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#i mean i take it but we might want to talk about what healing means šŸ˜­
merwgue Ā· 3 days
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Azriel & Rhysand: The Self-Hating Illyrians? Letā€™s Talk About Thatā€¦
Alright, so let's dive into something thatā€™s been bugging me for a while: the way Azriel and Rhysand talk about Illyriansā€”and how it mirrors their own insecurities and self-hatred toward their own race. Now, I know we all love our brooding shadowsinger and we tolerate (thats the nicest thing i can say okay???) Rhysand, but letā€™s call a spade a spade. These guys are racist to themselves, and it shows in how they talk about, treat, and rule Illyria.
First off, Azriel. The man has been through some serious traumaā€”no one is denying that. The abuse he faced as a child at the hands of his Illyrian family was horrific. But because of that, he carries this internalized hatred towards his own people. He sees Illyrians as ā€œbrutes,ā€ and thatā€™s not just a throwaway comment. Itā€™s an insight into how he views himself as an Illyrian. Heā€™s distanced himself from his race because itā€™s too painful for him to reconcile with what they represent to himā€”his own past, his pain, his trauma. Instead of embracing his heritage and trying to heal from it, heā€™s rejected it entirely, which isā€¦ problematic, to say the least.
Now, letā€™s talk about Rhysand. Yes, heā€™s half Illyrian, and yet, what does he do? He rules over Illyria like a colonizer. Heā€™s constantly talking about how brutal and savage the Illyrians are, how they need to be ā€œcontrolledā€ and ā€œdisciplined.ā€ Sound familiar? Rhysandā€™s actions in Illyria are more about projecting his own insecurities about being half Illyrian than about actually ruling fairly. Heā€™s ashamed of his heritage and so, instead of working with the Illyrians to improve things, he enforces harsh rule, stifling them instead of helping them grow.
Whatā€™s worse is that they both act like theyā€™re doing Illyria a favor by stepping in and being these benevolent rulers. But honestly, what theyā€™re doing is just mirroring their internalized racism. They canā€™t accept their own Illyrian roots, so they enforce those insecurities onto the people. Rhysand and Azriel might think theyā€™re ā€œbetterā€ because theyā€™ve moved beyond the more traditional Illyrian ways, but really, theyā€™re just turning their backs on their own heritage. And thatā€™s not empowermentā€”thatā€™s self-hatred.
Now, letā€™s touch on the Elriel shippers. First of all, ship whoever you wantā€”Iā€™m not here to police your ships. But what I am here to say is this: erasing Azrielā€™s Illyrian identity to fit into a certain romantic narrative is just wrong. Part of what makes Azriel, Azriel, is his struggle with his own identity. Itā€™s his journey of trying to reconcile the trauma of his past with the culture he comes from. Thereā€™s depth there, and itā€™s a storyline that needs resolution, not erasure.
Some Elriel shippers think that in his potential book (if SJM ever gives it to them), Azriel should fully distance himself from Illyria, take off his tattoos, and basically reinvent himself into a whole new character. Excuse me, but what? Thatā€™s not character growth, thatā€™s character erasure. The Illyrian tattoos are a symbol of his heritage, his connection to his people. Sure, he has a lot of complicated feelings about Illyria because of his past, but that doesnā€™t mean the answer is to remove all traces of it from his life.
You canā€™t just ā€œremoveā€ your culture. Itā€™s something youā€™re born into, something that shapes you, whether you like it or not. Itā€™s tied to your ancestors, your lineage. For Azriel to fully come to terms with who he is, he has to accept that, yes, heā€™s Illyrian. He canā€™t get over that by erasing itā€”he has to embrace it, faults and all, and move forward. Thatā€™s what real growth would look like.
By pushing for Azriel to cut ties with Illyria entirely, some of these shippers are promoting a racist narrative, whether they realize it or not. Itā€™s saying that Azriel can only be worthy of love or redemption if he fully removes himself from the culture that raised him. And thatā€™s just wrong. His identity crisis is not something that should be ā€œfixedā€ by wiping the slate clean. It should be something he works through, learns from, and ultimately accepts as part of himself.
In fact, if we want real character development, Azrielā€™s arc should focus on him embracing his Illyrian heritage, understanding that while there are negative aspects of his past, that doesnā€™t define all of Illyria or his future. His story shouldnā€™t end with him running away from his culture, but with him reclaiming it on his own terms. The Illyrian culture, with all its flaws, is still his culture, and rejecting it completely would mean rejecting a core part of who he is. Instead of distancing himself further, Azriel needs to find a way to reconcile with the Illyrian identity, maybe even becoming a figure of change within his own race. Rather than mirroring the oppressive behavior of Rhysand, who seeks to control and stifle the Illyrians, Azriel could be the bridge that finally helps Illyria evolve into something betterā€”something that preserves the strength of its people while discarding the more harmful traditions.
Imagine an arc where Azriel not only accepts his heritage but becomes a leader for Illyrian reform, where he champions education, equality, and opportunity for both the males and the females of his race. That would be growth. That would be healing. And letā€™s be honest, Azrielā€™s character needs that kind of closure after all the trauma heā€™s been through. But it has to come from a place of embracing who he is, not trying to erase it.
Now, coming back to Rhysand for a secondā€”his treatment of Illyria is a whole other can of worms. Itā€™s easy to label him as a progressive leader because of how he treats some of his people (read: his Inner Circle), but his actions toward the Illyrians tell a different story. Rhysand rules Illyria through fear and force, much like the High Lords he claims to be better than. He keeps the Illyrians in line with brute power, allowing their wings to be clipped, their women to be oppressed, and their men to be locked into a cycle of violent traditions. And letā€™s not forget, heā€™s never really done anything to truly help the Illyrians rise above their current state. Instead, heā€™s more focused on maintaining control over them, making sure they donā€™t challenge his authority.
Rhysandā€™s rule in Illyria is a dictatorship, no matter how you spin it. He pretends to be ā€œfreeingā€ people, but what heā€™s actually doing is ensuring they stay under his thumb. And Azriel, who has internalized so much hatred for his own race, is complicit in this. He doesnā€™t push for change or reform because heā€™s too caught up in his own disdain for his heritage. In a way, Rhysand and Azrielā€™s attitudes toward Illyria are two sides of the same coin. Rhysand rules it with an iron fist, and Azriel, with his internalized racism, sees that as justified.
Letā€™s also not forget the dynamic between Rhysand and Azriel within the Inner Circle itself. The Night Court, while seemingly ā€œprogressive,ā€ is built on a hierarchy thatā€™s not so different from the oppression they claim to fight. Rhysand keeps a tight leash on his friends, and Azriel, with all his inner conflict and loyalty, falls in line. His insecurities about his heritage make him more susceptible to Rhysandā€™s control because, in a way, Azriel believes heā€™s lesser. He believes heā€™s damaged because of his past, and that allows Rhysand to subtly manipulate him, never pushing him to embrace his Illyrian roots, because that would threaten the order Rhysand has established.
Which brings us back to the issue with the fandom. There are fans out there who, for some reason, want Azriel to completely erase his Illyrian identity, thinking itā€™s part of his ā€œgrowth.ā€ But how is denying where you come from, and what shaped you, growth?
The idea that Azriel could just ā€œremoveā€ the Illyrian part of himself and somehow become a better character is incredibly damaging. It promotes the idea that you can (and should) sever ties with your roots if theyā€™re painful or complicated. But thatā€™s not how real people heal, and itā€™s not how characters should evolve either. If anything, Azriel should be diving deeper into his Illyrian heritage, understanding that while thereā€™s darkness there, thereā€™s also strength and resilienceā€”and thatā€™s something to be proud of, not ashamed of.
In the end, what Azriel needs isnā€™t to ā€œget overā€ being Illyrian. He needs to accept it, embrace it, and find a way to redefine what it means to him. And Rhysand, for all his posturing as a forward-thinking High Lord, needs to stop ruling Illyria with fear and suppression, and instead, actually help his people rise up. Otherwise, theyā€™re both just perpetuating a cycle of self-hatred and control that benefits no one, least of all themselves.
Ty @shadowqueenjude for the idea pookster
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littledragonkana Ā· 10 days
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Me: 'Let's revive our allies to make sure we can deal lots more damage, ok Rali?'
Raligon: 'Bet!'
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lassieposting Ā· 11 months
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Been thinking a lot lately about romanced Astarion post-spawn ending.
Because like. The Funnestā„¢ thing about cptsd is how much of it gets delayed. When you're trapped in a lengthy, ongoing traumatic situation, you do not have the ability to process and start healing your mental wounds. Your brain and body go into survival mode, and all that matters in the moment is that you somehow cope with the horrors. He wouldn't have been able to even begin dealing with the physical, mental and emotional toll of two hundred years of torture, brutalization and dehumanization while he was under Cazador's control; he is in constant danger, surrounded by sharks in the water, and survival means not letting them smell blood. He can't afford to fall apart, to show weakness. He is shockingly functional and competent in-game, partly because he has to be to work as a game character, but also partly because...it do be like that, to some degree. When death, for whatever reason, is not an option, you just have to shut down and keep going. People adapt in order to survive, and when we learn that showing an "injury" (physical or psychological) only gets us punished, we learn to hide it.
Early-game Astarion is terrified - of Cazador, of Godey, of being hunted down by his siblings, of being staked or sold off at the first opportunity by Tav and the other companions, of turning into a mindflayer, of another painful transformation, of losing himself when he's only just regained his autonomy after two centuries, of what Cazador will do to him if he ever finds him - the man is overwhelmed by fear. He's on thin ice as a vampire, and he's not going to give them any more reason to want him gone. Survival instinct is still in control, and in this new situation, crafting some fragile safety for himself means not only selling his body for protection, but also being useful. Clear-headed. Good in a fight.
Endgame Astarion finds himself in a completely different situation. The time-sensitive overarching threats - Cazador and impending ceremorphosis - have been dealt with. He has a loving, supportive partner he's really starting to feel safe with - Tav/Durge has proved that they're on his side, that their affection is genuine, that they don't just want him for the one thing he's been told he's good for. They've told him they're going to help him find a workaround for his sun allergy. He's getting fed regularly. He has time to stop, and breathe, and just. Recuperate.
For the first time in 200 years, he is safe.
And it will probably take a while to catch up, during which time he will seem to be coping really well, but at some point, his brain is going to realise that he's safe, and it's going to finally start processing the sheer fucking horror he's been through. Since I haven't seen anyone talking about this particular fun aspect of cptsd, allow me to offer u some thoughts on issues Astarion and Tav might end up dealing with in the months/years postgame, during the
āœØ Delayed Trauma Response āœØ
Memory Gaps: Astarion realising, as he opens up to Tav, that there are entire years or decades of his life from which he has only a handful of memories. Great big blank stretches where he has no idea where he was, who he was with, what was happening to him. Some of the gaps cover years at a time where he was so dissociated and shut down that he just didn't retain any memories of what was going on around him. Some are shorter periods of particularly horrific torture that his brain has deliberately blocked out to protect him.
Recovered Memories: At some point, years into the future when he's done A Lot of healing, he might find that every now and then, a fragment of those lost memories will unexpectedly come back to him. He'll catch a particular scent on the breeze, or overhear a specific phrase in the street, or cross paths with someone whose face is oddly familiar, and he'll get a glimpse of an acute horror he'd filed neatly away where it couldn't hurt him anymore. He very rarely remembers all the context to those flashes of his past. He might recall that he was punished, but not what he was punished for, or he might remember words spoken by a greedy conquest, but be unable to recall the man's face.
Dissociation: Tav knows going into this relationship that Astarion has basically made an art out of dissociating during sex. They also know, from their shared encounter with the drow twins, that he's not great at enforcing his own boundaries - he'll always say he'll speak up and back out if he stops having fun, but in practice he rarely does; he's not used to having the option of saying no to his partner, and being punished if he tries. So they know there's going to be some practice and experimentation and negotiation necessary there, to figure out the rough limits of his comfort zone. But once he starts really processing, there may be days where he just checks out completely. Tav will touch his shoulder, and he'll startle and apologise - "Terribly sorry, darling, I was miles away for a moment there." And Tav will gently point out that he's been sat in the same spot vacantly staring into the middle distance for hours. They've been checking in on him occasionally and this is the first time he's responded. It's unsettling, to say the least.
Lost Time: Astarion was very young when he was turned, physically mature but emotionally juvenile. He was basically an overgrown teenager, in the phase of life where elves are just starting to learn who they are and what they want, and figure out their place in the world. But he never got to do that, because he spent his formative young adult years in a world where everyone became an abuser, where his only means of surviving was to smile and charm and obey while even his basic human dignity was stripped away. He learned that communication is based on manipulation. He learned that the powerful can do whatever they like to the weak. He learned an incredibly toxic, abusive way of life, and that was his family dynamic, his everyday life, for as long as he can remember. Now that he's free and safe, he's realising that the world doesn't actually work that way and that he's now far behind even shorter-lived races in social/emotional development. He's grieving for the person he could've been. He's grieving for the life he could've lived. He's grieving for all the years he already lost, and the ones he'll lose in the future as he flounders to catch up. A decent chunk of his life was stolen from him, and that's time he will never get back.
