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today was a really good day
#cleaned my apartment did laundry made a little food#one of my irl friends and i have been trying to hang out for like. two months. but conflicting work schedules means it hasn't worked out#but we finally both had a free day! she came over to watch the ppv and it was so much fun we fucking lost our minds at the coffin match#idk man. not to be too hashtag real here on tumblr dot com but this winter has been a little rough and like#being able to share this with her and hear about the things that she's been passionate about lately immediately made me feel human again#i love my friends both irl and online
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Hello ! I positively adore the running joke of Idia unknowingly finding Lilia to be the coolest guy ever whenever he doesn't know it's him, like when Silver described his father, or obviously with muscle red. I can't say what'd be funnier, Idia finding out his online best friend is actually Lilia, resident spooky hyper fairy; or them both never finding out, and it'd become even more ridiculous as time goes on. How do you think it'll play out ? You're always so on point
(Also, though it makes sense, I'm still devastated bat boy didn't get a ticket for the Halloween skeleton train : ( does anyone mentions him at some point ? Like how he'd have fit right in with all those Halloween town little freaks, and how he'd have impressed them with his spooks and scared techniques; after all he's been every Briar Valley's children worst fear on Halloween for centuries. I'm on the eng server and I didn't wanna spoil myself by watching the whole thing on youtube)
Have a nice day !
you and me both, Idia and Lilia being oblivious online BFFs (+ Idia being incredibly intimidated any time Silver brings up his jock gamer dad) is my favorite running joke/subplot. 🤝 it's SO good, to the point where I also am unsure if I actually want it to ever be resolved or not...maybe, like, as a post-canon stinger or something? everyone's standing around covered in overblot ink, and Idia and Lilia's phones go off at the same time...
(legit I do think this is part of why Idia couldn't be present for Lilia's dream, because for some reason Lilia decided he was going to just. embody his past self online. he probably quotes his own battle strategies or whatever in the middle of boss fights. Idia didn't pick up on the whole "oh how weird that we both live on a super remote island" thing, but he would spend thirty seconds listening to General Lilia describing siege warfare and be like "w-wait")
all that aside, however it does end up happening, I do see Lilia being very blasé and all "oh! cool!" about it. y'know, taking it very much in stride! and Idia...very much not.
(can't tell if tumblr is going to chew this into illegibility or not, this will be a fun surprise ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ)
as for Lilia sadly missing out on Halloweentown shenanigans...he does get one little mention as part of an offhand reference to the light music club, but so far no one has brought up how this basically is just Lost In the Book of Liliatown (Sebek's been too busy yelling about not getting to be in the same group as Malleus). 😔 honestly though, it's probably for the best that he got left out, because he would just settle right in and refuse to ever leave. canon would shatter. we would miss out on all the delightful angst of episode 7 because Lilia is too busy eating poisonous shrubbery inbetween practicing his very best screams, and no one can pull him away from it.
(I can hope for a sequel next year though...)
