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#i feel like you can tell when i locked the fuck in#(summer)#eh ive felt less creative after july but it is what it is#i swear fuyuhiko has been like my only source of sanity ever since 2022. hes my little guy#i was fighting on certain drawings to pick for certain months on this LMFAO if that says anything about me#thought why not mash this together#i love my son i have claimed him#bongo art#danganronpa#fuyuhiko kuzuryu#sdr2#super danganronpa 2#danganronpa 2#danganronpa 2 goodbye despair
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ghost stares at the ceiling, chest heaving in a harsh pant; sweat ice on his clammy flesh and soaked into the sheet he restlessly kicks away.
ears still ringing, his fingertips blindly drift down to trail along his vivisection scar. he half-expects blood to smear in their wake. his own line of solomon, who ordered him split in twain; half of him given to a grieving mother and half left with the grieving to be.
just for both his broken halves to be rejected.
what did it make him that his mother grieved him more than she loved him? that she begged to be relieved of him more adamantly than she begged to receive him? why did his worth spill out with his drawn blood? why was his pain lesser than hers?
his hand flexes, digging into the raised scar like it’ll part beneath his fingertips to plunge into his mangled insides. no one knows the cruelty of reforming the halved; his name, his being, not nearly as important as his body when he was stripped from himself. no one knows the pain of healing and understanding losing pieces of yourself means losing your value along with them.
how many more pieces did he have to lose before he was halved once more? before his very presence incurred grief so strong it was better to be rid of him than cradle his bloodied remains?
did the infant fight himself? did he age always at odds with himself; his halves never truly whole? he hopes he wasn’t, that he was spared the loss of self; the fear that one may be welcomed over the other.
who will he lose when the inevitable comes? when he’s ripped apart again? simon? or ghost? is it better to be cursed with choice just like his mother or live with an aftermath chosen for him? does it matter if in the end, he convinces himself there was nothing of him left to lose?
his head lolls to the side and the wild buck of his chest slows. he watches johnny beside him, his face lax with the rare peace of sleep; his cheek squished against the pillow, his lips pursed as long breaths escape him.
johnny. soap. never torn asunder but two all the same.
he carefully reaches out and ghosts his fingers along the jagged scar on his chin. even in sleep, he presses into his bloodied touch. he’s never fled his half-flesh, never shies away from his gore as it spills unbidden from his cleaved torso. he holds on where his mother let him go; cups his stomach to hold his insides in place and never minds the blood that drips through his fingers.
simon will never let him become his own solomon and cannibalise himself. he will never let him question which half of him has more value; which pieces he can afford to lose before he’s cast aside.
ghost’s soap. simon’s johnny. his.
whole, in any incarnation.
#yall know the story of king solomon?#and the two mothers who claim a baby is theirs so he orders the baby cut in half so they can each have half of him?#well guess what woke me up out of a dead sleep and demanded to be written?#anyway roba showing simon clips of his mum on the news begging for the safe return of her boy#for the government to do something; /anything/ please she just wants her son back#just for ghost to dig himself out of simon's coffin and she can't bear to look at the man he's become#he's cold and afraid and hesitant and angry and in pain and so different from her little boy that it's just too difficult for her#he's a living breathing reminder that her simon didn't come back from the desert#and ghost has to live with the knowledge that his mum couldn't love him through anything#that maybe if he got himself out sooner if he was stronger or smarter or a better soldier... if he hadn't let simon die...#maybe he wouldn't have changed so much that she wouldn't look him in the eye and see a stranger#if you know anything about me by now you know i love the separation of the self and the person they become around others or bc of trauma#whether thats hizashi and present mic or simon and ghost its one of my absolute favourite tropes#and simon knowing hes become someone else and going home expecting to still be loved anyway?#just for this new version of himself to be rejected?#thats the moment he fractures into ghost#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#we’re a team. ghost team#simon ghost riley#ghost cod#john soap mactavish#soap cod#soapghost#ghostsoap#ghoap#ghost call of duty#cod mw2#cod mwii#save post