Flashbacks & Night Terrors: Specifically the kind where your brain convinces you that an injury you had a long time ago is actually an injury you have (or are receiving) right now. There are nights where he'll wake Tav in a panic, because his back feels like it's on fire, he can feel every freshly-carved wound dripping blood and he's in so much pain he doesn't know what else to do. If Tav looks, they see nothing out of the ordinary - old, long-healed scars, same as always. But the pain and the fear and the distress are all very real to him, and all they can do is try to comfort him, cover his back with cool damp cloths or healing salves, remind him he's safe now and they're not leaving him.
Boundary Shifting: Sometimes, Tav can come up and hug him from behind, and he'll melt into them a little bit and go all soft and happy. Other times, he might flinch away or go rigid at the same gesture. A lot of the time, it really depends on how he's feeling on the day, but at least a little bit of it is deliberate - he's pushing to find the limit of just how much autonomy Tav is willing to give him. He wants to know at what point they'll stop respecting his "no". Will they accept it if he doesn't want a hug? If he wants to sleep in his own room tonight? At what point will understanding turn to anger at being rejected? From the drow twins four/fivesome, we also know he's got a tendency to push his own boundaries, and jump into things he's actually not ready for, and Tav would be the one holding his hand through the fallout as he tries to figure out what his own boundaries even are.
Frustration! So, so much frustration. He wants to be Over It already. He wants to move past everything that ever happened to him and never think about it again. He hates that Cazador still has a grip on him, even in death - he doesn't want to give the bastard the satisfaction of dwelling on all his punishments, his cruelties. Sometimes, that frustration is going to explode outwards at Tav - he'll get angry at them for coddling him, or find something small to start a fight over, or he'll set an unreasonable boundary and try to defend it because he's still learning what healthy boundaries look like. Sometimes, it will implode inwards, and that won't be about Tav at all, but they'll get the brunt of it all the same - it might come out as self-loathing or self-punishment, and he'll react by doing something stupid, like trying to drive them away, because having a secure, relatively healthy relationship is terrifying and the instinct is to destroy it before Tav can. There will be yelling and angry tears and deeply unhealthy coping mechanisms, and they'd have to work through that. Trauma is ugly, and Astarion is right at the beginning of a very long journey towards healing.
Abandonment Issues: Astarion wants the relationship to be one between equals, but he's kind of got Tav on a pedestal all the same. They saved him. They helped him get rid of Cazador for good. They chose him and love him despite a wealth of better (in his eyes) options, and all his baggage. They stayed with him even when he has very little to offer them. We know his vanity and obnoxious self-absorption is a fragile attempt to obscure the fact that his self-esteem is in the dirt and he has virtually no self-worth, and there are a couple of occasions in-game where it becomes clear that he's afraid of losing the one person who somehow considers him lovable. After seeing Sebastian and all the other conquests, he begs Tav not to hate him, saying that he did what he had to. If he has a rival for Tav's affections, and Tav informs him that they broke up with the rival to be with Astarion, he's shocked and the first thing out of his mouth is, "You ended things with them for me? Why?" And if Durge tries to break up with him for his own safety, his facade drops and he immediately asks if he did something wrong. So while he's not afraid to argue with Tav, if something happens - like an angry outburst - that upsets or angers them, and he thinks he's at risk of losing that one steady, stable person in his life, he might well cling and overcompensate to try and repair what he thinks is a fracture in their relationship. He'll fawn or beg or crawl into Tav's bed to "apologise" and "make it up to them" because, well, very occasionally it worked on Cazador. With patience and good communication and lots of repeatedly driving the lesson home to overcome 200 years of education to the contrary, he will eventually start to believe that "I'm really pissed off at you right now," does not equate to, "You are the worst mistake I've ever made and I am leaving you."
Panic Attacks: I feel like honestly he'd get some symptoms of these on a fairly regular basis, but he's never been given any option other than just trying to power through them. He's used to realising he's shaking, he's used to feeling like he's watching himself from outside his body, or like he can't breathe even though he doesn't need to. He's very familiar with the sickening fear in his gut, so intense it makes his head spin. He's not used to being comforted or reassured about them - he thinks they're normal. Tav disagrees.
Anyway, cptsd is messy and complicated and often looks very different from person to person so these will not represent everyone's but these are just some ideas for what the ongoing recovery process might make them work through, based on the aspects I'm most familiar with.
Projecting? Who's projecting? I'm not projecting. Shut up.
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lxclerc Ā· 6 months
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summary: where max verstappen is the subject of a love song from a singer who never writes love songs pairing: max verstappen x american singer!reader faceclaim: no one specifically but based off olivia rodrigo
note: me? writing max verstappen? smau fluff? on main? everyone look away.
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dailyynupdates yn was seen around monte carlo the past few days, taking pictures with fans and allegedly cozying up with three time world champion max verstappen
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user12 what is going on in the house of commons because this was the last thing i expected
user39 this is quite literally the most random pairing i've ever stumbled across
user91 how do they even know each other šŸ˜­ user63 right like...where did this even come from? how did it start? literally how did they meet? they could not be farthest apart in the sphere of famous people
user19 now who the hell is max verstappen and why is he with my wife?
user49 oh girl you have a lot to catch up on the max lore user71 max is a formula one driver user56 saying max is a formula 1 driver like he currently isn't dominating the sport to the point where people hates him saying he's making it boring since he keeps winning because he's just that fucking good that literally no other driver can keep up is kinda wild user10 oh so our girl's new man is good at his job user52 "good at his job might just be the biggest understatement of the century when it comes to max. man's a fucking beast at his job
user48 i dont have to see her with her ratty ex anymore omfg war is over
user93 dare i say...they're adorable
user82 yn being in an age appropriate, healthy relationship? i never thought the day would come
user74 we won for real šŸ„¹šŸ«¶
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dailyynupdates max and yn in a video posted by yn's friend šŸ˜­
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user93 oh my god look at them šŸ˜­
user81 they look so in love i want to cry
user65 "maximillian, do i look pretty like this?" "you always look pretty" i couldn't quite catch what he said at the end but šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
user85 dutch here and i believe he said "laiverd" which means darling user75 this means so much to me user65 you just made my entire week
user45 seeing her in love after all the shit men is healing a part of me i didnt know was broken
user53 max fixing her hood then kissing her cheek what if you just stabbed me
user31 every time i see these, i get the urge to take a shot of bleach šŸ˜€
sincerelyyn āœ“
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sincerelyyn can't have a conversation if it's not all about you
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yourfriend as the other person of those conversations, he's fine i guess šŸ˜’
sincerelyyn you know i love youuuuu
taylorswift love seeing you happy ā¤ļø
sincerelyyn ā¤ļøā¤ļø user73 mother is all of us user63 you know it's real when it's taylor swift approved
conangrey i hate happy couples i hope you both trip šŸ«¶
sincerelyyn die šŸ«¶
user92 their friendship is everything to me
user15 not girlie trying to soft launch like we all don't know who it is šŸ˜­
user43 THEYRE SO ā€¼ļøšŸ„µšŸ„°āš ļø
user65 you're so right
user24 i'm so happy finally seeing our girl happy šŸ˜­
user84 "someday i'll be everything to somebody else" YES YOU ARE BABYGIRL šŸ˜­
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maxverstappen1 my american girl šŸ©·
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charles_leclerc i still can't believe this is happening
maxverstappen1 for someone who don't even follow me, you sure are early to my posts šŸ˜’ user91 max gagged him with that im afraid
landonorris please please max talk to her about getting me tickets šŸ˜­
user85 lando is just like us fr struggling to get guts tour tickets maxverstappen1 no ā¤ļø landonorris šŸ˜” sincerelyyn @landonorris let me get you in contact with my team šŸ¤ maxverstappen1 baby noooo sincerelyyn be nice, max landonorris HELL YEAH THANKS YN user42 this is the crossover i never thought i needed
user66 max posting non racing content and being all soft in the comments for yn in what world am i in
user52 fr i feel like im in an alternate universe šŸ˜­
sincerelyyn love youuuu
maxverstappen1 love you more
sincelyyn i never knew love could be so golden till i met you <3
maxverstappen1 mijn hele hart is van jou, schat (you own my entire heart, darling) user42 they mean so very much to me šŸ˜­
danielricciardo god the two of you make me nauseous
maxverstappen1 hating because you ain't us danielricciardo im not liking that attitude, kid šŸ˜’ user71 daniel is so us
sincerelyyn
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sincerelyyn so american will be out on all platforms at midnight. a letter to the man i love, the only way i know how ā¤ļø
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maxverstappen1 i adore you with everything in my being ā¤ļø
sincerelyyn ik hou van je (i love you)
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i hope you guys liked this as much as i loved writing it šŸ«¶
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louloulemons-posts Ā· 2 months
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heyyy. i saw your taking logan fics. do you think you can write a fic of logan and reader but sheā€™s very girly and bimbo like? thank you šŸ©·
Claws and Frills
wolverine x fem!reader
(x-men wolverine, heā€™s a big boy)
summary : At first Logan didnā€™t know how to take you, but now your the first person he finds when he returns to the mansion.
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warnings : not proofread, fluffy, petnames (reader calls logan kitty and the famous bub), readers a necromancer, mentions of violence, blood and killing, readers not really described - only her outfit , hanks a bit of a dick, very very sweet, no established relationship.
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At first Logan didnļæ½ļæ½t know how to take you, you were unlike anyone heā€™d ever met. Cooing that Charles had adopted a pet ā€˜Kitty-catā€™ when you first met one another.
It had taken him a few months to realise, you werenā€™t being condescending, you were truly that sweet and slightly ditzy. Saying that you had the gift of necromancy, controlling those who had passed, along with their powers if they were mutant.
Logan strolled outside of the mansion finding you, lay on your stomach reading a book, a soft lilac blanket beneath you.
A pink dress and short white cardigan hug your figure, as your pink converse lay discarded beside you, showing your white frilly socks.
ā€œHey Bub,ā€ the man called out, walking over to you. With a grin you turned to him, ā€œKitty, come sit,ā€ Scooting over to make room for his larger figure, the smile never left your lips.
With a soft groan he sat down next to you, laying back, hands behind his head. ā€œHow was your mission?ā€ you asked, placing your book to the side to have your full focus on the man beside you.
With a shrug he spoke, ā€œWent well, stopped the guys.ā€
ā€œAny blood spilled?ā€ You questioned, head cocked. ā€œLess than last time.ā€
ā€œAnd you?ā€
ā€œMe?ā€ Logan pulled his sunglasses down to rest on his nose, so he could meet your eyes with his own dark ones. ā€œDid any of your blood get spilt?ā€
ā€œNothing I couldnā€™t heal from Bub.ā€
ā€œLogan you promised-ā€œ
ā€œSometimes it can be helped,ā€ he cut you off, ā€œI did everything I could to be safe and come back to you in one piece, and look here I am.ā€
He motioned to his long body, dressed in a flannel, unsurprising, a pair of jeans a boots. ā€œWell even if they killed you, you couldnā€™t be rid of me.ā€
He laughed, ā€œYouā€™re awful.ā€ With a pout, you sat up on your knees, ā€œWhat? I have to use my freaky-deaky powers at some point!ā€
ā€œFreaky-deaky? Is that the technical term?ā€ He smirked. With a groan you spoke, ā€œDonā€™t, you sound like Hank.ā€
Loganā€™s face went serious, ā€œWhatā€™s he said to you?ā€ He was ready to shred that blue asshole to pieces for making you feel insecure.
ā€œNothing, he actually apologised. Charles told him heā€™d upset me. I mean I know Iā€™m not the smartest sometimes,ā€ Logan tried to cut you off, but you didnā€™t let him.
ā€œBut, Iā€™m not stupid, we actually spent a lot of time talking about, neuroscience. Just because Iā€™m not a total badass like Storm or Jean doesnā€™t mean Iā€™m an awful hero, I just ā€¦ā€ You sighed.
ā€œWhat Bub?ā€ Logan pushed himself up so you sat face to face. ā€œI just donā€™t want to stop being myself, and myā€¦ gift already makes me feel like I have too.
ā€œMaybe I was given the wrong one, would have been better if I could control plants or I donā€™t know, talk to animals.ā€
Logan smiled, pulling a cigar out of his pocket, which you snatched away without a second thought. If it was anyone else, his claws would be out, but it was you.
ā€œYour power doesnā€™t define you, you know that right? Youā€™re you. Youā€™re sweet and kind, and anyone or anything youā€™ve controlled with your powers has been as respectful as you can make it.ā€
ā€œBut Iā€™ve killed.ā€
ā€œAnd youā€™ve saved.ā€
ā€œBut-ā€œ
ā€œBub, youā€™re good, and Hank isnā€™t a people person, he just talks sometimes. Nobody is a special or as badass as you, I promise.ā€
ā€œNot even you?ā€
He titled his head, thinking for a moment, ā€œI might be a close second.ā€
ā€œThird, Erikā€™s more scary than you ā€¦ and Jean oh and Scott-ā€œ he put a hand over your mouth.
You couldnā€™t help but smile against it, causing his lips to twitch upwards. He pulled his palm away, ā€œThank you Kitty.ā€
ā€œNever have to thank me, you know that.ā€ Leaning forward you placed a soft kiss on his cheek, wrapping your arms around his neck. ā€œYou really are my favourite person, you know that?ā€
ā€œYouā€™re crazy,ā€ he said making you laugh, arms coming round your waist, ā€œBut youā€™re my favourite too.ā€
Pulling away you stroked his face gently, ā€œYouā€™re a good man, you know that right?ā€
ā€œYou tell me most days. Now read to me,ā€ he said, falling onto his back, hands going back behind his head.
