#i mean. i Will be a cc soon cause i wanna upload my pov of divorcesteal i just need to lock tf in | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

freakinator · 1 month ago

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it ffascinates me how the post cmc fandom perception of boundaries work cause personally speaking if i were a cc literally everything would be a boundary cause i wouldnt want anything transformative to come out of my work ever whether it be fanart, fanfic, analysis, liveblogging, etc cause that feels intrusive as hell and in that scenario what would my theoretical fans even do aside from mindless consumption?? cry about it ig????

#mine.txt #i mean. i Will be a cc soon cause i wanna upload my pov of divorcesteal i just need to lock tf in #but yeah the way i view uploading videos and stuff is that its an archive #thanks to my shittyass memory just enjoying the exlerience isnt enough for me; i Need a record of it or i'll forget #im no storyteller im a recordkeeper #and fanwork to me would feel like desecration of my memory #i think the only thing i can tolerate are preservation-related things like screenshots; gifsets; and transcripts #but the rest i would nawt appreciatein the slightest even if i act otherwise to be polite #but thats the thing; its Not meant to be for me its meant to be for yourself and your peers

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