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damedamedame · 4 years ago

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okay, i’m back, sorry i can’t get enough- can i request headcannons of teru, tsukasa and akane walking in to their s/o in the corner of the room sniffling, and instantly thought someone or something hurt them, and was bout to throw sum hands? But in reality they were just crying over a really sad fanfic. you don’t have to accept if you a lot of request alr doe, but thanks if you did 💞 :3

VARIOUS X READER HEADCANONS - REQUEST

“For Real?”

NOTES: ayyy you’re back :00 !! thanks for requesting againnn by the way my inbox is like a fuckin desert so no worries :333

P.S. - i don’t accept tsukasa usually but like,, special exception :3???

-> TERU MINAMOTO

As the President’s girlfriend, you are allowed full access to the Student Council Room much to Akane’s dismay.

You know what?? Akane’s gonna get kicked out again if says anything :DD

But he doesn’t really mind you.

In fact: you mind him.

*stressed (Y/N) noises as he continues to gush about Aoi*

Anyone who says ‘Hey, you can’t go in there!’ because you’re not a part of the student council shall be ignored :’)))

Teru’s got his eyes on everyone lmaoo

did i just make him sound like a yandere?? n-nah

ANYWAYSSSS 👏👏👏

You use the Student Council Room for *ehem* r e a s o n s. No, you definitely don’t use the room to read fanfictions and visual novels. Nope. Not at all.

But you actually do >:333

You’re inside that very room right now, tapping away at your phone to keep reading the next passages of the oNE OF THE SADDEST VISUAL NOVELS YOU’VE EVER SEEN—

saeyoung choi, anyone?

Then comes in Teru.

PLEASE CUE TERU BLINKING SEVERAL TIMES AND FROZEN IN PLACE AFTER SEEING THE TEARS JUST RUNNING DOWN YOUR CHEEKS

Nonono, Teru never wanted to see you cry about anything ever !! :((

He’ll do everything in his power, a whole dang lot of power in his hands, to keep seeing that smile of yours.

Frantic, he rushes over to you and kind of just,, pats your head as you sniffle and sob as you watch the screen.

He’s only ever had to deal with Tiara’s tantrums and guilt over having to scold Kou, okay??? What?? Is he gonna cradle you until you fall asleep?? Is he gonna ban you from seeing Hanako even if you can’t see him??? WHAT DOES HE D O—

Observational skills on point as always, he sees a someone on your screen, and heart wrenching words if he only knew the context behind it.

“...Why are you crying, (Y/N)?”

“HE ALMOST DIED TERU I COULD HAVE GOTTEN THE BAD ENDING AND I—“

Teru just. small smile and eyes shut, if you get my drift.

He’s lowkey confused for about a few seconds until he connects the dots with his,

b i g b r a i n ✨

You were only reading a visual novel. You just told him that you almost had a bad ending. That guy on your screen said those words. You were crying because of a fictional character??

Huh. Maybe he should pick up one of these novels and read them with you,,, if he had the time to squeeze it in his schedule— oh who am i kidding, he’ll squeeze in time to be with you no matter what.

“Should I contact the developer...?”

“tERU NO—“

-> TSUKASA

Damn rat might kill anyone who makes you cry smh smh.

I mean... business, am I right???

OKAY I’LL STOP—

You’re one of the ✨ School Mysteries ✨

How did you die? Well, let’s just say there was a truck, a phone and an unfortunate incident that’s been talked about through hushed whispers and murmurs.

Speaking of phone, dang thing’s still stuck on your hand for like,,, ages. Not that you care very much. At least the afterlife gave you some entertainment :’)))

You’re with Tsukasa for whatever reason— Once he showed up inside of your Boundary, he just clinged to you ever since. He’s cute, you admit, if you look past the terror he’s done to spirits.

Tsukasa has never granted your wish. You didn’t have one, really, but you still didn’t understand why the pesky ghost didn’t ask terrorized for one. Despite that being his job. And why he’s here. But like— whatever lol.

What he DOES do is ask you to never leave his side. What you didn’t know was that Tsukasa never granted or asked for your wish because he didn’t want you to leave him once it’s done ala horrific.

i—i forgot my point here bUT ANYWAY MOVING ON DJDBDB WHEW LONG INTRO

You’re in your Boundary, the endless hallway, and chlllin while scrolling through your phone for fanfiction to read while you’re dead. The usual. Yep, this is pretty much why you died but lmao you’re just,,, doing it again.

gentle reminder for anyone reading to not use your phone while walking across streets >:000 i care about your safety guys !!

Now where was I? oH yes.

You find a particular fic about your favorite pairing from when you were alive. It still is. Fluff, they said, it’s only fluff... It was not fluff. IT WAS A REALLY FLUFFY ONE UNTIL IT WAS NOT :(((

Tsukasa, who left for personal business, returned to see you bawling and rolling down on the ground and clutching your phone tightly.

“(Y/N)??? Is that a new exercise you’re doing???”

“nO >:((((“

He sits down cross-legged next to you, curious eyes landing on your body still rolling around because of that OnE LiNe. Most likely pokes you until you stop and pay attention to him.

You pout, ‘So cute <33’ He ponders upon before smiling far too widely at you like dude why you gotta smile like that it’s creeping me out.

Hesitantly, you showed him the screen, hoping he’d understand how much distress you have at this moment.

He did not.

“AHA! (Y/N)’S CRYING BECAUSE OF A SAD STORY!” He says with the widest fuc ki n grin.

You take back the phone, blushing immensely out of embarrassment for showing him the pic and him l a u g h i n g at you.

Eventually, Tsukasa stops. He softly tells commands you to look at him. Very very carefully, you take a quick look.

Then he pinches both your cheeks as hard as he can, slight blush on his face.

“Don’t worry, (Y/N)! I’ll make sure no one else makes you cry like this.”

-> AKANE AOI

Oh boy.

Looking at the clock on the wall, then over to the piles of notes laying about on the table, you wonder where the fuck your boyfriend could be.

It was quiet, too quiet for your own liking. Everyone else had gone back to their homes or went out with friends.

And you??? You’re here.

Waiting for Akane since the beginning of time.

omg time pun

Inside the library.

IT’S REVISION DAY DAMN IT— PLUS YOU HAD A TEST TOMORROW AND AKANE JUST SAID HE’D TUTOR YOU ABOUT IT HDBDHE

You look down on the notes you made, words barely of any interest for you, and put it down on the table. “A little quick peek.” You say as your hand shuffles for your phone in your bag.

When you DID find it, you frowned. No new texts from Akane. Awfully strange, since he’d text you 23/7 prayer circle punishment break

Then you see a notification pop up... then you find out your oh-so-loved fic has finally updated after a week of waiting. Patience running thin, you decide to read the ol’ thing.

Bad idea.

You couldn’t stop reading after a long long while. The words simple captivated your mind as of a puppeteer controlling one’s puppet. Besides, Akane was bending the rules, so why can’t you???

Speaking of time boy,

AKANE WAS HURRYINGLY DASHING TOWARDS THE LIBRARY IN S P E E D.

Teru had pushed off all his paperwork on him because he felt an eerie feeling about an apparition hanging nearby.

“The least you could do, Aoi.” He says, flashing a bright smile and leaving Akane alone in the room. HE HATES THAT GUY >:(((

Everyone around him gave him weird looks, but were already used to his old Aoi shenanigans. So they all turned a blind eye.

SUDDENLY THE DOOR SLAMS OPEN :0 !!!!

AND HE ENTERS, PANTING, AND SEES YOU.

Initially, he’s glad to see you waiting for up for him. BUT THENNN HE SEES YOU SOBBING.

“(Y/N), did I really take that long???”

“N-No, I-I’m not—“

Your eyes are obviously puffing up from the amount of tears you shed after reading a 5000-word update.

Somehow, you couldn’t bring yourself to show the phone to him.

Akane’s real concerned, to the point where he’d gladly use his time-freezing skills just to check if no one was bullying you through your phone.

And after many MANY attempts to get your phone, he did it.

He stopped time. Just to see what’s on there.

Of course, he had to know what exactly made his love so sad and read the whole thing in like,, under a minute— boy’s got mad reading skills i tell you.

Finally! Time! Comes! Back! AND YOU STARE IN HORROR AS YOU SEE AKANE HOLDING AND READING WHAT’S ON YOUR PHONE

Your exact thoughts rn: s c r e e e e eEREE

Akane looks at you, a chuckle hiding behind his lips. The thoughts of you crying lingering in his mind now replaced themselves with how cute your flustered face is right now.

“Did you really cry because of this, (Y/N)?”

“Q-QUIT IT!”

Somehow, your boyfriend is such a damn tease when it came to you— tHERE ARE APPROPRIATE TIMES FOR THIS NOT NOW >:00

But still... he’s good too.

Akane wipes the tear about to escape from your eye, enjoying how your face blushed tenfold with a sly smile.

“I won’t let anyone else ever make you cry.”

NOTES: did you enjoy?? uh anyways— masterlist on the way :))

@astrxrism

#teru minamoto x reader #akane aoi x reader #tsukasa x reader #toilet bound hanako kun #minamoto teru #akane aoi #jshk tsukasa #i am in dire need of fanfics

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grapecaseschoices · 4 years ago

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Small Detective Asks: Pierre Lin

1. What's their name and how do they look?

Pierre Lin. (My favorite PicCrew). He is over six-feet with an athletic, muscular build. He’s of E. Asian Descent (mainly Vietnamese). He’s often well dressed but in a simple yet stylish manner. His hair though cut short is a little long up top, so it falls in his eyes (though it starts the day perfectly styled!) His expression is serious but not harsh. He’s been known to shoot smiles and fond expressions, yes even in the work place.

2. Why did they join the police?

He joined for the structure and the rules. It is funny because he does have a lowkey impulsive streak and occasionally isn’t as by the book as he first comes off (he kept his coffee cup in the autopsy room scene; what a rebel! Whatever, it was cold). But overall, he’s a bit of that boy scoutTM stereotype.

3. How did they get the promotion to detective and what do they think about it?

I honestly cannot remember but, surprisingly, he didn’t want it.

4. Can they handle blood/gore?

Yesssss …. Ish? He’s squeamish but he’ll breathe in / out through his mouth and do what he needs to do.

5. How are they with people?

He’s pretty good with people. As I listed on his summary/stat page, his strongest stat is his friendliness. He is also strongly a team player. I see Pierre’s approach to be very sympathetic. It’s bleeding heart but make it reserved. He wants to do the Right Thing. This is in the general sense. Specifically, in relationships, making friends -- he’s also reserved. He has teasing humor that peaks out and he tries to be easy but he’s no pushover. He prefers a peacekeeping / making diplomatic approach but if you’ve crossed a line he’s not quick to make allowances (ie, his current strain with Rebecca though they started strongly. They’re working on it.) He can be a little impatient with people who exasperate him and he CAN get exasperated (Douglas, Mason and Ava have learned this, lol. And Bobby knows this well :-|)

In short: Pierre is tender-hearted but firm.

He has his awkward moments too but I’m going to stop rambling.

6. What's their relationship to Bobby?

I answered this here but: Fuc. THAT. BITCH. Bobby pushes his buttons far more than he wishes he would. They were exes. Mistakes were made. Pierre regrets them.

7. Who is their Love Interest and why?

Copying from the last time I answered this:

~~uwu~~ Felix~~~ Ahem. Because Felix gets under his skin in the best of ways. I wanted to do a tol vs smol. And thought it’d be funny to have someone more by the book, fumbling with F. Felix is the best thing since sliced bread in Pierre’s book. They balance each other yet are both naturally warm people who want the best for others. And each other. They are my sunshine, soft ship. It is so delightful to read. Especially, as Pierre is more – he wants to take things slowly. Even though Felix is ready to GO. The care. The respect. The affection Felix gives him? Ugh. It’s just what someone whose ex was Bobby needs. It’s what Pierre deserves. And likewise Pierre is a warm, teasing, steady presence that I feel is good for Felix. BALANCE~~~@@!!!!

I will add to this and say that they are going to kill me in book three. I just know it. I think it continuously surprises Pierre how into him Felix is. And I think it surprises him how into Felix he is, or more -- how good and just supportive and delightful it can be. (Did I mention that Bobby fucked him up?)

8. What's their relationship with their mom like? How did it change?

They were so strong. They were close. I think he was probably her golden boy and I think he -- did his best to understand why she wasn’t there. I think he admired that she did important shit. But finding out what it was, HOW MUCH she’d been lying / what she’d been lying about gave them a hit. I think some of it is misplaced anger and other of it is -- or maybe not so much misplaced but it’s easiest to put a lot of it on her (which isn’t fair). But a lot of it is genuinely … disappointment. Maybe she couldn’t tell him but she could’ve better prepared him. The trust is broken. But it’s slowly repairing, I think. He loves her. She’s his mom. But they didn’t end where they started -- and they’re definitely not back to that place yet.

9. What do they think of the supernatural?

I’m trying to remember -- but he’s sort of taking it as it comes. He’s the sort to take things as presented. So he’s cautious but isn’t like …. Argh! Hateful or fearful. Really, for him, it’s like well fuck -- more people to take care of. LMAO.

10. How well did they handle the reveal that the supernatural exists?

I honestly don’t remember. It was months ago. But I think pretty okay. He was confused. And I can see Pierre having some trepidation but I think overall he was okay, definitely some restless nights overthinking things.

11. Do they have any tattoos/ piercings?

He has two tattoos. I haven’t decided what yet. One on his right ankle and other on his upper left arm. (Probably.)

