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#i made everyone in my fam#hand painted tarot card#x-mas cards#but this last one#is for me#final art project#of 2024#the world#with myself#as the dancer
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BAWKtober Day 21 - Lake
THE BAWK NESS MONSTER?!?
#loch ness monster real confirmed trust me my chickens saw it#we are so back fam#alas i have succumbed to the sickness that plagues the rest of my household#and have been fighting for my life in the trenches with the worst sore throat i've had in years#god i miss when everyone else was still masking that was so nice#still on the mend but i was finally able to sleep and feel well enough to BAWK again!!#now to catch up on everyone's BAWKtobers i missed while i was in the nether realm#BAWKtober 2024#BAWKtober#lake#makenna made a thing#chickens#tiny fluffy dinosaurs#the BEST animals#chickenblr#birdblr#october art challenge#drawing prompts#autumn#fall#artists on tumblr#daily drawing
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A Master at His Craft
<previous - next>
#Final Fantasy XIV#FFXIV#Dawntrail spoilers#ffxiv spoilers#Erenville#WoL x Erenville#X'vahl Tia#Erenvahl#wolship#viera#male viera#miqo'te#male miqo'te#I *really* need everyone to remember/realize#that he *actually* makes that face in the 7th shot *in the game*#I just reinterpreted it in gpose form#most of this dialogue is taken word-for-word from the game btw#there were a couple spots that I tweaked#but it remains *mostly* intact.#Can't believe The Unending Journey skips over this whole scene tho smh.#I'm starting a collection of 'faces I've made Erenville make' now btw lmao#honestly this is just a showcase of some of my favorite expressions#Alisaie's shit-eating grin like 'I got you fam >:)'#X'vahl's stupid 'I've just learned something about myself' face#and the aformentioned Erenville's Look:tm:
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Rína
Ar i lúmë, sérinqua lairë, hye rianna bime i nostale, ana i tuluvanye -o a sinya randa, isse san n- mal a hwesta man onlime voro westa astar cilmë me i nostale lairë
Lillies: Purity, love, and grief
Lavender: Serenity, grace, and calmness
Forget me not: Respekt, royalty, and hope
Crowned
And on that moment, a peaceful summer, he was crowned by the kind, to the coming of a new age, where he would be but a breeze who only ever knelt willingly for the kind summer
#please notice the lilies are closer to elrond where the lavenders are closer to maedhros and the forget me nots are just going wild#not my best could have used more time on it and made it better but i like it#apologize for my quenya it is as primitiv as it comes#donttellfeanor#tolkien#silmarillion#jrr tolkien#maedhros#nelyafinwe#maitimo#elrond#elrond peredhel#kidnap fam#kidnap dads#kidnap family#kind as summer#silm art#tolkien art#digital art#my art#i wanted to put some of the flowers into the verse but then i thought it through and went nah#maglor was the one who braided elronds hair#otherwise it would be free to tangle#more than already#i think it started as smaller braids part of a bigger and el went feral and tore some of them out#have i said i headcannon elrond as autistic#i know i have i have a whole post on that but i still want everyone to know#no embroidery this time one i didnt have the energy and wanted it over second the end of the first age end is nearer than ever who cares#not mea#or el
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no rest for the wicked...
pls more
this shit is hilarious
like what are the others thoughts on this "illness" like garfiel, we've seen a bit of otto but i want more of him cuz he's best boi.
i imagine him going on full mama/big bro mood lmao
also that ficrec abt the crack fic by scissors? LMAO thx my parents knew im awake at 3am
point is
i like you now
so im gonna stalk- ahem- stick to you like a leach 🥺🌹
feed me more
The Cap’n's rule about everyone being strictly forbidden from watching him sleep—something about Garfiel being exactly like Rem but without pretty girl privilege—never actually stops the members of the camp from keeping an eye on him while the Cap’n's rests.
The camp is nothing if not resourceful, and it’s not like they need to be inside the room when he’s sleeping to make sure he stays safe. Waiting a few feet away from the only entrance is just as effective.
