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i am gonna redo aslin and i AM GONNA LIKE IT
#i wish i felt like drawing rn#i may force myself to#cuz idk !!!! i’m tired of being sad about not having a use for him!!!!!!#having insane thoughts about my elf boy again
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Palpatine, walking into the Senate building: Is Commander Fox here?
Guard Trooper: Actually, sir...
*sound of breaking glass off-camera*
Trooper: ...He just left.
#i too would defenestrate myself rather than talk to palpatine#star wars#star wars the clone wars#the clone wars#incorrect clone wars quotes#incorrect star wars quotes#incorrect quotes#commander fox#sheev palpatine#coruscant guard#source: scott pilgrim vs the world#may the force be with queue
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the beginning...
#star wars#sw tpm#may the fourth be with you#may 4th#may the force be with you#anakin skywalker#obi wan kenobi#guys they mean so much to me#i rewatched tpm and i couldnt help myself theyre so cute#the brothers ever
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linocuts from recently :^)
#my art#linocut#printmaking#monster art#cat#sorry i will post more art i was working on an undisclosed contest. that may or may not have something to do with pocket monsters#also i was trying to think of how to open commissions#again. i will be opening commissions NEXT WEEK i'm forcing myself to it's ridiculous how long i've put it off!!#anyway i love linocut. im trying to be more adventurous by doing whole scenes like with the unicorn#i will get better....i will become a professional artist....amen
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I HATE tiktok and the Internet in general rn for the obsession with "oh this person's smellyyy" "Brother it STINKS over here" "BOO 💧🧼🧽🚿" and stuff like that. I wish I could put into words how demeaning and patronising that whole idea is and people implying anyone they don't like doesn't wash.
For one there's something grating about being insulted in a manner like we're in nursery again. But also WHY is that the go to insult. Why do you associate these things? Especially to those you deem "chronically online". Like I don't want to sound pathetic but it feels so nasty to me.
is it extreme to say this feels tied to ableism? And classism too?
#“take a shower” me sitting here with depression and no will to even move rn. That doesnt make me feel worse or anything#dry to wet change is also evil. and i get decision paralysis a lot and just struggle to motivate myself to do basic human tasks#and thats just me#what about the people with physical disabilities that struggle to find the energy and strength to do these things#And also like environmental factors too?#like kids can be unhygienic cause they arent being cared for and learning properly#people with learning disabilities and neurodiversity too may struggle with not being taught properly as its a “basic thing everyone knows”#people are homeless karen.#people cant afford to wash regularly#people grow up or are forced to live in unhygienic places and surrounded by smokers and alcoholics#people who are smokers and alcoholics and generally people with addiction can smell#people with health issues that cause them to sweat more#Like the list goes on#but idk maybe I'm just sensitive#anti anti#profiction#proship#neurodivergent#cringe culture#ableism#classism
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#hlvrai#half life vr but the ai is self aware#benrey#tommy coolatta#dr coomer#dr bubby#no gordon because i rage quit on his suit#tag talk: I've unfortunately fallen out of love with resident evil 😔#may post weskennedy but give it like 2 hope (out of 100)#if i force myself to make it i will just hate more :((((#on a half related note I hate Art Class from my facility of learning specifically#it's supossed to be FUN but instead its STRESS and I had major art block for almost everything for a fat minute#might also update profile
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So uh. I may have been on a Diancie fusion mania
#pokemon fusion#diancie#am i tagging the others here#togekiss#banette#roserade#dodrio#rayquaza#rhyperior#cresselia#i wont tag all the prevos id still be here tomorrow#ANYWAYS. HI#LOWKEY REALLY HAPPY W ALL OF THESE HEHE#there may be more of these coming. watch out#forcing myself out of my comfort zone spritin mons id normally NEVER do#but lowkey its been paying off. i would not have believed i could sprite a rhyperior but look. i did it!#powering up with diancie
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guyyysssss someone give me ur most glinda!angsty recs so I can cry over my favorite pink witch tonight. like- i want to be punched in the gut by how much glinda is hurting mkay??
#I may or may not be crashing out rn it’s fine#but seriously I forget what on my tbr list is angsty and I want uber angst tonight#if it doesn’t exist I will be forced to write it myself and y’all it would NOT be pretty rn lmao#anywayyy#wicked#gelphie#galinda upland#elphaba x glinda#wicked fanfiction
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It was a request from Discord.