12. What is their highest (professional) stat and why?

People/Psychology (it really jumps like a good almost 15 percent by the end of book two). Softe. I honestly would not be surprised if he took a psychology class

13. What's their opinion of the Mayor?

He is the mayor. That is pretty much it. At the end of the day, he’ll be afforded the professionalism that the position affords him.

14. Do they get along with Tina and Verda?

Yes. If I recall correctly, he leans a little closer to Verda - even though it was a slow start. But he’s also fond of Tina and respects her. How can one not be?

15. What do they think of Unit Bravo? How has that changed throughout the story?

As a whole? Yes. It’s definitely gotten more positive. It’s gotten warmer -- in particular to Ava. He didn’t … I don’t think Ava disliked him but she clearly wasn’t happy. But they were both fairly neutral. Mason gets on his nerves less lmao. There’s an increased fondness and definitely a better appreciation. And with time comes learning / understanding. I think he’s a lot more fond of Ava and Mason than he realizes, as well as being part of the team as a whole. He was always open to working together but it’s like less I am working with these agents and more these are this team (less as in he’s in charge and more, these are his people.) I’m honestly excited to play the SPOILER investigation in book three with the history earned from books one and two.

He’s always liked Nat. Felix still has him fucked up, lmao.

16. Do they have any pets?

No. And he’ll say he doesn’t want one. But there’s this fat ass cat in his apartment. Pierre isn’t helping (or maybe he��s helping the right amount.) They’re friends. It legit downs his day when Mr. Sylvester doesn’t come to visit him during the weekends.

17. What are their hobbies?

He enjoys reading. He also likes repairing older books. Nothing big or fancy. But it’s something he does for friends (what friends?? Just him and Verda and Eric being nerds). Mostly textbooks but also paperbacks and hardcovers for novels. It’s mostly rebinding but he’s learning about embossing and recovering and etc. Because he’s a nerd.

He sometimes visits the local hospital and takes the kids toys to repaint. He’s not a hard repair person. But if it requires fine work, he’s got really steady hands.

18. What do they think of Douglas?

He tries not to think of Douglas. He does wish he could focus more on his work. And will continue discipline him, take that phone away, in hopes that SOMETHING sticks. He thinks he’s a little punk

19. What does their apartment look like?

A Grandma’s cottage, apparently. It’s a cosy aesthetic. He probably definitely has a worn lazy-e-boy and nice, fluffy carpets. It’s warm colors and rich fabrics. It does lean less single-man-in-his-thirties and older-woman-with-fifty-cats. But. At heart, isn’t he just?

20. What is their personality?

Stats here.

Boy Scout. Pierre is solid, dependable, organized. He is more work than play. He is reserved -- and sometimes almost reticent but not quite. The fact that he’s just so stolid and comfortable sort of distracts from that. It is almost strange how comfortable he is because he is slow to warm to people, but he’s so genuine, so polite/nice that once you get to know him, it’s hard to remember a time where you felt approaching might’ve been rebuffed. He’s definitely the guy you want to comfort families. Because he’s sympathetic and he says the right things and because he doesn’t take pride in it.

Pierre is the sort of person who does what he has to do . He’ll tell the family that their loved ones died (though he wishes moments like this didn’t exist). He’ll grit his teeth and swallow down discomfort to give victims the respect of his assessment, to hear what the ME is saying, and take the information needed to do his jump.

Pierre has lowkey levels of ‘fuck around and find out’ though. He isn’t a pushover, isn’t easy to forgive, and even his loved ones can take a hit -- he’s open to forgiveness but it’s slowly given and opportunities to earn it aren’t always easy. As I said earlier, he’s tender-hearted but firm.

One of the things I like about Pierre though, other than he takes things as they come (which can be both good and bad), is him and emotions. He definitely lets himself feel them in the pace that he feels he needs to (not to say things don’t get away from him, or that people haven’t taken advantage of them - Bobby -they have and he’s been in some bad situations because of them). He’s an overthinker. He’s also a little mischievous with a teasing humor. He’s a teensy bit off kilter but it’s hard to miss because he Does The Right Thing and he’s seemingly Broad Shouldered and Straight Backed At All Times, but he isn’t. It’s part of what I love about him and Felix. He gets to indulge in being a teensy rebellious and then not turn around and feel bad about it later.

21. Their favourite/comfort food?

Rice. It’s a staple for a reason. Less a comfort and more a food he enjoys: Beef teriyaki. When it’s on a skewer? Let’s just say he has to be mindful of his self control. Ends up with enough sticks to build a small log cabin.

22. Do they go to the bar or stay at the station?

He stayed at the station. He’s a homebody, a bit. So going out wasn’t his ideal. He also had work to do.

23. Their gender/sexuality?

He/him and he associates with his designation at birth (so cis male). He’s bisexual.

24. How did they handle the fight with Murphy? Did they get bitten?

If I remember right, he did pretty well (I mean he ended up bleeding so, like. BUT CONSIDERING!). Murphy got captured but he did get bitten.

25. What do they usually wear? Has that changed?

He goes from Modern to stylish/professional if I remember correctly.

#grapes chars #twc detective #the wayhaven chronicles #twc #character analysis #character building #c: pierre lin #i was going to do an ask but i saw some people answer these unprompted #and i was like im going to because it's a good way to get into his head #when im in a better place i may do fanfic so it'll be good to have in one place #than scraps of notes in different tabs / emails / on my phone #detective twc #pierre x felix #felix hauville #felix x mc #also if someone hasn't done it for their detectives they should #https://grapecaseschoices.tumblr.com/post/624089988038017024 #longpost #long post

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insomnihan · 5 years ago

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han’s Entire Thoughts and Feelings on Dreamcatcher’s “Scream”

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ITS FUCKING HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LIKE THIS IS ON GOD HAPPENING I HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO RELAX I CANNOT LET THIS WAIT ANY LONGER LETS GET IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

there are no read mores here so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

ALRIGHT SO-

THE SONG THIS F UCKING SONG WHERE👏DO👏I👏START 👏 I KNEW RIGHT WHEN I WENT ON TO LISTEN TO THE GODDAMN LYRIC SPOILER bc im an impatient little bich THIS WAS GONNA KICK MY SHINS KNEE ME IN THE NOSE AND OWN. ME. i forgot which moot i said this to but i said they should try putting their rock/metal sound with an edm kind of sound anD HERE WE ARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT SOUNDS SO GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!! this got my heart racing quick as hell even during the slower parts????????? im sorry to the beginning parts, jiu, and the bridge i cant RELAX™

CRITICISM???????? I DUNNO THAT BI TCH™

(i wont tag every part they have ill just describe some of them lmao)

JIU JIU JIU JIU JIU JIU JIU JIU JIU JIU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MISS KIM MINJI YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this, this, THIS AND THIS G O D her voice is just so perfect to start the song to ease you into this BOP™ and then her voice for those pre-chorus parts to ready you ONCE AGAIN for that chorus BUT YET its still hype as hell bc you K N O W what shes leading you into her voice is LIKE FEATHERS AND CLOUDS dont ask

yoohyeon i swear to god- her voice........................... i cannot begin.............. to even describe how nice it is.................... I DUNNO HOW SERIOUSLY like it just has that tone and power where its not very high nor very low and its just.................. lord......... going right after jiu for this it was just so UUUUUUUUUUUUUUGH- pls i CANNOT with these parts and then still being a part of the choruses MA’AM WHY DOES YOUR VOICE JUST HITS THE SPOT HUH-

sua ALSO HAS A VOICE I JUST CANNOT DESCRIBE it just has this like..................... its unique and very alluring???????? i feel like i HAVE TO SAY THIS but her voice is as sexy as she is i- putting her right after jiu and yoohyeon at the beginning HOO and then this after gahyeon and damis fire and then shes also in the CHORUS TOO AND SHE ADDS MORE STRENGTH IN HER VOICE HELLO

SIYEON I HAVE TO SAY THIS AGAIN I WOULD LISTEN TO YOUR VOICE FOREVER IF I COULD her voice is just meant to do this kind of genre i swear to GOD like THIS????????? THIS x2??????????? BICTH THIS?????????????? she just sings so effortlessly and the emotion she puts like YOU CAN FEEL THAT S HIT especially in the bridge YEESH listening now it mellowed me out for like two (2) seconds before i went feral again

PIRI GAHYEON WALKED SO SCREAM GAHYEON COULD SPRINT pls i listened to this part and i was like ‘oH OKAY SING GO AHEAD’ oh no. nononononono NECK PLOT TWIST: SHES A RAPPER AGAIN BICTH THIS RIGHT HERE THATS HOW YOU GIVE WHIPLASH- AND THIS S HIT OOF THAT HIT- her voice is a lot deeper than we think LIKE her range is actually pretty big and we LOVE to hear it

dami..................................... what the f uck- FIRST OF ALL this was Too Much already on first listen and then your rap verse DO YALL HEAR HER PASSION??????? BC I HEAR IT DONT GET ME STARTED ON THIS PART WOO!!!!! LISTEN THAT HAD ME HOPPING AND JUMPING IN MY BED ON GOD- i swear pls stop saying this han come on she has one of the most (if not THE MOST) recognizable voices EVER????????

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH MY GOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE DANCE FOR THIS SONG HAS GOT TO BE THE TOUGHEST CHOREO FOR THEM YET IVE SCREAMED ENOUGH ABOUT THE MASKED DANCER HOLDING HANDONGS SPOT UNTIL SHE GETS BACK AND HOW THEY HAVE GODDAMN BACKUP DANCERS LITERALLY THIS DANCE HAS SO MUCH POWER™ AND ITS SO HIGH ENERGY WHO THE FUC K IS DOING IT LIKE THEM

(i will be using the suit dance video for this portion)

JIU BEING LIFTED AT THE BEGINNING

THE CHORUS DANCES ARE YOU KIDDING ME- these parts.......................... oh s hit- and theN THE ENTIRE LAST ONE LIKE THAT ONE HITS AND MAKES YOU ITS BI-

literally both damis and gahyeons ‘devil. eyes. come.’ ESPECIALLY GAHYEONS when everyone is pointing at her (with this 🤘) thats Art™ right there

GAHYEONS RAP PART the usage of masks.................................. the symmetrical movement......................... Art™ part 2

these dances for sua and siyeons parts after the raps................... especially on the floor................ oh no- also i have to say siyeon lands on her knees really hard for that part i hope shes okay

jiu dancing by herself that is all

siyeon being Sexie™ that is all

dami stealing my heart and stomping on it that is all

ending pose with this 🤘 THE ICONIC™ AND LEGENDARY™ JUMPED OUT

THE VISUALS listen....................... LISTEN............................ LISTEN..................... L I S T E N- OKAY like my last two dreamcatcher thoughts and feelings (which if you wanna read: here and here) ill just show the scenes that i really liked (trust me it was REALLY hard to choose i might as well just put the mv again) and how i felt looking at them

............................................................................... oh f UCK-

ma’am whatever this is can you destroy me with it im ready-

OH S HIT

FOR THE WLW

but seriously whoever gave this woman a sword knows what the somnies like and wanna see and yes i too wanna get sliced the fuc k up

every time i see this i make like this songs title name and S C R E A M

i have no crazy special reason as to why i put her here other than i d worded when i saw her

GAHYEON NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this has to be one of the coolest things ive ever seen like on god this is so Pleasing to My Eyes like what the f kcu im like this A LOT

b ru H this part........................ theyre all doing this 🤘 at her.................... waht does it mean................... what doES IT MEAN

UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUH BICTH MXCUSE ME WHAT THE FKUC DOES THIS MEAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ooooooooooooooooooh mmmmmmmyyyyyyYYYYYYYYYY GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

also some bonus gahyeon screenshots its what she deserves after spinning my head 360 degrees <3 (also i didnt notice that both did the sign love this for her)

T H E M

WELL WELL WELL STILL AS BEAUTIFUL AS EVER I SEE- HERE TO TELL ME THAT YOU ALL STILL HOLD THE TITLE OF BEING THE MOST BEAUTIFUL WOMEN IN THE WORLD LITERALLY WHAT CAN I SAY????????????? I ALREADY BE YELLING HERE THAT THEYRE FRICKIN BEAUTIFUL AND STUNNING AS ALL HELL BUT IMMA KEEP SAYING IT AND YOURE NOT GONNA STOP ME

THE BLACK DANCE OUTFITS........................ THE WHITE DANCE OUTFITS........................... G OD

NO COMPLAINTS LETS MOVE ON:

JIU

her purple hair already hurted me and shes beautiful enough but in this video when she iS LITERALLY THE VERY FIRST MEMBER YOU SEE WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT WHEN YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL- pls i love lace................... her white outfit got chains on it................... and OH BICTH THE BLACK OUTFIT SHOWS HER BACK IM FERAL

SUA

MISS I SWEAR TO GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I MUST ADDRESS THE OUTFIT WITH THE SWORD FIRST OKAY MA’AM LOOKING LIKE A WHOLE GODDESS WARRIOR READY TO SLICE BICTHES UP FOR TALKING S HIT LIKE ON SOME ‘YES IM FROM THEMYSCIRA’ VIBES AND DONT GET ME STARTED ON HER BLACK OUTFIT WITH HER BABS (BORA ABS) OUT

SIYEON

can you pls stop being beautiful for one (1) second can yoU PLS- i saw this shot in the mv and i think i fell in l*ve with her......................... as if i wasnt already shes as stunning as ever i cant stand her the black outfit with her long ass high pony tail witH THE GLOVES HELLO and that one look with the flowers or something on her head covering her eye.......... wow..........................