That's why when Garfiel smells a person approaching the Cap’n's room, during a time he knows he is asleep—they spent the last few days traveling to Pristella, like Hoshin traveled the desert to Banan after all—he rushes into the hallway and grabs the visitor's wrist right before it gets to knock at the Cap’n's door.
"—the hell do ya think yer doin’?" Only after he finishes talking, under the dim hallway light of the mansion-like inn, he takes notice of the visitor's red, flame-like hair. A sharp horror, the one he had felt hours flooded through his entire body, as he realized whose wrist he grabbed.
For a second, all is still.
"Hello again, Sir Garfiel," the Sword Saint greets him, smiling as if they were pals and he hadn't evaded Garfiel’s senses and stopped his punch with a casual block a couple hours before. As if he weren’t the main obstacle between Garfiel and the title of Strongest. "I apologize if my presence alerted you, but all I wish to do is talk to Subaru."
"W-well isn’ that convenient. Anythin’ ya might need ta tell the Cap’n, ya can tell my amazin’ self instead." Big fat lie. There is a reason why the Cap’n is the Cap’n despite being borderline comatose and apparently not that much older than him. But Garfiel can’t trust anyone stronger than him, and as much as he hates himself for it…
The difference between him and Reinhard van Astrea is like a newborn Earth dragon and the Divine Dragon themself.
His mere presence makes Garfiel's rawest instincts scream—tell him to either fight-or-flight. Garfiel doesn't want to be anywhere close to Reinhard, but much less he wants Reinhard anywhere close to the Cap’n when he sleeps. At least not until Garfiel proves himself a stronger shield than Reinhard.
Even if the Cap’n is not defenseless—at least, not usually— he is useless while he isn't awake. And that means Galfield has to fight for both of them.
"I see," Reinhard's lips tilt downwards. "I do not mean disrespect, but what I would like to discuss would be related to something personal, unrelated to our respective camps..."
Right. Garfield's eyebrow twitches. Right. The Cap’n said they were friends.
"...the Cap’n's asleep," his voice sounds hoarse even to his ears. Maybe if he makes his tone drier than the Augura Sand Dunes, he can get Reinhard to give up and leave?
Reinhard's eyes widen. "Is that so. From what I gathered he mostly slept during the night."
Garfield scowls. Of course the Sword Saint knew that much. "The Cap’n does, but he couldn' sleep during the trip, as we moved without pause, just like the Emperor of the Briar who never knew rest," Garfield crosses his arms. "So he is sleeping now and won't wake up in a while."
"I see..." Reinhard says, and an uncomfortable silence falls between them. His gaze felt so heavy that if Garfiel moved carelessly, he wouldn’t know what his fate would b— "I wanted to ask about my father, actually—” Reinhard spoke up, breaking the silence. “I heard there were some issues close to Lady Priscilla's domain that involved Subaru and him."
It takes Garfield a second to realize what he is talking about. His joy over learning the one and only Sword Saint's father was joining Emilia's camp to help Subaru stop the Argyle healer evaporated the moment his eyes actually lied on the man. After a couple days he just became Old Man, a skilled drunkard with a sob story, rather than a member of the family his mother used to read him stories about.
"Issues,” Garfield snorts at Reinhard’s choice of word. “Tha's one way of sayin’ it." He makes a face. "Yeah, I was there too. The Old Man made us go lookin’ for a stupid chalice with the power to cure all sickness, but in the end it's only power w’s turning water into booze. Big ass let down."
Reinhard’s shoulders sag. "So that’s what happened…” Reinhard’s eyes finally looked past Garfiel and looked at the still closed door, an unreadable thought reflected in them. “...I am glad father was with Subaru and you nonetheless. I can't imagine him taking another disappointment well..."
How could any member of the group that went after the dumb cup not be disappointed? The chalice would have been able to cure not only the Old Man’s wife, but the Cap’n too. As the camp’s shield it’s his duty to protect everyone from everything—including hereditary diseases. When the Old Man mentioned the rumors, he was the first to tell Emilia they absolutely needed to go.
Still— the entire conversation leaves a bad taste in his mouth. The Cap’n was already carrying enough on his shoulder, with being the Hero that defeated the Archbishop of Sloth, the White Whale and the Great Rabbit— did he really need to trouble himself with family drama when the man ain’t even dead? “Why?”