Crossing your knees, you sat beside Logans figure, his eyes falling closed. One of his hands moving to stroke your leg softly. ā€œWhat are we reading?ā€
With a smirk you spoke, ā€œPride and Prejudice.ā€
Logan groaned, ā€œAgain?!ā€
ā€œHush Kitty.ā€
And hush he did, listening to your soft voice hand never leaving your leg. Remaining on that soft blanket with you, until the sun began to set and the stars rise.
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Thank you so much for reading!
i honestly canā€™t believe iā€™ve never done a logan fic but deadpool 3 brought back my obsession big time.
I hope you enjoyed.
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manikas-whims Ā· 26 days
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Skincare with the LADS Men
inspired by THIS recent text with Xavier where he said we left our pack of face masks in his fridge šŸ„ŗ
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SYLUS
šŸ¦ā€ā¬› He maintains good skincare and overall hygiene. He's the type who's like ā€œif iā€™m going out to commit some illegal deeds or kill an enemy, might as well look good doing it. His healing ability helps maintain a better skin as well.
šŸ¦ā€ā¬› When you find out, you're kind of surprised that he's so well-maintained. And he takes offense that you'd have such low opinion of him just because of his profession. He scoffs. ā€œYour assumptions wound me, kitten. Even the leader of Onichynus cares a little for his appearances.ā€
šŸ¦ā€ā¬› Luke and Keiran later on giggle and reveal to you how their boss makes an extra effort to look better whenever you are coming to see him.
ZAYNE
ā„ļø There's a difference between hygiene and skincare. So just because he's a doctor, doesn't necessarily mean he's good at taking care of himself. Yeah he might take a bath and always put on clean suits but he doesn't really bother much with skincare itself.
ā„ļø It's not that he cannot do it but he simply doesn't have the time for it due to his packed schedule at the hospital. Almost twice or thrice when you surprise-visit him during his late night shifts, you've found him shaving his stubble at his officeā€™s washroom lol. There are some faint cuts on his jaw and you fuss over them much to his delight.
ā„ļø His skin and body suffer mostly due to his eating habits. More often than not you've caught him sneaking way more macarons than good for his teeth. Not to mention, he doesn't eat proper meals due to his work.
ā„ļø ā€œItā€™s not what it looks like. I'm a doctor. Obviously I know how to manage my health.ā€ He laughs sheepishly because it's not often that he's on the receiving end of scolding, especially from you. You end up having to pay regular visits and watch over him for a while, bringing in full meals as is needed for him.
RAFAYEL
šŸŒŠ Thanks to him working at odd hours, eating at odd times, passing out on the couch every now and then that it's expected he'd be careless but he does in fact take proper care of his skin. And it's better than yours. (well ofc his Lemurian genes are partly to thank but he's a fish out of water so he does need to take care).
šŸŒŠ He knows his skin is amazing and he'll make a show of it in front of you. Not to make you jealous but because he wants you to praise him for it, call him pretty and handsome. ā€œCome onnn!!ā€ He drawls out. ā€œAdmit that Iā€™m way prettier than those idols you're a fan of.ā€
šŸŒŠ Definitely enjoys doing skincare routines with you. Will indulge in manicures and pedicures if you ask, chatting with you all the while. Even recommends certain products that would benefit your skin. And offers to do your facial and massage.
XAVIER
ā­ Canonically isn't concerned with skincare. Even MC is shocked at the fact that his skin is doing so good despite any proper care. Probably the type who uses those ā€œ5 in 1ā€ products šŸ˜­. Or grabs just any product without much care for the actual ingredients involved. How his skin and hair are doing alright? You have no idea..
ā­ You offer to do his skincare and he agrees because that just means he gets to spend more time with you. Enjoys the sensation of your hands on his face. Melts into a puddle if you wash his hair. You also try fixing some of his eating habits because alternating between cup noodles and meat ain't it. And though it takes a while, you figure out his skin type and help him get his own products.
ā­ You both develop a habit of putting on sheet masks while watching late night movies or playing video games. Sometimes you two just end up lazying around and talking about mundane stuff.
ā­ But even if you set up a whole routine for him, if he stays over at your place, then he's definitely using your shampoo. And if you ask him why, then he smiles innocently and answers, ā€œOh..itā€™s not that I am particularly biased to the product. Itā€™s just that I like it when I smell like you.ā€
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coffee-and-geto Ā· 2 months
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ā€œHEY, MISTER POLICEMAN I DONā€™T WANT NO TROUBLE !ā€
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ā€œWhy you wanna holla at me?ā€
ā– pairing: policeman! suguru geto x f!reader
ā– summary: unfortunately for you, poor poor criminal, youā€™re getting arrested by a hot policeman. heā€™s about to handcuff you when your compliant good girl behaviour prompts him to be more lenient with you. fulfilling his duty as a peace officer, he must take you as quickly as possible to his office at the police precinct for a full interrogation about your crime ā€” just as full as it will be with your pussy!
ā– warnings: +18, smut, nsfw, mention of murder/blood (thereā€™s none), tying up, improper use of handcuffs, dirty talk, semi-public sex, semi-exhibitionism (kinda), countertop sex position, fingering (f!receiving), oral (f), sex (p in v), overstimulation, creampie, office sex, fanart by @/polariae.
ā– wc: 2,214
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ā€œOh noā€¦ā€
ā€œYouā€™ve committed a crime, tell meā€¦ā€
ā€œI killed my ex.ā€ You grin with innocence, your teeth half-revealed, and wipe the blood on your pants.
The policeman with long raven hair tied in a half-bun twirls his silver handcuffs around his long, slender forefinger. His lips curl into a smile. ā€œYouā€™re under arrest, love.ā€ His fingers cup your cute chin as you nearly purr, nodding your head, accepting your fate with a soft sigh.
ā€œAlright.ā€
ā€œSuch a good girl,ā€ he coos. ā€œOfficer Suguru Geto at your service. Suguru ā€” or Sugu ā€” to my close ones.ā€ He winks at you, making your heart flutter. ā€œSuch a good girl deserves a bit more leniency, donā€™t you think?ā€
With an adorable pout on your lips, you nod. ā€œUnless youā€™re a naughty girl?ā€ Suguru adds, the roughness of his hands pressing you against his police car to cuff your wrists. You let him do it and giggle, admitting your guilt. ā€œIā€™m taking you to the police precinct, love.ā€
Ā°Ā°Ā°Ā°
ā€œIs cuffing me to a chair part of your usual interrogation process?ā€ You glance back as the click of the door lock reaches your ears.
ā€œOf course, sweetheart,ā€ Suguru smiles and sits behind his desk. He calmly adjusts his computer screen and raises his fingers just above his keyboard. Turning his head towards you now, he wastes no time. ā€œAlright, I need your identity: name, first name, date of birth, and address.ā€ He carefully types your information and nods. ā€œVery well. Was there a particular reason that led you to commit this crime?ā€
ā€œMy ex cheated on me a long time ago and I found out a few days ago,ā€ you admit in a whisper, squirming in your chair from the discomfort caused by the handcuffs pinning you to your seat.
ā€œAh. An ex. I see.ā€ Suguru purses his lips to stifle a smile. ā€œPoor little heart. Did you have an alibi, perhaps?ā€
You blink. ā€œYou mean, someone who might have helped me kill my ex?ā€
ā€œExactly.ā€
ā€œWell yes, my boyfriend.ā€
Suguru raises an eyebrow. ā€œYour boyfriend? How kind of him.ā€
ā€œVery. The best of all,ā€ you assert with a proud look.
He chuckles softly, crossing his arms over his chest. ā€œSo did the fact that he helped you kill your ex heal your broken heart?ā€
ā€œYes, but my heart still aches and so do some places where we got a little roughā€¦ā€ You adopt a sad and troubled pout, and Suguru stands up to walk around his desk and fetch a cotton ball with tweezers.
ā€œI have a few solutions for that,ā€ he replies, kneeling in front of you, his hand armed with DNA collection tools.
ā€œWill it hurt?ā€ you canā€™t help but ask in a worried tone.
ā€œNo, princess,ā€ Suguru breathes near your neck. He gently dabs the white, cottony ball on your multiple blood stains in silence. ā€œThere we go.ā€ He goes to store the sample before returning to you. ā€œSo your boyfriend helped you kill your ex? Interesting.ā€ His thumb glides over the soft flesh of your lower lip. ā€œI can help finish healing whatā€™s still hurt in your heart.ā€
ā€œCan you?ā€
ā€œIf you agree, of course,ā€ he murmurs, his hot breath brushing against your cheek. You give him enough of a signal for his thin lips to press slowly against yours. A growl escapes both of you, Suguru's lips moving against yours as you try your best to keep up. His tongue slips between your lips, seeking access to your mouth, which you part. With this simple gesture, Suguru elicits a small moan from you. ā€œTaste good, baby,ā€ he growls between kisses.
He then pulls his soft lips away from yours to attack your neck. Every inch is covered with sweet, wet kisses of shared saliva. ā€œSuguruā€¦ā€ you sigh, your eyelids closed with fervent desire.
ā€œIs that not enough to heal your heart? Maybe I need to push my interrogation further and deeper to find out whatā€™s still troubling you, hmm? What do you think?ā€
You let out a yes and swallow hard as his hands slide down your waist and hips ā€” his nails digging into your flesh. The smell of his cologne fills your now intoxicated nostrils. Fuck, he looks hot in his policeman uniform!
ā€œPlease,ā€ you whimper. And his fingers are already tugging at your pants to remove them.
You obediently spread your legs, and his forefinger finds its way to the wet patch of your underwear. ā€œAlready worked up even though I havenā€™t done anything? I can even feel how swollen it is already.ā€ The pad of his finger gently presses on your needy, puffy clit. His Adam's apple bobs, and Suguru looks up at you. ā€œMay I?ā€
You pathetically nod your head and a moment later, your panties are gone, and the sight of your glistening pussy right under his nose captures his attention. ā€œIā€™m going to take care of itā€¦ for the sake of the interrogation and your heart, of course.ā€ He buries his head between your plush thighs and a calloused finger slides between your wet folds. ā€œFuck, princess,ā€ he hisses through his teeth, ā€œI can feel it pulsing just at the entrance...ā€ He inserts his finger and licks his lips eagerly. ā€œSo tightā€¦ Does your boyfriend truly take care of you?ā€ His finger starts to pump slowly between your gummy walls, the latter clenching around it. ā€œI think I need another to understand where it still hurts,ā€ he grunts, making you whimper and squirm on your chair, handcuffs restricting your movements so you canā€™t do anything but moan when Suguruā€™s lips wrap around your bundle of nerves and suck it like itā€™s a lollipop. To ease the process, he puts one of his arms under your thigh to rest your calf on his shoulder and get better access to the sweet, swollen cunt he wants to eat out so badly.
ā€œSugu, itā€™s sensitive,ļæ½ļæ½ you whine, your breathing becoming heavy with gasps. And God, youā€™re so close, as he adds another finger to the first, stretching you out. Your pussy squelches, a warning for him that youā€™re going to cum soon. ā€œHnngā€¦ Pleaseā€¦ā€
ā€œNuh-uh, baby,ā€ Suguru coos, his fingers continuing to finger-fuck you faster and relentlessly. ā€œUse your words.ā€
ā€œMake me cum, please.ā€ And he obeys without objecting, his long, thin fingers curling up in that deep spot of yours that can make your toes curl so quickly. ā€œSo deepā€” ā€˜m closeā€¦ā€ you sniffle, tightening when this knot in your stomach is on the verge of bursting. Suguruā€™s tongue darts out to drag teasing circles around your core. ā€œDonā€™t be so loud, babe, my colleagues might hear you and ask what weā€™re doing ā€” not complaining, though,ā€ he chuckles, the resonance making you gasp. One more pump, and you squeal his name while reaching your climax on his fingers, walls spasming strongly.
Your breathing is now panting, Suguru winces. ā€œAw. Youā€™re okay, sweetheart?ā€ He waits for your nod and captures your lips with his. He hums, his lips stretching during the sloppy kiss. Your taste reaching your mouth, the fluid stretches like a rope between your lips when you break the kiss.
ā€œI need more,ā€ you whisper, biting your lower lip. ā€œIā€™m sure it will help me heal my shattered heart.ā€
ā€œI will, princess,ā€ Suguru breathes out, his right hand cupping your cheek and stroking your rosy-skinned cheek. He stands up with a swift motion and unbuttons his blue shirt after pulling off his black bulletproof vest. His muscular torso and toned abs draw your attention and you almost salivate in anticipation. In the rustle of clothes, your eyes go down to the center of his body. Slow movements, carefully undoing his belt, he takes off his pants and lets them fall to the floor with a ragged sound. His grey boxers too. Then the sight of his long, aching cock rises towards you in a straight line.
ā€œLike what you see?ā€ he asks in a whisper.
You swallow thickly and nod. He steps closer to you and releases the handcuffs from your wrists, tossing them into a corner of the room. The sight of a naked Suguru standing next to you, his imposing height making your core ache. His abs ā€” radiating warmth just inches from your face ā€” twitch slightly in sync with his dick trickling with pre-cum. You remove your t-shirt and prepare to undo your lace bra, but Suguruā€™s large hand wraps around your wrist to stop you. ā€œLet me, my beautiful girl.ā€ Skillfully, his fingers unhook your bra, tossing it into the same pile of clothes as his.
