#i love the fix it fics though
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dictatorship and shit aside coriolanus snowās biggest crime was fumbling not one but two brown eyed bad bitches. like how do you mess up that bad
#them as a ship is so interesting like i swear the fics with them are always so delicious and good#anyways sejanus and lucy gray would have unionised and beat the shit out of him and ran away together haunting him for the rest of his life#ass got beaten so hard youāre reminded of it 50 years later#i love the fix it fics though#snowjanus#snowbaird#coriolanus snow#coryo snow#lucy gray baird#sejanus plinth#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#tbosas fanart#tbosas movie#tbosas#the hunger games#the hunger games fanart#thg#the ballad of songbirds and snakes fanart#rachel zegler#tom blyth#josh andres rivera#lucentcorriganart#art
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*Bullies you with their combined uber autism*
Bonus comic-
I just think having Tommyinnit there would fix things, y'know?
#tommyinnit#tim drake#I kind of just amalgamed Red Robin designs together until I had something I liked oops-#it was either this or write a crossover fic- and considering I have read zero (0) batman comics- this is the least egregious option#writing batfam fics with only fic-gathered knowledge is one thing- but writing a crossover fic with my incomplete characterization knowledg#would simply be a discourtesy to the delicate art of crossover fics#(I do have one really funny fic idea though so I guess we'll just have to see how long my self-restraint lasts lmao)#I'm afraid I have too much joyous whimsy for batman comics#I would touch one page and immediately disintegrate on the spot#okay but seriously#I don't know how to explain it but tommyinnit would fix things just by proxy of existing nearby#I know this to be true in my heart of hearts#he would say: you're like a brother/sister/father to me and then his weirdly endearing nature would instantly eradicate half of their issue#I love being normal
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transition would fix her -> jiang cheng
transition wouldn't fix her but it certainly wouldn't hurt -> luo bingmei
transition would make her worse -> luo bingge
#i think estrogen and a therapist would do wonders for jiang cheng#thinking fondly abt my modern au yunmeng siblings fic i will never finish#bingmei has so many other things going on that transition won't fix#but i think it would definitely make her pretty happy#bingge though. jesus where do i even start#bingge has so much internalized misogyny due to pidw's genre#first she'd have to work through all that and then accept that SHE'S a woman too#and of course it'll get wrapped up in bingge's issues about being loved#poking bingge with a very long stick. you have so much wrong with you.
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I made some more medic & scout loadouts / ocās for fun :3 Iāll definitely make more of them eventually now that my work week is finally almost over
Tattoo artist! Scout - Freddie (25)
Mourning! Medic - Conrad (32)
(cw: grief, death) Hereās some lore about them:
Conrad recently lost an elderly friend in his life and goes to Freddie for a tattoo. Freddie is a freehand artist who has done a few of his own tattoos, as well as other clients. (Including other mercs even) Tattooing is his main side gig other than being a merc. Meanwhile, this is Conradās first ever tattoo. The German is hesitant and anxious at first but truly wants something to remember his beloved friend by. The elderly deceased woman, Rose was a friend Conrad had met on the bus to work one day. He would frequently wait by the bus stop and ride along with her to various places. Both would regularly go shopping and get coffee together. Considering Conradās mother had passed away many years ago, Rose was the only nurturing, motherly figure he had left in his life. Her death has caused him to become very reclusive from his colleagues. However, Freddieās boyish charm and funny demeanor keeps Conradās spirits lifted slightly. The two become closer friends and Conrad inevitably decides to trust the scout with giving him his first ever tattoo. During the process of planning for his tattoo, Conrad ends up becoming infatuated with Freddie. Causing him to feel immense shame and guilt paired along with his deep sorrow. Freddie notices how distraught and scattered brained the doctor has become lately and decides to truly get to know his colleague. Once finding out the real reason for getting his tattoo, Freddie embraces the doctor for the first time. Conrad holds on tight and breaks down crying in his arms. Freddie comforts the doctor the best way he knows how, by offering to get him greasy bucket of chicken.
