#i miss being a child and only having to worry about mr x killing them :(
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muffingnf · 2 months ago
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i know normal people moved on within a few hours max However liam dying has broken my brain and regressed me back into my 12 year old self. anyway kiss you was one direction’s best single
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the-froschamethyst4 · 3 months ago
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No Need To Cry
𖤐Pairing: Husband! Ghost x Wife! Reader
𖤐Pronouns: She/Her
𖤐Warnings: Fluff, language, kissing, protective Simon, Pregnant Reader, hormonal reader, married couple, doctors appointment, more use of Simon,
𖤐Summary: During a doctor appointment Y/n gets a bit emotional thinking Simon wouldn’t want a little girl and was nervous to tell him only for him to love the child either way
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Y/n was sitting in the waiting room of her usual doctors office, her foot bouncing up and down impatiently, she was here on time for her appointment, what's taking so long?
Y/n had looked down at her phone looking at the wallpaper of her and her husband Simon. The photo was of them two at their wedding, the photo was of Simon giving his vows to Y/n and Y/n not being able to hold back tears.
"Y/n?" She looks up at the nurse that came in, she gets up and walks with the nurse, she was behind the nurse rubbing her showing belly, today she was learning the gender of her baby.
Simon couldn't make it because of work but he'll be home later tonight and they can celebrate the gender tonight.
She sits on the small table waiting for her doctor.
But thought kept running through Y/n's mind. Simon had mention how he wanted a boy, a boy so he could teach him things, like fishing, hunting, and even see if his son will be interested in the Military like him.
He's never once brought up what if it was a girl? Will he still be in her life if the baby was a girl and not a boy like he wanted. Y/n has also seen on social media of dads getting mad that the baby is a girl and not a boy. She doesn't want that to be Simon if he's serious about having a boy more than a girl.
"Hi, Miss Y/n, no husband today?" Her doctor asked coming in.
"No, not today, he had work and couldn't get off."
"Well, are you ready to learn the gender?"
"Yes," she sounded nervous.
"Don't worry, it's a big deal. Were you two going to do a gender reveal?" The doctor asked getting everything ready for Y/n.
"No, Simon doesn't want a big party, so we're going to celebrate just us."
"Ah! I see, I understand too, my wife and I didn't do a big party," he says. "Alright lift your shirt," she did and waits for the worse part the ice cold gel the doctor squirts on her stomach.
"Okay..." He says.
Y/n's nerves were at this point shot, she just wants to know, Y/n didn't care on gender she was going to love her child the same way boy or girl.
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Y/n's appointment was done and she held the envelop in her hands holding the gender of the baby, she looks at it in her hands and was just scared to even open it.
Does she wait for Simon?
Should she open it now?
Should she wait till she's home and not in the parking lot of the doctors office?
She puts it in the passenger seat and starts to drive home the anticipation was killing her.
Getting home she puts the envelop on the counter in the kitchen, she pulls a stool out and sits at the counter, head in her hands as she looks at the unopen envelop.
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Simon came home, he unlocks the front door kicks his dirty boots off at the front door and places his keys on the keyholder by the front door. He comes around the corner seeing Y/n, at the kitchen counter, head in her hands, looking down at an unopened envelop.
"Love?"
"Simon," he comes up to her kissing her temple.
"How was the appointment?"
"Good."
"So...what's the verdict?" He asked.
"I don't know."
"Huh, what do you mean? You didn't look?"
"I was contemplating opening it, and then I wanted to wait for you, and then I started to get nervous and then just didn't open it, and you're home now, so...maybe we should open it together," she says.
"Sure, love, we can...how long have you been at the counter?" She looks at the clock on the stove.
"5 hours."
"Love."
"I was nervous."
He takes the envelop off the counter and opens it, he starts unfolding the paper and starts reading it, he reads.
Congratulations Mr. and Mrs. Riley, you are having...a baby girl.
He sets the paper down and pushes it to Y/n, she reads it and looks up at Simon, he held a smile on his face and held Y/n bring her into a tight hug and resting his big hand on her stomach.
"A baby girl," he says, bending down and kissed Y/n's belly.
Y/n didn't know how to feel, Simon wanted a boy, but he's happy for a girl? Hot tears filled her eyes and her knuckles pushed against her eyes.
Simon hears sniffling, he looks up and sees Y/n's semi red face.
"Love? What's wrong?" He stood up holding Y/n's face and wiping tears from her cheeks.
"I'm happy we're having a girl...but I didn't know how'd you react...you talked about h-how you wanted a boy...and I was scared t-that you'd be d-disappointed that it w-wasn't," she hiccups.
"Love, I married you because I knew you were the one for me, you kept me in my place and you comforting me during my lows. I would never leave you just because we're having a girl. I just talked about how nice it would be if the baby was a boy, but deep down I wanted a little girl. Seeing a mini you run around the house would make my years even better. I would never just walk out that door because we weren't having a boy, that's ridiculous..." he announced while holding Y/n's head against his chest.
"So-"
"I'm not leaving," he says, kissing the top of her head. "Why would I? You're such a beautiful, gorgeous and attractive woman, and you're fucking carrying my child," he says. "No need to cry, my love, I'm not going anywhere and we're going to be the best parents we can be to this baby girl."
He placed his hand on her stomach once more. "I love you," he tells her.
"I love you too, Si." He bends down to her and kissed her lips.
"Now...let's dry those tears of yours, and celebrate."
"What are we going to do? I can't drink."
"I know...I bought you some sparkling apple juice," he says, showing off the bottle that mimicked a wine bottle. "I'll be having this," showing off his usual bourbon drink.
Y/n giggles at her husband and pulls him into another warm hug. "Thank you for being the best husband, I could ask for," she says.
"Of course, my love."
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emo-trash101 · 9 months ago
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HELLO HELLO ONYX,DEARIE!!
I'm baaaack!~
(me,coming to your blog when I have an Idea because I want to feed you: )
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The platonic asker,yours truly,has come once more to request a new platonic headcanon!
May I please have platonic! any character you'd like (Maybe Alastor,Vox and Lucifer,but you may change that as always! All characters are welcome.) With Child!Gn!Reader that randomly goes out (maybe teleports? Idk,just a random idea) and brings back random sinners (mostly poor and homeless) at the hotel/the character's work and goes "They wanted to work for/with you!!" with that little sweet and innocent voice of theirs? They're really naive and talks to everyone really kindly,a bit like my first ask! They're just a sweet sunshine kid that wants to help those in need! It's not their fault there are bad people that may use them,they just want to help!!
Anyways,I think that's good for me!!
Here's another reminder to take care of yourself! Eat,drink and sleep well,honey!
Enjoy writing this new prompt <33
Stay proud,
-Nina <33
I MISSEDD YOUUUU!!! And that prompt is giving me flashbacks to when I brought a feral raccoon into my house when I was a little kid lmao. But I love this!
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Alastor, Vox, and Lucifer x Sweet Child! reader
THIS IS STRICTLY PLATONIC AND SHOULD ONLY BE TAKEN AS SUCH
Pronouns: Second person, gender neutral
Tw: Kidnapping? (Can a child kidnap someone?), pedos, general hazbin hotel
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Alastor -
- I would say this man would be disappointed but in all honesty, he probably taught you how to steal people by accident.
- It would most likely take place after Charlie goes on one of her rants about how she needs more people at the hotel, and you being the cute little child you are, waddle away to go find some.
- I feel like he wouldn't particularly notice you missing until you show back up, random ass sinner in tow.
- Obviously you get lectured by everyone for stealing a person off the street and bringing him to where you live.
- cause...y'know...pedophiles happen to be in hell.
- But after you pull out the cute little eyes and the "I just wanted to help" everyone kinda gives up.
- Alastor does make you release him back outside like a butterfly you grabbed (omg that is something I never thought I would write)
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Vox -
- As I've mentioned before, this man kinda lowkey sucks.
- Like Alastor, probably accidentally taught you how to steal someone, but he probably did it on purpose or some shit.
- You'd most likely see him murder fire another one of his workers and decide that he needs an immediate replacement.
- So you take your two little feet and waddle down the streets of hell asking anyone and everyone if they want to work for Vox.
- Obviously everyone wants to work for the Vees, so you end up bringing like a hoard of people to the office and kinda just, bring them in.
- As I've mentioned, this man would not notice you being gone like, ever, so when you magically show tf up with like 70 people all in tow, he is partially impressed and partially confused.
- He asks you why you brought so many people and you just look up at him with your cute little baby doll eyes and go "I thought you needed someone to replace mr. dead guy".
- He honestly kinda appreciates it and gives you a little pat on the head as he kills kicks out everyone you brought.
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Lucifer -
- This man pays copious amounts of attention to you so the fact you were able to waddle away to go collect people off the street is honestly astounding.
- He was like, super art blocked and could not come up with another idea for a duck, and it was starting to piss both of you off.
- So you do your little thing and walk off by yourself to collect another person to help come up with some sweet succulent duck ideas.
- Well turn out, creepy people exist in hell (surprise surprises).
- So a creepy ass guy follows you to the palace and when you get back Lucifer panics.
- He was worried you died or something and was about to go find you when you show up with a rando behind you.
- Lucifer politely scolds you for running off like that, but before you could introduce him to the guy you found to help, the guy left.
- So you give up and instead devote a lot of your time to making a new rubber duck
- Lucifer ends up making a duck that can track where you are incase you go wandering off again.
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This was so funny to write, I hope y'all enjoyed reading it!
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xoxodiluc · 2 years ago
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lapis dei | zhongli ( genshin impact ) x female! reader
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— part four.
series genre romance, angst, smut, fantasy mafia! au
summary in your family, being married and giving an heir to a certain man you’re married to is a must. after zhongli lost his wife guizhong — he was devastated. but there’s no time in wasting to find another woman who shall be his wife, and you were chosen.
cw in this chapter mentions of pregnancy, threats, mentions of blood, violence, character death, use of guns, use of sword | please read at your own risk, and please send an ask if i missed any content warnings here. not proofread.
word count 1.5k
notes + at the end this is a reupload!!! since this app wanna act up… epilogue soon :)
one | two | three | four ( you’re here )
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You haven’t seen Zhongli much after the incident in the dining room a few days ago. Even if you bump into him, you doubt he would notice you.
“Madam Y/N?” A maid knocked on the door, and you told her to come in. She bowed as she entered. “Breakfast is ready.”
You nodded, thanking her before following her to the dining room, and to your surprise, Zhongli was there drinking tea.
But he didn’t acknowledge you.
It only took moments before he got up and went to his office, much to your disappointment.
He was so confusing.
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Lately, you’ve been feeling tired even though you were only always lonely and bored in the mansion, and you’ve been feeling nauseous.
If you were pregnant, you were scared about what Zhongli’s reaction would be. He’ll be glad you finally gave him an heir...
But what about you?
You cursed your family for requiring you to be in an arranged marriage. Because now you were in love with a man who won’t love you back.
“Madam, you called for me?” Arya, one of your trusted maids, showed up in front of your room in no time.
“Yes. Can you keep this a secret, please?” When she nodded, you continued. “Buy me a few pregnancy tests.” She was surprised for a moment but nodded in understanding nonetheless.
“Of course, Madam.” She bowed when you thanked her before walking away, and you sighed as you closed the door.
“And if I am pregnant,” You whispered, looking down at your stomach, “What would I name you?” You scoffed, “Or would Rex Lapis name you instead?”
After Arya bought you pregnancy tests, you went to the bathroom to test them and waited for the results, and you were right.
You were pregnant.
You were elated, finally having a child, but you weren’t happy with your marriage.
Sighing, you walked by the window and noticed a letter sitting there. It was unsettling because there wasn’t any sign of who it was from. Slowly, you opened the letter, and you gasped.
‘Now, you shall perish.’ Written in blood.
“Don’t move.”
Your breath hitched when you sensed someone behind you, “W-Who… How—”
“Don’t speak. Just come with me.”
The person covered your mouth with a cloth, and you lost consciousness.
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“What’s up with you these days?”
Xiao’s voice interrupted Zhongli’s thoughts. “…Hm?”
“You’ve been acting… weird.” He crossed his arms. “Is there something wrong?”
“I’d rather not talk about it. It’s not that big of a deal.”
The Yaksha was worried, but he just shrugged it off. “All right. Also, there are still no reports about your superior’s death. We’ve been investigating it for so long…Tch.”
Zhongli sighed, “We just need to try our hardest.”
A few moments later, Ganyu came bursting through the door. “Mr. Zhongli! Madam Y/N is missing! And she has received a suspicious letter… There isn’t any sign of who it’s from!”
“What?” Ganyu gave him the letter, and when he opened it, his eyes widened.
Immediately, he ordered Xiao, Ganyu, and the Millelith — “Find my wife. Now.”
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“I told you to kill her, not bring her here…! Have you fucking lost your mind?!”
“I-I’m sorry… I couldn’t bring myself to!”
You slowly gained consciousness. It took a few seconds to realize your hands were tied up as you lay on the ground of an empty warehouse.
“You’re finally awake.” You recognized that voice, Raiden Shogun!
You looked up at her, glaring. “Zhongli will fucking kill you. He’ll come to find me.” You didn’t know why you said that. It slipped out of your mouth.
But you knew he wouldn’t come to find you.
“Oh? When he does come to find you, he’ll also see the woman he actually loves.”
Your eyebrows furrowed. “W-what?” As if on cue, a woman came up behind Raiden.
Lady Guizhong. Zhongli’s former wife, she’s alive?
She gave you a pitiful look, and you looked back at Raiden, a disturbing smile forming on her face. “She’s not dead. She killed Morax’s superior for her beloved husband to be the leader.”
Oh my God.
You were overwhelmed. It was slowly making sense. Raiden Shogun had probably planned this for so long — Lady Guizhong had killed Zhongli’s superior for Zhongli to be the leader, and Raiden Shogun somehow found out who the killer of his superior was, then used her in her plan.
But what would happen to Lady Guizhong now?
“Didn’t I tell you to count your days, Y/N? I’m gonna get rid of you.” Raiden Shogun pointed her gun at you, and you closed your eyes, your heart pounding so loud that you could almost hear it.
‘I’m sorry, my future child.’
You waited for the gunshot, but then Raiden hummed. “Or what if… Guizhong just kills you instead? Wouldn’t that be so fucked up?” She let out a laugh.
You opened your eyes immediately, and Lady Guizhong shook her head. “N-No please, I can’t—”
“I’m ordering you. Kill your former husband’s current wife.”
Guizhong sobbed as Raiden pushed her gun into her hands, and she looked at you. “I’m sorry.”
Suddenly, you heard gunshots outside the empty warehouse.
“How?!” Raiden Shogun angrily exclaimed, and Guizhong took the opportunity to remove the rope tied up around your wrists as soon as the Millelith crashed into the place, shooting Raiden’s soldiers.
“I left the letter you received in your room on purpose so there was evidence you were kidnapped, and I hoped they could come and save you.” Guizhong flashed a sad smile, “I’m sorry once again.”
“Raiden Shogun. I knew you were suspicious ever since you visited Liyue.”
Zhongli… He came.
He ran towards you but slowly stopped once he saw Guizhong.
“You… You’re alive…?”
Guizhong shook her head, “I’m sorry. Please. Save Y/N and forget about me.” He stared at her in shock.
“Ah, my plan is all ruined!” Raiden Shogun spoke up, holding a tachi in her hand. “Guizhong killed your superior for you to become the new leader, Morax. She deserves to perish, doesn’t she?”
Slash!
And just like that, Guizhong was dead. Zhongli’s breath hitched.
Tears formed in your eyes as you grabbed the gun Guizhong was holding and pointed it at Raiden Shogun. You shot her in the shoulder as she cried out in pain. “You…!”
Zhongli immediately grabbed your hand and pulled you towards the door to escape, but you felt Raiden’s sword slashing your back, making you groan and fall. He looked back furiously to shoot her, but she managed to flee the warehouse.
“Go! I’ll take care of this!” Xiao yelled out as he shot Raiden’s soldiers. Zhongli picked you up, starting to panic when he saw you losing consciousness as he ran out of the warehouse. Ganyu then showed up and helped Zhongli carry you.
“Y/N... Live. Please.”
That was the last thing you heard from him before you passed out.
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You opened your eyes slowly, attempting to get up, but it hurt like hell. “Ow!”
“Finally.” You heard someone say, then saw Zhongli giving you a small smile. “Don’t try to get up yet. You’re still not well.”
You slowly sat up and looked away from him, making him frown.
Didn’t he tell you to fuck off because you aren’t his real wife? Why is he here?
“Um…” You started, “How did you know where I was?”
“You received a threat, right? Then you went missing. I immediately ordered Xiao to do everything he can to find you. The first person who came to mind is Raiden Shogun, who’s been suspicious ever since she visited Liyue. I was right.” He sighed, “And I was scared… You’d be dead as soon as we got there. I’m glad you weren’t.”
You huffed, “Why would you be scared?”
“Because… I love you.” You looked at him, surprised at his sudden confession. “After Guizhong ‘died’, I was scared of falling in love again. That’s why I said those foolish things and started avoiding you because I realized I was falling in love with you. I’m sorry for that.” Zhongli held your hand, “But trust me, I do love you.”
“Really?”
“Yes.” He said, “Fuck the contract. I’m willing to break the contract for you. Only you.”
You swallowed a lump in your throat. “How do I know you’re not lying?”
“I’ll prove it to you. I’ll do anything. Please.” Zhongli — Rex Lapis got on his knees, looking up at you as his hands clasped yours tightly. “I beg of you, believe me when I say I love you.”
Take the risk or lose the chance.
Because even after all the unfortunate events, you still loved him.
You sobbed, pulling him up to his feet and hugging him. “I believe you.”
“We still have a long way to go,” He kissed your forehead, and you saw tears in his eyes as he looked down at your stomach. “We’ll take care of this little one, too.”
“You knew?”
He intertwined his hand with yours. “I saw the test before we came to find you. Thankfully after the incident, our baby is fine. You’re so strong.”
You smiled, and it quickly faltered when you remembered the previous events. “What happened to Raiden Shogun?”
His face suddenly turned serious. “She managed to escape after attacking you, which is unfortunate. Fear not, I made sure you’re completely protected and no one is taking you away from me now. I won’t allow it.”
You laughed. “Noted.”
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notes that’s it for zhongli’s series! idk i kinda feel eh about it 😭 but there might be an epilogue :) thank you so much for reading! 💖
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imagineanime2022 · 7 months ago
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My Hero Characters W/ S/O Like Black Widow
Mr Compress X Fem!Reader, Spinner X Reader, Fatgum X Reader, Eraserhead X Reader
Requested: @supernatural-hunter1
Request: I got the perfect idea for you? Mr. Compress, Spinner, Fatgum, Aizawa, dating Black Widow the shield agent?
