#i love being gay. i love being trans. it’s very hard but it’s brought me so much joy and love

[manwithoutaspleen]

I think “the closet” is a useful phrase and idea but I think that “the” sometimes hides the fact that there isn’t just one closet, there’s a closet in every relationship. And like. Straight people have a hard time with this because they aren’t aware of these closets, but they CAN sense it presently, directly or indirectly, and THAT alone can make them uncomfortable, even if they’re generally ok w gay or whatever.

But for us, we also are rarely entirely one or the other. For a lot of people, they’re out in some contexts, and not others. And the balance of who you are out to and who you aren’t and all those reasons makes SUCH a difference in your relationship to queerness, and how you perceive it.

Many interesting ways to have these gender and sexuality things. You can see how your upbringing can play such a role in how you perceive and identify yourself because a lot of gender and sexuality IS about how we relate to other people. That’s as much a part of it as our innate senses of self, which I DO also think is important.

But people with very similar feelings about their transition goals or preferred terms or their ideal partner, all kinds of things that make up our identity as queer people, and come to very different identities for themselves. And I think that’s one of the most beautiful things about the queer community! We have so much in common, and we are free to explore and understand so much of ourselves, and then we share that with each other!

[orionsangel86]

The fact that Good Omens S2 was SO QUEER.

Not Just Maggie and Nina (and Lindsey)

Not just Aziraphale and Crowley

Not even just Gabriel and Beelzebub (who is NB)

But the magician shopkeeper and his trans/NB spouse who wore a fancy early 19th century dress to the ball.

Job's son who was flirting with Aziraphale (hilariously played by Ty Tennant giving Michael Sheen heart eyes in front of his dad lmao)

Even the tough macho man in Scotland that Aziraphale borrows the phone from - using it for "Grindr".

Plus of course Michael, Uriel, Muriel, and Dagon also all being non binary/gender queer characters.

With all this, there was no homophobia, no one batted an eyelid at any characters sexualities, sexuality wasn't even brought up, characters just are who they are and like who they like. Its a non issue in the GO universe.

AKA my favourite type of queer representation. The same type found in The Sandman (show not comic).

And whilst there was plenty of drama and not everyone gets a happy queer ending (YET) there was no queer trauma to be seen. No hate crimes, no "bury your gays", no stupid discussions about how HARD it is to be out of the closet in a bigoted world, because the GO world isn't bigoted.

Its SUCH a BREATH OF FRESH AIR.

I know we have similar experiences in The Sandman, In OFMD, and even in WWDITS, but each time a new show takes this very new approach towards queer representation I feel like I'm once again sinking into a comforting hug from someone I love, who loves me back.

Its just really fucking wonderful to see. I hope we keep seeing it more and more often.

[etheries1015]

Sorry, I overread it (It's currently 10pm where I live, I've been up since 4am, and my anxiety is kicking. Requesting things from people I never requested before is hard >.<)

May I request Riddle, Kalim, Idia and Malleus reacting to finding out their crush is trans-masc? Either by reader telling them or them finding out by accident

Never apologize for asking questions and sending asks! Please take care of yourself, get lots of rest, water, and sustenance <3

Finding out you're trans-masc

Featuring: Riddle, Kalim, Idia, Malleus

WARNINGS (please read): I'm a cis woman and I CANNOT stress enough that I may not be able to portray this as well as someone who actually identifies as such! I did do research ahead of time to make sure I try my very best to capture the essence of someone who identifies as trans-masc, but everyone's experiences are different. If I, in ANY way shape, or form, used incorrect terminology/representation or mistakenly offended anyone, please educate me so that I become more knowledgeable and can build my understanding. Other than that, I hope I did well in writing this for you to enjoy <3 Thank you for your time and for the request <3

Riddle

The topic came up during the first time you had gone to an Unbirthday party. Being misgendered by Riddle, you spoke up gently to inform him of your disposition.

