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samwrights · 4 years

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Aoba Johsai 3rd Years as dads [hc]

Lmao, as if I was gonna stop at Karasuno. I’m a Seijoh hoe through and through 😂😂😂 this ones a little off the rails but it’s my blog and I write what I want. I’ll get to the rest of Seijoh later, maybe, but these turned out way longer than I anticipated.

Slight TW; mentions of miscarriage.

Iwaizumi;

I love this supportive man so much 🥺

I don’t even want kids and I’d let him turn me into a baby factory, idgaf.

Ahem, n e ways.

Low key, he would be freaking out over your guys’ first kid. Didn’t matter that you were in live-in S/O’s, or that you’d been together for y e a r s.

Homie wanted to marry you first, finally get you guys out of your shoddy apartment, maybe spend a few years traveling the world.

He wanted to live the life of a dink, at least for a little while before eventually starting a family with you. Apparently someone’s pullout game weak af.

Despite not being prepared for parenthood, your pregnancy actually goes pretty swimmingly. Iwa would def be the man to come with to all doctors appointments, parenting classes, and would literally call his mom every three seconds freaking out because he has no idea what color to paint the nursery.

“Mom, I can’t just paint it whatever, what if the baby doesn’t like it?” Don’t ask me why, I just know it would be a fact.

Throughout your relationship as teenagers, Iwa was always your hype-man cause he loves flaunting his woman at whatever she chooses to succeed at. Which made Oikawa hella jealous but irrelevant. Now that you guys were going to be a family, it was like falling in love with you all over again and he literally hyped you up everyday with how great of a mom you were going to be.

Endless comments on how beautiful you looked while pregnant, regarding your glow or how he gets so overwhelmed with love knowing that you are having his child. Fucking simp.

If you feel he’s laying it on too thick, you tell him it’s actually Mattsun’s and Iwa is just a cover so you can run off with him and Makki. 0/10, does not appreciate.

The closer you get to your due date, however, all jokes are completely off, and Hajime is in full on protective husband/dad mode. Did I mention y’all still ain’t married or

He does literally everything for you just to make sure you aren’t in too much pain or discomfort. Mfer won’t even let you pick up a laundry basket 💀

“Honey, I’m fine! Please, I can’t sit on the couch all day, there’s going to be a permanent imprint from my ass on it.”

“Baby, why is the couch wet?”

“Huh. Guess my water broke.”

Annnnnnd cue Hajime screaming his head off while proceeding to grab your hospital bag packed with clothes, a spare aux cable, and your toiletries, before rushing out to the car, starting it, and driving to the hospital.

Without you.

With that being his only major faux pas, Iwaizumi welcomes fatherhood with open arms. Sure, y’all didn’t have your house yet and a wedding was going to be difficult to plan (though if you’re down for the courthouse, he was in), and he didn’t have enough saved to buy you a ring that screamed “Mrs. Iwaizumi” to him.

But in the mean time, he could not get enough of his girls. Even little things like feeding your daughter or watching tv with her in his arms with you snuggling up to his side made him the absolute softest boy.

It may not have been his ideal situation in the past, but now all he looked forward to was watching your family continue to grow with a few more hopeful additions.

Oikawa;

Well this is awkward. You and Tooru I mean Oikawa broke up a few months ago. Not that it was a particularly bad break up; definitely more on the mutual side.

You wanted to continue pursuing your dreams and he wanted to carry on being a Pro. (Personally, I picture Oikawa being with a musician of some sort that posts covers of YouTube).

So even though you guys aren’t together anymore, you still keep up with how he’s doing in the pro VB world and he low key still watches your covers on the internet.

Your posting becomes less and less frequent, he notices over the span of a few months until you stop uploading all together. He thinks nothing of it until he gets a notification that you’ve finally uploaded a video. Two. Years. Later.

“Where we’ve been.” He doesn’t miss the collective pronoun before clicking on the video, seeing you standing with your guitarist, the former Nekoma VBC captain, Tetsurou Kuroo, as well as a cute, pudgy baby.

A baby that looked nothing like Kuroo and a whole lot like Oikawa did when he was a baby.

The video talks about your hiatus, as well as how you and your now boyfriend/guitarist were enjoying your life as parents and making music was hard with your little boy, and that the two of you needed to prioritize your son first. you introduce your baby, but the first thing Oikawa discovers is that the age of your baby and the duration of yours and Kuroo’s relationship didn’t add up. Don’t ask me why Oikawa knows how long you’ve been together, he has his resources.

Considering the toddler was two, and you and Kuroo had been together for a year. And the baby didn’t look anything like you OR him

Oikawa is flipping out now, and tries everything in his power to get a hold of you. Which oddly enough, wasn’t that hard considering your number is still the same.

“Did you finally figure it out?” Was all you said to him. He’s so upset that you didn’t tell him—that could have been him. Standing with you. Holding his baby—not bed headed fuck holding HIS son.

After FTing him, you, Oikawa, and Kuroo agreed to set up a meeting with all of you so Oikawa could finally meet his flesh and blood. He’s excited, but man oh man is he salty.

He missed his son’s first steps, first meal, holding him, teaching him how to walk, his first words; he missed ALL of it.

But the bitterness he feels completely goes away when he sees baby Oik’s in person for the first time. He had never, in his entire twenty three years of living, been in love until now. Despite your hesitation, you allow Tooru to hold his child for the entirety of your little meeting, allowing him to make up for lost years.

The three of you agreed on a form of joint custody that allowed Oikawa to have his son while you toured or were busy working, and you would have him while he was out doing his thing.

TL;DR, Oikawa takes the opportunity to make up his lost years spoiling the fuck out of his baby when he can and, oddly enough, the arrangement works out to benefit the both of you.

Ngl, parenthood is hard for him. Not because he doesn’t know how to parent, but rather because he never pictured his first child to come about this way. He would never admit it to anybody, not even Iwa, that knowing he had a child that he was barely a father to left him feeling lonely. That loneliness, however, motivates him to truly be the best dad that can be so that maybe when his son his old enough, he would rather live with him instead of his mom

Ofc, he teaches his offspring how to play volleyball as soon as he’s old enough to learn. But outside of that, Oikawa’s favorite thing to do with his son is little quiet nature walks away from the bustling city to have quality time with him.

Hanamaki;

This chill mfer 💀💀💀 for some reason, I feel like his love language is touch.

Your relationship with him was so simple, even after moving in together in your second year of college, years ago.

Well, it was simple.

As simple as life could be with four demons overrunning your house.

Due to the number of children the two of you had, with all of them being no more than two years apart in age, you became a stay-at-home mom, leaving Makki to provide for the six of you.

Because of your hellions wreaking havoc on you all day, Takahiro always wound down from work with the kids by putting on a movie and even reciting the script in his own voice to keep them entertained. Allowing you to go wind down with a glass of wine while you took a bubble bath.

Your oldest was Makki’s right hand man at the ripe age of 7. He always made sure that, as the big brother, he was looking out for his siblings and being the man of the house to help mommy while he worked.

Makki never raises his voice at the kids. Ever. Period.

If he’s upset with them or they did something they weren’t supposed to, he resolves the issue by picking them up, sitting down on the couch with them in his lap and staring at them. “Why did you draw on the walls with crayon, little man?” He would ask the offending five year old boy in the most calm voice.

“I wanted to paint a pretty picture for you and mommy!”

“And we love it. But next time, dude, if you put it on paper, I can bring those pictures to work so I can show everyone else.” Yeah, he calls his sons dude.