YOOHYEON

GIRL I GET IT YOURE SO PRETTY I UNDERSTAND!!!!!!!!!!!! this look in this specific photo with this dress and the braid uuuuuuuuuuuhhhhh Ma’am youre a goddess I Am Looking 👁👄👁 her white outfit with the pony tail and those straps around her torso oh god and then her black outfit seems simple until you realize it shows a little of her sides pls stop im a weak man i-

DAMI

HELLO MISS LEE YUBIN I SEE YOU DECIDED TO GO ‘F UCK YALL LIVES’ AND BE HOT™ HUH- tbh not even mad at her yullet (yubin mullet) but shes dami she can work MANY LOOKS™ her black and white scene during her rap like thats a Look™ that attacked me and like yoohyeons black outfit hers looks like nothing special until you realize her sides are also out........... oh no-

GAHYEON

GAHYEON THE WOMAN THAT YOU ARE!!!!!!!!!!! this is HER ERA NO I WILL NOT LISTEN YOU CANNOT CHANGE MY MIND- i wasnt expecting her to attack me as much as she did its that GODDAMN pink outfit from the l ver. of the teasers i sHOULDVE KNOWN!!!!!!! her black outfit is like suas does she have gabs (gahyeon abs) OH NO LORD PLS- SHES BIG BEAUTIFUL™!!!!!!!!!!!!

BONUS TIME: B-SIDE TRACKS (short thoughts and parts i liked) had to go and use the color coded lyrics to make sure to not mistake the members and appreciate them fake ass fan i have a hard time telling who is who sometimes pls dont roast me ill do better next time

Intro

OKAY LISTEN- this intro be hitting a little different compared to their last intros maybe its just me but i feel as tho it COULD go just a little harder yknow???? tho ofc im love it still but ANYWAY-

Tension

now this........................ this is beautiful so this was apparently was supposed to be called goodnight????? and changed the lyrics?????? so............... they were hiding this Bop™................ for a few years????? did i read that right?????? LITERALLY A SLAP™ IT IS HEADBANG MATERIAL the fkcuing drums oh pls- THE CHORUS SOMEONE TALK TO ME ITS ADDICTING i............... LOVE jius voice on this song in particular that slower part i dunno why she just got me i- those parts sua and siyeon do before that ‘break the wall’ part i dunno their kinda lower voices theyre making me feel Things™

Red Sun

SOUNDCLOUD RAPPER DAMI RISE-

okay seriously WHAT THE FKCU- IT GRABBED MY NECK DURING THE HIGHLIGHT MEDLEY something about those bells or whatever throughout this song just hurted me so much ‘red sun’ just....................... gets in your brain and im okay with that!!!!!!!!!!! like its true that the beginning part is so intriguing and lowkey hypnotizing WOW and then their voices sound kinda breathy be hitting a little different MISS LEE GAHYEON ON THIS.................. MA’AM-

Black Or White

the guitar the fkycing guitaR CAN WE PLS TALK ABOUT THE GUITAR AND THE BASS FOR A SECOND???????? HELLO??????? THE CRUNCHINESS™ and then dami in the middle (not @ me for thinking she cursed in this song 🤡) S HU T- AND HELLO JIU SIYEON AND DAMI ALL TOOK PART IN WRITING THESE LYRICS BICTH IM YELLING- THAT BLACK OR WHITE IN THE CHORUS SIYEON SINGS IS STUCK IN MY HEAD HELP ME jk im okay with it being there yoohyeon jiu and gahyeon during those pre-chorus parts......................... good christ............

Jazz Bar

pls stop flirting with me.................................. DAMI ESPECIALLY LISTEN- I HAD TO LOOK UP THE LYRICS WITH THE COLOR CODE TO MAKE SURE MY EARS WERENT MESSING WITH ME LEE YUBIN I WILL FALL IN L*VE WITH YOU S T O P THE F CKUING BRIDGE- dami sitting on a piano during that part................ Thinking™ jiu sua and yoohyeon oh pls they sound so good and pleasant to the ears................. it feels like im in a jazzy cafe during the evening and its raining outside im drinking a latte with a cream heart design inside and im wearing a scarf- ALSO JIU SIYEON YOOHYEON AND DAMI TOOK PART IN WRITING THIS TOO BICTH!!!!!!!!!! dami saying this was one of her favorites Y E A H

SAHARA

HERE WE HAVE THE SONG WE MEMED BEFORE WE GOT IT but like that ‘SA HA RA~ RA RA RA~’ part is SUPER CATCHY siyeon and gahyeon and sua holy damn i- siyeon during the second verse AND HER HIGH NOTE ma’am im love you- also SOUNDCLOUD RAPPER DAMI RISE 2.0 i dunno what it is with dami with her raps being like this but im not even mad????????? i feel like thats an unpopular opinion something about that instrumental that guitar is hitting a part of my heart that i wanna hear it and then those drums it sounds SO COOL

In the Frozen

HERES ANOTHER FKCUING BANGER THAT GRABBED MY NECK AND WOULDNT LET. GO. like i literally fell off my GODDAMN BED HEARING THIS S HIT GOT MY HEART PUMPING AND S HIT its that flower line whatever it is that siyeon yoohyeon and sua do GOOD LORD and then dami???????? miss?????????? THE ENDING PORTION OH LISTEN- WHATEVER IS GOING ON WITH THE INSTRUMENTAL HOLY SH IT AND DAMI SAYING ‘LIMIT NO MORE’ AND ALL IT REALLY DIDNT HAVE TO GO THAT HARD F U C K-

새벽 (Daybreak)

now this is a song that could heal souls- its not super slow like a ballad but it has like a lowkey jazz lo-fi (???) feel to it and their vocals are super gentle and smooth are these angels- i dunno what it is about all these songs and the second verses like this one is good too??????? especially yoohyeon U H i felt that in mY BONES i can definitely see this song as one i would go to when i wanna relax to or even fall asleep to bc its so soothing

Outro

THIS HITS REALLY DIFFERENT AND I LIKE IT I DUNNO WHAT IT IS IT JUST FEELS NICE IN MY EARS

LIKE i was expecting this album to be SUPER INCREDIBLE COME ON ITS DREAMCATCHER YKNOW but i didnt think itd be THIS incredible this group is just so full of surprises and are just the MOST HIDDEN GEMS its unfortunate they really arent very known trying to be a little critical ofc there are SOME things that could be different theres nothing absolutely and truly perfect ever- personally i am IN LOVE with this album theyve topped themselves from their last comeback which like HOLY S HIT however will this be the comeback that will get them their first win? ..................... to be honest its hard to tell i was so hopeful last comeback and yknow stuff happened OFC I DO HOPE AND WISH THEYLL WIN but whats most important (at least to me) is that i enjoy their music and enjoy all the content they give and appreciate their work and their voices

IN CONCLUSION: PLEASE YALL ALWAYS MAKE ME SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and like before i must bring this back:

#im sorry i cant be more objective 😔😔😔#decided against writing a favorite lyrics portion #im actually very busy this week BUT THIS IS LONG ENOUGH YKNOW #if there are mistakes oh well #hopefully this was entertaining!!!#dreamcatcher #han.txt #han's mv afterthoughts

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chiscii · 8 years ago

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I’ve been drawing the season 9 girls once a day, so here’s week one. Helps me be less eager but a bit more hype! Second batch coming next monday hopefully!

Bonus track: my sister’s boyfriend said Sasha would look great with some Cynthia hair

#rpdr #RuPaul's Drag Race #RuPaul's Drag Race Season 9 #Sasha Velour #Aja #Valentina #Charlie Hides #Farrah Moan #Nina Bo'nina Brown #Nina Bonina Brown #Shea Coulee #Shea Couleé #I lowkey fucced up cos I drew most of my faves this first time around #(Valentina so far seems like a goddess we do /not/ deserve too good for this earth 👏😌)#Should've gone in like alphabetical order to make it less #favoritism inclined? or whatever #By the time I get to like Jaymes Mansfield (no T no shade) I'll be BURNT the fuck OUT #Anyway back to the board with me!

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sunbabyhcs · 6 years ago

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persimin hcs!

so!!!!

u and minho had some Humble Beginnings

u moved to gimpo as a child let’s say around 14, so the start of 8th grade in korea’s school system!!

ur mom has taken up a job offering which required her to transfer there so y’all packed TF UP and YEETED

anyways minho is a year ur senior and usually u wouldn’t see him often yknow cause class differences and he’s a Whole Year Ahead

but!!!! u had conveniently moved into the house across the street!!

15 year old minho kinda just stared at u and ur mom unloading boxes from the window in his living room

of course his mom noticed her son is Weird but he doesn’t just stare outside windows for No Gotdamn Reason

and when she looks outside with her son she just goes “:^)”

“minho!!! why don’t u help them unpack?”

she literally shoves him out the door and closes it saying “be polite!” and minho is just staring at the door like

“i’m running away”

nonetheless he walks over and originally he’s like “i’m okay!!!! i’m just gonna help them unpack and be nice and i’ll go back to my room and pack my shit in some bundles then-“

lol what the fuck is a train of thought???? minho doesn’t know

u noticed him coming over and poked ur mom’s shoulder, saying smth in a language he’d probably kill himself over trying to understand it and u turn back to jog/skip over

wee woo wee woo wee woo wee woo WEE WOO

minho’s kinda just like shutting down lol why is a cute girl suddenly his brain can’t form a single word wait sHES COMING CLOSER FUC-

“hi!!”

we’re here today to grieve the loss of lee minho’s heart

LITERALLY HE JUST FUCKIGN STARES AT U LIKE “( ・∇・)“

AND U LIKE WAVE UR HAND IN HIS FACE LIKE “hello???? sir????”

minho just snaps out of it and grabs the box from ur arms ASKCNALXH

u just stare at him like “dude what the fuck” for 0.2 seconds before ur going after him like “hello?!?!!?!?! WHO ARE U?!?!?!?!!”

he turns around right and u weren’t PREPARED

his smile is brighter than the sun who told god that this was allowed?????

“i’m lee minho, i live across the street and my mom kicked me out of my house to help u unpack!”

he said that so nonchalantly that u just went “(・・?) ur mom kicked u out”

“yeah she does that a lot”

LEE MINHO W H A T

after Unpacking Day u two just naturally stuck together!!!!

u were the new kid at school and minho kinda became ur Guardian Angel

seriously he didn’t leave ur side unless it was for class

and after class he’d meet u at ur locker to walk u to ur next period and u just HDJAKFHKADN

it was. scarily easy to develop a crush on ur neighbor like u didn’t even realize it at first tbh

u only noticed it aka it hit u in ur fucking face when he grabbed ur hand in the halls bc it was more crowded than usual

and minho looked back to see if u were holding on and following and when he smiled that rlly toothy sunshine smile?

ur heart melted

of course u didn’t TELL HIM WHAT KINDA CONCEPT IS THAT DENIED! LOCKED IN THE DUNGEON!

it was a few years later that it just slipped FROM HIM

u were in ur junior year and minho a senior

it wasn’t even like a weird day where something different was going on w what u two were doing

like u were just laying on ur bed and minho was on the floor beside it like y’all had done since u first moved across the street

and there was soft lofi music just echoing around ur room quietly right???

minho just kinda sets his notebook aside and pushes his psych book away from him before he starts SLAMMING HIS PALM AGAINST UR MATTRESS

U BOUT NEAR HAD A H E A R T A T T A C K

“WHAT THE FUCK MINHO?!?!?!???!”

but when u see him looking up at u like u put the stars in the sky ur heart just goes “fuck”

“lets get ice cream” but it’s more like a demand cause he’s dragging u off ur bed before u can even comprehend what’s going on

y’all end up at the local ice cream parlor and ur eating ur ice cream and minho’s like trying to eat his but he can’t stop looking at u like

is he rlly gonna..... do this? is he gonna risk losing u? just because he wants - well needs - to get his feelings out there?

yeah lol

“hey, persi.”

when u look @ him from over ur ice cream his heart just melts and he starts malfunctioning JDKANSK

but!!! he must carry on!!!!

“yeah minho???”

“i like u.”

that day in the ice cream parlor changed everything

at least it felt like it did because u two had started dating after that

FAST FORWARD TO PRESENT DAY!!!!

u and minho literally DONT LET EACH OTHER LIVE AJDKSBXKAB

“hey baby can u give soonie a can of tuna or smth?”

“hey baby can u pick up ur fucking laundry?”

