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damn it!! im listening to mitski again!!!!! im crying again!!!!!!!!! everything is falling apart again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#DAMN IT#i might cry#i might just do it#i might have a problem#i MIGHT just stare at the dark in my room with no thoughts like a blood sniffing shark#mitski#i love mistki#im gonna lose my mind#i miss being a kid#i miss my innocence#i miss my youth#i miss my lala loopsy dolls#i want to go home
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It is sometimes almost unbearable to watch old media and see how the women are written. Some characters (and then, only some of the time usually) are pleasantly almost better written than one would hope for, but sometimes. Oh my god. Sometimes. The hero tries to help a group of refugees off of his spaceship and gets them to their destination on a pretty much empty planet, and then the young, pretty woman (who has three kids, mind you) among them immediately decides to go and sabotage the hero's ship to force him to stay with her, something that would warrant at least some anger, but certainly also a punch if she were a man, but since she's ~a girl~ no. She just gets to act this way with no social consequence. She says she doesn't love her companion (who asked you to???) and doesn't want the hero to leave her here alone (not his problem?????). She gets lectured by her companion (not a lover or family, just a guy she was escaping with but who somehow acts like he's in charge of her, and so does she) like an unruly child, as he tells her that the hero saved them and then she goes and does something like this to him (which, yeah!! Precisely! You'd think an adult woman wouldn't recklessly do this and expect the hero would then trust and love her and yet!! Apparently this is not a deal-breaker in and of itself since she actually ends up with this guy companion!). Then her kids comfort her (what the fuck??).
Anyway, I've seen the worst Battlestar Galactica series (the old one) episode yet, and this damn character was only one of my grievances with it, but uurggh I can't stand how they write women sometimes, I really can't.
For instance I hate how a weird guy who is obviously sus as hell enters the plot, and of course a woman will immediately be seduced/influenced by him even if he's twice her age and not appealing at all.
#Bloom talks#I do not think this series passes the Bechdel test#but I do like Cassiopea very much#and Athena but she's faded to a background character since she's stopped being a love-interest for Starbuck.......#Battlestar galactica#gnashing my teeth#I miss my innocence#well no not really#building castles in the salt
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love how the moment ao3 goes down we all start acting like housewives waiting for their husbands to come back from war
#im not innocent of this either#my light my darling my life please come back i miss you#ao3#archive of our own#fanfiction#ao3 down
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Woke up at 3 am
I was crying, tears on my face
Its a relief i still have emotions.
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Imagine falling asleep next to someone and not being afraid that you might be assaulted in your sleep. I would really enjoy that.
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https://uquiz.com/quiz/DWh3dL/fanfic-purity-test
so i got 95%.....
#fanfic purity test#fanfic#def unpure#save my soul#so many of them were accidents i swear#i never meant to read so many of them#tag your fics people#i blame the tags#and my youthful innocence#of like 4 years ago#i was just a baby#i miss my innocence
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WOW Malevolent is stressing me out
#I'm going a bit crazy here#i thought i was all cool on my show theories n stuff#but finding out the interaction of the Patreon version may give a whole nother level of consideration to the characters makes me mighty#uncomfortable#i miss my innocence#i also feel like I'm playing 4-d chess but the peices are missing#my fear here is that I'm going to be punched in the gut at the end of the series and be upset#plz don't break my heart#🥺
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they have so many belts....
#gillion seems so unhinged and bloodthirsty in the latest (28) episodes and im very sad about it :( i miss my serious noble dork gillion....#he leveled up and power got into his head... now he's smiting innocent people and acting like a fool...#chip has an emotional crisis over killing goblins and significantly grows as a character. meanwhile gillion gets corrupted#jay is slaying so hard i love her. she seems reasonable but no. she's insane when need be#anyways. rambling over#just roll with it#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#jay ferin#jrwi chip#chip jrwi#my art#sketch
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Bonus:
#the terror#the terror amc#james fitzjames#look I made this gifset entirely innocently okay#I was thinking about how characters move for fic writing#and realized fitzjames is all over the place#he's very elegant but also very dynamic#most of the other characters we only really see#standing or sitting in a chair#but fitzjames is constantly throwing himself into things#and if that involves getting on the ground then sure#he'll do that too#idk I just thought it was an interesting character note#off the top of my head only blanky is like#similar in that way#but okay all that meta nonsense aside#lol gifset of fitzjames kneeling#my posts#my gifs#also if I missed a scene let me know#I almost included when he collapses but#that wasn't a purposeful choice by him#so it didn't really count#though now that I think about it#I think he also kneels in the scene where#he first sees that he's bleeding from scurvy#but you don't get a good look at him it's just implied#so wouldn't have made a good gif#but still!!!