Thatās all for now :3 thereās not enough wholesome mediscout content out there so I made some š«”
#cw death#tf2#team fortress 2#tf2 medic#tf2 scout#tf2 loadout#tf2 cosmetics#tf2 ocs#tf2 scout oc#tf2 medic oc#trans medic hc#tf2 au#wholesome#mediscout#blunt trauma#quick fix#self indulgent#angst fic#I am projecting a lil bit in this au#thatās okay though#i love themmm#this au is rotting my brain#mourning medic au
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Hello! Do you have any recommendations on Zhongli/Xiao, or Chongyun and Xiao (either romantic or general) fics?
rubs hands together indeed i do. also highly recommend checking out the authors bc a lot of them have other incredible fic for the characters you're looking for!!
zhongxiao
Give me your heart (and I'll show you how to feel) by peredain (M, ongoing, 40k, some dom/sub themes, modern au) i will love modern aus until the end of time and this one has good plot, descriptions, and the feels. also i love that the yaksha group dynamics are fleshed out in this! they're so rare to find
fault lines by viverella (T, 23k, oneshot). scream. the tenderness and tension in this is so gentle. i fell to my knees bc these two old men. zhongli's voice is so nicely written :')
to carve nature at its joints (author commentary) and for services rendered by yelp (oneshots, 1k and 2k) the first is based on xiao's dream eating ability, and the second is about morax's inevitable erosion. the author has such an ability with words and their descriptions of xiao's loyalty, and zhongli's trust. i cherish greatly
bird in a cage by stormyseasons (gen, 33k, complete) i need to finish this but ohhhhhh it is insane,, the tenderness..... it traces xiao and zhongli's past through the archon war. also yaksha dynamics in this are so good
xiaoyun
i linked 4 in this post (please read these they're incredible) but heres more
lonely reflections (complete, 41k, M) and the sequel paper cranes (ongoing, 14k, E) by NocturnalFriend. chongyun's demon hunting expedition in the chasm takes a wrong turn. ive been meaning to read both but have heard v good things
intact by blurredbarcode; oneshot, gen, short and sweet!
reduced to just standing around, how absurd by justafellow04 this one's cute! it's an elaboration of a lantern rite lore bit that says chongyun's yang doesn't actually help xiao and its sweet :-)
also while im here: self promo of my xiaoyun writing exercises lol (v short drabbles of these two in different scenarios)
xiao and chongyun
"I won't let you become me, you'll be so much more" (170k words, ongoing) by snubton, which I think a lotttttt of people are fond of; I haven't read it myself (..writing style turnoff) but I've heard a bunch of good things. chongyun and xiao mentor mentee journey basically
after winter comes spring. 1/5 chapters, unfinished, featuring chongyun's yang energy and a flashback. it's sweet <3
#dkniade#asks#there's also a fic series that's zhongxiaoyun smut (by omiboshii on ao3; title's too long to write in the tags) but idk if ure looking#for that so it's not listed here lol. a fun read though#a lot of the authors are here on tumblr too but idk whether to tag them . lol. anyways if yall see this i love you all. thank you forever#thanks for the ask <33333333 i hope you're well!#zhongli#xiao#chongyun#zhongxiao#xiaoyun#fic rec#genshin impact#teyvat thoughts#i should write more xiao/yun........... the ao3 tag's dead and its getting to that time where i start missing them again..#my little guys. i firmly believe talking to each other would fix smth in both of them
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pairing:Ā amuro tooru x gn!reader
summary:Ā heās overworked and he needs some well deserved rest.
cw:Ā none :)
It was as if he could do anything. He could start his day at the cafe and save a few people before coming that night, and because of this, it was terribly easy to forget that he too, is human like everyone else.
He was a little too good at pushing himself when he needed to most. When he needed some rest, but a call comes in asking for some extra help on a mission. Or the cafe suddenly asking him to open up the next morning because someone's unable to make their shift. He was always able to say yes and exceed everyone's expectations no matter the job.
