#i love sasuke

[iloveslllycatss]

RUNAWAY

— pairing : post naruto vs sasuke fight!sasuke uchiha x fem!reader  — genre : angst , fluff — summary : sasukes always seen the worst in everything, even you. and when he realizes all the hurt he’s caused for you, his word crashes (again) — a/n : i love my man and i love kanye west. LISTEN TO RUNAWAY BY KANYE WEST! (lyrics not in order, i picked the ones that go most with what’s happening) bold + italics is lyrics NOT PROOFREAD.

SASUKES ALWAYS despised everything. but never you. 

at the beginning, he mistook his love for hate, always complaining about you to himself, yet always willing to protect you. he always pointed out your faults, always thinking about himself. but you? you always prioritized him. he was the reason of your existence, the reason you kept living. 

now that sasuke was back, he had apologized to you for his past, to everyone. his past was something he wanted to forget. he wanted to be better. for himself, for you. but after the two of you got together, it seemed like he only saw the worst in everything. it felt like he wasn’t even interested in you. but you dealt with it, your biggest fear being the possibility of him leaving. you had grown attached to him.

he knew this, of course. he knew you couldn’t leave, and that you wouldn’t even if you had the chance. he knew he was hurting you. sasuke always noticed that look on your face when he said something wrong. he noticed the way you’d look at him with those eyes, the look on your face filled with hurt and disappointment, but you’d quickly conceal your feelings when you saw him. he noticed how you’d always hide how you felt, just so you wouldn’t burden him.

he felt guilty. guilty for the fact he’d hurt you without even trying. for him, it was like a reflex. he unconsciously pushed you away all the time, always keeping that cold, emotionless look on his face, as if he didn’t even care. but he did. and he knew it was getting to you.

and i always find, yeah i always find something wrong, you’ve been putting up with my shit just way too long

he tried to hold back his cruel words, he did. but he’d always end up pushing you away. saying things like ‘you’re annoying’ or ‘shut up’, he never wanted to say those things, they just kinda came out, he’d mutter a small ‘sorry’ after he’d say it, but it still hurt. and he didn’t know how to fix it.

im so gifted at finding what i don’t like the most

you couldn’t remember the last time sasuke told you he loved you, or the last time he’s initiated affection with you. you’d always initiate affection, hugging him and kissing his cheek, he liked it. but sometimes it was a little too much, so he’d lash out, his tone would be cold, and he’d tell u to stop smothering him, or that you were being clingy. he didn’t mean it, of course. he just didn’t know how to tell you without hurting you. he saw himself as a monster, especially when you’d give him that look again. he had hurt you, and he didn’t know how to stop.

you’d grow a little distant after that happened, cutting down on how much affection you’d give him, even if you craved it. you had stopped talking to him as much too.

you always tried to be perfect for him, always willing to change yourself for him. it was always about him. you put his opinion before yours, his feelings before yours, his wants before yours. you couldn’t help it. you loved him with every cell in your body, and you didn’t want him to get bored of you one day and leave.

when sasuke would get angry and he’d come home, he didn’t bother hiding it. his eyes low and cold. his glare piercing into the back of your head, and you felt it. you could feel how pissed he was from just standing by him, the only problem? he’d take it out on you. 

he wouldn’t raise his hand at you or anything, he wouldn’t dream of it. he wouldn’t yell, either. he’d just give you that look of hatred and disgust. not because he felt that way towards you, but because his mind was going crazy at the thought of whatever had pissed him off. when he’d speak to you, he’d blame you for whatever he was mad at, but he’d do it subtly. he didn’t mean it, but he couldn’t help it. sasuke didn’t know how to control his anger without taking it out on someone or pushing them away and keeping it to himself.

and i just blame everything on you, atleast you know that’s what i’m good at

after he’d calm down, he would apologize, first thing when he saw you. his voice would be low and he’d avoid your eyes, keeping an even tone with you. his breathing would be calm, and steady. and you’d forgive him right away, like you always do.

and i always find , yeah i always find , yeah i always find something wrong.

you’ve been putting up with my shit just way too long.

i’m so gifted at finding what i don’t like the most.

so i think it’s time for us, to have a toast.

what really got to him, was when he saw you curled up on the bed at night one day when he got back from a mission. he saw you hugging yourself, under the covers in the dark bedroom. you looked peaceful yet bothered. your sleep wasn’t a good one, and it showed. he felt so guilty for how he’s been treating you. he wanted to be better. he wanted to show you he could be a good boyfriend.

he showered and got dressed, laying next to you on the bed after, he hesitated. only for a little bit, before he wrapped his arms around you and held you tightly. it startled you a little, you woke up, your vision blurred and your voice drowsy

“sasuke..?” you asked, your voice was low, almost a whisper. you were confused by the sudden affection. but not complaining though, you had wanted this the whole time. and the first words that came out of his mouth surprised you.

