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i can feel myself sinking down into something i haven't felt in a while and i hate it.
#nothing is wrong#why am i like this#im fine#but im not#im not fine#if im not constantly distracted i sink further and further down into the oits of my mind#and i hate it there#everything i cant stand thinking about is there#i want it to go away#bugs junk#i need help but id rather rip out my hair than share this shit with anyone#i made that mistake twice#two too many times.
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Thinking about the fact that Mabel and Dipper didn't know they had two great uncles.
Yeah they are 12 and at 12 I had a shotty understanding of my family tree- But really? Nobody brought up their great uncle? Stanley? Especially since they'll be staying with his twin brother, Stanford?
Shermie never went to Stan's fake funeral, which to me means the twos relationship was strained on some level. If Shermie is older that means his view of Stan was poisoned in some way, that even as kids they weren't close. If the Shermie is younger then he never even got to meet Stan and all he knew about him was how he failed his family. Hell, people probably barely mentioned Stanley TO Shermie.
The fact that Stan had become a black stain upon the Pines family name makes me so vividly upset. Stanley faked his death and the family just- seemingly decided to strike him from the record. To pretend he didn't existed to spare themselves the sadness and shame.
Stanford and Shermie Pines. The only children worth mentioning of Filbrick and Caryn Pines.
It was never Stanford that was lost to the world. It was Stanley, ever since he had to leave New Jersy- it was always him that had to be struck from the record. Change his name, change his state, change his affiliations, destroy the remains of ghost that was Stanley Pines. Kill him so the family doesn't bring him up, doesn't ask questions, stops asking "Stanford" about his twin.
I just keep thinking about the fact that since the day he made one single mistake all the way up until Ford walks out of that machine- Stanley Pines was killed and did not exist. And Stan himself had no one to blame, he had to play the part in his own demise- He is the only one who ever knew Stanley was alive and has been for decades.
He lives in the multitudes of every personality he's ever taken, all in the hope that he himself can stop being Stanley Pines.
#gravity falls#grunkle stan#stanley pines#STANLEYYYYYY#STANLEY THEY COULD NEVER MAKE ME HATE YOU STANLEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#sharky rants#Just. Imagine the fucking shame you have to live with#the shame that you can never be yourself. That anything you were is unwanted and forgotten#The shame of just BEING- Of taking space of- of /breathing-/#Imagine the world; your friend; your family; your colleagues being so ashamed of having known you#that you feel more comfortable with a persona to present.#You feel more comfortable stealing the identity of someone you care for deeply if only to help#If only to feel capable for once. To feel like you belong- Like youre doing something good for once#Imagine the shame that brings you to be comfortable not being yourself for 40 years.#ALL CASE YOU BROKE ONE FUCKING PROJECT??????? COME ON#I mean- the deeprooted shame was started from earlier. He was 'the stupid twin“; 'the troublemaker”; “the cheat and thief”#This was a long time coming#But those werent MISTAKES- The one time he genuinely made a Mistake he lost everything#Like he really mattered so little to the people around him#and he cant really blame them.#My cousin is a genius. Hes smart and academically achieved since I was a baby.#The only thing I had that he didnt was my ability to draw. to be creative. The guy for the longest time had a better social life then me too#I used to get brought to tears seeing his accomplishments- seeing people praise him. The shame lived in me any time I had to see him#The shame that I was the black sheep of the family next to the golden standard for a son- for a student- for a friend.#when I was none of those things#And Im lucky he was my cousin- cause if he was my brother that would have haunted me EVERY DAY rather then once or twice a year#Im better with it now; Im more content with who I am- But trauma dump aside-#I very very very much understand Stans shame in being the stupid one. The unachieved one in a family full of achieved people#the shame thats angry at him for being better. at the family for treating him special. and most of all at yourself that you cant be better#its a visceral feeling that I sadly understand
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"Let's meet again, Yoo Joonghyuk."
#orv spoilers#orv#omniscient reader's viewpoint#kim dokja#yoo joonghyuk#joongdok#cw blood#sketch#my art#rkgk#illustration#happy birthday yjh#I simply wanted to draw dkos so much that I dreamt about drawing the scene twice#I probably made anatomical mistakes here and there#but I hope this suffices!