Warning: Talk of not being able to have kids (Mr compress), general trauma
Mr Compress
🔮 No one knows how Compress had ever managed to get your attention but it was a story that you both kept to yourself, something that was yours 🔮 You are probably the reason behind the success that he had outside of the LoV. They honestly had no doubt about that. 🔮 He liked that sass that you’d often give back to anyone who challenges you, he’d often sit back and let you take care of it. 🔮 Will be there for you when you need him to, anything that you want to talk about, he’ll listen always.
You sat in the room provided for you and Compress, you had spent the whole day getting to know the people that you would be working with and most of them were what you expected, everyone except for Toga. The young girl had latched onto your side, probably because you were the only other female in the group. The act itself was harmless but given the life that you had lived it reminded you of something that you couldn’t have.
Compress had noticed that you were missing the moment that you disappeared from sight, heave you a moment after all you could have just gone to the bathroom, when you didn’t reappear he decided that he was going to look for you. It didn’t take long to find you in the bedroom “are you okay love?” He asked. “I’m fine.” You answered. “Then what are you doing hiding in here?” He asked as he closed the door, slipping off his mask and the fabric underneath, allowing you to see his face. “No I just, it’s Toga.” You answered. “The young girl?” He asked. “What did she do?” “It was nothing that she did, it just reminded me of something that was taken from me.” You answered. “Taken from you?” He asked. “You remember when I said that the people that made me this way, took some things from me, things that I could never get back?” You asked. “Yes.” He answered as he crawled onto the bed after kicking off his shoes sitting behind you, where he wrapped his arms around your waist as he listened. “One of the things that they took from me was my womb.” You answered hands lacing with his over your stomach “I will never have a child at least not of my own and I saw that girl, when she said that her family did nothing to help her, I just…” You trailed off and he pressed a kiss to your shoulder before resting his chin on it, fingers tightening around yours. “Why don’t you help her then, she seems to like you, she’s a delightful young lady.” He answered, you looked at him over your shoulder. “Take her under your wing and see what happens. At least if something ever happens to me then I know that you had someone else.” “Nothing is going to happen to you.” You insisted and he shrugged. “I’m sure with you around that is true.” He answered. “And we’ll make everyone regret ever taking anything from you on the way to our happy ending.”
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Spinner
🦎 You were the one that taught Spinner how to use his abilities to aid him in a fight, your stealth instincts were on point and he’d trust you over anyone else. 🦎 When he decided to join the league of villains he offered you a chance to go with him, of course you said yes. He worried that you would end up killing someone before the mission starts. 🦎 You became the information gatherer, you were good at disguising yourself and blending in with the crowd, you got everything that you needed with no one ever knowing that you were there. 🦎 And the people who did know never lived long enough to tell anyone about it.
You were quick on your feet as you moved around the destroyed Mafia base, the heroes had been guarding it so well or so they thought. Shigaraki had asked you to get any information still left there that related to the bullets that he had taken from them. You didn’t think that there would be anything left but if there was even one more computer you could extract information from it.
You easily snuck through the corridors dodging the night guards and into the ruined building, it didn’t take long to find a room with a computer in it, it looked like one they had marked for removal but it hadn’t been done yet. “How is it going?” Spinner’s voice sounded through the ear piece. “No spotted yet, found a computer that they haven’t moved yet, looks like they want to though, so there might be something on this one.” You explained lowly as you put the memory stick in, you didn’t need the screen, the memory stick had a programme on ti that would take everything the computer had to offer but that did mean that you would have to go through all the information and pick out what Shigaraki would want to hear about, so even after you get out of here you’d have some work to do. “Good then you can get out of there.” Spinner urged and you hummed eyes moving to the corridor, there was movement outside, the room had no door but it was pitch black in the room, you were careful with your steps as you slowly moved around him as he checked the room, you got behind him, your arm wrapped around his neck cutting off his airways while taking the walkie from his pocket to stop him from calling anyone else, noting the soft beep telling you that the extraction was finished. You dropped the body to the floor when he stopped fighting you and grabbed the memory stick before getting the same way you had gotten in.
You met Spinner at the car where he had been waiting for you, you both made tracks ditching the car before heading back to the hideout, you had been working for hours when Spinner brought you food and water for the long night ahead “anything good?” He asked, leaning down behind you. “Nothing yet, just normal stuff at the moment, but there is something behind a lot of passwords and security so maybe that’s what we’re looking for.” You answered, pressing a kiss to his cheek “thanks for the food and water.” “No problem.” He answered, a small blush on his cheeks. “You should get some rest, you don’t need to stay up too.” You said softly, he looked at you for a second before shaking his head. “I’m not tired.” He denied as he sat in the chair next to you. “You're too sweet for this world.” You informed him, he just looked away from you mumbling something you couldn’t hear under his breath. It was only 15 minutes later that he was asleep in the chair, you moved him over to the sofa where he would be a little more comfortable, you could not be happier with the partner that you had found.
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Fatgum
🍭 Fatgum was completely different to anyone that you had ever met before, kind and encouraging, he seemed to see something in you, something that you definitely didn’t see. 🍭 You didn’t believe that you could be a hero, so he kept you close and show you that you could be a hero despite your past. 🍭 It took a long time for you to stop responding to physical touch negatively, he understood completely after a life where physical touch was used as punishment or training he was surprised that you didn’t have more of a reaction. 🍭 Slow and steady wins the race for him, he never forces you into anything and he makes sure that you have a safe space to explore everything and make new opinions about the world you are now a part of.
Fatgum hadn’t heard you come into the room but that was nothing new, you were light on your feet always had been, you glanced over his shoulder to see that he was sorting out paperwork. Perfect. You had been feeling like you needed to be closer to him and hoped that he was doing something stationary so that you could just climb on his lap and stay there for a few hours. “You alright Darling?” He asked. “Mm.” You hum, not sure how to ask him for what you wanted, it was his home office so you didn’t have to worry about someone seeing you, you stood there for a moment before walking forward worming your way under his arm he moved them so that you could get into position easier dropping the pen he was using his hands moving to your body. “You wanna sit with me until I finish?” He asked. “Yeah… Is that okay?” You asked. “‘Course it is sweetheart.” He answered “You're okay though right?” “Hmm.” You hummed, he had always encouraged you to tell him what you were feeling so he could understand where you were at. “I just wanted to be with you, close to you.” “You should have said something sooner, I always want to be close to you.” He pressed a kiss to the top of your head as he leaned back moving you to a more comfortable position across his lap, he was in his slimmer form so he had less surface area to work with, you rested your head on his shoulder pressing your face to his neck to hide your eyes. “This is good.” You mumbled. “I’ll only be a couple more hours, after that we can go lay down, how does that sound?” You asked. “Great.” You mumbled softly slipping into relaxation easily.
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Eraserhead
🐛 Aizawa had worked hard with you, when he had found you on the mission to take down the smudging ring. You had refused to talk to anyone but him and that was where the relationship started. 🐛 When you were well enough you started helping others, you became one of the most loved heroes using everything that they had taught you to help others. 🐛 You and Aizawa were dangerous on stealth missions, you were usually the ones called when information was needed or a job needed doing quietly. 🐛 When Aizawa got 1A, you expected to spend less time with him but instead with all of the villain attacks and the danger that followed the class meant that you spent more time together in the dorms than you ever had before.
You sat on the sofa in the room that they had given you in the dorm with the kids, you were waiting for Aizawa to do his last sweep of the dorms to make sure that all the kids were in their rooms and everyone was okay.
Your mind travelled back through everything that had happened since Aizawa had saved you, everything that he had helped you through, everything that you gained just from him helping you through your recovery. When he saved you, you didn’t even know what it meant to want something for yourself, or to deal with something outside of violence.
Your attention was drawn back to the present recognising Aizawa crouched in front of you “there you are, you back with me?” He asked. “How long have you been back?” You asked. “A couple of minutes later, I came back and you were crying.” He answered “what were you thinking about?” “Just everything that’s happened, I didn’t even realise that I was crying.” You frowned as you lifted your hands to your face wiping away the tears that were still on your cheeks. “Your okay?” He asked, you knew what he was asking, checking in to make sure that there was nothing that you needed physically, emotionally or material. “I’m okay.” You answered, throwing your arms out, he leaned forward accepting your affection and then lifting you easily from your place on the couch heading towards your bedroom. “Come on, let's get some rest.” He said softly as he took you to bed. “Yeah okay.” You nodded.
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peachymilkandcream · 1 month ago
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The Captain | Levi x Evelyn x Female Reader
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(A/N: What? Peachy writing a oneshot? Impossible. Hey guys I know I've been on break for the past while, life has been so hectic lately but I'm going to slowly try and get back in the hang of things. I might even be opening requests up very soon! We'll see what happens. I've never thought of adding Reader into a Levi x Evelyn oneshot but thought hey why not? Let me know if you like these kinds of things, I thought it might be fun! Also I might split this into two parts, so if you'd like a part two let me know!)
WARNINGS: implied/referenced noncon/dubcon, graphic descriptions of violence, domestic violence, manipulation, mind breaking, yandere behaviour/themes, forced marriage, forced pregnancy, wishing rape upon someone, misogyny, mentions of child abuse, blackmail, murder, stalking, using you this time instead of third person let's try it out, etc.
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The one person you never wanted to be placed with is Captain Levi's squad. Not only because death seemed to follow those who were unfortunate enough to be selected for this squad but also the Captain himself. Captain Levi had a reputation of being a heartbreaker who haunted the wet dreams of most women, however those in the Scouts knew that his cruel and aloof attitude wasn't an act to get laid.
You had done everything you could to be noticed by any other Captain or Section Commander. Levi's marital status was one you respected and since you weren't fond of the man's personality anyway you hoped he would overlook you as not good enough for his prestigious brigade.
No such luck.
During an interview with the Captain about your duties and how he ran his squad you were foolish enough to ask the question why he had chosen you out of all people, considering he demanded the best of the best to have his back.
"Because my fellow officers are fools when it comes to seeing talent." He took your surprised look and returned it with a scowl. "Don't let that get to your head, you don't have talent yet, just potential. Obey my orders and you'll become great."
So it was more of a compliment to himself and his skills than you. And your comrades wondered why you didn't care for him.
The ray of sunshine was the idea of working closely with Mrs. Ackerman, Evelyn was someone few admired due to her "stealing" of Captain Levi. You admired her spunk and tenacity, someone who was known to not take shit from anyone, including Levi was a person you couldn't help to aspire to be. While you didn't want to risk it and get on Levi's shit list, it was fun to imagine yourself becoming a distinguished officer like Evelyn and Hange. In a society ruled by men where women cowered and feared those apparently "above them", you couldn't help but want to be an independent woman and fearless leader like they were.
When you learned Evelyn had taken a leave of absence you couldn't help but be disappointed. You thought that with the looming threat of Marley that she would have taken a more active role, but she was one of the few officers missing from headquarters. Speculation and rumors grew, some believing that Evelyn either ran away from her responsibilities or deliberately became a housewife to dodge serving in war. A few hushed whispers even questioned the domestic state between man and wife, and if Evelyn had met the same cruel fate many women fell into with monstrous husbands.
You didn't want to believe it, not Evelyn. She wasn't one to run away and she sure as hell wasn't so weak as to be dominated by a prick like Levi. She killed Titans! How could one man bring her so low? It just didn't seem realistic. But that didn't stop the knot of worry from forming in your chest, something didn't feel right.
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What was a normal day for most brought a buzz of excitement for you. You would finally get to meet your role model, when Captain Levi announced that Mrs. Ackerman would be coming to meet the new Levi squad you could hardly contain yourself. While it was just a formality for her to meet those who would have her back in combat it meant everything to you. This was second in command to Levi himself, your superior, but one you could actually appreciate. All the things you could learn from her.
Evelyn was shorter than you thought, on a horse she seemed taller, but then again, so did the Captain. What everyone described as an easygoing officer who cared about those in lower rank than she seemed almost nonexistent, perhaps she was just trying to give off a tough impression to those who thought she went soft after her marriage.
"Cadet hm? You look fresh from the Academy." She addressed you this time as she went over each squad member standing at attention.
"No ma'am, I've been graduated for over a year, I was in another squad that was disbanded when our Captain fell."
"So you got placed with the infamous Captain Levi, lucky you." Her tone lacked humor, and your eyebrows furrowed at her use of "infamous" rather than "famous".
"Yes ma'am." You couldn't quite put your finger on it but there was something off about her. The woman you had come to look up to was a firecracker when it came to injustice and protective over her subordinates. This Evelyn seemed like she could care less about them or their fates. "I hope you'll feel safe knowing I have your back."
She raises a brow. "Do you? How do I know you could do anything but watch me die? If it meant saving your hide for your officer would you abandon them? Isn't that what all you recruits do, stay behind and let us veterans mop up after you. That's what the Scouts does, saves themselves, they don't care about anyone else but themselves. You disgust me, you make empty promises you can't keep. Protect me from the Titans? You couldn't even protect me from-"
"That's enough." The cold tone rang through the even colder air. All stood to attention as Captain Levi stepped forward, his icy expression making them all shiver more than the cold. "You're here to meet the squad Evelyn, not harass them. Report to my office."
It was subtle, so subtle you almost believed you were seeing things. A look of fear flickered across Evelyn's expression.
"Wait Levi I'm sorry I should've-"
"Enough of your noise, I said report."
Seeing Evelyn hang her head and look so submissive sent a wave of anger from you. She had insulted you and now she was being barked at like a dog and was just taking it? To hell with military discipline you couldn't help but scream at her.
"I couldn't be more disappointed in you! I looked up to you and thought you were a great role model! You're just some arrogant jerk who cowers! I thought you were a strong leader but you're not! You're weak! A disgrace to that uniform!" You spat it out, surprised that Captain Levi allowed you to finish and speak to his wife like that. Afraid of what would come you tried to will back some courage, knowing his punishment would probably hurt.
"That's enough of that. Squad dismissed." Was all he said. "You, cadet. Report to my office this afternoon, we need to have a chat about respecting officers."
You swallowed the slight fear before nodding and saluting. "Yes sir." You deserved it, but man it felt good to wound Evelyn back the way she wounded you.
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Barely satisfied with your rations you make your way to Levi's office, silently dreading what would come next. You had tried to stay off of the Captain's shit list, infamous for being hard to get off of with some of the most horrendous punishments known to man. But this is what you deserved for letting your anger get out of control.
As you rounded the corner you couldn't help but overhear muffled yelling. Coming closer to the door, with your ear to it you could make some of it out.
"Enough of this childishness Evelyn, when I give you a command you obey like a good wife. You force me to punish you like this, look at the man you're making me become. What were you thinking involving that girl in our marriage? Hm? How selfish could you be? Her lashing out at you is what you deserved." A slight pause. "Don't worry, she'll be punished, but I wanted you to hear what the world thinks of you. You're no longer this respected woman, they hate you as much as I love you."
You couldn't help but scrunch up your nose in disgust, that sounded awfully manipulative. Why would Captain Levi say that to his wife? Uncomfortable with overhearing any more you knock on the door, the noises from within silence before a stern, "Enter." is heard.
As you open the door you notice the Captain's stern expression and Evelyn standing in the corner refusing to face you. You tried to explain it to yourself that she was hurt by your words, but the hand holding her arm slipped just a little for your to see a large red welt on her skin.
What the hell had you just walked into?
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plscallmeeren · 1 year ago
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YOU REMEMBER
(Aged Up) Michelle 'MJ' Jones x Reader
Request: yeah
Summary: ok so (y/n) is basically Peter (Tom Holland) and Peter is just like Ned 2.0
It's after No Way Home so no one remembers him and MJ, Ned and Peter are off to college (you've also lost all your humour and happiness in case u were wondering)
Anyways things happen and memories are triggered.... Enjoy I have edited nothing as usual (it's so late I'm so tired wtf)
Warnings: Swearing; sad MJ; yelling/fighting
Word Count: 2.6K+
You watched from a rooftop as New York teemed with activity even in the dead of night - not that that was anything unusual. Crowds of party-goers cheered with joints in hand. Mini-supermarket clerks filled out expert crosswords while casual thieves slipped candy into their pockets. Burnt-out child hackers typed ferociously in the hopes of pirating a new online game.
Those were your lesser worries. Those weren't the things you dared worry about. Not that you worried much these days. None of it mattered much, anyway. No one was there to care if you failed at what you had tasked yourself with for eternity.
You brushed down your dirtied red and black skintight suit, to no avail. That didn't matter, either.
This was peace. Peace was leaning back against the cold concrete. Peace was pressing »play« on your playlist and hearing Sweet Gene Vincent ramble around the murky night air like a newer, cleaner mist with a Cockney accent and punk ideals. Peace was pulling out your phone and looking at old photos of you and your former girlfriend and friends even though you knew you couldn't afford the emotional exhaustion. Peace was finally letting all those tears slide from beneath folds of harsh ignorance. That was peace now.
It wasn't always like that. It used to be lying around the living room, spread out on couches, with Peter and Ned telling you about the new Lego Death Star with an electronic component and MJ lying across your lap with a smile that suggested they were being stupid as she stared lovingly up at you as you ran your fingers through her curled hair.
But that sort of peace wasn't possible anymore, so there was no point seeking or missing it.
A picture of Ned and Peter grinning like idiots as they stood in front of the cinema to watch a rerun of Alien slid across the screen.
It was replaced by an image of MJ smiling back at you, mockingly signing 'metal' with one hand as her foreshortened feet lay closer to you and the camera.
You turned your phone off. A police siren wailed pathetically in the distance like a droning call for help.
Peace was over.
•••
Massachusetts
The Hercules cafe bustled with customers overflowing the nine-person chair budget.
MJ, Peter and Ned were positioned fortunately in the best corner beside the window. It was about lunch time - peak hour at that particular instalment - but the three had arrived hours earlier already.
"Mrs. Zeis is killing me," Ned was complaining, only stopping to sip at his strawberry milkshake. "Two protocols, one theory essay and an experiment setup? Does she not remember we have other subjects, too?"
The snarky waitress who never wore a name tag - the counterpart to exaggeratedly sweet Mr. Lang - strode up to them, snarling. "Will you be here much longer? We have other customers, y'know."
"Yeah, we'll have another chocolate milkshake, thanks," MJ dismissed her smoothly, turning back to her friends.
"Yeah, she's pretty bad," Peter continued for Ned. "I wrote an essay once I knew was bad but I hadn't had time to do it properly and she literally just ripped it apart."
"That's cruel," MJ conceded, smiling as Mr. Lang brought her her order. "Any chance you'll be rid of her for the last semester?"
"Not really," Ned sighed in exasperation.
"I will," Peter added cheerily, stealing Ned's straw and slurping a great deal of milkshake away from him. Ned stared on in horror.
The waitress came up to them again, but before she could dart out that poised tongue Ned was reminding her they weren't finished. She walked away with such impotence as if they had greatly insulted her.