ā€œGonna take care of you.ā€ He nibbles on your earlobe and wraps his strong arms around your thighs, lifting you to place your ass on his cold, varnished wooden desk. Goosebumps travel across your soft skin, complemented by Suguruā€™s warm hands fondling your breasts while gently pushing you down on the desk to lay you back. ā€œMake yourself comfortable.ā€
Effortlessly, your legs fly up to his shoulders, your heels catching just behind as his hands grab your ass and give it a loud smack. ā€œFuckā€¦ā€ he growls, and without needing to guide it, his cock finds its way to your dripping folds. The reddened, sensitive tip brushes against your warm, tight entrance.
Your patience wears thin, and you whine, ā€œSuguru! Just fuck me alreadā€”ā€ And he splits your cunt suddenly, reaching your deepest point in a swift motion, with your sensitive walls gripping his shaft. ā€œAhā€” Suguā€¦ sā€™deepā€¦ā€ He grins and patiently waits for you to adjust to him. Once you do, his hips begin to roll, thrusting in and out of you.
ā€œFuck, itā€™s like your pussy was molded fā€™meā€¦ā€ he hisses through his clenched jaw. He pulls out his dick to slam back in a bit harder, a desperate moan escaping your sweet lips. ā€œTaking me so wellā€¦ā€ His tip hits your g-spot again so easily thanks to his foreplay. Your insides are so wet that when Suguru starts to pick up the pace ā€” his name repeated like an angelic prayer by your pretty tongue ā€” his length slips out of your hole.
ā€œPut it backā€¦ā€ you murmur with puppy eyes, shining with tears of pleasure.
ā€œCan you beg for it, babe? Wanna hear ya cry for it.ā€
ā€œPlease, please, pleaseā€” Ah! S-Suguā€¦ā€ And he slips it back in to fuck you shamelessly. His hips meet yours harder and harder, and your hand pressed against your mouth no longer suffices to stifle your moans.
ā€œSuch a naughtyā€”thrustā€”naughtyā€”thrustā€”girl, arenā€™t you? Begging to be fucked when my cock slips out of your needy cunt, huh?ā€ He growls, closing his eyes for a second to regain composure. He feels your walls tighten when he talks and a laugh shakes his chest. ā€œYou love dirty talk, huh?ā€ His hands grip the curve of your hips and pull you back to him, hitting that deep spot inside you that blurs your vision with tears of ecstasy and forces your voice to sing his name like an opera singer. ā€œYou close, princess?ā€ His balls slap your ass with a loud sound, matching the squelching sound of your fluids.
ā€œSoā€”So closeā€¦ā€ you sob, your arms flailing to find anything to hold onto. You clench around Suguruā€™s dick so many times that he himself lets out a low groan of your name. The sound is like music to your ears and once again, the knot in your stomach is on the verge of bursting. ā€œGonna cum, gonna cumā€¦ā€
Suguru's hand remains gripping your hips while the other grabs one of your breasts, pinching a swollen nipple and mercilessly rolling it between his forefinger and thumb. You even feel Suguruā€™s dick swell inside you ā€” heā€™s just as close as you are. ā€œCum fā€™me, sweetheartā€¦ Let yourself go, Iā€™ve got yaā€¦ Want me to cum inside your tight lilā€™ pussy? Yeah? Yeah?ā€
ā€œInside, please, inside,ā€ you pant as your vision blurs with stars and your walls spasm around Suguruā€™s length. A groan and a moan escape both your mouths, and the next second, you both cum at the same time ā€” him, painting your insides white with his hot spurt, and you, squirting your juices around his shaft. Unable to hold all of it in your womb, some of the mix of your fluids seeps out of your fucked hole.
Heavy and rough breaths fill the silent room. Your trembling legs canā€™t stay on Suguruā€™s shoulders and almost fall. He catches them just in time with both hands, bends them slightly, and plants a kiss on each of your knees, then smirks. ā€œGod, Iā€™ll never get tired of this roleplay.ā€
Your own lips curl, and you turn your head towards the locked door. ā€œDo you think anyone heard us?ā€
Suguru chuckles, eyes lightly squinting. ā€œWith your voice? If they havenā€™t already fled this wing of the police precinctā€¦ā€
You glance at the fake blood on your arms. ā€œDo you think theyā€™ll go to Satoru to complain, saying, ā€˜your best friend is fucking his girlfriend a bit too loudlyā€™?ā€ And you both burst into laughter. ā€œHeā€™s the one who gave them the check to keep quiet and let us make all this wholeā€¦ mess, after all.ā€ You reach out and pinch Suguruā€™s cheeks.
He rolls his eyes. ā€œNot with the amount he gave.ā€
ā€œHow much?ā€
ā€œA little less than two million yen.ā€
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ā– a/n: i think iā€™m ovulating guys šŸ«£
ā– tags: @ssetsuka @zara-zara11 @bearwithmoo @elliesndg @lymsfm
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ooffmlsorry Ā· 10 months
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OP Men When You're Injured
Context: I don't mean mortally injured, I'm talking something not too serious that kind of inhibits your movement like a broken bone or recovery from a surgery
Law, Kid, Ace, Luffy, Zoro, Sanji
Law
A/N: can we get a little commotion for this gif tho?? Why is he so perfect?? šŸ˜­
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Law as a doctor is perfectly normal about your injury. He knows with some rest and eventual rehabilitation you'll be just fine. No big deal.
He makes sure you're healing well and comfortable, like he would with any patient
Law as your boyfriend is different.
In the case of an injury with no risk of infection, he'll press a kiss to it. Yes, like he's kissing your boo-boo šŸ„¹
Law does not leave your side. He is your shadow. Where you go, he's right beside you or at the very least in the same room as you.
At first he deadass tries to convince you he's not lingering at all and he's the same as he always is.
But you both know he's lying. He practically moves his office wherever you decide to be for the day.
He can't help himself. What if you fall? What if you reinjure yourself? He's so pressed about the worst case scenarios, and given his past, can you blame him?
He quietly grumbles and pouts about his own "irrational" behavior because he knows in reality you can absolutely go about your day. You're a little slower but you're fine. But he just can't let you. As soon as you start to struggle, he's right beside you offering to help.
If you're aggravated by his hovering, he's twice as annoyed by it. He's literally so frustrated with himself lmao, you might end up having to comfort him instead.
Even if he complains (is it really complaining if he's actually happy lol) you're happy because all this extra time around you makes him extra affectionate. Law snuggles close to you, justifying his closeness by explaining how physical affection can lower cortisol levels.
KID
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Oh Kid smh šŸ˜”he has no idea how to treat you so he just decides to behave like everything's normal lmao
Legitimately though, even if a inanimate object is what caused your injury, he's destroying it. Just out of pure fury that you were hurt.
He'll huff when you fall behind or have trouble doing something, but he just can't leave you to suffer
He's a man of action lol so he'll probably end up doing things for you just for efficiency sake. You're walking too slow? He picks you up. Can't grab or hold something? He'll do the whole thing for you and next time you try to do the same thing you find he's made something to make it a lot easier for you while you heal.
Anything you need to assist you he'll happily build.
If you have a cast or anything like that, he's gonna draw all over it (honestly, the whole crew will. You're gonna have the most bad ass cast ever)
He absolutely calls you a baby for wincing or complaining. He doesn't mean it...mostly.
If he's not keeping an eye on you than Killer is.
It's not like he's worried or anything! Fuck you for saying that!! He just doesn't want to hear or see you whining and complaining. It's annoying. Okay, sure Kid.
He genuinely hate seeing you in pain though, even if it's just wincing it reminds him of losing his arm and he never wants you to experience anything close to that.
ACE
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Ace is your little emotional support boyfriend...or maybe it's the other way around šŸ¤­.
He'll curl up at your side while you recuperate and completely dozes off.
He takes looking after you very seriously and asks Marco lots of questions, even if there's not a whole lot he can do.
He doesn't pity you, but he does feel really bad. Even if it was just an accident, he hates seeing you limited in any way.
He might accidentally treat you like you're made of glass.
It's just because he cares a lot, and he really doesn't want anything else to happen to you.
Every single morning he wakes up and asks how you're feeling or if you're in any pain.
There's a lot of people on the Moby Dick and accidents happen all the time, so don't be surprised when he literally clears a way for you to traverse around the ship.
I'm not saying he's impatient buuuut he will definitely glare at whatever part of you is injured and say, "Jeez, can you heal up already?"
He gives you space, but only if you ask for it. He just doesn't want you to feel like you're ever in this alone.
LUFFY
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Luffy is neither patient nor gentle lol but he's extremely loyal
He'll goof off and continue to go on adventures, but he's not gone for long
Even his crew is surprised when tells them he's not going to get distracted because he knows you're back on the Sunny waiting for them.
He's always bringing cool things back to you since you can't do as much as you usually can. Just because you can't be right beside him doesn't mean you have to miss everything.
God bless him he's gonna try to bring you some meat so you'll heal faster šŸ¤­.
He'll absolutely forget you're injured at some point and probably tackle hug you.
The last thing he'll let you do is stay cooped up in bed unless Chopper insists that you have to. Even if you need to rest you can do it right next to him on the head of the Sunny, right?
Exactly like Ace he's going to frown at whatever part of you is injured and say, "Jeez, can you heal up already?!"
He gets whatever you need and probably overdoes it. Need a glass of water? He just straight up brings you the whole barrel.
More is better! Besides, you need to hurry up and get better!
ZORO
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He's not worried. He's so chill about it, actually. ...Until you start to move around.
The way he switches up is laugh worthy. He goes from nonchalant to overprotective in an instant.
He practically holds his breath as you make your way around the Sunny, watching you like a hawk.
Admittedly, he does tease you a little. He'll grab things for you, but hold them out of your reach or call you a little turtle if you move slower. He thinks it's very cute hehe.
For better or for worse, Zoro's not a hypocrite. He won't hound you to take it easy if you think you're up to a task. Even if Chopper really wishes he would.
He still won't leave you though, unless you're resting and stationary, he's by your side.
Zoro is your attack dog boyfriend. There's no way anyone (*ahem* Luffy) is fooling around too close to you. There's not going to be a chance you could get hurt more or reinjured.
When you're alone he checks in with you to make sure you're okay, not because he's shy about being soft in front of people but more so to protect your privacy.
He kind of likes doing extra things for you, he won't say it out loud but it makes him really happy when he can do things while you recover. He considers taking care of someone he loves to be such an honor.
SANJI
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Unless whatever injured you is vitally important (e.g. the Sunny), he's kicking the shit out of it on principle because how dare anything even dare to hurt you lmao
Are you surprised that he dotes on you hand and foot? You shouldn't be.
I think it also goes without saying he is cooking you best meals.
They're gonna have to tie him down when it comes time for your rehabilitation because he wants to do everything for you.
He's such a sweet heart! He leaves you little messages like "you're doing great!" and "I love you!"
Literally this man lives with you on the ship and he still got you flowers, a get well card, and a little stuffed animal like he's not going to see you every single day
He loves carrying you (as long as it's Chopper approved). He's beaming down the sunny with you in his arms.
He makes the cutest little picnics so you can eat comfortably
Sanji's also an emotional support boyfriend lol. In between cooking for the crew and other duties, he's curled up right next to.
He might coddle you a little too much but it's just because he loves you so so so much
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avocado-writing Ā· 8 months
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BG3 companions reacting to Tav calling them mommy/daddy?
huehehehehe >:) writing as if you shout it out in the middle of sex without meaning to - minors DNI.
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Astarion
Surprised but super into it? Not necessarily because he likes being called daddy but because he can see how much it turns you on.
ā€œOh? Do you like it when daddy slides his cock into you, darling?ā€
You go glassy-eyed immediately and he continues to murmur against your skin as he fucks you, arenā€™t you doing well for daddy? you want to cum around daddyā€™s cock, hmm?
You do. Harder than you have in weeks.
Afterwards you apologise that you sort of sprung that on him out of nowhere. He smiles and says it was a wonderful little secret for you to share with him.
ā€œYouā€™re never going to let me live this down, are you?ā€ ā€œAbsolutely not, darling. Now let daddy give you a kiss. šŸ˜Œā€
Gale
Fucking flabbergasted lmao. Stops mid-thrust
He has never considered himself a ā€œdaddyā€ā€¦
When you see how baffled he is, you clamp your hands over your mouth. You are mortified.
ā€œI am so, so sorry, Galeā€¦ā€ ā€œNo, no, love, itā€™s fineā€¦ but maybeā€¦ maybe ā€˜sirā€™? Not ā€˜daddyā€™?ā€
Your face splits into a devilish smile. ā€œOh, I can do thatā€¦ sir.ā€
His cock hardens even further and he gets to work fucking you again, with gustoā€¦
Karlach
Grins so so so wide
If you try to cover your face in embarrassment, she pulls your hands away so she can make eye contact.
ā€œAww, you want mummy to take care of you, darling? Make sure you cum?ā€
All you can do is nod. She fucks you with such vigour that you think you might be about to pass out.
Afterwards she gives you lots of cuddles and checks that youā€™re okay with how rough she was (you are. A lot.)