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I love Fozzie Bear so much I think I’m gonna explode
He’s so silly I’m gonna DIE QHH
#he’s so me coded#never have I related to a fictional character more#I’m like literally his number one fan#can I claim him#I wanna claim him#that’s ME#that’s also my babygirl#the baby version of him (both) is my son as well#I’m gonna cry I love him so much
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WILLIAM MAGNUSSON ☆ 10 JANUAR, 1997
#Skam#Skam Edit#Skam OG#William Magnusson#I refuse to believe my son is 28 today#but yeah I had to make this messy set just to wish him happy birthday#it looks terrible because I didn’t have time before so I made these in a day 😭#the astrological takes are from a few websites: the imum coeli and astro library#most of them are from astro cafe astrology—the website where I made this particular birth chart#it’s obv not the first time I’ve done his birth chart tho lmao#the only info I didn’t have was his time of birth aka what defines his rising so I did what I had done for my other baby blorbos#used the time of the clip from his POV aka 14:07#it’s a sweet coincidence that his clip aired on the first day of ♋️ and his rising ended up being ♋️ as well!!!#generally I make fun of the h@te people spread towards him back in the day#but remembering some stuff this week made me really sad actually#it just blows my mind that a fandom who claimed to be all about love#would spend so much of their time vilifying and trashing a character ‘just because’#ANYWAY William will always be one of my favorites#I loved watching him grow and become a better & happier person#more than anything I loved watching him find love#it's what he deserved: to love and be loved#Julie Andem thank you so much for loving him too#and for—you know— WRITING him in the first place#:’)#s2#s4
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There’s something silly to me about Bluestar x Yellowfang
It’s just “yeah Firestar’s moms should date”
Old women with tragic backstories and the very orange boy they separately adopted
#it's a great ship I love it#listen you can claim Bluestar wasn't a maternal figure to Firestar & that she was just his mentor but you can't do that with Yellowfang#She canonically tells Fireheart that she wishes he was her son#That's not a thing left up to reader interpretation or anything. The direct quote (from Rising Storm) is#''I wished you'd been my son but I could not have borne a cat like you.''#(there's more to the quote but I can't fit all of it in the character limit of the tags)#(or technically I could but it would have to be several tags and I don't feel like doing that)#she also says ''I only regret that I will miss watching you become what Starclan has destined you to be.'' to him in that same bit of dialo#that is his mom. Like you cannot reasonably deny that#I'm going to shut myself up now before I actually write an entire essay about Yellowfang in the tags of this post#because I know myself and I know I'd do it#Warrior Cats#yellowfang#bluestar#bluestar x yellowfang#blueyellow#(I think that's their ship name?)#(I'd make a joke about how we should just call it ''Green'' but I'm sure that joke has been made already)#and because I mentioned Starclan's most special little orange boy#wc firestar#firestar#honestly if I ever decide to do fun character tags that's what Firestar's will be
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"Glad I saved the best for last" and it's Sam and Dean watching a movie and arguing over snacks, it's his boys caring so much about so little and Bobby gets to sit there and watch them and know that he was nothing like his father, because when John wasn't there to be their dad, Bobby was.