“（╹◡╹） i’m sacrificing u to the cat gods”

BUT U GUYS ARE ACTUALLY RLLY CUTE!!!!

when u want to be????

one of minho’s favorite things to do is lock pinkies with u!!!! he loves interlocking fingers when y’all hold hands but!!!!

linking pinkies seems so much more intimate to him he feels so (๑>◡<๑) when ur pinkies are locked together

he doesn’t make it easy to be affectionate LOL

like if u want to kiss him on the nose or cheeks or ANYWHERE he dodges everything like his life depends on it until u just

smoosh his face between ur hands and attack him w kisses

sometimes u wonder if he loves his cats more than u

he does

when he’s in a soft mood tho it’s SO OBVIOUS

he literally stares at u like ♡o｡(๑◕ฺ‿ฺ◕ฺ๑)｡o♡

on those days ur lucky if u leave the bed for some snacks cause he won’t let u go

he will never let u go

not until his cuddles quota has been met

going to his dance practices!!!!! and him going to ur presentations/talks for ur history classes!!!!!

both of u just go (๑♡⌓♡๑) the ENTIRE TIME when ur at smth the other loves doing

ur always there to cheer him on for his local dance competitions w his team and he’s always there to support u when u have a big presentation in one of ur classes!!!!

he lowkey like breaks into the classroom to watch but the kids in ur class know he’s the Supportive Boyfie so they cover for him

kissing attacks after either of u finish ur Big Moment? inevitable!

minho loves u so much like wtf he would drop kick the president of korea for u

u thought this would be just fluff

well

(｡•̀ᴗ-)✧

lol we are ALL aware of the scorpio energy that literally RADIATES from minho’s natal chart

this comes out OH DOES IT COME OUT

ur like vvv submissive and minho Knows This and he Takes Full Advantage over it

lol when u accidentally let it slip One Night that u like being tied up and degraded minho just goes “oh rlly?” and ur like “yah lol” and then ur like “(　ﾟдﾟ) oh no” and minho’s like “:^)”

okay he doesn’t like using rope rope to tie u up u feel???? he’s v much a scorpio radiating man but he prefers using silk to tie ur wrists together uwu

when he’s degrading u he either calls u his dirty little cumslut or his babygirl there’s no inbetween

when he pulls out the former u know it’s gonna be a Long Night because when he REALLY pulls out the dirty talk he’s going ALL OUT BOYS

he likes leaving hickeys anywhere he can honestly ur lucky if ur entire body isn’t covered in them the next morning

oh yeah he’s a dancer too so u already KNOW he knows how to use his hips and he has hella stamina u could be on the verge of tears cause ur so DEAD

but minho’s like. barely broken a sweat and he’s all :) i’m not done yet babygirl :)

also he’s a god at eating u out like he’s RLLY good at it but what do u expect that boy can...... rlly go all out..........

aftercare is such a soft thing w him tho!!!!

he’s not always real good w being overly affectionate but after sex he really tries his best

he’ll run a bath for u and do whatever he can to make sure ur a1 and all glowy and happy

BACK TO THE SUGAR

he’s not good with his words and he much rather prefers to show his love for u through small actions

little love letters, small notes around the apartment for u, bringing home ur favorite flowers and peach tea for u after a Long Day At Uni, all of it!!!

u two know that u love each other more than there are stars in the sky, so u don’t tend to say “i love u” like ur life depends on it

on days where ur mental health seems to eat u from the inside out, minho’s there to hold u and do what u want or need

but sometimes just being in his arms is enough to ground u and help u feel just a little bit better

minho’s just always thankful that u moved across the street from his childhood home all those years ago

and he’s so thankful his mom pushed him outside to help u and ur mom unpack because without that

he wouldn’t have met his soulmate, the love of his life

and when he pulls out a small box like it’s nothing and slides it to ur side of the table during one of ur guys’ anniversary dinners

and when he watches u open it and tear up before looking at him and just going “jesus fuck of course i will minho”

he knows there could’ve never been anyone else for him.

#persimin #<3

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musubiki · 7 years ago

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I had a thought the other night. How do the Sevii Islands play into Leaf's story? If I remember correctly, a lot of this side plot happens after beating the E4, and given Leaf leaves not long after beating them I was curious. I hope you don't mind me asking!

no prob!!!!

➞

actually, leaf leaves about a year after beating the e4 (so one year there and 2 years abroad to make for the 3 year timeskip)

(im deadass i havnet played in the sevii islands for a while but ill try to post what i remember)

the main thing about the sevii islands for leaf was that. thats where green ran away to after he was beaten at the indigo plateau. after prof oak expressed his very clear disappointment and green having to. stand there and listen to his grandpa praise leaf on how she got there. he. fucking got on his pidgeot and left.

no one knew where he went and he was missing for weeks. daisy got worried sick and during this time leaf got in a fight w/ prof oak and scolded him about the way he treats green because “He’s nothing like what you seem to think he is”

and she’s right. prof oak is just bitter and scared that green would turn out the way Agatha did

side note backstory headcanon real quick: prof oak and Agatha were rivals when they were young. they went to the same school and were best friends and rivals just like green and leaf

and Agatha actually loved him but he didn’t see her that way because. he thought she was too obsessed with power (she was) and didnt like the way she treated her pokemon (it wasnt horrible, but she only really used them as tools to fight and he thought it was wrong)

so when he found his future wife (greens grandmother) she became angry and bitter and it strained theyre relationship a lot. eventually they just. hated each other

so the reason why prof oak was always scolding green and “why dont you treat your pokemon nicer” and all that.,. shit he told him at the league.,.was because of that history he had

growing up he kind of projected onto green what agatha was (even though he was never really like that) which was why he was always discouraging him from becoming champion and why they had kind of a tense relationship when green went on his journey

so after prof oak was like. scolding green at the league. (i forget what he was saying something about how he was disappointed in him. even though he made it this far. all by himself. same as leaf. and he treated his pokemon fine.) leaf went to talk to him about this and that’s what sparked the fight + leaf learned the whole backstory™ from both him and agatha previously

so she scolds him on it. because. hes wrong and green really isnt like that. he loves his pokemon and the prof was wrong to treat him that way. so she tells him that shes gonna bring green home and when she does he better fix his attitude because by god green does not deserve this

and shes right

so daisy talks to bill, asks him if hes seen green. he tells her he heard he might be down at the sevii islands. so daisy begs him to bring leaf there to find green. and he says sure. on the condition, I get 3 boxes of oatmeal cookies

and shes yeah, sure, fine, whatever you want. so bill takes leaf to the sevii islands (hes always on the ss anne. he probably has like free tickets for life [thanks lance])

she finds green there. hes still pretty depressed but. he lowkey helps the older people that live there. when he first sees her its like this mess of emotions because. its leaf. (and this is post saffron keep in mind so hes still confused and messed up about how he feels about her) so hes. happy, angry, sad, proud, everything. luckily she convinces him to talk and though hes a mess, his tone comes out bitter

theyre like. probably in mt ember or something when this al happens bc no one else is around. she asks him to come home, he replies why should he when no one wants him there anyway. his gandpa hates him, he says, and shes probably rejoycing too that hes finally out her way and. here we go. they have another fight.

though its less like a fight and more like shes getting him to finally vent out everything hes been holding in because fuck. he always acts so tough and strong but he does still feel things. and hes the one yelling and angry and she just. keeps her voice soft and calm because. he is at this point. the weakest hes ever been (and ever will be until…..things……………..)

and so they fight about why he left, and how he cant stay there. and how daisy misses him and is worried. and how prof oak doesnt hate him, they just need to talk about it. and how she doesnt hate him, and she never did. and hes. shocked by the last part. and its just a deep and kind of sad talk between them and also. the point where green sees her more of a friend than a rival.

and at the end of this hes sitting down and hes like. not even angry or depressed hes just fucjifnd sad and disapointed in himself and he thinks hes disapointed eveyone and leaf just. hugs him around his neck. tightly. and hes caught off gaurd. hes just sitting there with his hands awkwardly hovering.

and she tells him that they all miss him. and theyre all worried for him. and he hasnt dispointed anyone. and that everyone is proud of him and everything hes done. and that. shes proud of him. and she wants him to come back with her and hes just.,., “.,…////..//./..,.”

and he finally. hugs her back. and. burried his face in her neck and. just melts into her. and they stay like that for a while and hes. happy shes here for him so he decides fine, ill come home. because fuck it, i cant run from this forever. might as well get it over with. fuck. its worth it if i can maybe get more moments like this, he thinks

and then of course. bill comes in. and inturrupts. and “Oh there you guys are- oh.” because THEYRE STILL LIKE. IN AN EMBRACE.

AND LEAF BLUSHES AND PANICS AND TRIES TO PUSH GREEN AWAY but green is. no. his arms are LOCKED around her . he aint ready for her to leave him yet. bill can fuck off

eventually they go back to the ss anne to head home and green is. still green. so hes like you know what. im gonna use this situation to my fullest advantage. because he really liked that hug. and he. acknowledges the fact that. when hes close to her like that its. nice.

so that night fnhjdfj forgive me folks. he goes to her room to hang out. and shes like yay!!! hes getting back to normal!!! thank arceus!!! and theyre chilling on her bed like. watching tv or talking or something. and hes probably using her lap as a pillow hes a spsidl spoiled fucking brat. and when it comes time for him to leave and go back to his own room hes like. how about i stay here instead

and shes like,,.,., what.,.. ?

and so he pulls this bullshit pitty card shit (i hte him) about how hes sad (hes not anymore) and he doesnt wanna be alone (big fucking liar) so he wants to stay therw tih her. and at this point hes like fuckingnjfkd cuddling up to her and shit and shes “U-uhh..i d-….don’t…know if this.,. uhhh” shes a blushing mess, mind you

and fyi, hes been thinking about saffron like., 90% of the time ever since it happened. he cant get it out of his head. ever

so he has his like arms wrapped around her waist and his head resting on her belly and hes. fucking. (i HATE HIM) giving her these like puppy dog eyes????? AND SHES WEAK ALREADY. AND HE ADDS THIS SOFT LIKE “Please, Leaf?”

so shes ok,. fine ,,.,.. and he immediately goes back to his shit snarky self and adds something along the lines of “I knew you’d come around/give in eventually/couldn’t resist me” and shes blushing and stuttering and a total mess and hes just grinning and teasing her he loves her reactions and. theyre back baby.

meanwhile. pom is happy. the gang is back together and vee is pretend gagging. pom punches him

when they get back to pallet town, leaf brings green to talk to prof oak. and the talk actually goes good. prof oak tells him his whole story(he’d never told them before) and apologizes for the way hes acted. and hopes that green would consider like. spending more time together. and hopes he can forgive him(ofc its yes. green loves his gramps despite everything)

he tells green that leaf is one amazing girl

green blushes because HAHAHAAhahhhaha ye. a h… she is.,…………..fuc k../

from this point the mew/two adventure/subplot takes off

and bill gets his cookies too. she only made him 2 boxes and he writes her an official comlpaint letter

#long post #headcanons #anon #ask #they actually go back there during the one year post-game to deal with rockets #and they have some adventures there #ember spa hint hint

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hausofmamadas · 2 years ago

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Before we even get into the nice meaty meats of the matter, I am obligated to CLIMB UP THIS HILLTOP AND SCREAM YOUR PRAISES FOR DOING A FIC WITH WALT’S GF DANI A LESSER KNOWN FEMALE SIDE CHARACTER BC AS MUCH AS I LOVE ME SOME MEATY MEATS OUR ONE TRUE MEERKAT MAN THERE ARE NEVER ENOUGH FICS WITH THE WOMENS SO JUST ALREADY SCREAMING THANK YOU

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✧ and Walt being the regret-filled man that we all know and love

Sorry just pure truth and fire not even from the get in the fic but in the description of the fic skksks

✧ She looked as good as she ever did, especially with the snow that was starting to swirl around outside. Walt felt a smile twitching at his lips before he could even think better of it.

PFFFFFFFTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT already simping so hard for Dani in her fucking adorable winter-wear she really had one of the best wardrobes in the very little screen time she got and her apartment decor was :justrightblob: so like we already know her winter-wear was on point sksksks and then ALREADY IMMEDIATELY CRYING BC I HAVE BEEN WARNED WELL AHEAD OF TIME THAT THINGS DO NOT END HAPPILY BUT WALT JUST SKSKKSSK DFUCKSING SMILING BEFORE HE COULD THINK BETTER OF IT BC YOU KNOW THIS BITCH SUPPRESSES ANY KIND OF POSITIVE EMOTION BC HE’S BEEN SO BROKEN DOWN, HE’S JUST LIKE “NOPE. CAN’T BE DISAPPOINTED IF YOU’RE NEVER EXPERIENCE HAPPINESS” KEKW

✧ He thought about standing up to hug her, but he didn’t know if he was allowed that anymore. He didn’t know if that was too familiar now. So he played it safe and stayed seated.

god I know I’ve said it 40,000 times but the way you write Walt is so unbelievably spot on like sksks no one can tell me this man isn’t so clueless as to think that a hug is like going overboard with the affection skdfjsfkjskdfsj like no one will convince me otherwise a hug. he’s stressing about a fucking hug being too extra skdfksjkfsj I’m screaming

✧ She plucked the hat from the top of her head, setting it to the side with her purse before reaching up and smoothing her hair out … It looked good. She always looked good. She let out a quick exhale, shoulders relaxing like she was finally settled in enough to try and talk to him.

She brought her hands up onto the table, bracing her forearms on the surface of it. She took a moment to study his face for a moment before finally saying, “Hey, Walt.”

NOT ME JUST SKSKKSKSKJA COPY/PASTING THIS WHOLE ASS PARAGRAPH WHATEVER, FIGHT ME SKSKKS BC GODDDDD OKAY SO I don’t think I’ve said this yet or maybe I have, lordt knows I’m a professional at babbling about the same shit over and over but like every time I read your fics, I am constantly marveling at the way you describe the physicality of people and locales bc it’s like so vivid, it’s quite cinematic ksksks without it feeling like I’m reading those like very technical paragraphs describing action in an actual script skskds like it doesn’t sound mechanical but it is always so evocative. this entire sequence, I can fucking see, smell, hear, taste, touch like fucking eeeeeevvvvvveeeeeerrrryyyyyything ESPEEECIALLY THE “HEY WALT” AT THE END like idk what it is about certain people but I have a weird thing with like hands and the sound of ppl’s voices skkskskskskk and I think the sound of Dani’s voice is so sexy KEKW but like in a comfy, sorta way?

✧ “Hey, Dani.” He cleared his throat, feeling like he didn’t sound quite like himself, but not able to stop it. “You look good.”

NOOOOSODFS BUTTTSKDFSDFKSJDFKSJDFS THE WAY I CAN EVEN HEAR THE LITTLE VOICE CRACK LIKE SO CLEARLY IN MY MIND’S EAR …? EYE SWEET BB MEERKAT

✧ Dani chuckled. “They couldn’t find a better place for a conference than Chicago in the middle of winter?”