“…… im sorry, y/n.” he mutters, quietly. he needed this. just as much as you did.

baby i got a plan, runaway as fast as you can.

his apology made your heart melt. you shifted a little, turning around to face him as he held you. “it’s okay, sasuke. it’ll always be okay” you say, quietly but sweetly. your voice like honey to him. he couldn’t get enough of it.

“.. i don’t understand….. , why you stayed with me for so long , even though i’m always hurting you.” he mutters again, his voice faint. his tone even, and his grip on you tightens.

runaway from me, baby …… run away,

runaway from me, baby …… run away.

when it starts to get crazy,  why can't she just, run away?

baby, I got a plan, runaway as fast as you can..

you stayed quiet, his words hit close to home for you. you didn’t know why you stayed. for you, it was like you just couldnt leave. you didn’t know if you could handle living without him. especially considering all the times you thought you had lost him. you loved him. more than anything. 

you understood why he treated you like that, he’s never been with anyone else, he didn’t know how to act in a relationship. but he was gonna try to be better, for your sake. he’s never been much of a romantic, he didn’t know how or what to do to make you feel good (not sexually u dirty mf 🤓). he was scared you’d leave him. he didn’t know how he’d manage without you. you were the calm to his storm. he couldn’t imagine it. he didn’t want to be with anyone else. just you.

never was much of a romantic, i could never take the intimacy ;

and I know it did damage, cause the look in your eyes is killin me

i guess then you at an advantage, cause you could blame me for everything ;

and I don't know how I'ma manage, if one day you just up and leave.

…

“i love you, sasuke. i couldn’t imagine being with anyone else.” you murmur, engulfed in his warmth. your voice was quiet, and only truth was told. “i’m not going anywhere, ever.” you say, reassuring him. 

but when you said those words, 3 words, 8 letters. his eyes widened. he couldn’t believe it, he couldn’t believe that you loved him. even after everything he’s put you through. his grip on you only tightens. he’s scared to let you go, scared to lose you if he does. he hesitates a little,

“…….. i love you too. i’m sorry.” he mutters, his voice barely above a whisper, and you just turn your head up at him and press your lips to his jawline softly, a small  show of affection to reassure him some more.

he was gonna try for you. whatever it took, he would do it.

he just wanted to be perfect. for you.

© spiderruna 2023 , no swiping guys

[satorkive]

SATURN ᯓᡣ𐭩 SASUKE

you hate this place.

the large gate to the outside world; the stalls lining up for customers; the heads of the hokages judging you; the people bustling around; your friends murmuring and exchanging stories with each other; the tall tower where the supposed protector resides.

you really hate this place.

sun rays shine on your figure as you lay down on the grass, pointing the clouds with blank expression. the area is peaceful and you're the only one present in this peaceful place.

"what are you doing?"

or not.

you do not acknowledge the voice who calls out to you. you just continue watching the sky and hearing the background chirping of the birds.

"you gone deaf now, [name]?" he stands beside your supine position.

you look up to him and see his eyes staring at you. you don't explicitly show but his orbs creep you out. not in a weird or creepy way, but with how empty and soulless it looked.

"what are you doing here, sasuke?" you ignore his question to you and fire back to him instead.

he pauses for a second before imitating your position.

great. now your peace is disturb.

you hear him scoff. "can't i go here and enjoy peace now?"

"no."

you feel his eyes burning into the side of your face. that's the only thing he can do to you. he wouldn't be able to force you out of this illusion place where you feel at peace.

uchiha sasuke. your childhood bestfriend. well, your ex childhood bestfriend. both of your parents were friends so they compelled their cute little children to be friends with each other.

sasuke's parents are dead so he probably had no reason to tolerate your presence near him. since the massacre happened, he distanced himself from all the people who he grown close to. especially you.

you tried to express your support and care for him, but he pushed you away.

you don't see any reason why you should cling to the old sasuke when he dies along with his clan so you let him go.

so, what is he doing now?

"i'm going to kill my brother."

you still.

"and how would you do that?"

"i'm going to orochimaru in order to gain more power."

you hum and let the breeze flows his words to the depth of your soul.

you know his revenge is all he has. what happened to him was very unfair. you understand that this is his mission and no one can sway him away.

you meet his eyes for probably the last time. you will never see each other again, and if you will, both of are in opposing sides. he reciprocates your action.

"and why are you telling me this?" you whisper against the wind who carries your message to his ear.

"because i wanted to and you're probably the remaining family... i have left."

he considers you as family?

"then i hope you get the justice you deserve."

he stares at you for a while, eyes jumping from each of your features. he probably asks himself why you aren't questioning his departure. he will be considered a traitor of konoha.

and honestly... you would rather be labeled as traitor seeking true freedom instead of slaving and dedicating your life to a place who doesn't care about you.

"you think there is a place where we can live happily?" you raise a question, not fully expecting an answer.

"because i can..." you reply to your own thought as your mind wanders to a place where you are content with life.

is this your way of coping against challenges thrown in your way? what even is the purpose of this life? continue being a child soldier? killing people left and right for the sake of false peace? everything you do is for the village; not for your family, friends or even yourself. because if you put someone above the village, you're committing treason and showing disobedience. if you have the power to leave this planet, you will.

but the only way to do that is...