"I'm...well, I don't use She/her pronouns." You shrugged. Riddle pursed his lips in frustration at his own confusion, he hadn't met someone falling under the LGBTQ umbrella before, he was incredibly sheltered and closed-minded for a long time due to his mother's teachings.

"I see..." Riddle nodded, "Then, please explain it to me so that I may not make the same mistake twice." He was eager to learn more about people and their experiences, especially learning about someone he found himself becoming more and more attached to.

Spends an entire night reading upon such topics- he was very quick to adapt and correct people around you whenever he found they did not address you properly.

"Does it bother you?" You had asked him once out of pure curiosity, and his response was with furrowed eyebrows and confusion.

"And why should it? It does not matter what you identify as. You are still (y/n). You are not your gender, and not your sex. You are..." He blushed deeply, you smiling to urge him on. You knew about his crush on you, of course, yet he seemed to be far too shy to admit it yet.

"You're..." He hesitated, "failing this class. G-get back to studying! quit getting distracted with silly questions or it's off with your head!"

You loved seeing him open his mind to many different concepts and treat you no differently than anyone else (minus some favoritism, hehe <3)

Kalim

It was actually Jamil who brought it up in conversation. The topic of "LGBTQ" came up, of course, Kalim understood the basics of people who identified as gay, however when the term "trans-masc" came up in regards to you, he was incredibly eager to learn more.

"Trans-masc? I thought they were (y/n)?"

"Kalim- no-"

It didn't take long for him to easily come around to the new terminology. You maybe gave him a 10 minute crash course before he accepted it face value.

"I see...so one day you're going to be by my side not as a queen, but as my royal spouse!" You were flabbergasted at his brazen comment. With a red face, you hadn't time to react before his hands were already around you in a deep hug.

"Haha! Oh, right! The pop club has a new song, wanna listen to it?"

He loves you no matter what. The most understanding and unconditionally in love person to exist, the definition of sunshine

Might overshare sometimes. He will bring it up sometimes to other people (if they misgender you) and give THEM a crash course on it! You love that he is so passionate about you, though. xoxo

Idia

He knew. He is chronically online, he knows all about it. When he first met you, he even asked what your preferred pronouns were.

I don't really know what else to say for Idia, he honestly doesn't care who you identify as. You play video games with him and give him love, that's enough for him!!

Can take it incredibly seriously If someone misgenders you or tries to bully you about your identity, his hair turns a fiery red and he turns gives them a whole one hour lesson while belittling that person calling them as intelligent as a soggy piece of bread.

The other person is crying by the end of it, but honestly nobody deserves to be treated disrespectfully like that.

actually how he confessed his crush to you, lol. In a fit of rage to someone who wasn't being very kind... "How dare you treat the one I love like that, you stupid normie piece of-" Realizes his mistake, face turns red, turns to you (whos face is also red)

"ummm.....Nevermind!" He runs away, but there was no getting away from you heuheu

even though he can be shy and kind of tsundere in public, he can be really passionate and will defend you at a moments notice and educate other people who are, as he puts, less than him.

In private? Sitting in his lap playing video games

Malleus

Actually, learned this from Idia. It was during class when the topic of LGBTQ came up, and when speaking among the students he over heard Idia telling ortho about your disposition as trans-masc.

Immediately came to you

"Child of man, what is 'trans-masc' and why did Idia use this term to describe you? Could you elaborate?" You two decided to take a stroll around the forest where you spent hours talking about all sorts of different people and the terms they used, explaining to him about dysphoria and how you discovered that the pronouns you were born with just didn't sit right with you.

Nods in understanding, but ends up purchasing a bunch of books Idia and Lilia recommended to him to increase his understanding.

Even though there are indeed things he will never be able to sympathize with properly and understand, such as the effects of dysphoria, but he will respect you full heartedly and not treat you any different despite still growing to learn about such topics.