Reinhard blinks. “Well, it has been many years—”
“—no, not that.” Garfiel’s scowl grows. “Why do ya need to imagine it? Yar dad’s alive, you could ask him.”
Reinhard just stares, before a bitter smile covers his lips. “Although true, my father doesn’t enjoy my company, so I wouldn’t like to impose myself when unnecessary.”
But he is alive, is what he wants to say. “My mom’s dead,” is what he says instead. Because damn— he saw the Old Man, the even Older Man and him talk during dinner and how Ottobro almost lost his head trying to stop Old and Older from killing each other, right before Priscilla arrived saying this was the most amusing shitshow she had seen in weeks. The Old Man genuinely didn’t want to be with Reinhard and his dad.
But he is alive. All three of them are. They can talk. While Garfiel's mom is dead and gone and he can't tell her how much he loves her. "Just because your father is with us, and the Cap’n is strong enough to carry the weight of yar family drama, doesn't mean he should."
Reinhard's eyes widen again. "I—"
"The Cap’n sleeps longer when he overworks himself," Garfield cuts, his words stronger than any punch he ever did.
And Reinhard's mouth shuts with an audible click, expression shifting into one of horror— as it should.
"He carries everyone's problems on his back— no matter how tired he is...!" He clenches his fists. "The Cap’n is so cool, cooler than the Sage and Reid! But precisely because he is like that is that we need to push ourselves harder. Be the people the Cap’n wants us to be, even if he is too shy to tell us. Because— because...!"
“—will you two please SHUT UP?!" The Cap’n's door parts open with a bang, and the Cap’n appears in the doorway, rubbing his eyes while scowling. “Some of us are actually trying to sleep around here!”
Garfiel rushes back to his room only minutes later, but also doesn't miss Reinhard walking in direction to the Old Man's room rather than the hallway he originally came from.
beta read by @daemonerik
#No Rest For the Wicked#<- click there to see other No Rest asks#I actually learnt how to write Garfiel just for this ask#OP you should be PROUD#I also low-key hate you because i realized i hate his accent as much as i thought i did#It sucks#Im sorry if this ended up being a bit too Reinhard centric for your taste!#I originally wanted to mix this ask with another No Rest Ask but eeeeee#ended up being completely different to what the other person asked#I guess i will have to write yet another later#Not now tho sorry everyone LMAO#Yep Mimi isn't with Garfiel because he is in sleep duty#Which means he doesn't meet his mom nor saves his sibling...#BUT the astrea family talks#ANYWAY#TY @daemonerik for the help with the lore and beta reading this!!!#He literally helped me SO much with Garfiel#HE IS THE BEST#About the crack fics thing:#Glad that you liked A Royal Catastrophe by Scissors!!#If you want more recs in the style of No Rest and Scissors' fic#Youngbaru by petalil is very good#Sword God Commentary made me laugh out loud too but it's very Astrea fam centric and dunno if u like them#There is also my newest crack fic#Re zero#Re:zero#Rezero#Re: Zero#Reinhard van Astrea#Garfiel Tinsel
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damn I want ramen
#food#personal#im on day 3 of less than 1000 with 24 hr fast between#its really working for me dropped like 1 what seems like everyday#im also getting 10000 steps plus working w/out wearing my watch#i was sad i didn't get to eat my fruit bc my fam bought mcdonalds and i had to eat it to not look suspicious#they dont notice i dont eat breakfast or dinner#had a ex coworker vitist the other day and she made a comment to another about how everyone at our store had lost weight#she didnt say anything to me but like clearly#i think ive lost like 20lb since she saw me last#anyway
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You know what kind of sucks?
If help wanted 2 is in fact a GGY prequel, and shows how Gregory becomes GGY and broke free and at the end of the game it shows the begging of main SB.
We won't get an answer for what happened to Cassie in ruin for like a year and a half or two years at the max. I don't wanna wait that long.
But I also don't want Steel Wool to rush things again like what happened in main SB.
If there's gonna be a SB 2 I hope it gives those little teaser posters like of showing the new animatronics shadows in front of a giant crowd back in 2020-2021.