For this exact reason, he was often given far more work than your average person, and this is not to mention he had three different faces he was juggling. Yet, even through all this work, it looked effortless to him. He never seemed to be struggling and he was always on task, so no one would suspect he actually was tired and a little rest was necessary for this hardworking man.
However, you would never miss it. Not the small eyebags that appeared just below his eyes and definitely not the sighs that he would let out every once in a while. He needed some rest, but you knew better than anyone that he wouldn't listen if you simply told him to, he would just push himself a little more. He's a little too good at that.
You knew when his next day off was, but you also knew he was planning to get all his household chores done and caught up with that day, and you weren't going to let that happen. He needed to rest. So there you were, two days before his day off, cleaning around to surprise him. You were absolutely ready to take the whole day and the next if you had to, but it was much better than you had expected. Of course, he still had most of his daily chores covered through all his work. Needless to say, you were excited about his day off.
Before long, his day off had finally come. He woke up bright and early like he always did, went out for a little jog, and did his little routine. He had gotten back home and he was ready to take out the garbage when he realized it was already done, which he found terribly skeptical. He then went to check the laundry which was also already done, not to mention everything seemed a lot cleaner than he had left it. Immediately, his eyes widened and he knew it was you, and he was ashamed he hadn't noticed earlier.
As if on cue, you rang the doorbell and he opened it up. You looked at his running wear and you realized he had already gone and ran.
"You're already done! Aw, that's too bad... I was going to tell you to sleep in some more first," you said and gave him a little kiss as you walked in.
"Thank you so much," he said, a little lost for words and you smiled.
"Oh, don't mention it. Go take a shower, I'll borrow your kitchen by the way," you said, pushing him towards his bathroom.
"I'm sorry, you just came but I think I will," he said, looking apologetic and you told him there was nothing for him to feel sorry for.
While he was in the shower, you decided to make a few mug cakes. Very simple 5-minute ones, because his showers were too short for anything special. Now, they took much longer than the five minutes they were advertised to take, but it was still done by the time he had gotten out of the shower.
You were sitting on the couch with a blanket and the mug cakes on the coffee table when he walked out of the shower. You had been dating for a while now, but gosh was he still so stunning with his wet hair.
"Come sit and eat while it's still warm!" you said. "I'll dry your hair."
"No, it's okay, you should relax," he said and you immediately looked at him, shocked.
"If anyone needs to relax it's you," you said and forced him to sit down so you could dry his hair, which he had no choice but to give into.
It was a lovely time, there were hardly any words said as the sound of the dryer was a little too loud, but it was comforting. He was eating your very quickly put-together mug cake while you were drying his silky hair. Every other bite he would feed you some as you were busy drying his hair, and you couldn't ask for more. Nothing could make you happier and the same went for him.
Once your mug cakes were finished and his hair was dry, you snuggled into his bed and pulled him in.
"We're going to sleep," you said, already comfortable under his blanket.
"No, we really don't have to. We finally have a day off together, we should go somewhere you want to," he said.
"Well, I want to be here right now. With you," you said, completely certain that that was what you wished for. "I really want some more sleep today and I can't sleep without you so you're going to have to tag along."
He couldn't help but smile. He slowly snuck in and you snuggled up right next to him as he kissed the top of your head. It was sweet, and that was it. It didn't have to be anything more and it was all he wanted for the past few weeks. He truly didn't know how you managed to notice and he couldn't imagine himself with anyone other than you. You had to be the one.
"Thank you so much," he said, again. "For noticing."
"Noticing what?" you said with a smile, playing dumb. "I just wanted some extra sleep with you. I hope you don't mind on your first day off in a while."
"There is nothing more I could possibly ask for," he said and wrapped his arms around you. Before long, he was fast asleep and you couldn't help but smile. You knew he was tired and you didn't know how to get him to rest.
You kissed him softly and whispered, "I am always here for you," before falling asleep as well, but you would never find out that he was awake to hear those words. Nor will you ever find out that he fell even more in love with you that day.
