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New squid game s3 leak and hyunju is NOWHERE to be found I feel ill !!
#cho hyunju#hyunju#hyun ju#cho hyun ju#hyun ju squid game#player 120#please#live#let her live#queen#diva#transgender#transfem#wuh luh wuh#queer pride#lgbt pride#trans pride#final girl#hopefully#i feel sick#i feel ill#i love her too much#i pray for you
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theres something about seeing them together in costume
#gen v#gen v cast#london thor#derek luh#SOMETHING WRONG???#SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL???#idk#i love them#and i love jordan#and i love you too jaz#so many beautiful people
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I need to watch the spooky cannibal girl kisser show before it’s too late
#before it’s too late for what?#idk#I HAVE TO FINISH HOUSE FIRST#Pls Jess if you see this know Yellowjackets is next#yellowjackets#shauna yellowjackets#jackie x shauna#mistynat#wuh luh wuh#wlw post#wlw yearning#I SAY ALL THIS KNOWING THERES STRAIGHT SHENANIGANS GOING DOWN BUT I CHOOSE TO IGNORE FOR THE GIRLKISSERS
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James who hears Regulus’ sarcasm in Lily’s voice and Lily who sees Pandora’s zest for life in James.
James who hears Regulus’ laugh in Lily and Lily who feels Pandora’s touch in James’ hands.
James who learns love isn’t limited and Lily who learns that to live is to love.
#harry potter#marauders#jily#jegulus#pandalily#I think jily are so nuanced#jegulus and jily can coexist in the same timeframe#jily I love you I won’t let you be erased#if we give James a complex then Lily deserves one too#MORE WUH LUH WUH PLEASE
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Music: ... Actually, Maybe You Should
By: Shitty Kickflips https://shittykickflips.bandcamp.com/ https://www.youtube.com/@shittykickflips shittykickflips.dog
Animation done by me, Luhman16 (Youtube link below the cut)
Animated using Blender at 8-4fps (depending on the scene) Took around 1-2 weeks to do NO BETA WE DIE LIKE MEN or in this case NO STORYBOARD WE DIE LIKE MEN
This was quite fun to make, it was my first experience making a longer animation. Usually i make them 1-3 seconds long lol. And also using a program i dont use often. so this was a pretty good challenge for me. It was fun experimenting and im proud of the results.
The song was chosen cause i like it and i think that ShittyKickflips is not only a fart smella, she's also a smart fella! jkjk lol. i like her stuff and i think what she has to say about stuff is pretty interesting, you should go check it out using the links i added up top. (if you are her reading this rn, then huh.. i guess.. Hi hello :3)
Ill probably try to make more animation like this, though i most likely wont be making them this long, maybe just part of a song or a short movie.
Please consider leaving a little comment, i really appreciate those <3 and it makes me more motivated to work on more stuff like this.
You can do whatever you want, forever!
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#luh's drawings#art#animation#animated#animated music video#amv#furry#furry art#furry animation#shitty kickflips#shittykickflips#you tumblr people get to see it first. tried uploading it to yt but man.. the content id stuff is a little weird ill have to check it out.#might have to upload it without music on yt. ill see... lol#if there are any music animators out there. what do you do in this situation?? i dont upload to yt much so idk#also yt is trying to upload it as a shorts.... yikes... why does it only take in aspect ratio and not... you know. user input with a button#ill prob figure it out by tomorrow. if not then its going on YT muted lmao#anyway YIPPPI#FINALLY DONE YAYAYAYYYY#i cant look at this anymore#even tough im proud#worked on it too much. ITS FINALLY DONE#:3#top sillyposting post#Edit: okay ive managed to upload it to yt. My issue was that it was getting categorised as a shorts because of the square aspect ratio#Edit: all good now. I just added black bars surrounding it :3#Youtube
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london thor 🩵
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mental breakdown so i made another oc take over maekos account, how we feeling about that chat
#<3#murasaki tsumiki#i don’t really give two shits about her#she’s gonna be a one off character anyways#i didn’t put much effort into her design cause like. i don’t care that much gang#i’ll tell you about her though#she is WUH LUH WUH.#she’s a nurse in training at the hospital maeko is in!#she’s shy and stutters a lot (mostly cause she’s CLEARLY based off mikan tsumiki)#she’s very into the occult! she never sacrifices animals though. she has too much empathy for that.#she also will not the nicest to sawakita because she’s a teenager who’s invested in the drama and thinks he is a CRIMINAL-#-for treating maeko the way he does.#she’s definitely not gonna stick around cause i don’t have much to do with her#but she’s my gal anyway!#mikan was always an interesting character to me#i didn’t like the fan service obviously cause.gross.#but i feel like she’s just. interesting#yk?#so yeah uhm.#cool!#maeko naegi#saiki k rp