I get that, but if we do get a GGY prequel, or even dont, that's a huge part of Gregory's character that we would have to waited to see for TWO years (or ONE year, since GGY came out in January this year, but his backstory has been needed for longer). even longer if HW2 isn't a GGY prequel. I've been a fan of Gregory since sb first came out, and was there for GGY the book. gregory fans have already been waiting a long time for this and we might have to wait even longer if they even touch on GGY at all in the games.
we know enough about Cassie to be satisfied at the moment, but still only crumbs of actual canon Gregory, no theories or speculation or hcs. vanessa deserves time too, but first we need to establish one of the biggest questions of the SW era about who Gregory is. he really needs to have that confirmation for his actions after ruin to make sense, and this would be the perfect time to do that. while the crash is still fresh, for everyone to see GGY and go "oh, that's why he did it." even if they dont agree.
I'm just saying that HW2 only being a few months after ruin would be really quick for a Cassie continuation. like too quick. but if one character deserves the spotlight in HW2 its definitely Gregory or even vanessa. cassie was left off on a cliffhanger sure, but were at a good place to leave her off, and waiting is what makes it fun (said as someone who's fave character has been long overdue for a backstory for two years)
maybe next release after HW2, but also remember nothing is confirmed for HW2. its still completely unknown who's the protag, and it could be anybody. but Gregory deserves to have the huge part of his character thats still up in the air after this long to finally be confirmed after what would be basically a year since it was first shown and not elaborated on again
glitchtrap/the mimics influence hasnt been explored enough, especially with the great vanny cut content massacre, but HW2 could give much needed backstory PLUS focus on the glitchtrap aspect of the SW era, which is much needed
#sorry maybe im just a gregory fan#but cassie was JUST introduced#if we went only 4/5 months with the NEXT release being about cassie#but over two years with no more Gregory/vanessa information#i would start getting worried#and also be upset for my faves being pushed aside or left in the dark#but that hasnt happened yet so no getting mad#this is not meant to be mean btw! i get that having to wait a long time for more info/a continuation of ur fave character#is annoying#but ppl have been waiting for gregory and vanessa backstory for a rllu long time and especially after focusing on gregory making a choice#in ruin#telling us EXACTLY why he made that choice right after would be perfect#i think ggy prequel plot for hw2 is best for everyone involved#and it gives cassies arc a longer lifespan too#pandas.txt#pandas talks#pandas asks#also i get that we got a good amount of content for 3 star fam in ruin with mxes and canon 3 star ending#and gregory + cassie backstory#but i mean their time under the mimics influence#they deserve to have that focused on#especially vanessa#but also gregory first because hes supposed to have been like vanessa#but its not even canon yet#pre help wanted 2
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now that life isn't in the way as much rn (minus uni), maybe i can get back into writing 🤔
#also hi. hello#im back#how is everyone??!#i went back to the uk for a week to attend my grandma's funeral#was nice to spend time w my fam n see fam i haven't seen for yrs#but im glad to be back home in sweden now#going back has made me realize that where i lived is rlly not that great... 😅😅 ( its kinda.... bad... ahaha )#i miss my fam but i 100% dont miss the uk.. 😅😅#♡⃕ ﹒ ⁿⁿ ﹒ 🌸 ﹕ 𝑑𝑖𝑎𝑟𝑦 𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑟𝑦
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Maybe a controversial want but I desperately need to meet Gaku's mom and see her and Yaotome sr interact. The divorced couple vibes between a successful production company pres and a soba shop owner's daughter would be so immaculate
#idolish7#fandom spamdom#note's notes#perhaps im being idiotic but you guys dont know how desperately i want and need this#'i made my son successful and beloved'#'well i actually love my son and he loves me more than you'#to be honest this would be like if tsumugi and gaku in 20 years but genderbent and with more drama#<-tags from before some parts and shshsjsrhsns...well there was that one scene where she off screen gave yaopapa soba#by the way isnt it funny how everyone in trigger has experience with divorce?#like ryu with his parents divorcing and gaku with his parents divorcing...#...and tenn with him divorcing his fam--#im joking#also i do acknowledge divorce isnt all that to be made into humour so take this with the same seriousness...#...you would with tma or that one orv arc
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i keep seeing people saying that they killed izzy for shock value a la game of thrones and i just— not every character death is there for shock value?? just because you don't expect it doesn't mean it's specific purpose is to garner shock value.
