “You’re probably right,” he admitted, a hint of reluctance in his voice. “But only because you’re asking me.” You chuckled softly at his behavior, threading your fingers through his and gently leading him away from the dancing crowd. You navigated through the common room, moving towards a quieter corner of the space where a plush couch sat, inviting you both in with open arms. The room’s enchantments cast soft shadows on the walls, the flickering lights creating a soothing atmosphere.

“Here, sit down,” you instructed as you guided him to sit on the couch. Mattheo obeyed, sinking into the cushions with a contented sigh. You sat beside him, your hand never leaving his. You took the half-empty cup of whiskey from his hold, reaching for a glass of water on the table nearby instead and handing it to him. “Drink this. It’ll help.”

Mattheo took the glass, his fingers brushing against yours as he did. He took a long sip, the cool water a welcome relief from the heat of the alcohol he consumed. “You really do take good care of me, don’t you?” he murmured, his head resting against the back of the couch as he looked at you with a mixture of admiration and exhaustion.

“Someone has to,” you replied playfully, brushing a stray curl of hair from his forehead. “And I wouldn’t want anyone else to have the job.”

As the night wore on, Mattheo felt a warmth spreading through him that was only partly due to the whiskey. It was the warmth of belonging, of being surrounded by friends who understood and accepted him, flaws and all. Despite his often rough exterior, he was deeply grateful for these moments, these stolen hours of joy in the corners of the Slytherin common room.

02 - THE MARK

The past has a profound power to shape a man, especially when that past is influenced by suffering at the hands of a father. 

For Mattheo Riddle, his family history was the darkest shadow of all the shadows that clung to him, a reminder of the pain and fear that had molded his entire life. Raised in a home devoid of warmth, where love was a foreign concept and cruelty was a daily reality, Mattheo had learned to build tall and thick walls around his heart. A shield to protect him from more hurt that would come his way. 

The orphanage was a harsh place, stripped of the luxuries the boy had unknowingly been born into. It was a world of strict discipline and a poor form of affection. The caretakers, overwhelmed and underfunded, had little patience for a child with such a notorious legacy. Mattheo grew up under the weight of whispers and sideways glances, the infamous name "Riddle" ensuring he was never just another child. The women of the orphanage knew his father, having taken care of him when he was around the same age as his son. What a wicked child Tom was. Mattheo was different because of that, marked, and this awareness shaped his formative years in ways he could barely comprehend.

As he grew older, the whispers about his family name became more pronounced. The children at the orphanage were cruel. “Monster,” they called him, creating the very fears that nested within his own heart. He began to internalize these taunts, seeing himself through the lens of his father's sins. The idea that he could be worthy of love seemed more and more distant, more of a fantasy that had no place in his reality. But the same idea of letting someone see past his defenses, of allowing someone to love him despite his flaws, seemed not only impossible but dangerous. For how could anyone love a monster, especially one crafted by his own father?

Despite this, Mattheo yearned for something more. He longed for the kind of love he had never known, a love that was gentle and kind, that saw past his scars and accepted him for who he was. But every time he felt himself getting close to someone, the fear surged up, a wave of doubt and self-loathing washed over him and forced him to retreat behind his walls again. It was a never-ending cycle.

Hogwarts had saved him. 

Mattheo Riddle’s first steps into Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry were met with a mixture of curiosity, awe, and apprehension. For the other students, he was a figure of whispered rumors, his infamous last name carrying with it a weight of fear and fascination. They had heard the stories of his father’s dark acts, of the legacy that haunted the halls of the castle like a ghost. But for Mattheo himself, Hogwarts represented a new beginning, a chance to escape the personal hell he called the orphanage and create his own path. The boy was no longer just another orphan. Here, he could be anything he wanted to be.

He wasn't deaf. The young boy could feel the weight of his father’s name bearing down on him like an invisible burden. And he wasn't blind either. He saw the way the other students looked at him, their eyes flickering with a mixture of fear and suspicion. They didn’t openly taunt him as the children in the orphanage had done, but he could sense the whispers and the wary glances that followed him wherever he went. For Mattheo, however, their fear was a source of power. He reveled in the attention, in the way his presence commanded respect, even if it was tinged with fear. He was finally someone. 

He excelled in his classes, his natural talent and restless ambition setting him apart from his peers. But it was on the Quidditch pitch that Mattheo truly came into his own. Flying high above the castle grounds, he felt a sense of freedom unlike anything he had ever known. With every twist and turn of his broomstick, he left behind the weight of his past and embraced the thrill of the present, making him feel like a bird. 

Six years had passed since Mattheo Riddle first walked through the grand doors of Hogwarts, a hopeful and determined young wizard with dreams of greatness he was so sure he'd achieve. But now, as he entered his sixth year at the renowned school of magic, the world around him had shifted irrevocably. The return of Lord Voldemort two years prior had plunged the wizarding world into chaos, and with it, Mattheo’s life had been destroyed once again.

Even among his fellow Slytherins, Mattheo felt like an outsider, a traitor to his own house and everything it stood for. He had once prided himself on his ambition and cunning, on his unwavering determination to succeed at any cost. But it didn't matter anymore. 

