#i mean. mind blown
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look, i know everyone said that the new interview with the vampire show was incredible but holy shit i was not prepared for how incredible this show is
like, not only is louis interesting now, he is incredibly compelling! his once-bland internal dilemma is now given actual weight because it's not just the same old Thou Shalt Not Kill But I Am Hungry story, it's tempered through his righteous fury at how black people have been treated all these years, how many people have wronged him and laughed and expected him to laugh along, how his ties to the community that once saved him are now turning to nooses around his throat, how his family that he once provided for and relied on have now come to fear him
that, combined with his explicit homosexuality, and with lestat being the only one who seemed to accept him and love him for all that he is, and how that is both comforting and incredibly toxic and combined with sam reid's insane charisma and mania and gravity as lestat that make it completely understandable why louis would still be drawn to him in spite of everything
and how they've used the changes from the original to this one to examine how memory shifts regarding someone who was so intense and formative in your life even if they were ultimately so controlling and abusive but still left such huge gouges in your personality like knives
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fuck
this is the best-written show i have seen in a long time like this is top-tier writing holy shit
#interview with the vampire#iatw#i kept thinking ''eh idk if this is for me'' but now i'm just. frothing at the mouth over the quality and the nuance of the writing#and the incredible acting and the shifting timelines and the nods to the original not as easter eggs but integral parts of characterization#i mean. mind blown#at the sheer level of writing going on here like holy shit this deserves so many awards#FUCK AND CLAUDIA IS JUST#FUCK#like if i had to pick the ''worst time to be made immortal'' it would undoubtedly be 14#i mean kirsten dunst being 10 is definitely awful but 14 would be so much worse#because you are on the very *cusp* of adulthood#and to be denied ever reaching that adulthood would be an unspeakable torture#like you're just old enough to *know* but just too young to really *experience*#and you're at the very peak of being Your Worst You#like 14 is undoubtedly the worst time to be made immortal#literally nobody would ever even remotely want to be 14 forever that's everyone's idea of hell
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#the poll i just saw on parents being over 60 having like 40% no has blown my mind slightly#because i thought this was the over 20s website these days so like how young were your parents when they had you????#my mum was almost 39 so i have a somewhat skewed idea of what's typical#like what do you mean your mum didn't live a whole entire life before she had kids#polls
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she wants to fuck that media liaison so bad it makes her look stupid
#pupils: blown#lips: parted#brain: non-responsive#i mean just look at her Eyes#down bad!#jemily#jennifer jareau#emily prentiss#jennifer jj jareau#jj jareau#criminal minds#luthqrs#luthqrsgifs#luthqrscm#cm 5x12#the uncanny valley#cm 7x12#unknown subject
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dawntrail spoilers
your legacy // dawn's trail
#myart#xivart#ffxiv#final fantasy xiv#wol#azem#dawntrail#i think somebody correctly sussed out the double meaning behind the expansion title months ago but still. mind blown
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Help a non US-English speaker out
#british and my mind is blown#all those us books I read DON'T mean eyebrow or forehead working/wrinkling????#language usage
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I feel the need to remind everyone that Thailand is a very Buddhistic country
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#affair the series#but also every other#gl drama#bl drama#ql drama#btw this is stuff you also learn in therapy#and for the dumb ones: this is not my opinion on certain characters#but an explanation why Wan and Pleng decided to forgive certain people in order to move on#and it's not anyone elses business on who these two decide to forgive. it's theirs. and the ones who wrote the script#you can disagree but don't let that out on me#also this is a fictional series#these two could have blown up Eks room with Wans mom in it if they wanted to. I wouldn't mind either.#[yall need to read that text again to understand what forgiveness means what it doesn't mean and what its purpose is...]#[hint: it doesn't mean forgetting nor condoning... it means letting go of bad feelings that bind you to bad events and people]
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Just got into wtnv and I legit feel like I’m stumbling on some cryptic, ancient text that created the history of mankind like
“Why does Cecil have a third eye-“
“DO NOT QUESTION THE SCRIPT AS YOU WEREN’T HERE TO WITNESS THE UNFOLDING. ACCEPT THE PRESENT AS IT IS OR MAY GOD CAST PITY DOWN UPON YOUR WRETCHED SOUL. DO NOT DECIPHER THE TEXTS INTERTWINED WITH FATE AS WE KNOW IT, LESS THE DEMONS RESURRECT ONCE AGAIN.”
“Oh yah to answer your question it’s just because we felt like it. Fits his vibe ya know?”
#this isn’t to say that anyone in the fandom is mean because from what I can tell#everyone is super nice#but I didn’t realize that WTNV did more to influence tumblr than what tumblr did to influence wtnv and my mind is blown#wtnv#welcome to night vale#cecil palmer#cecil gershwin palmer#night vale brain rot#night vale
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hiii!!! sorry you probably get this question a bunch but what art program do you use for your drawings?
dw idm answering this question, no matter how many times i get it!!