izzy very clearly represented piracy. he was steadfast and staunch in his ways and he held onto the traditions of piracy with a TIGHT fist throughout the first season and the start of the second. not to mention, s2 was ALWAYS leading to this theme of "the end of piracy". the clues were there the whole season!!! and by that logic, if izzy = piracy, then end of piracy = end of izzy.
im not happy about his death!! im disappointed hes gone!! i loved him, he was probably my favorite character this season!! BUT i do understand why djenks did it. and it was NOT a "for shock value" kind of thing.
some people are reeeeal quick to like get super defensive and jump onto this "omg it was for shock value! there was no other purpose! what bad writing! what a bad writer!" bandwagon when things they don't personally like or agree with happen on their favorite shows, but honestly not everything you don't like is "bad writing" or "just there for shock value" or "purposeless". maybe take a couple minutes to think critically about it and to like analyze the choice within the frame of the whole season and the whole show and its themes before making those kinds of (oftentimes baseless) accusations?
it's one thing to be upset with something that happened and to not like it, and it's another thing entirely to then blame it on bad writing or a clueless, vicious writer who doesn't care about their characters or their story or their audience.
#not every choice is a personal slight against you or your group in television lmao#im SO hesitant to tag this as anything to do with the show#but i dont want to spoil people so ill tag that#ofmd spoilers#i imagine this take will not sit well with everyone but 🤷♀️🤷♀️🤷♀️#if you dont have anything nice to say then this is your warning: dont say it keep scrolling and stay off my post#im not looking to fight with anyone#im simply stating my opinion and the observations ive made in the aftermath of that last episode#also it is SO CLEAR that david jenkins cares SO deeply about this show and these charactera and his audience!!!!!#he is NOT out here trying to slight us and he had made that ABUNDANTLY clear!!!#so for people to completely ignore everything else he has done to show his love and passion and care for this show and everything about it#and say that suddenly hes just doing things to get views or to shock people or whatever thus implying hes being senseless and cruel...#thats just not it fam#hes not doing that#i know other showrunners and directors have done stuff like that (cough spn cough) but this is not that#we're so used to that that we dont know what to do when its NOT that#ofmd
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Hiii bestie, how are u? Hope u're having a good day/night/evening🩷🩷. Praying that college isn't sucking the life out of you ( as it did me 🫠).
GIRLLLLL the way ur fic liar liar WHIPLASHED the motivation t read back into me, you wouldn't even believe. I've been having a reader's block for over a year now and I DEVOURED this fic in 3 days in the midst of college midterms. It is INSANELY GOOD like girl you should be HELLA PROUD OF UR WORK. I do not think I have ever laughed as much as I did reading it. The helicopter scene had me shaking. I nearly pissed myself when they were playing dodge ball. Thank you for ur service queen 🙏🙏 ( I really needed that 😭)
I just wanna ask you a couple of questions
1. How is the gang dealing with sukuna's return every month , like do they lock him up in a shed like a werewolf ( my poor boy is getting possessed in every universe 😂) ?
2. Are we getting a nanami × miss B 😏😏 ( feed into my delusions pls I wanna see him happy at least in one universe 💔😭)
3. I know u said u're gonna delve deeper into the relationship dynamic between toji and satoru, but just in case would u consider hinting to their first ever meeting, I'm curious to know what was it that happened between them that had toji like " yeah I hate this man's guts" , I'm guessing it's gojo's big mouth tbh 🙄
4. YOU HAD ME THERE FOR A HOT MINUTE WITH THE TSUMIKI AND KAMO PLOTLINE EVEN THO I KNEW IT WAS GONNA BE KAMO×Y/N FROM THE MOMENT U INTRODUCED KAMO. well played
5. Can I DM ( is that the right word for Tumblr still relatively new) u , probably gonna reread it soooo I'll have plenty to say ( proceed with caution tho , I LOVE to yap and I'll probably bombard u with msgs if agreed )
6. Can I be on the tag list if there's one 🙏
Anwss, sorry this was a bit lengthy. Thank you for this masterpiece again pookie and hope u're doing okay 🩷🩷
HIII mlll 🤭💞 college is absolutely kicking me right up the bum rn, but i took today off to kinda reset and recharge ‘cause the christmas break is soon! (i’ll keep you in my prayers, i hate being a college student ☹️)
you’re telling me that my story, the one i spent hours planning and writing out for shits and giggles, the one i spend randomly doodling about, a piece of work i produced… managed to get you out of a THREE YEAR LONG READING SLUMP? 😭
I DON’T BELIEVE YOU?? ‘CAUSE NO WAY 😭💞💗💜💝💘
UGH, I’M GLAD TO BE OF SERVICE?? ILY?? PLS DON’T DISAPPEAR??