Mattheo sat alone in the quiet atmosphere of the Astronomy Tower, his gaze fixed on the night sky that sparkled with millions of stars. Each twinkling light seemed to mock him, making fun of the darkness that now stained his soul even more than before. His fingers gripped the sleeve of his jacket tightly, as if seeking some comfort in the fabric, but finding none.  

 On his left forearm, the Dark Mark burned like a brand upon his skin. It was a mark of shame, of betrayal, and every time he looked upon it, he felt a sickening sense of disgust and self-loathing. He had thought that by aligning himself with the Dark Lord, his father, he would finally be able to escape the shadows of his past, to prove himself worthy of the name Riddle and his father's presence. But now, he realized that he had only succeeded in plunging himself deeper into the deep hole. Even the orphanage was better than this. 

The footsteps behind him shattered the sweet silence, echoing off the stone walls of the tower. Mattheo tensed, his heart racing as he turned to face the intruder, steeling himself for whatever judgment or punishment awaited him. But as he turned, he was met not with the accusing glare of Filch or the triumphant sneer of a rival, but with the concerned gaze of a familiar face. It was you, with your eyes filled with worry as you approached him slowly, as if he'd disappear if you were a bit louder. 

“I’ve been looking for you everywhere. Are you alright?”

No, he wasn't alright. But he would be caught dead sooner than having you worry about him like that and more. 

He forced a tight-lipped smile, attempting to mask the emotions raging within him. “I’m fine,” he replied, his voice strained with the effort of maintaining the facade. “Just . . . thinking.”

You stepped closer, taking a seat on the ground beside him. “You don’t have to pretend with me, Mattheo. I know something’s been troubling you lately. You can talk to me.”

You were his angel, full of that purity and light he adored about you in a world darkened by his own sins. He longed to confide in you, to unburden himself of the guilt and shame that had consumed him since he had received the Dark Mark. But the fear of your rejection, of you seeing him for the monster he believed himself to be, held him back. It would shatter his heart, to see the pained expression on your face. 

“I . . .” he began, his voice faltering as he struggled to find the words, "there's something I need to show you." With a heavy heart and trembling hands, Mattheo finally mustered the courage to reveal the truth to you. For months, he had carried the burden of the dark secret alone, pushing you out and shutting you down in an attempt to shield and protect you from the darkness that was his father. But now, as he sat before you, his heart and his soul laid bare, he knew that he could no longer hide from the truth. The boy reached for the sleeve of his jacket, his fingers fumbling as he pushed the fabric up to reveal the twisted lines of the Dark Mark etched upon his skin. The sight of it made him recoil, a wave of shame washing over him as he exposed his deepest, darkest secret to the one person he had sworn to protect.

Your eyes widened in shock as you took in the mark, your palm flying to your mouth in disbelief. For a long moment, there was silence between the two of you, broken only by the sound of your shallow breathing and the distant hum of the night owls. 

“I received this a few weeks ago," Mattheo confessed, his eyes avoiding yours. "When he decided I was good enough for him."

He felt your gaze on him, eyes searching his face for answers. He could see the confusion and concern written in your expression, but beneath it all, he saw something else - a flicker of understanding and acceptance that filled him with both hope and fear. How can someone be so good to someone like him? "I've been living with the Malfoys ever since," he continued, the words tumbling out in a rush as he struggled to explain himself. "But it's not what you think, [Name]. I never wanted any of this. I never wanted to be a part of his plans, to be branded as one of his followers. But I had no choice. He made me do it."   

Tears welled in his eyes as he spoke, and he felt a desperate plea for forgiveness in his chest. He needed you to understand, to see past the mistakes that consumed him and into the depths of his soul where his love for you burned bright and true. The thought of losing you hurt him more than the Cruciatus curse ever could. 

“Forgive me. For shutting you out, for pushing you away. I was scared, I was ashamed . . . but I can't bear to keep this secret from you any longer. You deserve to know the truth, even if it means losing you forever." 

Your heart swelled with a bittersweet mixture of sorrow as you gazed upon Mattheo, your sweet boy, sitting there before you with tears in his eyes and the weight of the world upon his shoulders. In that moment, all you wanted was to wrap him in your arms and shield him from the pain and darkness that threatened to consume him. With shaky hands, you reached out to him, fingers brushing against the mark of his father's followers etched upon his skin. The sight of it filled you with a fit of fierce anger, but beneath it all, you saw the boy you so dearly loved - a boy who had been shaped by his past but who was so much more than the picture of his scars. 

"Love," you whispered into the dark, taking his face into your hands and wiping away those tears that managed to escape his control, "there's nothing to forgive. Nothing in this world could ever tear us apart, not even your father or that mark."

In that moment, Mattheo knew that he would do anything for you, that he would move heaven and earth to ensure your happiness and safety. You were his light in the darkness, his angel in a world filled with demons, and he would cherish that for the time being his heart swelled at the thought of you. You were simply too sweet for him and you knew that Mattheo’s struggles were far from over, but for tonight, that was enough.

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Thanks for all the congratulations guys you're all so sweet 😭

Finally graduated haha let's go 🥹

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ꔫ ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚ tis’ the season of snow and soft launches — Stella Hughes AU!

au masterlist — you can find asks under #💌stellahughes!