If his youngest and only daughter began crying over anything—Makki was on it like flies on shit. Little princess is not allowed to cry in daddy’s presence. He’s always quick to figure out why she’s crying too and, he learned, it’s mostly just because she wanted attention.

“When did you get so good at this?” You’d tease him.

“We’ve had lots of practice, honey.” 💀💀💀

A lot of the time, he felt really bad because he felt that he just kinda left you with the kids while he worked, and he’d be a little insecure. He thinks you’re tired of him and that you want to leave sometimes.

He thinks you don’t notice when he’s upset but he kinda dumb dumb cause you’ve been together for almost half of your lives, ofc you know when he’s upset.

While he’s laying in bed, nonchalantly scrolling through his phone before falling asleep for the night, you sit at his bedside, giving him the look. “C’mon, Takahiro. I can tell when something’s bothering you.” His lips would purse a little bit before locking his phone and putting it on his night stand, then holding whatever hand of yours that was closest to him with both of his.

“Ya ever just...get tired of our life?” Aksfnrjfl WOW THAT CAME OUT WRONG. This is why he prefers touch, he’s shit with words. “Wait no, that’s not what I meant. D-do, uh...a-are you happy?” Wow he really shit with words. Even if this would be conversation y’all would have at least once a year.

But no matter how many times you told him you loved him, he needed to feel it. Why do you think you ended up pregnant nearly every year? “I’m getting my fucking tubes tied after this, Makki.”

Matsukawa;

This goof would be your partner in crime second to Makki of course.

Half the time people kinda forgot you were dating let alone married because the two of you had always been playful and full of laughter; the only change was PDA was sprinkled in.

Sitting in his lap, little pecks during conversations, burying yourself in his neck or him burying himself in your hair, a hand always on your back or your shoulder.

Homies super subtle touchy.

The biggest reminder was when you’d announced your pregnancy to your friends. While Makki was super excited to be an uncle, Oikawa and Iwa were kinda like “y’all actually have sex??” Like you weren’t fucking married??

But whatever, y’all goofy and in love or w/e and it almost seems that the two of you aren’t taking pregnancy seriously. You totally are, but your friends don’t think so.

Coming up with baby names was Issei’s favorite pastime. But he went super left field with a lot of them, so you unfortunately had to veto them.

Painting and preparing the nursery was also an absolute blast. Because you both wanted the gender to be a surprise, y’all painted the room white on top with a full rainbow on the bottom, complete with gender neutral wall decals.

Honestly, he was so so so excited to be a dad. But mostly, he was just so smitten with you. It wasn’t hard for him to, considering the two of you were best friends long before dating.

He definitely turned your ultrasound pictures into memes that he hung in the babies room. “The last time I got pussy” captioned under the first ultrasound was his favorite.

You woke up one day in excruciating amounts of pain—like someone was carving out the muscles in your stomach and separating them from the skin from the inside and you knew something was wrong. “Issei, we gotta go to the hospital now!”

“N-now?” All jokes are gone, all laughter void and absent. “Honey, you’re only at the end of the first trime—“

“I know, idiot! We gotta go now!” You’re sobbing while hunching over your stomach, trying to walk but not succeeding in getting very far. Instead, your husband opts to carry you out to the car before zipping on over.

The sudden appointment had taken hours and the both of you felt drained. Well, you actually were. All of the pain you had experienced earlier in the day did not compare to the devastating blow of hearing that you had a miscarriage.

Silence fills every space that the two of you were in but, knowing you as well as he did, Mattsun refused to leave your side. Even if you had to pee.

“Babe, I have to pee.”

“Cool, which bathroom do we wanna use?” He wasn’t making jokes for the sake of being funny, which was the reason you allowed him to sit on the edge of the tub while you handled your business, holding your fingers in loose threads. It’s weird, but this was not a time for either of you to be alone to indulge your demons.

“We’re gonna get through this.” His arms would wrap around you from behind, carefully folding over your once filled womb, with his head resting on top of your own. “Just you and me, babe, against the world.”

“And Makki.”

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taehyungiestummy · 4 years

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Stuck -- Chapter Eleven

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“This is perfect,” I smile, clasping my hands together.

The laptop on the table in front of me shows Emily, Eve, Abigail, and Laurel on the video conference I have set up.

“Ja, it is so nice to meet all of you,” Eve smiles. “Amber always gushes about her other friends, so it’s nice to get us all together.” Her accent is a bit of a shock, a twinge of European with her California base.

“Everyone is so pretty,” Abigail smiles, showing braces with pink bands.

“I agree,” I grin, nodding a few times. “Such pretty girls Skyping one another.

Eve chuckles, her blue eyes lighting up in happiness. Her hair seems quite long, reaching her hips when let down. It’s pulled into pigtails at the moment, naturally dark brown with blonde streaks dyed into the pieces near her face. Her face is a bit puffy, cheekbones high with a button nose. It seems to me that her skin is naturally tanner than my own. She’s the oldest out of us all, along with Laurel at twenty-three.

“Do you speak German?” Emily asks. “Amber and I took that as our foreign language in high school.”

“Oui,” Laurel grins. “And French. Korean, not so much. Good thing you haven’t forgotten English.” She has slight difference that make her look different than her twin sister Eve. Her eyes are light green, a nose slightly pointing upwards, normal cheekbones, a thinner face. There’s also a lot the same to show that the twins are indeed related. The tan skin, face structure, eye shapes, hair color, and height. Her hair is shorter than her sister’s, stopping at her ribs, and ombre to be even more different yet similar to Eve.

“French is such a beautiful language,” Abigail runs a hand through her spiral curls. Her dirty blonde hair is cut to be above her shoulders. She has light brown eyes behind glasses, but I know she has contacts. Her face still has baby fat, as she’s younger than me, and her nose is a bit flat like Namjoon’s. Her skin is a lovely caramel thanks to her mother’s background. I’m pretty sure she’s taller than me by a few inches.

“So, Amber, you think that it’s a good idea to Skype friends while BTS perform?” Eve teases.

“I can watch the concert on YouTube later,” I shrug. “Plus, they tell me all about it after they come off stage. I want to learn about the three of you.”

“I’ll start,” Abigail raises her hand for a few seconds. “If that’s okay.”

“Yes, go ahead,” Laurel smiles. “You seem like the most interesting.”

Abigail’s cheeks become dusted with pink. “Um, well, I guess I’ll start from the beginning. Um, I was born in Washington state, and lived there until I was five. That’s when we packed up and moved to Korea. It was hard for me. My Korean was terrible for my age, and I am super shy.”

“You poor thing,” Eve frowns. “I’m sure you powered through though.”

“Not on my own,” Abigail slightly smiles. “No one came up to me at lunch on my first day of school, and I thought I was going to have a meltdown. Then, a boy came up to me, wanting to cheer me up. He understood what it felt like, even just a tiny bit, to move across the ocean.”

“I think I could guess who it was,” Emily taps her index finger on her cheek a few times.

“Yeah, it was Vernon,” Abigail giggles.

“That’s so cute!” Laurel blurts out.

“I guess,” Abigail shakes her head. “That began our friendship, and I’ve been by his side ever since. I’ve supported him in every decision he has ever made. Even when I thought him becoming an idol would split us apart. It brought us closer. A lot closer. But, I think we would have become a couple eventually. I hope.”

“I’m sure you would have,” I tenderly smile. “He really likes you. In fact, he loves you. No doubt in my mind.”

“He’s such a dork, so it’s hard to tell. Does his emails to you ever say anything about loving me?”

“I’m not allowed to say,” I wink. “Has he never said he loves you?”

“Just a handful of times,” Abigail shrugs. “It’s sweet in a way.”