He leaned back in the booth, smiling across the table at her. “I stopped expecting them to make sense a long time ago.”

SKSKKSKSKSKKS THE META SHADE at the ever-constant, bureaucratic shitshow that is the DEA and lowkey our whole democracy but sssshhhsshshhh we are gathered here today to be gutted by other things and like the most fucked part is I fully believe they would do something this moronic too

✧ When she reached up to tuck a lock of hair behind her ear, he saw the ring around her finger. She was wearing a few, so maybe the bejeweled silver band around her left ring finger was purely decorative. But it probably wasn’t.

NOASDOFKSDKJFAKJLSD WHEN I TELL YOU, THE FUCKING SOUND THAT I JUST MADE SKSKKSK AND THE LIKEKEEKEKEK STRAIGHT UP F O R C E WITH WHICH I JUST SMACKED MY OWN CHEST AKSKDFJSKDK READING THIS NBD FOLKS, ALREADY HURTING AND NOT A THRID OF THE WAY THROUGSKSKSKKS

✧ “So,” her voice drew him back to the present conversation rather than letting him dwell on all the things that didn’t happen, “what’s new?”

… rather than letting him dwell on all the things that didn’t happen… *insert it’s-fine-crying-boy gif *

✧ He choked back a laugh at the broadness of the question. When he caught the glint in Dani’s eyes he knew that she did it on purpose, something to just get him to laugh and drag him out of his head a little bit, even if it was just for a second. What’s new. What wasn’t?

NOT ME JUST COPY/PASTING ANOTHER PARAGRAPH BUT OH MY GOD, LIKESKDFKJSKDJFKSJDFKAJSL;DKJLAKJS it’s so simple but it really does capture and build off the microscopic crumb of their dynamic that we got to see on the show liek she really did draw him out of himself in moments like that but mans was too damaged for it to MAKE A DIFFERENCESKFDJFF OH AND FUCKING ALSO THE WHOLE INTERNAL MONOLOGUE “WHAT’S NEW. WHAT WASN’T?” JUST PROSE. SUCH PROSE. I DON’T KNOW WHAT IT IS SPECIFICALLY THAT I LOVE ABOUT IT BUT I REALLY JUST LOVE IT

✧ The smile on his face was as genuine as it had ever been. He nodded. “That’s real good, Dani.”

Gododooddodododddddddddd I can really HEAR him fucking saying this one fucking sentence but it’s SO WALT

✧ She shook her head at him. “You still know how to make good things sound sad, you know that?”

ANDNTHENNNNNNNN?????? FUCKING THENENNNNNN YOU HAVE THE FUCKING NERVE???? THE NERVE??? TO HIT ME WITH THIS BEYOND IN-CHARACTER, LETHALLY TRAGIC PIECE OF DIALOGUE NEXT?????????? BC ON THIS DAY, YOU FORREAAAL OUT HERE TRYING TO VIOLATE THE THOU SHALT NOT MURDER COMMANDMENT BY STRAIGHT KIIIIIIIIILLLLLING ME TO FUCKING PIECES

✧ He nodded, lightly rapping his knuckles against the table. “Yea. Following the coke trail. Like some fucked up Hansel and Gretel.” He chuckled dryly.

Not me justskskkskssk fucking repeating myself skskskkskskskks like an idiot skdfjskdfjskfjs but like every. fucking. frameskkskskssksk FULLY FUCKING SEE IT

✧ That was the type of thing that was going to eat away at him if he left this whole thing without a clear-cut answer. Which was ridiculous, and he knew that. He should be thanking his lucky stars that she even wanted to look at his face after everything that had happened before. And he was thankful. But he was also painfully curious. And maybe a bit of a masochist too.

AND MAYBE HE WAS A BIT OF A MASOCHIST TOO SKDFKSJDFKSJFDKJSKJDFSKJ OH GEE, WALT????? YOU THINK??????????? But also the entire time i read this I couldn’t stop thinking about how like it’s this sort of quality of like needing to have a clear-cut answer, needing to get the closure that probably is what drove Walt to get into law enforcement in the first place. Like it’s such a clear theme with him throughout the entire show how he’s kinda relentless but in a way that’s liekskdkfsdjfskj no Walt, maybe for your mental sanity and happiness you should just skskkkssk perhaps not???? Kskskssksks but helike cannot let that shits go

✧ He opened his mouth to ask the question, but before he could, their waitress reappeared with their food. Divine intervention on the smallest scale possible …

Alright. Okay. I’ve said this in other reblogs but likeskskksksk at least once a fic, there’s some line that is like??? So good??? That I’m fucking mad I didn’t write it bc now that exact concoction of words is already strung together and out there so now I never can write it. Like that’s how??? fucking FIRE it is????????? and uuhhhhh, let’s just say “Divine intervention on the smallest scale possible …” has now made the list

✧ They didn’t talk all that much while they ate. Small exchanges between bites, not attempting to dig into anything too deep while there was still food to be had. Walt was a bit thankful for that. He let Dani direct the conversation for the most part, which was more of a relief than he had thought it was going to be. She’d always been better at this kind of stuff than him anyway.

I’m just gonna stop apologizing for copy/pasting full paragraphs here bc it’s gonna be like every other bullet skdkkkskk just know imsorryforeverythihgsnsksks always but like……...the fact that they’re just sitting there eating, sort of not really talking, just enjoying each other’s company like ??? It’s B R E A K I N G MY FUCKING BRAIN bc- wait, what’s that one line from Pulp Fiction about comfortable silences???? not me running to give it a Goog and then playing it off like I had that shit memorized, at the ready so you guys think I’m looooiiiiiiike soiiiiii cool “why do we feel it’s necessary to yak about bullshit in order to be comfortable? That’s when you know you’ve found somebody special. When you can just shut the fuck up for a minute and comfortably enjoy the silence.” And this JUST SMACKS OF THAT EXACT THING LIKE A SDKFJSKFJSKSKK I HAVE NEVER BEEN KICKING WALT HARDER UNDER THE KITCHEN TABLE AT THE FAMILY REUNION FOR FUCKING THSI WHOLE GODDAMN THING UP christ i’m crying and sweating and we’re not even to the real sad part yet

✧ Walt was halfway through saying no when Dani asked for a slice of pie. The waitress nodded, ready to take back off towards the kitchen again when she added on, “Oh, and two forks, please.”

Sorry bc I didn’t know for a fact that Dani was a dessert person before reading this fic but it makes so much sense, it’s just canonically factual that Dani is indeed a dessert person and thus the reason why we’re friends, or maybe I gave her that wedding ring SKSKSKSKKSKKS THE TWIST YOU DIDN’T SEE COMING AND THEN KSKSKSK HER ASKING FOR TWO FORKS BC SHE’S AN ANGEL???? and bc by god she knows that both Walt’s soul and physical body could really use some extremely processed sugary treats every now and again bc mans lives off slim Jims, Lone star tallboys, and Pall Malls (and never the menthols bc do you know who he is, pls)

✧ She shrugged as she took a large sip of her coffee. “It’s good here. Plus, you could use the extra calories let’s be real.”

PLUS YOU COULD USE THE EXTRA CALORIES SKSKFSKSKS Dani is one of us you guys, she is, she just fucking is

✧ He chuckled and shook his head at her. “Can’t catch a break.”

OH BUT YOUSDFKSKSK GUYSSSSS HE REALLY CAN’T SKSKKSK FROM THE WORLD, FROM DANI, FROM US

✧ “What more of a break could you ask for than a slice of apple pie? Plus they serve it with ice cream. Live a little, Walt. Put something besides alcohol and cigarettes into your system for once.”

WHAT DID I SAY?????????? WHAT DID I JUST FUCKIGNS FKSDFJJ SAY???? DO WE NEED ANY FURTHER PROOF THAT SHE IS ONE OF US???????

✧ Dani was one of the smartest, funniest, kindest people he’d ever met. So when she reached the end of her rope, when she decided to let it fly and tell people the things that she had been holding back in the interest of being nice, it was something. She wasn’t loud or vulgar the way that most people got when they were angry. She was honest, and scathing, and real. That was so much harder to stomach.

Honest, and scathing, and real. FUUUUUUUCKCKCKKCCK SWEET FUCKITY GOD OF FUCKS FUCKING FUCK THIS SLAPS SO HARD bc like just thinking about her last two conversations with Walt like before she leaves and then when he calls her from TJ liek it’s so true. There’s something about the resignation when she delivers the truth that’s like……. Like when your parents tell you they’re not mad, they’re just disappointed skskkskskksk and like, okay???Cool??? And that’s supposed to make me feel better??? bc disappointment is almost more affirmation that like whatever it is, the bad thing you’ve done, whatever way you’ve fucked up, you can’t change or fix it, whereas idk anger just feels more transient somehow? and I’m just fully not making sense anymore– all I’m saying is I’M FEELIJGN FUCKING. THINGS. OKAY

✧ “But don’t worry, I used to be.” Looking up and over at him, she said, “I didn’t like being angry at you. I needed to be for a while. You know, so I wouldn’t do something ridiculous.”

“Like take me back?” he offered up, saying what she wouldn’t.

PFFFFFFTTTTTTTSKSK I just can’t, it’s too sad and funny and real and makes so much sense but is also like why Walt, why’d you have to go and do it. But then goodddddd ohmygodohmygodohmygodohymygod I just got :woah weebay: bc OOOOOH SHIT IT’S ALL COMING TOGETHER like it makes so much sense, Dani deciding to let the anger go bc SHE KNOWS WALT IS PATHOLOGICALLY INCAPABLE OF MOVING FORWARD bc he’s been constantly punishing himself since his brother’s death so she prob figured like any anger she has is A FRACTION of what he feels towards him selfIS AAAAAND AND ALSO LIEK SHE’S A FUCKIING ADULT SO PROB ALSO DOESN’T WANT TO ENABLE THAT SAME PATTERN OF LIKE HER ANGER FUELING HIS SELF-PITY, SELF-FULFILLING PROPHECY PENDEJADAS BC IF SHE’S STILL MAD, HE CAN CONTINUE TO JUST BE “AH, YES. I AM A PIECE OF SHIT. WHY ATTEMPT ANY CHANCE AT HAPPINESS CAUSE I’LL JUST FUCKIT ALL UP AGIANSISKDSKKSKS ANYWYA” LIKE SHE’S LETTING GO AND REJECTING THAT NARRATIVE ENTIRELY, EVEN IF HE CAN’T. AND NOW I CAN’T. IS THERE SOMETHING BEYOND CAPS HERE BC THAT’S HWERE TF I AM WITH IT

✧ “Since you’re not mad,” he started as he scooped some of the ice cream onto his fork, “can I ask you something?”

I don’t even have anything of value to add with this skksks except that I think it’s soooo interesting and somewhat telling of what?? i donut know skskskksks that once he knows she’s no longer mad, he decides it’s safe to ask about the ring….

✧ “Why? So you can run a background check on him?” she joked.

It got him to smile. “No, no. Nothing like that.”

ohhhhh this is so funny and adorable bc to Walt’s credit, he might be the only law enforcement character in the show who I could see, in this position, being like “nah, she’s got this” like trusts Dani’s judgment enough to not feel the need to whip out that DEA dick and measure skskskskkskskskkskksksks like, Steve? Fuck no. Javi? Doubtful, Kiki? Bitch p l e a s e. Carrill– nope, not even gonna finish the question that’s how MUCH we know the answer sksk

✧ Dani laughed. “Yea. I mean, he’s not quite as smart as I am,” she made the comment in jest, “but you know.”

“No one is,” Walt said with a small smile and a shake of his head.

Dani rolled her eyes with a smile as she took another bite of pie. “Suck up.”

:lebron tear: bc a fucking whip-smart woman who knows how smart she is can not only step on me but can literally dance on my grave any day of the week sksksksksksks like why is this the hottest thing she’s said ever BUT THEN AKSKSKSKSKSKS WALT’S QUIP BACK BC FOR ALL HIS FUCKING METRIC FUCK TON OF ISSUES ONES THAT ARE SO SAD AND DEEP SEATED THEY SHOULD PROB MAKE NEW DSM V ENTRIES FORNTHEM HE WOULD BE MAN ENOUGH TO ADMIT THAT SHES SMARTER THAN HIM MY PRECIOUS MEERKAT MAN

✧ You didn’t want to be here, Walt. And that’s okay. I didn’t want to keep having to give you up for months at a time for your job. That’s okay too. You would’ve been miserable cooped up here. And I would’ve been miserable being stuck on the other side of the border from you constantly wondering if you were okay.

FUUUUUUUYYYCK DUDE something about the way she positions it as her “giving him up” for months at a time is really just— IMJUST—-//++/@2@2&/‘sensiwodoowowownLzoejwbw WERE IN FUCKINT. 9.93929282:882$27;,!/!//‘offooeen w SYMBOLS TERRITORY. SYMBOLS. FREAKIN SYMBOLS. THAT IS THE LEVEL OF INCOHERENCE AT THIS POINT. Like it really, really conveys how much she really loved him and how hard it was despite the fact that she was nothing but outwardly supportive

✧ We both got what we wanted in the end, right?” That felt like a loaded question. Maybe it only felt that way for Walt because now he had no fucking idea if he had gotten what he wanted.

THE WAY IN WHICH AND THE VOLUME AT WHICH I FUCKING SNORTED AT THIS WUESTIOSNKSSKSKSKCAUSE LIKE you have to know what you want to know when you’ve gotten it imjustsosorryWalt jk im not bc literally the next line is you admitting essentially that exact thing ksksks

✧ He wanted to tell her that he missed her, but he knew it would be pointless at best, and unfair at worst to go picking at those scabs. So he let it lie.