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For my birthday I'm getting a bunch of comms for my friends and y'all I'm so excited for art of my blorbos
Commission your friends guys, my dopamine is through the roof
Anyway, with their permission I will be posting art of my listener ocs (and some other people's listeners)
#thank you to veau pk cupid and sleeper for allowing me to do special friend comms for my bday i luh yall#YOU GUYS SHOULD ASK IF THEY HAVE COMMISSIONS OPEN AND COMMISSION THEM!!!!!#AND EEB!! IM GONNA COMM YOU TOO FOR THE MAKING OUT SLOPPY STYLE I JUST DK WHO I WANT YET#redacted asmr#redacted#speed run
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josh allen extreme makeover
omg wait cus what if the bills give josh an emergency extreme makeover to try and help him win stef back , and they accidentally just end up making him white boy Rick basically. ..Remember those rlly expensive shades he had on in a recent pic bcs a teammate tried styling him to their personal style instead of touching up Josh's or highlighting Josh's in ways that would help josh more than himself like what stef always did with the hats.. ? like . they do that. In preparation for the upcoming Houston vs buffalo game... and bcs cj stroud is younger, they try to crash course josh on all the latest cool slang and he becomes Jack Harlow or some shit.
Everybody's expecting stef to be head over heels for the new improved cool guy josh allen who's traded his softness for sharpness..
and then they hear a high wail and stef is storming into the bills lockerroom pointing and demanding to see who's done this to his beautiful boy. Josh is shuffling behind him the whole time, 50000 dollar shades tucked into his shirt pocket, letting stef demand his no pickles for him. Stef is abhorred, appalled. How DARE they- how dare ANYONE think josh is imperfect EXCEPT FOR STEF. because they don't THINK of it FONDLY and also a tad aggravated and a smidgen fearful. They don't view his imperfections with love, they view it with callous change. They view his man wrong. And even though Josh isn't stef's man anymore, no one does stef's man wrong. Past present or future, you Don't mess with stef's man .
No more extreme makeover .
#josh: ohgodohgod here he is! here i go! oh god im gonna p*ke. pls dont p*ke on him again. pls. cmon josh. lock in.#stef: ..oh. ... hey 17 .#josh: *PINS STEF TO A WALL* hey luh mama * but in cursive font im too lazy to find*#stef: *WIDE EYED CAT BLINKS*#stef: ......#stef: who.#stef: put you Up to This .
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I wish I could just sit and listen to them talk for hours with a cup of tea...staring at them lovingly but never having the words to tell them how seriously beautiful they are....
#love#tea would be nice too yknow#id also want lots of pats bur i said i could stop being “weird” so...#and its just awkward to bring up that kind of stuff with them...#imagine being deep into a relationship with someone and being absolutely full of them but youre too awkward to actually be yourself#and feel ugly because you dont feel like enough for them.... couldn't be me#forbidden yuri protag since 13 💔#nuh luh guh#(non-binary fem 4 genderfluid fem)#Spotify
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Au where Lin and Kat and Jen survive and Lindsay and Jenny have a happy wuhluhwuh relationship get married and Katsuro is the Best Man at their wedding and his daughter is the flower girl and is their niece and they're the cool rich aunts and everyone lives happily ever after. They would've been such awesome aunties chat trust 😭🙏
#bonus: those gayass detectives are at the wedding too#and are Kat's daughter's uncles. if you wanna sprinkle in more fluff#they would've been THE found family#istg#WE WERE ROBBED#robbed i tell you#the human centipede#thc first sequence#thc katsuro#katsuro thc#thc jenny#jenny thc#thc lindsay#lindsay thc#found family#alternate universe#lgbtq headcanons#lesbian#gay#lesbian wedding#wlw#wuh luh wuh#rich auntie
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I crave for closeness, but I lose myself in intimacy
It's so easy to be somebody else
And I lie to my lover, I lie to the moon
I lie to my bedsheets, I lie to you
#someone said asexuals for esha tewari and i couldn’t agree more#spotify#esha tewari#i’m sorry i don’t wanna take off my clothes#and i’m sorry i won’t let you get too closeeeee#muh luh muh#fox#photography#not my pic#ily pinterest#i’m so tired#i miss him#i wanna kiss him#i lowkey chickened out#and then my friend got mad at me#but ykw#we live laugh love#urgh
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Lol may the divine heal the hearts of the men who are obsessed with me
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˙ㅤ۪ 𓂋 FOR THE PLOT! — AN 02z SMAU

∿ THE PLOT IN QUESTION 📁 A crush from kindergarten, a classmate from second to fifth grade who you refused to admit you liked (even with a blushing face), and a childhood friend you never saw in any other way surrounded your school life. What if, the three boys you had forgotten about return to your life, and you can’t help but fall for all of them? Also, what if your feelings for these boys all existed at the same time?