Mutant Alejandro au by Khookn and tincannedcrow (I don't know how to tag people here and sorry for inconsistency)
#traditional art#artists on tumblr#total drama#td alejandro#art requests#I force myself to love my art#may redraw it one day
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a quick one but ermmm DIVA SPOTTED!!!!!!!!!

#literally painted this in an evening cuz if i didn’t draw something of that teaser i may have lost it#but trust. i will be back . i am forcing myself to do Non iwtv stuff for my sanity#rockstar lestat#interview with the vampire#iwtv#lestat de lioncourt#artists on tumblr#digital art#art
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#ome’s arts💥#art#emo shadamy#shadamy#may i present to you ..... some emo shadamy ??!!!!!#was gonna color them in sometime but was like. nah.#don't want to force myself bc i enjoy scribbling a lot more hahaha
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[mostly] recent leafpin gijinka art dump! revamped leafy's design a bit ago so ive been drawing her more :3
#2nd one is months old [and i posted the uncolored ver. here] but wanted to update it bc of leafy#if you compare my old designs to this one you may have noticed she got fatter . because i WANT TO 💜#ik shes a flat fuck but she deserves to be big as a treat#my art#bfdi#bfb#tpot#bfdi gijinka#bfb gijinka#gijinka#humanized#humanization#leafy bfdi#leafy bfb#bfdi leafy#bfb leafy#bfdi pin#bfb pin#tpot pin#pin tpot#pin bfb#pin bfdi#leafpin#pinleaf#leafy x pin#pin x leafy#pineafy#offtopic: honestly ive been Kind of Forcing myself to draw lately since ive been unmotivated due to Personal Stuff#thats also why ive been slightly less active here. may take a break soon!#on other news ive been crossposting some of my leafpin drawings at twitter because idk i felt like it. my @ there is @leafpinyuri
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OSCAR + 30!!!💘💘
30: brushing against each other, linking fingers together for a second <this got slightly smutty and i'm not sorry>
driver + number = drabble/short fic <3
It was supposed to be easy. PDA wasn't your thing anyway. But the closer you grew to Oscar the harder it was to not reach for him. Because when it was just the two of you, alone, you had free rein over his body. And you loved his body, could easily spend hours tracing the curves and dips of each muscle. You knew every freckle, every line. You'd learned how to touch him when he was stressed, when he was hyper, and when he was sleepy. You'd learned where and how to stroke to have him gasping your name in that deep, needy way that made your head spin.
Just as much as you loved his body, you loved his hands on yours. They could comfort, they could soothe. They could silence the constant noise in your head. They sparked flames inside you that you'd never imagined. They cradled, they caressed, they gripped, they sometimes bruised, they worshipped. It wasn't surprising to you that you got turned on just looking at his hands sometimes.
And oh, you loved his fingers. Whether they were brushing away tears or interlocked with yours while he made love to you, they were your favorite part of him. You adored the calluses, the length, the girth, even the tiny freckle most people probably weren't aware was on his thumb. They eased your soul, they combed through your hair on lazy afternoons. They teased and enticed, made you scream. They curled around yours so perfectly, as though your hands had been designed by gods to fit together, and though you may shift and move throughout the night his fingers would still be holding yours in the morning.
Right now, you want those hands. Those fingers. You don't care how, exactly, you just crave them. You need the quiet solace in the circus that was media day that only your boyfriend's hands and fingers could provide.
We'll keep it quiet, yeah? Nobody's business but ours.
You and your stupid fucking ideas. What had you been thinking, telling him you wanted your relationship to be a secret? You must have been delirious when you'd said that. Worst of all, what kind of selfish bastard would agree?
You stew in your misery, watching him use his hands to talk while he speaks with the media. You fold your arms over your chest, chewing on your lip while he juggles tennis balls with ease. He sees you watching and gives you his stupid, cheesiest grin and you almost, almost, flip him off and try to focus on your actual job, because if you don't Charles will say something he shouldn't and you don't have the energy to deal with his lack of public relation skills.
The day moves on, time seeming to go slower for some godforsaken reason, and now there's fan interactions to watch. Oscar clutching a marker should be a crime, honestly. Then there's the insanity that is getting back to the team hubs for debriefs, and he's right ahead of you, yapping away with Lando, his hands swinging with each step.