I cannot cont— I just— noooooooppppppeeeee nopeimsosorryimdonenow I have to flee the country and change my name and start a new life bc this is just— like ugggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhggggshshsgsjsjsjssj I understand the conflict he’s feeling, like I really do but also just like TAKE A LEAP, TELL THE TRUTH ABOUT HOW YOU FEEEEEEEEEL WALT LIEK I GET THE FEELING SHE WOULDNT HAVE TAKEN IT THE WRONG WAY BC SHES NOT MAD AT YOU LIKE SHE PROB WOULDVE SAID SOMETHING SIMILAR OR AT LEAST THANKED YOU FOR GETTING REAL I AM FUCKING PACING RN

✧ He surprised himself with just how much he meant it.

Oh wonderful. It’s just getting worse and worse and no my face is not at all the Yo Di B discord emote no I’m not crying it is not at all the flaming-its-fine-doggo gif no one talk to me no, not at all my friends. Noooooooootttttt at ALL NO ONE FUCKING LOOK ST ME I SWEAR

✧ “Thank you. I’m happy for you too. I do keep an eye, you know, on the news and everything. I hear about it.” She paused. “I’m proud of you.”

Those words felt like they had peeled away the weights crushing his chest. He didn’t know how to say that to her, though. So instead he said, “Thank you.”

You guys......... n e v e r in my whole ass life have I done this but I LITERALLY, LEGITIMATELY, ACTUALLY, GENUINELY just shook my fist at the sky, unironically like an old man, cursing god for these pesky youths on his lawn bc it’s just so true to form for Walt TO NOT SAY THE THING HE REALLY SHOULD SAYSKSKSKSKS LIKE TF WILL OUR MEERKAT MAN EVER LEARRRRRRRNN??????

✧ She gestured to the door. “After you.”

He chuckled as he stepped past her. “And they say chivalry is dead.”

I think I shall call *scribbles in tiny Columbo-detective-sized notepad* Banter In the Littlest of Moments your specialty. Yes, I think that’s what we’ll call it

✧ Walt so badly wanted to reach into the pocket of his jacket and pull out his pack of cigarettes, but he didn’t. He wasn’t going to do that to her. He just wanted something to do with his hands, something to keep him busy.

NOOOSJSSJKSKSJSJS not another installment of moments of Accidental TOOREAL Realism bc a) fucking forgot that him smoking was such A Thing for them and b) as a former smoker did I not say I was a hoodrat. dw I quit many years ago dfs just wanting something to do with your hands is like 85% of the reason you continue to smoke look yes, blieeeehhgfh nicotine, sure, addiction, whatever but like to this day the only times I’m ever fooled into thinking I want a cigarette is when I’m nervous bout sksksksk what to do with my stupid hands

✧ “I will.” He didn’t know yet if that was a lie or not. Either way, it sounded good.

SSSSKSKSKSTTTTOOOOOPPPPPPPPPO NOT THAT “I THINK I MEAN IT TODAY BUT I DONT KNOW IF ILL MEAN IT TOMORROW” FEEL TO JUST REALLY KICK ME IN THE DAMN NUTS YOU GUYS

✧ Leaning back in the seat, the back of his head pressed into the headrest behind him. He took a deep breath, his long, slow exhale visible in the cold air.

hmmm yes, another *puts on the comically tiny pair of reading glasses, scribbles in notebook again* I think we shall call your other specialty .... yeeeeees, yes, “Cinematic-but-not-dry/mechanical/sterile Physical Descriptions of Things”

✧ He huffed, tossing it unceremoniously back onto the seat where it had just been before throwing the car in drive and heading back to his hotel.

Guys, can someone tell me, I can’t be certain but I feel like something might be dripping? onto my shirt. What is that? Oh is that blood? Oh no, it’s just brains!!!!! Oh good!!! Yes bc you’ve just gone and shot me right in the headskskskksksksksksksksk with this our strange but beautifulest of Meerkat Men LEARNING SOMETHING BUT NOT ENOUGH TO STOP DOING THE SAMEVERYTHING WNLDKSKSKSKSSKSKSK AT THE END LIKE HE ALWAYS DOES BC THATS WHO HE IS AND THE BEANIE IS A METAPHOR FOR THAT????RIGHT???DID I GET IT RIGHT????????

Rendezvous

Walt Breslin & Dani (Past/Reference Walt x Dani)

Warnings: 18+, language, smoking, angsty feelings and Walt being the regret-filled man that we all know and love

Word Count: 3.7k

A/N: I think about these two on a regular basis. Walt really had a smart, beautiful, cool-ass girlfriend and he messed it up! Silly man. I would fight armies for Dani. Maybe one day I'll write a happy lil story for the two of them, but the angsty thoughts took the wheel on this one today.

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He saw her walk by the window he was sitting next to as she made her way towards the main door of the diner. She had her puffy coat pulled tightly around her, a beanie with a pompom on the top sitting on her head. She looked as good as she ever did, especially with the snow that was starting to swirl around outside. Walt felt a smile twitching at his lips before he could even think better of it.

There was a small rush of cold air when she opened the door and stepped inside. She scanned the diner, not taking long to spot Walt. Even if she hadn’t had so much of him committed to memory, he would be an easy man to pick out. She saw the little upturn of his lips and there was something familiar about it, something comforting.

He half-raised his hand as if to flag her down even though she was already walking towards him. He thought about standing up to hug her, but he didn’t know if he was allowed that anymore. He didn’t know if that was too familiar now. So he played it safe and stayed seated. She didn’t seem off-put by it. After everything, skipping out on a hug in greeting wasn’t the worst thing that Walt had ever done to her. They both knew that even if neither of them would ever say it at this point.

She flashed him a quick smile before unzipping and shrugging off her coat, letting it stay curled around her and put a barrier between her and the back of the booth she was sitting in. She plucked the hat from the top of her head, setting it to the side with her purse before reaching up and smoothing her hair out. Walt couldn’t help but to notice how much longer it was than the last time he’d seen her. It looked good. She always looked good. She let out a quick exhale, shoulders relaxing like she was finally settled in enough to try and talk to him.

She brought her hands up onto the table, bracing her forearms on the surface of it. She took a moment to study his face for a moment before finally saying, “Hey, Walt.”

The warmth from the coffee mug in his hands had nothing on the wave that washed over him at the sound of her saying that with a small but genuine smile on her face. The knot in his stomach loosened at the realization that whatever anger he had been trying to gear up for wasn’t there anymore. He wouldn’t really describe himself as a man who was lucky, but he’d always gotten much more than he deserved with her. And he still did, apparently.

“Hey, Dani.” He cleared his throat, feeling like he didn’t sound quite like himself, but not able to stop it. “You look good.”

She smiled. “Thanks. You too.” She paused as the waitress brought her a coffee and a menu before flitting off to her other tables. She brought the small cup to her lips and took a sip, letting it warm her from the inside out. “So,” she set it back down on the table, “Chicago?”

Walt chuckled and nodded. “Yea, Chicago.”

She tilted her head in curiosity. “For good?”

“No,” he drummed his fingers on the outside of his cup, “just here for a conference. Flying out Sunday.”

Dani chuckled. “They couldn’t find a better place for a conference than Chicago in the middle of winter?”

He leaned back in the booth, smiling across the table at her. “I stopped expecting them to make sense a long time ago.”

“Hm,” she hummed, her smile softening. “And they say an old dog can’t learn new tricks.”

“They just had to beat it into me first, I guess,” he said with a humorless chuckle and a shake of his head. He paused for a moment before saying, “Thanks for doin’ this.”

She shook her head before taking another sip of her coffee. “Don’t thank me. You’re paying,” she said with a laugh.

He nodded, a tiny smile returning to his face. “That’s fair.”

Their conversation got paused when the waitress came back to take their order. Dani rattled hers off without even having to look over the menu. No wonder she had suggested this place. Walt’s eyes dropped down to the menu briefly one last time before ordering.

When she reached up to tuck a lock of hair behind her ear, he saw the ring around her finger. She was wearing a few, so maybe the bejeweled silver band around her left ring finger was purely decorative. But it probably wasn’t. It hit him like a surprise when it really should’ve been anything but. No way that every other guy out there was going to be stupid enough to repeat his mistakes and let her get away. That hurt more to think about than he bargained for.

He could feel Dani’s eyes on him and he wished that he knew what she was thinking. There was a smile on her face, and she seemed like she wanted to be there, but part of him was feeling like it had all been a little too easy. Part of him thought that maybe she would’ve changed her number. Not because of him specifically, but just because of life. But she picked up on the third ring, sounding genuinely surprised when she heard who was on the other end of the line. Then he thought for sure that he was going to have to put up a bit of a fight to talk her into seeing him, but it was easy. He asked if she thought she would have time to meet up and grab lunch or dinner one of the days that he was in town, and she told him to pick a day and she’d make the time. After everything that happened and the years that now separated them, she still made the time.

“So,” her voice drew him back to the present conversation rather than letting him dwell on all the things that didn’t happen, “what’s new?”

He choked back a laugh at the broadness of the question. When he caught the glint in Dani’s eyes he knew that she did it on purpose, something to just get him to laugh and drag him out of his head a little bit, even if it was just for a second. What’s new. What wasn’t?

“You go first,” he countered. “Still working at the university?”

Her smile broadened as she nodded. “Yea. It’s,” she paused, almost dialing back just how much she loved it before thinking better of it, “it’s really great. I love it.”

The smile on his face was as genuine as it had ever been. He nodded. “That’s real good, Dani.”

She shook her head at him. “You still know how to make good things sound sad, you know that?”

He chuckled, knowing that she was joking but it was all truth. “Sorry.”

“Don’t be.” She took a sip of her coffee. “Your turn. When you’re not conferencing in Chicago, where do they have you now?”

“They got me going between a few places. I’m in New York a lot. Did a stint in Miami. Worked with the guys in Colombia for a few months before they sent me back to New York again.”

Her eyebrows lifted, “Colombia?”

He nodded, lightly rapping his knuckles against the table. “Yea. Following the coke trail. Like some fucked up Hansel and Gretel.” He chuckled dryly.

Dani had to laugh at that. “Long trail from New York to Colombia and back again.”

“It’s how they keep me busy,” he joked. He paused. “You’d like New York.”

She hummed in interest. “Yea? You think so?”

“I do.”

“Think I’d like it more than Chicago?” she asked with a smile.

He shook his head. “Don’t think you’d like anywhere more than you like Chicago.”

There was a beat of silence and for a split second he contemplated asking about the ring. The words were on the tip of his tongue despite the fact that it wasn’t at all his business anymore. He still wanted to know, though. That was the type of thing that was going to eat away at him if he left this whole thing without a clear-cut answer. Which was ridiculous, and he knew that. He should be thanking his lucky stars that she even wanted to look at his face after everything that had happened before. And he was thankful. But he was also painfully curious. And maybe a bit of a masochist too.

He opened his mouth to ask the question, but before he could, their waitress reappeared with their food. Divine intervention on the smallest scale possible, the young woman asking if they wanted refills on their coffee saved him from making a fool out of himself to Dani yet again.

They didn’t talk all that much while they ate. Small exchanges between bites, not attempting to dig into anything too deep while there was still food to be had. Walt was a bit thankful for that. He let Dani direct the conversation for the most part, which was more of a relief than he had thought it was going to be. She’d always been better at this kind of stuff than him anyway.

When the waitress came to take their empty plates away, she asked if either of them wanted anything for dessert. Walt was halfway through saying no when Dani asked for a slice of pie. The waitress nodded, ready to take back off towards the kitchen again when she added on, “Oh, and two forks, please.”

The waitress smiled, looking back and forth between the two of them for a moment before saying, "You got it. Comin’ right up.”

When the waitress walked away, Walt looked back to Dani with a slightly confused smile on his face. “Pie?”

“What?” She shrugged as she took a large sip of her coffee. “It’s good here. Plus, you could use the extra calories let’s be real.”

He chuckled and shook his head at her. “Can’t catch a break.”

Her smile was warm. “What more of a break could you ask for than a slice of apple pie? Plus they serve it with ice cream. Live a little, Walt. Put something besides alcohol and cigarettes into your system for once.”

“Butter me up with small talk earlier so you could rip into me now?” he asked with a laugh.

“You know better than anyone that this isn’t me ripping into you.” She said it like it was a joke, but it wasn’t one, really.

He nodded slowly, the smile on his face dimming just a bit because he knew just how true her statement was. Dani was one of the smartest, funniest, kindest people he’d ever met. So when she reached the end of her rope, when she decided to let it fly and tell people the things that she had been holding back in the interest of being nice, it was something. She wasn’t loud or vulgar the way that most people got when they were angry. She was honest, and scathing, and real. That was so much harder to stomach.

“I was surprised that you agreed to do this,” Walt said after a few long seconds of silence.

Dani couldn’t pretend that she was surprised, per se. Part of her was a little surprised about it too. She wouldn’t have ever gone out of her way to reach out and try to reconnect with Walt. But when he had called, something inside her said that she shouldn’t turn him away. So here they were.

“Why?” She paused as the waitress set the slice of pie down in the center of the table between them. She set both forks next to it and slipped away, leaving the two of them to get back into their conversation as Dani took the first bite out of the pie. “Did you think I was just going to call you some mean names and slam the phone back down on the receiver?” she asked with a laugh.

Walt shook his head. “Nothing like that, no. Just, I don’t know, just thought you’d tell me I was wasting my time. That you didn’t wanna see me or whatever. Figured you’d still be pissed off with me.”

“Hmm,” she hummed as she nodded, like she understood where he was coming from. “I get that I guess.” She took another bite before saying, “I’m not mad, Walt.”