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#gentle spoilers but y'know. just in case#lost in the book with nightmare before christmas#hajimari no halloween#most of the kitchen scene was jade messing with the firsties and that was so delightful that i didn't think til after#that you'd think sebek would have made some kind of reference to lilia 'i lost my tastebuds in the war' vanrouge's quote-unquote cooking#ah well. jade being mean is more than entertaining enough#looking forward to more of it tomorrow!#god. lilia and idia though.#lilia is like. genuinely idia's best friend and neither of them have any idea#and idia keeps doing that 'ha ha what if we were friends out of game too? what if we met offline? jk jk jk uNLESS...👉👈'#and then he immediately chickens out because he's so convinced that crimson will hate him if they ever met irl#(meanwhile lilia is just like 'my online bestie is so cool :) la la la')#they are both so stupid and i love them so much#i've just realized that i actually do want them to find out each other's identities#because idia doesn't just go to school with his online bff#he ALSO goes to school with his online bff's extremely supportive and extremely socially-inept kids#idia is going to get invited to dinner at diasomnia and it's going to be SO awkward#silver is going to give a long formal speech thanking him for being a stalwart comrade and trusted warrior brother to his father#as sebek stews in jealousy that idia got to fight by lilia-sama's side >:(#while idia sits there like 'all i did was link him a video about lane control for his character class'#malleus will make such an effort to learn literally anything about online gaming and he won't understand a word of it#it will be SUCH a disaster and i very much do want it now
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🪼🐠 Mitsukou Week Day 3 🐡🐳 - Aquarium / Hanako of the Opera
#tbhk#art#toilet bound hanako kun#jshk#digital art#mitsukou#mitsuba sousuke#minamoto kou#mitsukou week 2024#mitsukou week#this is the first thing i drew for the prompt week!!#very proud of it...#im going to san francisco today#im really excited#i love san francisco#and then in two days im meeting up with my online friend#mitsukou week has brought me joy both in artowork and also the thibgs i do irl#i meant to write 'but'
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Honestly the main attraction for Shinjiham is how contrast their personality is and it is always funny for me to think about how people around them would react if they found out they're dating in this AU lol
#its already fun to think about it in canon P3 but this AU? much more funnier and diabolical#like everyone is so flabergasted that the social butterfly minako wants to be with the suspected drugie that-#only talks 5 words per day to ppl to the point others think he is still in a brain fog from his comatose era world tour#okay i like to joke around but both of them are honestly such a complex character and i cant string enough word-#nor do i have any respect for the english vocab to explain why i love their dynamics so much#like both of their personality are opposite sure but it compliments each other so much#and theyre both stubborn too but in their own ways lol#and then we throw Aki in the equation which is another stubborn character#and oh look! we good ourself a group of mandatory therapy for everyone! off to therapy you three go!#got*#anyway i should think and write more about this au lol#i dont have friends irl nor online to talk but I have this blog to replace my need for interaction 🤓#asukart#shinjiham#persona 3#persona 3 reload#persona 3 portable#persona 3 femc#kotone shiomi#minako arisato#shinjiro aragaki#00s highschool au
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#i’m reflecting on yesterday rn#and i could honestly bawl my fucking eyes out because of the appreciation i feel from this community#if i may open up a little#i’ve always felt very isolated in life#both irl and online in communities i’ve always felt on the outskirts#never been anyone’s first second or third choice#and yesterday just made me feel the opposite#i’ve only been on qsmpblr since january and tk get the outpouring of love i received yesterday#it blows my fucking mind#if i’m being honest again i don’t feel like i deserve it#but regardless i am so fucking grateful to the people in this community - the strangers and the people i call friends alike#just thank you for making me feel valued and appreciated as a person#because i’ve not felt that for a very long time#and i’m just an anonymous person on the internet with a chay pfp#there’s nothing else identifiable about me#and yet people still give a shit? people went out of their way to wish me hbd and created things for me?#honestly i’m tearing up rn because of it#so just thank you - these things may just not even have crossed your mind as something special to have done#but to me they mean the entire fucking universe#so thank you from the bottom of my heart - i will never shut the fuck up about the love respect and appreciation i have for qsmpblr#because that’s all i’ve received in turn and i am still not used to that#i’ll shut up now but thank you again to absolutely everyone#if there is anything i can do to repay you for the endless kindness you show me please let me know