°. — asks about stella and rut are under #⋆ ˚｡⋆୨🩷୧˚ stella & rut!

°. — pairings ( Estella Hughes oc! X Rutger McGroarty )

°. — summary ( snow, soft launches, and confused brothers! )

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stellahughes; lots of mallows are necessary ⛸️

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Lilybaileys I’m never skating with you two again, my back still hurts

carmenbarlowe it’s not our fault you’re a clumsy bitch

Lilybaileys ITS NOT MY FAULT I DON’T LIVE ON THE RINK LIKE YOU DO!

stellahughes @/carmenbarlowe she just said you don’t have a life 🤓☝️

username SOFT LAUNCH?!?!

username I want a group of friends like them 😿

username it wouldn’t be winter without stellas hot chocolate posts

carmenbarlowe thank you to that really pretty girl who took our group picture 😽

Lilybaileys quick! Stella’s thousands of followers please find this mystery girl, it’d be embarrassing if she was alone for another Christmas

stellahughes @/Lilybaileys phone now 👇

jackhughes UM EXCUSE ME?!?!

jackhughes ARE WE JUST GONNA IGNORE THE LAST 2 PICTURES?!

jackhughes ESTELLA HUGHES ANSWER YOUR PHONE RN!

username not jack raging in the comments 🤣

username2 I know it’s so hilarious

lhughes_06 hahah Stella answer your phone hahah.

lhughes_06 WE DONT CARE ABOUT YOUR HOT CHOCOLATE STELLA, WHO IS THAT??

lhughes_06 @/markestapa IS THIS YOU??

markestapa i wish 😕

lhughes_06 nahh wtf

trevorzegras Currently heartbroken 💔

stellahughes ur so dramatic trev

jackhughes @/stellahughes YOU CAN RESPOND TO TREVOR BUT NOT ANSWER MY CALLS???

stellahughes OMG GO AWAY @/jackhughes

trevorzegras @/jackhughes it’s hard being the favorite 💪🏻

username so cute!

username that has to be Trevor!

username omg what if it’s Ethan?

luca.fantilli tiny hughes can pull??

stellahughes more then you 🫶🏻

Username UNCALLED FOR

lhughes_06 I leave and suddenly you have a boyfriend?!?!

username he’s not letting this go

colecaufield umm when did you start talking to boys?

stellahughes i’m not 12 anymore

colecaufield you sure dress like you are

stellahughes NAW

stellahughes @/colecaufield …I miss you ig 😕

colecaufield I miss you too stells

markestapa that should be me 💔

Lilybaileys okay Justin Bieber 👍🏻

username guys we all know

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lhughes_06 THATS WHAT I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW.

stellahughes @/lhughes_06 ur obsessed go away

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Lilybaileys bitch please

_quinnhughes glad you had fun! hot chocolate looks delicious

stellahughes thank you quinny! And it was I’ll make you some when I come and visit! 💙

jackhughes @/_quinnhughes ARE YOU BLIND?! SHES TOUCHING A BOY. A BOY IS TOUCHING HER.

_quinnhughes I can see? @/jackhughes

jackhughes OMG YOU KNOW WHO IT IS @/lhughes_06 QUINN KNOWS WHO IT IS!

lhughes_06 @/_quinnhughes WHO IS IT

lhughes_06 @/_quinnhughes ANSWER OR IM CALLING MOM

stellahughes I can’t stand you

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˖ ་ 💭 roro’s notes ( I hoped you guys enjoyed this! I’m super excited to write more about Stella and her life! Please don’t be a silent reader, I’d love to hear what you guys think so far! )

[putschki1969]

『Hikaru LIVE TOUR -ROUND-』 KYOTO

Tweet by Hikaru | Instagram story by Hikaru | Instagram post by Hikaru

▼2024 11/30 (Sat) Soul Power, Toyama 17:30 / 18:00 12/07 (Sat) Music Bar Perch, Aichi 17:30 / 18:00 12/14 (Sat) LIVE HOUSE enn 2nd, Miyagi 17:30 / 18:00 12/21 (Sat) MUSE, Kyoto 17:00 / 17:30

▼2025 02/11 (Tue) Club eX, Tokyo 17:00 / 18:00

Setlist Notes: The new song is called “With”. I originally thought it was “Wish”. My bad! Not sure about the order of some of those songs (maybe there’s something missing too??). I had to wait till I was on the train to write everything down but at that point, all the songs had gotten mixed up in my mind. It was made worse by the fact that I didn’t immediately recognise some of them and Hikaru didn’t always introduce them either☠️

That ticket holder clearfile looks so good!! Glad we got this as tokuten. A bit bummed though that there was no special design for the drink ticket😿For those who bought more than one copy of the “Mask” EP, there was a special present too, an alternative cover image. Super pretty 🤩 I mostly spent the rest of my day in Kyoto eating touristy stuff 😅And I headed to the Pokemon Center to get a few exclusive items for my nieces/nephews.