You walk a little faster, and from behind you someone calls out to Oscar. He stops and turns and you're pushed towards him by someone that you hope is blessed beyond measure for eternity.
Three seconds. Three seconds of utter peace as you're brushing against him. His eyes meet yours and you can see the love shining in them, his hand grazing yours. The warmth only he can supply is a protective bubble, his fingers twining with yours for barely a second.
The bubble is burst and you apologize to him while someone apologizes to you, and your fingers tingle as your swept away.
But at least now you're no longer miserable.
#osc makes me so soft omg#oscar piastri x reader#f1 x reader#can i write something short? the world may never know#inbox#i spent a good 20 minutes studying pictures of his hands for this#i also had to force myself to stop this
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Thinking about Shao Yuanyuan and her wildcard potential and it hit me today... just how much does she know? Does she live in a time loop similar to Lu Guang or does she hop in and out of the past like Cheng Xiaoshi? Does she know that Cheng Xiaoshi also has a death node?
It suddenly occurred to me to that the Shao Yuanyuan we likely saw during the fire in Ep 4, was either a time leaping SYY from the future or at least one who had information from her future self to know to be in Bridon at this point in time and also a Shao Yuanyuan who might have just realized Cheng Xiaoshi had awakened his own powers.
Given her meeting with Cheng Xiaoshi in Ep 6 where she acts like Cheng Xiaoshi should be aware of how this all works, I suspect that it's because the version of Shao Yuanyuan from Ep 4 arranged this meeting because she encountered Cheng Xiaoshi during the fire and thus knew he would show up in Bridon and go searching for them through Wang Qing. She needed to set up that meeting so she could tell Cheng Xiaoshi face to face not to pursue her anymore (and make things more complicated).
I also think that was her second attempt at doing so - the first being to go back years earlier to tell the Qiao family not to let him go to Bridon. But the future refused to change so she found another opportunity to try again.
And based on Lu Guang's comments it sounds like she would have also failed again in the original timeline. It's not clear how her conversation with CXS went last time (if there was one) but at the very least she might not have had time to make CXS promise not to chase after her anymore, and that would have likely sealed his fate. If anything, a sudden interrupted meeting like that might have even encouraged him further.
And this is all coming from a Shao Yuanyuan from an unknown point in the future...
Anyway this is a lot of words to say where in time is Shao Yuanyuan?
And what the heck does the timeline look like from her perspective?
#unlike CXS & (sorta) LG this woman dives with INTENT to change the past#casually flapping her butterfly wings with the force of a hurricane#she is going to give LG even more white hair ^^''#(and also if she's aware that an unknown variable entered the timeline is she noticing changes in the timeline too?)#(or was the outside factor she was thinking of CXS learning to time dive and trying to help rather than another outsider)#link click#link click spoilers#but also something something season 1 operated on closed loops but there was also only 1 time traveller for them#now in Bridon we have two actively working at the same time...#and only when LG & SYY both applied pressure did a new node seem to appear#something something SYY and LG can't save their loved ones alone...#(to make things more twisted what if syy's second attempt was actually the qiaos but that memory is going to now fade out of existence...#(probably not i don't want to make things more complicated for myself ^^'')#(SYY jumping in and out already has the potential to make things crazy complicated because she's not experiencing events linearly)#(something something that burned hand photo is something SYY can use as a marker)#(or CXS showing up anywhere she is is a marker)#(if CXS shows up then she knows her plan will fail...)#(the live action's concept of markers is too cool not to make more use of!)#(something something LG and/or SYY in a time loop to prevent CXS from awakening his powers a la Madoka)#i'm just rambling now sorry#link click ramblings#(syy may not be winning best mom awards but she is quickly winning me over in the most interesting supporting character category)#(LADY TELL ME ALL YOUR SECRETS!)
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((Jack in a dress because i realized I have free will))
#creepypasta#eyeless jack#jack nyras#eyeless jack fanart#jack#meme#i may or may not have made jack ripped af bc i needed to force myself to learn how to draw muscles LMAO#also because of a fanfiction but we dont talk about that part
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halloween awoo rawr hiss smooch
#resident evil#chreon#chris redfield#leon s kennedy#plaga leon#werewolf chris#i don't want to force myself to keep workin on this but i may return to it later!#played around with settings a bit to clean it up
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