∿ 📢 CASTING ≋ childhood-crush!jay, childhood-crush!jake, childhood-friend!sunghoon x fem!reader (ft. 02z + niki from enhypen, chaewon and yunjin from le sserafim, karina from aespa, juyeon and sunwoo from tbz, sohee from riize, nayeon from twice, rei from ive, seoyeon from fromis_9, belle from kiof, zhanghao from zb1, taehyun from txt, taeyoung from cravity, jaemin from nct dream, mingi from ateez, choi yena, and includes mention of other idols too)
∿ GENRES 🔗 › smau + written, childhood crushes/friends to lovers, highschool au, nonidol au, reverse but not so reverse harem, fluff, angst, and crack.
∿ CONTAINS 🔍 profanity, 02z aren’t the same age, random timestamps, kys/kms jokes, joking threats, no official faceclaim but images may be used, y/n goes on dates w all three boys (diff days), and y/n is lwk leading them on but they don’t get heartbroken (??).
∿ SCHEDULE 📰 completed (dec 27th, 2024 - mar 4th, 2025)
TAGLIST IS CLOSED!
PROFILES › ONE | TWO | THREE | FOUR
CHAPTER ONE — let you break my heart again
CHAPTER TWO — WHAT THE FUCK IS TRIPLE BALL
CHAPTER THREE — chronicles of narnia 2 (0.6k words)
CHAPTER FOUR — jake?????? like nerdy boy jake?????
CHAPTER FIVE — #ResortToDominican
CHAPTER SIX — clock it
CHAPTER SEVEN — so basically diva down
CHAPTER EIGHT — cute 😊
CHAPTER NINE — need him miss him want him 💔💔
CHAPTER TEN — calm luh facial structure (0.4k words)
CHAPTER ELEVEN — MONTHLY REUNION (0.4k words)
CHAPTER TWELVE — for the 𝖕𝖑𝖚𝖍
CHAPTER THIRTEEN — a date?
CHAPTER FOURTEEN — “nah id win” ahh reply 😭🙏
CHAPTER FIFTEEN — panda enthusiast
CHAPTER SIXTEEN — keep laughing.
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN — blue icing cupcakes (0.6k words)
CHAPTER EIGHTEEN — keep yourself on ur toenails
CHAPTER NINETEEN — SIKEEE YOU THOUGHT 😂😂🫵
CHAPTER TWENTY — because i know i did
CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE — cute ay eff!
CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO — even as a joke
CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE — my fave soccer play
CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR — #ourbad
CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE — white roses (1.2k words)
CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX — i’m sorry (1.0k words)
CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN — start running hoon!!!!!
CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT — FUCK YOU MR LEE
CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE — death of him (1.2k words)
CHAPTER THIRTY — don’t hit him up 😆
CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE — loving you from a distance
CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO — mabagal (1.3k words)
CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE — U DOWNBAD FREAK
CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR — Join me.
CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE — UNSTOPPABLE FR 😂😂😂
CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX — single and NOT able to mingle
CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN — in love or mentally ill
CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT — gave a fuck
CHAPTER THIRY-NINE — i’m going to reply to
ENDINGS (FORTY) — SUNGHOON JAKE JAY
COMPLETED!
© JUYEOZ
#FTP! 📢#enhypen x reader#enha x reader#enha#enhypen#enhypen smau#enha fluff#enha smau#enhypen jake#enhypen sunghoon#enhypen jay#sunghoon smau#sunghoon x reader#jay x reader#jay smau#jake x reader#jake smau#sim jake smau#sim jake x reader#park sunghoon x reader#park sunghoon smau#park jay x reader#park jay smau#enha jay#enha jake#enha sunghoon#sunghoon enhypen#jay enhypen#jake enhypen#kpop x reader
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Simple Math / Part Twenty One
Simple Math masterlist
Ghost/Soap/female reader 3.1k words - AO3 CW: 18+ mdni, discussion of kidnapping, sedation. Angst.
“Da?” Penny points at the guest room. “Bunny?”