#furuya rei x reader#amuro tooru x reader#amuro x reader#furuya rei#amuro tÅru#amuro tooru#detective conan x reader#i feel like genuinely nothing happened in this fic like i am trying to think back as to what happened through all this blabbering#and like 3 things happened MAX#VERY QUESTIONABLE AS A FIC.....#um not proofread but when have i ever proofread.... I WILL REREAD IT SOON AND FIX IT THEN IM SORRY#I HAD A LOT OF FUN WRITING IT BUT IDK IF ITS NEARLY AS FUN READING IT#TYSM FOR THE IDEA THOUGH I REALLY LOVED IT#request#AND THANK U FOR READING OMG I FORGOT TO MENTION IM SO BAD
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diew going so dazed with lust over his giant sweaty boyfriend it's giving him tunnel vision only to be jolted out of it by the giant sweaty boyfriend going diew š® did you just grope me? šš„°š was the perfect finale content for this sweet, sweet little show
#this series turned into such an unexpected delight!!#not flawlessly perfect but definitely constantly adorable and firmly on the side of good and healthy communication and boundaries#and i love that!! it was fifty minutes of metaphorically sitting under a warm blanket with a big cup of tea every week#and i will miss them!!!#*#monster next door#also though is anyone writing fix-it fic to give khun shy a better tank yet? i truly might end up doing that
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I had a conversation with my cousin and I couldn't refrain myself from sharing this!
My cousin: Quick question, why do you have so many drawings of dresses of yellow and white and apples?
Me: Ribombees
My cousin: Like the pokemon? Why?
Me: *Hands her my phone with Sweet and Sour Dipplins*
*15 minutes later*
My cousin: *Crying over the amount of fluff and angst she just read*
Me: Now you know the reason I randomly cry when im reading something in the fic.
Us when DipplinDuo posts the most heartbreaking chapter and having theories that DipplinDuo is planning something:
Oh my god I can't wait for the magnum opus angst chapters to come out now LOOOOOOL. Stilllll got some ways to go to get to 'em, but one of them is on the horizon finally :))))))
(But first...two specific targets will be in danger in a few chapters...:D)
#y'all have had it too good for too long and I gotta fix that#itll be fun tho#itll make some good moments you'll all be dying over I swear#LMAOOOO#I love this though stop it I would die to be a fly on the wall :')#<333#my fics#dipplinshipping#kieran pokemon#kieran x juliana pokemon#juliana x kieran pokemon#juliana pokemon#kieran x juliana#juliana x kieran#fave#ribombee lore#applin supremacy
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Literally going insane, might have to write fanfic for the first time in 2 years because the peopleā¢ļø do not get my favorite female characters like I do and I feel the insurmountable urge to write her. Iām going to bite drywall why donāt ppl see her complexities. PLEASE STOP WRITING HER ETHIER AS DOMICILE MOM OR BITCH (or just for shipping) she is so so cool please guys please.
Also while Iām here, fandoms tendency to shove women in the āpure powerful goddess who can do no wrongā box and then proceed to never give them an actual narrative role other than like āsupportiveā or ātook out a few background guysā. Like why DOES this incredibly badass and complex female character just get shunted into doinging some cool flips, getting praised about it (sheās the strongest fighter, so feminist wow) then never getting actnowleged as a 2 dimensional character.
