#i love u guys 🫶🏻

[brrrkdslek]

part 1—ledge

"hello?" mingi asked loudly as he held his phone against his ear, the chattering of his friends in the background making it hard gor him to hear. "yes, this is him. who is this?" his friends slowly shifted their attention to mingi upon seeing his smile drop. "mingi, what is it-" suddenly, he stood up. "what did you say?" he stood frozen for a few seconds before hanging up. mingi grabbed his bag and dashed out of the restaurant, confusing his friends.

his heart was beating hard and loud, the guilt weighing hard on his shoulders, his body feeling heavier with each step he took. he should've gone, he should've been there for you, but he wasn't. because of his new friends that he had so much fun with, all while you cried and suffered alone.

mingi's vision became blurry as tears filled his eyes. it's not that he didn't want to see you, no he would never, but he just wanted to spend more time with his newfound friends, friends that he never had except for you. he was too greedy and asked for too much, when all he needed was right in front of his eyes, seeing him and smiling at him everyday.

mingi was all sweaty and panting upon reaching the hospital, making a beeline towards your hospital room. the overwhelming guilt engulfing his with each nearing step towards your hospital room. the white walls of the corridor suddenly felt suffocating, mingi bit his lip anxiously as his hand hovered over the doorknob.

he felt his breath stop when he opened the door to see you thrashing in the arms of multiple nurses. "no, get off me! let me die, just let me die already!" you cried and pushed, just like a child would. his body moved instinctively as he watched the doctor take out a sedative needle.

"no!" he shoved past the nurses and held your head against his chest, you stopped your movements and trembled in his arms. the nurses and doctor shared a look before leaving the room, allowing the two to some privacy.

mingi buried his face into your head, "i'm sorry, i'm so sorry. i-i was selfish and i just," he chokes on a sob, "i neglected you and i'm sorry..." he kissed your head, "i'm so sorry, my love." you pulled your head out of his chest and looked up at the male with wet eyes, "that's all i ever needed to hear, mingi."

mingi always hated it, he hated how easily you could dismiss his wrongs no matter how big they were just because he said a simple 'sorry'. you were this selfless person that he had taken advantage of for so many years now, and he's only realising now how important you are to him, only now after you tried to kill yourself.

mingi felt ashamed, ashamed for not seeing himself, for not seeing you. he was so sure you'd stay no matter the circumstances and he was right, but it didn't mean that you don't have feelings. all those years of hurt and suffering you experienced disappeared with just one simple apology from him, that was how much he had meant to you.

mingi couldn't bring himself to look into your eyes, the guilt weighing heavy on his heart. he sinks to his knees on the ground, head buried into your folded lap, your hands doing god's work on his fluffy head of hair. you never held grudged against mingi and he knew that. he was foolish, but you even more.

after so many years of coming and going by mingi, you still kept your bright smile and excitement every time you saw him, you were a fool, a fool in love. hearing his empty apologies all those years made you happy, because it was from him.

mingi sobbed into your lap, hands gripping your thighs tightly, as if you'd leave him then, which you could. you brushed through his hair and smiled gently, blinking tiredly. "mingi-ya," the man looks up at the mention of his name, "i'm tired," you pause, "so tired... so please, if you don't care, then go." your words felt like knives stabbing through mingi's chest, but your eyes screamed for him to deny it, for him to confess his undying love to you and be yours forever.

"no, no! i-i won't leave," mingi rises from his position, feeling his blood flow back into his legs, "i'll change, i promise! i love you, i do!" you bit your lip as more tears left your eyes, "do you really?" you looked down, "or do you just like the way i follow you around?" he stiffens, "like your puppy that's always excited to see you no matter what, like i'm only your entertainment."

you look up into mingi's wide eyes, his chest rising and falling heavily. "i-i," he takes your hands in his, "i do, and i'll prove it to you." holding your cheeks gently, he captures your lips in a slow and loving kiss, hands going around your waist to pull you up. as he pulled away, your noses were still inches apart. you look up into his eyes, "i..."

"love you too."

"don't love you."

[sha-nwa]

“You came,” she whispered.

He blinked. “Of course I came.”

chapter 9 of my and @anna-scribbles fic!!!!!!!

[huellitaa]

i giggle so hard whenever i see one of my posts on someone else's blog like omg..... i'm actually liked by people..... blushing rn

[gomzdrawfr]

Always funny watching someone new who stumbles across my blog, and going through my arts and the tags starts off as “ah cUTE” and then they get hit by the angst hammer and go “WHY”

[daintyytulip]

💕

[girlatrocity]

DID U SEE THE NEW CHAPTER LEAKS WITH HIMIKO BC IF NOT I WKNT SAY ANYTHING BUT IF SO WE GOTTA TALK ABOUT IT

I DID.

I won't even lie to you, I had 0 hope she was still alive after 428, but hearing ochako actually say she was dead like three times over still killed me tho!!! 😋

I can't even say anything about it, bc I really don't understand at all why horikoshi would even do this? imo it doesn't fit with ochako's OR himiko's stories at all, and totally takes away from (what I thought was) the meaning of the story :/

I don't wanna be totally negative tho bc I hate that 😭 I thought other parts of the chapter were nice!! like how the whole class was worried about ochako, ochako's crushing grief over himiko, tsuyu n her hugging <3 I thought I had an idea over what the next chapter would be, but after hearing other opinions abt it, I honestly have no clue

I don't think there's any way to fix things at this point, so I just want the conclusion to feel some what satisfying </3

[ashmp3]

i love watching makeup and clothing declutters and jewelry organizations and people showing their perfume or makeup or jewelry collection and what’s in my bag videos and pictures. I understand toddlers because this is my cocomelon…

[via-l0ve]

guys i haven’t written in so long?? what the fuck??

i’m gonna get back into it! i’ve been busting ass for school and work but i will be back 🫡

i always see the likes and support from you guys and it really really means the absolute world. when i started this account (after months of debate) i NEVER expected people to genuinely like my writings. i look at the likes, comments, reblogs, mentions, and followers and i’ve never been so appreciative of anything before. i love you all so much whether you interact through dm or just drop a like and move on. you mean so much to me.

i love you guys!! expect some SPN content asap xx

[blog--witch]

Ok THAT was a match worthy of Sami losing the title

[spithae]

🐻 🌻 🫧

[hearts-hunger]

goodnight pumpkin <3

[kissitbttr]

also I can tell by the way you write miguel that you are breathtakingly gorgeous irl

-🍋 (the same anon who sent the jonathon charity ask and the fic prompt one)

i am blushing to the core right now!!! cant stop smiling at this!!🥺🥺🥺💓💓💓

[vivvangel]

ur not in ur flop era if anything ur one if THE BEST writers out there 😘

stop ill cry a river

[stinkrascal]

hey anon i will be going to a wedding today so i’ll answer your wcif when im home 😚

[brrrkdslek]

Thanks to you, you gave me inspiration to start my own little ateez ninth member drabbles 🫶

WAAAAAA FR⁉️⁉️THX SO MUCH I FEEL SO HAPPY THAT I CAN INSPIRE PEOPLE🥹 I'M GUNNA SLEEP SOOOO WELL TONIGHT 🫂🫂🫂

[ashmp3]

Your trademark is literally Amata Alp for Office Magazine. I found the photoset on here and its like ethereal ice queen meets bunny(?).

oh my god no WAYYYY i have these pinned in Several moodboards i am obsessed with the styling hair and makeup everything you have no ideaaaa 😭🩵🤍🩵🤍 ethereal ice queen meets bunny stop this is everything my sylvanian families induced brain needed to hear to feel immense joy. your VISION!