"I can't believe we're graduating so soon... I'm looking forward to Manhattan. It's not really a great place looking back but it'll always be home," MJ said thoughtfully, chewing on her straw.
"Yeah. We had some great times," Peter smiled, handing Ned his latte in attempted reconciliation.
"Yeah," Ned added dreamily.
MJ nodded. Then: "Hey, I'm getting major Deja vu right now. Either of you?"
"Nah, not really," Ned admitted sheepishly as Peter simply shook his head.
"Huh."
They were all silent for a moment, all in their own worlds, when Peter spoke up again: "I know this sounds totally out there and weird, but do you sometimes feel like someone's missing? I mean, like there should be a fourth of us? I don't know, maybe I'm just-"
"No, you're not wrong," MJ interrupted, peering around the cafe as if something might be written on the walls in reply.
"Hey, MJ," Ned said slowly, some eerie disturbance creeping up on his usual voice. "Where did you actually get your necklace? I mean, you wear it every day, so I just... I don't know why I thought of it..."
She looked down at where her black dahlia necklace rested on her collarbone.
She stared. There was something familiar about it, and yet it was like she no longer knew it or why it was there. But she did, didn't she? She had been wearing it every day for years since...
(Y/n).
"Are you okay? You look a bit pale," Peter commented, casting a sidelong glance at Ned, who looked similarly anxious about the look on their friend's face.
It was all coming back to her. Rushing, roaring memories like tidal waves washing up to a shore that had been awaiting them for a decade too long.
"It's (y/n). He's missing," she murmured, standing up straight in seconds and rushing right past the returning waitress, almost making her fall over.
"Children! That's what you are!" she yelled after her, but MJ could hardly hear anything beyond her beating heart and gaping lungs.
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You lazily pressed the »play« buttons on the remote, refocusing your attention on your Chinese takeaway as He's Just Not That Into You started. It was going to be stupid. You knew that. Scarlet Johansson was in it, though, so you didn't particularly care. Stupid was good once in a while, anyway.
Your mobile buzzed, making you groan as you set your food back down to get it from the faraway table.
+339 873 5386
Probably another scam, you thought in slight disappointment, but not much surprise. You hung up. There was no one to call you, anyway.
You sat back down on your bed which acted as a couch at times like these and pulled the Chinese food back into your lap. The credits rolled.
Your phone buzzed again. Unfortunately for your innocent food, you almost completely spilled it slamming it back down on the table to reach your phone again.
+339 873 5386
You hung up again, muttering to yourself about stupid people and their stupid money scams. You wondered if you could pay not to get scammed and then realised you were in the same issue all over again. Except maybe they wouldn't interrupt takeaway night as much.
Far away one truly stubborn woman decided she was not having your bullshit and booked the next flight to New York she could find.
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MJ had travelled once across Manhattan and still she hadn't found even half a lead on your whereabouts.
She was close to despairing after finding your old apartment empty, countless people who should have known you to render your name foreign and only Delmar who knew of an old boyfriend of hers at all - though even he thought he hadn't seen you in more than a couple of years.
Until she saw you.
You were walking harmlessly along in your favourite black hoodie - one thing that you wouldn't let change - when you saw her, too. Or, someone who looked like her. It couldn't be. What was she doing here? She was supposed to be in Massachusetts. Far away from all of this.
You quickly turned a corner, hoping whatever psychotic trauma you were reliving at that moment would quickly pass.
She couldn't be there. You had made sure of that. Dr. Strange had made sure of that. She was safe. Ned was safe. So was Peter. She's safe.
Your inner voice repeated it like a mantra, following you the entire rushed way to your apartment building and up its concrete wasteland stairs. You stood before your door, shaking, trembling, scrunching your eyes closed to reassure yourself her familiar gaze wasn't on your back.
You were right. You had lost her. Both now and then.
You fought a losing battle with the rusty lock on your door until it finally gave in out of pity, its swinging whine stolen and replaced by your own breathless sigh.
You kicked it shut, not bothering to lock it, considering there was hardly anyone who'd be much trouble to you in Manhattan - and if they were, no lock would stop them, most likely.
Collapsing on the mattress, the bare room's singular comforting component, your head landed in your hands as heavily as lead weight. It hurt so much. It didn't matter if it had been her or not. She would never be yours again.
You looked around your place. Nothing felt like yours anymore. This fridge with a spoon, fork and plate next to it, this iPhone charger and mattress, microwave and a closet with so few clothes the spider suit almost stood out - none of it held any identity you could associate with yourself. None.
The door creaked again, and this time there was no heaving breath to hide it.
"(Y/n)?"
Please no. Please not now, not here, not unprepared... She can't be here. She was safe. I kept it that way.
She repeated your name, but your fingers only tightened their deadly grip around the sheet. Silence. Finally, you looked up, because you were almost convinced, almost hopeful that familiar voice had been a fragment of your imagination or she had decided you a lost cause and left after all.
She was still there. Your body sagged in upset.
"Do you even eat?" she snapped, and you wondered whether she had meant it to be so harsh. More words followed, each cracking like a whip also. You plead mercy with your emotional masochism. "You haven't brushed your hair in days - don't deny it, I know how it looks. You practically have bruises under your eyes. You're like a bag of bones; no exercise, no good food, right?"
You didn't answer, simply staring at her. She was so beautiful.
"God, (y/n)," she whispered, voice so soft it hurt more; the way it cradled you while it lasted and dropped you from its billowing clouds far higher up than anything else. Her pain crawled as ugly tendrils across the floor and through the very soles of your feet to the weight in your lungs.
Silence, again.
"You remember," you stated deftly, but nothing in you wanted to accept it. It couldn't be. It just couldn't.
And yet... she had remembered. Your relationship had been so strong, she had remembered. How? Curiosity danced groggily on the sidelines of your train of thought.
"Yeah. Remember this?" MJ lifted the dahlia necklace from her chest, holding it up for you to see. You did. An array of yellowing memories about your trip to France all those years ago flashed before your eyes, reminding you of every reason you had to buy it for her and every reason you should have been bursting with happiness at the fact she was standing before you.
"How did you find me?" you asked instead, earning a deserved scoff.
"I told you I'd track you down." She clenched her jaw, as if remembering how angry she was. "You promised." It was a quiet reminder, but stone in its sureness.
Your muscles tightened as you looked away. You couldn't bare it. You were certain you had done the right thing, and yet...
"You promised you would find us," she repeated, a little louder.
Still, you didn't answer.
"Look at me!" she finally yelled, making you jump, staring at her with wide eyes. She never used to be so loud. She never shouted, even when you fought. She had changed... or maybe you had given her reason to.
Tears threatened to escape her, but her expression remained firm, impossible.
"I did. I was there, just like I promised," you admitted slowly, enunciating every word so that you may never have to say any again. "I saw you, MJ. With Peter and Ned. And it was just... it was so clear you were better off without me. Without this huge Spider-Man burden on your back. You were safe not knowing me."
"So, let me get this straight," she started, in a way that unlike before was similar to the way she usually talked. Casual-sounding, light. "Not only did you assume what was best for us and ignored what we wanted, but you also - for even a second - thought I could survive seeing you like this? You really weren't planning on finding us? Ever?"
Your stood, leaning clumsily against the mattress as you watched her. You didn't need to reply.
"No. No. I won't have this. You need to apologise. You need to- to- I don't know. Make it up to us. You think this is okay? You think this way of living works? Well, it doesn't. The Bell Jar isn't this fucking depressing."
You winced. She always referenced that book when she was calling something fucked up. She began crying properly now.
"I'm sorry. I'm so, so sorry. I'll do anything. There's nothing like this feeling that you could be responsible for the death of someone you love, MJ. That's not an excuse, but it's a pretty damn good reason. I understand you're angry, but you've gotta understand, too. You were everything. You are. I can watch from afar, but I can't watch everything end. If you're worried about me, worry about that. Your end would be my end. My fucking end, okay?"
Her chest heaved in wet sobs. You had only seen her cry three times before in all this time. You hated it. You pressed a finger to your cheek and realised you were crying, too.
"It's not fair. It's not fair," she sobbed, gesturing wildly in the air, her curls pushed to one side.
"I know. I know. Nothing's bloody fair," you sniffed, approaching her slowly, as if she were a shy animal, a stranger, perhaps.
It didn't take much. She slumped into your opening arms with all of her force behind her. Tears of yours mingled with hers on your shoulders and in each other's hair. Everything seemed tinged with the distant taste of salt.
She looked up at you, and suddenly your lips were connected once more, though it was sloppy and damp and certainly not your best kiss. But it was something. It gave your dingy kitchenette character and your mattress the air of a childhood sleepover in the living room.
"I won't leave you alone. Ever. You need to understand that. Whether you like it or not. You get it?" she murmured beside your ear.
You wanted to answer something romantic, something impressive, something to look back on - but all you could manage was a string of shaky "you remember"s.
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commodoreseverus · 9 months ago
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In Another Life
- Pairing: Severus Snape x Original Female Character (Angelica Delacour)
- Information: Angelica is Fleur and Gabrielle’s older sister
- Warning: Major character death
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It's been a few months since the Battle of Hogwarts, and because of the event, Angelica Delacour has lost her husband forever. To her, it seems to be years already since the battle, but in truth it's only been around 4 months. Angelica is only a 25 years old young lady and has only been married for 2 years, and she is already a widow.
Angelica still remembered the time when she told him that she is pregnant, he is so happy that he is going to be a father. Even though it was the middle of the war, it was a dangerous time, the couple still wanted to have kids. After Severus was killed by Voldemort's snake Nagini, her whole life changed. She will never be the same again, as her heart is already broken into pieces because of his death.
No matter how her parents and her sisters talked to her to move on and live with her parents again, she never listened. Angelica knows very well that it is difficult to live on her own when she is pregnant, but she doesn't want to leave the house that she and Severus had bought before the two married, as the house has everything that reminds her of Severus, someone she sorely missed. She didn't go and checked the baby's gender, as she remembered Severus has said that he wants it to be a surprise.
Angelica tried to recall the times that she has been with Serverus, the little moments they have after the two are married.
- Two months before the Battle of Hogwarts -
It's been a few days since she is sick, Severus is worried about her health. She has basically been vomiting for days and it still happens like every day. Severus soon cannot take it anymore and wants to take her to the hospital wing, and soon realise they cannot do that as Poppy and the others will not helped her, as they all thought Severus is a murderer. As Severus really wants to know what happened to Angelica, he takes her to a Muggle hospital to have a body check, to see what is happening to his wife, but of course he casted a glamour on the them both before they go there, so the Death Eaters or the Dark Lord won't find out.
As they had arrived at the Muggle Hospital, they faked their names as Tobi and Francesca Prince. They waited for 30 minutes before her name was called.
"Mrs Francesca Prince?" The nurse asked. Severus and Angelica immediately stood up and followed the nurse to the room. "Dr Samantha Blake is ready for you. Right this way Mr and Mrs Prince." the nurse said.
"Now we are here." the nurse said as she opened the door to room 3, "Come in," Dr Samantha Blake said.
Angelica slid into the white room with Severus gracefully, the two seemed to be nervous then and yet the doctor smiled at them and did the check ups, soon the result was here.
"Congratulations Mr and Mrs Prince, you two are going to be parents." Dr Samantha Blake said.
Severus and Angelica are in shock, but they are so happy about that, the doctor even put some gel on Angelica's tummy, telling her it is for the ultrasound.
"See here is the baby." Dr Blake said as she looked at the ultrasound, "here is the baby's head, and here are the baby's toes."
Severus and Angelica smiled at the ultrasound, this has shown how their baby looks like, "I want the gender to be a surprise, until our baby is born." Severus said softly while still looking at the ultrasound.
Angelica's heart ached as she remembered that bittersweet moment at the Muggle hospital. The news of their impending parenthood had filled her with joy and hope, even amidst the dark times of war. Severus had been overjoyed, his eyes shining with a mix of happiness and worry for his wife's well-being.
As the days turned into months, Angelica's grief over Severus's death mingled with her anticipation for their unborn child. She often found solace in the memories they had created together, cherishing every precious moment they had shared as a couple. The thought of raising their child alone was daunting, but she knew she had to summon the strength within her.
Angelica had chosen to stay in the house they had made a home, surrounded by familiar objects that carried the essence of Severus's presence. Each corner of the house held a cherished memory, and it provided her with some comfort in her solitude. The rooms echoed with both laughter and tears, a constant reminder of the love they had shared.
In the quiet moments, Angelica would often rest her hand on her growing belly, feeling the gentle kicks of their child, a connection that made her feel closer to Severus. She hadn't been able to bring herself to discover the baby's gender, honouring Severus's wish for it to be a surprise. It was a small thread of joy that she held onto, a gift from him that would soon bring new life into the world.
Days turned into weeks, and Angelica could no longer ignore the practicalities of her situation. She knew she needed to prepare for the arrival of her child. With the help of her family and close friends, she slowly began to gather the essentials, creating a warm and inviting nursery filled with soft blankets, toys, and books. The act of setting up the space for her baby brought a bittersweet mix of emotions—excitement for the future and a deep longing for Severus to be there by her side.
Angelica also sought solace in the support of her family, who were eager to provide her with a loving environment during this challenging time. Her parents and sisters had tried to persuade her to move back in with them, to surround herself with familiar faces and constant company. But Angelica knew she needed to navigate this journey on her own terms, within the space that held memories of Severus's love.
As the due date drew nearer, Angelica's emotions intensified. The weight of her loss felt almost unbearable, but she found strength in the presence of her child, a living testament to the love she and Severus had shared. It was a bittersweet realisation, knowing that her child would grow up without their father. Yet, she vowed to fill their lives with stories and memories of the brave man who had given everything to protect them.
On a warm summer evening, as the golden light filtered through the windows, Angelica sat in the rocking chair she had carefully chosen for the nursery. She gently cradled her swollen belly, whispering loving words to her unborn child, as tears streamed down her cheeks.
"Severus, my love," she murmured, her voice filled with a mixture of sadness and hope. "Though you cannot be here physically, your spirit lives on within us. Our child will know of your strength, your sacrifice, and the immense love you had for us. We will always cherish you, and you will forever be a part of our lives."
With each passing day, Angelica's anticipation grew. She was ready to embark on this new chapter, to bring their child into a world that was both beautiful and uncertain. Though Severus was no longer with her, his love continued to guide her, reminding her that even in the darkest of times, love and hope could endure.
And so, Angelica waited patiently, knowing that when the time came, she would welcome their child into the world, a testament to the enduring power of love and the strength of the human spirit. The house that once echoed with their laughter would soon be filled with the joyful laughter of their child, a precious legacy that would forever bind Angelica and Severus together.
As the days passed and Angelica's due date approached, the love and support from her family and friends enveloped her like a warm embrace. Her parents, Fleur, and Gabrielle stood by her side, offering comfort and assistance whenever needed. They understood that while they couldn't replace Severus, their presence brought a sense of unity and belonging that helped Angelica cope with her grief.
Gabrielle, Angelica's younger sister, would often sit with her in the nursery, sharing stories about their childhood and memories of their parents and grandparents. Fleur, her other younger sister, would lovingly prepare nourishing meals for Angelica, making sure she took care of herself and the baby. Together, they helped her create a support system, a network of love and strength to lean on when the days felt darkest.
As the morning of the birth dawned, the sun peeked through the curtains, casting a warm glow upon the nursery walls. Angelica could feel the baby's movements becoming more pronounced, a reminder that the time was drawing near. She took a deep breath, steadying her nerves, and prepared herself for the journey ahead.
With the help of her family, Angelica made her way to St. Mungo's, the same hospital where she and Severus had once received the news of their child's impending arrival. The memories of that day flooded back, but she pushed aside the sadness, focusing instead on the joy of bringing new life into the world.
In the delivery room, surrounded by healers and her family, Angelica's strength was unwavering. She clutched Severus's wand, which she had kept with her as a comforting talisman throughout her pregnancy, and drew upon his memory for courage. The presence of her loved ones gave her the strength to endure, just as Severus had shown in the face of darkness.
After what seemed like both an eternity and a fleeting moment, the cries of a newborn filled the room. Angelica's heart swelled with love as she laid eyes on her beautiful baby girl. The healer gently placed the tiny bundle in her arms, and she marvelled at the miracle before her.
"It's a girl," the healer announced, and a mixture of joy and sorrow washed over Angelica. She had longed for Severus to witness this moment, but she also knew that a part of him would always live on in their daughter.
Her baby girl had dark tufts of hair and a pair of curious eyes that seemed to carry a hint of wisdom. Angelica couldn't help but see traces of Severus in those eyes. She smiled through her tears, knowing that her daughter would grow up knowing the love and sacrifice of her father through the stories she would tell her.
Angelica named her daughter Callista Seraphina Delacour-Prince, a name that held both strength and hope. Callista would know her father's legacy, and though she would never meet Severus, the love between father and daughter would bridge the gap between their worlds.
As days turned into weeks, Angelica settled into motherhood with the help of her family. She embraced the challenges and joys that came with raising a child on her own, cherishing every milestone and precious moment. The house once filled with memories of Severus was now filled with the laughter and coos of their daughter, a reminder that love could transcend even the deepest of sorrows.
She spoke of Severus often, sharing stories of his bravery, intelligence, and, above all, his love for them both. In her heart, she knew that their love had not ended with his passing—it had only taken on a different form, one that would forever guide and protect them.
Time moved forward, and as Callista's first birthday approached, Angelica decided to visit Severus's grave. It was the first time she had mustered the strength to do so since his funeral. With Callista in her arms, she stood before the tombstone, tears streaming down her cheeks.
"Severus, my love," she whispered, "look at the wonderful daughter we've brought into this world. She's so much like you. I wish you could see her, hold her, and feel her love. But know that you are always with us, in every breath we take and in every beat of our hearts."
As the wind rustled through the trees, Angelica felt a sense of peace enveloping her. The pain of loss was still there, but it was accompanied by a profound sense of gratitude for the time she had shared with Severus and the gift of their daughter.
In the years that followed, Angelica continued to nurture Callista's curiosity and courage. She watched her grow into a kind and intelligent young girl, a reflection of the man who had loved them both so fiercely.
And so, the Delacour-Prince family, with love as their guiding light, continued to forge ahead, honouring Severus's memory with every step they took. They knew that while the Battle of Hogwarts had taken him from their sight, it could never extinguish the love and legacy he had left behind.
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koushou · 4 years ago
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an archon’s jealousy
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pairing : zhongli x f!reader {fluff}
warnings : none! zhongli cuteness overload 
word count : 1.8k
a/n : genshin has taken over my life so enjoy my favorite peepaw 
the geo archon, once feared by all beings in teyvat, was known for his strength and abilities in battle, as well as his logical way of thinking and planning. his weakness? well, he’s definitely not great with emotions. especially jealousy.