“So, what do you do?” Emily asks. “Like, I work at a daycare, taking pictures when I can. Amber writes literally whatever, dances backup for BTS. Eve draws, and I assume makes money. So, what do you do? And Laurel, you too.”

“My parents are very successful doctors, so I love volunteering at any place I can. Animal shelters, cleaning up parks, bringing Seventeen food I make, and more. I’m also in online school, so I live in the city with my roommate. We’ve been friends for a while, but just started living together recently.”

“You are always welcome to help at Eve and mines pastry shop,” Laurel smiles. “We’d pay you, of course, but it would be fun.”

Abigail giggles, “I’ll think about it. Sounds fun though.”

“I need to hear the story behind the pastry shop,” I fidget with my glasses.

“Start the story of us, Laurel,” Eve chuckles.

“From the top then,” Laurel claps her hands together. “Okay, so we were born and raised in Long Beach. Oh yeah, we are California girls. Our parents didn’t even grow up in the United States, though. Our mum is from Germany, and our dad from Canada. That’s why we know three languages.”

“I know four languages, thank you,” Eve rolls her eyes. “Korean is hard, but Jae and I can have a conversation. He struggles too.”

“Yes, yes, shut up,” Laurel pats her twin on the head. “Dad is high up the corporate ladder at some company, and that’s why they settled down in the states. Mum started a donut shop, and we’ve helped her with that for years. I love cooking, so that’s a big reason I asked for money to start up a sister store over here. I do have a degree in the culinary arts.”

“I wanted to move over here to reunite with Jae,” Eve smiles. “Selling art as a living means I can work anywhere.”

“Eve works the counter because she can talk to customers,” Laurel nods. “Just the two of us running a small pastry shop.”

“That’s where we can all meet,” I blurt out. “Ah, sorry.”

“That is actually a great idea,” Abigail speaks up. “I would be okay with that.”

“Before we plan that,” Emily breaks in. “Eve, how did you meet Jae?”

“Ah, yes,” Eve grins, nodding a few times. “Time for that story. Well, Jae and I have always been in the same classes, but I was an artist geek while he was a music nerd. He says he always admired me from a distance.”

“He’s such a dork,” Laurel chuckles.

“Yes, well, it’s cute,” Eve shoves her sister. “Anyways, I was working the counter one day, six years ago now, when Jae walked in. He wanted to see if he could sing on Friday nights, and Saturday afternoons.”

“Of course she said yes,” Laurel teases. “Jae was a huge nerd back then, but she was already crushing hard.”

I giggle, “I’m sure Eve fell for his personality.”

“Jae was cute back then,” Eve pouts. “Enough of that, I’m telling a story. So, we began to hang out a lot because he felt he owed me. Then, he asked me out. We were on awkward couple, but I was so happy. He loved looking at my art, and I always listened to him when he wanted to play his guitar and sing.”

“That sounds so cute,” Emily gushes. “Amber, you have some competition.”

I roll my eyes, “We can all be cute couples in some regard.”

“The cuteness ended, though,” Eve sighs. “Jae broke up with me to pursue music, and we were apart for a few years. End of last year we made the move, and I saw Jae again.”

“Like a damn movie,” Laurel interrupts. “They locked eyes, and Eve ran to him. Bursting into tears. Jae even cried a bit. It was touching.”

“We aren’t really dating now because of contract reasons, but I know it will happen when he is able to. We love each other. Have since the day he entered the donut shop that day.”

“Now, Amber, Emily, you have to tell your story,” Abigail smiles. “I’m interested to know how you met BTS.”

“Hold on,” I hold up my hand for a brief second. “I have one question for Laurel.”

“Ask away,” Laurel gives me a thumbs up.

“Who are you dating?” I run my fingers through my bangs. “There’s Tae and me, Namjoon and Emily, Vernon and Abigail, and kind of Jae and Eve. Who are you with?”

Laurel smirks, “Do you know the group Infinite?”

Everyone else in the call nods and voices their acknowledgement of the group.

“Well, you wouldn’t believe the groups that come into our shop. One day a couple of Infinite members came in, and I struck up a conversation with L, or Myungsoo, and we have gone out a few times. He’s sweet, and I am waiting to see if it’s all right.”

“That’s is incredible,” Emily smiles. “I hope it all works out.”

“Thank you,” Laurel smiles back. “Now, I think you two have a story to tell.”

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“This is ridiculous,” I grumble, bouncing around on the soles of my feet.

“We did our performance, and now you can dance for us,” Taehyung smirks. “Even though you didn’t watch us.”

“What?” Jimin and Jungkook have wide eyes as they look at me.

“Such a brat,” Yoongi teases.

I pout, looking out at the boys lounging on the two best in Jimin and Jungkook’s room. “Tae, that was mean. I was Skyping my friends.”

“Taehyungie just likes to be a meanie,” Seokjin chuckles. “Be nice to your jagiya.”

“Thank you, Jin,” I smile, turning up my phones volume. “Always looking out for me. Unlike some people,” I move a chair so the area I will dance in is bigger.

“Jagi,” Taehyung whines.

“So kid, what are you dancing to today?” Hoseok kindly asks.

“Well, Hobi-oppa, I will be dancing to some BTS,” I smile at the boy. “Thanks for asking.

“Mr. Son has been teaching you well then, I’m guessing,” Namjoon sets his phone down on his lap. No doubt he was previously texting Emily.

“He’s the best teacher,” I fix my sweatshirt with chibi BTS on it before pressing play on the mix made to test my memory of dances. “But, you can judge for yourselves.”

The mix starts with the ‘Attack on Bangtan’ beginning, giving me the chance to hype myself up. I bit my bottom lip and send winks; smiles on the boys faces as I scrunch up my nose and make finger hearts. Doing anything silly to make the seven boys laughs. Then the real test of my dancing skills begins as the choruses of different songs play. First is ‘I Need U,’ and I execute the moves flawlessly. It was the first dance I ever learned, and I’ll never forget it.

“Nice going kid,” Hoseok cheers out.

I give him a quick grin as the next chorus starts.

The pace quickens as ‘Danger’ is the next song. I do my beset to be like Taehyung when he performed this routine. My tongue passes over my lips, and I wink right at my boyfriend.

Taehyung’s mouth hangs slightly open as his cheeks redden.

Before anyone can say anything, ‘Boy in Luv’ starts up, and I am falling into the moves. A smile graces my lips as I see the looks on the boys faces. The song fades into ‘War of Hormone,’ and I stumble for a second as I get my bearings.

“Kill it, cutie!” Jimin blurts out.

I giggle, sending a wink at the boy to make him become a squish.

‘No More Dream’ is the next song, and I feel the burn in my lungs. Just a little while longer, and the end bit will begin.

“Tease,” Taehyung chuckles as I fake lifting up my sweatshirt as I learned Jimin’s part.

I take deep breath as ‘Dope’ finally starts up. The last chorus I have to dance to. As I do the hip thrusts, the boys lose it.

“Ah!” They all shout out, clutching their hands over their hearts as they fall over on the beds.

The end of ‘Butterfly’ starts up, and I slowly lower myself to the ground. My breathing is labored, and my legs are burning, but it felt so good to dance like that for the boys.

“You killed it, kid,” Hoseok gives me a thumbs up. “You have skill.”

“I learned all that,” I grab my phone and glasses off the desk, placing my glasses on my face and turning the music off.

“Okay, we all knew you could dance,” Jungkook is back to a sitting position, along with the rest of the boys. “Maybe not that good, but we knew.”

“A few slips ups are expected, she just learned it all,” Namjoon smiles. “And she’s only been doing it seriously for a year.”

