#i love traumatizing my ocs

[g4llery-shredded2]

I love doomed yuri

A bit out of my comfort zone for art, but eh

Based on this^^^

[josiekatxd]

“ 𝙎𝙝𝙤𝙩𝙨! ”

got bored so decided to make a short comic including @its-a-me-mango ‘s little goofball cause I like making art for people and I also like bringing up my OC’s trauma-

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COMIC:

(This is just for sillies and stuff lol-)

[olenvasynyt]

The way I just loveeeeee a hot man who was injured on the battlefield. A sprinkle of trauma, a dislike for capitalism and war, and just an overall disgust for everything and everyone?? Yesssss hand it over 🫴

[drimmmy]

Mysterious lore idk LOL

[barghest-puppy]

Väinö || hanahaki🌺

you always thought that it’s the snow that’s gonna take you into the final embrace, but the first flower petal falling into the sink, adorned by droplets of crimson, was what started the countdown..

you never liked roses.

[bookworm-fangirl1]

I should give my oc mysterious scars she can lore drop on later :)

[finalitydrawsshit]

“Like a caged dog, you will fight back”

Wordless ver. below

Lore: When Virosika was fourteen, she was captured and experimented on.

Her captors knew who she was and wanted to turn her into a weapon. But you can’t cage a predator and expect it not to fight back.

She endured the pain of her own weapons used against her until she snapped, killing everyone in that part of the lab.

From there she would escape, to be found by folks who would become her friends.

The scientists still look for her, wanting their weapon back.

[0hitsjustkat]

[moolychaos]

Writing moment

[stxrz4chxrlie]

Adonis

Uhh I’m still whipping up lore but (totally didn’t steal this idea from a certain..series) him and the daedric prince Namira were once lovers but their romance was super toxic and now Adonis is cursed and has to eat people or else he will die lol (Muse trope sigh)

I’m going to make him and Val KISS.

[cupidsarrow444]

when you and the boys accidentally drown your mentor!

Erm... this is awkward.. I mean can boys not take a stroll in the rain anymore??

[trashpandaaaah]

Hehe angst

Ren watched as her twin fell through the air, screaming for them, crying, knowing she could do nothing but watch them fall to their death.

Riley smiled up at their twin, they wernt scared or sad that they were plummeting to certain doom, they knew that no matter what happened, they'd find a way back to their sister, even if they had to claw their way out of hell itself.

[twistingstatic]

Close ups under the cut.

[casbastian]

I like how i want people to ship my oc x canon ship but then i punish the people that do by giving them ANGST

Season 1 stuff of them is wholesome fluff and warm and fuzzy and season 2 uses the bond they built in season one and just puts that shit to the test lol

For context of this, like i said close in season 1, then he found out he was a clone. He thought they were in on project caspian. (They were not) as you can imagine it hurt a LOT. I mean canonically yeah he was hurting from betrayal but he didnt have anyone he was actually close with and onyx was actively there for him emotionally, lowkey therapy type shit. He cut them off and the interaction was not pretty. Onyx has abandonment issues as well as bpd so.. think powder from arcane lol., total crashout Anyways casp goes to norway as he does and finds out… yeah no, onyx didnt have anything to do with project caspian.

So like, he didn’t just drive away someone he cared about, he actively broke the heart of the ONLY person in his life who was real with him, who really cared about him and supported him, and sent them into a panic attack

So yeah this is when they see him again. They’re obviously really hurt and upset. They don’t want to be, obviously its valid for them to be upset but logically they understand why he reacted like he did, and they still love him, and he them and like.. they know he feels bad. They just want to forget it even happened and go back to how things were, but the reality of the situation is they’re still hurting and they need to heal. Theres a loss of trust now and as much as they’d like to try and force themself to get over it, they need time.

He obv feels terrible lol, he understands that theyre upset, its valid, he has a lot of underlying anxiety. He feels restless about it, yeah it takes time but he feels like he needs to resolve snd fix it, it stresses the hell out of him that its not. Of course he’s trying to give them time but it doesn’t make it less stressful.

In S1 they did a lot to help him be more self actualized, encouraging him to be more vulnerable, to let himself feel things instead of dissociate or try to bottle up painful feelings (for example in the show he gaslights himself into thinking he hates renee likely in an attempt to get ofer the pain of her betrayal when in reality his feelings about her are more complicated than that, he still sees her as his mom and he still cares about her) onyx wouldve helped him to try to actually process emotions, let himself feel them and think on. Thing is theyd be there when he processed through stuff (the inflection point for example) its a little less scary processing through big emotions like that when you have someone you love who loves you holding you and taking care of you and comforting you. They were 100% his rock and then after he cut them off it hurt like a bitch. Thing is he kinda to a degree unlearned the habit of turning emotions off/dissociating. He learned how to let himself feel and boy did he have some feelings. And thats what sucked is he didnt have anyone to comfort them. He needs comforting because theyre gone and theyre the person who comforted him.

People hear how I describe their relationship in season one and they’re like aww youre helping him be less traumatized by giving him someone to be close with and have a nice wholesome and deep bond.. well guess what i use it to HURT THEM 👹

I do actually really like the wholesome stuff too i just need drama also lol. I swear ill give them a happy ending 😌

Current ending plan:

They both upload and in time skip they fuse a lot (not constantly, theyre still theyre own people lol) and they go to the physical plane as robots sometimes to visit people that havent uploaded as well as just.. spend time together lol

Meeting up with bro after he cut me off thinking I was part of some corporate conspiracy to turn him into steve jobs

Well at least he feels bad about it I guess

[izuizzy]

“First Word” 💙💙

made a comic to express the relief and joy sonic felt when talia finally spoke for the first time once she became more comfortable. [read from left to right]

[sokojekeke]

"the days that are too short, the days that are too long"

"the sound of a guitar eternally tuned wrong,"

"the breakup before you're performing a love song"

Refraction Girl by Weevildoing