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“Ah, this painting reminds me of when an old friend and I had been travelling together for the first time, there was-” 
Zhongli turns around, smiling as he reminisces of events from hundreds of years ago, however turning into a frown quickly. 
His golden eyes scan the dining room, sighing as they fail to identify a certain someone. Placing his cup of tea down onto the polished wooden table, he walks out to the private balcony area of Wangmin Restaurant, breathing in the familiar fresh air of the nation he’d known for as long as he existed.
It had been two days.
Two days since he’s spoken to his lover, two days since the small quarrel you both had in the exact restaurant he’s currently standing in.
It had been quite a trivial matter in his opinion, when a young waitress working there had just been a tad kinder to the geo archon, leaving a few light touches here and there. Even “accidentally” spilling tea over herself, putting on a show of cleaning herself. 
Not noticing the dark glare of his lover from across the table, he offers the apologizing waitress a small smile, assuring her it wasn’t a big deal. As she walks away, he finally turns back to the now fuming Y/N who was shoving food down her throat to avoid speaking to him.
He chuckles softly, still unaware of the reason for your anger, “Love, slow down, the food isn’t going anywhere.”
Refusing to acknowledge his presence, you huff and continue chewing your food as if he wasn’t even there. Zhongli looks at you with a confused expression, but just before he had a chance to speak, the waitress returns.
She takes a few of your plates that were finished being used, occasionally sending small looks at your boyfriend, oblivious to the whole situation.
“I love your earring, Mr. Zhongli,” she bats her eyelashes at the man, your man, as she continues cleaning the table at record slow speed. 
“Ah, thank you.” He sends a small nod her way, not noticing the way she might as well be sitting on top of him with the close proximity of their two bodies. 
“Where did you get it from?” You roll your eyes while still focusing on your food, anyone could tell the way she was speaking in a faker, higher tone.
“Actually, they were gifted from an old friend of mine, we would travel together all the time and-” Zhongli goes off on one of his rants again, to the waitress’s pleasant surprise. To your shock, she takes a seat right next to your unsuspecting boyfriend who was still speaking, nodding along with his words. 
The audacity of this bi-
You slam your hands on the table abruptly, stopping Zhongli in his story as he looks up at you.
You shoot the coldest stare at him, one that even the geo archon, who had fought every monster, travelled to every corner of the world, swore sent shivers through his body.
“Love?”
“I’m finished, have fun on your date,” You spat, emphasizing the last word, and you could’ve sworn you saw the waitress roll her eyes.
Leaving Zhongli still in a confused state, you stormed out of the room, not paying mind to the distant protests of your boyfriend.
Zhongli sighs, snapping out of his thoughts, leaning against the railing of the balcony. He had walked out and tried to find you, but failed and you hadn’t appeared since.
After finally consulting Childe, the last person he’d ever want to speak to, about why you had acted like the way you did, he simply laughed at the man, claiming that you had been feeling jealous.
That had left Zhongli even more confused. Jealous? He was simply sharing his tales with a curious person, what was there to be jealous of?
He sighs again, ready to head back into the dining room until he spots a familiar figure below him.
You were standing below the balcony he was on, not seeming to realize he was there. Zhongli breathes a sigh of relief, oh how he missed seeing you. About to go down and surprise you, he stops in his tracks when he sees a young man walk up to you and begin talking.
An unfamiliar feeling seeps through his body when you laugh at something the stranger said, a wonderful sound he thought was reserved for him, and him only. 
You probably knew each other, that’s why you guys looked so close, right? Friends can laugh at each other, of course there was nothing wrong with the scene unfolding before the archon. That’s why the man’s hand had reached towards a stray strand of hair and tucked it behind your ear, right?
Zhongli grits his teeth, and makes his way down the restaurant as fast as his feet could take him.
He could hear you giggling upon walking out the restaurant’s doors, and quickly makes his way to you.
Walking up behind you, he slips an arm around your waist and pulls you softly back against his chest. 
You let out a surprised yelp, ready to attack whoever was touching you, until you turned and saw that it had just been your boyfriend, who seemed to be seething at the moment.
“Zhongli..?” Something about him seemed a little different, maybe it was the way he glared daggers into the other man who had just been talking to you and touching you. 
If looks could kill? Let’s just say The Wangsheng Funeral Parlor has an extra client today. 
“Hey love, I missed you,” Zhongli presses a kiss to your cheek, “Who might this be?” 
A bit flustered from the contact, you looked at the other man who seemed on the verge of peeing himself right there, and had to suppress a laugh.
“Ah, this is just a friend I met a few days ago when I was exploring, he-“
Before you could finish your sentence, the man stutters out an incoherent sentence and almost trips over himself running off in the other direction.
You raise an eyebrow, turning your head back to look at Zhongli who was still holding you protectively against him. He had created a small yellow meteor in his hand and was currently levitating it above his palm in a threatening manner.
He turns to you, putting the meteor away, smiling as he presses a kiss to your forehead. 
“Zhongli, you scared him away.”
He puts on a thinking face, nodding slowly.
“Oh, no.”
“Oh, no— That’s it? You probably scared the poor man into thinking you were going to murder him or somethin-”
He chuckles and raises your chin up to face him with one finger, “Then maybe next time, he should think before touching something that belongs to me.”
You huff, cheeks tinting the lightest shade of red before pushing him away.
“Whatever, I’m going now.”
You start to walk away, not before Zhongli catches your arm and stops you.
“Love, are you still angry?”
You could hear the concern in your boyfriend’s voice, and your heart softens a bit. In truth, you had already forgotten the incident back at the restaurant a few days ago and was about to apologize today when the man from before had stopped you. 
A lightbulb went off in your head, so you decide to play with him a little longer. 
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.” Snatching your hand back from his grasp, you continue walking away from your surprised boyfriend.
He quickly follows you, unsure of how to continue. He couldn’t just ask you if you had been jealous, could he?
As your boyfriend got lost in his thoughts of how to ask, you almost laughed at his intense thinking face while nervously walking beside you. 
“Uh, I-,” He cleared his throat before speaking.
“I’m sorry for upsetting you that day, I did not realize that it would have made you feel jealous.” 
He takes both of your hands in his, softly enveloping them as he continues.
“From now on, I promise that I’ll only share my stories with you, and you only, so don’t worry, love.”
He smiles at you, as you suddenly burst out in laughter. 
“What is so funny?” Zhongli asks, confused.
“Nothing, nothing at all, baby,” You finally recover from your laughing and wrap your arms around his waist.
Leaning your head against his chest, you couldn’t help but smile at the way your boyfriend thought you were upset because he was sharing his stories with another person, when you had just been jealous of another woman being so close to him. It was adorable.
Deciding not to tease him any further, you lift your head up from his chest to press a kiss against his lips. 
His eyes brighten instantly. “So, does this mean you forgive me?” 
If Zhongli was a dog, his tails would be wagging expectantly at you with puppy dog eyes right now.
You giggle, nodding at him. “Of course I forgive you, just don’t talk to other girls like that again.”
You pout, as he chuckles and leans down to give you another kiss. 
“I promise, love.” He softly strokes your hair, running the strands through his fingers.
“I also didn’t like seeing you with that man, so don’t let anyone besides me touch you, alright?”
You smile against him, nodding and opening your mouth to speak again when your stomach suddenly rumbles.
Eyes widening, you push away a now laughing Zhongli, embarrassed.
“I assume you’re hungry, my love?” He teases at you, taking your hand in his as he begins to walk the both of you back to Wangmin Restaurant.
“Who was the one who cut my meal short two days ago? I barely had anything to eat recently because I didn’t have any mora on me.” You take your hand out of his hold, crossing your arms and looking the other way.
He laughs softly at you, taking your hand back and kissing your knuckles softly. 
“Ah, you haven’t been eating welI?” He looks at you with concern laced in his golden eyes.
“I apologize, darling, but… I have something to confess to you.”
You turn to him, curious at his words. “What is it?”
“I..do not have mora on me at the moment either.”
“What?! You’re literally the god of mora, Zhongli, but you don’t even-“
He cuts you off short with a kiss, smirking against your lips as he feels you blush.
Pulling away, he chuckles and shrugs. “We can go ask Childe, come on.”
You laugh and continue walking with him, “Poor Childe, at least he’s useful for one thing.”
Zhongli lets out a laugh, as you two walk off, hand in hand, searching for your human wallet.
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Halcyon
Chapter 10
(P): a period of time in the past that was idyllically happy and peaceful
Takemichi x Child Sister reader x Toman
Plot: Takemichi who had many past regrets breaking up with Hinata, losing his younger sister. When sudden news report on the Tokyo Manji Gang’s cruel murder of the Hinata Tachibana,all the past memories came flooding in.
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Takemichi was trying to figure everything out about what was happening, if what Kazutore said was true about the future meant that Hakkai was going to kill his brother. Then Hakkai would take over the Black Dragons. 
He has to figure out how he was going to stop  Hakkai from killing Taiju,whether Hakkai's the boss or Taiju's the boss will only end in bad news. The only way was to go and fight the black dragons.
Even if it sounded impossible!
First it was Kisaki and now he had to deal with the Black dragons.  All these problems kept pulling up,but he would solve them all if it meant saving everyone. 
"I'm the only one who can do this…" 
"Can't depend on anyone else" 
"Gotta do this all alone" 
….
"What are you mumbling about?" 
"Creepy Michi" 
The blond turned his head noticing his friends in his bedroom, all surrounding the table in his room staring at him in confusion. Did they really hear him mumbling? 
"You guys… What are you doing here!?" 
"We came to check on you! What else!?" 
That's how he learned about his friends joining Toman, under his divisions.  He never really expected them to actually join Toman, he was thankful no less. 
"Hm? What's with you and the pause? You invited them in yourself, didn't you?" 
"It's.. it's nothing" 
The topic changed shortly after, the group started discussing the topic of the Black dragons. Talking about how the balance was broken when Takemichi was attacked and how that was enough to start a war. Chifuyu took over going into detail about the black dragons explaining to the group that the black dragons were the top delinquent gang in the Kanto region. But the 10th generation was the most maniacal and evil. All because of their leader Taiju Shiba. Unlike other delinquents sells his violence. 
The boys heard the familiar patter of feet running past Takemichi's room. Greeting his mother before leaving the house. Everyone seemed to have caught on that the two siblings must have had a fight or argument. His friends had noticed over the past few days how quiet the house has been. When they questioned him about it. He just stated that she was starting to hang out with her friends more. Nothing strange since she loved hanging with her friends from her class. 
Takemichi couldn't help but feel guilty, ever since the fight he had noticed how she went out of her way to avoid him. She no longer barged into his room begging him to walk her to school. She didn't even bother waking him up like she used too either. 
"You sure that you're okay with her being alone?"
No he wasn't,  he was always worried that something might happen whenever she left the house. 
"Yeah, you've been pretty protective of her lately?" 
Right, he alway makes sure to keep her close and lately she didn't want anything to do with him. When she wasn't with her friends, she wanted to stay with Mr Tatsu. He missed her wanting to hang out with him. 
Chifuyu and the others didn't want to bother him by asking him what had happened to the two of them. What could have caused these two to drift apart when they were so close?  
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[A few nights ago] 
" I wanted to help!" 
" You're just a kid!"
"But" 
"I said no!"
"Michi! I wanted to help!" 
"I TOLD YOU TO STAY AWAY!....You cant follow me anymore" 
It took the girl a few minutes after the fight to realize that her brother wasn't going to come back, she had run out of the house. Running to a park close to her house, screaming and crying her heart out. Begging her brother to forgive her and come back. 
Two figures watched the scene before approaching the girl staring down at her crying figure, she didn't seem to notice them from her curled up position. One knelt down placing his hand on the girl's head. 
"Hello (Y/n), where is your brother?" 
She lifted her head, staring at them swallowing her sobs, before lunging herself at the figure knocking them down as she wrapped her arms around them. 
"He hates me … he left me…" 
She whispered before letting out more sobs as she cried into their chest, clinging onto them desperately seeking any kind of comfort. 
They stared down at her as she clung onto them, before realization hit them, the second one watched as their friend lifted their arms wrapping it around the girl comforting. Rubbing her back to help calm her down, they rested their head on hers before whispering. 
" It's okay, we'll show him" 
The second figure could only watch in amusement, watching the scene in front of them. 
[Present] 
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Ever since that night (Y/n) had started hanging out with them, they would come pick her up from school and let her run errands with them. She had grown attached to the two, always greeting them with a smile. 
Sure sometimes she would miss her brother and his friends. But these two seemed to replace her want for a relationship with her brother. Treating her as their own sister, she couldn't ask for more. 
"(Y/n) you wanna go eat?" 
"Yeah!" 
They smiled at the girl holding her hand as they stepped into the cafe's, they couldn't help but smile at how the girl seemed to light up as she stared at the decorations. 
"Wah! It's so pretty!"  
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Tags: @ranitani @eriskaitto @nyapnyat @haruyeager
@aviquz @bobbleyh @etheralyonn
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blackbat05 · 3 years ago
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Night talks and Dim Sum
Shangqi x Reader
A/N: Hey y’all! This is my first time trying to write a one-shot/fic on tumblr. I have an existing wattpad account where I have some stories published! It’s mainly DC (young justice) combined with hunger games so if you are a fan, do check out @Runnerpottermore! Anyways, I have no idea why I suddenly decided to write a fic after so long - maybe because I wasn’t going through the best of days and also watched the movie recently? I just love the whole cast in general and Mr Simu Liu just killed his role - so yeah! Before I ramble on, I hope you enjoy my fic that I came up with!
Genre: Fluff, PG13, platonic friendship that can maybe turn into something more?
Warning: None? Just maybe broken Mandarin and sweaty people?
Extra Note: Please be kind to me!🥺
‘Bye.’
I take a deep breath, moving the cursor to close the window. Another day was done. Leaning back against the office chair, I stare up into the celling before closing my eyes, taking in the conversation a few hours ago.
‘It’s difficult to change what has already been so ingrained into our childhood. But what you can do is ask - what is the part of yourself that you want to keep?’
Rubbing my temples from the simple yet complex question, I decided that it was time to hit the road and get some fresh air. It was 6pm, Shangqi and Katy were probably still at the hotel.
As dreadful as running sounded to many people, this was one of the days where I could just zone out and mull over the day. The feeling of my shoes pounding into the pavement, body slowly being covered by a sheet of sweat… it felt good. Turning into the last corner of the run, a light tap on my shoulder jolted me out of my little world.
‘Woah is just me!’ My sudden stop had almost resulted me barreling right into Shangqi’s equally sweaty frame. He gives me his signature boyish grin only to earn a smack on his shoulder.
‘干嘛!’ (gànmá) [‘What are you doing!’]
‘吓死我了!’ (xià sǐ wǒ le!) [‘You scared me!’] I retorted back, removing my headphones. ‘What are you doing here, I thought you still had work?’
‘We did, but our shift ended early so I thought I’ll get in a quick run.’
‘10km is quick?’ I look at his phone that was calculating the distance, brows raised. ‘You’re a beast.’
‘Ha ha, very funny. Enough about me, what’s got you out today? I thought you were taking a break?’ We walked side by side, towards the direction of a renowned dim sum stall. ‘Yeah…’ I dragged my words for a while, hesitating to continue. ‘Just needed to think some things through.’ Shangqi nods. That’s the thing I liked about him. He never forced me to tell him things that I didn’t want to. He would wait quietly until I was ready.
‘I don’t know if I’m even going in the right direction. I thought I was doing things right - getting the grades, making sure I understood what was being taught at school… I was so sure that I could help people if I put my mind to it. But these feelings of not being able to do more… I don’t even know my future as a social worker anymore.’ I bit my lips, kicking a stray pebble.
‘Hold up!’ Shangqi steps in front of me, gripping the sides of my shoulders. ‘What did you say?’ He asks me in mock disbelief. ‘I said I’m not a good-‘
‘Nope! The conversation before this has been void! Because the (Y/N) I know is an amazing person and social worker who helps these kids to become the better version of themselves.’ He waves towards the many young Asian-American kids running around merrily in the playground as if to make his statement. A small smile formed on my lips watching Shangqi’s exaggerated movements to the disapproval of an elderly man with wispy white hair. He seemed to have noticed the looks he was getting as he dropped his hands to the sides in embarrassment.
‘Look, my point is that not many people can do what you do. Putting people before yourself, how many people would do that in this world?’
I throw him a skeptical glance. ‘You’re doing it. You’re a literal superhero that stopped a mythical creature from destroying our world. Not that it hasn’t happened.’ Shangqi snorts, ‘Sure. But hear me out. Who were the people that worked day and night to restore some order when the snap happened? Who made sure that these young kids weren’t afraid and reassured them that everything was going to be alright.’
He did have a point. Five years ago, the whole world was thrown into chaos. If I could forget something, it would be the chaos at the children and youth center on the exact day of the snap. Kids as young as four, crying uncontrollably for their missing parents. The older children who put on brave faces for their younger siblings but they too couldn’t make sense of the situation. The remaining social workers scrambling to attend to every need, every child. I was one of them. The sleepless nights, the constant worries - the social services were already overloaded, anymore pressure and the whole industry would collapse. I wanted to believe him but the doubts were becoming stronger by the minute.
Shangqi carefully stares at me as if analyzing my micro expression. ‘I know what I’m saying won’t change anything instantly. But what I do know is that we all have these moments of doubt, even me. I can’t offer you professional advice, but just like how Katy, my aunt and my mom were there for me when I needed them the most in Ta Lo, I’ll be here if you want to talk.’
‘You’re a good friend you know that right.’ My heart felt much lighter compared to the day.
‘Better than Katy?’
‘Don’t push it.’ I joked, eliciting laughter from both of us. Before we knew it, we arrived at the dim sum stall. As always, it was bustling with hungry customers. ‘Come on! Katy’s got a seat for us already, I’m starving!’ He opened the door for an young couple pushing a stroller.
‘Wait!’ Shangqi looks at me curiously. ‘I know we’re both sweaty but I think the situation calls for one.’ I gave a huge hug, ‘Thank you, that meant a lot to me.’
The sudden bear hug definitely threw the man off, but he to was glad for the heart to heart conversation. For more reasons than one.
‘Alright then! Who’s up for some char siew bao! I’m gonna inhale them - deserved it!’ I loudly declared my war against the dim sum, walking towards Katy who was enthusiastically waving at us.
Little did I know, there was a lot going on in Shangqi’s mind too.
A/N: Wew! That was long! If you’ve read it up till here, thank you for reading it! This idea really just popped out at the last minute so I’m not sure if it’s to y’all taste. Please do forgive me for my inaccurate translation - I am Chinese but like Katy my Mandarin is super rusty. Also whichever countries you come from, please give your social workers more recognition. They deserve it for a long time coming! Do give a comment or like if you wish! Just here to write and try and give simple joy to people who are such fans of Shangqi and the MCU in general.