Is definitely happy for you to call her that in bed againā€¦
Shadowheart
Is surprisedā€¦ but interested.
Gives another thrust of her hips, encouraging you to repeat it, letting you be a little writing mess beneath her.
Will keep prompting you. ā€œCall me that again.ā€ ā€œMummyā€¦ā€ ā€œAgain.ā€ ā€œMummyā€¦!ā€
Is a bit smug afterwards, when youā€™re lying there blissed out of your mind from having cum a lot.
ā€œYou know, you could have just told me you wanted to use some pet names, rather than letting it slip out in flagrante delictoā€¦ā€
Laughs when youā€™re all flustered, using healing magic to soothe any bruises sheā€™s given you. ā¤ļø
Wyll
Another one not super keen on it, and will tell you so.
He just doesnā€™t find it particularly sexy? He wants sex to be a sweet and intimate thing and wellā€¦ if youā€™re going to use names thenā€¦
ā€can you call me your blade? or the blade of frontiers?ā€
You apologise for springing the ā€˜daddyā€™ on him out of nowhere, but when you begin to whisper about him being your 'brave blade' he gets back into it quickly.
Grab onto his horns while telling him to drive his sword homeā€¦ heā€™s putty in your hands.
Both have a healthy discussion about what kinks you are and arenā€™t into the next day. We LOVE a respectful king šŸ‘‘
Laeā€™zel
ā€What? I am not your mother.ā€ ā€œI know Laeā€™zel, itā€™s uhh, a sex thing.ā€ ā€œOh. Why?ā€
You then have to explain that itā€™s sort of about respect and domination. A compliment to someone whoā€™s rocked your world.
She smiles enthusiastically and begins to fuck you again properly. Fucks you so hard that your body aches afterwards.
Pillow talk after: ā€œyou may call me that again. I enjoy hearing that you know how well I pleasure you.ā€ ā€œMmm, thank you for that, Laeā€™zel.ā€ ā€œYou are welcome.ā€
I think it gets brought up in camp because you didnā€™t realise how loud you shouted it. Your face is on fire for the whole day. Laeā€™zel just looks pleased with herself.
Halsin
All the blood goes straight to his cock, if thatā€™s even possible when heā€™s already inside you. Heā€™s harder than heā€™s ever been in his life before.
Heā€™s been called many things in bed before, but hearing that? From you?
Fucks you with an enthusiasm he didnā€™t realise he was capable of. You moan and cry out and keep chanting ā€œdaddy, daddy, daddyā€ and he cums so much that it drips out your used little hole all down your legs.
He apologises for his over enthusiasm and checks that youā€™re alright. You grin and kiss him, and promise to start using that word moreā€¦
Minthara
She just smiles, I think, and you know she has you wrapped around her little finger.
She fucks you with what borders on violence, so much force that you actually pass out because you came so hard.
So worth it though.
You wake up in her arms and sheā€™s still grinning, stroking your hair.
ā€Mummyā€™s very pleased with you.ā€ This is the only acknowledgment she ever gives of it, but if you bring up the name again in bed, she gives a repeat performance šŸ˜Œ
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unclewaynemunson Ā· 11 months
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Pt2 to this post
'Is something wrong?' Nancy asks, not long after the two of them have taken their familiar spots on the hood of Steve's car. They're basking in what might be the last warm sunlight of the year, looking out over the quarry, at a safe distance from the edge.
It's become a tradition the two of them share, ever since they reconnected back in March. It calms them both, to just sit here and take in the view, no one around but each other. Nancy is one of the few people Steve can share a comfortable silence with: sometimes they sit here quietly for what feels like hours, side by side, listening to music or to nothing but the birds singing around them. But they also have their best conversations here: it's the place where Nancy entrusted him she wanted to break up with Jonathan; it's the place where they talked about their shared past and decided they would always love each other as friends; it's the place where they finally talked about Barbara in a way they couldn't when they were younger. It's where Nancy talked about the ghosts still haunting her and Steve talked about how lonely he sometimes felt.
Steve huffs. 'How did you guess?'
'When you frown, you always do it with your whole face,' Nancy notes. 'So it's hard to miss, really.'
Steve glances at her side profile. There's a serenity to her features that's still relatively new. It means she's healing, slowly learning how to be happy again. It means she stopped waiting for the end of the world and started believing in a real future again. It makes Steve proud of how far they both have come.
'I had a fight with Eddie,' he confesses. 'And with Dustin, I guess.'
'What happened?'
He sighs. 'It's complicated.'
'Wanna tell me about it?'
The look in her eyes is kind and inviting. Steve hesitates. He wants to, but he doesn't know if he can. It's a risk. It's scary.
But he can't imagine Nancy Wheeler ever being careless with his secrets. He can't imagine her judging him, can't imagine her being as small-minded as most people in this town.
He was planning on telling her anyway, because things had been going so well with Eddie lately and ā€“ no, he shouldn't think about that right now. But maybe it would actually be nice to talk about it with Nancy.
'So, um...' His throat feels tight and his hands are sweaty. 'I recently discovered some things about myself. I-' The words get stuck somewhere on the way to his mouth, and he clears his throat.
Nancy doesn't push, but only gives him an encouraging nod, waiting for him to find his voice again.
'I found out I like boys,' he finally manages to confess. 'And I need you to know that ā€“ that that doesn't mean that what I felt for you wasn't real. It was. I loved you, and now I fell in love with a boy. And-'
'Steve.' Nancy's hand suddenly covers his, causing him to finally jerk his head away from the view over the quarry, to focus on her face again instead.
Her eyes are wide, and she squeezes his hand.
'You don't have to explain yourself to me,' she tells him. 'We're good. But thank you for telling me. For trusting me with this.'
Steve heaves out a relieved sigh, and Nancy smiles; it's that genuine kind of smile which reveals all kinds of dimples and soft lines across her face.
'We might be more similar than you thought,' she tells him, a faint blush spreading over her cheeks.
'Really?' Her words make his breath catch in his throat. He squints at her, trying to see her in this new light. 'Are you saying what I think you're saying?'
She shrugs. 'I don't know. I'm not sure yet,' she admits. 'Still figuring things out.'
'Take your time, there's no rush,' he tells her. 'But...' He bumps his shoulder against hers. 'When you're done figuring it out, talk to me, okay?'
She nods. 'Okay.'
For a while, it's quiet between the two of them. Some kind of raptor circles high above them in the sky. They both follow it with their eyes until it disappears among the tree tops west of the quarry.
'Is it Eddie?'
Steve blinks dumbly a couple of times.
'Wha- what?'
'The guy you were talking about. The one you fell in love with. It's Eddie, isn't it?'
'Jesus, Wheeler, what kind of sorceress are you?' Steve exclaims.
Nancy laughs again. 'You're not being as subtle as you think,' she tells him. 'The two of you have been hooking up for a while now, haven't you?'
Steve huffs dramatically. 'This is unfair. You know everything; I can't even tell you my own secrets anymore!'
'So what happened?' Nancy asks. 'You said you had a fight with him?'
'It's fucking stupid,' he sighs. 'Dustin was getting way too excited about the fact that I was gonna be hanging out with you, so I told him I was seeing someone. Next thing I knew, he was telling Eddie all about how I was seeing a girl.' He waves his hands around to make annoyed air quotations. 'I wanted to tell Eddie it was a misunderstanding, but Dustin was there, so I couldn't out us just like that, and he looked so betrayed and heartbroken... He didn't wanna listen to me.'
Steve sighs; he still can't manage to forget that look in Eddie's eyes when Dustin delivered the big news. 'I wish I would've talked about what I felt for him earlier. I should've been honest when I had the chance, y'know. But I was afraid he wouldn't wanna label what we had, that he wouldn't feel the same way ā€“ and now we're in this whole mess. God, he must hate me right now, Nance.'
To his surprise, Nancy gives him an unexpected slap against his arm.
'Ouch, what the hell was that for?!'
'What are you even doing here with me, Steve? You should've gone after him, tell him how you feel!'
'I tried, obviously, but he didn't wanna listen to me!'
'So make him listen! You're in love with him, he obviously feels the same way about you, and you let him leave to wallow in a broken heart he doesn't even need to have!' She rolls her eyes and slides off the car, adding something under her breath that sounds suspiciously like an exasperated 'Boys!' before she pulls Steve off the car as well. 'C'mon, time to get your ass over to the trailer park. Right. Now,' she says through gritted teeth. And, well, Steve knows better than to argue with a determined - and truthfully quite terrifying - Nancy Wheeler.
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People knock on Rhoam for being a bad dad cuz he's distant and stern to little Zelda and say how Rauru is the goat (heh) for taking her in like his own daughter. Like Zelda had her real parental connection with Sonia and Rauru. But frankly that's a little reductive.
Rauru literally descended from the heavens, married a priest, started a kingdom. Man didn't really know much strife yet. There's no looming threat of calamity or prophecy yet. Things are peaceful. Things are fine. Things are great. Zelda dropped in during this time, talking about a doom that's going to happen tens of thousands of years in the future.
This sad, lost princess.
Of course any reasonable person would take her in and calm her and tell her she is fine and listen and support her.
Rhoam not being able to be this kind of figure for Zelda is tragic. Just read this poor man's journal entries:
"It has been a year and three months since her mother passed. Perhaps she is held back by heartache too deep to heal. If the Ganon prophecy wasn't looming over our heads, I would tell her to take her time... To wait until she is ready. But our situation is dire and leaves no room for weaknessā€”even on behalf of my beloved daughter. My heart breaks for Zelda, but I must act as a king, not a father. I must order her to train relentlessly at the fountain." Pg 4.
"In truth, I understand Zelda's feelings. Painfully so. She lost her mother, her teacher, before she could learn from her. Ten pointless years of self-training, without so much as a book or note to help her find her way... Those in the castle talk behind her back. And I, her only family, scold her for her shortcomings. No wonder she wishes to hide away in her beloved relic research. I'd love nothing more than to console her... But I must stay strong. She MUST fulfill her duty, just as we all must. Even if she comes to despise me." Pg 6.
"I have been told my Zelda went to the Spring of Wisdom... This will likely be her last chance. If she is unable to awaken her power at Lanayru, all hope is truly lost. If she comes back without success, then I shall speak kindly with her. Scolding is pointless now. I forced 10 years of training on her... and after all that, it seems her power will stubbornly awaken some other way. Perhaps I should encourage her to keep researching her beloved relics. They may just lead her to answers I can't provide. For now, I sit anxiously, more a father than a king in this moment. I sit and await my daughter's return." Pg 7. (He fucking dies and never gives Zelda this bit of closure uuuugggghhhhhhh Zelda I'm so sorry Rhoam I'm so sorry)
It sucks because most people remember the cutscenes (duh it's more immersive and important) and in the cutscenes of the first game Rhoam was mostly shown as being stern and mean to babygirl Zelda, who is closed fists explaining herself to him at the verge of tears. And in contrast everyone in the first royal family of hyrule in the second game treated her with such kindness and we can see how happy she was being there with them.
Rhoam was shackled by duty. By prophecy. By the looming calamity. And from the day he named his daughter 'Zelda' he shackled her as well.
And what does Zelda do with these shackles? She accepts them. She tolerates them. Because she loves her father and her kingdom and knows there's a power dormant in her that can stop the calamity that she must do her best to unlock. She does this dutifully. She does all the training, she does everything that is required.
But it still doesn't unlock. So she tries other ways. She isn't just going after the 'relics' because she's scholarly and nerdy and wants to learn about them. She does it because she's pragmatic. She knows her sacred sealing power isn't present in her. She knows she might not be able to control it or even unlock it in time.
So she tries this alternative approach. The Divine Beasts, the guardians. Ancient tech that was used to prevent the calamity of their time. And she awakened the tech. And her father chose the champions for each divine beast. And they were all prepared. And it's all thanks to Zelda.
And then... Fucking tragedy again. Ganon probably learned his lesson from the last time he was thwarted and immediately went for the tech, corrupting it and turning it against the new users. Against Zelda.
It's never really stated how fast it all turned to shit when the tech betrayed them (or maybe I don't remember) but every account points to it being almost overnight. The champions died. Rhoam died. And suddenly, suddenly Zelda unlocks her sealing magic.
I always always hate the literary trope of using tragedy to unlock a great power that could've actually stopped the tragedy from happening in the first place.
And it's no different in BOTW. I hate that Zelda had to go through all this to unlock her powers.
And then what happens next?
She's stuck in limbo (in an almost mocking parallel to Rauru in the next game with his imprisoning arm) holding Ganon back. For a hundred years.
This young woman had gone through so much only to be trapped with a calamity seeking to destroy Hyrule for a century.
Does she know her father died in the war? Does she know the champions died in battle? Would she know Link would survive in the Shrine of Resurrection? Would she know how long it would all take? The century she would have to wait?
I think she didn't. I think it all happened too fast. I think ultimately, she decided a stalemate with ganon was an agreeable outcome. I think in her mind she probably thought she failed Hyrule. When the divine beasts turned she must have been distraught. Distraught might not even cover it tbh. But at least... At least when the kingdom was brought to it's knees by the corrupted tech and was waiting for the final blow, she had the ability to ensure the final blow never came.
And oh boy I have a looot more to talk about regarding Tears of the Kingdom. But I do want to have a couple of more playthroughs of it to really formulate what I want to say.