I saw this a lot when I was in the Batman fandom, particularly with Cassandra Cain. She is a highly complex and interesting character, but in fandom sheās kind of shunted to āBadass therapy dog who takes care of the menā. Because even on the slight chance her backstory is brought up itās always never delved into and mostly used to make her etheir more tragic and in need of support on a surface level or to let her be compassionate with the men characters who get their actual problems foucused on. Itās a unqiue kind of frustrating because itās like almost letting the cool female character be cool, but itās more like the idea of a badass women is shoved in your face, maybe joked about (or if weāre lucky she gets to beat up a few bad-guys), but ultimately treated like a cardboard cutout. Interestingly this actually isnāt entirely a female character thing, itās also common with like old grandfather/grandmother characters and the elderly in general. But itās usually badass women from what I see. :/ Why canāt fandom explore their stories (people do but why is it so much less), why canāt they be the prtags of cool AUs or time-travel fix-its, or crossover events
Idk I think Iām just frustrated, and I typed out more than I thought I would. Also Ive seen what happens to some other posts complaining about fandom misogyny, so please know if youāre a TERF, fuck off you have no place in this discussion. We will never agree, and frankly all of these points apply to canon Trans Women characters. Donāt say shit ill fucking end you.
#This is about Katara Avatar because I peaked into the fandom since Iām rewatching#you donāt get her like I do sorry#Azula too#I could save her#I think Azula needs to go on a time travel fix-it fanfic journey#you donāt even understand#this is also Alpha Undertale (the best written Undertale character)#ALPHYS NOT ALPHA#this is also about Cassandra Cain#but actually I donāt think I could write her well- but the way sheās portrayed in fandom drives me insane#and Steph brown#not dungeon meshi actually- those guys got the lesbians who are winning actually#cassandra cain#probably can tag her#Iām not an avid comic reader but I know she is being done DIRTY by fandom#Fandom misogyny#I actually really like fandom spaces#but I do have to be#fandom critical#at times#More female characters I think are done dirty: Mable pines (She needs a cool time travel fix-it where she has to hide it from her brother)#Urakaka from bnha should be in a toxic Yuri situation w/ Toga- but also should be in the time vortex and should be dropped in a crossover#though the source material there doesnāt treat their women the best so Iāll give some grace to fandom#but if you can give background character 108 his own spin off you can spare some characterization for Urakaka who is awesome#Toriel is actually awesome and I think she should get a solo fic series foucusing on her grief of being a mother again to frisk#also I love Asgore but she owes him nothing and they should stay divorced#I think Mad Mew Mew should just become the 3rd skeleton sibling#I wonāt elaborate#thatās most my fandoms down- Deltarune isat Orv and stp fandoms donāt really seems to have this issiue#but Odile and Mirabelle very interesting and I will beam them into your brain
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pairing:Ā akatsuki hyoga x gn!reader (no prns)
summary:Ā kind of inspired by from the start by laufey, you loved him from the start
warnings:Ā the reader is described as beautiful and pretty, hyoga is kind of sweet
If someone were to ask you what made you fall in love with Hyoga, youād be in a bind, because you truly had no reason. You had no idea what started this little crush, but you were certain you loved him, there was no mistake about it. From the way you would notice your eyes following him, all the way to the way your heart would flutter when he talked to you. There was no other explanation of these emotions you harboured.
Hyoga was skeptical at times. He enjoyed talking to you far more than you would ever imagine, but sometimes he would have a sense that you might have some feelings for him. However, every time he had thought of this, it would immediately fade as he came to his senses, because there was absolutely no way you would fall for him. There was nothing he had ever done that could possibly come across as good, let alone something that would make someone fall for him. And definitely not you.
There were so many people who would kill to get one date with you, but none of them had had the confidence to ask. You were the most beautiful person most people had laid their eyes on, and he wasnāt an exception. This wasnāt only about your looks either, it was actually mainly about who you were. You would always be down to help and you always had a smile on, no matter the day.Ā
Your existence was more of an annoyance to Hyoga when you were just revived. He first assumed that Senkuu had just decided to revive a pretty person to raise the moral of the team, after realizing you had no particular strengths. However, it wasnāt long until he realized it wasnāt your looks that were making everyoneās day, it was rather your energy that was. For the first time in his life, he realized the effect oneās kindness can have on others. Soon after, the two of you had your first conversation, and for the first time in a very long time, you brought a smile to his face.
Now, you had no idea how to make Hyoga fall for you. You had pondered on this for months now, thinking about this every time you talked to him. Quite frankly, you were tired. You wanted him to like you so badly and today you were going to go for it. You had to start somewhere and whatever you were doing obviously wasnāt working.