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#just needed to vent for a sec but oh god am i tired of people#'friends' both irl and online got me fucked up lately#mental healths been in the shitter almost nonstop this year#familys always got me up the wall#i just feel like I'm constantly treading water and i am *tired*. like so fucking TIRED#it's never enough; it's too much; no not like that; but not that either; it's all wrong wRoNg WrOnG#ik im sleep deprived and possibly pms-y and that is most certainly not helping things rn but...#gods i see less and less of a reason to get out of bed and bother with anything ever again#wtf is the purpose#i can't keep friends to save my life bc im apparently a fuckin doormat and interesting as unflavored rice or smth#how hard is it to feel like you maybe sorta kinda matter and aren't an unlovable worthless piece of shit#years of therapy; trying meds; everything under the sun.... and nothing. lows and highs and dips of every kind and yet ..nothing#and maybe im just very much in my feelings rn and just yelling into the void.. but it hurts and im tired of pretending it doesn't.#i hate how hard it is to make friends as an adult especially irl. and how gossipy and cliquey and gross and mean ppl can be#of getting called childish and naive and boring for wanting to be a decent person and having interests outside of partying#(not attacking those traits but tired of getting attacked for *not* being 'fun' enough or 'social' enuf or 'sensitive' for having feelings)#enough*#i just want to go eat drywall and stand in the rain and let it help me pretend im not crying blood rn.#like every cell in my body isn't trying to spontaneously combust.#'it gets better' ..yeah? when. when i was 14? when i was 23? when im 37? when im 55? 82? WHEN.. bc im so sick and tired#and no this isn't me writing a final note or whatever it sounds like; i just wanted to word vomit bc ive never been good w sadness#and ive got such an overwhelming amount of it rn i can't even turn it into anger & spite & use that for productivity... i just want to rot#to lie down and be covered by plants as i sleep and just slowly fade into a cloud or smth like it's a ghibli movie or wtv.#im like shaking from how stupidly emotional i feel rn. the lack of empathy these days is fuckin astounding#common sense & empathy are lacking in absolutely droves these days. some days i hate the internet & tech for its irreparable damages sm#but here we are and here it shall remain. long after us; and *long* after us ..... *sigh*#anyway ima go try to take a nap or smth. I'll see ya when i see ya. take care my lovelies#if u read all this i prob owe you a cookie lol
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I really do need to reach out to my friends more..
#Briefly texted an IRL friend earlier and also messaged another IRL friend recently#I miss both of them a lot. Hopefully I can see them again in person at some point or at the very least play games with them :]#Even outside of those two I also gotta be better at messaging online friends as well..#I mean I don't wanna burn myself out either but yknow. I wanna catch up GHKDGHJD#artsy ramblings#Agh I just get so shy when I gotta message people first.. even if it's people I've known for a long time#Have literally known my IRL friends for a decade at this point(!!!!!) and yet I'm like.......do i message first or will i....botherthem ._.#Aghhh GKUGHJSGHJS I LOVE MY FRIENDS I LOVE YOU SO MUCH /p#Also hoping to start posting and replying and faving stuff on DeviantArt consistently again as well#I kept saying I would and I never did and I NEED to break that cycle sbhjsbhjsBJKSGUISBHIHJKSHUKHUKSBJKSSS
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Hi ^-^ I just wanted to say how happy I am to see an active miscecanis blog. I don’t really post about it but I’m miscecanis too, I’ve felt so for 7 or 8 years. I’ve always loved nesting even as a kid not knowing what the omegaverse was. My favorite nest spot I’ve made was in college I had a space above the built in closet in my dorm (sort of a cabinet) and if I climbed on my desk I could worm my way into the cabinet and I had a vantage spot of the whole room (had 3 roommates it was big) and a cozy spot with blankies and pillows that only I could reach (nobody else was small enough to fit in there or flexible enough to climb in). I’ve also always loved the idea of scenting, where I live people wear lots of fragrance so as a kid I would cuddle one of my mom’s scarves if I was scared, to smell it, and I sort of still do that with my best friend’s clothes (it’s not weird, she knows/doesn’t mind). Sorry this is sort of an unsolicited ramble I am just so happy somebody gets me :)
This just made me tear up a little 🥹 /pos
Thank you for sharing your story!! That nesting spot sounds so unbelievably comfy, and ugh yes, scenting is just a god-tier concept!!!
I'm happy I'm as active as I am (it's a blessing granted to me by summertime) but I'm not the only one here!!! It only feels right to mention some of the cool people I've met on this site, who've made me feel seen and welcome. @pack-the-pack and @pin3-vin3 have both been hella active recently and always make banger posts. @sunshine-omega, @moonlitomega, @alphabumblebunny, @omegapheromone, @vinnofthebluemoon, @feral-omega, and @liuwithheadcanons are just a few of many others who have made my experience on Tumblr an absolute joy.
