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i am gonna redo aslin and i AM GONNA LIKE IT
#i wish i felt like drawing rn#i may force myself to#cuz idk !!!! i’m tired of being sad about not having a use for him!!!!!!#having insane thoughts about my elf boy again
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the beginning...
#star wars#sw tpm#may the fourth be with you#may 4th#may the force be with you#anakin skywalker#obi wan kenobi#guys they mean so much to me#i rewatched tpm and i couldnt help myself theyre so cute#the brothers ever
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linocuts from recently :^)
#my art#linocut#printmaking#monster art#cat#sorry i will post more art i was working on an undisclosed contest. that may or may not have something to do with pocket monsters#also i was trying to think of how to open commissions#again. i will be opening commissions NEXT WEEK i'm forcing myself to it's ridiculous how long i've put it off!!#anyway i love linocut. im trying to be more adventurous by doing whole scenes like with the unicorn#i will get better....i will become a professional artist....amen
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I HATE tiktok and the Internet in general rn for the obsession with "oh this person's smellyyy" "Brother it STINKS over here" "BOO 💧🧼🧽🚿" and stuff like that. I wish I could put into words how demeaning and patronising that whole idea is and people implying anyone they don't like doesn't wash.
For one there's something grating about being insulted in a manner like we're in nursery again. But also WHY is that the go to insult. Why do you associate these things? Especially to those you deem "chronically online". Like I don't want to sound pathetic but it feels so nasty to me.
is it extreme to say this feels tied to ableism? And classism too?
#“take a shower” me sitting here with depression and no will to even move rn. That doesnt make me feel worse or anything#dry to wet change is also evil. and i get decision paralysis a lot and just struggle to motivate myself to do basic human tasks#and thats just me#what about the people with physical disabilities that struggle to find the energy and strength to do these things#And also like environmental factors too?#like kids can be unhygienic cause they arent being cared for and learning properly#people with learning disabilities and neurodiversity too may struggle with not being taught properly as its a “basic thing everyone knows”#people are homeless karen.#people cant afford to wash regularly#people grow up or are forced to live in unhygienic places and surrounded by smokers and alcoholics#people who are smokers and alcoholics and generally people with addiction can smell#people with health issues that cause them to sweat more#Like the list goes on#but idk maybe I'm just sensitive#anti anti#profiction#proship#neurodivergent#cringe culture#ableism#classism
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So uh. I may have been on a Diancie fusion mania
#pokemon fusion#diancie#am i tagging the others here#togekiss#banette#roserade#dodrio#rayquaza#rhyperior#cresselia#i wont tag all the prevos id still be here tomorrow#ANYWAYS. HI#LOWKEY REALLY HAPPY W ALL OF THESE HEHE#there may be more of these coming. watch out#forcing myself out of my comfort zone spritin mons id normally NEVER do#but lowkey its been paying off. i would not have believed i could sprite a rhyperior but look. i did it!#powering up with diancie
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It was a request from Discord.
Mutant Alejandro au by Khookn and tincannedcrow (I don't know how to tag people here and sorry for inconsistency)
#traditional art#artists on tumblr#total drama#td alejandro#art requests#I force myself to love my art#may redraw it one day
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a quick one but ermmm DIVA SPOTTED!!!!!!!!!
#literally painted this in an evening cuz if i didn’t draw something of that teaser i may have lost it#but trust. i will be back . i am forcing myself to do Non iwtv stuff for my sanity#rockstar lestat#interview with the vampire#iwtv#lestat de lioncourt#artists on tumblr#digital art#art
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#ome’s arts💥#art#emo shadamy#shadamy#may i present to you ..... some emo shadamy ??!!!!!#was gonna color them in sometime but was like. nah.#don't want to force myself bc i enjoy scribbling a lot more hahaha
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[mostly] recent leafpin gijinka art dump! revamped leafy's design a bit ago so ive been drawing her more :3
#2nd one is months old [and i posted the uncolored ver. here] but wanted to update it bc of leafy#if you compare my old designs to this one you may have noticed she got fatter . because i WANT TO 💜#ik shes a flat fuck but she deserves to be big as a treat#my art#bfdi#bfb#tpot#bfdi gijinka#bfb gijinka#gijinka#humanized#humanization#leafy bfdi#leafy bfb#bfdi leafy#bfb leafy#bfdi pin#bfb pin#tpot pin#pin tpot#pin bfb#pin bfdi#leafpin#pinleaf#leafy x pin#pin x leafy#pineafy#offtopic: honestly ive been Kind of Forcing myself to draw lately since ive been unmotivated due to Personal Stuff#thats also why ive been slightly less active here. may take a break soon!#on other news ive been crossposting some of my leafpin drawings at twitter because idk i felt like it. my @ there is @leafpinyuri
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OSCAR + 30!!!💘💘
30: brushing against each other, linking fingers together for a second <this got slightly smutty and i'm not sorry>
driver + number = drabble/short fic <3
It was supposed to be easy. PDA wasn't your thing anyway. But the closer you grew to Oscar the harder it was to not reach for him. Because when it was just the two of you, alone, you had free rein over his body. And you loved his body, could easily spend hours tracing the curves and dips of each muscle. You knew every freckle, every line. You'd learned how to touch him when he was stressed, when he was hyper, and when he was sleepy. You'd learned where and how to stroke to have him gasping your name in that deep, needy way that made your head spin.
Just as much as you loved his body, you loved his hands on yours. They could comfort, they could soothe. They could silence the constant noise in your head. They sparked flames inside you that you'd never imagined. They cradled, they caressed, they gripped, they sometimes bruised, they worshipped. It wasn't surprising to you that you got turned on just looking at his hands sometimes.