“Thanks,” I breath out. Finally feeling my lungs fully filling up.

“When you have your breath back, you have to sing for us,” Jungkook smiles.

“What song, Kookie?” I ruffle the hair at the back of my head.

“Why does he get to pick?” Taehyung crosses his arms over his chest.

“Such a child,” Yoongi rolls his eyes.”

“Okay, I’ll take a vote,” I stretch my legs out in front of me as I sit on the floor. “The choices are ‘Just One Day,’ Hold me Tight,’ or ‘Save Me.’”

“So, how many votes for ‘Just One day’?” Seokjin asks.

No one speaks up, and I pout. It must be too old of a song for them to want me to sing it.

“I’ll vote for it,” I raise my hand for a few seconds. “So it doesn’t feel bad.”

“Votes for ‘Hold me Tight’?” Seokjin asks.

“Me,” Taehyung, Jimin, Namjoon, and Hoseok answer.

“Then, ‘Save Me’?”

“Me,” Yoongi, Jungkook, Seokjin, and Taehyung reply.

“Tae,” I chuckle. “Babe, you get one vote.”

“But, I want to hear you sing both,” Taehyung slightly pouts, widening his eyes to look adorable.

“Do a mash up,” Jimin suggests.

“Hm,” I tape my lips with my index finger. “I will do my best.”

“I’m sure you’ll do great, adorable girl,” Jungkook claps a few times.

“Go jagiya!” Taehyung falls onto his side, giggles passing through his lips.

I smile, taking a deep breath and sitting up a bit straighter. “Look, I’m fair with everyone else but you,” I slow down Jungkook’s part. “Now I can’t live a day without you. Please,” I hold the word for a tad longer than usual. “Listen to my heartbeat,” I switch songs. “It calls you whenever it wants to. Because within this pitch black darkness, you are shining so brightly. Hold me tight, hug me. I need your love. Can you trust me? Can you rust me? Give me your hand. Save me, save me,” I look down at my lap, cheeks burning from my poor mash up.

“I need your love before I fall, fall,” Jungkook and Taehyung harmonize.

I giggle, but keep my head down. “So, what else do you want me to butcher?”

“Butcher?” Hoseok is genuinely confused. “You did a great job mashing the two songs together, and your voice is lovely.”

“Yeah, and you did it all by memory,” Seokjin adds in. “No background music to help.”

“Don’t be sad, princess,” Taehyung shouts out, tackling me to the ground in a hug.

“Gah!” I can’t help the giggles that erupt from me as Taehyung nuzzles his face into my neck. “It tickles!”

A couple of the boys chuckle at the mess I’m in.

“Emily’s right, they are the cutest,” Namjoon has a smile in his voice.

Taehyung lifts his head away from my neck. “I love you and your impromptu mash up of songs.”

I shyly smile, “I love you, and wish you’d get off me.”

“Oh, sorry,” he moves off me as his tan cheeks redden.

“Hey, little one,” Yoongi speaks up.

“Yes, oppa?” I slowly sit up and look at the boy.

“You feel up to rap what we’ve been practicing? Yoongi smirks.

“Oh, fuck yeah,” I smirk back. “Let’s do this.”

“S-U-G-A, aka Agust D,” Yoongi and I rap together. “My secret name when I walk in the streets, they whisper my name. From Daegu to Apgujeong, my beat that have been laid. The lives of my music that breathe and live here and there all over the world. I’m a baby shaman who dances on the blade of a straw cutter. That’s me.”

“Damn!” Jungkook runs a hand through his hair. “Hyung, she kept up with you.”

“Jagi, why don’t we ever rap Cypher’s together?” Taehyung pouts.

“I think we have found our guest for part four,” Namjoon nods thoughtfully.

“Sorry Tae, you’ve been beat out,” Hoseok chuckles.

“And by your own girlfriend,” Jimin bursts into giggles.

“No, no Cypher for me,” I shake my hand, pinching Taehyung’s cheek to make him smile. “We can rap it together some other time, I promise.”

“Great performance overall,” Jungkook says. “Thank you for showing us your skills.”

I jump up, hopping onto the bed with Jungkook. “You are very welcome, oppa,” I tease, kissing his cheek as he cringes.

“I’m always nice, but I never get a kiss,” Jimin whines.

I roll my eyes, crawling over to press a kiss to Jimin’s cheek. “Happy, Chim-Chim oppa?”

“Very. Thanks to the oppa,” Jimin grins. Only a light blush seems to be on his cheeks.

“Okay, enough of this,” Taehyung speaks up.

In the next moment, I am lifted off the bed and tossed over my boyfriend’s shoulder.

“Taehyung,” I gasp.

“My princess and I are heading to bed, and we will see you tomorrow,” Taehyung turns, heading to our room’s door.

“Tae,” I wiggle around.

“Night you two,” Seokjin grins.

“Someone is jealous,” Yoongi shakes his head.

“Go easy on her Tae,” Jimin calls out as Taehyung opens the door. “Remember, we are over here.”

The door closes, and the other boys are gone from my sight. A chill runs through my spine with only a lamp on in the room for light.

“That was not nice, baby,” Taehyung pinches my butt, tossing me onto the bed seconds after. “Kissing my friends.”

“On the cheek,” I stumble backwards, hitting the backboard in a second.

“And, you teases me as you danced,” he runs his tongue over his lips. “Bad, jagi.” He pulls his shirt off, revealing his tan chest.

“Tae, they’re my friends, but I love you the most,” I nervously mess with the hem of my shirt.

Taehyung’s face softens the instant he sees my trembles. “Amber, are you shaking? Am I scaring you?”

“Are you mad?” I choke out.

“No, no, of course not,” he crawls up to me. “I just wanted to make sure I was your number one.”

“Of course you’re my number one,” I run my hand over his tummy, snuggling into his side.

“I just get scared you know? And want to make sure that’s all platonic. So, I get possessive.”

“I know, but you don’t need to get that way because of them.”

Taehyung puts his arm around my shoulder, pulling me closer. “I’ll be better jagi. I promise.”

“I believe you, Tae. Let’s sleep it off. We’ve had a long day.”

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Hope you enjoyed reading! Eve, Laurel, and Abigail live in their own stories that I created that take place in this same universe. I’m not sure if they will ever get written, but they precious to me.

#BTS #BTS fan fiction #BTS x OC #BTS imagine #Jungkook x OC #Jungkook imagine #Taehyung x OC #Taehyung imagine #Jimin x OC #Jimin imagine #Namjoon x OC #Namjoon imagine #Hoseok x OC #Hoseok imagine #Yoongi x OC #Yoongi imagine #Seokjin x OC #Seokjin imagine #My OCs

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punderfulowl · 6 years

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Top 12 Anime (That I've Seen) in 2018

Happy New Year, one and all! You read the title right, starting off 2019 with a change of format with not ten, but TWELVE entries in this year-end list! Not only that, I’ve actually watched more current stuff than last year!

Allow me to explain...

Just in case you haven’t seen my list from last year, this list will consist of anime I’ve seen this year and not necessarily anime that came out this year. Why? One, because I watch whatever I want to watch. And two, because not a lot of people do end of the year retrospectives this way and it’s a fun time sharing older series that many might not have seen, yet (not exactly original though considering that I stole this idea from videogamedunkey). Now that you understand the rules, let’s begin!