On a side note, those pink gummies were posted by Keiko earlier this week on her Yodel app. Of course I had to get them too (tho the packaging is a bit different, there’s a variety of designs. I got the same design as her today🤗)

1.With 2.Treasure??? 3.Koganeiro no Yakusoku 4.Flow 5.Survivor 6.Under the rain (acoustic ver.) 7.Lack 8.YES/NO 9.Disclose 10.Escape 11.End of line 12.Kiseki En 1.Breathe En 2.紡-TSUMUGU-

Some highlights: I was SUPER close to the stage, it was AMAZING!!🤩 You can even see me quite clearly on the photo that Hikaru posted 🤗So glad she allowed us to take off our masks for the photo. Wouldn’t have wanted to miss that opportunity.

As always, Hikaru had an incredible stage presence, she was confident and cool, oozing charisma during each and every performance. I feel like we made eye contact several times but maybe that’s just wishful thinking 🙃Her singing was powerful and even though I didn’t always recognise the song (shame on me), I had a good time. “Under the rain” was hands down my favourite 💕So beautiful. I almost cried. She sounded better than she ever did before. The acoustic arrangement is very flattering. The upbeat songs were a ton of fun (despite sitting right in front of the speakers☠️). Hikaru literally rocked the stage🔥I almost feel bad for not being more active but I guess I’m just not the type to move a lot. (Clapping is the most I’ll usually do😅)

Sorry for adding lots of stuff on the go. I forgot to mention that Hikaru teased some upcoming solo activities for 2025. She says there are already more or less concrete plans but she will wait to make an announcement until everything is finalised. Of course she also briefly discussed the Kalafina Anniversary concert and asked who of us was planning to go. Obviously, almost everyone said that they would come, Hikaru seemed very happy about that and ensured us that they would put all of their love and strength into delivering the best possible music to us so we should all look forward to it.

EP Mask Tracklist Notes: For some reason I thought there would be more new songs🫣But it’s just “With”. The other tracks have been released digitally already.

1.with 2.End of line 3.Lack 4.Koganeiro no Yakusoku 5.Breathe 6.Kiseki

13th Single 「End of line」 MV (Short ver.) ④

And here’s another music video clip of the MV for Hikaru’s latest single release. You can watch it on Instagram! Also be sure to check out her YouTube Short. The song is featured on her EP “Mask” which is set to be on sale at her solo tour venues.

[481mclarg]

Drunk together. | LN4

★ Let's get drunk together so I can kiss you and blame it on the vodka.

FANFIC + SMAU « Eng & Esp »

Lando Norris x Male!Oc Former Rider

« K » I got tired of English halfway through the story. (Although it was counterproductive) (I ended up writing twice as much) (well, I like to find some dialogues in Spanish in Eng fanfics. Sometimes, I get tired of thinking in English).

Warning: suggestive jokes. Zak Brown mentioned.

★ Chapters: One. | Two. | Three. | Four. | Five. | Six. | Seven. | Eight. ★

Sacha: Let's see if you answer me, because Lando doesn't even say good morning.

↳ Are you together? Are you okay? Alive, at least?

↳ Do you work? You don't work? When does Lando plan to fly to the USA?

Ezequiel: Hello good morning dear Sachita

Sacha: GOOD MORNING ???

↳ IT MUST BE LIKE 3PM THERE

Ezequiel: four*

↳ Come on, have you never been in love?

↳ Has it never happened to you that time flies by with that person you love?

Sacha: It seems that they loved each other a lot last night

Ezequiel: I didn't want to say it like that, u nasty, but ok.

↳ Let's see. We're together, yes. We're fine and quite alive. Yes, I work. Tonight, I leave for Australia & Lan for the US tomorrow morning

↳ Two whole weeks apart😿

Sacha: God, why did I make you a couple?

↳ I have three weeks off anyway. I'm bored.

↳ I'm going to see you in Australia and Landito in Mexico. Let him know.

Ezequiel: He says he can't wait. He's consumed by emotion, as you can see.

↳ He also says that you should stop texting me because you are stealing his time before I leave.

Sacha: You two are so annoying.

Ezequiel: ⁉️

↳ Yes, both of you

↳ Bye. I'll never accompany you in any crisis again.

Ezequiel: You don't even believe it. You love first-hand gossip

          He locked his phone with a smile, as Norris wasted no time in demanding his full attention. He couldn't refuse, so he dropped onto the couch, pulling the Brit with him so that he lay on top of him.

          —Te voy a extrañar. —He told him in Spanish. For a few weeks now, Lando has been insisting on practicing the language. There was little to really practice. He had to teach him everything. (I'm going to miss you)

          —Me too. —The older man laughed, taking off his cap to let a hand get tangled in his brown curls, while the other gave soft caresses to his back. Norris relaxed into the touch, letting his head rest on Torres' chest. —Another day, can we talk about... coming out? —he asked, playing with the edge of the sleeve of Ezequiel's shirt.

          —You want to come out? —he asked, surprised. Even without seeing him, Lando nodded. —Well, yeah! We can talk about that later, whenever you want. —He accepted, excited by the idea. Also very nervous.

          Lando had made it clear to him all those months that nothing would change his mind. He would choose Ezequiel over anything. Even if it cost him his place at McLaren or his seat in Formula 1. If he and Ezequiel weren't happy, then he wasn't interested.

