#i love you 4CVIT

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THE FUCKING DAISY ROOM IN FOCUS BASE ITS HIS HOUSE AT ZAUN FUCKKKKKKFDDFJl

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nobody cares, but this image is very important to me

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4C: I almost got it all. Sorry for the mess, Gravel.

Gravel: No, you're not. You're only sorry because you got caught.

4C: I mean, I just wanted to have soap. I told you that I made it.

Gravel: You know, actions do have consequences.

4C: What is that supposed to mean?

Gravel: You can't just do things, 4C.

4C: I mean, it's kind of free will, we have this one life and we can do whatever we want. But if you wanted me to do this, I will take it down.

Gravel: Your actions have consequence.

4C: What is that supposed to mean?

Gravel: Every decision you make in your life has a consequence.

4C: I know, and I feel like I’m living the best life that I can.

Gravel: Until you reap the consequences of your mistakes.

4C: I mean, will I? I don't know, I feel like the consequences of my mistakes will be fortunate, considering I.. considering where I want to go in life, you know? I don't have much to lose.

Gravel: Well you're not on a very good path so far.

4C: I don't know, I had fun with the pool while it lasted. Sometimes you just gotta build the little things in life, because like sure, it will go-

Gravel: It will end up in destruction and disregard for those around you.

4C: I mean, I mean, sure, this only lasted a little while, but like, at least I enjoyed it whilst it was here.

Gravel: I want you to know that when you do these things, 4C, the reason I react like I do and the reason I’m making you tear this all down is because I want to see you grow as a person. I want what’s best for my people.

4C: I mean, I feel.. Gravel, I feel that I’m just the person that I want to be. And I feel that if you don't want me to be that, then, well, I feel you don't know your people very well.

Gravel: Well then maybe you aren't my people.

4C: Maybe I’m not. But I cleaned up this water.

Gravel: If the person you want to be is somebody that has no regard for people around him, then I don't know if you want to be a very good person. I don't know if that makes you a very good person.

Gravel: So you know what, 4C? From this point forward, I will not, I will not try to change you, I will not try to make you anybody that you’re not, and I will not keep trying to save you.

Gravel: I’ll leave you alone, I’ll stay behind my picket fence, and I will mind my own business.

4C: We cleared the whole thing.

Gravel: You got it?

4C: Yeah.

Gravel: I’ll stay over here, you stay over there, I’ll pretend like you don't exist.

4C: Well you didn't do anything while I was gone clearing the water, did you?

Gravel: Well you know I noticed a little bit of slacking and I noticed that you got a little bit faster when I left.

4C: To be fair, I did the job. You gave me the time, and I did it in under an hour.

Gravel: You did do the job.

4C: You didn't do anything while I was gone, did you?

Gravel: You know, I noticed some slacking…

4C: Yeah, but I did everything you asked me to.

Gravel: I noticed some procrastination, and I noticed both of your friends disappear.

4C: Yeah? They disappeared? I was getting threatened, I wanted to make sure things were safe.

Gravel: Who was threatening you?

4C: You?

Gravel: While you were draining the tub?

4C: Before I drained the tub, you told me that if I didn't get everything done in an hour my thing would be gone and I wanted to make sure that it was safe. We had pets on that ship, we had friends on that ship.

Gravel: All of your friends and your pets are fine. You know, 4C, you really shouldn't care so much about materialistic things.

4C: That says a lot coming from a person who told me to care.

[lowkeywaffling]

who are you

hi! if any of you just came from here and don't know who i am, my name is 4CVIT! i make minecraft videos (once in a while) and love puzzles!

[houndbitexx]

beach life-in-death - car seat headrest is SO DERAPCHU CODED like if i had infinite time id make an animatic to it, in this essay i will....

