#i meam tbh i expected to look like my brother and become a boy after puberty | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

faefrosting · 7 months ago

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In my feels about my body, and rn they are not happy feels

It's hard to like my image when my body doesn't feel like "me" and feeling frustrated I'm struggling to loose weight due to pcos, wondering if I'd be happier in my body if I was born a boy, and stressed about trying to seek gender affirming care

Guess I just fear my body will never truly feel like it's mine, scared I'll hate my body forever

I want to like my body, I want to see me in the mirror

#emotions make things complicated #my body shape isnt bad #my weight isnt terrible either #i just dont feel like me in my body #i dont look anything like i was hoping to before i hit puberty #i meam tbh i expected to look like my brother and become a boy after puberty #i guess im also tired of having a terrible relationship with food due to my weight and as someone who forced to diet as a child #just tired

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