The next time you talked to Hyoga was rather soon. He was just finishing his training for the day and you had just helped bring back the minerals that Chrome had found today.Ā You were always nervous when you talked to him, but today must have been so much worse than usual, because you blurted out the words you had carefully held in for months.
āHyoga, I like you,ā you said and he was visibly shaken, but to his surprise you looked just as horrified.Ā
ā...What?ā he asked, genuinely surprised.
āThat came out wrong,ā you said and he undeniably felt his heart drop a little. Of course it did.
āIf youāre going to pull that prank, at least do it to someone believable,ā Hyoga said.
āWhat?ā you said and immediately you realized what he meant.Ā āNo, I do like you. Iām serious, I just didnāt mean to blurt it out like that.ā
āThereās no way,ā Hyoga said, but he was hoping you would deny him and explain.Ā āWhat have I ever done to make you like me?ā
āWell, Iām sure that I do. I canāt quite point out when I first fell in love, but I can list things I like about you,ā you said, absolutely confident.Ā āI like the way you donāt say things you donāt mean. I like the way you care for those who matter. Oh, I love the way youāre always working hard. I know youāve never skipped a day of training, even when you were burning up with that fever and you really shouldāve...ā You were ready to go on but the way Hyogaās eyes widened surprised you. Immediately, you remembered when you first fell in love with Hyoga.
It was like you had thawed his frozen heart. He was so lost on how to react, no one had ever said that to him before. It was then that he remembered the time he probably fell for you. It was the first time the two of you had talked and your first comment was that you liked his kudayari spear. He had questioned if you were familiar with it and you told him you were not, a little embarrassed. You had admitted that you hardly knew anything about combats and weapons, but you assumed that the wear and tear in his spear showed how hard he worked. That couldnāt help but make him smile.
You were always like that.Ā
āHyoga, I remember what made me fall in love,ā you said, almost proud.Ā āThe first time we talked, you smiled. I thought a cupid shot me in the heart.ā
Your confident demeanor was slowly fading away as you waited for his response. He could tell you were nervous and that made his heart flutter. You were serious.Ā
It wasnāt on purpose, it wasnāt because you had just said that. He just couldnāt help but smile.Ā
āThen, I fell in love first.ā
BONUS
"No way," you said, unable to process that he returned your feelings, let alone fell first.
"You better not go around doing that to other people," he said, not elaborating on the previous statement.
"Oh, don't be silly," you said and he opened his mouth to tell you he was serious, but you went on. "I've only ever been looking at you, how would I know anything about anyone else?"
#hyoga x reader#akatsuki hyoga x reader#hyoga akatsuki x reader#hyoga#akatsuki hyoga#hyoga akatsuki#dr stone x reader#dcst x reader#CAUSE WHENNN I TALKKKK TO YOU A CUPIDDDD WALKS RIGHT THROUGH AND SHOOTS AN ARROW THROUGH MY HEARTTTTT#i think i strayed away from my original idea but i guess that is alright#THANK YOU FOR READING THOUGH I LOVE WRITING FOR HYOGA#NOT PROOFREAD SORRY i will read it over later and fix it later#also sorry if u r not a fan of sweet hyoga unfortunately i am a VERY BIG FAN OF SWEET HYOGA#i am so bad at writing descriptions wow#i had to write the summary line and my god NOTHING CAME OUT#i wrote you love him and he loves you like okay lets HOPE !#when will i stop talking like shut up my god the tags are going to be LONGER THAN THE FIC#ok i was blabbering about how i wanted to write a bonus blurb so i just shoved it at the end
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mclennon 70s/80s fix-it fic superiority
#(this is a call to all beatles fic writers out there lol)#my favourite genre of beatles rpf#getting to resolve the angst of the break-up and all of their issues now that they are older and (slightly) wiser#while obviously ofc saving john from being in nyc in december 1980#iām also quite partial to any fix-it fic that is set around india or 1967ās summer of love period#i just canāt stand the way things actually happened#though there can be beauty within the grief of their tragedy it just seems unfair that they didnāt get their happy ending#or not even a happy ending persay but the chance to reconnect and grow old alongside each other even if it wasnāt picturesque like some fic#john lennon#paul mccartney#mclennon#the beatles#beatles rpf
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in the trenches rn
i'm 2 days into reading a 160k word fic and i'm nearing the end but tbh the good part is over and now i'm just waging through.