‘you should be HELLA PROUD OF YOUR WORK’ — trust me, if i had any doubts before, they are gone now that i’ve been informed of your three-year-long-reading-slump having disappeared ‘cause of my 150k+ word fic 😳💖
you’re so niceeee and sweet and i’m just overwhelmed rn 😭☹️💗
‘i just wanna ask you a couple questions’ — 🤭 now i’m super duper excited 😋
1. how is the gang dealing with sukuna’s return every month?
i’m gonna touch upon this in one of the filler chapters i have planned (i could be wrong but i believe that it’s the chapter after the next one). honestly, they’re kinda just winging it 💀 the main idea is to keep yuji/sukuna in his room, barricade the doors and windows, and keep anything sharp out of sight 😭
and every month it gets worse and worse, sukuna just gets stronger and stronger, and there have been multiple occasions he’s tried leaving the room to enter wider society. you can imagine what would probably happen if he did manage to escape 🌝
2. are we getting a nanami x miss b?
this isn’t even a spoiler atp, we are absolutely going to get a nanami x miss b endgame 😋 idrk how i’m gonna go about it, seeing as this story is in y/n / megumi’s pov’s, so it’s a little tricky there but… eh, we’ll see.
i saw this one thing on tt where it showed nanami looking at some painting, a man and his wife settling down together, and he is getting his happy ending in this verse (even if some of the other characters here do not) 🤨 and there seems to be only a small community of ppl who actually ship nanami and that baker lady from canon. it’s not a major factor to me, but i do just so happen to be one of them 👀
3. would you consider hinting at satoru and toji’s first ever meeting?
in a bonus scene, perhaps? if anyone’s that curious, but there is some lore behind it, so it probably wouldn’t be small enough to fit in one bonus scene. if you’d like, i could do a separate oneshot on it when i have some free time! 😗 i have some drafts on a lot of scenes (regarding characters in the story) outside of the story, so we’ll see!
you’re actually half right about the reason behind toji hating satoru. half, ‘cause toji’s also to blame 😀 you’ll see what i mean lolol
‘YOU HAD ME THERE WITH THE TSUMIKI AND KAMO PLOTLINE EVEN THO I KNEW IT WAS GONNA BE KAMO x Y/N FROM THE MOMENT YOU INTRODUCED KAMO’ — pls the realisation for everyone was the funniest time for me, it reminds me EVERY time of why i love being a fanfic author 😋 you’re smart for figuring it out before tho! a lot of people didn’t!
4. can you dm me?
OMG OF COURSE??? WHY IS THAT EVEN A QUESTION, MY DMs ARE OPEN FOR EVERYONE, SPAM ME IF YOU MUST, I LOVE TALKING TO EVERYONE 😭
we can talk about anything, literally. it doesn’t have to be the fic! i like learning about who you are, what you enjoy, etc.