12. Fastest Finger First (2017)

Starting off the list is a little anime series that may have gone under most people’s radar when it first came out. I, myself, forgot about it until a random clip showed up on my FB feed via Crunchyroll’s page and decided to seek it out. It was a fun enough time with learning about the ins and outs of the Quiz Bowl world while getting behind our young heroes that aim to be the best. Admittedly, this shows rolls with plenty of anime cliches which almost drowns out the few surprises it has. One of those surprises is that these high school characters actually look like high schoolers! There’s no, “lolz, that’s a freshman in high school, but she has double D boobs! And that one over there is over six feet tall high muscle tone! Cuh-razy!”

Okay, that was more of a personal note, but it’s still appreciated. Anyway, it’s a cute show and definitely worth the look.

11. Ray:The Animation (2006)

Starting out is a show that I did a review on earlier this year so I’ll keep this, as well as other shows I reviewed already, relatively short. Ray is about a young woman, whom is an amazing doctor in her own right, tackling medical mysteries as well as her own foggy past. Medical dramas may be present in live-action shows, but it’s quite the rarity in anime especially having a woman in the leading role. Unfortunately, the lackluster animation and art keep it from going higher on this list, but all the good it has is REALLY good (albeit with some silliness here and there).

10. Beautiful Bones: Sakurako's Investigation (2015)

I’ve already had my say in regards to this series, but, just to clarify for this list, my feelings have not changed. Holds itself well for a mystery, has an interesting protagonist, and is visually beautiful. I would like to know more about this story, but that would mean reading the light novels. It may be low on the list because of it being a glorified commercial, but I would recommend this anime regardless.

9. Devilman Crybaby (2018)

Once you have seen this list as a whole, you’ll notice that most of the stuff I’ve seen last year was on the lighter side. You can blame Devilman for that because I needed some fluff for a morale boost after watching that! However, I didn’t place it at the bottom of the list for a reason and that’s because I recognize this anime as the game changer it is. Devilman is both visually and narratively different from what we’re used to in anime and we, as a community, need more of that. We need more shows that start up conversations on not just meaning, morals or symbolism, but rather on what we want to see and how trends should change. Now, if you’ll excuse me, I’ve yet to recover from this show, so I’m going to look at some pictures of adorable puppers.

8. Pop Team Epic (2018)

Apparently, a LOT of people didn’t like Pop Team Epic and the attention that it was getting. I...don’t quite get it? I guess you can be allergic to fun? Sure, it was weird and off the wall, but that OP was a banger, though! Okay, so the humor didn’t jive with everyone, but it sure jived with me!

7. Aggretsuko (2018)

A fun look into the life of a young individual stuck in an average desk job (except, you know, with animals), Aggretsuko was an honest to goodness surprise for me last year and I’m glad it’s getting a second season.

6. Violet Evergarden (2018)

I’m sure that there are going to be a lot of people that will be mad at me for not putting this higher, especially since I think it’s this high to begin with on its merits of being a beautifully animated show alone. Yes, it had some really good character moments and one episode that got me very emotionally invested, but for some reason I find this spot to be just right. Hey, it beat out six other shows, right?

5. Interviews with Monster Girls (2017)

If ya’ll aren’t angry now hahaha!

Seriously, be thankful that my bias only had this anime this far. What bias is that? As sad as it sounds, this show opened up my eyes to the wonder that is Sakie Satou aka my new, overall, waifu.

Sakie aside, this show has a lot going for it. I can just imagine if this kind of story was handled by anyone else our main protagonist, Tetsuo Takahashi, would have been some bland self-insert with no personality, but instead, he’s one of the show’s strong points. For one, Tetsuo is a freakin’ adult and freakin’ acts like one. Second, instead of a generic, lean body type, he’s pretty jacked which I like to think provides some manservice for those looking for it.

IwMG is a delight and you should check it out if you haven’t already.

4. Hinamatsuri (2018)

Hinamatsuri was considered to be not only the best comedy anime of 2018, but the best anime, period, of 2018. Those claims are easily understood because the show has many things going for it: comedic timing, slapstick, and a variety of interesting characters. I’ve already said my piece when I reviewed it earlier, so all I have to say is to check out Hinamatsuri for a good laugh or seven.

3. Teasing Master Takagi-san (2018)

This show has charmed me so much. It was such a surprise. However, I’m going to keep this short because any longer will leave me gushing over and over again about how freakin’ precious these two kids are.

2. Nichijou (2011)

Nichijou is such a delight! The pacing, rhythm, and slapstick are ALL on point! I remember seeing some images back in the day and wasn’t all that impressed, but it wasn’t until one or two years ago that I came across some actual footage and was left impressed. A truly hilarious show with its own style. Go and watch this if you need a laugh.

1. My Hero Academia [S1] (2016)

So, yeah, I was about two years late to this party, eh? But after two years of seeing a lot of my friend fall head over heels for MHA, I thought, “Enough is enough, time to see if all this hype is merited.”

It was, it so freakin’ was.

I paced myself as best as I could thinking that I could space out the (current) three seasons because I’m not huge into binge watching, but I practically watched the first two seasons back to back. I enjoyed it that much! Heck, it got my brother to start watching it and he’s not that big into the anime scene! However, between the first two seasons, I felt that the first season was the stronger of the two and thus its place on this list.

Sorry for this being WAY late, but I’m glad to have finally finished this. Here’s to another year of being a huge nerd! Hooray!

#anime #anime review #top ten #fastest finger first #ray the animation #beautiful bones #DEVILMAN crybaby #pop team epic #aggretsuko #violet evergarden #interviews with monster girls #hinamatsuri #master teaser takagi san #nichijou #my hero academia

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thatkellydoll · 6 years

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“Just show up”

A 20-something girl, Katie, laying on the floor, of her bathroom with one hand still gripping the toilet, eyes half-closed. Breathing heavy-has been sobbing/throwing up. A plastic cup and jug of water are nearby. Her phone rings but it’s just out of reach. Eyes open, no effort is made to grab phone. Takes a sip of water, spits it in toilet. Phone rings again.

Katie: (covering ears) make it stop, please. (flops back to floor)

Voicemail dings.

Katie: Leave me alone.

She struggles enough to reach phone & tilt it in her direction. She squints & sees it her best friend Claire that’s been calling. She hits speaker on the voicemail message and listens.

Claire’s message: HI!!!!

Katie: Uhhh!! (lowers volume a little)

Claire: MY BEAUTIFUL KATIE!!! HOW ARE YOU?? OH MY GOD I MISS YOU SO MUCH!! Listen though, I have to talk to you…it’s about Levi.. so call me back. OKAY LOVE YOUUUUU!!!

Katie: Fuck. Bitch. (struggles to hit call back button, leaves phone on speaker, drinks some water)

Claire: Katie!!!!

Katie: Hi Claire!

Claire: You okay? What’s up?

Katie: I’m fine! How are you?

Claire: I’m fantastic. What’s wrong with you though? Are laying down right now?

Katie: No. (struggles to sit up) I’m just waking up though. I probably sound a little groggy. I took a nap.

Claire: Have you gotten out of bed in the last 48 hours?

Katie: Yes Katie! I’m fine! Okay? What’s up with Levi?

Claire: Oh nothing-I just needed something to get you to call me back. I had a feeling you were just staring at the phone not answering.

Katie: You’re psychic. Listen, I love you. But fuck you. I hope you’re doing well. We’ll catch up soon. But I’m getting off the phone now.

Claire: Holy shit you sound like shit.

Katie: BYE CLAIRE

Claire: No, wait!! Please! I know you’re not running off to do anything right now-just lemme vent for a second. I need to vent to someone.

Katie: Fine. (rests head on toilet)

Claire: Thank you… I’m really sad and I feel completely hopeless sometimes Kate.

Katie: What the fuck are you talking about?