“Aye lamb, Bunny.” He tries not to look at the door, tries to push away the avalanche of despair. If he could dig it free it from his brain, he would. He’d take it away from everyone, you, Si, himself. He’d rewind time, take it all back, start from the beginning and fix it all.
The memories burn like fire. They’re ash in the back of his throat.
“We’d never hurt ye, we jus’ want to take ye home.”
What a lie. Who were they kidding, doing this? Pretending they were some knights in shining armor, coming to rescue you?
They became everything you feared.
Pen nestles into his neck, gripping his shirt as she wiggles. “Story?”
“Jus’ one alright?” She signs okay, and sighs.
“Gus?” He grits his teeth. Penny's love for Gus has been a tiny bright spot in an abysmal expanse of misery, but her obsession just reminds him of everything else.
“Gus is downstairs, it’s nap time.” He can feel the tumultuous slope of a tantrum, Penny’s mood ratcheting up and up until it explodes. She’s tired, and stressed, too much like her Dad, reading the emotions in the house like its second nature. She knows something is wrong.
“Gus Gus,” her lower lip trembles, legs kicking. “Wan’ Gus Gus.”
“Ye’ll see Gus later.” She doesn’t understand anything that’s happened, and the guilt eats at him, at what they’ve done to their family, what they’ve brought into their home.
It wasn’t supposed to be like this.
He holds her tight, kisses her forehead. “I love ye, Penny.” She sniffles.
“Luh you.”
“Not at all?”
“No idea mate. Looked at me like she’s never seen me a day in her life. A bit bizarre if you ask me.” Simon rubs a hand over his face. “But she also pointedly avoided looking at me. Tried to make herself smaller.” Johnny grimaces. They've moved as fast as they could, but you didn't make it easy.
In a weird way, Johnny is proud of you.
“How does she seem?” He knows this answer. To not recognize Kyle you must be tired beyond belief, operating on autopilot, frozen stiff with fear.
“Skittish. Exhausted. Scared.” His shoulders slump, entire body sinking into the cushions of the couch. Your frightened face haunts his dreams, a little rabbit running for her life. He can't imagine how you must feel, believing you were betrayed by them, running away with their babe in your belly.
In another life, maybe they’d stay in Scotland with you. He’d show you all the things he loves about it, all the things he still calls home, the same things he showed Pen. Maybe it would be different.
“Did you get it done?” Simon interrupts his spiral, redirects their focus.
“Yeah, managed to slip it into the little pocket at the top, she had no idea. It’s online and I sent you guys the link; you should be able to see the ping. I’ll stay on her until you get here.”
“From a distance.” Simon reiterates, and Kyle scoffs.
“Do you think I’m an amateur?”
Penny isn’t in her room after her nap.
She gets up at the same time everyday without fail, dependable clockwork that they work their lives around.
Johnny’s heart jumps into his throat. Logical thinking starts to fade away into panic, fear, his fumbling fingers swiping at his phone just as her little giggle echoes from down the hall, and relief rushes through his bones.
She's in your room. Curled up in your side, feet in your lap, little palm on your belly, staring up at you like you hung the stars in the sky.
“And then the cow said-”
“Moooo!” He’s sick at the sight, another tidal wave of grief pulling him out to sea, reminding him of things they’ll probably never have now, your love, your trust, a family with you.
But you haven't left, a desperate voice in his head reminds him, you've had plenty of opportunities, but stays here. Why?
Maybe all hope isn't lost.
“That’s right,” you brush her wispy curls back from her face and smile, “you’re such a smart girl Pen.” She pats the curve of your stomach, and then signs.
“Baby?” Your hand folds over hers, and Johnny’s throat is so tight he can barely breathe. “My baby.” You laugh, and she giggles as you hug her close, kissing the top of her head.
“This is your baby brother or sister Pen. What do you think? Boy? Or girl?” Penny shrugs, giving you a sheepish look.
“Gus?”
“Didn’t you see Gus earlier? Did you feed him breakfast?” There’s some shuffling, and she wiggles down to the floor, waiting patiently as you groan and swing your legs over the bed. “Alright, he could probably use some more fish flakes anyway.” You look tired, weary, but still your smile is soft for Penny, gentle and encouraging.
It fades when you catch him in the doorway.
“Hey.” You nod, the small spark in your eyes dying immediately as you watch him cautiously. Like he’s a threat.
“How long have you been standing there?”
“Er, not long.” What’s another lie in the long list of transgressions at this point?
“Pen wants to see Gus so… I thought I’d take her downstairs.” You shift uneasily, and he steps aside. Penny’s hand is tucked in yours, and a vision of one of you falling, tripping, and taking the other down flashes in his mind.