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Anyone else notice how Eddie’s place is the only one not decorated? Just food for thought
#welcome home spoilers#welcome home#eddie dear#my boy is 100% missing#still haunted by that video#good lord#I swear to fuck if Home genuinely did something to him#home doing that does further by theory that Wally is completely innocent
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It's been some time since I drew anything for this AU, I missed it ^^
Closer look below the cut!
#submas#submas au#subway bosses#subway boss ingo#ingo#pokemon ranger ingo au#subway boss emmet#emmet#champion emmet#pokemon ranger#pokemon oc#hana oc#my art#I should draw them more this au is so so tasty#I really missed drawing for it#sneasel looks innocent and cute but it's a bastard /affectionate#emmet's just excited to reintroduce ingo to all their train trivia once they're reunited
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While rereading mdzs I am once again shocked by how talked about the "you were the only mistake he ever made" line from Lan Xichen to Wei Wuxian is and how heated it gets some people because honestly... I don't think he actually even believes that.
Stay with me. Look at the actual line. (I Included 2 translations for comparison's sake)
Firstly, yes he is mad at Wei Wuxian in this scene. But his biggest moment of anger was actually before this. By this point he's realized that Wei Wuxian forgot what happened after nightless city (and therefore ISN'T stringing along his baby brother on purpose) so he has in fact calmed down a bit.
Secondly, notice that he starts by talking about how his uncle felt. This is not Lan Xichen making a value statement about what he thinks. When he says Lan Wangji was proper and righteous he is talking about him being a model lan, he's talking about their family and clan's perspective of Wangji. Indeed, in their eyes, Wei Wuxian is the only time Lan Wangji was ever not the textbook perfect Lan.
Thirdly, what is Lan Xichen trying to say here? What is he mad at Wei Wuxian for? It's that he doesn't know Lan Wangji is in love with him. His anger is eased by realizing Wei Wuxian doesn't remember the very blatant confessions lwj made in the cave after nightless city, or Lan Wangji fighting his own clan elders for Wei Wuxian, and so had no way of knowing the whipmarks on Lan Wangji's back were related to him. But he is still mad, he still thinks Wei Wuxian should have been able to figure it out. So what does he highlight?
The fact that the only thing Lan Wangji, perfect model-Lan righteous Lan Wangji, ever defies his clan for is Wei Wuxian.
And Wei Wuxian has seen him do this! Even if he doesn't remember this one instance. Because Lan Wangji has been doing that the whole story through. Wei Wuxian has watched Lan Wangji blatantly stand against the entire cultivation world for him, and here Lan Xichen is highlighting just how unusual that is, how much Wei Wuxian must mean to Lan Wangji that he's willing to do that. The important part of the sentence here is not "mistake" it's "only."
Lan Xichen here isn't trying to say that he disapproves of Wei Wuxian, or telling him to stay away from his brother. Remember, the thing that made him mad in the first place was Wei Wuxian saying that he and Lan Wangji slept in seperate rooms. He thought they were together! He's mad because they're not!
At no point does Lan Xichen say he individually considers Lan Wangji's feelings for Wei Wuxian a mistake. If he ever did, it's clear he accepted them regardless long ago. Mistake or not, what he wants is for his little brother to be happy.
#mdzs#mdzs meta#lan xichen#For the record even IF he really did think of wwx as a mistake I think he's owed a moment of pettiness!#he's wrong but when i see people cite it as a major reason they dislike him i'm like... everyone in this novel is a war criminal#but frankly that's not so relevant because looking at the text... he doesn't think that!#he's consistently pro wangxian the whole story through. this speech is literally the catalyst to wwx confessing his feelings to lwj!!#frankly for a shovel talk – which it basically is– this whole thing is MILD. there weren't even any death threats!#also!! it drive me up the all when people mistake the intentional xiyao wangxian parralels in this scene as a personal dig on lxc#Yes! Xiyao and wangxian are foils! everyone seeing wwx as a stain on hanguang-jun's reputation but the venerated triad as an honorable bond#only for wangxian to end up happy and lan xichen with both his sworn brothers dead... that's the themes baby!!! can't trust reputations!!#but then people get mad like 'wow how DARE he say that when HE liked jgy!' that's the point!! miss mxtx did that on purpose!#Also lan xichen is VERY aware at this point just how much jgy lied to him! It's not like he's still in his a-yao is innocent era#He is LITERALLY a hostage! He is processing all of this as we speak!#he's less 'YOU are a mistake and i wish wangji didn't love you! unlike me who has never trusted anyone i shouldn't'#and more 'my entire life is falling apart right now and my little brother is the only one in my family who might still get a happy ending-#WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU DIDN'T KNOW HE WAS IN LOVE WITH YOU???'