Seriously, this community has been so kind to me, and I'm so happy to be a part of it. Even though I know e-packs our not our strongest suit, and most of us live in a state of casual hiatus, it still feels like we're here for each other. Like, even if I never hear from y'all again, the passion you've spoken into the world is still felt by me. And I'm really, really happy to learn that my passion has touched others too
#i kind of rambled too but i'm not gonna apologize for it!!!!! i have love in my heart i needed to share in four paragraphs exactly!!!!!!!!!#today has been such an emotional roller coaster for me (both irl & online)#so this kind of waxed poetic#but i'm just so amazed at how much Happiness and Warmth my heart can hold <3#also zamn i have a lot of moots who are omegas 💀#alpha/betas/& in-betweens where tf are y'all??? hit me up; we need to be friends fr fr 😤/lh#a/b/o#omegaverse#a/b/o blog#a/b/o lifestyle#omegaverse lifestyle#a/b/o dynamics#ask#anon
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Online friends are wild. I could recognise your voice anywhere. I do not even know your first name. I know everything about your childhood, your family, your dreams. I have never seen your face. When I don't talk to you for a while I miss you, and my heart hurts for a hand I can't hold. I may never get to experience visiting you and the comfort of your home. I love you more than anything
#online friends are real friends bro i s2g#i dont know why im getting all in my feelings#i love all my friends both irl and online alike. thats the problem#loving someone (platonically) who is not close to you hurts#romantically speaking this hurts even more (my bf lives on the other side of the goddamn planet👍🏻 i cry about it regularly👍🏻)#i love all my friends#i really do#this is targeted to some specific people obv#my dudes will know. probably#carols.txt
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#man . i hadnt realised how long it had been since i cried like that . Ow#sorry for . being sad on main so often these past 2 days i just#the loneliness never fucking leaves huh . jesus . i understand the meaning of soulcrushing rn . my chest hurts#need to try to not get stuck in this feeling but my god it's so hard . it's so fucking hard . god i'm so lonely#and the worst thing is i'm actually not !!! i have wonderful friends both irl and online . god i love yall so fucking much#but man . high school fucked me up BADDDDD#what the fuck ever . im allowing myself 10 more minutes of this and then im gonna watch a funny youtube video and then im gonna write .#or go to sleep . at 9pm its fine#auhg . sorry if u read this far . im Alright i just . bad brain day#and the only way to get it out is to post it on here . rip#s.txt
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So a lot of streamers I like never stream in, you know, a timeframe that suits me (aka when I am awake since EU timezones), and when I can I try to support the very tiny amount of them I sincerely connect to via their patreon. And I just joined Mike's patreon and the welcome message you get when you do absolutely made me tear up at work a little.
Like the dude really spilled his soul out while writing what was supposed to be a generic thank you message.