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toxic-gorgon · 3 years ago
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Yandere Dio Brando x Reader: Useless
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Synapsis: You are one of the last hamon users and while the practice itself has died along Lisa Lisa, except for a tiny handful of users. While most are willing to allow their gifts to die out and go about their daily lives, you want to put yours to good use and join the crusaders.
Content Warning: Extremely dark themes, click the read more at your own risk! Non-con, blood, yandere Dio, depression/hopelessness, corruption kink, breeding kink, dirty talk, talks of su*cide, violence, and extremely spicy themes. 18+, minors DNI! By continuing to read, you understand the risk.
When you joined the Speedwagon Foundation, you knew the chances of you dying for Mr. Joestar’s cause was almost inevitable. Your gifts were nothing compared to the powerful and unique stands that you came across during the start of your journey. You were one of the last remaining hamon users, but instead of allowing it to fizzle out like the others who trade their gifts for normal lives, you wanted to help and be useful! Lisa Lisa long passed and you heard stories of how hamon saved the world. Allowing hamon to die was allowing a part of yourself to die. 
Hamon was useless against stands, but worked wonders against humans and vampires. However, you primarily used yours for healing and support! The crusaders could use all the help they could get, so it made sense when the directors approached you for the task. Their lives are in your hands, and if it means to put an end to the vampyric Dio’s reign, then you’ll do your part and make sure these boys stay alive.
That’s what you thought at the beginning, back before your days meshed together and all time seemed to stagnate. 
You weren’t sure how many days it’s been since you first arrived in this suffocating manor in Cairo. The dark and coldness inside the manor contrasts the warm and vibrant colors outside your window during the day. You were ever the spunky one when you first arrived, you knew your friends were well on their way and you had no problem voicing that fact loudly in Dio’s presence. He would scoff, flashing you an amused grin, after all you were (as what he puts it) like a fangless, clawless feline. You don’t pose any real threat, but it’s cute to see you try. 
Dio is every bit what the rumors said. His raw charisma and power alone should frighten you, but that’s just one piece of the puzzle that’s Dio Brando. His beauty was truly breathtaking, much more so in person, his shirtless form proudly displayed like a painting hung carefully in the Louvre. His voice charmingly suave, almost a mesmerizing melody that beckons you closer like a siren’s call that you can’t block out. Worst of all was his eyes, that piercing gaze of his that can see right through you, all your worst fears and highest hopes, nothing can be hidden from this man. 
When you first arrived at his mansion, you were awestruck. Cat-got-your-tongue indeed as you drank in the imposing monster of a man, your enemy. What could he possibly want from you? His smirk makes your chest clench as the hairs on the back of your neck stood up. You wanted to run, and you would’ve if it wasn’t for you being so goddamned weak. You were completely at his fucking mercy, all he had to do was give the word and you would meet your end. You expected to die right then and there, surely a man like Dio would take out his enemy while he had the chance, just so later down the line it won’t bite him in the ass. You weren’t sure if it was out of pity or amusement, but your death never came. Instead, the cocky asshole smriks and gives you his blessing to tour his home. Hell, he even allowed you access to his library, on the grounds that if you did decide to run, you would be all too easy to catch. You were convinced this man had no real plan for you being here, besides making things much harder for the crusaders by stealing away their healer. 
You were determined to keep your head held high and wait for your knights in shining armor. 
But now, you’re just a shallow husk of despair. All the hope and conviction you had died little by little as the days went by, as those dark thoughts that Dio would mock you with began to take root. There’s no point in brainwashing you when your conviction can be shattered so easily. During the day, Vanilla Ice and Pet Shop watch over you. You absolutely loathe Vanilla Ice. His blind devotion towards his master churned your stomach, all the while he’s looking down on you and lack of stand ability. His words stung, but now they mirror static, background noise for your chaotic thoughts. 
Pet Shop was your preferred caretaker. He’s a bird, so he can’t talk like your other wardens. However, you could’ve sworn you saw that bird smirk once or twice, and his steely gaze mirrored his cocky yet powerful master. Perhaps the bird was silently judging you, even mocking you for being more caged than he was. After all, Pet Shop was allowed to move past the mansion’s windows and enjoy the fresh air and sun, even though he stayed within his bounds. A murder hawk has more freedom than you do.
The nights are always the worst. Screams of ecstasy or pain, you weren’t sure which anymore, filled the halls. After a while of being imprisoned, they all sound the same. How long before you’re next? You felt like it was any day now, and eventually your captor will grow bored of your constant banter. Perhaps that would be for the best, you’re dead weight anyway as long as you remain here.
Your friends were on a mission to save Holly, which you admit is more important than rescuing you. You knew the risk after when you joined this crusade, you just didn’t think it would end here in the lion’s den. You contemplated jumping out the window, not caring how painful the initial impact would be. You always decide against it, and instead sit and wait, chalking it up to being a coward as well. Everyday when your saviors hadn’t come, the little bit of hope inside was crushed gradually until barely anything was left besides tears of frustration and a luxurious queen sized bed to help you sleep.
Since you’ve been here, Dio took the liberty of making sure you’re fed three five star meals a day and accompanying you with a wine glass of blood. Such a gentleman, he even made idle chit-chat while you refused to take a bite (no matter how many times he told you it would be a waste poisoning you). Dio boasted about his many achievements, including how he stole Jonathan Jostar’s body, which you weren’t sure if he was just bragging or making sure that even in a casual setting, the threat still lingered. Was this supposed to impress you? Because the only responses you ever gave him were snide remarks and silence. Sometimes he would treat this like a silly game, but on days when he was more temperamental, you wisely chose to nod your head and actually eat what’s in front of you.
He made sure you were treated well, despite your situation. You bathed in a tub fit for a princess with fancy soaps and perfume, and was dressed in the finest of authentic Egyptian gowns that money could buy. All of which were gifts from Dio. He even took the liberty to do away with all your drab belongings and anything that didn’t fit his opulent aesthetic. He even gave you art supplies once. Whenever he gave one of these gifts, he always made sure to attach a rose with it. You always throw them out.
To occupy yourself when your host is gone and taking time for himself, you like to venture to his library and thumb through his vast selection. You’re sure you read over half of his stock by now, but something new always catches your eye to pass the time with. Usually you would saunter off into your room, avoiding the underlings as much as possible, but tonight was one of those nights where Dio met you there. 
“There you are darling, I was worried I missed you.” His smooth voice did little to put you in ease. 
“What do you want?” you sighed, making your way to the bookcase and browsing through different titles. Dio playfully scoffs, as always everything you say is just a game to him, and the disdain in your tone goes unnoticed. You didn’t move an inch when he moved closer to you, towering over your much smaller frame.
“You wound me dear, I only wish to spend time with you.” He leans in close next to your ear, his warm breath tickling your lobe. “Alone.” Now that’s laughable! Dio Brando isn’t a man who did anything out of kindness or ‘quality time’ without something in return. Did he run out of bodies to satisfy his hunger? What could you possibly offer him besides a snack?
“Spend time with you? I’ve seen what you do to the men and women who throw themselves at you for a sliver of attention. Their dead carcass lay about your manor like furniture when you’ve drained them.” You barely whispered. Why were you explaining his misdeeds to him like a child? You weren’t sure if you were trying to reason or reach the last thread of humanity within, but doubt was clearly written on your face. You wanted this to end.
You balled your hands into fists and shook with rage. “Just kill me and get it over with! I’m tired of you and I’m tired of being here!” 
Dio couldn’t help but sneer at your sudden outburst. How can you say these things? He’s given so much to you, and this is how you repay him? Do you not realize what you do to him? How weak he is while in your presence? How absurd. You had to have known, and perhaps you were testing his patience on purpose.
Reaching up and gripping your chin roughly, Dio kept your gaze on him. “I ask very little of you and have given you everything you could ever ask for. Tell me darling, are you truly unhappy?” his lips brush against your own, and his voice dangerously low that it sent shivers down your spine. Your voice was caught in your throat, this tower of a man standing over you so domineering makes you seem insignificant. Like a large cat ready to pounce on his prey. 
Tears run down your cheeks and you had no will to stop them. Why was he doing this to you? As if to answer your question, the blonde captures your lips and wraps his arms around your trembling form. With a jolt of energy you tried to shove him off you in defiance for your space. “Please stop, I don’t want…” you mumble. Growling, Dio pulls away and glares into your glossy puffy eyes, his brows furrowing when you don’t give in so easily.   
“Pet.” he said through gritted teeth, his hand drifting down to your neck and squeezing rough enough to cut off air supply. “You’re being selfish. All I asked from you in return is your loyalty and to surrender yourself to me.” He picks you up by your neck and amusingly smirks when you gasp and attempt to wiggle free, your hands desperate for air. Your nails grazing his skin with little scratches did nothing to phase Dio, instead he chuckles.
“Funny, isn’t it? The man’s body I’ve taken, the only man I would ever call my equal, possesses the same power as you do.” Black dots formed in your vision and your legs grew tired from flailing. He lets you drop from his grip, and while you sit slumped over and choking on air for your burning lungs, Dio looks down with his ruby hues. “Suppose my interest in you is fate, or perhaps you remind me of him.” Bending down to kneel in front of you, Dio pulls you towards his chest and picks you up bridal-style with very little resistance from you. He smirks and leans in to whisper in your ear “However, your strength will never match his.” 
Dio took flawless strides towards the desk on the other side of the room and pinned you down on your stomach against the harsh oak surface. With the wind knocked out of you temporarily, Dio traced his long nails along the soft chiffon fabric of your golden gown before tearing it to shreds down the middle, revealing your back and ass as the now useless fabric pools at your feet. Looking back at your captor’s sadistic smirk, your bloodshot eyes widen with realization. You were observant, he didn’t need to spell out what his intentions were. 
Almost immediately, Dio parts your legs with his knee and runs his fingers along your slit, examining it’s beauty before he decimates it with his cock. Squirming, you tried to push yourself up from the desk. As weak as you were, you had to try! Even though you knew Dio had more than enough strength to overpower you. As if he read your mind, he takes both of your wrists in his strong grip and pins them against your back. 
“Careful dear, you wouldn’t want me to break your arms, would you?” You stopped your struggling and stilled. It was best to get it over with and maybe if you comply, he won’t be as harsh with you, right? Just let him do what he’s going to do and don’t make it worse for yourself. “That’s better!” He smiles. “Lay there and trust your Lord Dio. Don’t worry about a single thing.” Don’t worry? How can you not? But, you did as he said and Dio goes back to running his fingers along your pussy, this time his index flicking against your clit. 
Biting your bottom lip, you shut your eyes tight. Be strong….be strong…. You chanted, but the small shocks of having your clip played with after being in turmoil for so long, it was difficult to not give yourself over for anything that can make you feel a moment of blissful ignorance. You were convinced that either Dio was a mindreader, or you were just so painfully obvious, but he stops his ministrations with your heat and leans in closer, he carelessly grinds his clothed hardened cock against you. He was quite proportioned. 
“Let’s enjoy ourselves, hmmm?” You shuddered at his words (and sizable bulge), a small whimper escaping you. Pleased with your sudden turn around, Dio leans back and without missing a beat, undoes his pants, allowing his cock weeping of precum to spring free. You swallow down a moan when his cock rubs against your clit, teasing your lips. Your cunt quickly became sloppy, as you were beginning to come around and throw caution to the wind. Dio must’ve noticed, because chuckles and mutters. “Don’t hide your cute noises from me now.”
With his cock soaked with your juices, he thrusts in and you do as he says, allowing a hoarse moan erupt from your throat that’s muffled by your face against the desk. This wasn’t going to do, not for Dio. While thrusting at a brutal pace, he yanks your hair back and lifts your head so he can listen to your lustful melodies more clearly. While you pant like a bitch in heat whenever he hits that spot to make you see stars, Dio releases your wrists in favor of gripping your hip tightly, leaving bruises. 
Gasping, you didn’t move your wrists for fear of your lord stopping or worse. Pleased by your obedience, Dio’s pace quickens, just for him to slow down to a tortuous pace. Flustered you cry “W-Why? Please….please….m-more!” You try to turn your head, but his strong grip keeps you in place. What a wonderful development! Definitely a change in the right direction from how you rejected him a few moments ago. But, Dio wasn’t quite satisfied yet. He wanted your everything, not only your spur-of-the-moment submission. He’s Dio Brando, Lord Dio to his brood. He doesn’t settle for less than satisfactory.
With a grin, Dio knew just how he would achieve this. “You beg so pretty darling, I see you’re finally coming to understand who owns you. But begging isn’t enough.” When he started moving again, this time his cock kissing your cervix, your mouth hung agape in a silent scream. Your thoughts thoroughly scrambled with nothing but the pleasure that Dio was offering you. Hell, you weren’t even coherent when your position changed to you being on your back with your legs spread wide and exposed, only for Dio. 
He picks up his pace, your cunt constricting around him as he pounds into your sore pussy, his hand now free from your hair pressed down your abdomen. He felt the slight belly bulge from him delving into your sweet cunt, simply delicious. “Darling-” He said too sweetly. “- You’re absolutely stunning so full of my cock, but I have a wonderful idea. I didn’t appreciate your attitude this evening, but I know how we can fix that!” You were too fucked out to comprehend his words, but nodded like the dumb slut you were. His dumb slut. “I’m going to breed this pussy of yours, fill you up with my cum, and you’re going to take everything I give you. Wouldn’t that be great? You grow big and round while your breasts are full with leaking milk.” He pauses as his hips sputter, his cock pulsating with the vision of you growling his children within your womb. 
“Yes..I think motherhood will suit you well. Forever my ___.” 
Whimpering, you nod in agreement. Whatever he wanted, as long as he didn’t stop. You were so very close! You mumble a breathy fuck when Dio pushes your legs up to your shoulders, diving in much deeper than before. Chanting strings of curses under his breath, Dio’s hand on your stomach drifts down to vigorously rub your sensitive nub and in almost no time at all you cum around his member, your juices rushing out to soak the desk and his cock. 
“Oh god...oh god...oh god..” you chanted, making Dio’s ego inflate more if that were possible. Smirking, he lets you ride out your orgasm, before picking up the pace yet again, this time losing control of himself for once. Brutally he fucks you, his cockhead slamming against your cervix, as your pulsing walls from your aftershocks urges his throbbing shaft, begging to milk it. After a few final thrusts, Dio stills and his cock paints your womb with his seed. 
He wasn’t done yet. Chuckling at your fucked out expression, it was so much like Dio to push for more. He wanted to mark you, make everyone but mostly yourself to know who you belong to. Your chest will do and his mark will be on full display. Using the nail on his index finger, Dio carves his name into your chest, pebbles of blood dripping down your sweaty and spent body after each scrape was made. When he is done, he admires his work, his name etched into your skin almost makes his cock spring back to life. What was he kidding, he could go a few more rounds anyway. But first, he leans in and laps up the blood, waste not want not right?
“There you are, how stunning. Darling, I wish you could see yourself right now.” Your eyes grew heavy, you were so exhausted and ready for a nap. Dio picks you up and doesn’t bother to cover you with your shredded rags. “No, no, don’t pass out now. We have a long night ahead of us.”
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awkward-and-indecisive · 4 years ago
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First Day Assistance.
Summary - Y/N is new on The Boys set, nervous and determined to do her job right until she meets Jensen Ackles and her mouth loses its filter so he decides to teach her a good lesson.
Pairing - Jensen Ackles x Female!Reader
Warnings - SMUT 18+, Unprotected sex (y’all are better than this), Oral sex (f receiving), fingering, semi-public sex, tiny bit of fluff, Jensen in that damn Soldier Boy suit, this is just pure filth with no plot in sight
Word Count - 2547
A/N - Blame @msmarvelouswinchester for this and of course Mr. Jensen Snackles who I’m pretty sure wants to kill me. Apparently this is what she and I do, put thoughts into each other’s head until we can’t do anything but write them. Till three in the morning🤦🏽‍♀️
This was also Beta’d by @msmarvelouswinchester , so double thank you 😘
This is a work of fiction and for entertainment purposes. I don’t mean any harm to anyone in their family.
This is my first ever fic so please tell me what you think about it. FEEDBACK IS HIGHLY APPRECIATED!!!
Happy Reading!!!
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It was your first day on the set of The Boys and you were excited for this new opportunity. You had to start small with being a P. A. but now you were looking forward to working on the third season of such an amazing show. You were ready to work hard and were determined to make it big in the industry.
But all those plans flew straight out the window when you looked at Jensen fucking Ackles in his Soldier Boy suit looking like a sex god. You probably had stopped breathing and only inhaled sharply when you became a little lightheaded. Your thighs squeezed together, your pussy clenched and you could feel wetness pooling between your legs.
It was rather directly proportional - the dampness of your panties and the amount of time you looked at him. The more you stared at all the little details, the more wet you became. You knew it was highly unprofessional to have such thoughts about one of the leading actors but it was like your body had stopped listening to you and all the rational and moral thoughts had ceased to have any effect on you.
The way the muscles of his broad shoulders rippled underneath the spandex of his suit as he moved. The way the suit gave a little peek of his neck. The way his freckles shone through the little peek. The way his shoulder to waist ratio fucked you up. The way that knife holster on his hip made you go feral with lust. The way you wanted to come undone on those fingerless gloves till you couldn’t anymore. The way that suit hugged his curves, especially that perky ass.
You were busy thirsting like a dehydrated bitch in the middle of the Sahara, lost in your own filthy thoughts for who knows how long, when a snapping noise brought you back to the land of living. You blinked a few times to clear your head of its dirty thoughts and blurry vision. When you looked back up, you saw Jensen Snackles, as Sony Pictures had oh so proudly named him, standing in front of you and snapping his fingers.
Confusion flooded your expressions but before you could open your mouth to ask what he wanted, he cut you off, “Do we have a problem here, miss? Is there something on my face or what? Because you keep staring at me and I can’t do my job like that!” He said in an annoyed tone.
That’s when you looked around and saw that the set was deserted except for you and the Adonis. The director must have called for a break if there were too many bad takes. You felt a little guilty for wasting everyone’s time but before you could apologise, he cut you off again, “There she goes again. What is going on inside your head?” He clipped, waving a hand in front of your face.
You didn’t know what it was. The pent up sexual frustration of not having had sex in months or how rudely Snackles here was constantly cutting you off, with the fact that no one should look like that or that you couldn’t get your mind off of him but you snapped at him.
“Listen Mr. Sna- Mr. Ackles, firstly, I don’t have a problem with you and I’m not staring at you and secondly, you are not letting me work and are distracting me.” You quipped.
You knew in an instant you were fired for the way you had talked to him but now that you had spoken your mind and the words had left your mouth, you couldn’t take them back. So you decided to stand your ground.
“I am not letting you work?!” He scoffed, cocking one of his eyebrows.