5. can you be added to the taglist?
absolutely! welcome to the liar, liar family 🤭💝
DO NOT APOLOGISE ABOUT YOUR MESSAGE BEING LENGTHY, I’VE BEEN INACTIVE FOR A WHILE AND I’VE BEEN OVERWHELMED WITH COLLEGE WORK, BUT THIS HAS REALLY MADE ME MOTIVATED TO CONTINUE WRITING AGAIN, SO TYSM 😭💖💖
#liar liar asks!#oh em gee guys we have a new member of the liar liar fam!#everyone pls welcome….#*drum rolls*#spookypeacesandwich!#HELLO ML AND WELCOME!#everyone yk the drill 🤨#applaud rn or else 🔫#WELCOMEEEE 🤭#a few things you need to know#the anons here can either be really sweet or super crazy (scroll through the liar liar asks! tag to see how when and why)#there is a kamoisover tag that the kamo haters have created#they also hate malakai too#but have recently left him alone#malakai has been shipped with the entire cast so far#errr what else#sporadic updates!#they hate me for it#oh!#and we have the turmoil of the heavy angst tag!#ppl come in to my inbox every week and go ham about the heavy angst tag#i also got a rap threat about what would happen to me if i made malakai and y/n liar liar canon 💀#yeah it’s wild out here#join at your own discretion#otherwise WELCOMEEEE#AND ENJOY UR STAY ML <3#*smooches your cheeks*#*runs away cutely*
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L’shana Tova!
#mine#me#I just bawled on the phone to my mom for an hour because I was a bit snippy after the beautiful dinner I made for everyone#but I couldn’t help it because my uncle all of a sudden is very….trumpy adjacent#and I also just got snappy at my mom#and when everyone left I started crying#I was sad about Nick#and I texted my sister just being like hey sorry if I was snippy just had a long week#and I was already planning to call my mom#but my sister was like you did great today just extend the same courtesy to mum#so that just made me feel worse#so I called my mom crying which she hates#and I apologized and then we talked about some other things#I think I’m tired#my brother and his fam was supposed to come#but they all have a bad cold so they didn’t come and we were all bummed#oh and my sister was annoyed with Henry#but babies freak him out#so the poor thing was in my room all day#but her dog acts up all the time when people come over and he’s EIGHT#I had a nice phone call with my Nannie though#rosh hashanah
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can I see a picture of your dad 👉👈
yeah of course here you go
#snap chats#he IS my dad idc. i do call him my dad every other time i post bout him so 😔#BUT ON THE REAL uhhh no <3#i might overshare every bit of my life but i feel weird sharing pics of my fam#even if my dad Is Also chronically online and loves taking selfies and pics of me to post every time we hang out#no guys listen he's a menace whenever we hang out we usually go out to eat or we eat in#and Every Fuckin Time i be eatin and i look up i see him with his phone like :) smile :)#and then i make a demon face and hes like no !!!! an actual smile !!!! and then i do actually smile cause its really funny#wait im just talking about my dad now sorry everyone you can stop reading these tags#i just remember when i did my daigo cosplay and i saw him he was just like 'omg you're like a mini me'#old man you wish you had hair like mine ok ENOUGH 😭#but yeah guess thats what you can imagine if you want a pic of my dad. like. like daigo but if he had a buzz cut and smiled 500% more#so not daigo in the slightest HAH GOTTEM i can bully him that's my boy#idk how i made myself hungry but im hungry. ouuugh curry sounds good but i spent a lot and i dont wanna spend $2 on a cup of rice#cheap ass#noodle time then ;]#ok bye while on the one hand how dare you go against my word when i say 'you can stop reading'#but on the other hand... omg :) hiiii thanks for readin <3
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ignore this i just wanna ramble in the tags for a sec i’ll probably delete it in a bit 🤪
#did an escape room with the fam on my sister’s birthday two days ago and my brother made me feel stupid the entire time#wouldn’t listen to me wouldn’t share or let me help and then act like i wasn’t helping (??? let me then)#and because he’s Loud my whole family was following his lead and ignoring me#but in the end i was the reason we won bc i was the only one who immediately understood the word riddles AND the one who wrote down#all the numbers he said we wouldn’t need. i was the only one who could connect the past information with the current problem#the only one who listened fully to the cd and decided to write down the locations without it being relevant yet#the only one who thought the tiny details might be relevant and the only one who automatically fixed his mistakes bc i noticed a pattern#and in the end still got no credit for anything (except from my mom) even tho if they had listened to me from the beginning they would’ve#been less stressed and finished sooner#then at the restaurant he didn’t listen to me again and we ordered too much even tho i told him we wouldn’t need it#THEN after dinner my grandma started texting me all frustrated telling me i need to keep my aunt updated on what’s happening thru the day#so she doesn’t feel left out. bc she’s having a rough time lately. bc it’s my job to make everyone feel better#FIRST of all this woman ignored me for years when her ex husband decided i wasn’t worth it#and now suddenly it’s my job to keep u informed on my every move so u don’t feel left out?? text me urself. ask what i’m doing.