I use Sony Sketch for my drawings!! but im not entirely sure if its still on the app store,,,
#u wanna get ur mind blown more?? i use my thumb on my phone to draw all my digital stuffs#cand posts#cand answers#sony sketch#edit: guys im cruying I DID NOT MEAN TO GIV PPL WAR FLASHBACKS#I DIDNT EVEN USE THE ONLINE STUFF I JUST DRAW ON THE APP ZORRY
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Was soooooo happy with this phase 1 which is what made it so much funnier that I was immediately clapped by his phase 2 😂
#romina is still my fave boss but messmer is a solid second#almost every other boss I would describe as “would’ve been good if their damage wasn’t so overtuned”#my stance if that if I’m consistently losing to a boss with 10/14 flasks left the damage is overtuned#vs me losing to sword saint isshin with no gourds or pellets left bc he was tough enough to whittle me down#fromsoft bros will say get good but think high numbers is big difficulty#an actually difficult boss doesn’t need big damage output if the mechanics are the challenge#I don’t actually mind how relentless the bosses are in ER but I mind how HARD they hit on top of that#dodging a 12 hit uninterruptible combo where each move does like 1/10th of your health? that’s fine.#if I properly time 3 of those dodges I can still make it and it’s honestly my bad if I’m getting killed by that#dodging a 12 hit uninterruptible combo where each hit takes out 1/2 of ur health bar & has a 50% chance for an additional retaliation combo?#I *can* do it but Jesus Christ what a waste of my time lmao#how am I supposed to learn a boss when I can’t get into a flow state bc a single mistake can end a run smh#I just beat gaius and I didn’t even feel accomplished I was just like ugh finally#I feel like 95% of his moves are fine once you work out the delays and positioning#but I kept getting clipped by his charge attack like I would dodge out of the way but once the i frames were finished I’d still get hit#bc I guess I wasn’t dodging a perfect 90 degrees to him and the hitbox for that attack is long as hell#which would be whatever if that move didn’t take out like 2/3 of my health and come out nigh instantly#I don’t even really know the tell for the move bc I beat him before I learned it bc I lucked out on a run where he didn’t charge me a lot#luckily the game is absolute DELIGHT to look at and explore that I can forgive the absolute bullshittery of the bosses#like I just got to the summit of dragon peak and I’m blown away by the design of that mountain#if we’re talking verisimilitude in games how about that whole shebang#no obvious well worn path up to the top of the mountain bc it’s just for dragons who’s gonna be walking up there?#having the player follow a trail of increasingly dense dragon corpses is SUCH a great tone setter#which means I’m probably going to hate bayle but whatever I’m already invested let’s gooooo#tsuchi plays games
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when did you first realise you hosted a system?
sometime in 2020 if I remember correctly? had been experiencing very obvious osdd symptoms for YEAAARS but had no idea what it was before meeting some friends who did. learned a bit about it and went okay interesting! and then a few months later went oh fuuuuck.
#IT WAS REALLY FUNNY I DONT KNOW HOW I DIDNT REALISE PREVIOUSLY#like hey man.#you had full blown conversations with another presence inside your head every day on the way home from school for MULTIPLE YEARS#this presence didnt agree with me on everything either like.#dude arguing with someone else inside your own mind is NOT average 11 yo behaviour#anyway ya its been like three or four years. wow#also had an 'imaginary friend' named ivy at the age of like 7 who was mean to me and just. never wanted to play or anything#ask tag#and like. my interests and attitudes towards relationships and even the way I spoke changed almost daily#inchresting stuff ^_^#I DO WANT TO ADD that disorders involving being a system are VERY COVERT. you might not even HAVE symptoms#I was just. very special or something
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just wanna say! you've inspired me to make my own drone-type works. thank you muchly. See you in Alteron, maybe >w< Keep being cool as hell, yeah?
Oh, this sounds exciting! Color me curious, if you're comfy pls drop me a link when you have things established, I'd love to see what you cook up
#SOFTIEposting#Don't let the more formal-sounding response fool you my mind is actively being blown at the prospect of inspiring someone to create in turn#thank you thank you this ask means so so so much to me I am hugging you so much anon
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You know it's funny that people hate Jade so damn much, but like... Bro Oswaldo is here, he's the only one who should be hated, BURN OSWALDO INTO ASHES!!!!!!!!!!!
#Jade just there being a Grey charecter#Oswaldo on the other hand literally blown up planets and basically a Genocider#Think about it at least#I talk#I mean you can hate Jade I don't mind#I'm not fan of her anyway#But I love her evil charecter#But not that as worse as OSWALDO#honkai#honkai star rail#Hsr#Star rail#Hsr jade#Hsr Oswaldo#Honkaiposting
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Literally less than 5 minutes ago, I finished persona 3 reload. Of course, spoilers and very self indulgent rambles ahead.
I am not good with my words...but I absolutely need to say something. I have never had a story resonate with me as deeply as persona 3's did. No piece of media, not a show nor a book or any other game had me closing my eyes and heaving in silence as I sobbed. What a beautiful story. What a bold move, to base it on such a daring concept. What is the meaning of life? Why do we exist?
