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i love kung fu panda so much but i get so hrhhhhghhk when i think about all of the,,,,, idk potential??? that was not/has not been used like
kung fu panda 1,2, secrets of the furious five/masters/scrolls?? they are really good imo and i remember being really excited about 3 and how they were going to expand on po's relationship with the furious five and then,,,, it didn't happen Like, 3 is good, legit good, not 1 and 2 good, but still. I really like Kai and Mr Ping and Po's bio dad (i forgor his name rn sorry), and a lot of other stuff, even if i would've liked tigress to be more, important to everything ig and then i remember being really excited about 4 and i thought "surely this time they are going to expand on po's relationship with the furious five" and then they were barely in the film and agggggggggh 4 was a disapointment in SO many ways and i want to cry so so, now i kinda want to just try and do kung fu panda art to deal with this, but also, does anybody have opinions on the TV shows? the most recent one looks Not Great on the animation, and while I've been wishing for literal years for them to just do the obvious thing and make a 2D TV show i don't really have hope SO, are there any of the TV shows worth watching? i can ignore not great animation if the writting is good, i just want more of good kung fu panda please
#this started as a rant and it ended with me begging for any opinions on the tv shows lmao#i may be a bit desperate#anyways#i love kung fu panda a lot ok?#going to tag this with kung fu panda so i can try and get those tv shows opinions#so#kung fu panda#kfp#kung fu panda 2#kfp 2#kung fu panda secrets of the furious five#kfp 3#kfp 4#kfp 1#kung fu panda secrets of the masters#kung fu panda secrets of the scroll#kung fu panda legends of awesomeness#kung fu panda the paws of destiny#kung fu panda the dragon knight#a dragon chirps
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if anyone has platonic welt x/& reader ff with a father-child dynamic (preferably teen or older reader but doesn't have to be) please send them my way pls............
#dim rambles ☁️#shitpost#honkai star rail#hsr#rambles#welt yang#i may be a bit desperate#comfort character keeping me from going insane because of exams fr
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dragon meat, you, and me
#marcille donato#falin touden#farcille#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#tw blood#tw body horror#tw gore#as a normal farcille fan this revival has been on my mind since i first read it and getting to watch it is like yippee!!#like messy revivals are everything - the consequences that will haunt u for the rest of the time they are alive#the initial hopeful moments where it all seemed well but quickly descend to That not being the case - losing not only the bit of evidence#evidence that your dream may work out but also someone you deeply care about in the process… marcille my Beloved#ofc wholly thruout the journey - at the forefront of it - getting falin back was the most crucial point but so wuickly :(( it was lost#on the other end its crazy to think about the compoments of falin now - human - dragon (dungeon) - marcille’s magic and desperation#the food the crew cooked (digested) - she is made of many parts!!#also i did not realize how medical it feels to draw smth like this. i dont usually explore the inner parts or use a lot of blood#in my work so rendering everything and looking up refs it felt quite magical (?)#ruporas art
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This was home.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#jiang cheng#blood#Good bye Jiang Disciples. May you live on in the Lan Wangji in lotus pier AU.#This is going to be the start of a bunch of sad scenes I desperately try to undercut with humour.#You may ask where Elle Woods is considering her help was requested.#The canon answer is that she didn't make it there in time. This is the reason why WWX has the pink phone in present day.#It is a favour she owes him out of apology.#I am also making it canon that Jiang Cheng hates Elle Woods for not being there. His two Nemeses in PD-MDZS are Elle and WWX.#This is why Jiang Cheng doesn't have the phone. He would hunt her down but Bruiser bit him really bad last time he tried.#His pride is too hurt to try again.#I don't think I've done a wordless comic in a while - what a fun challenge!#I'm getting lots of practice with backgrounds in the last few comics - I really feel like I'm getting more comfortable with it!#Obviously I still have a long way to go but this is a journey B*)