All in all, it does not matter what you identify as. He finds himself completely enamored with you, loving how you teach him new things about anything and everything with humans- he will treat you the same as you treat him- impartial due to status, class, gender, pronouns, human or fae. He knew you were the one he wanted to rule Briar Valley next to one day- as his lovely spouse.

~~

I hope I was able to answer your request satisfyingly <3 Please let me know if anything needs to be changed and I shall update accordingly, I myself am always learning and growing every day! Please be kind <3

[count-geiger]

alright guys i got a surprise class cancellation so i can tell yall about the stb dress rehearsal show last night and how it went. this is gonna be a long one grab a drink

no JUICY DEETS if you were expecting that. i am not a leaker and will never be. more like a gushy review than anything

so if you wanna hear about how will wood now knows about my university’s garfield club, feel free to read.

first of all, i can’t actually say much about the content of the show itself. sorry if that’s what you were hoping for but, if you’re going to a show on the tour, YOU WILL THANK ME LATER.

however i can say some stuff

like first of all: it is very much a kind of theatrical performance. no shit sherlock, you may be saying. okay sure but what i mean by that is that it’s not JUST a concert.

it’s very narrative based, that’s the most i’m going to say on it.

additionally, based on stuff ww said after the show while everyone talking feedback and such…

after the tour starts, PLEASE DO NOT POST SPOILERS ON TUMBLR!!! this is the kind of thing you’re going to want to see without any idea going in.

like it’s also very much a comedy show and knowing all the jokes beforehand will kinda ruin it.

so if you wanna post about the show on tumblr after you’ve seen it, maybe like. tag it or something. or put under a cut.

anyways i digress

the show was absolutely fantastic

genuinely the most wonderful i’ve ever seen in my entire life

i laughed my ass off, i cried a little, i thought way too hard about my own life decisions

all the things you’d ever want

it was NOT what i expected it to be. but it was even better than whatever i was expecting

so PLEASE take my word that all of you are going to love it.

okay that train of thought is over anyways

the vending machine at the studio only took ones (LITERALLY FUCK OFF THATS SO DUMB) so i spent most of the show with the driest mouth known to man

i’d had a sprite from said vending machine when i first got there because they also don’t have any water in it (????????) but not even like a whole can it got warm super fast

that’s just a random aside

multiple people complimented both my button down shirt AND the oingo boingo shirt i had underneath

including will’s girlfriend!! who is very pretty and seems very very nice.

she took our phones at the doors and checked our IDs and such and she was fine with the fact that i do not own a piece of ID that confirms my date of birth so that was cool.

the phone pouches we had were handmade by her apparently! they were really cool and she did a great job

anyways

i met will after the show after trying to offer feedback while we were still doing that that and stumbling through my horrific brain fog to say nothing of value because i was terribly sleep deprived!

me and jay (@jayjamjary) went at the same time

now some background.

me and jay are friends IRL, we go to the same college. people who both A. follow me and B. consistently read my ramblings in the tags will know this. but there are like three of those people AND i’m putting tags on this post so yeah

anyways we are both members of the executive board of the (officially recognized) GARFIELD CLUB at our university.

i am dead serious

and because the garfield club’s primary demographic is gay/trans autistic people, there’s a huge population of will wood fans in that club.

so jay brought two excellent drawings he’d made for the club, originally to recruit members, for will to sign.

because we have garfield show and tell contest on wednesday and we wanted to fuckin win

ANYWAYS.

these drawings, by the way, just happened to be of garfield being crucified and of garfield as hatsune miku.

will’s reaction to seeing these drawings was, and i quote, “what the fuck”

his reaction to the existence of the garfield club was, and i quote, “what the fuck”

both like a very amused, bewildered what the fuck.

he then signed them with possibly the greatest thing he’s ever signed ANYTHING and i’ll have to force jay to post them.

anyways

i also showed him a drawing i made for him, because i wanted to make a drawing for him.