“Yes!! You think it’s easy for me to concentrate when you roam around looking like sex on legs.” You said, waving a hand up and down his body.
Your eyes widened and your hand flew to your mouth when you heard the words that had left your mouth. A cocky smirk grew on his face and he took a step forward as you mirrored his move in the opposite direction.
“I think that implies you were staring at me.” He chuckled, stepping forward again until your back hit the wall and the clipboard and the walkie you had in your hands fell. You were caged by him against the wall, looking like a prey meeting the eyes of its predator just before it’s death.
You looked down, too ashamed and weak to meet his burning gaze. You turned your head towards the exit and said, “I’m sorry Mr. Ackles. I should leave.”
“Nuh-uh,” he tutted, “Sex on legs huh?” He asked cockily.
He was dangerously close to you. You could feel his warm breath fanning over your face. You let out an involuntary whimper and if it was possible, his face turned more cocky.
“What other thoughts swim around in that pretty little head of yours Miss..” he trailed off, his hand coming to push a stray piece of hair behind your ear.
You cleared your throat before half whispering and half whimpering, “Y/n Y/l/n.”
“Y/n Y/l/n.” He said, gruffly, as if trying to see how it would sound from his mouth and god did it sound so sinful. “Interesting name but I guess it makes up for your interesting personality. So as I was saying, what other thoughts about me do you have? Other than sex on legs of course.”
You couldn’t focus enough to reply as you were busy staring at his plump lips and that goddamn beard that gave you all kinds of thoughts you wouldn’t think in your wildest dreams.
“You’re staring again, sweetheart.” He chuckled and the vibrations of it could be felt by you as he pressed his body to yours and caged you between his arms that you knew from his Instagram video he had spent some time working on.
You instantly looked up into his gorgeous green orbs and found yourself lost in them. You opened your mouth a few times but nothing came out, looking like a fish out of the water. Words had left you. It was like a small child trying to speak but not knowing how to.
He closed the distance between his mouth and your ear and growled, “What’s wrong, sweetheart? Cat got your tongue?”
Your whole body shuddered and you pushed your thighs together to get some much needed friction. Jensen seemed to notice your reaction and pushed his thigh between your legs.
“Oh so that’s what this is about. I see nobody has fucked this tight, little pussy in a while and that’s why you’re snapping at people and undressing me with your eyes.” He said in a low, deep voice that had your pussy clenching around nothing.
A wave of arousal flooded your panties and you knew they were ruined a long time ago but now it felt like they had simply disintegrated.
He continued, “But don’t you worry, unfortunately I know what it feels like and I think I would very much like to help you with that.” He winked and if it wasn’t for the wall and him caging you in, your knees would have buckled and you would be a horny mess on the floor.
You noticed your breathing had become heavier and your lips had parted, your hands were balled in fists at your sides, your pussy throbbed in need and your whole body was shaking with lust and desire.
Jensen leaned down to look into your eyes and spoke softly, “Hey, if you don’t want this tell me right away.”
That seemed to snap you out of your sensory overload and you quickly nodded frantically.
“I want this. I want you to fuck me, Jensen.” You sputtered quickly before he could take his offer back.
The moment your consent reached his ears, the beautiful greens of his eyes were eclipsed by the black clouds of lust. He crashed his lips on yours in a bruising kiss that was all teeth and tongue. It was driven by pure lust and need and want and desire.
His hands were on you pushing and pulling and mapping out your entire body. Everything felt too much and not enough at the same time. When the need for air became too much you both parted, panting like you had just ran a marathon. He pushed his partly gloved hands underneath your jumper and pulled it off you leaving your upper body in the black tank top you were wearing.
His mouth moved towards your jaw, nipping and nibbling at the skin there while his hands squeezed your ass. His mouth went to your neck, to the spot behind your ear that drove you wild and sucked. And oh god did he suck hard. You were pretty sure you’d be sporting a big purple hickey but you couldn’t care less.
He kissed the valley of your breasts and suckled one of your clothed nipples as your back arched off the wall and you shamelessly let out a loud moan. He pushed your tank top up as he kneeled down, leaving open mouthed kisses all over your stomach.
He pushed your leggings and your panties down in one go and both of you were shocked. You, to see that your panties hadn’t disintegrated and him, to see how wet you were. He looked up at you with a mischievous glint in his eyes and before you could comprehend what it meant, he dove inside your pussy like a starving man.
He let out a groan when he tasted you, gripping your thighs so tight that you were sure there'd be bruises there. You tangled your hands in his hair, keeping him in place but also giving yourself something to hold on to.
All your wet dreams and imaginations didn’t do justice to how delicious the burn of his beard felt between your thighs. He fucked you with his tongue and then went on to suck at your clit like a child sucking an ice lolly after playing for hours in the summer heat.
To say that you were a panting, moaning, whimpering, writhing and blubbering mess would be an understatement. You were at the mercy of this man’s mouth and you thanked your lucky stars for it. One of his hands left your thigh and came to encircle your core. Desperate to come, you started grinding on his face.
He pushed two of his thick fingers in and groaned at how easily they fit cause you were practically dripping at this point. He fucked you on his fingers hard all the while nibbling and sucking your clit. He moved up your body till he was face to face with you all the while thrusting his fingers into you at a merciless pace.
He crashed his lips on yours and pushed his tongue inside your mouth. You moaned at tasting yourself on his tongue. He moved his talented mouth towards your ear and nibbled on the lobe.
“You’re close, aren’t you? I can feel you squeezing my fingers. Come on Y/n. Come for me.” He whispered in your ear.
Like he had a remote control to your body, you came. And you came so hard that you saw stars. Your vision went white, your body went slack and you felt like you were filled to the brim with pleasure.
When you came back to your senses, the first thing you felt was his cock, hard and heavy, lined with your core, your legs wrapped around his waist, his hands on your ass supporting your weight and crushing you between his body and the wall. He looked at you to see if there was any hint of discomfort but when he couldn’t find any, he kissed you while pushing his cock deep inside you.
You had to admit that he was bigger than any guy you’ve been with and the stretch was just oh so good. He kissed you, nibbling on your lower lip til you got used to his girth. You clawed at his shoulders and the now not so short hair at the nape of his neck.
“Fu-uck Jensen. Move please. F-fuck me.” You begged not caring how desperate you sounded.
Jensen let out an animalistic growl upon hearing your words and pulled all the way out, only leaving the tip in and slammed back into you in one thrust. You let out a cry when his cock hit your g-spot with fucking precision.
He kept up his deadly pace, pounding into you so hard you were sure you’d feel it for days, that had the coil in your lower belly wound tight in no time. He hid his face in the crook of your neck. Only the sounds of his heavy breathing and grunts ,which to be honest should be illegal, and your moans and panting could be heard around the large set.
“Look at you,” He grunted in your ear, “taking my cock so good. You’re so tight. Fuck.”
You couldn’t help but clench your pussy hearing those words pouring out of his mouth.
“I’m not gonna last long. Come for me one more time Y/n. Come on my cock. Squeeze it.” He grunted, pushing one of his hands between your bodies and rubbing rough circles on your clit.
You came with a scream of his name. Your orgasm was so fucking intense that you knew in that moment no one will ever be able to make you come so hard other than this man. He fucked you through your orgasm. A few hard thrusts later he stilled deep inside you and came with a grunt that you’d remember till the day you die. He spilled hot ropes of cum and you milked his cock for all its worth.
When you both came down from your highs, you untangled yourselves from each other and cleaned yourselves the best you could. You quickly and quietly got dressed, the air filling with awkwardness.
When you got dressed, you bent down to pick up your stuff which had fallen and turned to leave when suddenly Jensen caught your wrist and turned you around so that now he was caged between you and the wall. He kissed you and it was all sweet and soft this time while you wrapped your arms around his neck and leaned your body into his.
“Don’t you dare think this was a one time thing. You and me. Dinner at my place at 8. Sounds good?” He asked, sincerely and sweetly.
Your brows furrowed and you opened your mouth to reply but before you could the walkie in your hand came to life and a voice sounded from the other end, “Jensen Ackles is needed now at the wardrobe. Jensen Ackles is needed now at the wardrobe.”
“Looks like I have to go.” Jensen said and pecked your lips once.
He walked backwards and shouted, “My place at 8. Don’t forget.” He gave you a wink before finally going out of your sight.
You stood there confused as to what had just happened in the last hour of your life.
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missjaystone · 4 years ago
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Inescapable
Summary: Even in the middle of the ocean, your alpha manages to find you, even if it was an accident. Pairing(s): Alpha!Helmut Zemo x Reader Word Count: 3,640 Warning(s): NONCON! DUBCON! A/B/O Dynamics! Forced Claiming! Manipulation! Implied Stalking! Miscarriage mentioned! Death mentioned!
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Everything around you froze when you looked up and met a certain pair of brown eyes, a certain sparkle when they looked into yours. The contact was brief before he was led around the corner by the Dora Milaje but it felt like it would never end. You worked on the Raft as a therapist to put as much distance between the two of you as possible but now that he was here, where could you go? The way he smiled at you as he walked by, it wasn't comforting like the first time you'd seen it, it made your heart stop in fear. It made his claiming mark on your neck throb in pain, a reminder of how much power he'd had over you before and how much he'd always have. It reminded you that he was your alpha, whether you wanted him to be or not. The man that passed by you wasn't the man you'd met, he was much worse.
The battle was over, your husband was dead, the child you were growing followed suit not long after you got the news, like he couldn't bear to even be born in a world without his father; you couldn't even blame him, you'd contemplated ending your own life to join your husband in whatever afterlife awaited. You'd just gone back to work after your allotted week of bereavement leave and another week of personal time. You weren't sure if you were ready to go back to work or not, but at the very least it would distract you. The first thing you noticed when stepping into your office were the pictures of you, your husband, and his family. You turned the picture frames face down before you could stare for too long, everyone in the pictures was dead; your husband, your mother and father in law, your two brothers-in-law, everyone.
Your first patient came exactly at 9:30 for their appointment. He was a brown-eyed brunette man of average height, dressed surprisingly nice for a therapy appointment. You greeted him with a soft smile and a handshake. "Welcome, Mr..." you trailed off so he could introduce himself. "Zemo," he answered, his thumb running over your knuckles gently before he let go of your hand and took a seat "Baron Helmut Zemo." "Would you like me to address you as Baron Zemo or Mr. Zemo? Or just simply Helmut if that would make you comfortable?" You asked him. "You can just call me Helmut, Doctor, but thank you for asking," he returned the same sad smile you'd given him when he came in. "Well, Helmut, I'm glad you came in. It's never easy dealing with loss and having someone to talk to is far better than bottling it up. I'm proud of you." He gave a single nod after looking around the office, motioning to the overturned picture on your desk "I thought my friend might be nuts to have referred me here but maybe you understand my pain better than anyone can." You smiled sadly at him "you'd be surprised at how many people understand." You saw his attention drift towards the sweets jar on your desk, holding it out to him "Turkish delight?" He smiled a bit more, this time a little more genuine as he took a piece out "don't mind if I do, Doctor."
After your first appointment, he came back twice a week. He told you about his wife and son, how much it hurt when he finally found their bodies amidst all the rubble. You asked him about his favorite memories with them, trying to make him remember the good times. You asked him about them; his wife's favorite flower or his son's favorite toy, encouraged him to open up about them. Soon he had you talking about your husband and the people you lost. It was amazing how effortlessly he tore down both your professional and emotional walls. He had you falling for him before you even knew you were.
For two months you tried every which way to talk him down off of his growing rage and hatred for the Avengers. You used everything you'd learned in school to make him understand breaking them apart wouldn't bring back his family or make anything better. At the beginning of the third month, he seemed to drop it, and you foolishly thought that was the end of it, that he'd seen reason. He'd slowly been getting bolder during your appointments, asking questions, each more personal than the last but only by a little. One evening, after seeing him for almost four months, he showed up about half an hour after your last appointment of the day, it was about a quarter of six. He was dressed just as nice as he always was, maybe even nicer "I hate to disturb you so late, doctor but may I take you out to dinner this evening? I'd very much like to thank you for these past months; I knew it's your job but I can't imagine what kind of troubled headspace I'd be in if I didn't have you to talk to." He'd asked so politely, how could you refuse? While you gathered your things, you missed the hungry look in his eyes. You missed the way they dragged over your body, the same way a lion looks at his prey. You'd be his omega soon. Whether you wanted it or not. You were his innocent, gentle little lamb and you needed to be protected from other wolves.
Thirty minutes later, the two of you were at his favorite fine dining restaurant in all of Novi Grad. It was fun, the most fun you'd had in months since the battle of Sokovia and the heartbreak that followed. After that first dinner together, it became a more frequent occurrence, usually once a week after his appointment. You were smart, you knew how stupid it was to be dining with the patient so frequently. This professional relationship was becoming close and intimate. He had you on the hook before you could even realize it and pull away. As you began dining with him more, your guard fell. Helmut was no longer your patient, he was your friend, he understood your pains. You began dining together more frequently and then he introduced alcohol into the equation.
When you looked back at everything, you cursed yourself for being so stupid. How could you not see his plan? He was making you comfortable so it'd be easier for him to go in for the kill. Everything you shared with him would get used against you later. Helmut could play your mind like a flute and you let him, you gave him the tools he needed to find your weak spots and exploit them for his own benefit. If he'd crashed into your life and caused as much trouble as he had, you could hate him, but you let him in, welcomed him even and he made himself as comfortable as possible before finally taking what he came for.
Your first night together was gentle and slow, getting to know each other's bodies on such an intimate level. You turned your back to him afterward, eyes watering as the feeling of betrayal settled in the pit of your stomach like a stone. "What's the matter, malo jagnje? Did I hurt you?" He'd asked softly, pressing a gentle kiss to your shoulder as he looked you over worriedly. You shook your head, quickly wiping your tears before they hit the satin pillow sheets beneath you. "No, it's not you, Helmut," you whispered. "Then what?"  He asked, a worried frown on his face. "I just worry, it feels too soon, like I've already started moving on," you answered with a sniffle. "Nobody mourns the same, jagnje, it's different for everyone. You told me that," he assured you, wrapping you in his arms and pulling your back to his chest.
He repeated everything you'd told him whenever you got emotional. 'Sometimes the best way to honor someone's memory is to find new ways to be happy' 'you can't beat yourself up for being happy without them, this is what they would have wanted' 'nobody can ever replace them but you can't wallow in self-pity forever'. Every piece of advice you gave him was used back against you. The two of you had been seeing each other for two months before you stopped answering his calls and messages. He'd shown up at your apartment when you hadn't returned his messages, worried something had happened to you, that his little side activities trying to destroy the Avengers might have led to you being hurt or captured or worse.
He was relieved to find you alive and well. "You haven't been speaking to me, are you unwell?" He asked after you hesitantly let him inside. "I don't think I can keep doing this, Helmut, I'm sorry," you said in a shaky, quiet voice. His face fell in disappointment "what's the matter? Have I done something? Malo jagnje, please, you can tell me anything you know that," he pleaded, taking your hand only to have it slowly pulled from his grasp.
"It's not you, Helmut," you said as clearly as you could muster, wiping the tears that were already beginning to roll down your cheeks. "Then what is it, moj voljeni? What's happened?" He pleaded for an answer. "It was too soon, I can feel myself forgetting him and I don't want to. I don't want to forget all the time me and Christoph spent imagining and building our future together. I don't want to forget about the baby we almost had, that died inside of me almost as soon as he heard the news of his father's death. I don't want to forget everything he and I had but when I'm with you, I feel the memories slipping away and I'm not ready and I'm so sorry for that Helmut," you told him, sniffling throughout. He stared at you for a long moment after you finished speaking, not saying anything. When he finally did react, he approached you and pressed a kiss to your forehead "I understand, little lamb, and I'll wait for you." With that, he gave you a tight hug, rubbing your back comfortingly as you sobbed into his chest for a bit before he left. You went to sleep that night thinking about how lucky you were to have a confidant like Helmut in your life.
You remembered thinking that was the end of things. He took it well and things would continue as they were before you became sexually involved. No wonder he called you his little lamb, you were too innocent and naive to see the anger in his eyes when you told him you'd stop sleeping together. If you knew then what you knew now, you would have run from the hills, hidden at the north pole. You would have gone to the police and gotten a restraining order or hired a security detail. But you didn't do any of that. You were a lamb being led to the slaughter by no one other than yourself.
Helmut stormed into your office on a night he knew you stayed late to put the week's worth of notes away in their correct files. As fast as he'd appeared, he'd closed and locked the door behind him, watching your stunned form for a reaction. "Helmut?" You barely managed to get his name out before he'd crossed the room, pulling you to him and into a rough kiss. No matter how much you shoved his chest, he only pulled away when he was ready to. He effortlessly picked you up and set you on your desk, already positioning himself between your legs "I've waited for you to realize your mistake, jagnje, but I'll wait no more. I know you love me, омега, you're troubled mind is still reeling from the loss too much to accept it." "Helmut, I don't want this anymore, stop it," you shoved him away but it did little to dissuade him. It only angered him.
He grabbed your jaw tightly and made you look into his eyes; the pools of brown swirls had been replaced by black, lust-blown pupils of a... an alpha going through his rut. It sent waves of panic through your mind but waves of something else to your core. You whimpered when you felt your heartbeat speed up, reacting to the alpha's close, intimidating presence. "Helmut this isn't what you want, this isn't you," you tried to reason despite the rising panic telling you to run. He chuckled darkly "oh, little lamb, this is what I've longed for since before I stepped foot in your office. I caught a whiff of your sweet, scent when you visited the memorial all those months ago and I knew you'd be mine. You might not want to admit it, but your body knows you need an alpha like me to treat you right, keep you safe," he hummed as he ground the growing bulge in his pants against your clothed core. "Helmut-" you started, but his squeezing your jaw harder made you stop immediately. "You'll address me as alpha from now on, little lamb. I'd rather not hurt you but tonight I will make you mine by any means necessary, understood?" He asked, loosening his hold so you could nod, which you did hesitantly.
Pleased, he hooked his fingers into the waistband of your pants and pulled them and your underwear down, a smirk appearing on his features. He pulled your pants completely off and discarded them carelessly, holding your underwear up so you could see just how much you didn't want this; the flimsy black fabric already had a small amount of slick arousal on it. You watched in embarrassed shock and he brought the fabric close and sniffed it, a pleased hum leaving his lips as he tucked them into the pocket of his pants. "I think you do want this little omega, you want to please your alpha don't you?" He asked softly as his hand slowly drifted higher up on your thigh. "You aren't my alpha, Helmut," you said bitterly, ignoring the tears that stung your eyes as you glared daggers at the man you'd considered your friend and confidant. He snarled and dropped his hand to your neck, squeezing until the air barely flowed "but I will me, little lamb. And you'll be my perfect little omega, my perfect girl who'll give me the family we both crave and deserve."