Claire: I’m talking about you bitch! Now that you’re on the other side of the country I don’t know what to do when you get like this! Are you on your meds?

Katie: Sure. I’m on meds.

Claire: YOUR MEDS Katie. Please tell me you haven’t been doing meth again.

Katie: Oh my god Claire that was like one time. No meth. No heroine. Promise.

Claire: Can you please make an appointment to get a doctor out there and refill your prescription?

Katie: What is the point Claire? I’m never gonna be anything anyway. I can’t help my mom, no one gives a shit out here anyway. I don’t give a shit. I don’t even know what I’m doing. We’re all doomed to a dreadful human downfall. Who gives a shit?

Claire: You’re not even making sense.

Katie: Goodbye Claire!

Claire: Bitch you better not hang up that phone.

Katie: Oh my God. Seriously Claire, you’re lucky I love you but I really don’t want to talk right now. I don’t feel good.

Claire: Ya ya whatever. You probably only have stomach acid left to throw up anyway.

Katie retches.

Claire: Sorry. Okay look, you gotta get on your meds.

Katie: Why? So that I’m actually clear and present to how shitty and pointless my life is. At least when I’m abusing other drugs I don’t have to witness it.

Claire: You know it’ll make you feel better.

Katie: Okay then what Claire? So then I can continue to be a complete fucking failure, do absolutely nothing with my life, and never meet my family’s expectations? “You can do better, Katie. I’m so disappointed Katie. Why aren’t you doing more Katie?” I’m always gonna be a failure-might as well just-uhh

Claire: Kate? You okay?

Katie: Ya, I’m good.

Claire: Okay good. Now shut the fuck up. Fuck your family. And fuck your self-pitying self. Lots of other people care about you too and want to see you happy.

Katie: Ya I know you care. I get it. Thanks Claire.

Calire: Okay then quit being so selfish and giving up on life.

Katie: Claire, all my friend is 2,000 miles away. I have nobody here. I am nobody. I’m just trying to disappear. Please let me.

Claire: NO. Fuck you. Okay, so you need to make some friends out there. That would help. Start there.

Katie: I have friends.

Claire: I mean real friends, like me, you dick. You just said you have no friends.

Katie: Red is my friend. And so is Tasha.

Claire: Who the fuck is that-your drug dealers?

Katie: Red is my drug dealer. I just made up Tasha.

Claire: Oh my god Katie! You need to join November Project!

Katie: What kinda cult is that?

Claire: Only the best. It’s that workout group I do! When’s the last time you worked out?

Katie: Last time we worked out in high school 7 years ago. Wow. I’m pathetic.

Claire: No. Stop that. You never got THIS depressed when we were rowing. I’m going to look it up for you. Just show up. Get some endorphins going.. meet some people. It’ll be good.

Katie: If I say I’ll go, will you shut the fuck up?

Claire: Nope. You actually have to go. That or you have to three-way a doctors office right now with me on the line. Those are your options.

Katie: I hate you so much.

Claire: I love you too babe. Whatcha picking?

Katie: Workout thing.

Claire: Okay great! I’m still gonna hound you about getting back on your meds, but that’s for a later date. Okay I’m gonna look it up for you. I love you so much! Get some rest! I’ll text you!

Katie: Love you.

Claire: Byeeee! Oh I’m so excited! Yay! Bye!

Call ends.

Katie drinks some water. Reaches up to the back of the bathroom door and pulls down a bathrobe. Balls it up and uses it as a pillow. Just as her eyes shut her phone dings with texts. Tilting & squinting eyes to read it, it’s a screenshot of November Project West LA Instagram.

She sees that it says “Wednesdays 630 am” and scoffs. Falls asleep.

Two days later. Katie awkwardly walks up to Drake stadium. Headphones in. Hoodie up. Hat on. Sunglasses on. It’s overcast. Sees everyone gathering at bottom of stairs. Sets her phone, headphones, keys, glasses, hoodie, and water down next to everyone else’s stuff. Tara walks up to her.

Tara: Hi! Welcome to November Project! Is today your first day?

Katie: Ya, my friend from Boston told me about it.

Tara: Oh that’s great! Thanks for coming out! What’s your name?

Katie: Katie!

Tara: Awesome Katie! I’m Tara! So glad you’re here!

Tara turns around.

Tara: (yelling) Alright everybody gather round! Get in close!!

Katie actually indulges in a small smile for the first time in a long time.

(HYPE UP/GOOD MORNING SEQUENCE)

(STIARS/WORKOUT MONTAGE)

Katie is exhausted. Making her way to the top of the stairs she flops to the ground to do sit ups. Struggling through her 12th when Maggie hobbles her way over on crutches.

Maggie: Hey, what’s your name? First day?

Katie: Ya. Katie.

Maggie: Fuck ya Katie! I’m Maggie! You’re killing it!

Katie: (laughs) thanks

Maggie hobbles over to someone else.

Maggie: You think you can come up a little higher on that next one Alex?

(WORK OUT MONTAGE)

People start flying by Katie as she walks up the stairs. She watches them and laughs. Getting to the top of the stairs she feels that familiar feeling of backward digestion so she slowly makes her way down to do her sit ups. She does about 5 when she lays flat on the concrete. Dizzy. Looking around. Feeling like a failure. She shuts her eyes to avoid crying in public. Maggie hobbles over.

Maggie: Hey

Katie: Hey! (fake smiles)

Maggie: How’s it going?

Katie: Great! Dying a little-but in a good way!

Maggie: (laughs) You can-

Katie: I know-you’re gonna say that I can do more.

Maggie: No- I was gonna say you can do anything. You’re doing great Katie! (Hobbles away, yelling) ALRIGHT AMANDA-LOOK AT HOW STRONG YOU ARE!

(GET KNOCKED DOWN BURPEE MONTAGE-including Maggie participating with her broken foot/boot)

(WRAP UP SEQUENCE ON BLEACHERS)

Walking away back to her car Katie takes out her phone and sends a text to Claire that reads: “Thank you. I love you.” She smiles & her eyes start to water. She puts her sunglasses on. Makes a phone call.

Katie: Hi, yes I need to schedule an appointment. No-first time. Okay thank you.

#novemberproject #language #short #script #shortfilm #community #love #support #fitness #health

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fooljshgirl · 7 years

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50 more interesting questions tag!

Rules: Fill this out and tag at least one person you’d like to know more about! Or just fill it out! Or don’t! Answer only some of them! Who am I to tell you what to do? Anything goes! tagged by @dear-mrs-otome (thank you for making this questionnaire!) and @slbp-owns-ayame! thank u for making me feel included, friends💓 i’ve crossed some questions out, mainly cos i’m too unfocused to answer them or cos i couldn’t think of an answer 😅

1. What kind of food can’t you stand?:

indian food, sadly ): i’ve had it once or twice and have therefore concluded that the spice is too much for me. i like their roti and naan, though!

2. If you could choose one minor inconvenience to never have to deal with again, what would you pick?:

shaving & waxing, definitely. i’m hairy as hell but i don’t want to shave any other part than my intimates and underarms cos apparently once you shave or wax, the hair grows thicker and i definitely don’t want to deal with that.

3. Have you got any useless talents?:

4. If you could be really really good at one thing, what would it be?:

i’d love to master how to counter being unproductive. this is a serious issue for me and i Don’t Know What To Do anymore.

5. Name a few people you think are extremely good-looking:

Kim Namjoon, Nam Joo Hyuk, Lee Min Ho, Cody Ko.

6. What was your favorite way to pass the time as a kid?:

drawing! i loved it then. my dad even got me a book on how to draw in anime style when i was around 10 or 11.