not in a bad way though the fic is like REALLY good. it's just, the part of the plot i really liked is over.
#it's a de-aging magic fic and i usually don't go there. because it's a very hit or miss category for several reasons#but this one's literally so fun. all the batboys got turned into little kids and it's just a batdad fic#like it's literally just them living in the manor while they wait for zatanna to fix them. and damian's 2yo + THE CUTEST#but also it's superbat but the first 100k words were just them being really domestic friends#but now it's fronting more ātypical relationshipā than i can handle#i DID go into it aware that would happen though#idk i'm not the biiiiiiggest fan of them like that#but yeah now they got back to their regular ages and all hate each other. and also the reason for them getting de-aged in the first place#was superbat related and kiiinda ruined it#really good fic though#fic: repeat your favourite mistakes and love them all again by watchingthestars13 on ao3#gothihop speaks
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Iām writing a Jason Todd fic that has everything I want. The foundation of the fic is love: itās Bruceās love for his long-lost son. But itās love thatās gone wrong. Itās love, but itās love for someone whoās gone (or never existed in the first place). Itās Bruceās fear ā of losing the people he loves, of losing what makes him feel like heās making the right choices, of feeling completely lost, because admitting that heās making a mistake, making MANY mistakes, well. That means heās failed. He canāt fail. Not in this. Not again.
This fic is about love: one person begging the other to see them, to love them as they are, to help them in the way they need. The other person is suffocating the first because they love them. They love them so much and just want them to be happy, but happiness to them has a certain look. Happiness can only be achieved in the right way. Itās horrible and painful and frightening and sad. Itās a story about love. Itās a horror. Itās a ghost story. Donāt you see? In the end, itās all about love. And how sometimes the people who love us are the ones who kill us.
#jason Todd#bruce wayne#red hood#batman#Zillaās things#guys you donāt even know Iāve had this fic rotating in my head for YEARS now#I love horror. I love love. I love love thatās horror and horror thatās love#Bruce loves his son. he loves him enough to hurt him.#jason loves his father. he wishes bruce loved him back.#theyāre two lines that no longer run parallel to each other#but bruce is willing to Fix That.#he loves his son. he loves his son so much that heās willing to force him to fit his ideals#the tree grew crooked in his eyes. so he will go in and fix it. regardless of jason begging him not to.#jason begs bruce to accept him as he is and bruce says āābut I can fix you. I can make you as you were.āā#jason has fundamentally changed and bruce wants to scrape him out and mold him into what HE wants#because BRUCE thinks he knows best. he HAS to know best. if he doesnāt know best than maybe heās wrong.#and if bruce is wrong? what else is he wrong about. was he wrong about the batarang?#he canāt think about it. physically canāt. if he lets that doubt in itās the end of everything#so instead he just. slowly destroys his son. in the name of love.#(this is a gen story with no shipping and no canonical LGBT+ themes but itās also a VERY queer-coded story)#(and 100% not at all a parallel to my life NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE)#(being suffocated by people who love you? who think they know the best for you regardless of what you say?#loving those people even though they hurt you? begging for them to see you as you are? BEGGING for them to accept you?#and instead being met with āālet me fix you until you fit the idealized version I project over your childhood.āā#āālet me fix you so you can be happy in a way I can accept.āā#āālet me fix you. we can be happy again. at the cost of you.āā#HAHAHAHHHAHAHAAHAHAHA. anyway.)