His hand on your thigh finally came in contact with your core which was already soaked and ready for him. He hastily pushed in two of his fingers, curling them as he pulled you into a dominating kiss, nipping your bottom lip enough to bruise. Your denials were muffled by his lips and soon faded into pitiful, needy whines from his unwanted touches. He smiled darkly against your lips when he felt your body arch into him "see, омега? Your body knows what it wants, it's that big beautiful brain of yours that's keeping you down." You shook your head, trying to save any dignity you had left, which was none "I don't want this, Helmut, and I don't want you!" The words felt like acid coming up but his chuckle hurt worse. He was three fingers deep in your cunt, pulling whines and quiet, muffled moans from your lips, he knew you didn't mean that.
When he abruptly pulled his fingers out, you regrettably let out a disappointed whine, another, needier whine following as you watched him suck his fingers clean without break eye contact. It took .2 seconds for him to undo his belt and push his pants and briefs down, stroking his throbbing cock while he looked into your eyes. His hand still holding your wrist remaining just as tight. "I'll always take good care of you, my needy little lamb, you'll never want for anything ever," he promised, planting a gentle kiss on your forehead that didn't match the roughness he used to immediately bury himself to the hilt. He started off with a brutal pace, not giving you any time at all to adjust as he had before. His thrusts were purely animalistic, he was just an alpha trying to knot the omega in front of him amid his own release. He let you bury your face in his chest as an escape for now, whispering the filthiest things you'd ever heard in your life.
"See, little lamb? See how much you need your alpha to make you feel good, make you feel better than good?" He asked when you finally gave up on trying to mentally escape the moment. "N-not my alpha," you stuttered out in between the rough hammering of his hips. He snarled and bared his teeth, eyes darkening even more than you thought possible. "We'll see," he mumbled angrily. He tilted your head and moved your hair out of the way quickly, leaving no time for you to react before he sunk his teeth into your mating gland, his hips faltering a few times before his movements went from thrusts to more a series of rapid ruts as his knot began to inflate. Your pained scream was music to his ears, it was the sound of you becoming his omega, making it so no other alpha alive would dare to so much as breath on you.
When he detached from your shoulder, he again pulled you into a kiss, making sure you could taste the metallic taste of your blood on his lips while the feeling of euphoria from the bite coursed through your veins, reaching every last nerve ending. He let out a pleased groan when he felt your cunt strain around his knot as you came, sending him headfirst into his own climax almost immediately. His face happily buried in your chest as he rode out his orgasm, ropes of his cum painting your walls, reaching your innermost areas while you held onto him for dear life.
Your stifled sobs made him look up, a small frown on his face. "Oh, little lamb, don't cry," he said softly as he wiped your cheeks "I just want to keep you safe from all the wolves in the world, it won't always be this way." He ignored how hard your palm connected to his cheek "you bastard!" He gently picked you up and sat down in your chair, letting you curl up in his lap without dislodging his knot, smirking slightly when he heard your whimper at the shift in position. He soothingly rubbed your back as he held you close, comforting you "it's okay, омега, I'd hoped you'd accept us on your own terms but my rut came early and nobody else will do." You hated this; being reduced to your dynamic, to some cock sleeve for him to use as he saw fit. He'd bound you to him for the rest of your lives and there was nothing you could do about it now, so you curled into his chest and sobbed until you had no more tears.
You recalled the way he stayed with you for the rest of the night, comforting and tending to you. He'd return often, usually every other day to take you out somewhere for a date or just show up at your apartment to do it all over again. You couldn't put up much of a fight, once he was close enough, your omega side came out and you were putty in his hands. And he knew that, and he treasured it. He showered you in gifts; clothes, jewelry, wines, books, everything he could think of. When his visits became few and further in between, you hated the nerves you felt. You hated the way you wondered when he'd come back home to you. You were messed up, and it felt like it was all your doing. You broke your professional rules. You let him into your life. You told him everything he needed to know to get to you. You let him claim you. You were Baron Helmut Zemo's little lamb, and he'd never let you forget it, leaving bruises on your thighs and hickeys on your neck to show any and everyone you were a protected little omega, and woe to anyone who caught your alpha's wrath.
You then had to watch in horror as his actions became known on the news; he'd never given up his plot to destroy the Avengers. He'd succeeded more than he could have ever dreamed of and now, he was in jail. He'd be in jail for the rest of his life. It felt like losing your husband all over again, the pain deep in your heart hurt twice as much now. You practically had to go through detox to get used to life without your Helmut around you. You were still protected by his mark but you'd never get to listen to him shower you with praises while he cleaned you up after sex. You had to get used to a life without being on his arm and you hated yourself for craving his attention and companionship that you'd still claim to hate.
He smiled so happy when they stopped while waiting for the door to open. He spoke in Sokovian so nobody around understood him "izgledaš prelepo kao onog dana kad sam te pogledao, jagnje malo." "What'd he just say?" Your superior asked, looking between the two of you. You felt that familiar stone in the pit of your stomach, he'd have you doing his bidding in no time. You were already wrapped around his finger. You shook your head and looked at your boss "he's mistaken me for someone else." "Jedva čekam da stignem, jagnje," Helmut said with a smirk before he was pulled away by a member of the Dora Milaje, leaving you with a wink.
-malo jagnje - мало јагње - little lamb -jagnje - јагње - lamb -moj voljeni? - мој вољени - my beloved -омега - omega -izgledaš prelepo kao onog dana kad sam te pogledao, jagnje malo - изгледаш прелепо као оног дана кад сам те погледао, јагње мало - you look as beautiful as the day I laid eyes on you, little lamb -Jedva čekam da stignem, jagnje - Једва чекам да стигнем, јагње - I can't wait to catch up, lamb
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Your eyes fluttered open, looking up into bright blue eyes that for once didn’t seen familiar. You let out a chirp flinching away from the blondes touch as you tried to sit up.
“Shhh, shhh, Kroshka, Lie back, you are alright.” You sniffed the air cautiously only to be surprised by the soft smell of the omega in front of you. You were in an unfamiliar room, with yet another unfamiliar person. Your body ached but for some reason you expected it to hurt worst. Tiny flashes of what had happened swirled in your mind panic setting in as you were unable to make sense of it all.
“D-dabi… help..” You’re voice was a scratchy whisper, your throat dry.
“It’s okay Kroshka. You’re alpha is right here. I am just here to help.” Sure enough, Dabi was asleep just about two feet down the bed in a chair, face resting on one of his arms, facing you. He looked so peaceful when he was sleeping, kind of cute.
You immediately relaxed at seeing him, your omega feeling safe. You glanced back to the omega in front of you, confusing crossing your features. You don’t remember there being an omega in the league before… who was she?
It was like she could read your mind, her immediately answering your unasked question.
“I’m Anna, a friend of Dabi’s, I’m a healer. You hit your head pretty bad, I need to check the wound.”
Your head? You couldn’t feel any pain in your head, you could definitely feel the pain in your stomach though, the rest of your body feeling completely sore, but your head felt completely fine.
Still you let her shift you enough to check behind the wrapping covering the back of your skull. It was weird, you couldn’t even feel her hand back there as she shifted things. You were about to ask her about it when Dabi’s form shifted, his eyes opening to rest on your own. Your heart lept into your throat at the intensity in them.
“You’re awake…” It was like he was breathing a sigh of release, like all of the worries he had ever had melted away at the sight of you. You didn’t understand it. Why was this alpha so concerned about you? Why did he care that much? Was it just his alpha being concerned for an omega that they claimed as theirs? A voice in the back of your mind was whispering the answer to you but it was too muddled to understand.
Anna had finished checking your head, shifting the bandages back into place before guiding you to lay back down. Stepping to obstruct your view of the alpha that you were locked in a stare-down with unable to break eye contact.
“You’re head is healing fine, with my quirk it should only take a couple more hours for it to completely heal, the staples will disappear on their own once it does, and everything should stay numb until they go away as well. You still need to rest, healing takes a lot of energy and if you move around too much you could easily rip a staple out, trust me that will be very awful for you. Dabi has my number if you need anything and I have told him to call me if anything happens. Seriously, anything. If you feel any pain in your head at all, call me..” She was packing up her med kit as she said this, glancing behind her to make eye contact with Dabi to reinforce her last statement.
“I guess I was lucky.” You could still barely manage a whisper, Anna grabbing a water bottle and passing it to you a frown on her lips as you took a drink.
“No you weren’t Kroshka. What happened to you… it’s not lucky and I’m really sorry that you had to go through that.”  
Anna said her goodbyes, leaving the two of you alone to go find Kurogiri to take her home. Dabi’s eyes were back onto your own and you could feel tears welling up in your eyes that you had been holding back since you woke up, memories that you didn’t want flooding your mind. All you could smell was leather and amber and it made you want to gag.
“Princess, what can I do to make things better?” Dabi was hovering just off the bed, looking like all he wanted to do was wrap you in his arms, and for once you and your omega agreed. That’s what you wanted too.
“Make the smell go away.” That was all it took and Dabi was crawling into the bed beside you, careful not to move you much as he gently rubbed his nose along your neck, slowly and gently scenting you, pulling you tight against him. Within minutes you were completely enveloped in the smell of cinnamon, whiskey and smoke.  You wrapped your own arms around his waist hesitantly, pulling him closer to you enjoying the scent, only for him to let out a soft groan of pain.
It was at that moment that you finally noticed he looked almost as beat up as you did. Confusion crossed your features as you slowly sat up, looking him over, much to his complaint as he let you go. His jaw was more purple than normal, his lip was cut, and the tiny amount of stomach that was peaking out under his shirt was bruised as well. You unconsciously ghosted your fingers over the stomach peaking out at you, a soft groan leaving the alpha’s lips again, this time not in pain.
“If you want to do that you’re going to have to wait little mouse, I’m not risking injuring you more right now as much as I’d like to.”
“What happened to you?” You ignored his comment, your omega internally squealing at the thought, your cheeks heating up.
A smirk graced the lips of the alpha laying down on the bed looking up at you, looking quite devilsh as his hand lightly caught your wrist, stopping you from pulling his shirt up further to check for more bruises and cuts.
“I had a run in with your alpha.” The cockiness on his face faded as he saw the realization dawn on your own face. Shoto had fought Dabi? He was looking for you? He was probably on his way! Wait.. was he… is he..?
“Is he okay?” Dabi frowned at the way your voice cracked, you pulling away from him curling in on yourself. One step forward two steps back his alpha growled internally at him.
“He’s fine, a little roughed up maybe, definitely a lot pissed off. He’s probably tracking me down right now, daddy Endevor in tow.” He shifted so that his arms were behind his head, looking up at the ceiling, his face guarded and any emotion missing once again. A perfect poker face of disinterest.
Your omega deflated at seeing his face like that, he had shown you so much raw emotion just minutes ago, yet he shut down so quickly. Like he didn’t care two shits about you. Like he just wanted to prove to the other alpha’s that he was better than them by having you in his grasp.
“Dab-“
“Do you love him?” He cut you off, staring at the ceiling like he couldn’t give two shits about your answer. Like he didn’t just ask that question.
You paused a frown pulling at your lips, you started playing with the charred blanket that was bunched up like a wall between the two of you.
“Not like I’m supposed to.” The words were barely a mumble, and you could feel the tears pooling in your eyes again. Once again you reminded yourself about what a crybaby you were, how was it possible to cry this much? Why did it feel like your heart was being ripped out slowly, the anxiety in the air mounting? You were sure that your scent was turning sour as the seconds ticked by. What was this stupid alpha doing, you were finally having a nice moment and he goes and ruins things?
“What does that even mean?” He continued to act like he couldn’t care less about you. Even when he could see the tears in your eyes from the corner of his own eyes. Even when he could smell the sadness tinging your usual (Y/S) scent.
“It means I don’t want him to be my alpha! I don’t want to be trapped in a loveless bond with him for the rest of my life. I want Touya back! I want … ” Finally the tears spilled onto your cheeks, dripping onto the blanket beneath you as you stared down at it, memories flooding your mind of a red-haired alpha calling you princess, a dark-haired alpha holding you tightly, both having a distinct scent of cinnamon and smoke and cerulean blue eyes that pierced into your soul. Could it be? Or were you just forcing yourself to see something that wasn’t there. It had been so long since you had seen Touya, since you had smelled him. You weren’t even sure you could trust your own memories. Touya was dead after all…but they had never found the body… Could he be?
“Who’s Touya?”
Anger flared up into your body, the tears drying up immediately. There was no way this could be the same person. Touya wasn’t such a fucking ass.
“My alpha.” You gritted the words out. The words feeling way more truthful than the many times you had called Shoto your alpha in the last several years.
Dabi hummed, rolling out of the bed, stretching and turning away from you, hiding his face from you.
“Seems to me like you have quite a few alpha’s little mouse. That’s a bit cruel to them don’t you think?”
“He’s dead you fucking asshole.”
“Is he now? Is that why you’re screwing his brother?”
You froze, hearing the controlled anger in Dabi’s voice. He was upset.. what was his problem?
“I haven’t touched Shoto…” You watched with confusion as the anger in you swirled mixing with the panic settling in as you watched the alpha grab his phone which was lighting up with message after message, putting on his jacket like he was about to leave again.
“Where are you going?”
“I need to go finished killing Mr. Compress off for one, and for two I need to go give Shigaraki a head’s up that your child alpha is probably on his way to kill me.”
“Dabi wait-“
“What?!” Finally the angry alpha looked at you, fighting to keep his tone under control, to keep his face disinterested. He was losing.  
“I never said he was Shoto’s brother.” You tried to keep your voice even, watching as his eyes widened just a fraction. You don’t think you would have noticed it if you weren’t studying his eyes so closely as it was. There was no way he should have known that. Endevor hadn’t flaunted any of his kids except for Shoto, and that was only recently. The uneasy silence that followed ignited a flame in you that you couldn’t ignore. Seconds ticked by as you stared at him, Dabi’s gaze for once anywhere but on you as he tried to come up with an excuse.
All at once it clicked in your brain. Why he chose you at the market, why the smell was so damned familiar, why he knew that you wouldn’t be burnt by his quirk, why he was so angry at the idea of you with Shoto, why your omega yearned for him like no tomorrow, why he was so kind and gentle to you when he was a damned villain who was known for being the exact opposite, why there was a fur blanket sitting halfway in your lap now, too similar to the one from all those years ago. You knew who he was, there was no denying it anymore, and you were pissed.
“You lying son of a bitch. You let me believe you were dead!” You launched off the bed snarling, stalking towards the alpha, anger clear on your face as he backed up with his hands up in mock surrender until he hit the door behind him, closing the both of you in the room.
“Mouse, you need to relax, you’ll hurt yourself,” His voice sounded low and gravelly, a warning, not at all the same as it used to when you were kids. He had changed so much, it was no wonder you hadn’t recognized him. Even his scent had matured, the distinct smell of whiskey mingling in. Not to mention the scars… when exactly had he gotten those?
“You left me alone! In that house! With your father!” You were almost to screaming now as you accused him, only shutting up when he covered your mouth with his hand, switching places, pressing you against the door towering over you, his other arm resting against the door, holding himself up.
“Y/N if you don’t shut up I will make you shut up. Let’s not scream my identity out for the whole League to hear, if you want to scream so bad I will give you a reason to.”  
Your cheeks heated up, how was this the same Touya as the one you had grown up with. How was this the same person. You guessed he wasn’t in a way the same person. He was a villain now, a thug, a murderer. He had grown up in a big way and left you behind.
“You left me.” You mumbled against his hand, it was muffled, but the look in his eyes told you he understood your words anyways.
He looked down at the floor for a moment, licking his lips and steadying himself before he looked back up at you. You deserved to know. He knew you did. You deserved the world, but he didn’t think you would want it from him anymore after this.
“I did. I left you alone in that house, after I promised I wouldn’t. You’re right. I let you believe I was dead, and left you behind and didn’t look back.” You flinched at his words, hiccupping against his hand that was covering your mouth, his thumb moving to wipe at your tears. “I thought he would let you go… I really did princess. I thought he would just take the loss and send you back to your parents, or at least dump you onto the streets where you could find your own way. I never in a million years thought he would just pass you along to that little brat. I didn’t think he would keep you.”
He paused, inhaling your scent, watching your face go through a myriad of emotions unable to settle on one. He had singlehandedly ruined your life. Shoto wasn’t old enough to protect you when Dabi left… meaning Endevor had years to torture you in whatever way he saw fit with no one to stop him. Fuyumi being an omega wouldn’t have been able to do anything, and Natsuo, a beta, had never had the guts to stand up to his alpha of a father. Not to mention even after Shoto was old enough, would he go against his father? He was the favorite child after all. Not to mention all the things that had gone wrong for you since Dabi kidnapped you in the last several days. You have almost died twice already. And all of it was Dabi’s fault.
“You wanted to be free so bad. I thought it was the best way to get us both what we wanted. I thought-”
You yanked his hand away from your mouth, your voice ringing out strong against the quiet room, shocking you both.
“All I wanted was you. I never wanted to be free if it meant I couldn’t have you.”
“You don’t mean that.”
Dabi looked down at you, a pained expression on his face. No matter what he did he would just keep hurting you. He couldn’t fix this. He couldn’t do anything right, other than being a villain. He should have just left things alone at the market. He should have just taken you with him when he left all those years ago. He should let you go now... before the brat gets here. Give you a head-start to a life you deserved.
You could see his thoughts running across his face a mile a minute. He had changed so much since you had known him. He was a completely different person now, yet your omega still knew him, you still knew exactly who he was deep inside. He was the person you missed with every ounce of your being. He was the boy you fallen in love with as children. He was the alpha that you wanted now.  
So for once in your life, you made a choice. Your own choice. You gripped his shirt, pulling him down to you, pressing your soft lips against his rough ones, taking the quiet strangled noise from the alpha as a good sign. It only took a split second for Dabi to react to you, molding his lips against your own, pressing you back against the door as he towered over you. His hands moving to grip each side of your face, tilting it up for a better angle, thumbs wiping away what was left of your previous tears, long fingers tangling into the hair behind your ears.
You let yourself melt into his touch, your grip on his shirt loosening until dropping it all together to warp your arms around his neck pulling him closer to you even still, stepping up onto your tiptoes. You couldn’t help it; your omega was begging you to get closer to the man in front of you and you were done ignoring her.  Dabi was feeling a similar way, his tongue darting out between his lips, running along your bottom one asking for entrance, which you granted with a breathy whimper.
You could tell he had experience, the way his tongue rolled against your own was practiced, slow and almost lazy, the feeling of the cool metal ball contrasting with the heat of his mouth. He was taking his time, exploring you thoroughly, slowly, sensually. You on the other hand could feel yourself heating up, your body aching to be flush against his. You didn’t want to take your time. You finally found your alpha and you just wanted to be marked as his before you lost him again. Your omega was growing antsy, your hips rolling against him on their own, a soft moan leaving your lips at the friction causing the alpha in front of you to chuckle lowly.