“Be careful on the stairs Pen.” She goes down on her knees now, backward, sliding her stomach across each step in a slow but methodical process. One that could trip you up. “I can take ye down-”
“No,” she vehemently refuses, “I do it.”
“She can do it on her own.” You back her up immediately, both of his girls united in solid opposition against him. Bleedin’ Christ. Penny points downstairs.
“Da. Gus.” She signs for both, for once oblivious to your agitation, and he winces when you shoot him an annoyed look.
“I’ve got her Johnny.”
“Okay,” Penny’s already started on her descent, and you hold onto the banister, still glaring at him. He gulps. “Ye be careful too.” For a second, the storm breaks, the thunder rolls over the hill into the distance, torrential downpour turning a drizzle, and the sun tries to peek through the clouds. Sadness and longing, flickers in your eyes, so clearly displayed that it urges him forward, a step too close. You back away.
The sun is gone, and the storm rages.
The prefilled syringe glints in the sunlight where it sits on the table. Johnny tries not to look at it.
“Are ye sure-”
“No,” Simon snaps, rubbing the back of his neck. “No, I’m not. But I don’t see what our choices are. We can’t leave her on her own with Graves at large. I promised… I promised she’d be safe. That I’d take care of her.”
“We both did.”
“Well we did a shit job.” He pales when he looks back at the needle. “We’re one hundred percent sure? It’s not going to harm them?”
“Aye, triple checked. Safe for mum and baby.” They sit across from one another in silence. Simon is far away, somewhere even Johnny can’t reach him, and when he speaks next, his voice cracks.
“She’s going to be so scared. She won’t understand what’s happening.” He covers his face, heels of his hands pressing into his eyes. “She already thinks… she thinks we’re a threat. She’s not going to listen to anything we say.”
“I know.”
“We have to do it this way.” He’s whispering, locked in an endless battle of wills with himself, and Johnny reaches for his hand. He doesn’t know what else to do. Sick with dread twisting his heart, he knows the options are limited. He knows this is a good course of action, possibly the safest, the most rational.
Even if it will turn them into your monsters.
“I know, Si. I know.”
You’re on the patio.
He’s found you there a few times, curled up on the outdoor couch, sun on your face as you read or scroll on your phone.
He wants to go to you, encouraged by the sliver of something he saw in your eyes earlier, but he knows he can’t. If he pushes too hard, it will only make you retreat.
“She’s been out there for an hour.” Simon stands at his side, and if you look up, you’ll see both of them staring. Watching.
“Did ye talk to her?”
“Tried. She ignored me.”
“Did ye actually?” His patience is thin today, a fine thread threatening to fray. “Try?” Johnny knows what it truly is, this avoidance of you. Simon brings you meals, checks in, but keeps away, holds his position at a firm distance.
He can’t live with himself.
“Johnny,” it’s a warning shot, but he chooses not to pay it any attention.
“Did ye? Try at all? Because I haven’t seen ye try since we got home, since that day she woke up.” Simon stiffens.
“She doesn’t want me.”
“She doesnae want either o’ us Si. What did ye think would happen? That everything would be fine and she would forgive us? She would trust us automatically?” He’s on the verge of yelling now, and instead of trying to soothe him as usual, Simon scowls and turns away. Johnny snaps. “We said it’d take time an’ work but ye’re jus’ runnin’ away now, every chance ye get, an’ leavin’ everything to me!”
“I…” He’s never seen his husband so lost. These past two weeks, every day he’s slipped further and further away, and nothing Johnny says or does brings him back. “I can’t, Johnny.”
“Ye have to try.” For her. For me. For your family. Simon shakes his head.
“I can’t.”
“Jesus.” The heel of your palm goes to your temple, and he holds his breath. “What-” You trail off as you look up, take them in, guilty as sin.
If only his Ma could see him now. See what he’s done.
You shoot upward, scrambling towards the head of the bed, eyes wide and frozen with fear.
Shaking and terrified. A little rabbit caught in a snare. Their snare.
You watch them like they're executioners leading you to the block.
“Wh-what…”
“Listen to us sweetheart, just listen,” Simon soothes, voice low and cautious but fast because he knows they’ve got to get it out, establish the truth right away. “You’re safe, everything’s okay, you and the baby, you’re safe here.” You shake your head, tears rolling down your cheeks.
“You… b-brought me back?” Your voice cracks. “You brought me back and n-now he’s…” you break apart on a sob.
“He’s never going to touch ye ever again, bunny. We swear it. I know,” you try to scoot off the bed, but Simon holds you still by your shoulders. They have to get this out, have to get through this part no matter how difficult it is, no matter how much you don't want to listen. You have to hear the truth, the reasoning.