#just watched 7x10 and I am literally sobbing#while I vehemently believe that John loved his sons#he wasn't in the mental space to be their father#and this whole episode shows that Bobby was#he was the one who took Dean to play catch in the park#and he taught Sam and Dean how to hunt deer#he gave them something normal in their fucked up life#god I am not going to be OKAY without him#Dude he was my dad#that was my DAD OKAY#THEY JUST KILLED THE FICTIONAL MAN I HAVE CLAIMED AS MY FATHER#he kinds reminds me of my actual dad too#they're nothing alike but idc#bobby singer#dean winchester#sam winchester#supernatural#spn
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rewatched TB again *tucks hair behind ear* do you wanna hear my long rant about how bruce and alfred should actually be awful for each other
#i love when my characters have a shit ton of flaws and learn to fix them#i refuse to believe they always had a father son bond#they had a guy who claims he’s trying his best (he’s not) and the ward that bites the hand that feeds him
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i was just wondering the other day what characters they would have show up in the void for shadow generations especially considering rouge was already freed by sonic in the original so shes probably off the table for this . and ohhhhhhh having maria and gerald be there is so eviillll i love it
#ive been wondering this whole time if shadow is gonna get to see maria again . considering the time travel stuff#and how he would deal with being in that situation considering what ends up happening to her#and then theres gerald ......#that moment when the person who created you and claimed to love you as if you were his own son#ultimately ends up just using you as a weapon in the end . and you have to face him again knowing he would do that to you#please sega i want you to rip my heart out and stomp on it#sonic x shadow generations#sonic x shadow generations spoilers
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kill me
(*wobbly tearstained voice* this is father & son richard plantagenet in henry vi part 3 1983 dir jane howell btw. which is. extremely good)
#HIM. DAD!!!?!?! YOU SEE#I thought the ian holm (1965) version of richard and york's relationship was devastating. I had no idea what was coming for me#henry vi part 3#shakespeare#richard iii#he just folds into the hug so completely and without trepidation even when he thinks he's being reprimanded. is the thing#'love forswore me in my mother's womb'#WHAT WAS YOUR DAD THEN RICHARD??? CHOPPED LIVER???????#*on my knees on the bare earth rending my garments and clawing at my bloodied face*#your brothers kind of suck I will grant you but they frankly seem to love you just as much or more than they love each other lol#I'm fine. the self-fulfilling prophecy and utter desolate isolation of abject self-loathing just got in my eyes again#I suppose a lifetime of your mum going 'shame of my womb' would do that to a motherfucker but STILL#honestly nothing beats moving through henry vi parts 2 and 3 before hitting richard iii. especially in this version#when you see the desperation verging on mania of york deciding to claim the throne reflected in his son later and it's like. ah. oh.#'not like the dam or the sire' are u sure about that margaret lmao#even the way richard will eventually do his asides are direct mirrors to how his father does it in this version#the matching limp after york gets wounded by clifford. the way they clearly share a sense of humour. *sounds of agony*#never have I witnessed a york I actually rooted for so deeply as bernard hill's even WITH that worrying intensity tho#among other high points of this version: a neverending cavalcade of some of the best noses you'll ever see in your life#also an unusual but SO fucking good take on richard. laurence olivier's version is certifiably Iconic of course (for better or worse)#but he is also like. transparently a disney villain haha I believe I coined the term 'murderscamp' to describe him#lots of fun to watch but it makes everyone else look like such absolute dumbasses for not seeing him for what he is#and lots of performances to my mind go way too far into the creep factor way too quickly#with ron cook's softspoken more believeably vulnerable richard from the outset it's easier to see how he flies under the radar#he's short and slight his voice doesn't rise that much even when he's in a rage and he's the softest with their father#you see how edward and george could still categorize him as their baby brother and not take him seriously -- not realize that some things#have uh. Shifted!! under the surface! over the years! in ways they probably should have been paying attention to!#to them he's still the kid warwick carried off stage on his shoulders.#frighteningly capable in battle but still more to be protected than protected from. until... god. augh. ow.
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its so funny to me when ppl realize that the founding fathers weren't puritans like guys actually puritanical ideals weren't as prevalent in colonial america as you were led to believe. your elementary school teacher lied to you about history just as much as they lied to you about biology. they were a small religious sect that eventually grew larger as a reactionary movement against social freedoms. most of the founding fathers thought jesus was just some guy. when they said 'under god' they didn't mean The God; they mostly meant 'i mean there's got to be some guy up there doing all this shit right? so we should all probably be good people to make him happy'. john adams said he thought organized religion was stopping us from achieving utopia. there were gay people in colonial america and everyone knew they were gay. the entire country was not massachusetts.