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I've got the very weird feeling Nina would be the type of gal pal that would try and convince Crowley to get into Tinder/Grindr and when he does cave, she takes the phone from him and starts swipping right in every single possible person without looking at faces or details or anything, not because she cares and lowkey feels guilty over the whole breakup (she does, but don't let Crowley - much less Maggie - even dream about it), but because she really really wants to see what happens like a social experiment. And because she's chaotic, cmon
Watch the whole of London desperately finally getting to match with the mysterious gothic redhead with the sunglasses and the fancy car that has plagued the city for as long as anyone can remember
#good omens#crowley#anthony j crowley#david tennant#nina good omens#gomens#it would be more than a bit messy#good omens s2#good omens season 2#good omens fandom#*hides packed bags behind his back* no i'm not moving to London whatever do you mean-#it's just a sexy lil guy i'm not that desperate#no this was not based on what i did to my best friend <3 *shoves the poor gal off the room*#i may or may not unintentionally given the por bitch a trauma but it was only an accident i promise#good omens headcanon#good omens headcanons#good omens (possible) fanfiction?#spencer might write#aziraphale come back before nina and i disgrace your man#good omens 2#ineffable divorce#good omens 3#good omens season 3#go#unhinged posting
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okay so
i want him both dead and in a way that the bible would disagree with
#cw blood#malevolent#malevolent podcast#he's literally my babygirl (i want him gone)#malevpod#kayne malevolent#kayne fanart#I NEED DESPERATE HELP OM HOW TO DRAW CURLY HAIR AUGHHHHH#also i heard from my husband that he's a FATHER??????#i never wanted him more than i did now#hes so red omfg#i may need to tweak him a bit later#my art
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Kao Miura: Attack on Titan » 2023 Grand Prix Espoo
#kao miura#fskateedit#figure skating#gp espoo 2023#program#kiss and cry#god i've been so busy lately i wish i had more time to make gifs#i love this crazy kid#the speed and attack and desperate abandon of his skating!#it may be a bit unrefined but so fun to watch#this program is perfect for him#i'm sad shun probably won't make gpf but he was great too
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I think a big reason why I find Cucuhalo so insane, yet so entertaining is that it's very valid, but the implications are absolutely terrifying, yet the way they actually are, is so comical it's absurd. It's a crack ship, but they are actually so insane, you can find so many things in their dynamic to pick apart and talk about.
First of all, no, I don't think it's romantic. Their dynamic is toxic as fuck, are you kidding me? But the inherent toxicity is what I find so entertaining because if you deconstruct the ship and analyze all the themes in the characters and the dynamic itself, you get a gold mine of symbolism about topics like loneliness and manipulation.
Because qBad and cucurucho have plenty of symbolism by themselves already. qBad is a fallen angel that fell from grace- from perfection, and Cucurucho is all about achieving perfection. Put them together, and you have this delicious dessert of sweet, sweet, venomous codependency.
On one hand, you have qBad who doesn't want to be alone- as we saw from his new friendship with Ollie, he will lie about everything just to keep a friend. No matter how bad Cucurucho is for him, he doesn't want the bear to go away because they are the only person keeping him company every day. Why would he want to lose that? He inches closer to Cucurucho every day and their relationship is more banter-like? They don't really like each other, but at the end of the day, they live under the same house and see each other every day.
Then you have Cucurucho who is most likely taking advantage of qbad's loneliness and desperation for company to gain control of the demon and manipulate him to his good will. That, coupled with qbad's recent amnesia, is a golden ticket that primarily benefits Cucurucho's goals and advances the Federation's brainwashing of the islanders.