“I know you don’t believe us, but we can prove it.” Johnny pulls out his phone and clicks open the secure email attachment. It’s the mission report from when Graves betrayed them outside the Mexican Special Forces base, and it’s only partially redacted thanks to Kate.
It’s a risk.
It will confirm your fears and dissolve them. It will tell you who they truly are, what they truly do, while proving they’re telling the truth.
It’s a gamble.
“Read this,” Simon pushes it into your hand and you recoil. It doesn’t stop him, he wraps your brittle fingers around it and then stands, Johnny right behind him. “Take as long as you need. We’ll be here.”
“Did ye like it?” You refuse to look at him, half of a pot pie eaten and sitting at your side on the tray. No answer.
You blink at the ceiling.
“Wanted to check in, see if ye needed anything?” Please, say something. Say anything. “Somethin’ else to eat, maybe? Si said ye didnae eat much of yer lunch. Are ye feeling sick again?” You’ve been having bouts of nausea, which you’ve told them is normal. You said you brought it up with your midwife at your appointment last week, she wasn’t concerned, and left it that. He knows you only supplied the information because they were badgering you about it, and as you told them the other day-
“I’d do anything to get you to leave me the fuck alone.”
When you turn to look at him, he almost wishes you hadn’t.
There’s a lifetime of pain in your eyes. Anger. Distrust. Hurt. All of it caused by their hand, their decisions.
He tries anyway. He has to.
“Did ye know goldfish can grow up to ten inches? Researched it when we…” he swallows the lump in his throat, “when we got home.” Still nothing. Your fingers twitch on the edge of your kindle, and he’s overcome with the urge to place his hand there, to hold yours. “Ye know, Si an’ I were talking, it might be good for you to come down for a meal? Maybe ye could come downstairs for breakfast tomorrow? Pen asked.” Using Penny is wrong, he knows that, but he’s drowning and he doesn’t know how much farther they can sink at this point.
But it all falls on deaf ears.
You give him one last long look, another glare overflowing with malice, more rage, more despair, everything twisted up into a complicated knot.
He's well practiced with bombs, confident, rarely makes a mistake-
but this is one he's terrified to defuse.
“Johnny… just... leave me alone. Please.” No, he wants to tell you, no, I'd rather have you scream at me for hours on end, I'd rather have you throw another mug at my head, over all of this... this agonizing silence.
“Okay,” he whispers, “I’ll… leave ye be.”
“Upset?!” You cover your heart with your palms. “Upset…”
“Sweetheart-” Simon hangs back behind Johnny, allowing him to take the lead, again, but still trying to coax you to calm, and you look at one then the other, shaking your head, tossing the phone on the bed.
“You… you hid all of this from me. I knew you were military but this…” You’re angry, but beneath it, fighting for freedom, is pain. Pain caused by them, by this betrayal. “Phillip aside, you kidnapped me!”
“We had no choice,” Johnny’s voice wavers and he scrambles for control. “We couldnae leave ye alone and unprotected, an’ we knew ye wouldnae listen to us if we just… showed up.”
“I wish I had better aim,” you spit, staring daggers at where Simon’s arm sports a fresh bandage, covering the stitches. He flinches.
“We would never hurt ye-” A bitter laugh cuts him off, and you throw your hands up, gesturing around the room.
“What do you call this then, Johnny? What would you call drugging me and hauling me away from my home?”
"That wasnae yer home! Yer home is wit' us, bun." You stare at him in disbelief.
"You're out of your fucking mind if you think this... this could be my home now."
“I promise-” Simon starts again but you glare at him.
“Your promises mean fuck all, Simon Riley.”
“We’ve never lied to ye, bunny, an’ if we had known from the beginning, we could have protected ye, made sure he never came near ye again.” It’s low to use your own evasion against you, your own survival instincts, but he’s grasping at straws. He’s not sure it’s possible to tell you how sorry they are anymore, they’ve said it a thousand times. You snort.
“You’re unbelievable. Both of you. And you’re no better than him.”
“That’s not true.” Simon cuts, sharp edge slicing through your declaration. “We would never, ever hurt you. We love you.” Your swallow is audible, and for a second, you falter. A tear falls. Johnny steps forward.
“Bun-“
“I want you to go.”
“Ye have every right-”
“Get out!” You scream it, pointing at the door with a shaking finger. “Get the fuck out.” Simon doesn’t take a single second before turning his back and disappearing, leaving Johnny alone with you.
Defeated.
“I love ye.” He murmurs softly, and you scoff.