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@livmadart voice: he's like a bug
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#detective conan#anime#edogawa conan#the detective gremlin#detco watching#detco posting#i'm so sorry liv your influence has been just so strong this particular phrase keeps echoing in my head#today on my rewatch i reached HONDOU EISUKE (MY ELUSIVE SON!!! I MISSED YOU) INTRO EPISODE AND THIS FRAME CAME @ ME#and i was instantly like ''he's like a lil bug''#so I'm sorry for the tag in a way but also not in another#feel free to ignore it i just wanted to let the world know that phrase came from you#but gosh his EYES ARE SO HUGE HERE THE PROPORTIONS ARE INSANE#also: innocent child act turned on at 120% so he can get that info lol i love him
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DAMN GIRL WE SEE EM
#i miss louis' big brown eyes ngl#i still love him tho#my sweet innocent princess#jacob loves those contacts i swear#louis de pointe du lac#jacob anderson#iwtv season 2#iwtv s2#iwtv#amc iwtv#amc interview with the vampire#interview with the vampire#iwtv spoilers
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gx is so crazy how do you explain to someone with a surface-level understanding of what yugioh is that the series after dm features a hermaphroditic dragon-demon card spirit fusing their soul with the main character, who also has apparently been continually reincarnating for 100s of years with the card spirit's primary goal being to protect him, and when they embrace to fuse he says they shall never part again because they will forever and always from that point on be one jointed soul and body, and also he commits a borderline genocide against the card spirit race (???) and straight up kills some of his friends (they get better), and also there's a character who got his leg broken during an archeological dig and they replaced the broken bone with a dinosaur bone (???) and now he's like part dino and has fucking dino dna (?????????) and they send him to space as his dinosona to destroy a satellite that is about to destroy the earth (????????????), and also one of the teachers in the school (seto kaiba's duel school for dueling) is a homunculus and when he dies his soul (???) gets eaten by his cat and for the rest of the series he is living (?) inside of the cat's body, and also on top of all that theres a cool rival character as expected of a show targeted towards young boys who looks cool but in actuality he's lame as hell like he canonically stinks like shit cause he doesn't wash his clothes and he joins a cult and they get him out of the cult by reminding him that his real personality is being a rancid little stinky smelly bastard loser and no one likes him and he spends the entire series getting completely dunked on and also his main archetype is these things:
and then you have to concede that at the end of the day it is still an anime for a children's card game designed to sell the cards so if you ever try to explain the impact this had on your developing mind at 7 years old you'll sound sick
#i could have gone on. didn't even mention the shredded anthros the guy murdered for duel monsters the guy named The Ultimate D the#t#ygo#i would love to create a whole analysis of gx because i think (possibly by accident) it is truly a gutwrenching story#about depression and growing up and loss of innocence in adolescence#but i can't do that because i would first have to try and frame it in the context of a children's card game anime#and i'm just a little too embarrassed to#also because a lot of the most impactful parts are censored or straight removed in the 4kids dub#(which is what most people this side of the globe know it from)#so i'd be asking anyone my age familiar with the franchise to toss side their nostalgia#(a nostalgia i don't share because *i* was only familiar with gx through fansubs as it came on during a time slot i wasn't able to record)#(because i watched everything i liked on vcr because otherwise i missed it)#(and my mom's shows had priority so i could only record a couple. and i chose sonic x#anyways. all that is to say that jun manjoume (thunder if you will) would have been considered a transgender icon if gx came out today#and also every single character is autistic#every single one of them. because yugioh is magic for autistic gay people
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Sacrificial Lamb
another little symbolism moment with my oc inquisitor maera modeled on 'innocence' by William Adolphe-Bougueraeu
#my art#dragon age#qunari#dragon age inquisitor#qunari inquisitor#inquisitor adaar#adaar#inquisitor maera#lamb#artists on tumblr#art#wow another painting of maera looking UP how original ik anyways parts of this are great parts i rushed bc it is 2:40 am#and i wanted this to be done tonight#OUGH I MISSED HER i missed my babygirl#obsessed with the role of the inquisitor as like figurehead and also sacrifice#also martyr also saint like i love leaning into the cult of the herald idea tbh and like since shes like 10 theres is a level of#child sacrifice to it like the loss of innocence the child of omelaswhich like if i ever get the energy for fic writing again we WILL be#exploring everyone's feelings about that (many flavors of guilt)#i told myself I wasn't gonna do a gold foil background but gradually we ended up with that. I also told myself no halo but
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