“Slow down baby, no need to rush this. You’re going to hurt yourself.” He shifted his lips to your jaw, pressing kisses along it, stopping to nip just under your ear, sucking on the skin there, eliciting another moan from your lips, your fingers digging into his shoulder, your other hand tangling into his dark hair pulling subconsciously, pulling a low growl of satisfaction from the alpha. The sound directly in your ear causing your insides to clench, the smell of your building slick wafting through the room.
You couldn’t help it, the noise building up in your throat and bubbling out with no control as you purred at his touch. It was like your omega had been dying of thirst until the very second he touched you. He was just as affected as you were, melting at the sounds you were making, his hands dropping down, gripping you under your butt, lifting you up and wrapping your legs around his hips using the door to hold you as his hands rested under your thighs, kneading them roughly.
You were practically shaking, dropping your hands, dragging them down his body hurriedly, fingers fumbling at the button on his pants, your omega barking at you in your mind to hurry up. You needed this, him, all of him. You were only stopped when one of his hands left your thigh, using the door and one of his knees to help keep  you up as he easily captured both of your wrists in his large hand, holding them tightly together between the two of you, bringing them up only to press chaste kisses right where he could feel your pulse running through them, his eyes watching your own like a predator, his alpha’s fangs dragging against them slowly.
You let out a moan at the sight.  You wanted him. Now.
The world had other plans however, the door suddenly disappearing from behind you, causing you and Dabi to plummet to the floor. Him landing on top of you, causing you to wince at the pain in your stomach, cradling your head to insure you didn’t hit it again. When your eyes focused you were looking up at, once again, an annoyed blue haired alpha.
 You were really starting to hate Shigaraki. 
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Seems like the supernatural world finally came closer enough to Daniel. Now, you finally can feel in your bones what Derek felt with you before that night at his loft. Word count: 3.828 (I KNOWW, I'm sorry. I thought it would be shorter than this lol) Pairings: Reader x Derek Contain: Some angst, some fluff, Original characters (Daniel, your boyfriend)  Warnings: English is not my main language <3; Inappropriate language TEEN WOLF MASTERLIST PART 1 |  PART 6
Things were gradually straightening out for you. Despite had forgotten the birthday of your boyfriend, you made him believe that you don't! You were just planning a surprise. Things worked so well that Dan even let you at the Hales house that morning. Of course, Derek hated seeing you with Dan. However, he tried to tolerate it. You were moving on, and maybe he should try to do the same. After all, you hated him.
You were better off with each passing day when it came to self-defense, and you were better and better in the little surprise tests the Hale's gave you to test your skills. However, that didn't mean you were ready for real action.
But they were including you in this gradually.
Since you were introduced to the pack, you always went to the Hale house after work. That day had been no different, except for one little task: Talia had asked you to look for information about an old bestiary. At that moment, you were doing an initial search on the internet. You were sat on the couch, with your laptop on your lap. Derek, Talia, and Laura were planning something about a "Kanima".
The noise of your cell phone echoed through the room, and you picked it up off the table. The number was unknown. Finding the call a little bit odd, you put the laptop in the space next to you and answered the call.
"Hello, Ms. (Y/N)? I'm Sheriff Stilinski. I got your number from Stiles."
The fact that Sheriff is calling you already made your bones freeze inside your body. The Hale looked at you, finding it as odd as you thought.
"Hi, Mr. Stilinski. Did something happen?"
"Actually, yes. I'm here in front of Joey's bar."
Your heart hammered against your chest. You knew Joey! Daniel was going there that night because they are friends. You took a deep breath, trying to contain your nervousness and letting Noah finish talking.
"You should know that we are facing some problems in the city, with these animal attacks. Apparently, there was one more attack, and it was here at the bar. We found your boyfriend here, but don't worry, he is alive and well."
This time, your heart missed a beat. My God, Dan had been in danger! An indescribable feeling of panic washed over you, and you could already feel a cry rising up your throat. Your eyes were already stung with tears, and you got up from the couch. Your voice was already starting to wave.
"...He was attacked? What happened? How is he?"
The Hale approached you, not just with concern but because they knew that the attack was directly linked to the creature they were looking for at the time.
"Don't worry. He's fine. Daniel had some minor injuries. He's waiting for the rest of the authorities, and he'll be going home soon."
"Okay, I-" You tried to take a deep breath, but it was a little too late to stay calm "I'm coming, okay? I'm coming."
You hung up the call, trembling. Your vision became blurred, and you didn't know if it was because of tears in your eyes or because of that strange lack of control within you.
"Hey, hey, listen to me!" You heard Derek's voice. Your chest rose and fell, and you looked at random spots in the room "I want you to breathe, okay? If you lose control, it will be worse. Try to think of something that will prevent your wolf from taking control over you. "
Laura and Talia looked at you with concern while talking about something to each other that you can't pay attention to. Your eyes are run from the girls to Derek, who was looking at you with concern. You didn't answer him.
"(Y/N)!" He called, holding your face with both hands now. His eyes locked with yours. "Focus."
You felt a wave of feelings storming inside your chest, stirred like the sea in a violent storm, sinking all your rationality. The first feeling was fear. Daniel could have died that night, and all because of the supernatural. Then came the blame. You were lying to him every day because you didn't love him. Maybe he was attacked just because of you. After all, you were part of the supernatural now.
But Derek's voice managed to call you to rationality, and you saw that you needed to take control.
With the tears streaming down your face and your eyes focused on his, you took a deep breath. And again, fear overwhelmed you. You were so close to losing control! What if one day you lost and killed Dan? What if you hurt anyone else? A father? A mother? A child? What if you became the new person responsible for a corpse trail through the city because you failed to take control of your wolf?
And surprisingly, your breathing was slowing down. Your vision seemed a little clearer, and now you were able to pay a little more attention to the sounds around you.
"Scott is there." You heard Laura say to Talia, cell phone in hand. She had just made a call "He said Daniel took control of the situation. He said he locked some people in one of the rooms and tried to distract Kanima. Daniel was completely crazy, but he was brave."
Your hands were still a little shaky, but only from your cry. Seeing that you had regained control of yourself, Derek let out a long sigh. With his thumb, he wiped the tear trail from your face. His touch caused the air to disappear from your lungs.
"What did you thought about?" He asked in a calm voice.
You took a deep breath, seeking strength to speak. Tired of restraining yourself, you threw your arms over Derek's shoulders and hugged him for comfort. Without hesitation, he wrapped his arms around your waist, returning the hug.
"I just don't want to hurt anyone."
Fear. That was your anchor.
"You won't. I will not let this happens."
And there he was: Comforting the woman he loved by being concerned about another man. Not that he thought you were wrong, of course. Derek could understand the reasons for your concern. However, he couldn't help feeling jealous. He was trying to contain himself at that moment. After all, you needed him.
Your voice was choked and low by your cry.
"Can you take me there? I need to know if he's okay."
The alpha's heart cracked. In addition to hating seeing you that way, he hated the idea of ​​taking you into the arms of another man even more. However, if that was going to let you okay he would do it. Upset, Derek let out a long sigh.
"Ok."
He moves away from you. His face, once with a soft and protective expression, was cold and even a little annoyed. Without saying anything else, he walked to the entrance hall. He takes the Camaro keys from the table and goes outside. You were in too much tension to notice the sudden change in his expressions, so you just took your coat on the couch and followed him. Talia grimaced and looked at Laura, who raised her eyebrows. It was as if she had read her mom's thoughts.
"I have a hunch what you're thinking about."
"I'm thinking that hug was too good to be true."
Laura compresses her lips, holding a chuckle.
"If Derek finds out that you've been gossiping about his life..."
Talia shrugged.
"It's what people do most within this pack, and it's my right as a mother to gossip about my son's life."
Your feelings were too stormy for you to be able to have a conversation. Derek was not much different because of his jealousy. So Laura was only able to talk to her mother in the car. Still, the only matter she could talk to was about Kanima. She was afraid to mention Dan's name, or Derek could kill everyone in the car just by hitting it in a tree for his jealousy.
Your heart almost jumped out of your chest when you started to approach the bar. A body was being carried in a black bag, on a stretcher. The lights of the vehicles could be seen from a considerable distance, and authorities were constantly moving. When you jumped out of the car, desperate to see how Dan was, Derek had barely stopped the car. He let out a low growl as he saw you run towards the silhouette of a man sitting in an ambulance.
The Hale got out of the car, already watching Scott and Stiles walking in wide steps in their direction. Trying to focus on something other than the whole situation with you, Derek crossed his arms.
"How many victims?"
"Two." Scott replied promptly. "Some people managed to escape, and others did not."
It was Stiles' turn to inform the Hale of the situation.
"There were in total 12 people who failed to escape. All of them were saved thanks to Superman over there."
Stiles indicated Dan with a nod, causing the family to look at him. Dan was hugging you with a smile on his face. He was trying to calm you down. It was clear from the way he was sliding his hand down your back.
Derek heard his mother ask Scott and Stiles something, but he paid no attention to the question. He could only pay attention to you in your stupid, perfect boyfriend's arms. You looked at Dan, and he put his hand on your face.
"I know it was risky, my love. I know. But I needed to do something. I'm fine, see? Everything it's fine."
"Are you really okay?"
"I swear. I'm just going to need to do a check-up. It's just to be sure."
You let out a long sigh and nodded, and Dan smiled at you. With his hand still on your face, he gave you a soft, loving kiss that you returned. The surrounding doctors almost devoured Dan with their eyes. However, you were the only one to get his full attention.
And yet, that didn't stop you from wanting to be in the arms of another man.
That scene was driving Derek crazy. Holy crap! Why couldn't that perfect idiot keep his hands on himself? Why did he have to be irritatingly touching you? He wasn't even supposed to put his hands on you! Derek was the one who was supposed to be touching you in his place and being the only one who could kiss you. Daniel was an intruder. He was not welcome. In fact, Derek could rip his hands off just because he was touching you.
Oh, how many forms of homicide were there? Derek was betting that there were infinite forms and that just being a little creative was enough. If he wanted to kill Daniel, Derek was sure that creativity would not lack.
"Hey, Romeo!"
Laura's voice pushes him out of his reveries, and he looked at his sister as if he had come out of a trance. In fact, Talia, Scott, and Stiles were looking at him, too. They looked a little scared.
"...What?"
She raised her eyebrows, speaking as if it were obvious.
"You are snarling."
"No, I'm not."
"Yes, idiot, you are. And you're going to get attention from everyone."
Talia took a step towards Derek, her eyebrows slightly raised.
"Why don't you wait in the car? We get the information and take a look around."
Derek hesitated, contracting his lips. Then he let out a long sigh in acceptance. In silence and anger, he walked over to the Camaro, got into the vehicle, and closed the door. The quartet looked at each other, and Stiles started walking towards the passenger door of the Camaro.
"I had an idea! You can investigate. I have something that will solve his sour grape."
Scott frowned and tried to object.
"Uuh, Stiles, I think you'd better leave him-"
"I'll be right back!"
Stiles got into the Camaro, sitting in the passenger seat. My Godness. Derek was already starting to get a little more annoyed.
"Hey, what's up, Derek? It's so crazy this whole Kanima story! So crazy..."
Derek remained with his eyes focused outside, unmoved by Stiles' advances. If he pretends that Stilinski wasn't there, maybe he will go away.
"Uh..." With the silence, Stiles cleared his throat and continued talking "You know, I downloaded a really cool app where there are lots of girls. The name is Tinder. Have you heard about it?"
That was definitely the last thing Derek needed now. Annoyed, he sent a mortal glare to Stiles. Derek was not the type of man who needed help with women, especially if it came from a stupid teenager. Stiles swallowed hard with Derek's gaze, but he doesn't give up.
"Er..." He took the cell phone out of his pocket, putting it on the app. Then he showed Derek a red-haired girl "This one has tattoos. And she's a doctor! I think a doctor would be useful in the pack. And she's hot."
"Stiles, get the fuck out of my car."
Derek looked at Stiles with an almost murderous look. Slightly frightened, Stiles swallowed hard and put the phone back in his pocket.
"Err... I think I better go help the guys, so... I'll keep you aware of clues!"
Stiles forced a smile, and he didn't take long to get out of the car, leaving Derek finally alone with his thoughts.
You had just said goodbye to Daniel in the hospital lobby. He had gone home and alone, at your insistence. You just wanted him to rest, but it wasn't just that: You wanted to be alone. Although it was almost 3 AM, you don't feel a drop of sleep. You were relieved, of course. Daniel had not been seriously injured, but he still needed to make some bandages. He would be back the next day for detailed medical examinations. However, your feelings were still mixed up inside your chest, especially now.
What if you indirectly had put Daniel in danger? Was that your fault? Maybe it would be better if you move away from him, so he would stay safe, and you would stop lying to him.
The point was that thought reminded you of the words Derek said to you in your first training.
During all this time, I was trying to keep you safe.
I didn’t want you to come to me again because it was dangerous. I really needed you to hate me. You would be safe that way.
You felt your heart crush inside your chest, under the weight of remembering what had happened that day. Not only did you yell at him, but you avoided him categorically. In the last few days, the contact between you two has evolved during the training. However, it was still weak. The peak of contact between you had happened that same night when you gave him the first hug in ages.
You found yourself in the same situation that Derek was with you before everything collapsed. Now, you had ruined everything between you.
You went outside to the hospital door and sat on the steps at the entrance. Then, you took your cell phone out of your pocket and looked at your contact list, looking for someone to give you a ride. Should you call Laura? Or should you call Derek? It was pretty evident that you wanted to call Derek, but would it be appropriate? You were barely talking to him, even with the advances in your relationship. Confused, you let out a long sigh. You then remembered Talia's words just a few days ago.
Be honest with you.
You would not be honest with yourself if you called Laura, would you? Of course not. She was not your first option.
Damn it. You called Derek. He didn't take long to answer.
"(Y/N), hi."
You hesitated before finally saying something in a low, tired voice.
"Hi, I'm sorry to call you this hour. Did I wake you up?"
"No. Actually, I haven't slept yet."
You let out a long sigh.
"It's just that Dan just got out of the hospital, and I asked him to go home and rest. I needed a ride, but only if it isn't going to bother you."
"It won't. I'll be there in a few minutes."
"Ok, thanks."
You hung up the call and curled up in your thin coat. It was a bit of a cold night, and you've never been so tired. In fact, you were so tired that you couldn't even feel nervous about Derek's arrival in a few minutes. With your mind already a little more empty, you brought your knees close to your chest and rested your arms on it. You lowered your head, resting your forehead on your forearms. You stayed like that for a few minutes until you felt something heavy and warm over you.
"Come on. I will take you home."
You looked up and saw Derek crouching in front of you. He had put his own jacket over you to keep you warm. Without saying a single word, you stood up and accompanied him to the car. You were silent and huddled inside Derek's jacket for most of the ride. Apathetic, it did not take long for your mind to return to the thoughts of before. Derek just wanted to keep you safe all that time! Of course, if you were away from him, you would consequently be away from the whole supernatural world.
Okay, but what should you do now? What was the next step? Would you do anything? Or would you leave things exactly as they were now?
These were the questions that involved your thoughts until you finally arrived in front of your home. Derek stopped the car and looked at you.
"Try to rest. It was a tough night."
You just nodded. As you unlocked the belt, you felt your heart beat faster and faster with anxiety. It was time to make a decision. Your voice came out wavering.
"I will, but not now. In fact, I was going to ask if you can come in."
Derek blinked his green eyes consecutively. He was not waiting for that request.
"Of course."
You left the Camaro and walked to the front door. As both of you entered, it was the turn of Derek's heart to hammer inside his chest. He remembered every minute with you inside that house. It wasn't just the memories that were making him anxious. In fact, he had no idea why you asked him to come in. You sat on the couch, and he sat next to you.
"Well, I..." You started to speak with your eyes down, still not quite sure what to say. "I wanted to apologize to you. I haven't been the best company for you."
Derek looked at you with a twinge of surprise. He wasn't expecting that. In fact, he didn't think you should apologize. You had done nothing but try to protect yourself.
"The one who should apologize is me, (Y/N). You didn't do anything. You were just trying to protect yourself. I don't judge you."
"You already did it" You replied in a low voice. Embarrassed, you looked away at the fuzzy carpet in the living room "and I just yelled at you." You looked up into his green eyes "You know when you said that about trying to keep me safe, were you really serious?"
And for the first time after all that time, Derek felt a thread of hope. With his heart warm inside his chest, he nodded. There was nothing he wanted more than to have you back.
"I didn't want you to get hurt. With me, you would be exposed. I would never have forgiven myself if something has happened to you, but well..." He let out a long sigh of frustration "I didn't count on Peter."
"Why did you never tell me the truth about you?"
"That would also leave you exposed. Between seeing you in danger and seeing you with someone else, I would rather let you go with someone else. Actually, I still prefer it, but now I think it doesn't make that much difference. You are now part of the thing I'd tried to push you away from."
Oh. You felt your face burn, and a slight and unconscious smile was born on your lips as you looked down. You were missing words. In fact, you didn't know that Derek was able to give you up to save you from something.
Derek almost melted with pure love when he saw your reaction. He was happy that both of you were having that conversation. In fact, since you were making things clear, he approached you and took your hand. Your heart started to beat faster at his touch, and you looked at him again. The butterflies were already churning in your stomach.
"And since I'm being honest with you now..." He continued talking, without taking his eyes off yours "You were stunning in that dress when you went to the loft that night. I almost postponed the plans to get away from you. And whenever I see Daniel touching you, I just want to punch him in the face."
You let a low chuckle escape between your lips, feeling your face burn even more. That conversation had yielded much more than you expected.
"Dan is a nice guy. Don't be mean."
"I can't help it when I see him touching my girl."
The air seemed to disappear from your lungs when you heard his words, and you gave him a wide smile. Derek rolled his eyes without stopping talking.
"I mean, come on. Daniel looks like an older version of Jackson."
"No, he doesn't! Jackson is an idiot."
"Daniel is a different kind of idiot."
It was your turn to roll your eyes.
"Are you jealous?"
"Yeah, I'm jealous, damn it. You shouldn't be with him."
You smiled at him, with your eyes emanating pure love. He returned the smile, with his eyes emanating pure love as well. In fact, both of you didn't need words to say that you loved each other. Your eyes were already doing all the work.
"Okay. I agree with you."
You couldn't help yourself: Without hesitation and focused on that one instant, you leaned over him and kissed him. Derek pulled you onto his lap, returning the kiss intensely. While holding your face with both hands and kissing you, he could only think about how much he wanted that kiss again. Kissing you at that moment was like the first time he tasted your lips. It was magical, and it was so right. It was where he was supposed to be.
It was where he wanted to be for the rest of his life.
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