“Fuck your love, Johnny. It means nothing.”
The scream wakes them both at zero two hundred.
It’s blood curdling, could shatter the windows, shake the house down to the studs.
Simon’s faster than him lately, gets the drop-
But he bypasses your room.
“I’ll take care of Penny.” Of course. She’d be awake. That would’ve woke anyone.
The door creaks when it flings wide, and then he’s sitting at your hip on the mattress, holding you, calling your name. The whites of your eyes shine in the dark, pupils slowly adjusting as he flicks the light on next to the bed.
He braces for a fight, shores his defenses, readies himself for the venom, but the only thing you give him is the trembling of your lower lip, and your tears, your hand stretching for his. “Shhh, ye’re okay, it’s okay. Was jus’ a dream bunny, jus’ a dream.” Your chest heaves.
“I… Phillip...”
“He’s no’ here, it’s just ye and me. Simon and Pen down the hall.” He’d be lying to himself if he said this isn’t making a sick part of him happy, this need you seem to have for him, for comfort, even if it may be fleeting. “Ye’re safe, pretty girl.” A moan escapes you, working its way into a sob, and you curl forward.
Into him.
In this darkness, the early hour of the morning, the two of you are suspended in time, alone in this world where nothing bad ever happened and you’re safe in his arms. Like the man he sees in the mirror doesn’t disgust him, like his remorse isn’t a living, breathing thing, a reaper waiting to take him away.
And when your nose presses to his chest and you wet his shirt with tears as he rocks you, promises you’re safe, that they’ll take care of you, that he loves you, all the words they’ve said since the day they met you, the guilt threatens to drown him-
And his own tears drip from his face.
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Fan Wars: KWON JI-YONG x READER
summary: after managing to keep your relationship with ji-yong private, fans catch wind of potential evidence and refuse to let it go, so he decides to give them something real to talk about...
word count: 1341
tags: smau; fluff, established relationship, sneaking around, making out in semi public

You had done everything right.
Separate exits. Baggy hoodies. Sunglasses even though the sun had long set. Taking the longest possible route back to the car. And yet, here you were, sitting on Ji-yong’s couch with your phone blowing up, as the internet lost its collective mind.
“Ohhh, they are going insane,” Ji-yong muttered, scrolling through Twitter with an amused smirk.
You buried your face in a pillow. “I don’t wanna know.”
“No, but you have to.” He turned his phone toward you. “They’re dissecting everything.”
You peeked over the pillow hesitantly… only to immediately regret it.
User: I swear I just saw GD at this tiny restaurant… and he wasn’t alone 👀👀
User: Okay. So. Evidence thread 🧵⬇️
This blurry ass video from tonight? Yeah. That’s DEFINITELY G-Dragon.
The person next to him? I compared their walking pattern to Y/N’s past airport footage. IT MATCHES.
In the video, Ji-yong laughs. I ran it through software that compares audio frequencies. IT’S HIM.
The hoodie he’s wearing? He posted it on Insta a month ago. Y/N had a suspiciously similar background in her IG story the SAME DAY.
User: IT’S REAL!!
YGFamily_Updates: 🚨 Some fans are convinced G-Dragon is dating Y/N after being spotted together tonight. Others refuse to believe it. What do you think?
User: that should’ve been me </3
User: He could do waayyy better…
User (reply): you think you're better than y/n?? you should pursue comedy
User: am I the only one who thought he was gay??
User: SHE'S NOT WUH LUH WUH???? NOOOOO </33
User: Whatever makes her happy ig
User: she settled for HIM????
User (reply): ppl like you are why they kept it a secret
User: i can’t be the only one who thinks they’re rlly cute together :(
User: now they really are the parents of kpop
User (reply): i wish they were my parents
User: their kids would be so cute!! They’d have the best life fr
User: y'all are insane...
As much as you want to hide, you can’t seem to take your eyes off his phone. Not even when he continues scrolling through the battle of the fandoms to stumble across some diehard fans trying to piece together more of the timeline.
That one interview from three years ago where Ji-yong was asked about his ideal type, and he gave a vague answer that suddenly sounds a lot like you. A music award show from an entire decade ago where he held the mic for you and fans swore he was looking at you differently. One year ago – a rehearsal clip where you and Ji-yong were standing next to each other, not even talking, but somehow that was now evidence.
“They’ve gone too deep,” you groaned, finally managing to tear your eyes away.
Ji-yong chuckled, continuing to scroll, while he wraps his other arm around you, pulling you into his side. “They always do.”