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What Type of Lover Would They Be? šŸ’ŒšŸ“šŸ–¤ (Pick a card/Tarot love reading)
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Hi it's Lunadreamā¤ļø This is a reading on your person and the type of lover they are/would be like with you!šŸ‘€šŸ’‹ hope you find your messagešŸŒø
Notice: Only take what resonates because the most important thing is your own judgement!ā™” If anything doesn't resonate, don't worry! It's not your message right now <3 (Entertainment purpose only. All rights reserved)
Now, shall we begin~? ^w^ Think of the your person, and pick whichever pile that fits the energy you're feeling~šŸŒøā¤ļø
Pile 1šŸ«
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Pile 2šŸ„›
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Pile 4šŸ“
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Take your time and choose carefully with the heart~ā™”
On to the readings ā€”> šŸ’Œ
Pile 1šŸ«
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Sign energy: Unexpected, Activity, Soft spot, Energy, Hold, Lilith, Chiron, Libra, Gemini, 1st house, Vertex,šŸŽ¶šŸ’ƒšŸ‘暟¤µā€ā™‚ļø
šŸ‘¤Your person's energy: Oh my pile 1 your person is fiestyšŸ˜‚šŸ˜‚ There is a lot of passion and energy to this pile, I know this is about your person but I am also getting some fire energy from you guysšŸ™ˆšŸ”„ Some of you could be aries, leo or sagittarius placements in your charts, my pile 1's are so irresistible!!šŸ„° Now this person has a lot energy physically, I feel like they can do a lot without getting burnt out, probably can work out often. On their own this person can be forward and a little impulsive but they also have a very gentle side.šŸ„¹šŸ©· This person tends to be direct in their thinking, for some lf you this person curses a lotšŸ˜‚šŸ¤¬ Physically they have a certain charm about them, because they can look mean yet soft and sweet at the same time?? It just kinda comes off as hot tbhšŸ˜‚šŸ˜­ Oh and prominent signs in their chart are Libra, Gemini, and Aries. They have a mars mercury feel to them, they could talk fast or bluntly. They do have an unexpected dark side to them, maybe they have a soft image but then they're a devil in disguise omgšŸ˜ˆ Nothing bad but, they have another vibe to them that's really passionate and aggressive even?? Maybe they have a bit of a resting b*tch face but you think it's so cutešŸ˜† Oh hold on I'm just getting something, you guys may see this person as the love of your life, you're soft for themšŸ„ŗšŸ’žšŸ’‹ Other people may think they're bad news but in your eyes they're literally the sweetest thing ever.šŸ¤­šŸŒø This connection could be on hold for some of you, there is some sort of barrier between physical touch with this person right now for some sudden reason. Maybe someone is into healing music? Music could be healing for this person. You like the way this person thinks, they're like a cute little devil to you.šŸ˜‚ They may look really adorable to you when they're angry, some of my pile 1's want to marry this personšŸ’šŸ’• They could be toned/strong physically, random but their hand grip is very strong? Like they can open a jar or crush things with their hand?šŸ˜‚šŸ«£ You may be able to spot them easily by their hands. Honestly this is just so cutešŸ„°
šŸŒ¹What type of lover they are with you: Target, Winter, Remedy, Listen, Unafraid, 11th house, Sun, 3rd house, Sagittarius, Saturn,šŸŽ±šŸ©²šŸ¤¬šŸ« Lol wtf are these emojis help- Umm so your person would be the type of lover that's like a best friend, they might would want to be friends first before getting into the relationship with you.šŸ™ƒ Despite their forward approach to communication, when it comes to you they would be the BEST listener omg this is so sweetšŸ˜­šŸ’– Like they would be all ears for whatever you have to sayšŸ’¬ it's just so cute because it really felt like they're the type to cut people off easily when they talk and not take time to listen but PILE 1 when it comes to you they will never interrupt youšŸ„ŗšŸ’•šŸ’ž They are naturally a very fun type of lover with you, they would be brave and daring in their attempts to win you overšŸ˜† Like they are not afraid to make any bold moves or mistakes.šŸ’ŖšŸ˜Ž In a relationship with you, they are like the shining sun keeping you warm in the cold winter. They may try to befriend your friends, and talk about how lucky they are to have youšŸ¤­ Your person would be giving sibling, best friend and lover energy all at once. But as childish and bright as they may act with you, they are also a very dominant type.šŸ˜³ā¤ļøā€šŸ”„ā›“ļø So like one minute they're joking with you and then the next they're choking with you (if you know what I mean!!šŸ„µ) Yeah also they're the kind of lover that's very handsy in a relationship with you, they may always wanna have their hand on your shoulder or other placesšŸ˜­ They might be a little reckless around you, simply because they get all bright and excited when they're with youšŸ„¹šŸ’– But they are also the kind to take you seriously when needed, like they would really commitšŸ«¶ They may be the kind to tell dirty jokes with you, just throwing it out there to get your replyšŸ«£ So basically they can be really fun and silly but also hot af with youšŸ˜­ā‰ļø I see them smirking all the time and nudging you, as your lover they would get very intense when you two are aloneā¤ļøā€šŸ”„ā›“ļø Also they may love arguing with you then suddenly making out with you??šŸ˜³ AHH Yeah I can definitely see that for your person, they're the sweet and funny type but can be dominant and aggressive with you if you want itšŸ˜ˆšŸ˜°šŸ˜­
šŸ’ŒMessages from your person: What happened? Let's take our time, I wish I could control it, Someone will love you, It's all real (Omg yess pile 1 it's reaaalšŸ„°) Extra cards: Spell, Mean, Submissive, Mutable, Skill (Some of you may be mutable signs, Pisces, Virgo, Gemini, SagittariusāœØļø I love this connection you two have it's really something specialšŸŒ¹)
Haha this pile was A LOT omg!!šŸ˜‚šŸ©· Thank you my pile 1's! If you feel this resonated, you may tap the heart to claim this message!šŸ„°ā¤ļø
I hope you enjoyed your reading! Źš(ļ½”Ėƒ įµ• Ė‚ )ɞ If you did be sure to let me know pile 1 with the chocolate emoji~šŸ« Thanks for scrolling through, Hugs hugs hugs!! See you in the next readingšŸŒøšŸŒ¹šŸ’Œ
Pile 2šŸ„›
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Sign energy: Tea, Twin flame, Imagination, Darling, Rebellion, 3rd house, Vertex, 5th house, 9th house, 11th house,šŸ¤—šŸŖøšŸ„ šŸ«§
šŸ‘¤Your person's energy: Ah they're very attractive aren't they?? Some of my pile 2's have a lot of fantasies about this personšŸ„ŗšŸ’­ This may be a twin flame/soulmate connection to you, they feel like your soul twinšŸ©· You may interact with this person through social media/online, I am getting lots of mirrored energy. Prominent Gemini, Leo, Sagittarius, and Aquarius in their chart.āœØļø I feel like this person makes you very happy, you just want to hug themšŸ˜¢šŸ’– I am getting water energy from some of my pile 2's, especially neptune placements.šŸ”±šŸ’• This connection feels fateful to you guys, maybe you've even been manifesting this person?šŸ™ Tea may be significant, also for some of you this person could be from a different culture or background than you. They could also have a thirst for traveling to other countries.āœˆļø Maybe their beliefs are a bit rebellious? They desire to befriend people of different countries and ethnicities. They have a charming bright aura and smile made of sunshine, also you are friends with this person or want to be!!šŸ„ŗšŸ©· This person may have a unique way of speaking or communicating with others, some people may find it strange but you find is intriguing.šŸ’¬āœØļø For physical appearance, maybe unique hair. They are giving an eccentric and creative vibe, they may be into unusual music or art. They have strange tastes for some of you, a lot of manifestation from this pile. If you're manifesting this person just know it's working!!šŸ„° The fortune cookie emoji is very promising, there is the working of fate for this connection. Soulmate/twin flame vibes take what resonates~šŸ’ž
šŸŒ¹What type of lover they are with you: Daily, Situation, Inactivity, Benefits, Feminine, Aries, Earth, Chiron, Sagittarius, Air,šŸ•øšŸ§–ā€ā™€ļøšŸ¦„šŸ§Š Okay interesting so the first thing I'm noticing with your person is that they are the type of lover to do considerably feminine activities with you, like going shopping or pampering yourselves.šŸ’…šŸ›šŸ’– They may be very helpful if you two ever trave to another country, maybe they speak a language well? And you can benefit from that with your personšŸ¤­šŸ’« You may also have many travel benefits and opportunities when you're with them, as well as learning new things. I can see that your person is the type to go pretty fast into the relationship with you, they might just start dating you kind of out of nowhere that's the vibe I'm getting from your person lolšŸ˜‚ They may try to take really good care of themselves, wear expensive clothes and look good just for youāœØļøšŸ’—šŸ„ŗ There is this energy, like they may be really worried about having a relationship come to a stop or just die so like they try to do as much as they can to keep you interested every dayšŸ˜­ They are a bit clingy, so they are the type to have their arm around you a lot.šŸ‘€šŸ’• Some of my pile 2's this is a very feminine person when in a relationship with you, they may act as the feminine in the relationship.ā™€ļø I do see you two doing a lot of sweet activities together, self care is something you both share.šŸ’šŸŖžšŸ§¼ You two could get caught up in some petty fights sometimes, but then they just hug you and cuddle you making it hard to stay mad at themšŸ„¹šŸ™Š I can see this person being protective of you. They may enjoy buying you products for you to use, like nice bathroom productsāœØļøšŸ§“ Wow it's like this person knows you so well because they are into similar things, also, they may like to touch your thighs a lot. I can see them wanting to grab your leg often when you two are dating.šŸ˜­šŸ˜ØšŸ’ž For those who this is a masculine they have a lot of understanding and respect for you guysšŸ„ŗ Like they are not afraid to seem less masculine by sharing the things you love, like if it's what pile 2 wants it doesn't matter to me <3 I'm just getting such soft and sweet masculine vibes for those, this could be a sort of relationship that just happens somehow. Like situationship kinda thing.šŸ¤Æ For some of you this person may be a little jealous of you?? There is some competitive energy here. Ohh but you guys make such a cute couple, like a very feminine one.šŸ˜˜šŸ’žšŸ’… I can just see you two buying cute clothes and spending time doing your favorite things together!!