Initially, Cucuhalo only sparked an interest in me because I was like "haha cucurucho x bad that's so absurd it's funny" then the more content they give us, the more I started taking it seriously and was like, wait, you can analyze so much symbolism from their dynamic. 0_0
Basically, Cucuhalo makes me insane, and I'm rattling the cages of my enclosure because I need more people to talk about this or else I'm going to explode-
#qsmp#qsmp badboyhalo#badboyhalo#qsmp cucurucho#cucuhalo#this ship may just be a comedic bit for now but i desperately want to see more of it in the future-#i want them to bring back the horrors with this dynamic#and knowing bad “creator of the eggpire story” boyhalo if they do continue it i have no doubt he can craft smth#absolutely gut wrenching out of this goofy af dynamic
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come on
please tell me
#link leads to the music used in malks 5th story - alone by dan farley#art#malkuth#lc malkuth#malkuth lobcorp#lobotomy corporation#lobotomy corporation spoilers#made this at like 2-3 am in a fit of 'god i love malkuths story and dialogue so much'#i could go on forever and ever but here ill talk about how much i love her expressions. they way the cognition filter has her with that#constant cheery look#when shes not smiling it looks odd#and in her 5th story cutscene the music really hammers in the feeling of like. loneliness. of the facade fading away or crumbling#'come on; please tell me. so i can feel rewarded; just a bit.'#this final moment when her smile fades hits the hardest of all for me#knowing it doesnt come back beyond that (ofc until post meltdown)#the just... desolation. desperation? it feels so alone. calling out into the void#the entire time it feels so profoundly sad honestly#but this makes it feel hollow. when malkuth truly feels/looks entirely hollow#though here i may have drawn it less empty more like. expectant#i hope it still gets that across - the feeling of hollowness#again i could go on about malkuth forever. my favorite sephirah i love her so much
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Can you draw Wally plz??
on tablet?
Do I really need an excuse??
I Honestly wasn't sure what you meant! Because i have drawn him so so many times digitally BUT this one is special BECAUSE! Normally i do do my sketch Traditionally, But i chose to take this ask as a personall challenge to do the WHOLE thing digitally looky at my digital sketch!!
just like my trad sketches, it is just very very light. Im so used to drawing lightly because i erase a LOT oh and hey, while i'm at it, just take my ding dang time-lapse
ahahaha just in case you guys ever wante to watch me manually color and yes yes, do those shading lines by hand because i love them. oh and ty Ibis for having background elements bc backgrounds are HARD. (But putting the little stickers and bgs together feels like scrapbooking and its fun!!)
If you actually watched me draw, you may get motion sickness from just how much i move my canvas around lmao
#i feel like i took a day on the sketch with just learning process and ohh lasso tool!! i may get spoiled on re-sizing/moving#oh let me get tags#jazzart#jazzanswers#wally darling#welcome home#welcome home wally#christmas#santa#wally in a santa suit wally in a santa suit#ok i desperately need to do some lil christmas sketchies before its too late#but boyo i work retail and um im one of the boss ppl so i get thrown around a lot awaaaaaaaa#in case you guys were wondering if i slowed down a bit#i promise i PROMISE im still very obsessed and he lives in my head rent fucking free#i think a lot of artists are feeling a holiday burn rn#oh dang i skipped an older ask for this because i wanted the challengeeee#and to do a bigger peice#im so sorry#groovy is coming#ohhh and if i can make it in time#id love to draw groovy crimmus time!!#i loose track of time and days so easily#its a curse honestly#ohh going to rest now maybe eat
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I've heard there's heated debate on this topic but I Do Not Care, I formed a solid opinion the first time I saw one of his win screens
^ This guy HAS to be 15 ^
#my skin deep observation is that he looks a lot younger than the rest of the cast#his design uses a lot of rounded shapes aroud his face like how his glasses and how his hair sits#but he also reads as a lot smaller than the other fighters. they emphasise that a lot about him in my eyes#obviously the bed does a lot of work but even outside of it he feels like he's designed to draw attention to that#his outfit being so simple and the markings on his arms and legs kind of like. draw your eye to how small he looks if that makes sense?#there's no attempt to make him look bigger outside of the bed despite how puffed up he acts from what I've seen of him#it feels very intentional yk?#speaking of how he acts that is my crux. this guy acts 15 and I won't accept otherwise because OOF I acted that way as a know it all 15 y/o#I don't know- I just can't not read him as *young* from his design and the few lines I've heard from him#also you may notice I didn't use his name this whole post-#well thats because this ramble was prompted by another post I saw-#apparently there's a weirdo you can summon like beetlejuice if you mention him#and I'm not trying to get involved with that- I just wanted to ramble a little bit about how I see him so far#because I find him interesting! and a bit of that is definitely from how put together he's trying to present himself#but because of how he goes about it I can only read him as someone who is young and desperate to be taken seriously#anyway- I'm done talking about characters I don't know now!#sorry if I'm off base about any of this#yappin'