Aigis' 9th social link is the most precious to me. One of the most important lines to was.. "I think that might be the true joy of being alive...It can be sad, but as the same time so warm...Beautiful because it is destined to end." Both Kaminari and Aigis drive the bittersweet beauty of life home. To fight for what you can change. And to accept what you can't.
As someone who struggled with the concept of death and the meaning of life, playing this game actually put it to rest, completely. I used to randomly get panicked about my death, and what would follow. That I hadn't yet truly lived. That my life hadn't even begun. I truly treasure what learnt from this story. I feel like it has changed my outlook on the world. The real meaning of life isn't about living every single possible moment to it's fullest, getting top marks and becoming rich. It can be that time you laughed so hard with your friend you got stitches. It can be the time you spend on your hobbies, as useless as some people would describe them. It can be when you rushed outside to take a look at a rainbow, the sunset, or the moon.
This game did something illegal to my tear ducts. Cried at Shinji's eulogy, (as well as hearing his voice during the very last fight.."alright, let's end this" I covered my mouth and that's when my crying session began for tonight.) Cried at Chidori's death. However, I cried especially the day before March 5th, when you can just check in on your social links. Straight up started sobbing when I heard Miyamoto's knee was healed, when Keisuke told me about his new and improved outlook on life, as well as when I got news about Maiko's new entire life. And I have cried numerous other times throughout the game for various reasons. Everyone grew in ways I cannot even begin to put into words. I am truly, irrevocably touched by the narrative and the characters it presents. With absolutely no doubts in my mind, persona 3 is the best game I have ever played.
Do not EVER play 'memories of you' around me.
#persona 3 reload#persona 3#p3r#persona 3 reload spoilers#persona 3 spoilers#Okay but#Makotos lock screen#Being the I luv U Maya left him#ARGH that's sweet that honestly says alot about Makoto#Because even though they didn't elaborate in that moment of the social link#It means he was so so touched#And when Fuuka gave him new headphones and he either exclaims 'i love it!' or 'my mind is blown!'#Like woah man his usual responses range from 'thank you this is nice'#And 'you didn't have to'#So again another indicator that our silent protagonist is very much his own character
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I genuinely can’t fathom how people who have never had a problem with food (restricting AND overeating because both are serious issues) view it. Like tf do you mean you get hungry after two hours? One of my siblings is onto me because I went like 6 hours without eating but like…that was because I wasn’t hungry???? On the flip side, I’ve noticed that I just keep fucking eating when everyone else has stopped. Free breadsticks at Olive Garden? I’ll eat them until they’re gone. Need something to do at a party? I’ll get seconds even though I’m not really hungry. I was never really an emotional eater aside from a few hatred-induced binges last semester at college, but I’m definitely a bored eater. Combine that with the fact that my parents don’t cook, so the occasional meals I had with my family all together were fast food/restaurant food, AND that all other nights, I was left to rummage with no supervision through the pantry to eat processed food in front of the TV/my phone for dinner, it’s a miracle I didn’t get fatter sooner.
#Every damn day I envy 12 year old me at 5’4 (not done growing yet) and 104 pounds when my weight wasn’t a thought in my mind#Like girl I know your biggest concern rn is when the Steven Universe hiatus will end but you wasted so much potential 😭#I wish I had been like a dancer or an athlete or something in my K-12 years so that I enjoyed some form of exercise#But I was so uncoordinated and athletic from being both a premature baby and just never getting into the habit#That I felt (and still feel) rlly insecure exercising with/around people#Plus now if my sibling hears that I’m working out or want to they go into panic mode thinking I’ll get a diagnosable ed and die 🙃#Yeah I love them and all but they’re that person that had ana for like a year (giving me diagnosed PTSD in the process)#And now thinks that my disordered experience must be exactly like theirs—like if I maintain the loss of weight I genuinely needed to lose#Or god forbid ever develop an interest/willingness to work out more#It means that I have severe fucking ana that I need to be hospitalized for like they were#And I have had full blown breakdowns wishing I was as sick as they got so they had better shut their damn mouth#Sorry to spam the tags y’all#4n4rex1a#tw ana diary#4n4t1ps#4n4 thoughts#🕯️ as a 🪶
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Reinventing the Wheel to Run Myself Over
First time live since '07!!!
Albany NY
#WHEN I TELL YOU MY MIND WAS BLOWN I MEAN THAT SHIT#fall out boy#2ourdust#reinventing the wheel to run myself over
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I will never get over how Nie Huaisang became the Chief Cultivator.
Nie Huaisang, with his low cultivation, deadass refusal to use a sword, and who flunked a year at the Cloud Recesses is the greatest authority and representative of the cultivation world. Like. If that isn’t irony idk what is.
#mdzs#nie huaisang#my icon#nie huaisang being the anti thesis of what every cultivator strives to be#and somehow STILL winning in life#do you think he intended that or#just stumbled into the position ass backwards without meaning to#nie huaisang in a full blown panic: you mean I have to WORK now?!#nie huaisang now appalled: i have RESPONSIBILITIES?! i changed my mind. i’m quitting
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