šŸ’ŒMessages from your person: So what, I like the pain, Just say the word, I'm in trouble, Don't waste your time (For some of you this person feels like a situation won't work out, they may be having negative thoughts about this connectionšŸ˜¢ It could be a sort of masochistic view on the relationship, like they want things to go wrong for their suffering. This person may have a lot of emotional wounds, also they could feel they aren't good enough for you like "just give up on me" kinda thingšŸ„ŗšŸ’”) Extra cards: Protection, True, Indecision, Slow, Trial and error (Ohh but it's true that they wanna protect and heal you guys, but they're just really confused, like they feel so slow and can't make up their mind right now!!šŸ˜«šŸ’—)
Wow I didn't expect all thatšŸ¤Æ Thank you my pile 2's! If you feel this resonated, you may tap the heart to claim this message!šŸ„°ā¤ļø
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Pile 3šŸ„€
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Sign energy: North node, Learn, Locked, Good, Hard, Water, North node, 7th house, 2nd house, 1st house,šŸŖƒā¤ļøšŸ˜šŸ”—
šŸ‘¤Your person's energy: Ooh lovers energies in this pile!! OH MY this could be someone you are meant to be withšŸ’– Signs for them are Libra, Taurus, Aries.. Venus placements! Oh also water signs. They could have a pretty voice, very clear and nice.šŸ—£āœØļø Some of my pile 3's will come in contact with this person soon, most likely a phsyical encounter soon!!šŸ¤— This is a romantic option for you guys, you may consider this person to be the love of your life.šŸ’ You feel very connected to this person, romantically this person may be committed to you in some way.šŸ’šŸ©· This could be a twin flame/soulmate connection for some, there is a lot of love and attraction to this person.šŸ„° North node came out twice I just realized, so there could be a lot happening really soon or in the future with this person? Actually that's very promising, this is a very loving and sweet person.šŸ„ŗšŸ’• They could be a water rising, also may have soft skin. This could be someone who always comes back to you or always will, because they are linked to you in some way. It's like no matter what they will always be connected to you guysšŸ’—šŸ”—šŸ˜± Definitely romantic feelings for this person, my pile 3's are in love with them omgggšŸ„ŗ You could be dead set on marrying this person. Also you may be possessive over this person, like you want them to be yours only.šŸ’ž Ugh I can just feel so much love and need for this person, you guys are so soft for themšŸ˜­ I also feel like some of my pile 3's are actually already in a relationship with this person, but not all. This person is very physically attractive, they could have venus on their rising too.šŸ«¢šŸ’‹ People may consider them a good kisser? Lol dunno why that's coming through, they may have very kissable lips. Something about this person is heavy, they feel very grounded and calm. You may learn a lot from this person or the other way around they may learn a lot from you, I see a lot of growth in this person.šŸ©· Their physical appearance is coming through a lot, I feel like you guys just can't control yourselves around this person like you just wanna touch them so bad LMAOšŸ‘šŸ˜­ Something is definitely going to happen soon with this person, lol there is just so much romantic energy thrown in my face with this one you guys love is written all over this personšŸ˜‚ You are also very excited about them, they make you all giddy and cutešŸ’—
šŸŒ¹What type of lover they are with you: Lack, Risk, Rest, Emotional, Affection, 5th house, Eros, 3rd house, Pisces, 4th house,ā¤ļøā€šŸ”„šŸŖšŸ›ŽšŸ•¹ Ohhh pile 3 this goooodšŸ˜ā¤ļø This person as a lover is passionate, romantic and caring. They will want to play and have fun with you, very teasing and charmingšŸ©· The relationship is filled with love and attraction, they're the type to shower you with compliments and tell you how attractive you are to themšŸŒ¹šŸ’– They are very affectionate as your lover!! The type to embrace you lovingly and kiss you as much as you'd likešŸ„ŗšŸ’‹ They're such a flirt with you, but it's so genuine??šŸ˜­ Like it literally comes from their heart and it just pours out of them how much they love you.ā¤ļø Now this person may conceal these feelings or restrict themselves from affection towards you, they could feel it is immature or irresponsible to indulge in that as the please. (But they really want tošŸ˜©) The beginning of the relationship might would start out very difficult for them to show their love, because they would be denying it. But as your lover this person would eventually let loose and give in to all the many desires they keep locked away because guess what, they can't control themselves with youšŸ¤ŖšŸ™ˆā¤ļøā€šŸ”„ They are really a wild and passionate lover with you, so romantic it's crazy. The type to cuddle you tight and rest with you, taking naps with you awšŸ„ŗšŸ’ž But also they talk a lot with you, like they won't shut up or stop flirting with youšŸ˜‚ Persistent af. They also want to control you and have fun with you like you're their toyšŸ„µ Also they enjoy teasing and playing all sorts of little games with you. They're the type to make you feel loved and comfortable then suddenly they pin you down and catch you by surprisešŸ˜­šŸ”ž I won't go into everything but they definitely are a very VERY passionate lover with you. Like they want to turn on a lot, very risky with you. But also emotionally attached to you, they are really sweet but also really naughty.šŸ˜³ā¤ļøā€šŸ”„ You guys are connected on a soul level, they get so hot with you oml. Oh my pile 3 they are really into you as a lover, also they're very entertaining and love your attention.šŸ‘‘ The dynamic you guys have is literally everythingšŸ˜­ They are a lover that would desire you, treat you so good, and spoil you. Warm hugs and hot kisses, also they would commit to you. Like they only see you omg, you are the object of their affections.šŸ˜ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø
šŸ’ŒMessages from your person: Anything please, I'll do, How do you think I feel? We're compatible, You make me nervous (Omg your person knows you two are like šŸ”„šŸ”„šŸ”„šŸ”„ Also they're down for anything but also hella nervous about youšŸ„ŗšŸ’ž) Extra cards: Dominant, Catch, Orange, Fake smile, Tangled (Yeah they want to catch you and tie you up and much much more that I won't go into...!!!šŸ˜­šŸ”ž)
This pile got crazy!! Thank you my pile 3's! If you feel this resonated, you may tap the heart to claim this message!šŸ„°ā¤ļø
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Pile 4šŸ“
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Sign energy: Demeanor, View, Sight, Deep, First date, 9th house, Pisces, 11th house, Water, Eros,šŸ›øšŸ„³šŸ‹šŸ˜Ž
šŸ‘¤Your person's energy: You guys may view this person from social media/online, a lot of my pile 4's are not present in this person's life, they could be at a distance right now.šŸ„² For some of you this is an online dating thing or you could be manifesting to date this person.šŸ™šŸ’— They're really cool omg, they have a unique and exotic charm about them. They could be from overseas or abroad, or have traveled a lot.āœˆļøāœØļø Some of you keep a check on this person through divinity or spiritual sources. They are knowledgeable and kind, signs in their chart could be Sagittarius, Pisces, Aquarius, and water placements.šŸ„°šŸ’« You have a deep admiration for this person, you may look up to them. They have a vibe about them, really unlike any other.šŸ©· You may have dreams of this person or that is where you see them often. This feels like someone very far away, they feel like an alien on another planet to you. That is their energy.šŸ‘½šŸ¤” Perhaps you feel very different than this person in some ways, they are mentally very attractive.šŸ’­ Some of you could be friends with this person, or they just seem like they would make a good friend. They are creative and have good ideas, you support their imagination.šŸ’”šŸ’– This person is very fun and bright, but I'm also getting this swag about them. Eccentric and hot??šŸ˜‚ They just have such a fresh vibe about them, also they could have a water sign as their 9th house. Some of you watch this person from a distance like online, you may look at their page often but remain unseen.šŸ¤« They could be a bit of a rebel, like they dyed their hair or dress different than how they were told. Something about them is just different, and you really like that about them omgšŸ„°
šŸŒ¹What type of lover they are with you: More, Doctor, Uranus, Uniqueness, Hot, 5th house, Virgo, 1st house, Mercury, 6th house, šŸ”ššŸŒ‡šŸ—’šŸ Lol this person's gonna get handsy with you guys- OMG so they would treat you really special, unlike anyone else.šŸ”„ They are the type to keep wanting more more morešŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ They can't get enough of you as your lover, the attractive just grows. The way they talk to you as your lover is very different than how they usually talk, like it speeds up and things get really hotšŸ¤Æā¤ļøā€šŸ”„ They think of you a lot, also I keep gettingĀ  freaky vibes so.. uh... you know what that meansšŸ˜³šŸ™Š They may want to take care of you, and mantain a healthy lifestyle in a relationship with you.šŸ„—šŸ©· But also when you two are together, they feel like they can finally be themselvesšŸ˜‡ Like they can be as weird and nonconforming as they wanna be. They feel like you won't judge them, there is a lot of communication from this person as your lover. They will talk a lot with you, the kind to talk about all sorts of random thingsšŸ’¬šŸ˜‚šŸ’– In a relationship with you, this person is witty and entertaining. Like you will never get bored with their conversationsšŸ©· They might overthink about you though, especially if they think of something they shouldntšŸ˜³šŸ‘æ I can see them writing down every detail and quirk about you they lovešŸ˜‡ They would find you so fascinating, because to them you would make them feel not so strange. Aw they would feel so accepted by you as your lover, you heal them really.šŸ„ŗšŸ’ž They are the type to touch you a lot, this could be very oftenšŸ˜³ They could like holding hands with you, also holding your waist. For some of you I can imagine you guys start dating online first, but only some.šŸ¤³šŸ©·šŸ‘€ Also they're the type of lover that loves taking selfies of you two togetheršŸ˜ Also just taking photos of you in general would be their favorite hobby~ Oh and uh... filiming whatever else they find interestingšŸ˜³šŸ”ž They are the kind to tell you "you're perfect" or "you look so hot" while you're just like eating chips and watching tv lmaooo also like when you're just talking about your playlist or something they just start making out with you at the most unexpected times HELPšŸ˜‚šŸ„µ Like they wouldn't even give you a warning they are an unpredictable lover to say the least, but it's hot.ā¤ļøā€šŸ”„
šŸ’ŒMessages from your person: I would hurt whoever hurts you, You can't control me, You can do it, I wanna steal your kiss, You know I love you (OHH pile 4 you better knowwwšŸ„µšŸ„µšŸ„µ) Extra cards: Inspiration, King, Sugar, Unhealthy, Waist (They have some crazy fantasy about you guys omlšŸ”ž Didn't I say they would wanna grab your waist? Well it's here oml that energy is raging that's all I'm gonna sayšŸ˜­)
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hanafubukki Ā· 1 year
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Can be seen as a part 2 to this fic
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You were avoiding Lilia.
Ever since the Malleus overblot, you had tried your best to stay away from Lilia.
It helped that everyone was busy dealing with the aftermath. In addition, the four from diasomnia that caused all this needed time to heal and deal with their relationships.
It didn't mean that you didn't see them on campus, but you had a group of first years who would negate anyone that made you uncomfortable.
And that turned out to be Lilia in this case, though this was all thoughts they assumed and not confirmed by you.
But it did let you run away.
Surprisingly, even Sebek helped. He had mentioned he did not agree with your methods in the dream world, but you had helped him and those he cared about. He said that he would help until you were comfortable to talk with them, with him.
You don't know if you would ever be ready to talk to Lilia.
To confess your thoughts and your feelings. To be vulnerable in such a way.
But you knew you would have to be.
It is during these moments when Iā€™m glad I donā€™t have magic and I canā€™t overblot.
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You knew eventually you would have to talk to him.
Maybe thatā€™s why you had worn your comfiest clothes, and taken a blanket with you to watch the stars outside today of all days.
A feeling called you outside.
ā€œCouldnā€™t sleep, YN?ā€
ā€œHmmā€¦you could say that. Howā€™s the boys?ā€
ā€œThey are recovering, many feelings are being expressed.ā€
ā€œFamily communicating? Working? Wow, who would have thought?ā€
Lilia laughed as he settled next to you.
ā€œShould you be speaking?ā€
ā€œI have no idea what you are talking about.ā€
ā€œThe cliff?ā€
ā€œMaybe I was feeling jump-OW!ā€
You rubbed your cheek as Lilia smiles at you, the hint of danger in his eyes had you shutting up real quick.
ā€œI just wanted to wake youā€¦without unneeded heartbreak.ā€
ā€œYet you believed your actions wouldnā€™t cause any?ā€
You couldnā€™t meet his eyes.
You remembered how Grim scrambled to you, crying and calling your name.
You remember shocked faces, guilt, and tears.
You remembered Malleus and how he looked somehow even paler than when he put you all to sleep. How magic circled around him uncertainly.
You knew you hurt them, but at least they were awake you reasoned to yourself.
At least, they were able to stop Malleus.
You couldnā€™t bring yourself to apologize.
Finally, finally, you were able to do something.
Finally, you were able to help.
You werenā€™t stuck on the sides, watching helplessly.
You heard a hum from next to you.
ā€œTaking such heartbreaking actions. And for what? A foolish crush?ā€
That had your attention. It had you turning, heated.
ā€œIts more than a crus-ā€
You abruptly stopped yourself.
The look in Liliaā€™s eyes spoke of the hunter catching his prey.
He brought up his hand, tilting your chin up towards him. The look in his eyes has you slightly shaking.
Anticipation? Excitement? You couldnā€™t tell.
ā€œMy dearest, faes love intensely. I wonā€™t ever let you go. If you wish to be free, speak now or forever hold your peace.ā€
ā€œI love you. Who said I wanted to be free?ā€ You finally spoke the words you were afraid to say before.
The glowing magenta eyes were the last you saw until you were enveloped in warmth.
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Bonus:
ā€œLet me go!ā€
You tried to leave Liliaā€™s room to attend class but he was literally holding you down with all his strength.
While his bed was comfy and you wouldnā€™t mind sleeping more, you had class!
ā€œI canā€™t miss class! We have potions today! Grim might burn the school down!ā€
ā€œI told you I wouldnā€™t let you go khee hee hee.ā€
Silver, Sebek, and Malleus watched as you struggled against a clingy Lilia.
ā€œWhy not join their class, Lilia? Would that not be the obvious choice?ā€
ā€œTsunotaro, no!ā€
ā€œHuman, you should know better than to take deals made with fae lightly!ā€
Silver smiled, his family was complete and whole again.
They were healing.
He felt the love for those around him increase.
And it seems, his family had a new addition as well.
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darkcircles4lyfe Ā· 6 months
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it's a story about hands (reprise)
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Yeah, okay, today's the day.
I gave my blog that title for a reason, you know, and it has loomed over me for years because the hand motif is absolutely everywhere and you could go on about it forever.
Maybe that's something I'll never actually attempt to do, but this chapter, we reached a breaking point.
Before I continue, I need to give a big, big disclaimer: I do not have a physical disability, so I'm not able to speak about that from the standpoint of representation as a first-hand perspective. I have at least listened to enough disabled people to know that fictional characters who become amputees only to miraculously gain their limbs back is, um, a trope. Disabled people in general being "healed" is a conception we would really prefer to avoid here. Not to call people out, but I don't think we're giving enough space to acknowledge that.
I donā€™t feel comfortable making the judgement call about what should happen. Iā€™m leaving that open. I also don't want to downplay people's emotional reactions. Honestly, I don't know if I can accurately define the line between acknowledging real pain vs. ableist pity. But Iā€™d like to talk about the possibilities of what could happen. Other characters have definitely gotten permanent disabilities as a result of their hero work, or even just the side effects of their quirk. But, for better or worse, I don't think this case is really about representation. Not that Horikoshi won't do that justice. He might. What I'm saying is that's not his purpose for having Izuku lose his arms. It's meant to be symbolic, so we can explore what it means. The other thing Iā€™m keeping in mind here is that Horikoshi is notorious for playing with our expectations, like, alllllll the time. I mean, just take a few chapters ago for a classic example. Eri appeared at the end, and we all assumed she was about to take some sort of action to save someone with her quirk. Then, immediately following, we were given an explanation for why that wouldnā€™t be happening. And now itā€™s clear he wanted to do that ā€œfake outā€ not just as a silly cliffhanger prank, but specifically so we would know not to suspect that Eri could be the miraculous solution to Izukuā€™s loss of his arms. Rest assured, there is no easy way out of this.