          "Zak Brown can pay my salary, and that's fine, but -thank God- I don't have him in my bed every night." The mere image of Norris's boss disgusted Torres so much that he preferred not to press the issue further.

          Yes, Lando would sacrifice everything for them. Lando felt the same way he did.

          Ezequiel still couldn't believe how lucky he is.

481MCLARG | 22 . 01 . 2025 | CORREGIDO

[neonzparkoflife]

McCormick Siblings •w•

(I am fully just about to ramble I haven't written anything concise for them yet I just relate to them)

- an idea I mentioned in my fic Cuties are Kind of Just Baby Oranges and showcased in my OTHER fic Useless Cold War Defense Tactics (WOW those two are mouthfuls) is that despite Kenny being younger, he is often taking care of Kevin somehow. To others it is kind of neglectful of Kevin since he is older, but there's a lot more to it than that.

- Kevin watched Kenny a lot when he was little but since they're not super far apart in age it was kind of silly. After Kenny was like 3 their parents would go out and give them the "keep the door locked no matter what" and then they'd be an hour late and come home to these two kids thinking they were gonna starve to death

- Kenny liked to hold Karen a lot when she was a baby he was very gentle with her (partly because Kevin was very gentle with him). Little Kenny carrying around baby Karen probably looked a little silly though :)

- the McCormicks definitely changed their parenting a lot after Karen came around. She got a good extra chunk of attention as compared to the first two kids, but they both grew up to be happy about this and didn't really hold it against her because even though she had it like 3% better they all go through the same stuff.

- HAND-ME-DOWNS GALORE!!!! Specifically the parka goes from Kevin all the way down to Karen once Kenny is in 8th grade. At this point, everyone recognizes Kenny as the orange coat kid and everyone starts calling Karen Kenny which she doesn't really like, so she goes around town really cold until Kenny finds out and they both help her personalize it somehow.

- a few months after he graduates, Kevin disappears from everyones lives entirely without much warning and as a result Kenny inadvertently picks up a lot of his personality and starts to lash out and cause problems similar to how he did, kind of becoming a little closed off for a while.

- while he DOES support her a lot still, Karen happens to mature a lot and takes care of herself. She is always texting Kenny throughout the day still but once she's in high school she is VERY independent. She gets into college without a whole lot of financial support from Kenny actually, but a WHOLE lot of emotional support.

- kenny left her in town when he left high school but he came back to visit SO often until she left too. She was like pretty much the only thing keeping him there. HE IS SO PROUD OF HER shes awesome

- they DO eventually fall back into contact with Kevin again when theyre older but they rarely visit + reunions are few and far in between other than Karen being a part of Kenny's christmas

These all seem kind of repetitive and bland but I think i am just missing my siblings rn 😿. In terms of family mine is like mccormick siblings with marsh parents? If that makes sense

[dirubtrentfree]

Seen a lot of 2024 wrapped stuff, but I felt like writing a little.

What I bought in 2024:

Okay, to be exact, what I've bought since August. 😄 Because that's when I decided to start over my physical media collection. (I lost all my old CD's / concert DVD's. 😿) I'm first focusing on stuff I can buy new, before I need to start relying on second-hand market.

About DEG

Coming back to diru properly this year has been a wonderful experience. DIR EN GREY was the band I listened to the most in my teenage years and early adulthood. Then I drifted away from them. Life got busy. Also, back then I was always afraid of them disbanding. I liked them so much, and couldn't bear the idea, so I created emotional distance. Nothing came to claim their place in my heart while I was away.

I started listening to Phalaris and DAMN. When Uroboros came out it was so good I cried. Phalaris mesmerized me much the same. From there I started to do catching up!

≡Σ((( つ•̀ω•́)つ

Last summer I started to search what tumblr has to offer, and seeing photos of them after a long break was just... ☺️ such a warm feeling. Also, the vibe I get from the band is somehow more positive. They are on social media! O_O It's quite different from the old days and hearing them mostly on interviews, sounding somewhat uncomfortable.

About B-T

2024 has been spent also falling deeper and deeper in love with BUCK-TICK. I started by just listening to their music. Watching lives/PV's/interviews came later, in 2024. I've had so much fun! 😹 But it also intensified the grief I felt about missing out all these years. Last summer I was cycling long distances through countryside, and happened to find an abandoned playground by a pond. With no-one around, I ended up spending way too long on a merry-go-round while listening to 80's BUCK-TICK. Maybe it was the abandoned retro milieu, but for some reason it just hit me really hard that I was really alone with my B-T enthusiasm. After that I started to check out tumblr, and created this blog in October. Now it's no longer a lonely fan experience. 😊 Just seeing other people loving the same music and caring about the band, it warms my heart. ❤

On some level I had assumed that the enthusiasm I once felt for music/bands was at least partially because of youth. I thought it might be different now, but no. 😄 It feels exactly the same. I'm just more chill, and in terms with the fact that these bands cannot outlive me. I must enjoy them NOW. 👍

About tumblr; I don't use any other social media, so finding shared stuff here is great! If you wrote about your thoughts or experiences as fan - THANK YOU, I enjoy text posts very much! 😊 And people who translate interviews and stuff – you're heroes! Thank you so much!