“Really?” He didn’t believe her. Not because she had a habit of lying, but because who the fuck wouldn’t be mad at him for everything that he put her through.

She had to laugh at his disbelief. “Really. But don’t worry, I used to be.” She sighed, toying with a few of the large crumbs on her side of the plate. Looking up and over at him, she said, “I didn’t like being angry at you. I needed to be for a while. You know, so I wouldn’t do something ridiculous.”

“Like take me back?” he offered up, saying what she wouldn’t.

She nodded with a soft laugh. “Yea, like that.” She paused. “So, yea, I was mad at you for a little while. Because I had to be. I only held onto it for a little while, though. Then I let it go. Moved on. Same thing you did. Or,” she chuckled as she realized that Walt’s version of moving on was just continuing to do what he had been doing the whole time he was with her, “well, you know what I mean.”

He smiled sadly. “I know.” He paused, clearing his throat in the hopes that it would stuff down whatever feelings were trying to bubble up. “You’re good, though?”

She smiled, nodding. “I’m good, Walt.” She used her fork to gesture to his. “And so is this pie, so take a bite before I eat it all.”

Walt chuckled but he gave in. It was the least he could do. And, he had to admit, she was right. It was a really good slice of pie. Maybe there really was something to making time to do stuff like this. Creature comforts and all that.

“Since you’re not mad,” he started as he scooped some of the ice cream onto his fork, “can I ask you something?”

The smile that slowly curled her lips said that she already had an idea of what was coming. Even though she knew, she still nodded. “Sure. Ask away.”

“Who is he?” He pointed to her ring with his fork.

“Why? So you can run a background check on him?” she joked.

It got him to smile. “No, no. Nothing like that.”

She nodded. “I know.” There was a brief pause before she said, “I met him at work.”

“Another brainiac?” he asked, his smile as genuine as it could be given the feeling of regret creeping through him.

Dani laughed. “Yea. I mean, he’s not quite as smart as I am,” she made the comment in jest, “but you know.”

“No one is,” Walt said with a small smile and a shake of his head.

Dani rolled her eyes with a smile as she took another bite of pie. “Suck up.”

“Least I could do, right?”

Dani let out a quiet sigh as she reached across the table with her other hand. She rested it on Walt’s forearm, and he could feel the warmth of her hand even through the thick flannel that he was wearing. She waited for him to meet her eyes before she spoke.

“You don’t owe me anything, Walt. If you’re still carrying around some kind of guilt about this, us, after all this time, let it go.” She gave his arm a light squeeze. “We’re both alright. It all worked out.”

She pulled her hand away and Walt wanted to reach for it and catch it again but he stopped himself. “Sorry.” He was apologizing for everything that had happened before as much as he was apologizing for the thoughts currently going through his head.

She shook her head. “Don’t be.” She set her fork down on the edge of the plate. “I don’t want to be one of those annoying people who always says that everything happens for a reason.”

“But?” Walt said with a chuckle.

She huffed out a soft laugh. “But I think, maybe, some things do. You didn’t want to be here, Walt. And that’s okay. I didn’t want to keep having to give you up for months at a time for your job. That’s okay too. You would’ve been miserable cooped up here. And I would’ve been miserable being stuck on the other side of the border from you constantly wondering if you were okay. We both got what we wanted in the end, right?”

That felt like a loaded question. Maybe it only felt that way for Walt because now he had no fucking idea if he had gotten what he wanted. He didn’t want to say that to her, though. The weight of the ghosts and regrets that he dragged around behind him like a ball and chain was almost unbearably heavy. He wasn’t going to put any of that weight on her. He’d done enough of that in the time that they were together.

“Right.”

The waitress reappeared, plucking the empty plate up from the center of the table. She set the check down in the middle where the plate had been. “No rush,” she reassured. “Whenever you’re ready.”

Walt looked up at her, offering a smile and a nod. “Thanks.”

When she walked away, he pulled his wallet out, counting out a few of the bills to cover the check. He set the money on top of the thin slip of paper. Sitting back in the booth, he couldn’t help but to look at her. He wanted to tell her that he missed her, but he knew it would be pointless at best, and unfair at worst to go picking at those scabs. So he let it lie.

“I’m really happy for you,” he said instead. And he meant it. He surprised himself with just how much he meant it.

Dani relaxed a little in her seat, the ends of her mouth turned up into a smile. “Thank you. I’m happy for you too. I do keep an eye, you know, on the news and everything. I hear about it.” She paused. “I’m proud of you.”

Those words felt like they had peeled away the weights crushing his chest. He didn’t know how to say that to her, though. So instead he said, “Thank you.”

“You ready?” she asked, about to reach for her hat and purse.

He cleared his throat and nodded. “Yea, yea I’m good.”

He slipped back into his jacket with ease, watching as Dani got wrapped up once again in her puffy winter coat. She pulled the hat back onto her head, pushing her hair back behind her shoulders before getting her purse situated on her shoulder. She looked over and saw Walt watching her, and she chose to ignore the wistful look on his face.

She gestured to the door. “After you.”

He chuckled as he stepped past her. “And they say chivalry is dead.” When the two of them were out on the sidewalk, getting caught in the flurries that had picked up a bit more since Dani had walked into the diner, he asked, “Where’d you park? I’ll walk you to your car.”

She smiled, knowing better than to try to win the argument about it. She motioned down the sidewalk. “Just at the end of the block.”

The two of them walked in silence. Walt so badly wanted to reach into the pocket of his jacket and pull out his pack of cigarettes, but he didn’t. He wasn’t going to do that to her. He just wanted something to do with his hands, something to keep him busy.

“It really was good seeing you, Walt,” she said when they reached her car.

He chuckled. “Don’t gotta sound so surprised about it.”

She rolled her eyes playfully. “Be safe out there, alright?”

He nodded. “Will do.”

He was about to say goodbye and turn around when she pulled him into a hug. It was a brief embrace, but snug for the few moments that it lasted. Walt sucked in a breath, not having expected it and immediately wishing that it would last a little longer.

She stepped back, reaching for the handle on her car door. “Let me know next time you’re in town.”

“I will.” He didn’t know yet if that was a lie or not. Either way, it sounded good.

The second that Dani’s car pulled around the corner and out of sight, Walt pulled the pack of cigarettes from his jacket. He lit one, the smoke swirling around the snowflakes that were falling even faster now than they had been just a couple minutes before when the two of them left the diner. Stuffing his free hand into his jacket pocket, he made his way back down the block towards his own car.

His cigarette was spent by the time he got there. He tossed it on the ground, snubbing it out beneath his boot. Unlocking the car, he slid into the driver’s seat and immediately put the key in the ignition. He cranked up the heat, wanting to warm the space as quickly as possible. Leaning back in the seat, the back of his head pressed into the headrest behind him. He took a deep breath, his long, slow exhale visible in the cold air. He shut his eyes for a moment before sitting a little more upright.

Reaching over, he picked up the beanie that was resting in the passenger seat of his car. He turned it over in his hands a few times, thinking about when she’d given it to him. He wondered why he had kept it all that time. He wondered if he should get rid of it now. He huffed, tossing it unceremoniously back onto the seat where it had just been before throwing the car in drive and heading back to his hotel.

#screamblog #I need to be tranquilized thank u #Walt & Dani #Walt x Dani #walt breslin #narcos mexico #narcos #narcos mexico fanfic #narcos fanfic

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katrinawritesthings · 7 years ago

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Jonghyun/Taemin; Problematic Fave (Part 4/4); PG

He still has to ask Key what their favorite song is, too. He’s fairly certain that it’s “White T-Shirt,” but it might also be “Orbit,” because “Orbit” is exactly the kind of gay shit Key is into, even if it is a little slow.

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1-2-3-4

Jonghyun,

Hey!! Taeminnie again. I’m on my couch writing this, all snuggly in blankies because Spring still hasn’t made up her mind and it’s raining pretty hard outside. I do love the rain, but I prefer to experience through a window rather than in the middle of it. I’m watching Key’s little pups while they’re at work so they’re up here with me. Key doesn’t like them on the couch but they’re really really warm and what Key doesn’t know won’t hurt them. I’ll send a pic for you to see!

Speaking of Key, they told me that they saw you coming out of a recording studio as they were going in the other day. Honestly, at this point, I think their feelings towards you are more complicated than mine ever were. They’re still mad at you in defense of me from nine months ago, but I think that’s mostly out of spite because I told them that they couldn’t stay mad forever. They also lowkey want to book you again for another shoot, really love your little line of accessories, and are extremely bitter that they like more than three songs on your She Is album. They won’t admit it, but ??????fuck i forgot??????? is their favorite song.

As for me, I think I’ve finally come to a conclusion for my favorite. I know, it’s been, like, three weeks, and I’ve cycled through all of them being my favorite (except “Moon,” and I’ve already explained what was wrong with that one), but I’m serious now. I really think that I like “Dress Up” the most. It feels weird to say that, seeing as how I always liked your softer songs the most, but I can’t deny that “Dress Up” is fun to jam to.

I wanted to tell you again that this comeback of yours has been so good and healing for me. The fun songs, the bright colors, the inherent and blatant queerness of everything, your pink hair…. All of it makes me feel bright and fuzzy on the inside. Before, your stuff would cheer me up just by being gentle and uplifting, but now it cheers me up by making me feel all excited and bouncy and validated. So, thanks for that!

Thank you for letting me love you, too. I know I say it a lot, but it’s just nice to have a fave to think of and love and feel all fuzzy about again. Maybe I’ll get a real romantic datefriend one day and be able to be super gay with them, or maybe I’ll friend marry Key and get all of my emotional fulfillment from that, but until then, it’s nice to draw comfort from you. Thanks for letting me and, really, all of your fans do that. I know it’s kind of part of the job description of being an celeb, but still. It means a lot to a lot of us that you put so much of yourself out there and act as support for us, even from afar.

This is getting kind of long, so I’ll stop here. I know this week is your last week of promotions, so good luck on all of your music shows and I hope you’re having a nice day!!

Love, Lee Taemin ❤

P.S.: If you ever see Key again and they try to give you two dollars, just take it and pretend like you know what it’s for.

Taemin hums to himself as he reads his letter over. That’s a pretty good first draft, he thinks, and he’s pretty sure that his opinion isn’t affected at all by how he’s hanging half upside-down off of the couch and squinting at it on his phone.

Key’s little pupps snooze gently, one in his lap and one nuzzled against his leg. Taemin scrunches his nose. Hmm. Maybe he won’t send Jonghyun a picture of his lower half, even if there are cute dogs in it. That would be kind of weird, he thinks. Maybe he can get Key to--oh, no, he’ll have to scoot them off of the couch before Key comes to pick them up so he doesn’t get in trouble. Dang.

Taemin’s left eye scrunches when he reads over the little paragraph about his favorite song. Every time he thinks about “Moon” he feels all gross inside and he should really stop thinking about it, but he just. Wants to passive aggressively remind Jonghyun that it was gross at least one more time in his letters. After this one he’ll start working on forgetting it exists. At least it helps him keep his love for Jonghyun grounded.

“Dress Up,” though. “Dress Up” is good.

The whole comeback is good, and as Temin scans his letter he feels himself warming up inside all over again. A smile cracks open his face, cheeks flushing as pink as Jonghyun’s lovely, lovely, lovely hair. It’s so nice and fun and bouncy and--

“Fuck,” Taemin hisses. He was turning halfway over to smile into his carpet and his legs slipped off of the couch. He crumples gracelessly, grunting softly as he struggles to get his hands under him and push himself up. “God, fuck,” he mutters. Pushing his bangs out of his face, he leans against his couch to just blink for a moment and let the blood rush out of his brain and into the rest of him.

Key’s little pups whine and snuffle at him, Garcons's wet little nose booping his temple. Taemin leans away, then lifts a hand to pet their soft little heads.

“I’m fine, I’m fine,” he tells them. “Mwah.” He kissies Garcons's little head when he keeps nuzzling at him. The press of his lips seems to calm the pup and Taemin vaguely wonders if that has anything to do with the way Key pulls themself out of anxiety attacks with a million little kissies to who or whatever is nearby. Probably.

Instead of trying to clamber back onto the couch, he slowly slides himself the rest of the way off and rolls to lie on his tummy. Tugging a pillow down from the couch, he holds it under his chin as he finds his phone again. A pup hops down from the couch and wiggles to curl up on his butt; glancing over his shoulder, he finds Comme Des. He lazily reaches behind himself to give him a little pat before he looks back to his phone to finish scanning his letter.

Blah blah blah, blah blah dogs, Key blah blah, songs blah, the comeback makes Taemin’s soul feel alive, blah blah… aha. Taemin reads over the next paragraph with his top lip between his teeth. Hmm. Feels a little repetitive in places. He’ll work on that. The P.S. he has to work on too; he wants it to be in the actual letter and not a P.S. He’ll figure out how to add it in without making it seem too bulky or whatever. Besides that, though….

“I think this is good,” Taemin hums to himself. He lifts the phone up to Garcons on the couch so he can see. “What do you think?” he asks. The little pup sniffs his hand and then licks him. Taemin assumes that means “yes” and gives Garcons a little scritch behind his ears. Then he rolls to his back--apologizing again for disturbing Comme Des and letting him snuggle up under his arm instead--and taps his letter to edit it.

Honestly, he missed how fun this was; just sitting here and editing out his thoughts and feelings. Thinking them over and figuring out exactly what he wants to say is so… calming. Even his first letter back where he sent, like, three pages detailing his entire emotional response to everything was soothing. Since he started writing to Jonghyun again his anxiety has been better than it has in months and he’s been able to reason his worries away almost as well as he could before he even got all hecked up in the first place. He thinks he might start up a diary anyway, in addition to his almost-weekly letters to Jonghyun. It might get him back to where he started.