“How are you so calm about this?” You turned to face him fully. “Half of your fanbase is ready to burn me at the stake, and the other half thinks I’m too good for you.”
He smirked. “Sounds balanced to me.”
You shoved him. “Ji-yong.”
He caught your wrist easily, pulling you closer until you were practically nose-to-nose. His voice softened. “Jagiya, it’s okay.”
Your lips pressed into a tight line. “What if this doesn’t blow over? What if they keep digging?”
He exhaled, brushing his fingers through your hair. “Then let them.” His tone was steady, unwavering. “We don’t owe anyone an explanation. They can talk all they want—we know what’s real.”
You searched his eyes, finding nothing but warmth and certainty. The tension in your chest loosened, just a little.
“…You’re really not worried?”
He smiled. “No.”
You hesitated. “You’re not gonna post anything cryptic and make it worse?”
Ji-yong laughed. “Tempting. Very tempting. But no.” He kissed your forehead, lingering there for a second. “I just want you to feel safe.”
Your heart melted. You sighed, relaxing into him. “You’re really annoying, you know that?”
“And yet,” he murmured, his lips grazing yours, “here you are.”
Outside, the internet burned. Inside, you were home.
That was, at least, until your next event.
You knew from the moment you stepped onto that damn red carpet that tonight was going to be hell. The flashing cameras. The way certain interviewers perked up when they saw you. The way the entire internet had spent the past three weeks analyzing your every move, convinced that your so-called “secret relationship” with G-Dragon was either a definite reality or the greatest fan delusion of the decade. And now? Now you were both in the same room. At the same event. With hundreds of thousands of eyes watching.
You had never been more aware of your own facial expressions in your entire life. Every breath, every blink, every slight movement of your lips—someone was watching.
Across the room, Ji-yong sat with Seung-hyun, Youngbae, and Daesung. Not even they knew his real relationship status, while the man in question was completely unbothered, sipping his drink like he wasn’t currently the center of a full-blown fan war.
Seung-hyun tilted his glass toward him. “So… are you gonna acknowledge her tonight?”
Ji-yong smirked. “Who?”
Seung-hyun let out a slow breath. “God, you’re insufferable.”
Daesung, who had been watching you like a hawk for the past ten minutes, leaned in. “Okay, but why hasn’t she looked at you even once?”
Youngbae scoffed. “Because she knows people are watching.”
Seung-hyun nodded. “Which only makes it more suspicious.”
Ji-yong just swirled his drink, looking far too entertained. “You guys think too much,” he mused.
“And you think too little about how insane you make people.”
Ji-yong just smiled in response before pulling out his phone.
Slowly, carefully, you glance down.
A message. From Ji-yong.
You hesitate. You know cameras are on you right now. You know people will read into whatever expression you make. You know that someone will try to zoom in on your screen. But still…
You freeze. Before you can stop yourself, your eyes flicker across the room and meet his. It’s only for half a second. A single heartbeat. A blink. But it’s enough. Because he sees you and, to make it worse, he smirks.
After that split second of eye contact, Ji-yong tilts his head ever so slightly. A silent invitation.
You swallow. Pretending to check your phone, you slip out of your seat and disappear into the dimly lit hallway. As much as you really shouldn’t be doing this, you can’t help the way your heart’s pounding with excitement, fluttering at the thought of being sneaky like this. Then— A hand grabs your wrist. Ji-yong pulls you into a darkened corridor.
“I’m not sure this is a good idea,” you whisper, peeking up at him.
“And yet, here you are.” Before you can retort, his fingers graze your wrist, trailing up your arm slowly, deliberately. His touch leaves a trail of fire in its wake. “You look too good tonight,” he murmurs, voice husky.
“Ji-yong—”
“I’ve been wanting to do this all night,” he interrupts.
He moves you backwards, pressing you against the wall behind you, and his mouth finds yours. It’s slow at first; teasing, testing your patience. But your hands instinctively reach up to grab his jacket, pulling him closer, and his own restraint is thrown out the window. He loses it. His own hands slide over your waist, gripping, exploring, pressing you firmly against him. His lips move against yours with urgency, hunger.
“Missed you,” he mutters between kisses, trailing down your jaw, your neck. His breath is hot, his hands possessive.
Your fingers tangle in his hair, and he groans.
“You’re gonna get us caught,” you whisper breathlessly.
Ji-yong laughs softly, kissing you again. “Let them.”
You shudder. Your hands clutch his blazer, pulling him back up, crashing your lips to his in another heated kiss. This time, he’s the one who shudders. His hands roam lower, tighter, needier. And just as he presses even closer—
A loud camera shutter clicks.

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