(ﾉ´ヮ´)ﾉ*: ･ﾟ

~Happy New Year~

[tohruies]

oh my gosh coco may i have a little 💌 if it is not much trouble, though no pressure — i will take this opportunity to say that i love how much of a kindhearted person you are, your positivity and lovely outlook you bring is so inspiring and always makes me want to be more cheerful myself 🥹🌸

i feel very grateful to be able to call you my friend, you are such a positive influence and so filled with love — anyone would be lucky to know you !!! thank you for always encouraging me to be more outgoing and coax me out of my shell more, even with things such as just speaking of my selfships — you have been so dear in making me feel more comfortable being myself here 😿✨ I LOVE YOU !!!

༼ﾉ ´༎ຶ ﹏ ༎ຶ༽ ﾉ *: ·ﾟ💌 <- tears because 😭😭😱😱😭😱 VANA!!!!!!!! 🥺🥺🥺

OH MY GOSH HELLO VANA!!!!!!!! 🥺🥺🥺 my cutie banana... i am trying so hard not to keyboard smash, i will answer you in a very distinguished and proper manner!!! crossing my legs and sitting up straight. oh my gosh 🥺 vana, so!! truthfully, i could write an entire master's thesis on why i love you LOL—i think the question that needs to be asked here is what isn't there to love about vana!! (the answer is nothing, obviously!!! 🤓☝️) i oft tell you how much i love when you share details about your day!! how it feels like i'm a plant sitting on your sill watching you go about... i know i have used that exact same analogy before hehe :3 you really do feel like such a friend to us all because of it, and i love how you have fostered a most welcoming and cosy vana valley for yourself and us, as well!! which is a true testament to how big and warm your heart is!! 🥺 and this is what i would like to talk lots about if that's okay!!

something you do vana that gets me very excited is when you get excited about your mutuals!!!!!! i love when you namedrop them in your posts and tags (this is embarrassing for me to admit... but sometimes when i am missing you i will go to your blog and search up my name so i can giggle over all the posts where you have mentioned me LOL I AM SO SORRY. IF THAT IS WEIRD 🥹) because it is like!!! you thought about them 🥺 enough to mention them in a silly little post! you thought about me! 🥺💗 vana thinks about me!!! 🙈 you remember the suvana song i recommended you 🥺 and you listen to it 🥺 that makes me SO HAPPY. and i know you do the same for your other friends too!!!!!! this is how you make the people around you feel so cared for and loved for 🥺💗🥺💗🥺 you remember and hold onto the kindness extended towards you and i think that is such a beautiful and wonderful thing 🥺 one of the many things i cherish so dearly about you!!!

wah... vana you are just so easy to love!!!!!!! 🥺🥺 you get excited over everything and it's funny how you say all these things about me... having a positive outlook and wanting to be more cheerful—because those are all things i find the most inspiring about you!!! SOBBLE BOBBLES, i think this is the beauty of friendship... learning from each other and lifting each other up NO NOW I'M CRYING. i won't cry. VANA you are such a darling presence on this app—even the mere thought of leading a vana-less tumblr existence is enough to make me miserable WAH i will not think about that 🥺 you are here now!! and you do so much for us in all the fics you provide and peppermint tea you share with us and how you tease your friends (I ALSO LOVE HOW FLUSTERED YOU GET WHEN YOUR FRIENDS MAKE FUN /AFF OF YOU HEHE >:3 it's the cutest thing in the world to me!!). i love suvana and wrivana and vanaxa (and... RANA INCOMING?! 🙈 keeping my fingers and toesies crossed hehe) and i love seeing you talk about your ships and how your special little guys give you the love you deserve 💗 i love how you feel like a home for your friends!!!!!! and i hope you can find the same comfort in us too 🥺 WE ALL ADORE YOU SO SO SO MUCH!!!!!! you have a heart of gold, and i hope sunday and wrio and anaxa and all of your friends and loved ones guard it and keep it safe forever ⭐️ you deserve only the sweetest things in life!!!!

[coffebuns]

what other hetalia ships do you like? :0 i've only known you as the engita guy

i feel so honoured to be the Engita guy 😽 Short answer, over the years I’ve loved a lot of pairs:

- Gripan!!!!!

- Robul

- Lietpol

- Romerica

- America x Kenya ( I call it AmeKen)

- Egypt x Cyprus

- India x Thailand

There are some i’m forgetting i know it.

Some more questionable ones I’ve enjoyed are:

- Spamano

- Rochu

- Canfran / Franada

- My first ever ship was Usuk (😿)

- HongIce (bc I was their ages at the time)

Long answer, it’s kinda tricky bc I barely care about the canon show & literally just stole the character designs & personalities to make up my own worlds about? No cap the first 5 years i was in the online fandom i had not watched ONE episode of hetalia 😭 (literally amungus).