As he’s deleting a word in the third paragraph, his phone vibrates in his hand with a text from Key. He hums. Now would be a good time to ask about their favorite song, yeah, before he forgets again. He opens the texts of the day and scans them quickly: “good morning egghead,” “I’ll bring you a muffin when I drop the kids off,” “do you think thick stripes or thin stripes look better in plaid,” “one of these days I’m gonna say something important and you’re gonna regret letting my texts pile up,” and “wow okay I know I just said that as a joke but I can not Fucking believe this and u gotta reply rn or I’m gonna call you!!!”

“Hmm,” Taemin hums again. He scrunches his face in confusion. What. He doesn’t think he’s ever seen Key use any punctuation in a text, let alone three whole exclamation points. He sits up, resting one elbow on the couch so he can focus better on his phone as he texts back, “Thick stripes and also what’s your favorite song of Jonghyun’s again and also What???”

Taemin isn’t sure if it’s the immediateness of Key’s reply or the contents of it that makes him drop his phone. Either way, he hisses and scrambles to pick it up and confirm that what he thinks he saw is really is what he thought he saw.

It is: Key sent him a picture of them with Jonghyun, like, right next to each other, taking a selfie, together, Key looking huffy and annoyed and Jonghyun smiling gently with one hand kind of blurry in a little wave.

Taemin can’t fucking believe it, either.

“Ohmhy fuc k ign gdo,” he texts back. He is so upset and jealous. What the fuck. This is so unfair. It’s not even that Key is with Jonghyun and he isn’t, or that Key doesn’t appreciate Jonghyun’s loveliness, or even that he’s so far up Jonghyun’s ass again that it burns him up on the inside to not be there; it’s that that morning Key literally offered to take him to work with them and he declined. It’s his own dang fault that he isn’t blushing and smiling and hiding behind Key’s arm with his heart making him all giddy right now.

“I went to a radio station to grab a friend to hang out with and he was here and he says hi,” Key texts him next. Taemin groans quietly and wilts back down to the floor, texting back a single frowny face. Then he throws his arm dramatically over his eyes and whines again. Heck. Hecking fuck. He does not believe. Lifting his arm just enough to see his text, he types “Tell him i’m in the middle of writing a letter to him.”

“I’m not playing back and forth between u two jfc,” is Key’s reply. Taemin huffs, then sighs. Yeah, that’s kind of what he figured they would say. “listen tho he’s trying to give me a free album bc I guess that’s a thing that singers do but I don’t want it so do u want me to tell him to just sign it to you instead,” Key sends next. Taemin gasps this time, suddenly all excited again. He sits up quickly, then grunts and lies back down, pressing his hand to his forehead under his bangs to fight the sudden wooziness. Whoops. Key’s pups nuzzle and whine at him; Taemin doesn’t know if it’s from worry or annoyance at his constant movement.

“Yes pls,” he texts back, and then scoops both dogs up in his arms to snuggle them under his chin. With two soft little fuzzballs against him and the prospect of a bright, shiny, new, signed album coming his way soon, Taemin feels his inside get all warm and fuzzy again very quickly. He’s never been more sure of anything in his life than the fact that he loves his fave and he loves being able to love him.

#jongtae #jonghyun #taemin #key #kibum #pg #honestly i probly shouldve been tagging these as taekey too oh well #taems just : (((((((((((((( bc jonghyun is there and he is not #key gets the album tho and tells jong hes gross but also asks jong to come back for another photoshoot #taem Just Happens to visit that photoshoot #and is v : )))))))))#he only talks to jong a lil bit and doesnt get all fucked up #and is Incredibly Relieved about that lmao #jong says sorry again also and its all good all around #cf au

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cremedelacremefanfic · 7 years ago

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Crème de la Crème: 36

Ashton

“Y’all think these safe to eat? I ain’t tryna fuck up my whole trip because I decided to fuck with foreign beef?” Aaron thought it was funny but I was dead serious.

We were at this shack that was at the end of the beach. We had planned on meeting the rest of the guys later on but decided to get a bite to eat first.

Sean had already taken a bite of his empanada and was nodding his head. He gave me a thumbs up before taking another. That was all the confirmation I needed to risk it all.

“ASHTON!” My eyes widened at the sound of her voice before looking back to see Evie stomping her way over to where we sat.

“Damn Evie, don’t show out overseas, come on bruh,” Aaron said.

“You shut the hell up!” She hushed him “Kids Ashton? A fucking wedding in the winter time? When the hell did you become my damn fiancé and baby daddy?” She asked tapping her foot angrily.

Sean started choking and Aaron being Aaron couldn’t contain his fit of laughter.

I chuckled nervously, “What you talking about girl?” I asked scratching the back of my neck.

“Oh, so you didn’t tell that man that we have twins at home and that we’ve been together for five years with an upcoming wedding?” Again, she tapped her foot angrily.

“Well nigga, did you?” Sean questioned once he composed himself.

“Yeah, I said it.” I admitted, “But we ain’t come here for no overseas booty call.” I said with a slight attitude.

“Exactly!” Sean co-signed.

“Shit nigga, speak for yourself,” Aaron mumbled.

“Can y'all go?” Evie asked kissing her teeth.

“No, but y'all can get the fuck on with your fake ass marital issues, I paid for my food to sit at this damn table.”

Evie rolled her eyes before turning to look at Sean with an angry expression on her pretty face. “Shut the hell up, Sean,” She said, “You, meet me outside.” She said pointing at me before walking off

“Mhm, you done did it now.” Aaron shook his head.

I walked out of the restaurant towards Evie and looked at her evil ass. She was pacing back and forth as she waited for me. I stood behind her making her stop and look up at me with a frown.

“Why the fuck would you lie like that? What the hell is wrong with you, huh?” She snapped almost immediately.

“Why the fuck would you go mess around with a dude that I do business with? All the motherfuckas on this island and you fuck with him?” I questioned.

“Who cares, Ashton! You’re making a big deal out of nothing, you act like I was literally on the beach about have se- wait, why am I explaining myself to you? I don’t owe you anything just like you don’t owe me anything.”

“The hell you don’t.” I grabbed her arm, stopping her from walking away.

She yanked away from me. “I don’t! I could go have sex with Rick right damn now and it wouldn’t matter because of this ringless finger.” She held her left hand up and wiggled her ring finger. “This means I’m a single woman who can do whatever she pleases.”

“What has that nigga done for you to want you to lay with him, huh?

“What? And you think you’ve done something worthy of earning me, you haven’t done shit but run game on me since that night.” She snapped back at me.” I couldn’t help but chuckle.

“You know what I think? I think you’re sabotaging us.”

“Excuse me?”

“You don’t want us to fucking be great, all you give a fuck about is how I was fucking Adrienne butter face ass. I don’t give a fuc–”

“Nigga, fuck Adrienne! I don’t give a fuck about that bitch! This is about how you wanna play ya fuckin’ games with me. I’m a grown ass woman and I don’t have time for games. You’re used to women fawning over your arrogant ass.” She interjected.

“But, see I don’t do games. You fuckin’ lied to me when you said you weren’t fuckin’ Adrienne airhead ass.” She yelled out.

“I’m not fucking her! She sat on my fuckin’ lap but that was fuckin’ it, Evie. I ain’t fucked that girl since I been fuckin’ with you.”

“I don’t have time for this shit nor do I have time for your petty ass games! You want me? EARN ME! I’m not just another bitch you’re gonna fuck whenever you get horny.”

"Evie, what are you afraid of? Just tell me now so we both can stop playing these stupid little games.” I said.

I knew it had to be some reason why we keep having the same argument and I needed to nip it in the bud, shit was starting to get way too exhausting to deal with.

Had it been any other woman I wouldn’t have dealt with this bullshit and took it as a loss but Evie better be happy I have patience with her ass.

“W-What are you talking about? Just let me go, Ashton.” She tried pushing me off of her but I was letting up on my grip.

“No, let’s settle this now, you and I both know I don’t just want pussy. I don’t need to trick you out of your panties and you know that so what’s up?”

“Do I know that? Do I really fuckin’ believe that you don’t wanna get in my panties? Ashton, there are so many things wrong with our situationship.” She said.

“I’m trying to make it right Eve, on some real ass shit I wanna make the shit right. We’re supposed to be enjoying our vacation not arguing every fuckin’ five minutes! So tell me what the fuck is wrong!” I shouted.

“I don’t trust you!” She yelled “There I fucking said it! I don’t trust no man to be quite fucking honest. After the shit with…you know what forget it.” She turned quickly on her heels and began to walk away.

Quickly, I caught up with her and grabbed her arm and snatching her ass around to me. “The fuck you mean you don’t trust me?” I frowned. I was lowkey heated that she didn’t trust me.

I wasn’t that much of a fucked up as a person. Despite all the shit we keep going through, I still considered Evie my best friend. Shit, she knew more about me than my own brother.

I watched her as my once frowned face softened as I thought about all of our conversations and what would make her not wanna trust me. That’s when it hit me, I thought back to our conversations in Malibu. I knew exactly why she didn’t trust me, it was because of him.

“It’s because of him right? Is that what this is about Evie?” She sighed heavily as she looked off to the side to avoid eye contact with me. I stepped forward, closing the gap between us. I gripped her chin, turning her head so that she was looking at me.

I tilted her head up and looked down into her pretty brown eyes. “It’s him right?” I questioned again. She closed her eyes slowly and nodded her head while biting down on her bottom lip. “Yes.” She whispered.

“What does he have to do with this huh? Why do I remind you of him?”

“Because I feel like I’m not attractive nor do I feel like I’m fuckin’ good enough for you! There I fuckin’ said it.” She sneered as she tried backing up from me, but I kept her close to me.

I stared down at her, taken completely aback by her words.

Evie

And there it was, pity. Not only did I see it, I felt it radiating off of him and I hated it.

"Eve… I-”

“No.” I silenced him. “Please don’t try to ease my mind with words you think I want to hear.”

“They would be the truth!” He argued.

“I don’t believe you!” I cried. “Just let me go, Ashton.”

“Don’t do this, Evie, not now.” He pleaded.

“Please, let me go.” I said figuratively and literally.

His hand slipped from mine as he sighed “This isn’t over.”

Turning my back to him, I wiped my tears as I made my back to the beach where Rick was sitting watching the waves.

“You know, I work so much that I never get the time to come down here and admire the beauty of the waves.” He looked over at me and smiled making me smile back lightly “You work things out with you your fiancé?” He chuckled.

“Rick, I am so sorry. Those guys they’re-

"They’re protective of you, I figured that much the day we met but I would be a fool not to believe that there was some truth to his words”

My face went blank. “I do-I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

“You really don’t know what I’m talking about mami?” His eyes found mine as he looked back to where Ashton and the boys were. I followed his eyes, Ashton sat at the table with Sean and Aaron and of course Ashton’s eyes were locked on me.

“Look, whatever you two have going on, you have to figure it out. I can tell that there is something there between you two. A blind man can see that you two have feelings for each other.” Rick said, sincerely.

“Rick, there is nothing between Ashton and I. He’s just my boss.” He chuckled lightly.

“Stop being in denial, Evie. You like him and by the way that he is staring at you, he likes you too. You’re more than an employee to him.” I sighed heavily. “You’re a beautiful woman so I can understand why he feels for you. You’re smart, and sexy and let’s not forget you have a smile that’ll make a man go to war for you.” He leaned over and kissed my cheek.

“You enjoy the rest of your trip, beautiful.” He stood up and wiped his pants off before walking away. I sighed heavily as I rolled my eyes at Ashton who still had his damn eyes on me.

This was all his damn fault, I was not supposed to fall for this nigga at all. He’s not who I should be attracted to but here I am ready to give that nigga my all. He was no good for me but he was everything I wanted.

Because of that fucked up man that raised me, I was running from every man I’ve ever encountered. I always felt as if I wasn’t good enough for them and destroyed every relationship I ever had before they even begun. It seemed like I wasn’t pretty enough and that my body wasn’t perfect enough just because of him.

He was why I was like this because of the constant and severe verbal abuse I endured from him daily. Did I think that Ashton was like him? No. Did I think Ashton just wanted to fuck? Yes.

“Want me to beat him up for you, sis?” I looked up at August and chuckled softly. “Rick is the least problems, August.” I sighed

“I wasn’t talking about him,” He said as he sat down beside me and motioned over to where the other guys were.

“Wha- you-, what?”

“We’re not stupid, Evie. We peep a lot of shit but we don’t say nothing to you guys but we know. Well, Sean doesn’t want to accept it.” He did a slight roll of his eyes and sighed.

“So y’all just clique up and talk behind our backs?” I questioned with a scoff

I couldn’t believe this, how many times they’ve smiled in my face and didn’t even hint that they knew about Ashton and me. I guess I didn’t have too much of a right to be mad because they were supposed to be my closest friends and I probably should have told them a long time ago

“I mean… yeah! It’s not like you or Ashton were telling us anything so we had to make an inference on our own and plus Aaron got a big mouth.”

“Of course!” I breathed out

“Evie, this is a dangerous game you’re playing, you sure you ready for that?”

“What do you mean?” I asked even though I already knew what he was hinting at.

“Ashton’s my boy and has been ever since college but he has his ways about him which I’m sure you’ve already seen. And on top of it, that’s your boss, babe,” he said

I nodded “I know and I…” I sighed “I’m not sure if I should even give into him.” I admitted.

“I didn’t say deny yourself of what you want, I’m saying be cautious.”

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