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the fact that isabelle’s letter was forged and that she did love thomas is like a double twist. in the initial telling of the story the reveal of isabelle no longer loving thomas came as unsurprising like haha yeah it’s absurd thomas sillyboy. but when the actual account of events came and the recital audience’s reception of thomas flipped to the stark reality of remarks and sneers, we get an image more befitting of our perception of thomas. however it is then, in this universe of reality, that isabelle is seen still loving him. therefore all the more tragic that francis ripped away one of the few who did not look down vehemently upon thomas.
it’s one thing to make thomas believe his love was unrequited, to make isabelle go on to think of thomas for the rest of life as a man of fickle affection is another ... i do wonder if she had doubts at the start, searching in memories if he ever displayed a sign.
#bbc ghosts#thomas thorne#isabelle higham#thomasism#was supposed to repost smth i’d written in an instagram story in the past but it spiraled a bit#anyhow it could be my make-believe that isabelle and thomas were very fondly in love#could’ve just encountered each other once prior for all i know#but i desperately wish thomas a sense of happiness#speaking of which. francis tells isabelle that thomas is one of those poets#with many affections as you may know#said in a manner implying fallacy ... but this very well describes our current thomas#food for thought#thomabelle
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I got an idea for one of those talk about your characters prompts:
How would your Commander/other GW2 characters react to being stuck in a time loop?
#gw2#guild wars 2#guildwars2#gw2 commander#i may have watched a bit of a playthrough of a certain time loop game and got inspired#now for my commanders#rhixak would take it very badly#he would be freaking out the whole time but try to keep acting like everything is fine to others#he would desperately try everything and go through all stages of grief#it would be so bad for him#corrow would take it as more of a 'this might as well be happening'#having gone through so many hardships even before he became the commander#he would be much harder to shake#it's probably his personality as well#he would start working much more methodically to find a way to break the loop#he would not even care about others finding out about the loop#not bothering to hide it though he doesn't bother explaining it after the first time much either#though he would grow exhausted eventually#janis would try to keep a positive attitude to work through it#hiding the truth from others and managing much better than rhixak for example#but it would really start getting worse after just some loops#he would snap eventually#for null who already lives in a kind of loop he would take it in stride the best#for several loops he would continue on completely same as the first time#though would grow quieter with more#might even give up trying eventually since he has already been stuck in a loop
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have you read the lion blaze self harm scene? kinda sh ig he basically lets …ratscar i think like scratch him up bad by holding his powers back. interesting to me what’re ur thoughts? (idk if that’s the right definition, i’ve always defined it as having someone/yourself injure your body with the intent to hurt) sorry if this is a downer, i just know your a lion blaze enthusiast and wanted to know your thoughts
ohhh yes i do actually. its one of the few scenes i remember better bc i actually own the book where it happened.
to elaborate on the scene more, it happens after he has an argument with cinderheart, who claims they shouldnt be together since he's part of the prophecy, how his destiny is to save the clans (and coincidentally not get hurt) and them being mates would only be distractions
lion's rebuttal? instigate a fight w a patrol near the shadowclan border, disallow himself to fight back, and force the wounds to get inflicted on his body, as a show that he CAN choose to get hurt. that he CAN choose what kind of 'destiny' he should have. ive put my own thoughts about it under read more bc this got long (unsurprisingly jkhasdkjfhd)
i spent like a solid few minutes re-reading the chapter to gather my thoughts on it LOL i remember not thinking much about it when i was a kid, but i think its interesting to analyze now!