And the end too just what a sweet goober, I didn't even know his full name was Michael haha
#magical adventures of freaky#rev mike and ragnarox are the only three creators who i support because i genuinely like them#well them and my girl dia i love her shes my girlie#but there is a difference between supporting an irl friend and an online creator#like i have to both consume their content and genuinely connect to them as a person
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gosh my younger brother and I are way too alike in not great ways
#tw isolation#hep rant#a lot of thoughts#i love getting a message from my brother's friend concerned about where he is (because he's isolated himself from everyone. myself included#i'm glad that his friend has my number so that he has someone to go to with these concerns that can do something but it also SUCKS#cause like i know that i do the same but for me it's just in groupchats because they overwhelm me so much whereas his is both irl and onlin#but i also hate that it's me having to be the older sibling once more. i'm the second youngest child who had to stand up and be the eldest#thing is. this isn't the first time that my brother's isolated himself enough that his friends message me. this is the 2nd/3rd time now#it just sucks man. and like. i can't do anything about it other than message him and the person who checks in on him every 8 weeks
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found my ancient mp3 player recently. finally found a charger for it and plugged it in. and remembered i found a yt playlist of the whole httyd movie chopped up into like 20 videos and i downloaded the mp3s of all of them to listen to on the school bus. which is why i can effortlessly quote the whole first movie now
#i was. unhealthily obsessed with that whole franchise#oh my god i just remembered i used to write rise of the brave tangled dragons fanfic oh my god 😭#i didn't publish much but i had an irl friend also in the fandom and we shared a quotev account to publish stuff together#i still remember the full name she used online#we both used our main characters names online- Rosa and Sara#though i sometimes went by Jenny bc canonically Jenny was Sara's name before she changed it the second she wasn't on earth anymore#(<- EGG. EGG. EGG. EGG.)#(like legit the second she got isekaid she cut her hair super short and changed her name-)#also sara canonically had the ability to absorb others' souls when they died and then shapeshift into them majoras mask style#(<- EGG CARTON. EGG CARTON. EGG CARTON. EGG CA#sara was dating jack frost bc of fucking course she was. also she had fire magic#Rosa was with Hiccup#and then we had another fic with Kate and Billie who were sisters#years after me and the irl friend stopped talking and i reworked the characters into their own original stories#Billie ended up in a lesbian relationship with a girl named Raven#and they ended up finding Billie's long lost infant sister and raising her like their own kid almost#also i say i wrote RoTBTG fanfic but honestly. i did not care much for tangled back then#i included Rapunzel because i didn't want to seem petty like i was just cutting out the girl i didn't like#bc i did like her just not enough to write her#but she never like. Did Anything#if anything she was usually stuck talking about politics with Stoick and meridas parents and couldn't adventure much#such is the life of a royal i reasoned . so i do not have to have her there and be bored by her#usually i replaced her in the quartet with fucking Melody from little mermaid 2 bc i was unreasonably obsessed with that since childhood#i watched little mermaid 2 before the actual first film because we owned the vhs and i was SO obsessed with melody i LOVED her#i also wanted to become a mermaid and loved singing#so i just. found ways to shoehorn her in#i do not remember everything that i posted and everything that stayed in the vault#bc when me and that irl stopped talking we both deleted Everything in a fit of 14 year old rage and pettiness#I've long since deleted the quotev account- she actually kept using it for years and i let her cause i wasn't THAT petty#but it was under my email and since i noticed she seemed to have abandoned it and i needed to delete the email. it is now gone
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I wish I could sometimes transmit my brain wave emotions to other people because like I may not act like I love a certain thing but I really love it it's just the English Language can't express it
#emotioms#emotions#emotion#brainwaves#brain waves#english#language#like please give me and actual word I can use to express my utter joy and sincerity!!#feelin thingy#feelin#feelings#I can keyboard smash and caps but it still won't work 💔#I also low-key forgot how to talk to some ppl both irl and online so hhhh#wtf happened to my social skills I stop fully masking for like a year and now they're gone!!!!!!!!!!#anyways yes#let me say that I love my friends dearly in such a raw way!!
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losing online friends is usually so much less dramatic than losing irl friends but it still like. hurts
#like im not talking about the dramatic blow ups im talking abt when you just kinda stop talking#one person or both get busy with real life and aren't online anymore#it's weird bc it's like? you feel like you're not allowed to be as upset bc you were Online Friends but at the root of it#if you used to talk to someone every day and now you don't. that is a Feeling to process#obviously do what's right for you and i hope everyone is thriving irl but it does sting????#idk like. used to know details of your life even your irls didn't and now we dont' talk anymore :/ bummer man#also we gotta stop undervaluing friendships that are mostly/all digital they can still be important relationships#idk im feeling emo tonight#love love love my friends we are besties for real <3
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i love weird shit. i love it. i just love drones so much. they're the best stuff ever. i just adore them. i care so much about drones. i would cry for a drone.
#i am living the life dude...#jackin off to weird shit...#talking to my friends both online and irl...#eating tasty food forever...#taking a nice shower...#sleeping a lot of the time...#i love life!!!!!!#my rambles#i wanna be a drone girl too but. its just a fantasy
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