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The Problem with the League of Villains
this is just me ranting after reading many people say that the lov deserved a better ending (i agree with them don't worry). most of that stuff has already been said but i'm bored and need something to write
so why is everyone disappointed?
by definition, an antagonist is someone that goes against the main character(s) and a villain is someone who does immoral and/or illegal things (wow, shocking)
so by definition, the league of villains is aptly named. shigaraki and dabi are mass murderers, toga is a killer too, and even if the others are 'less dangerous' they're all guilty of terorism and kidnapping a teenager.
not nice, right? then why would anyone would want them to have a good ending?
long story short: horikoshi made the league too sympathetic and relatable
when horikoshi has decided to make them funny, he's decided to make them likeable. that's not enough though. you can find a fictional villain funny and not root for them (for some reason the examples that comes to my mind are the disney villains. captain hook is hilarious but no one wants him to win)
the cause of everyone's disappointment is the relatable part. everyone in the league has gone through stuff viewers can relate. touya, shigaraki and toga have been abused; twice has mental health issues (and stuggling to get a job is relatable too lmao); spinner has been discriminated against... you get the idea
and even without knowing their backstory, most of the league's fights can be considered noble: they want to change society and make the world a better place. to take a more precise example, the league kidnapped bakugou because they thought he had gone through similar struggle as them
(this is mr compress talking in chapter 85) as far as i've seen, most of the fandom either think bakugou being chained and muzzled at the end of the sport festival was just comic relief or agree that it was fucked up
so yeah, you can't put a group of people rejected by society, who just want a better world and expect people to not like them
and that's why their ending is disappointing (the rest contains heavy spoilers of the last few chapters of mha)
they're all either in jail or six feet underground. we rationally could understand it, they're all criminals/villains so of course they wouldn't get a happy ending and face consequences for their actions. the only one who could have gotten away with it is shigaraki because of all the grooming/brainwashing he's gone through and maybe toga because she's a child
but if you relate to a character, you want them to get a happy ending. of course fans would want dabi to be at peace, but instead he's forced to spend his last moments being stared at by his abuser). of course fans would want shigaraki to be free from afo (but instead his only freedom was death). of course fans would want toga to be understood and cared for (but she never had that opportunity)
that's not very 'save to win' out of you horikoshi
maybe it's just a shortcut made by the fandom, but the league are seen more as victims of abuse than actual criminals. i mean, what's more important in dabi's story? the fact that he burned himself alive after overworking himself to get his abusive father's attention, or the fact that he's burned people alive? probably both, but there's more focus on the first element.
and obviously we would want abuse victims to get a happy ending
basically, their ending isn't coherent with what we've seen of them, and that's why people are disappointed
btw, the same logic applies to stain. some fans agree with stain's reasoning bc he's fighting against corruption. of course, his logic is stupid and he's delusional but he's introduced not long after we've discovered shouto's past. you can't say "one of the most popular heroes is abusing + all he wants is to get n°1 to satisfy his own ego" and then follow with "see that guy fighting against corruption? he's bad, don't do that"
the clever way to make sure no one would agree with stain would have been to make the heroes fight against injustice with good methods. i live for the fanfics in which izuku takes down the hpsc
okay i'm done ranting thanks for reading
#mha#my hero academia#bnha#boku no hero academia#bnha spoilers#mha 430#league of villains#shigaraki tomura#mha dabi#touya todoroki#toga himiko#mr compress#spinner#twice#hero killer stain#excuse my grammar#my french ass is to lazy to make sure i haven't made mistakes#bnha critical
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strawberry jeans a recolor
the preview is awful but trust me they are super cuuuteeee
base game
mesh included (THANKS @powluna !!!!!!!)
custom thumbnails (THANKS POWLUNA AGAIN FOR THE TUTORIAL)
-cking 87 swatches, all of them half strawberryish, half solid - for each pattern there are 1-4 solids (THAANKKSS @pluto-sims for your patterns!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love them!!!!!!!)
