#i love him and I love apotheosis

[notalizardd]

Peter Sqloint, my favourite boy

[ashes-in-a-jar]

I haven't thought much about Jonathan Sims for long enough that I kinda feel like I've started thinking about him a little more divorced of the emotional attachment I might have had once. Because I just saw a post lamenting his slow descent into inhumanity and losing his identity, becoming the archivist rather than Jonathan Sims, losing his friends, his house, everything he loves.

But is that true? That put upon head archivist persona he had in the beginning, was that really him? The way I see it, real life has already leached him of any identity he might have had, he didn't really have friends, Tim and Sasha clearly weren't, as we saw in their season 5 recording. He chose to make them his subordinates over beib friends, pushed away Georgie, he became so desperate for approval that he agreed to take a job he clearly has no idea how to do, let his stress over it isolate him from everyone around him, had a desperate need to assert himself in the beginning of every recording as 'head archivist of the Magnus institute london'. Forget about even having a home, he often slept in his office for heaven's sake.

The way I see it, this story is about him finding himself, finding the perfect place for himself in this already doomed world that was already strangling him and everyone around him. He became the Archivist, no longer needing to connect himself to some godforsaken capitalistic institute to identify himself. found his role, he enjoyed its power, even admitted to it. He found love. He found purpose in trying to save the world. In the end he was surrounded with the friends he made along the way (as friendly as they could be under the circumstances). He was finally allowed to make real choices, have true responsibility over himself and not be some tired corporate worker, part of a tired pointless system. Sure his choices weren't that great, and getting there was through outside manipulation and his own ignorance and he had to suffer immensely and pay an awful price of what we like to call his "humanity" but he Became and found what we all look for - his calling.

"It's still me" he says in the last episode. Because he is. He lost nothing and gained everything. Even dying in his lover's arms.

Forget about being human. In the end Jon achieves apotheosis and truly becomes Jonathan Sims

[princeofmoth]

Thanatos, the Godslayer.

[codgod]

honestly, i think you are the coolest

and you don't even mind that i'm a broken lost soul

and i don't wanna sound all sweet and sappy

but all i wanna do is make you happy

[gummie]

Live laugh sqloint

[plantwriting]

Need the jrwi fandom (and actually people in general) to understand that you can be a shitty parent without being abusive. Need y’all to realize that even abusive parents almost always love their kids. How do I get it through to you that even the good and loving parents are flawed and will make mistakes and hurt their kids. A good person can make a horrible parent and a bad person can make a great parent and a horrible parent can care for their kids and a great parent can hurt their kids and abusers can love those they abuse and abuse victims can love their abusers and nothing is black and white and everything is complicated and no parent will ever be perfect. Do you understand??

[killerpancakeburger]

Silly "interactive" teaser for Pull Me Closer:

(Final part of my depressed!civilian!reader x Soap series, which includes Breaking Point and Knight in Shining Khaki)

*A wild Soap appears*

You use Avoidance.

"It's not very effective..."

Soap noticed movement.

You have activated Soap's thrill of the chase skill.

Soap is now chasing you.

[zeb-z]

I’m soooo obsessed with Rumi. A ‘steal from the rich give to the poor’ idealist with delusions of grandeur and a god complex, extremely prideful and extremely possessive, with enough wrath to make them interesting. Someone who is so inherently selfish with selfless goals and ambitions, who tries to spread hope and positivity in a bleak world and puts himself on a pedestal for it. The first one to advocate for peace, admonishing needless violence, but also finds a thrill in commanding people, and will gleefully indulge in violence to the extreme for who he cares about. He thinks that in spreading hope, more people will believe in him, thus making him a god, and he wants to kill the true gods of this world to give the people the power for themselves and right what he sees as an imbalance - but he’s an egoist and a bit of a Freak about it.

[anachronistic-falsehood]

bizly forgor thanatos had two attacks bc he is used to chip <3 chip just do shit!!!!! thats my boy

[maroonpalt]

So I've watched about half of JRWI apotheosis,,,

and I love Peter sm <333

unfortunately doesn't count towards my days of riptide doodles 😔

[anghraine]

It's honestly kind of funny when people in Silm fandom go on about how Tolkien's narrative is biased against Fëanor et al., and meanwhile it's like

Tolkien: his name was Curufinwë Fëanáro and he had raven hair and limpid grey eyes like tears (also like my wife, a major fucking hottie) and he was the greatest craftsman of the Elves and a brilliant linguist, he made the Silmarils and invented the tengwar and so many other things, oh and he had a great body and was an incredible warrior, and he and Galadriel were the most amazing of all the Elves in Elf heaven, and he slammed his door in Morgoth's face, and you wouldn't believe what it took to actually defeat him but it was really cool, guys, there were all these Balrogs and

[catherinerandom-blog]

Peter talking to phantom's sister (the goddess): i-i have a guy in me

My heart, my heart, myheartMYHEARTMYHEART

[transcicle]

who up getting autistic over a podcast theyve never seen

more under cut idk if theyll format or not... beware

some of these i just did some of these are old

some of these are the drawing style thing i did sooo.... in order... : FIRST THROUGH FOURTH IMAGE peter drew those :-) FIFTH rumi drew that one :-) SIXTH exandroth drew those :-) SEVENTH peter drew that one :-) self portait EIGHTH rumi [bad at art edition] both NINE and TEN i dont remember if they were ment to be peter or just me goofin... so picjk ur poison LOL ELEVEN thats peter LAST THREEEE meeeeee :3 9-10 and 12-14 are the older ones everything else i did last night / this mornin'

[technicolorxsn]

just finished 2001 🎉🎉🎉

[burning-sol]

was just drawing rumi with short hair and was feeling good abt the sketch so i decided to draw jay too!! i've seen people give jay rlly cool noses so i tried to do something different and also changed up her hair. i dont like the gillion sketch tbh, i tried RLLY hard to make his hair look like seaweed but nothing i drew worked >:T so i'm upset. then i just drew kian to fill up the space. fresh off of drawing this i like these sketches a lot (except gillion im so sorry baby boy).

[princeofmoth]

Thanatos drawing I did with my trajcpad while drhnk