#ask HOW i’m doing??? do u even care beyond a ‘what colour is your sturdiness today namaste’#every time my aunt complains about the tiniest thing and starts crying about it it my grandma blames everyone else#no one even knows or cares if i’m having a rough time#she came to ‘help’ when my mom was sick and i did everything for her instead. and then she threw a fit when i wouldn’t eat her salad#when i was too exhausted from staying up all night with my mother to go on a run with her the next day#my mom finally got mad at her for implying i’m lazy all the time and told her i’m ‘neurodiverse’ and do things my own way and she didn’t#even know what that meant so my mom was like ‘on the spectrum ‘ and my aunt just got mad that she had never told her#would it have made a difference at all? would u have expected different from me?#meanwhile i’ve done so much for my cousin… including taking care of luca the entire time she stayed with us. i had him all the time#i didn’t mind. i love that kid more than anything. but everyone expects everything from me like it’s just a given#i talked her through every problem every breakdown walked on eggshells to keep her happy and then what does she do when she leaves?#ignores me. doesn’t come back when she said she would. complains that i don’t include her in things#bc sometimes i have quiet conversations with my sister so i don’t bother everyone#and then gg wants to know why i won’t come see her? why i won’t drop everything to fly there? my aunt wants to know why i don’t call?#because despite loving me u have made me feel inadequate my whole life. some of u more than others#and i’m tired. and it’s time for me to Be me For me without justifying it to everyone else.
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It has been a year of genocide, and the aggression from the IOF does not seem to be slowing down. Getting these campaigns to their goals is even more pressing as the weather gets colder. Please consider donating to any Gazan family's fundraiser today, and on every day until their fundraising goals have been met and these families have reached safety.
🌟 Raffle will end at the end of December 16, and I will randomly select and contact winners via email on December 17!
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Please donate and share if you can!!!
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(as of 10/05/2024)
[The red font indicates funds that have not reached 50% of their goal yet and urgently needs help in getting traction]
Alaa's (@alaakh998) family (€17,729 raised of €100,000 (temporary goal of €20,146)):
Ameera's family ($8,200 raised of $40,000):
Ahmed's (@eileen-88) family (€63,617 raised of €75,000):
Rawan's family ($140 raised of $20,000):
Rawan and Yemna Abudaya's family (kr165,143 SEK raised of kr319,315):
Aya's family (kr41,215 NOK raised of kr500,000):
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[ 18+ blog || minors DNI ]
"I hate what you're doing to your body."
That's because you're comfortable as who you are. I'm not. That's why I'm changing. You can hate it all you like but it's necessary for me.
unless you wanna write my obituary, of course.
being dead sounds just as relieving as transitioning.
#vent post#vent#ftm#my fam when I asked if I could get a drive down to the hospital for top surgery next year#there's some level of irony in the idea that a nurse hates the idea of medical transitioning#like bro Im doing this to stay alive#I stopped doing a lot of things I loved to do because of dysphoria - my depression stems from the fact Im not who Im supposed to be#these are steps towards me finally being able to do the shit I used to love again - to finally feel comfort and happiness with myself#none of my decisions are made lightly - surgery is a necessity for me and has been deemed as such by my docs#this is FOR ME not for you#my dypshoria got so much worse since this exchange#being supportive really goes a long way#please try to be supportive#or at least consider whether or not something is just not your thing and dont let it cloud your judgement#everyone is different - everyone has different likes and dislikes - different requirements and needs that have to be met#you are not the main character of this story - you dont dictate anothers bodily autonomy - and thats okay#instead of making someone else your business bc u dont feel comfy about it - try educating yourself#find a diverse amount of sources - talk with anyone with experience in regards to the topic - keep your mind open#who knows - you might learn something neat
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