he said my drawing was really really cool and he was really happy that i got his nose right because he never sees that

i was SO happy to hear that i was like ready to cry i was scared that drawing sucked

cuz i just did in the course of like a few hours while sitting at a random table in a big room on campus and all that whatever

but like yeah he called his girlfriend over she complimented it too

he signed it!!!

we took a picture and it looked a million times better than the two other pictures i have with him so that’s great

anyways

i’m trying very pointedly to avoid saying anything about the actual show because i want people to be able to go in blind

because *i* did and it was amazing

and i’m so glad that the show i’m going to is going to be super different apparently so i’ll ALSO have no idea what to expect from that

also, for anyone curious, i’m going to asbury park/halloween show november 3rd (and im going as young ford pines, specifically that time in tbob when he was possessed by bill, so if you see that there, that’s me)

anyways

man take shot anytime i say anyways

you’ll be fuckin dead

i had a great night, it was a spectacular show, you’re all gonna love it when you see it

[squidorcuddlefish]

transfem josto headcanon pls.............?

a/n: gay people everywhere

i decided i’d do transmasc!reader with transfem!josto because i thought of more concepts for that scenario :3

cw for some angst, gender dysphoria, internalized transphobia, outdated language for transgender people (no slurs, though) & odd, kinda scary family structures.

SFW

• Arranged marriage… It was super awkward for the two of you at first. Neither of you two knew the other was trans. Or how to come out.

• The first few weeks were hell for the both of you. She had to pretend to be the strong, tough man of the house, and you had to pretend to be her loving, traditional wife…

• She loved to comment on the outfits your family bought for you, saying how pretty they were. You thought she was just being a “supportive boyfriend”, but she was just really jealous that you got to wear them.

• It finally all came out when you caught her sitting at your vanity, trying her best with your makeup. You were shocked when instead of her getting angry and throwing something at you (Like she would’ve done if anyone else had come in), she started panicking and crying instead.

It was sort of hard to word what you were trying to ask her. Assume the wrong thing and say the wrong words and you could’ve been killed. You try your best though, sitting next to her and brushing her hair out of her face. You tell her, “It’s okay. I think you look very pretty.”

She’s still for a while, but eventually clings to you and cries into your chest. Through sobs, she apologizes and says she’s “A perv.” You assure her she’s not.

With a lot of consideration, you finally ask if this is just a sexual thing, or if she has these feelings outside of sexual fantasies. She’s silent for a moment, nothing but the occasional sniffle from her. If saying that had pissed her off, you would’ve known by now, so you figure she’s just thinking about it.

“This is so wrong,” She says. “I can’t just be a woman. I’m supposed to take care of you, and my family, and our business, and…” She trails off.

“If it’s how you feel, hun, then it’s okay.”

“I wasn’t born a woman. I can’t be one. I won’t ever be one.”

You press your face into her hair and rub her back gently. “Can I tell you something?”

She looks up at you, her mascara streaking down her face.

“I know exactly what you’re thinking right now. Because, I,” You words get stuck in your throat for a moment. “Well, me too.”

That brings out the waterworks. She sobs and squeezes you close. She’s finally being understood. It’s been so long.

• The previous conversation brought you two closer than you ever would’ve thought. You really thought you’d be stuck with some cocky, misogynistic crime boss. She was, but you learnt that it was just an outer shell of her. A gimmick.

• It takes a long time for her shell to crack. She had spent so long building it up and didn’t really know how to break it down. She really appreciates your help, though. She especially likes when you let her try on your outfits.

• She loves to sit on your lap while you do her makeup. Sometimes you’ll hold a mirror up and let her watch what you’re doing so she can learn.

• You started gifting her ties with more feminine colors and patterns. If she can’t wear a skirt, at least she can wear a tie with some pretty flowers on it. Plus, it reminds her of you throughout the day.

• Wedding day was awkward… So much family nonsense. So much dysphoria.