pls tag me i wanna see u using them <3
DOWNLOAD on simsfileshare(frrree, no ads)
@maxismatchccworld
to show some outfits, i made a lazy lookbook while taking previews (they are awful bc i was with no energy to go in game)
#i made the post twice#bc i DELETED EVERYTHING by mistake#the sims 4#sims 4#my cc#sims 4 custom content#ts4 custom content#the sims custom content#maxis match cc#the sims cc#custom content#cas#sims 4 recolor#ts4 recolor#recolour#child cc#sims 4 child cc#sims 4 cc#ts4 cc download#ts4 download#download
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Genuinely so curious who Mike thinks is gonna be buying The Cage or the new DCTL GN bc with the way he tweets as far as he's concerned, it's not gonna be:
The queer people he has actively admitted he will never show any representation of in the games.
2. The POC he has actively fought against representing in his franchise. [Who he also mocked for thinking they would be represented in his franchise]
3. The Bendy fandom which has always been concerned with topics of diversity esp in the sense of queer people since its creation. Who he has responded to really poorly esp in regards to the GN.
4. The fans who critique him. [He blocked me for doing so lol]
5. His fans in general who he tweets about like this currently. [He's being vague about why people were mad at him or sent him 'nasty messages' because if you actually looked into why you'd see he was in the wrong. Either way, a very hateful way to speak abt ur own fanbase.]
Reminder while Mike is trash talking his fans he has always treated them rather poorly. The fans who won the fanart contest for Chapter 5 never got their posters actually in game due to it being rushed. Not only was chapter 5 a big slap to the face story wise, but it was literally so rushed he couldn't be bothered to add in the art his fans gave him for his game FOR FREE. [Meatly blames this on a crazy timeline, reminder him and Mike are the literal ceos of this company. The proposal of future updates here is also pretty cruel considering Mike nowadays happily admits he corrupted Chapter 5's source code and therefore literally can't update it At All currently. Because he is a moron]
At least they got to be in Boris and the dark survival, and by that I mean that was the Only game they got to be in so far, isn't that just treating your fans like you love them? Shoving their hard work into a spin off game almost nobody has played or addresses much. [Hell, who knows if with the Lone Wolf rebrand they'll even stay there. In which case they'll be in None of the games, only in the credits of BATIM]
6. The Bendy fans who just generally disagree with him on stuff. Like the new ink demon design where there is literally a public poll showing people generally prefer the old one.
7. The Bendy fans who can see he is actively lying to them. To their fucking faces.
He says this has always been the case, but screenshots and links to tweets regarding the books being canon prove it was not. Does he really think bendy fans are stupid or something? [Unless he's admitting here he lied to Kress when he told her the books were canon which sounds worse!]
8. Anyone who doesn't like the idea of giving money to a guy who laid off tons of employees then afterwards thought it was a great idea to express his anti-union views! Also brag about how good of an employer he was, according to his employees, he was not!
So in summary; Mike is an awful person who has not learned anything from the awful things he did. I will not be purchasing The Cage because, combined with this and his absolute refusal to take any kind of critique or see any differing interpretation of his franchise, I have no reason to think my problems with the franchise will ever be addressed or fixed. I probably will pirate The Cage along with any future Bendy Products [Including the movie] and will do my best to avoid giving it any kind of monetary support. Unless this changes any time soon, I can't see myself making anymore positive Bendy posts soon.
Mike has just managed to make it so hard to speak positively or optimistically of this franchise when he's so willing to broadcast how little he cares about it or its fans. I'm at the point where I refuse to pull any of my punches with my problems with it. What's the point of trying to play nice with my critique when either way the people creating it don't care?
So with this post, I want to invite anyone who feels similarly about the franchise to tell me, make a post or send an ask talking about how all of this makes you feel. It may not change how things are, but genuinely seeing other people share my feelings of anger makes me feel better. It feels nice to see when other people share our same concerns and worries. I'd also love to know if anyone else thinks they'll be avoiding purchasing Bendy products over this.