#shut up az#if any of the founding fathers were puritans i don't know about it#not only was jefferson a deist but so was washington#and paine and franklin! so like. several of the big guys did not even believe in jesus really#hamilton (ugh) was an Anglican which became Episcopalian so he might not have even believed in hell#james madison claimed to be anglican as well but privately said he didn't believe in half of it either#john adams my special baby boy was originally a protestant but then decided he didn't believe in jesus and joined unitarianism which is lik#deism but a little more strict about it#anyway. i love when political discourse touches on my special interest#feel free to tell the next chud in a gadsden flag shirt that you know more than him#also tell them that one of john adams's son was gay and had an affair with a general#like Abigail wasn't Thrilled about it really but they didn't throw their sick son out of their house#they took care of him and when he died they politely ignored his partner#which is the bare fucking minimum but somehow republican assholes can't manage even that much
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"Hannes Kleineke cites Dean and Canons of Windsor MS XI.B.6, rot. 2, for evidence of a deathbed codicil by Edward IV concerning a dispute between the knights and canons of Windsor"
remember when I said that we don't know what Edward IV's deathbed codicils were as they haven't survived? that there is no reason to automatically assume they were relevant to his son's minority? that it's entirely possible that they weren't very important at all considering how dismissively Croyland spoke of them ("some codicils thereto", with no emphasis or elaboration whatsoever)? I LOVE being proven right <3
#edward iv#my post#to be clear it didn't actually matter what Edward wrote in his will as there were no legal or social requirements for it to be followed#this is mostly for the sake of the argument and also because it's a new piece of information I didn't know about before !#and also because that makes it all the more suspicious that Mancini claimed Richard was supposedly#'entitled [to the position of Protector] by law and his brother’s ordinance' when that is...absolutely not true#We don't know what Edward wanted in his will but even if he appointed Richard protector neither his queen nor his council were#in any obligation to give Richard the position. And there was certainly no law in England that stated that there HAD to be a protector#during a minority. The position was literally invented a mere generation earlier as a consolation price for Humphrey Duke of Gloucester.#Richard was not 'entitled' to anything#So it's incredibly suspect that Mancini - a foreigner who was mostly ignorant of English affairs - would claim such a thing#Combined with the fact that Croyland makes no mention of Edward appointing Richard Protector when talking about his death;#his last will or the council meeting afterwards#And the fact that John Russell's speech to Parliament aiming to reinforce Richard's Protectorship never once claims that the former King#wanted him to have the position despite giving a variety of other fanciful justifications for the same#I do tend to agree more-so with Rosemary Horrox who believes that Edward IV wanted his son to succeed him and be crowned immediately#(which is what *everyone* present in the council wanted as well)#and that the story of a thwarted protectorate was Ricardian propaganda aimed at vilifying Elizabeth Woodville#painting himself as the victim and her as the ambitious duplicitous aggressor#even if Edward HAD appointed Richard to the position the story of a denied protectorate would still be propagandic#because again: he was not entitled to the position.#even IF the council & EW decided against Edward IV's wishes and wanted to crown Edward V immediately they weren't doing anything wrong#The fact that the Woodvilles were framed as opportunistic and aggressive and out for themselves can only have been a Ricardian vilification#also Edward V himself wanted to be crowned immediately: we have a letter written by him where he specified he would have a coronation soon#but anyway (I have spent too long talking about this in the linked post I'm not going to repeat the same things here)#I do love that we have new evidence!!!! and that we know what one of Edward's codicils were!#I wish we knew the remaining :(
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i forgot jason’s glasses……….
#ray rambles#brb have to check all my wips and see where i need to mention them#FUCK HE NEEDS TO BE BLIND AF SURFING UGH#alexa play fml by svt#brb…. gotta check thousands of words PLUS my other fics#jason my son i’m so sorry i made you blind af for thousands of words#i remembered for like one wip and none of the others#and i’m usually good at remembering 😔#i claim to love him then forget his ability to see 😔#like I remember leo gets carsick but forget jason’s literal SIGHT
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new german r.apunzel version has dropped & naturally my christian muse is LIVING 🥹🥹🥹
#tbd#I love the trend of having rapunzel & the prince meet as kids tbh 🥺#also I’m very attached to christian as the second son but the prince literally having to climb a tower for his claim? UFFF#also rapunzel actually having magic? 👌🏼👌🏼#& my son finally got a funny sidekick 🥰🥰#I also kinda ship them but whatelse is new dhdjjzzjjzj#the way he’s leading him around when he’s blind has me 😭😭😭#overall I love that the blindness part gets more screentime it’s important to me ok??#<< edit: ok not as much as I hoped but STILL :’))
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had a dream last night about a sexy genderqueer jester in neon drag makeup who was soooo sensually attractive, he had his kind-of-goatee painted neon yellow. i want him so bad... he did acrobatics and his group went to gay rughts marches to perform...