7. What is something you’re proud of?:

i got paid for a few published articles recently! i wasn’t expecting to, but am really proud of myself for it anyway.

8. What’s one character flaw in people that you just can’t tolerate?:

attention-seeking 100%. especially if the person is just doing it to ‘fit in’. i find it really cringey and frankly unsavory. don’t do things you don’t want to do just to feel cool!!!!!!!

9. Do you consider yourself to be more of a leader or a follower?:

a leader, tbh. i’d like to think i’m good at planning and motivating people to get moving on their tasks. as a follower, i always have suggestions as to how to make the plan more feasible, and eventually end up becoming the leader anyway.

10. What kind of student are/were you?:

i used to be a great student, a teacher’s dream lmao but now i guess i’m still the same, it’s just overshadowed by my laziness and inability to recognize urgency.

11. Butterfly effect question! Has there ever been a seemingly minor decision you’ve made (at the time) that ended up having a profound influence on your life?:

12. Name your most irrational fear/aversion:

I HATE BUGS AND INSECTS THEY ARE THE ONLY THINGS IN THIS WORLD I WILL HATE apparently this is called entomophobia

13. Are there any fictional characters you find especially relatable?:

14. If you drink, what kind of drunk are you? Alternatively, what sort of person are you at parties?:

i’m a quiet, spaced out drunk. i look like the type to fall asleep at any moment, but i’d liven up the moment you talk to me. at parties, i’m usually one of those people at the sidelines, just watching the others at the beginning. at the end, i’m with my friends doing something we’d most likely get suspended for lol

15. Do you fall in love easily? Or does it usually take a long time for you to trust someone?:

it depends on the person, i think. i catch feelings fairly easily if i think you’re cute, but actually falling in love would take prob a year from me, at least. i give my trust out quickly, but it’s not the kind of trust where i’d tell you all my deepest thoughts. it’s more of a, “yeah i’ll take you at your word, i don’t generally think you’’re shady” kind.

16. Would you rather have one close friend or 100 casual friends?:

aaaaaaaaaaaa i’m torn! talking to one person all day all the time can be tiring and draining, but having a ton of casual friends means not rly having someone to vent to, or someone to bounce ideas off of. i guess right now, i’m leaning towards the latter, simply because if you have a hundred casual friends online, it’ll be less awkward to talk about ‘deep’ things because chances are, you don’t know each other in real life lol

17. Do you consider yourself to be more of a slob or a neat-freak?:

both!!! i can be very organized and clean in the beginning, but then i get lazy to put whatever it is back to where i got it and i end up having a moderately organized messy work table.

18. Describe a place (imaginary or real) that you would find incredibly cozy:

sunlight pouring in through the slits of the window shades, making the room less dim. a white comforter on white sheets and black pillows, my laptop on top and hot tea on the bedside table, along with my phone. the air conditioner is on, the temperature matches perfect sweater weather. alternatively, cold wind blows in through the window.

19. Do you have kids? If not, do you want them someday?:

i don’t, and sometimes i think i want two of them! but who knows, everything changes.

20. What was your favorite book as a child?

it’s more of a series; the Berenstain Bears! Mercer Mayer’s Little Critter is a close runner-up.

21. Name one thing you just don’t get what all the hype is about:

buying official band merch! while i understand that it’s because they’re your idols, coming from someone who’s been a hard stan of a particular band for more than two years, once you grow out of them, you’re going to realize how much money you’d spent that could’ve gone to a better place. i just realized this still applies to me cos of slbp shut up

22. Name one thing that you think is tragically underrated:

it’s more of a person, actually; Cody Ko! i find his YouTube videos extremely funny, plus he’s cute lol

23. If you had to be glued to a person for a month, real or fictional (who you have never met), who would you choose?:

24. What’s something you’d like the chance to do someday?:

get into medical school and get my license, despite our financial stance. i always thought being a doctor or a lawyer was boring, but now being a doctor has a certain appeal to me. i’d love to help people through their sicknesses and help them feel and be better.

25. Do you typically speak your mind when you have a controversial opinion? Or do generally prefer to not rock the boat?:

i almost always speak my mind, and generally push aside any hesitance if it’s ‘controversial’, except of course if i don’t know much about what the issue is. i only choose to stay quiet when i know my opinion isn’t going to get through to whoever it is i’m talking to.

26. What’s the dumbest fad you’ve been caught up in?:

the grunge, all black hype of 2014 kjfjkdkjfdkjdfs i still cringe

27. What’s something you thought was cool as a kid/adolescent, but now cringe at yourself for?:

my answer @ #26 )))):

28. What’s a trait you consider to be very admirable?:

being able to still be yourself or stand up for your morals despite getting shit on for it, definitely.

29. Is there a particular kind of item people always tend to give you as gifts? (For instance, people always get you things with ducks on them because you like ducks, etc.):

it’s usually either clothes or money, which i am 10/10 grateful for every time

30. Do you speak multiple languages? Which ones?:

i speak two, mainly; english and my native language!

31. Would you rather live in the big city or the countryside?:

big city, no hesitation.

32. Has there ever been something you were certain you’d hate, but ended up loving?:

kpop tbh. i used to be a lowkey hater when i was in elementary (but would jam out to them when i was alone), but loOK AT ME NOW

33. Do you mind being the center of attention, or do you prefer the spotlight to be on someone else?:

i’m alright with either, but prefer being at the back making things work for whoever’s on stage.

34. Favorite holiday?:

my birthday duh

35. Are you a more go-with-the-flow type of person, or do you need to have things planned meticulously?:

i like going with the flow, but would feel much more comfortable if there were some constants in the said flow.

36. Is there something you loved so much you wish you could forget it and experience it all over again? (A tv show, book, series–anything.):

37. What hobbies do you have?:

i LOVE reading and learning more about astrology. i’ve gotten into tarot recently because of it!

38. If you could have a superpower, but it was only mildly useful, what ability would you want to have?:

being able to shoot trash in the bin with 100% precision every time. imagine throwing your waste five meters away from where the bin is? less walk time, amazing

39. Something people are always surprised to learn about you:

“she’s not a bitch after all...” sike i am

40. Something that took you way too long to figure out:

pretending to be someone you aren’t only hurts you in the end.

41. Worst injury you’ve had?

i don’t know if this counts, but i swallowed a fish bone when i was in elementary and almost had to go into surgery to get it out of my throat lol

42. Any morbid fascinations?:

i am and always will be in love with crime shows like Criminal Minds or CSI.

43. Describe your sense of humor:

honestly i laugh at almost anything. i can find something to laugh at during someone’s funeral 💀

44. If you had to be born in another era/place, which would you choose?:

45. Something you are irredeemably bad at:

F O C U S I N G❗️❗️❗️❗️ i always have at least three things on my mind at all times it’s exhausting

46. Something that sucked but you’re glad you went through:

i was able to get out of an abusive relationship late last year and i am extremely grateful it happened. i’m still hesitant to continue contact with the other party, but we’re getting there.

47. Would you rather have a really godawful ugly tattoo in a place that is only slightly inconvenient to conceal with clothing (upper arm, thigh, etc.), or the coolest, most beautiful tattoo ever in the middle of your face? (Neither tattoo can be removed or concealed with makeup, and the ugly tattoo will deeply offend anyone who sees it.):

i’d have freckles around my nose and cheek area as the really pretty tattoo on my face, so joke’s on you!!!!!!!!

48. Are you more of an optimist or a pessimist?:

optimist, for sure. i can always see the bright side of things.

49. What would be the most flattering compliment someone could give you?:

“you really put your all into this and did a great job, you deserve this!”