I'm not forcing anyone to participate in it nor trying to say anyone who doesn't supports mike but genuinely maybe if we can collectively decide to boycott things like the movie, graphic novel and The Cage... It might at least make the bendy devs acknowledge how much they have destroyed their own fandom's faith and trust in them.
The way Mike tweets about his actions like he had no control over why people were mad at him at least proves to me he takes NONE of it back nor regrets it. If you didn't know about his actions and only went off his tweets, you would be led to believe Mike has been needlessly picked apart by fans over things he couldn't control [or in his own words, had his words twisted and taken out of context]. That is not how you speak about your actions if you have actually learned better from them.
anyway, that has been my bendy dev callout post. This is an open invitation to anyone feeling similarly upset about the way the franchise is going to talk about it. It's genuinely nice to see how people feel about this and the more we talk about the more it's likely the bendy devs are forced to address our concerns. I don't think they will but hey, that's why I'm not gonna support them with my money anymore nor am I gonna be nice to them in any content I make critiquing Bendy. I mean I'm also basically making this post just in case anyone asks me Why I feel this way towards to bendy devs/as a way to respond to anyone who thinks I am too harsh in my critique in the future.
As always, it seems the best part of Bendy isn't actually anything about canon but about what the fan's are creating with the ideas Bendy failed to do anything interesting with.
Also the books, the books slap.
#batim#batdr#bendy and the ink machine#bendy and the dark revival#ramblez#bendy and the silent city#bendy the cage#for the record another reason Im making this post is bc some of the only good resources to learn abt why the bendy devs suck are some old#very longer videos and this is a very long post but I thought it was important to document the recent shit theyve been doing alongside some#of the worst past things theyve done bc Mike has been trying to misinform people on what happened but those videos are still great resource#if you want more info n such#long post#mike D#for anyone who doesnt wanna hear abt him since he doesnt go by mood anymore#sorry if this is rambley or emotional Im just so sick of these guys fr dskjhgskdfjghskdjhgkjhsd#I miss when I didnt spend my days stressed about the awful shit mike is gonna say next and how I would have to disprove it in a post later#or explain why its bad to have a cast of nothing but cishet white guys n constantly fight back against any push for diversity in said cast#genuinely its just tiring esp when u see other bendy fans give ignorant or very silly defenses/takes on those things#n then u lose a lot of respect for them bc they are speaking on stuff they dont know much abt so confidently and therefore misinforming#people or even encouraging very bad views on stuff like diversity n its importance#Im not saying people like that are bad people but it is stressful n upsetting when u see someone u thought knew better do that sort of thin#it makes it hard to trust them again on other issues bc u now dont trust they know what they r talking abt!!#like please think twice before telling young artists making norman white was a tough and complicated decision it was fucking not the bendy#devs just think all their humans are white by default and dont wanna change that its been proven time n time again thats all it is#and defending them just bc u like a franchise they made is very very bad!! They are not ur friends!! they suck and we seriously need to#stop pretending they dont!! toxic positivity is only gonna make the fandom an absolute nightmare its not gonna make ANYTHING better#it just means people will be forced to PRETEND they never have negative thoughts abt the franchise n therefore make them burned out#just look at other similar fandoms please lets not make those same mistakes!!#sorry can u tell Ive been having just. A time recently#anyways back to making my queer ass bendy fan game full of so much diversity mike will prolly shit when he sees it DKFJGHKSDJHGKJHSD
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i found some kinda strange emo creature outside
#pikmin#art#yorke pikmin#ironically I did actually see a strange emo creature outside while taking these#there was a black cat staring at me from the woods#must’ve sensed the emoness from Yorke#the amount of mistakes I made while making this poor lad……..#he was dropped numerous time and paint got splattered everywhere twice#I love clay but I have horribly shaky hands smh#my art#clay figures#this is NOT a flattering angle for him he looks so high
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buddie + no big deal (i love you) </3 watch on youtube
#rly sorry bout this one jesus#there might be some mistakes still but ive been glued to my laptop screen for three days so i just need to post this and be done#eeeeeeee hope yall like! made the gf cry twice with this one oops#my vids#911#buddie#evan buckley#eddie diaz#911 on abc#911 edit#buddie edit#abby is making
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TENNIS BALL AND NICKEL SHITPOST!!!