Despite this, you two made it work. You dealt with the odd wedding shenanigans before settling into your hotel room for the night. You two had planned this weeks before. The two of you exchanged outfits and reenact the day. Exchanging vows and rings, the kiss, and dances. Watching her twirl around with a smile — a real smile, which was extremely rare from her — had to have been the prettiest thing you’d seen your entire life.

ok enough sappy shit

NSFT

• Matches her tie with her lingerie under her suit. She doesn’t leave too much for imagination. :3

• Calling her “Good girl” or “Pretty girl” will literally melt her in your hands like putty.

• She keeps a small dagger in her garter sometimes.

• Laying her over your lap and fingering her is the best thing she had ever felt. And she definitely will let you know, too. She’s a moaning mess, whimpering into the sheets under her. If you get an angle just right into her, she’ll cry and kick her feet against the mattress. She whined and cried so much that you were genuinely worried for her, so you slowed to a stop and asked if she was okay. From a side eye, she said if you stopped before she finished she’d kill you. She didn’t mean that literally. Or maybe she did… You weren’t going to find out the hard way.

• She has a slight preference for bottoming, but she does like to top, too. She loves to watch your face when her hands are squeezing your hips while she’s pounding you.

• After a long day, she comes home exhausted and frustrated and just needs to get it out. She changes into her favorite set of lingerie and lets you play with her, but it’s just not enough. Soon, she’s on top of you and thrusting into you.

On a particularly stressful day, she goes on a bit of a tangent about how disappointed she is that you can’t fuck her.

“I always have to do everything around here, hm? Yeah? Fuck, you're lucky you feel good around me."

You wanted to snap back and tell her that you don’t even need to fuck her, just fingering her will have her a drooling mess for you. But she’s going way too fast for you to even form a sentence. It mostly comes out as “Wh- Well, well you-“

She just tells you to be quiet, putting a hand over your mouth. She says “If I’m going to be fucking you, at least just shut up and take it.”

Afterwards, she feels a little guilty. She pulls you close and brushes your hair with her fingers, whispering a “Sorry.”

a/n: okay, well i had WAY too much fun with this and i still feel like i could write 1000 more words for her. sorry if this is a little messy, i was just kinda word dumping and didn’t really know how to fit everything together LMAO

[johannestevans]

This is a personal question, and please don’t feel obligated to answer if you don’t want, but are your bio family supportive of you being trans? Reason I ask is that mine are not, and I’m having a hard time not beating myself up for being more out and proud and thriving just because my bio family is simultaneously extremely controlling and totally unsupportive. You’re someone I look up to, and I wish I could be as confident and sure of myself as you seem to be.

They're generally and blandly supportive - most of them are fine. I've got one uncle who's very bigoted, but everyone dislikes him for all the reasons you'd expect from someone like that, so no one's really surprised when I call him a prick or maintain no-contact with him.

With that said, I live apart from my family and their approval of my sexuality or gender is generally not something I think much about or take into account, because at the end of the day, they're not the family I've chosen and are most loving and intimate with.

I've built my own loving community and work to be a part of the family I'm building for myself and being brought into, and that's far more important for me because we're more aligned on our shared values and priorities, because we truly respect each other, and we communicate with each other - not just on the nice and easy things or the things we love, but the things that are hard, the conflicting needs and priorities, the ways we hurt or have hurt each other, and the ways we can soothe those wounds and actually make amends, you know?

Like. A lot of cishet people really struggle with that sort of stuff, not because of something innate to being cishet, but because that sort of vulnerability and communication is very counter-cultural and feels like it's a betrayal of a lot of expected societal values.

It's a fundamentally different set of values to live by - but because I live by those values and in community with other people who do, it's a lot easier for me to just take it for granted that it's great and sexy and positive that I'm trans and gay and whatever, because why would anyone say different?