So for a long time I didn’t actually realize america & england (spamano, canfran, etc.) had like a father-son dynamic? or all the other questionable war, genocide, colonization-centred pairings lol. Out of nostalgia, still don’t mind enjoying some pairs, but also LARGELY because I actually care very little about nationverse stuff & just like the idea of hot men of different nationalities. miss me with those politics🤕😼

in my canon of the nationverse anyway, those colonized/colonizer ships wouldn’t be related since nations like us & canada didn’t “become” nations after other nations showed up (and i think that concept is kinda questionable).

regardless i think it’s fine & more true to the show canon if people do see certain nations related. I just don’t hc some characters as relatives (and there are some characters that aren’t canon related but i do consider them related!) & would NEVER EVER EVER ship anything as intentionally inc*st 😭😭😭 I need to make that SO CLEAR.

[hannahwatcheshorror]

THE BAD SEED (2018)

😿Cat Dies

Horror movie that makes you question how far you would go for your family or at least your kids (if you got ‘em). Rob Lowe is our Scream King in this and I think he does an excellent job of being a concerned father but also a concerned person existing in the world his daughter is creating. McKenna Grace does a great job being a creepy kid too.

⭐⭐⭐.5

Trigger Warning Child Death

We start out swinging with little Emma watching a cat drown. Yikes a million. This kid really is a Bad Seed. We meet papa Rob Lowe who is totally not in tune with his creepy daughter but that will come to a head later, I’m sure. Emma is obsessed with success and will do whatever she needs to do to get it, like pushing a kid off of a cliff. Yeah, really. She thinks she was all slick about it but there is no such thing as a perfect murder. There is also a line in there about how Emma thinks that drowning doesn’t hurt because her dad told her that and it’s like, no man, that is not true at all, I’m pretty sure drowning hurts a lot. (YIKES) Anyway, they get a sketchy babysitter who is right away onto Emma but Emma catches Chloe stealing so Emma has blackmail over her. It isn’t until Chloe finds the metal of the dead boy in Emma’s room that the power flips and papa Rob Lowe is informed and he starts to ask some serious questions about why his kid has this metal.

Emma claims that she won it from the dead child before he died. They return the metal to his parents and find out her teacher died then Emma feels free as a bird which is very alarming to papa Rob Lowe. For Emma and her short-sighted child brain, her problems are over, but her rash actions are going to lead to her getting caught. Papa Rob Lowe will totally notice that the wasp nest from the garage is missing and find it strange that that’s how the teacher died. He totally notices but does/says nothing about the missing wasps nest. The relationship between Emma and Chloe reminds me a lot of The Babysitter, but more hateful of course. Yeah, very hateful as Emma sets Chloe on literal fire. Liar, liar, pants and whole body on fire, I guess. If I were Chloe I would have expressed that if Emma killed me too that people would catch her. But nope, Emma is just pretending the sitter was smoking in the garage. Papa Rob Lowe finally connects the dots of death all around Emma and confronts her later that night.

I felt some kind of way when papa Rob Lowe finally raises his voice against the killer kid (something akin to the vapors). He gets her to admit to everything, she has even killed before (her first nanny). The police need to ask questions but papa Rob Lowe isn’t sure what to do at this point. This isn’t a malevolent spirit or paranormal entity, this is just his cold-hearted daughter killing folks. What is he supposed to do about the fact that his kid is so rotten to the core? Well after Emma attempts to kill him, killing them both is his idea, but of course she switches the drugged cocoa for the regular one. He should have pulled a Princess Bride and poisoned them both. He intended for them both to die anyway. Ugh. Either way we get to the end and papa Rob Lowe isn’t strong enough to pull the trigger on his own little girl and he gets shot in the process so he is dead and the only one who knows about Emma’s crazy crimes is the Aunt she is going to go live with but of course the Aunt doesn’t believe a nine (9) year old did any of that dark shit so it is all going to happen again.

----------------------HANNAH WATCHES HORROR---------------------

[machtomiles]

here's my personal headcanons of redacted characters that i personally project onto! some i wrote specifically for pride month and others are just more specific one's :3

all of the damn crew is trans and in a poly relationship (even if not canon i've always seen them all together in someway whether it's romantic, sexual, or queerplatonic)! they all take t shots together and comfort each other through dysphoria

damien and hux are transmasc, lasko, dear, & fl are non-binary, and gavin is genderfluid or maybe genderqueer

(all characters are queer/bi/pan to some degree that's just canon logically since all audios are mfa)

guy is def transmasc and wears honey's hoodie because it secretly helps him with dysphoria (and also to be a menace because it's a win-win situation either way)

all the wolf boys are transmasc

i feel like vincent might be nonbinary or gender non-conforming regardless he just wears whatever he finds stylish

all other demons/daemons are agender

baby helps ollie with his t shots (ollie said his love language is physical touch so i think doing it together is def intimate and comforting for him)

in elliot's dreamscape, he helps sunshine with their insecurities but encourages them not to change their body because they look perfect in reality

personal/projected headcanons

hux, gavin, anton, & sam are all black because i said so ☝🏾

i see headcanons everywhere that lasko or damien is korean and it's true because like.....that ain't no yt boy.....

asher is a lightskin with freckles HELPPPPP

milo and david are brownskin methinks all them wolves got melanin let's be fr...