"... to die."

you give him a smile. "how about you, sasuke? do you envision a world you can be happy? where you and the uchiha clan are peacefully gathering? unfortunately, konoha doesn't want you to prioritize anything but them. you give your life to the elders just for them to throw it away. isn't that sad?"

you stumble upon a word where it defines as a planet and almost has a myth undertone.

"i'll probably be better on saturn, don't you think?"

[koiilynn]

does any1 actually hate rock lee like ik ur fuckin lying

[depressedhatakekakashi]

*psst psst* sasuke fans. Come here.

Sasuke was right to kill Danzo, he just didn’t do it because he wanted to stop Danzo from becoming hokage. Him killing danzo for manipulating his big brother and orcastratibg the massacre of his clan was totally cool and valid and the only reason he ever needed to body the dude.

[par4disee]

NOO I JUST FINISHED NARUTO CAN I KMS PLEASE FHE SHOW IS SO GOOD WHY DID IT END AND I DONT WANNA WATCH BORUTO THAT SHIT IS ASS KMS KMS KMS 😣😣😣😣

[reejiepie]

sasuke is so hot

[enavstars]

It's canon that Naruto is the sun and Sasuke the moon but has anyone thought of Sakura as the Earth? Here's my take on that :3

[tamelee]

it is 2024, there is no sequel, naruto and sasuke travel together and change the system using their bond as a concept and they're happy 😌 (obviously Kurama is alive too)

[iloveslllycatss]

should i write a long-ish x reader w sasuke based off the song runaway by ye?

[10sokii]

what song do u think he's singing

[sekaiikun]

am i more than you bargained for yet?

[bigjeansss]

Days 10-11 of #SNSmonth24

“Naruto’s birthday” & “Genin days”

[ksntoast]

keeping warm ❄️

[riminiscensce]

Ajaw likes to ridicule Kinich anytime he gets the chance to. Though, that being said, the chances of it actually happening is close to none.

Kinich is anything but stupid. Embarrassing him, or at least getting him to show an emotion other than that stupid scowl on his face (Ajaw’s words, not mine), is nearly impossible. And Ajaw hates that.

That’s why the Almighty Dragonlord starts to like it when you’re around, because his chances of potentially annoying the hunter is increased.

The first time Ajaw finally succeeded in this self-indulgent mission was a moment he wouldn’t forget.

You were in a conversation with Kinich, an occurrence that started to become more and more usual. When Ajaw notices your full attention on the boy, he strikes.

Kinich was confused at first. He doesn’t miss the way your eyes widened a bit with a little hint of humor. It was obvious to him you were trying your best to hold back your laughter.

“Is there something funny?” He asked awkwardly while you were nearing to burst out in fits of giggles. He was starting to question himself and his surroundings, is someone behind him? Is there any dirt on his face? Is his hair still messy from his nap? Did he wear his bandana the wrong way?

Ajaw wasn’t oblivious to Kinich’s sudden disturbance. He’s certain Kinich is starting to retrace his memory from earlier if there was something that caused his appearance to appear different to make you laugh.

“Well…” You chuckle, and Kinich connected the dots when he noticed the lack of Ajaw’s unending complaints.

Kinich looked behind him to see a yellow cat tail wagging—then he felt something on top of his head, a pair of green ears, twitching at every movement. Then, to top it off, Ajaw even put in pixelated whiskers on his face.

He looks dumb.

You eventually crack up, watching as Ajaw was eventually caught by Kinich’s strong grip.

“Sorry… That was so cute—” You cover your mouth while still trying to stop your mirth. The smart and serious Saurian hunter, having a pair of cat ears and a tail.

“Get your hand off me! You servant!” Ajaw complained, trying to wiggle himself out of Kinich’s hand, desperately trying to ignore how Kinich was glaring rigid daggers onto him.

“Thank you for the laugh, Ajaw.” You smiled at Kinich’s companion, the Dragonlord turning to you.

“Yeah—see! They enjoyed it! Get off of me now!” He continued to wiggle. “Hey human! Tell this servant to get his hands—“

Kinich threw him at the back.

“Sorry,” You hear Kinich while watching Ajaw fly at the back, his squeals turning deaf to the hunter.

For the rest of your conversation, Ajaw chose to stay away until Kinich finally finds him in some bush like a runaway pet.

“Why the hell would you do that?”

“Hey! Relax! They liked it! You should be thanking me!!” Ajaw complained, floating behind Kinich as they made their way towards the exit. “Bet you haven’t seen them smile like that till earlier, huh?!”

In a sense, Ajaw was right, surprisingly.

Kinich doesn’t bicker with Ajaw further, which is something normal for him. In the end, they both gained something after that little event.

[cynicallyneutral]

bro...are we gay..?

[comikadraws]

Moar baby Uchiha brothers <3