The expectation at play in this particular instance is an old one. Itā€™s very understated, but its subtext has burned so brightly, youā€™d be a fool not to notice it. It sits with anticipation like one half of a call and response. Man, I was so certain. Lots of people still are. I was really looking forward to printing the panel where it happened onto a t shirt and wearing it proudly. All the hand motifs in this story radiate thematically from a single moment, the one that started it all for Izuku.
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It raises all kinds of questions about the act of saving, who needs saving, why, what does it mean, what are the dynamics of power, politics, honesty, exploitation, compassion, pity, disdain, sacrifice. Katsuki has dealt with many of these since he first rejected Izukuā€™s hand. While Izuku was the one who was convinced Katsuki would keep on rejecting himā€¦
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ā€¦Katsuki was the one who kept that moment in his mind all these years and eventually came to regret it.
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Katsuki is the one yearning for that hand-hold, the one who has imbued it with so much more weight than it ever originally had. Izuku, in contrast, does not allow himself to dwell on what he wants. To illustrate this difference, we need to look at another piece of foreshadowing:
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Ugh, do y'all remember when lots of folks were complaining about how there never seemed to be actual consequences for Izuku's destructive treatment of his own body? I don't blame them, I was concerned and confused about it too. There were several "fixes" along the way. Recovery Girl healed him, but left a physical reminder. Then he started training to fight with his legsā€¦ sometimes. Then he got support items. All of these were unsatisfying non-conclusions because they didn't present Izuku with a lasting enough impression to change in a meaningful way. They didn't address his core, his origin.
Of course, that all changed this chapter. Now it looks like our frustration was inflicted intentionally. With the current context in mind, all of these moments look more sinister, like this day was always gonna come because they kept putting bandaids on a deep emotional and psychological wound. The problem is pretty much spelled out for us here:
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As Katsuki put it, he just doesnā€™t take himself into account, ya know? He doesnā€™t care what happens to him. And he lies about it, to keep others from worrying, to keep them safe. To keep them from returning the favor and putting themselves in harmā€™s way for his sake. His motivations are noble,
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ā€¦but what about the little boy inside Izuku? Who saves him?
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This is all about Izuku giving himself up to the point that he literally has no more to give. The thing is, I bet he saw this coming. He knew his limits and decided to keep going anyway, because his personal safety and wellbeing are not important. Now that way of thinking has come back to bite him because the fight isnā€™t over yet, and heā€™s already made his sacrifice. So now we know who will be more distraught over this. Not Izukuā€”Katsuki.
Itā€™s not about Izuku becoming disabled, itā€™s about how Katsuki wanted to use the intertwining of their fingers to communicate that he would never let go. Never stop valuing him most. Never let himself make the mistake of rejecting him again. Never let Izuku be so reckless with his life. To say: ā€œwe are in this together.ā€ā€¦if only Katsuki believed he deserved to be able to say such things. To reach out his hand would have been the ultimate way to simply imply them and let Izuku be the one to decide. Then, to feel their hands clasped together would be more than either of them dared hope for, but so beautiful, so right. A moment theyā€™ve waited their whole lives for.
Yeah. Thatā€™s what we were expecting. Weā€™ve been so comfortable. Horikoshi gave us all the signs. He tempted and teased us over and over. BUT. You know he does this thing were he gives us a desirable, completely plausible and simple thing to look forward to, and then he snatches it away. And THEN he replaces it with something much better, something we were not expecting at all because it seemed too good to be true. Thatā€™s exactly what happened when Himiko snatched Izuku away, and we were robbed of the chance to see him and Katsuki fight together. In hindsight, though, Iā€™m glad things went a different way because now thereā€™s so much more depth and angst on display. Likewise, in the present moment, we may consider how, as one door closes, another opens.
As wonderfully meaningful as the hand-hold would have been, perhaps it is still too simple a resolution for Izuku, for his and Katsukiā€™s relationship. Tbh, it could have been done like 100 chapter ago. At this point, thereā€™s so much more potential. There are a couple of ways it could go. If Izuku stays armless, Katsuki will be forced to use other methods to get his point across. Heā€™ll have to do something else, or say what he means, or both. Yes, Iā€™m talking about what you think Iā€™m talking about. If I say it, I just might jinx it (lol), but I mean it. Iā€™m being serious. Either way, if Izuku did get his arms back in the end, Iā€™m sure that it wouldnā€™t be an easy fix. It would be hard-won against Izukuā€™s self-destructive mindset, and/or by Katsukiā€™s conviction. Again, I say this knowing it is not meant so much as a representation of disability, but as a representation of Izukuā€™s greatest character flaw taken to the extreme. I know this might sound harsh, like, hasnā€™t he been through enough? I get that, butā€¦ Iā€™ve said it before and I say it again: Izuku is stubborn as hell.
I wish I had a resounding final note to end this on, but I kinda donā€™t. Iā€™m not sure whatā€™s best. Now we just have to wait and see what Horikoshi has in mind.
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Saw the episode. Ascended to a higher plane. Wrote a small Coda that is as messy as my brain is right now. Bone Apple Tea.
"Heyyyyyy Buck!" Eddie answers the phone with a drawn out salutation that proves Tommy was not lying about him being sent away from the hospital with the good drugs. Or, not lying about the prescription, but about Eddie actually taking them. It wasn't so long ago that Eddie would take enough medicine to avoid being in agony, but never quite enough to actually feel relief. He wouldn't do that for Tommy, however close they are. It's something that Eddie's doing for himself. Buck's stomach was a swarm of butterflies three seconds ago, but that and the floaty happy way Eddie still says his name, has him smiling again in his kitchen.
"Hey Eddie. I, um, I'm sorry to call so late. I just wanted to see how- how you were doing."
"Eh, I'll miss a shift or two. But Doc says I'll be ready to go for playoffs," Eddie answers.
Guilt twists through him, harsh and acidic and Buck says, "Well I'm glad to hear that. They say the team doesn't have a chance without you and your, um, sky dunk." Eddie laughs, giggles really, in reply and Buck says, "I'm sorry, Eddie. I don't know why I did that. I mean- I- I know why. I was jealous of you and- and Tommy-" Buck's heart flips as he says his name and he's afraid the kiss is going to come flying out of his mouth and down the phone line- "But I never wanted you to get hurt like that."
"You wanted me to get hurt different?" Eddie asks, still laughing, but Buck feels stricken.
"No! I- maybe. I don't know what I wanted. I lost my mind for a little bit."
"You were jealous," Eddie repeats.
"Yeah, I was."
A long sigh and Eddie says, "I'm sorry."
"You don't have anything to be sorry for. I was the asshole. I could have- I knocked you out of your shoe."
"Do you have my shoe?" Eddie asks, more focused than he has been the rest of the conversation. Buck can hear him sitting up on the couch.
"Uh, no. No, I gave it to Chim. He's gonna give it to you when he sees you. And probably make about 50 Cinderella jokes."
"Right. He texted me. I remember."
"I'm sure he'll bring it by sooner if you need it. Or he could give it to Tommy." The flush is there again, hot down the back of his neck. Buck doesn't know how he's supposed to do this. Where is he supposed to keep all of this heat and possibility while he waits for Saturday.
"You don't like him."
"Who? Chim? He's growing on me."
"Tommy," Eddie answers in a tone that says duh. "You can't even say his name normal."
Of course Eddie can hear that. Of course he assumes that's the problem after the way Buck has acted since the moment they met the man. He thanks god that he decided to call instead of driving across town and checking on Eddie in person. His cheeks and his ears are burning like fire.
"He can tell, you know. We both can. He said he's going to come talk to you. Gave him your address. Wants to apologize." Eddie must have settled back down on the couch. He sounds sleepier, his sentences getting shorter and more breathy.
"He did. He um. He came by. We talked it out. I told him you guys didn't have anything to apologize for. I was the one who made it weird."
"So weird," Eddie agrees and Buck laughs. "You guys should be friends. He's awesome and you're awesome and we can all hang out together and it would be..."
"Awesome," Buck finishes. He thinks it might be.
"I forgot you don't know that."
"Know what?" Buck asks, when Eddie's mumble doesn't come with any additional clarification. "Eddie?"
"Hmm?"
"Never mind. Hey, you should get up and go to your bed. Sleeping on that couch is not going to help your ankle heal any faster."
"Tommy said that."
"Tommy's right. Come on."
Eddie groans as he sits up, cursing at Buck in what he thinks is under his breath, and asks, "You talked to Tommy?"
"Yeah, he just left."
"And we're okay? You like him now?"
Buck's blood roars through his ears and he wants to throw up and start laughing all at the same time. "Yeah, I think I do."
"Good."
He breathes through the sudden headrush as Eddie grumbles and hops his way off the couch and down the hall. Buck knows where he's finding his handholds by the echo off the walls and he winces when Eddie takes a misstep and swears again. He thinks for a second that he should be there, that he should help Eddie to bed, but Eddie would never let him. Buck wonders if Tommy would let him. He's wondering about so much now and he never did before.
"Hey, Eds?" The question is out before Buck realizes he's asking it, small and vulnerable, and he wants to claw it back and swallow it down before Eddie notices, but he doesn't have a chance.
"Yeah?"
Tommy kissed me. I want him to do it again.
"No, nothing. Just. I'm sorry. I was out of line."
"You were," Eddie answers. "And I forgive you."
Something settles in Buck then. A piece that had still been sitting off kilter and jamming painfully under his ribs. He takes a deep breath, and joy washes fully over him, calming and centering. He doesn't ask the question again though. He thinks he wants to keep this tiny, glowing treasure to himself. At least for a little while.
"Bring me my shoe back and we'll call it even."
Buck laughs, letting the sound ring out through his apartment and he can hear Eddie smiling on the other end of the phone.
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Pieces of You - Prologue
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Summary - After losing Feyre to childbirth, Rhysand finds himself leaning on one of her friends much more than he'd ever expected
Warnings - death, loss of a mate, babies, drug induced sleep
A/N - this one is going to hurt before it feels good, friends. It's gonna hurt a lot. Based on these little pictures I found in a tiktok
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Silence had fallen over the house.
There wasn't a single voice whispering, no bells to ring in the celebration of Nyx's birth, no loud pops from corks of champagne echoing in the air.Ā 
Just silence.Ā 
Madja stood in the doorway, a small bundle of what should have been joy wrapped in her arms. Rhys was sat on the steps, shoulders shaking with anger and sadness.Ā 
The Cauldron had refused Nesta's offer. It had instead mocked them, changing Nesta's womb, forcing her to keep the powers that plagued her, and breaking the death bargain.Ā 
It forced him to live while his mate died, promising there were no second chances this time. No magic being to bring her back again. This time was for good. It was forever. Rhysand knew life could be a bitter thing, but he did not expect death to be as cruel.Ā 
ā€œHigh lord,ā€ Madja approached slowly. ā€œWe need to decide how we are feeding Nyx. The babe needs to eat.ā€
Azriel appeared besides Rhys, kneeling down next to him as he stared off the balcony. ā€œI.. I don't know,ā€ he finally answered. ā€œWe hadn't talked about it. She figured she would just be here to do it.ā€ Azriel squeezed Rhysand's shoulder, handing him a vial with blue liquid in it. ā€œWe will have to find a wet nurse. Though, I am unsure how you will find one this last minute.ā€
ā€œY/n,ā€ Azriel said softly. ā€œShe just had a babe, didn't she?ā€ Madja nodded. ā€œCan she just feed them both?ā€
ā€œit is possible. Y/n does over produce already and has been storing milk. Newborns need to be fed almost hourly, though, shadowsinger. She'd have to have them both here, or Nyx will have to stay with her."
Rhys just shrugged, uncorking the vial and shooting back the contents. ā€œI really don't care about that aspect, Madja. The house is huge, and I'm alone now anyway. What's the point in caring? She can decide." Azriel helped him stand as the sleeping drought started to work and supported his brother into a bedroom.Ā 
He reappeared moments later. ā€œI'll ask her. I know you don't want to burden her.ā€ He reached for Nyx, admiring his perfect face again. ā€œShe's a sweet girl, quiet, good listener. She might be good for both of them while he heals.ā€
Madja just nodded. ā€œJust remember that two grieving widowers will need a village to care for two newborns.ā€
The small cottage you lived in was quiet. You were leaned against the couch, sitting in the floor with your head laid back. Caring for your daughter alone was a chore, and you knew you should have been sleeping, but something was keeping you awake.Ā 
A gentle knock in the door had you cringing, praying Morwenna wouldn't wake up. You moved to the door quickly, not noticing the shadow whisping around your feet and opening it to a desperate shadowsinger. ā€œAz?ā€ You moved for him to come in, stomach dropping at the sight of the babe in his arms. ā€œPlease tell me you being here with that sweet little thing doesn't mean what I think it does.ā€
Azriel just looked up, tears finally falling. ā€œHe hasn't ate yet,ā€ your heart shattered at the unneeded confirmation. ā€œPlease, help us.ā€
You took the Illyrian babe instantly, taking your shirt off without question to offer him food. Azriel's shoulders fell in relief as his little cheeks began to move, a small hand and fingers reaching to your pinky.Ā 
The two of you sat in heavy silence again. Azriel processing what had all happened that day, and you, aching for a male you hardly knew, and mourning the female that had become a close friend.Ā 
You almost laughed at how cruel life could be. To lose your mate before childbirth, and then to lose your friend, the female who held your hand during labor, only a week later.
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