anton loves talking to love on the phone because he loves the sound of their voice, regardless if he misses them or not

blake has bpd most definitely (takes one to know one......)

huxley loves being the little spoon and damien loves being the big spoon (they always switch cuddling positions in the middle of the night but don't mention doing it outright before bed for months)

huxley plants fruits, veggies, and flowers for damien so they can cook them together

damien is a good cook he definitely made lots of homemade meals with his mom

lasko secretly loves horror movies even if he gets scared watching them (both him and dear get scared and use it as an excuse to get closer to each other on the couch or in bed)

if lasko was a rolling backpack kid i feel like he was def a mouth breather as a kid (HELPPP this is a joke sorry)

i need to write more later this is all i have 😿

[st4rshipr4nger]

I want to hear about your opinion on Umbrella Ben being Sparrow Ben if you don’t mind! Hope you are doing well honey :)

OKAY HELLO goodmorning i saw this earlier while i was making breakfast and almost burnt it LMAO

guys i love ben :( like my baby my baby i dont mind if the world spins faster..the musics louder and the waves crash harder?? 😿

ben isnt the exact same as he was in the first 2 timelines because he was raised different literally died had to watch his family as a ghost for 15 years yadayada but i love to be delusional and time travel is one of my favorite topics so i would loove to talk about this so that is what i will be doing !!

Ben was loved by his family, they say multiple times in the show that they stopped thinking everything was worth it after he died, as much as they're dysfunctional and not the greatest family they still are and it shows when you put them side by side in comparison to the sparrows, but back to Ben he always wanted to be with his family, he was protective over both his families in different ways because that's just who he is, you see him in the first 2 seasons yearning to be back with his siblings, following Klaus around and all that and yes while he absolutely is a little shit his love for his Umbrella family is so..filled with despair and pure love and its kind of lethargic to watch and witness?? It makes me feel so sick thinking about it because, you grow up with these people, and you die in some freak accident and your brother doesn't even tell the rest of your family that he can see you and interact with you for years!! And you follow them around for the rest of your afterlife, watching them make mistake after mistake and you can't do anything about it because you are just a spirit looming over them. They build you a statue and it fucking breaks because they can't get their shit together. You're stuck just outside their reach not being able to say anything to the people you miss so so much and you hold each other so dear to your heart and they don't even know you're there. "slay the darkness within you, find peace with the light" is engraved on his statue/grave and it breaks my heart??? Like what the fuck you guys. Ben was not some happy all the time little angel, he had his flaws just like his siblings and everyone else. He had so much trauma from literally having tentacles coming out of his stomach and he probably killed so many people on purpose or not. I don't like when people mischaracterize him in the way where they make him so..happy? because as much as I would want that he wasn't, Klaus literally describes him as "Dark rainy cloud on a bright sunny day" or something along the lines like I don't think a lot of people get it !!! He spent his whole afterlife just wanting his family, and was so protective over them in his own little way, he was too scared to move on to the light because he was scared he'd be alone and he'd rather be with his brothers and sister. You see him being mean to Klaus in the first 2 seasons and its so funny because it's like yeah he loves you but you are brothers and he's gonna bully the shit out of you and hurt your feelings, yeah you and your siblings were so close so when you possess one brother and go to another one because you finally have a grip, and something that you can use to connect with your siblings again even for a second.

Ben is a complex character just like the rest of his siblings, and you can see parallels between both Sparrow and Umbrella Ben in how he acts with his seperate families. He just wanted to be loved and seen by both of them and it is so gut wrenching. He is such a miserable character because he's longing and yearning just to be included, and be a part of his family. He has to prove himself in some way or another, he loves his siblings so much, all of them in all the timelines.

I thought of this theory that was lowkey self indulgent because I love time travel and paradoxes and all that in my heart and soul and my delusions Ben's love for the Umbrellas transcends through the timelines. No matter what variation of himself they are all so important to him. He was so so upset that he wasn't invited to the bachelor party because he finally has his family that doesn't care about place rankings, the numbers, the counts, any of that. They just care about him. And he can't handle that because Reginald raised the Sparrows and the Umbrellas so differently and Ben is right smack in the middle, torn in between the timelines. This isn't me being like "Oh he's like the EXACT same person like he has the same personality as other ben." Because oh definitely not. They have the same values and the same priorities for the most part but they definitely do not have the same personality as the other because Reginald raised them so differently. And I kind of believe that Reginald knew about Ben and realized how much of lost potential he was? So he raised him to be yknow the "greatest", number one. And then something goes wrong and he get's demoted to number two and yeah Sparrow Ben is definitely more...Stern? Aggressive?Not Aggressive but like I guess more aggravated I suppose because he was literally raised to be better than the umbrellas, he wasn't growing up knowing what it was like to be in such friendships with his siblings like he was before. And it really affected him. Yes, I think Umbrella Ben is still in there because Ben is genuinely a good person and I believe his love for his siblings ascends through the cosmos no matter what timelines, paradox, whatever.

I WENT SOOO OFFTOPIC SO MANY TIMES....

In conclusion because I need to stop before I make this like way too long but Ben is Ben and he just wanted to be loved by his family throughout everything. That's all he wanted since day one was to be with his family and to be seen and heard