I ship it skgjwkckwkkfbwlfhdjj
#object shows#object show community#bfdi#shitpost#video#bfdia 14#tennis ball bfdi#nickel bfdi#tenickel#tickel#tennis ball/nickel#ship complication#I MADE A MISTAKE#TB BRUSHING NICKEL’S TEETH SHOWS UP TWICE SORRY ABT THAT SIGMAS!!#also if you’re wondering#the song is tomodachi life ost friendship ranking#heh….one of my fav games….
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Toby getting back to the home city airport from a conference at 5am and ofc Klara's there waiting for it. like ofc she is. She got it coffee and is carrying its suitcase now :)
taglist (refer to this post to be added or removed):
@l-cereta @userkatekane @shadowfells @ordinarymaine @edgepunk
@southernreaches @tiefbard @fashionablyfyrdraaca @rindemption @katsigian
@llesbianwrites @velocitic @dickytwister @hiddenbeks
#my art#my ocs#oc: tobias#oc: klara#the butchessssssss. in the airportttt... at 5 am. 😬 at least klara has a car#oc x oc#oc ship#edit: sorry if u get tagged twice i was too tired while writing tags and made a funny af mistake. saying at least they have a cat#when i meant that at least klara has a car. oh my godddddd
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Round One, Set Thirteen: Project Sekai popularity poll!
#i made a mistake and posted honami twice#it was meant to be ichika vs minori#oopsie ???#project sekai#pjsekai#pjsk#leo/need#more more jump#mmj#minori hanasato#ichika hoshino#vocaloid
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The map of who is alive in the LoV rn
poor Spinner–
#s p o i l e r s#bnha#mha#the lov#dabi#touya todoroki#spinner#shuichi iguchi#toga himiko#kurogiri#oboro shirakumo#mr. compress#sako atsuhiro#twice#jin bubaigawara#tomura shiragaki#tenko shimura#hawks#keigo takami#press 4 better quality#i made a mistake ̡ sorry!
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LAINEY i am about to get on a plane. could i perhaps have a juanaflippa with 46 🙏🙏✈️
i thought this would be a cool way to do it but instead i went insane. did it anyways tho
song also
#I HOPE YOUR FLIGHT IS/WAS VERY NICE AND NOTHING WENT WRONG AT ALL#i had to do this TWICE. THIS ISS THE SECOND VERSION. THE FIRST CRASHED I LOST IT ALL#i had more to it but like i did not want to do it again tbh#so sorry. terrible mistake i made doing this#ANYWAY. HOPE ITS ENJOYABLE. ABHJSHJD#qsmp#juanaflippa fanart#qsmp juanaflippa#asks! <3#avephelis#possuminnit.art
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Not even American but if you voted Trump or pulled the ‘not voting’ bullshit when not voting lets the convicted criminal win and go on to fuck over Palestine, Ukraine, any immigrants who enter the U.S., LGBTQ+??
You’re a prick.
Obviously this isn’t to generalize and if you voted Harris then you’ve done your part, but if you didn’t vote then you’ve pretty much fucked over everyone.
#us elections#donald trump#trump#kamala harris#kamala 2024#also before anyone pulls the ‘euro trash’ card#I didn’t let the convicted criminal get in TWICE#he thinks Israel’s not gone far ENOUGH#he’s pro Putin#AND PROJECT 2025#America#the universe made the mistake of waking me up at 7 in the morning
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MY GRANDMA KICKED ME OUT 😀
#all bc my dad & i made the horrible mistake of politely asking her to please let me turn the heating on occasionally throughout the day#and even offering her money to help her with rent#i literally don’t understand how someone can be this selfish im like in awe genuinely#she’s acting like she’s gonna pay 10 million dollars bc I dared to shower at her house twice & flushed the toilet sometimes#mp
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Sokka, D9, Allstar.
he's planning something
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