#in my dream i had been in love with them forever but they didnt know and i couldnt tell him#because i was married to The King. there was drama about there being rumors the king was sterile#and me getting knocked up provided him a potential heir to his throne#but the prince couldnt be a bastard so we had to get married to legitimize his only childs claim#but like it was a political marriage and the king wasnt interested in me romantically#and when he got the woman he was sleeping with/in love with knocked up i offered him a no fault divorce#and to set it up so my son could train in the group the man i loved was in#and then become a court jester/advisor to his half siblings/spy master#but my son knew i had been in love with the trickster jester for over a decade#and when he met him to apprentice he TOLD them that i had always been in love with them and missed them every day#and my jester almost didnt believe him because i had stayed away for so long#because it hurt to be around them and not have them while trapped in my unhappy marriage#anyway
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am i a ‘mary and warren had another baby to fix their marriage’ truther. maybe so
#cara speaks#im a ‘mary and warren were friends and got into a relationship and had a baby and then that baby started looking nothing like him despite#marys claims hes the only one hes ever been with and that bitterness and resentment bled over despite him loving his son as their marriage#started failing and mary gets oregnant again so they think ‘maybe we can do this for the baby’ but no they cant and it jusy cements#something going on behind his back even tho he loves the kids who might be his sons and that affects his relationship with them especially#terry and it causes a rift and terrys subsequent acting out and then arrest causes them to split and terry knows for a fact his parents#divorced because of him’ truther#ANYWAYS I HAVE OPINIONS ABOUT WARREN i think he genuinely loved his sons and his family and made peace with mary after their break up bc he#still had a job to do for his kids and their relationship was better after the divorce#anyways can u tell i come from a family where my oarents should have split up haha
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the latest i love yoo episodes... i'm shaking oh my god
#x#this is about the fast pass episodes so#i love yoo fp spoilers#first of all yui makes my skin crawl WOW she is such a well-written antagonist#second of all ilyoo isn't horror but with yui sitting in this dark room sipping her tea smiling to herself like some kind of witch#and rand suddenly appearing covered in blood looking completely haggard#while kousuke is laying there unconscious in this awkward pose with an uneasy expression on his face after yui drugged him#it really could be labelled as horror like damn...#and the way yui positions herself over kou and places her hands on him like she's claiming her territory#like she's some kind of predator claiming her prey#while not allowing rand to even get close and touch kou's hand... jesus CHRIST that sent shivers down my spine 😶#and when she's like 'i love this look on you!' and the 'look' is nol's blood all over him like excuse me???#'red is your color i'd love to see you wear more of it' is she threatening murder now?????#seeing yui go full yui is terrifying and i love it#to see her manipulation on full display the half-truths the thinly veiled threats the gaslighting#the complete lack of concern for her own child...#the way she uses 'our baby' and 'my boy' and 'your son' to rub more salt into rand's wounds#calling him cold and neglectful honing in on his guilt#as if he's not been running from hospital to hospital all night making sure his sons are ok#like listen i have very little sympathy for rand. yui this yui that rand still made his choices#but knowing he had to deal with this for 25+ years really makes me understand more why he does the things he does#why he ultimately became an absent father for both kousuke and nol#because yui sees him getting close to either of them as an attack and takes it out on him or nol#so rand doesn't get close to anyone to keep those he cares about safe#and the rand/nol parallels in that?? this is exactly what nol has been doing!!#when yui says 'without me nobody would be by his side' we know nobody = nol and that's exactly it#without her manipulation kou wouldn't see his own brother as an enemy#without HER they could've been a team... so much pain and suffering could've been avoided.....gOD#there is so much to unpack in this episode alone the drama really is drama-ing#to think that this started out as a lighthearted little story and now we're getting into all this serious and dark stuff god i love it
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