what was attempted to be written, at least, piques me bc its about lion trying to prove that they can exist outside of the narrative the prophecy has given them. which is funnily ironic, since the start of the chapter is of him having self doubts regarding saving the clans when they found out theres a fourth cat, how that basically means that the three of them wouldnt be enough, how his destiny might have changed. reading this chapter just gave me a new can of brainworms but ill try not to delve into it too much bc its gonna get way messier LMAOOO
to go back to lion purposely getting himself hurt, i dont think he's the type of person who would do that for the sake of it, unless as a really dumb way to prove a point. but it makes me think he really doesnt have much of a care of whether he'd get hurt or not. a severe lack of self-preservation, and all that. cats back at camp react to his wounds w all around shock, he's herded into the med den all the while he acts like he'll be fine. i dunno if the shock from the cats is just bc theyre just so used to seeing him NOT hurt, or if his wounds were really that bad. but either or both still pretty much gives me a lot to think about. homeboy doesnt know the limits of his body, and that makes for interesting scenarios of how he manages to deal w that after losing his powers
#but afterward getting hurt on purpose#no ones really happy about it moreover cinderheart#firestar even yells at him about how he should have not let it happen#how he SHOULD win every battle bc thats his destiny#which WOW. ok i forgor about that#kinda messed up how that implies that the prophecy mattered more than lions own physical well-being#its. really interesting just reading these chapters again#even moreso at the last bit of it where jay cant even get mad at him#how he voices his own self doubts. switching back to lion's at the start. where the prophecy may not mean they are more powerful#but are only starclans last desperate hope#and what the hell are you supposed to feel when the lives of these cats suddenly start to weigh on your conscience. clanmates and enemy ali#reading it over.... yeah i really wish they could have expanded on this anxiety more#ask#i love rambling way too much im so sorry TOT
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i’m genuinely having a legitimate unstable person freak out right now i just found out about these and can’t find a single reseller in this whole wide world
#found 2 very non legitimate sites that had them for sale#but there’s no way they’re real#douhuayu yahiko konan and nagato figures i swear that one day you will be mine or so help me#ngl i may try to go for the one site that’s a bit less sketchy#maybe#i’m so desperate i’ve been genuinely twitching and shaking for the past hour over these#help#jitter bugs u
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The worst thing about Cassius looking like Cazador is what Cassius doesn't know that. He haven't seen the man for more than 200 years, he legitimately FORGOT what his father looks like.
Cassius subconsciously chose the same hairstyle Cazador fucking Szarr uses and DOESN'T KNOW about it.
And then he sees Cazador through the glimpse of Astarion's memories and is like "FUCK".
Also of course Astarion notices the resemblance, he is just too wary and mistrusting at first to bring it up.
#tav: cassius#bg3#bg3 spoilers#astarion seeing cassy for the first time: oh cool cazador's double to torment me as I desperately try to claw my way to freedom#sus but no way they can be related this guy is too young and too alive for that#Astarion after he tries to bit Cassy and Cassy confesses what he indeed understands sanguine hunger bc he's dhampir#and suspected Astarion is a vampire but didn't know how approach the topic#astarion: say..how old are you?#cassy: oh a little bit over two centuries!#astarion: and your...parents if I may ask?#cassy honestly: dead. all gone#cassius likes to pretend he has no father no mother no dark past#just another random traveler#he has NO idea who Astarion is and the revelation will him him like a pack of bricks#someone once said most companions kind of paired by their plots/stories intertwining and Astarion's is more a stand alone now#now cassy is his paired-story-intertwined companion#which sucks for cassy bc he is a coward#he has reasons to be but still
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