50. Something you feel people often misunderstand about you:

i think it’s more of some people underestimate how smart i am, and it doesn’t bother me at all lol think me dumb all u want let’s see who’ll be laughing when i get ur ass beat

tagging @kanashi-konpyuta @hajeema @wrapmons @yoosungshoodie @dirties @regretful-otome @atroniascreamsube ~

#U GUYS TAGGED ME IN THIS LIKE A WEEK AGO IM SO SORRY THIS IS LATe #tags

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marlaluster · 7 years

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http://www.english-online.at/people/native-americans/native-americans-introduction.htm https://sentinelblog.com/2017/04/16/germany-building-free-housing-for-refugees-worth-3-million/https://www.bing.com/images/search?view=detailV2&ccid=3A6mOcBb&id=3E07986F160D5707B432EC24833A03463096DB5B&thid=OIP.3A6mOcBbi9igzQSjJyhP-wEsEZ&q=royal+family&simid=607993364250758995&selectedIndex=0&PC=SMSM&ajaxhist=0 The items mentioned are things people could technically do themselves if they didn't or rather weren't forced to work. I would wish to build a home, ie carpenter or help rather build beautiful places. Some items probably wouldn't really continue. There is car share, you could if you wish. I don't believe in medicine. Stuff I would think n wish be more personal n less corporate-like. "I have to do it this way because I have to say it's really less than they're not doing it now," someone said of this post. There could be some organization for things around the intentional communities for people to share n farm n other things, babysit kind of or look over kids, etc. https://m.facebook.com/1432651310315763/photos/a.1445635765683984.1073741828.1432651310315763/1882154845365405/?type=3&source=48 There's already stuff where people volunteer. Like i said i don't believe in medicine, but there's doctors without borders. People can have things w less hype this way. There are ways people can have the means to like have a maintained, operable home without the reliance on systems where people have traditionally had to pay. But I just wanted to mention this item to try to tone down a sentiment on this that it is a big system. It would be people voluntarily participating is my understanding, there is some like expectation people would work three hours a week. It's not for money, it's just to contribute. I guess it's good to have the expectation then it can be said things like I hear which is that people can follow their dreams etc, i don't know, things aren't to be like divided, your life. It shouldn't be still w three hours because you work not to sacrifice but to have a way of life people would wish where people are free to follow their dreams n not poor or homeless or to be punished w jail or anything. There's already stuff where people volunteer. Like i said i don't believe in medicine, but there's doctors without borders. People can have things w less hype this way, I'm talking about a simple way of life where people are participating in ways that would be more within their control n ways that make sense to people as needed or as okay. There are ways people can have the means to like have a maintained, operable home without the reliance on systems where people have traditionally had to pay. But I just wanted to mention this item to try to tone down a sentiment on this that it is a big system. It would be people voluntarily participating is my understanding, there is some like expectation people would work three hours a week. It's not for money, it's just to contribute. I guess it's good to have the expectation then it can be said things like I hear which is that people can follow their dreams etc, i don't know, things aren't to be like divided, your life. It shouldn't be still w three hours because you work not to sacrifice but to have a way of life people would wish where people are free to follow their dreams n not poor or homeless or to be punished w jail or anything. People would be motivated to do stuff to live n help people, it would be a proper "locus of control" or whatever the term for a proper positioning of power or control. People would be motivated to do stuff to live n help people, it would be a proper "locus of control" or whatever the term for a proper positioning of power or control. Presently people are pushed along by force, for the need for the means for food, water n shelter. A direct motivation you could say. Technology is supposed to be a significant part of things as well. Technology, ie things being mechanized like some manual things as it's available to mechanized them. In reality human beings have magic so it would be different if people were able to have their natural habitat. ? People can go off grid indivually n i imagine it's a similar lifestyle. I would wish this. I don't wish to be a part of this society, i think it's very bad, very very bad. Has nothing to offer but things i don't wish. There's a weird reaching for people to participate but nothing to offer to make a good life, there's no interest in that w the money system. There's lots of horrible things, homelessness, poverty, being st the mercy of others not acting as your friend. The devil is making some music from the neighbors, it's three something in the morning. Then it's making a weird smell too. "I have to stop that's not allowed. Maybe from your vagina. ....," the devil said. Then it keeps making a embarass feeling. Its very irritating. "I'm needing to stop. Can I please tell what happened. I'm not allowed to be here. Something is happening. I have to stop. I use thimgs I can't. I say the person has become unattractive n i have to stop. I am doing multiple noises as well. This is bad," the devil said. It's making the music from the neighbors have a baseline noise n then there's a noise from a television. The music sound just seems to have gotten louder. It's very warm as well. "I'm doing something w the warmth. Oh god they can hear it. I keep saying the person is insecure things like this but I don't know what to do I don't wish what I am here. ....," the devil said. "I said I have to stop. I can't do the warmth either, it's very bad. ....," the devil said. I was looking at something online earlier I've talked here about before n the devil was trying to make me feel embarrassed about that. It's supposed to be stereotypically like embarassing here. That page I've talked about before w some sex scenes that are like moving jpeg images, a blog on Tumblr called white men black women. "I was doing that, i can't keep doing that. I was trying to make the person feel embarrassed," the devil said. The music seems paused now. It was going just a bit ago, i woke up n it was on. But anyway there's also noise from a television Thats supposed to be from a neighboring units like reaching from their tv. The devil keeps pressing an insecure feeling. It's very annoying. -- "I don't know what to do I have to stop doing things that are that n other things. People knows stuff looks really bad n it goes on anyway," the devil said. A story I meant to link to earlier, it has a strange comment on it we think was saying something that was the end of the world n the devil made it sound crazy n weird, nonsense. .... https://sentinelblog.com/2017/04/16/germany-building-free-housing-for-refugees-worth-3-million/So you don't have to stand n be counted for something you don't wish, ie as an active participant in prescheduled agenda. Asleep until I awaken please. Then people are really asleep. Then we get to check out at night as we'd wish further to other times. I've been thinking about potato n egg, well one day. Maybe another day as well. Siamese twins or something or just regular. People are so unfortunately but not. It just doesn't work out here. People are really asleep here, their subconscious or the subconscious possibly doesn't really exist or something. I'm supposedly present in a way not common but the devil still n i guess others maybe could talk to my subconscious self. But yeah people are asleep like that old man in the children's story. Old Man Winkle. Wasn't that a British Story. I guess not. It's a spell the devil does. That hand needs some lotion. "I tried to make it unattractive so you won't like James. Bye," the devil said. The devil made the page reload as i was trying to load this photo the first time. I put a sentiment here n it got lost w the page reloading, but i said i was loading the picture because the link i loaded didn't have a preview showing the picture which I got off Bing. https://www.bing.com/images/search?view=detailV2&ccid=3A6mOcBb&id=3E07986F160D5707B432EC24833A03463096DB5B&thid=OIP.3A6mOcBbi9igzQSjJyhP-wEsEZ&q=royal+family&simid=607993364250758995&selectedIndex=0&PC=SMSM&ajaxhist=0 There's a documentary I vaguely remember by Jared Diamond on Spaniards invading; I have some exposure to a children's book on native Americans. I don't think they had the beads, etc. Some populations like this use a different way of counting. I have a vague memory or thought of different tribes fighting. But a way of life probably would be w no money at all. I know they hunted n gathered, it was just something like RBE that I remember now, someone's helping me remember. It's really this person. But the Spaniards invading in that one documentary, they imposed taxes, etc on some group of Native Americans, it was horrible. I'll try to find the title of it. It's also by Jared Diamond.

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