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After my latest fic chapter I feel compelled to remind people who have never read the SGE books that Clarissa Dovey (whose ideology and behavior I did not alter) is supposed to be a good guy. She is the benevolent, motherly mentor figure. We are supposed to like her very much.
In related news: The School for Good and Evil is the single largest case of authorial "oh shit I forgot all my world building when it came time to do the story framing" I have ever seen in all of media.
#house md#hatecrimes md#fanfiction#school for good and evil#clarissa dovey#clarissa dovey is terrible and i will die on this hill#This is based on the books#The movie seems to not have the homophobia part of the worldbuilding so this does not apply to movie Dovey#SGE is also my favorite failed retcon example#Judging by the framing the author clearly didn't realize the homophobic implications of the writing when he wrote it#So in the companion book (book 3.5) he tried to fix it#But he did that by saying that Agatha (whose arrival is around 12 years after my fic setting) got Dovey to change the policy#And now people of the same gender can go to the Ball together#It's an extremely throwaway line whereas Agatha's other virtues are highlighted#So we're not supposed to look at this issue to hard--ergo retcon not āthing Agatha was always supposed to have doneā#But it doesn't work as a retcon because IT CONFIRMS THAT THE SLAUGHTER OF GAY STUDENTS DEFINITELY HAPPENED#So the author does not exonerate Dovey at all#Though of course after confirming she killed the gay students who couldn't fit in the closet he still tried to make us like her in book 4#Because no one does scattershot story construction like SC#SGE is my love to hate book series I will not apologize
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People will really say ascended Astarion isn't abusive with their whole chest huh
#You tell him you want to be a true vampire and he only ever says he'll do it later despite there being no good reason not to do it now#He keeps you as a spawn even though HE HAS STRAIGHT UP SAID that spawn are less than slaves#He breaks up with you if you don't want to be a spawn. Repeat. He breaks up with you if he cannot own and control you#If you refuse the bite he'll later say he should have turned you anyway to teach you a lesson#He's pretty aggressive if you break up with him pre-endgame. Compare this to spawn Astarion who is hurt but respects your decision#If you try to break up with him in the endgame he laughs and calls you stupid and says that your future is his to decide#He doesn't even say a genuine 'I love you'. He says 'I love you. Isn't that what you've been wanting to hear?'#If Karlach is the PC he will try to turn her and when that doesn't work he'll blame her and call her broken#Like. Headcanon away. Write fix-it fics. Whatever#But ascended Astarion as he is in the game is not a good person and not a good partner#Also interesting to note wrt the pre-endgame breakup#Unless you're Durge or eat the astral tadpole you can't back out of breaking up with spawn Astarion once it's started#But you can back out of breaking up with ascended Astarion
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My stupid story is 20k now how I do make it stop šµ
#Every time I read through to edit I end up adding another scene this is so fuckin embarrassing#It's not even in chapters it's just one massive thing#The beginning is bad though I have to figure out how to rewrite that but lmao a fixed version with dialogue will be another 2k aha ha ha#There's one long scene I could remove and make that it's own one shot but also god how about I Don't#I'll probably end up deleting it because it's just. Too much. Compared to everything else. But also. What if I didn't? š¤·āāļø#I think what's hilarious is that I had Plans. About Themes. And Character Studies. And Comparisons#And idk if it's even really in there and visible and not just 20k of 'what if I just wrote the most indulgent shit for me specifically'#And then ended it with an emotional slap to the face because I love building things up and then tearing it apart#(and it does that really well; I'm giggling into my hands - I'm dancing on my own grave)#I've cried so many times during this stupid fic#*deletes other comment*#Anyway my OTHER fic that I also indulgently love and is way too long and made me cry way too hard every fuckin scene#Does not make me cry anymore and idk if I broke it somehow in the editing or if I'm just immune to its devastation now#Honestly concerned that when I post these I'll be like 'meh; it's just ok' and then anyone who reads it is like ā ļøā ļøā ļøā ļø#Hehehehe#Ok I'm done
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