And oh, you loved his fingers. Whether they were brushing away tears or interlocked with yours while he made love to you, they were your favorite part of him. You adored the calluses, the length, the girth, even the tiny freckle most people probably weren't aware was on his thumb. They eased your soul, they combed through your hair on lazy afternoons. They teased and enticed, made you scream. They curled around yours so perfectly, as though your hands had been designed by gods to fit together, and though you may shift and move throughout the night his fingers would still be holding yours in the morning.
Right now, you want those hands. Those fingers. You don't care how, exactly, you just crave them. You need the quiet solace in the circus that was media day that only your boyfriend's hands and fingers could provide.
We'll keep it quiet, yeah? Nobody's business but ours.
You and your stupid fucking ideas. What had you been thinking, telling him you wanted your relationship to be a secret? You must have been delirious when you'd said that. Worst of all, what kind of selfish bastard would agree?
You stew in your misery, watching him use his hands to talk while he speaks with the media. You fold your arms over your chest, chewing on your lip while he juggles tennis balls with ease. He sees you watching and gives you his stupid, cheesiest grin and you almost, almost, flip him off and try to focus on your actual job, because if you don't Charles will say something he shouldn't and you don't have the energy to deal with his lack of public relation skills.
The day moves on, time seeming to go slower for some godforsaken reason, and now there's fan interactions to watch. Oscar clutching a marker should be a crime, honestly. Then there's the insanity that is getting back to the team hubs for debriefs, and he's right ahead of you, yapping away with Lando, his hands swinging with each step.
You walk a little faster, and from behind you someone calls out to Oscar. He stops and turns and you're pushed towards him by someone that you hope is blessed beyond measure for eternity.
Three seconds. Three seconds of utter peace as you're brushing against him. His eyes meet yours and you can see the love shining in them, his hand grazing yours. The warmth only he can supply is a protective bubble, his fingers twining with yours for barely a second.
The bubble is burst and you apologize to him while someone apologizes to you, and your fingers tingle as your swept away.
But at least now you're no longer miserable.
#osc makes me so soft omg#oscar piastri x reader#f1 x reader#can i write something short? the world may never know#inbox#i spent a good 20 minutes studying pictures of his hands for this#i also had to force myself to stop this
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im feeling sappy tonight. shoutout to the baby tboys begging to be forcemasced. one day you will become the man you want to be. within the kink its wonderful when another man grabs you by the shoulders and pushes you headfirst in. its wonderful to share in the joy he felt when he started. in reality know youre afraid. it takes guts to let yourself be who you want. dont take your feelings lightly and let yourself explore. you are not alone but its also up to you. take care. much love.
#i wont kinkshame cis people who use the tags but i want to make it clear that youre a guest in this house#and that it may be just a kink for you but ive seen lots of posts on here#from trans guys who just need a push in the right direction yk?#for me kink is an extension of who i am so i understand how the kink can help you discover who you are#and i know what its like to be afraid to change#like you dont want to leave behind the girl you were. like you dont want to take up space because of how society treats girls#or to make yourself a soft femboy because you dont want to be scary#and its okay to feel that way and its okay to want to stay that way#but it may be a sign of youre sticking around in these tags that maybe youd be happier if you were more than that#just think about it i love you#force masc#forcemasc#t4t nsft#ftm nsft#trans nsft#i might delete this later cause its probablt not well articulated#also lmk if somethinf i said was bad ive been trying to check myself on like being sensitive to different people ig
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((Jack in a dress because i realized I have free will))
#creepypasta#eyeless jack#jack nyras#eyeless jack fanart#jack#meme#i may or may not have made jack ripped af bc i needed to force myself to learn how to draw muscles LMAO#also because of a fanfiction but we dont talk about that part
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halloween awoo rawr hiss smooch
#resident evil#chreon#chris redfield#leon s kennedy#plaga leon#werewolf chris#i don't want to force myself to keep workin on this but i may return to it later!#played around with settings a bit to clean it up
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brat summer (holger's version)
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#holger rune#holger#tennis#atp tennis#tennisblr#brat edit#tennis edit#video edit#i was trying a new editor and I told myself its your opportunity#all show some respect for the og brat#may the force be with you tomorrow in cincy babymeow (pun absolutely intented)#gabyedits
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Fearne sketch for a warmup
#critical role#critical role fanart#fearne calloway#art#dnd art#my art#dnd#tryna force myself to let sketches be sketches#and not feel the need to fully render everything i draw#also i may be criminally behind on campaign 3 but i am forever in love with her design
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what if i said hal's mom called him "hally" specifically as a play on halley's comet, huh. what if i said she did that because she knew no matter how far he went, he'd always come back to her, hm. what then.
#and then he wasnt with her when she died FUCK#jessica jordan#they could never make me hate you#hal jordan#green lantern#empyrean posting#i do think it's extremely fucked up how they diminished and rotted her character post spectre. i actually hate it so much#i dont really mind the rewriting of martin as a /not/ absentee and abusive father (even though it cheapens the complex relationship hal had#with him what with the being his mirror image and wearing his jacket and becoming a pilot in spite of how martin treated him. constantly#seeking validation and love from a man who not only would never but then could never give it to him) but then going on to act as if jessica#wasnt his most important parent just by virtue of her being his only one for most of his life and going on to say she was actually kind of#bad because she wouldnt support him when she looked after three sons by herself and also begged the air force to take him back when he was#about to be dismissed is sooooo. god. it irks me so much. she was always there for him and she may not have been perfect but she did her#damn best and now they go around acting like martin was the only REAL figure in hal's life growing up because they understood each other on#some special cosmic level?? go to hell.#talking to myself sorry
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