(ramblings under cut)

the fact that the songs repeating themes are loneliness, waiting, depression, and boykissing. youll never guess what ls!derapchus repeating themes are.... youll never guess what he spends most of his time doing...

just after the songs beginning with all of the 'what should i do? eat breakfast, what should i do? go to the store, what should i do? apply for jobs' with him just waiting for wemmbu to get back for so long. with him just doing what he has to fill time while he waits indefinitely

'i wrote beach death when i thought you were taken, i wrote beach funeral when i knew you were taken, i wrote beach f*gs well it wasnt about us... but it couldve been, well no it couldnt have' with all of his failed teaming attempts (sticklers, pangi, ect) most of which he could of joined if things had just gone a little differently

'I spent a week in ocean city, i came back to find you were gone, i spent a week in illinois, i came back to find you were still gone' the constant waiting, anything else just being a sidequest to the constant of waiting. for wemmbu, for zam, for the server

'i pretended i was drunk when i came out to my friends, i never came out to my friends, we were all on skype. and i just laughed and i changed the subject. she said whats with this dog motif, i said do you have something against dogsssss' the pangi videos, and his screentime/overall presence just being bits about being freaky. he pretended he was drunk when he came out to his friends. augh

'i am almost completely soulless, i am incapable of being human, i am incapable of being inhuman, i am living uncontrollably' him being isolated for so long, him not being grouped in with anymajor group, an outlier prior to zaun

'it should be called anti depression, as a friend of mine suggested because its not the sadness that hurts you, its the brains reaction against it' the defence/ repiration of spawn, zam (and by association zaun). while all are constantly griefed. its not the loss that hurts him its his own reaction against it

'its not enough to love the unreal, i am inseperable from the inpossable, i want gravity to stop for me. my soul yearns, for a fugitive from the laws of nature' the prot 4 exploits, and the possible upper hand that comes with them, aswell as the stigma and moral statement of exploiting

'i want a cut scene, i want a cut from your face to my face, i want a cut i want the next related video' his alliance with 4cvit, forged over this exploit, as well as being some of the only lore going on while so many people take breaks

'last night i dreamed he was trying to kill you, i woke up and i was trying to kill you' sunkissed and deraps manipulative tendancies, hes so scared of mapic hurting zam that he is hurting him himself unintentionally

'its been a year since we first met, i dont know if were boyfriends yet' sunkissed, and the return of the theme of isolation that runs through both his whole character and this hole song

theres so much more but this post is getting so long already augh!! love this song though go listen to it

[mcytegg]

I LOVE YOU 4C 4CVIT, hes gonna grind ancient cities after he runs out of building materials bc he wants a monopoly on resources ^-^

[ingapotejtoo]

inga I must confess. you know the lifesteal election? the one audience vote? I. I did vote for 4red. I forget if it was 4cvit or reddoons but I remember voting. I may have done something awful. idk. anyway. love ur blog!

4cvit and red combined their campaigns so if u voted for either of them the vote sure went to cap being the god on that server LOL <- as far as im aware of how it went down

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I LOVE YOU 4CVIT

[ssseriema]

Hihi !!

I’ve seen ur lifesteal art [love ur style so much btw] and I was wondering if you had any recommendations for where to start when watching it? Or possibly any povs ? :0

HIII TYSM id recommend picking a season and starting from there! imo season 3 is a good representation of what lifesteal is and a great place to start :D as for people who i think would be nice to start with i like princezam, rekrap, reddoons, or vitalasy. sorry there was a post with like a short desc of what everyones vibes are like* but it seems to be gone now ;w; i think as you watch vids you get to know the others and get interested in their povs. its neat *(update: someone found the post its in the replies)

lifesteal season 5 also started recently, and some of the members have already made vids of it (mapicc and baconwaffles on their 2nd channels, and jumperwho to mention a few), and it also gets streamed regularly by players like baconwaffles, pangi, woogiex, and 4CVIT if youre looking for something more current or prefer streaming to vids (as vids take a while)

ultimately though, feel free to pick any season and any person and start from there. its a little overwhelming specially becuz theres so many people and some of them dont even keep their videos organized but the community is very nice and helpful. there are playlists and vod archives out there. and everyone is very normal.

if you have more questions feel free to leave them in my inbox!!! though im def not the most resourceful or knowledgable person lidufhjgukhgksjfghbfs HOPE THIS HELPS <3