For me, love and loyalty are things that should go both ways, and if your bio family doesn't offer the sort of love and support and respect you deserve, it's entirely understandable to walk away from them until they're ready to put in the work and show you proper respect, like.

[real-total-drama-takes]

I understand the Gwen and Courtney ship now- I am so sorry lesbians- I am sorry I didn't see it or compute it right away- I had a conversation with my cousin who is the Gwuncan shipper we both agree the Gwen and Courtney ship very cute, very angsty, and full yearning of long centuries like these women be queer months ago-

I kept refusing to admit I was gay or queer for years even months ago then I had talk allowed about the Gwourtney ship with my favorite cousin of all time and I realized I was like oh- oh- OH!!!

OH FUCK- A BITCH BE GAY- ME- I UNDERSTAND NOW...

I think it's more happy little accident sometimes shipping two funny little cartoons and talking about it make you realize it ok to be gay or more!

This was in my stomach for months- felt not gay enough or normal enough ever because I thought lesbians were nature and my family was like no-no- no don't do that.

It's my favorite word honestly in Spanish now I am realizing they limited me to believe in something they were uncomfortable with me "being" or anyone around me being.

I try to stand up more not only for lesbians in my life but in general- sometimes we can change the subject when someone is on purpose transphobic or more in life. Like if you don't know how to use pronouns out the respect least have the human decency to use their name, okay?

I don't care if their trans, don't say that in general around me because you are dehumanizing them, and I am losing respect in the humanity I thought you had then walk away.

Or go I feel like you don't value me because your homophobic remarks so from now on when you don't respect my sexuality or tend to demonize me for not being straight like you wanted, I am now on creating space for me to grow without you, I don't want leave you out my life but I think it's best for both us to part ways for now for my feelings and safety.

Sometimes I believe we need to have moments with each other to be "real" aka sometimes talk to each other with respect even if we don't see each other often in the fandom like I don't think Gwuncan romanticize ship is good for me or my soul but I was make seem I don't care for it at all back then and only hated them for the said ship.

I value the ships now a bit more- for some reason if I love you and it meant nothing to me but it brings you value in your life it brings value to me... it means the world to me.

I mean we can still hate things but like don't take on your fellow man? Write it out in a shitty fanfic like I do or I don't know just work through the emotions.

I felt guilt because I tend shit on Gwuncan and didn't under Gwourtney because I honestly didn't see the potient of it happening years ago but now I see it's value.

It's value to someone I love it means the world to me and for her it brought her sense peace, reminder of our childhood, and loving memories silly childish hatred of Duncan but it was ability to know it was child crush and trying to act like these silly dumb cartoons as children...

Then crying over Gwen or Courtney never winning because here in America- I believe we got the endings of only the men winning sadly or made seemed Courtney was just straight up a hater for life- we didn't all full details over here!

Anyway- I am sorry dear lesbians and trans people due to my past and being raised in hate- it helps me a lot being in this fandom or reading your post/ fanfiction to be more comfortable in life in general.

I think I like girls now- well, being comfort with liking them in general without being so hard on myself or them- like slowly okay to leave the closet now even though I am hella scared- I am willing to risk my "spot" in the family or whatever they told me growing up~

But you go girls! Be gay or what not! Conquer the steam/STEM CAREERS~

WORLD WILL BEND TO YOUR KNEES LOL

oH YEAH BASICALLY you write your fanfics no matter what or how silly it is- it's important someone out there!

Be fluffy or horror filled if you need it for the plot too

Also, I need work on writing the TD girls and ladies better like more in general- she can live without a man! I swear she can, but I crave romance and stupid rom-coms I grew up with!

[prismatoxic]

'usual chilaios headcanons' i agree with your takes alot so if you're willing to share i'd love to hear them! even if its paragraphs long, especially if its paragraphs long! your writing tickles the brain in the best way possible

thank you anon... i'm glad you enjoy the bullshit i say and also make

it's hard for me to summarize i think in particular because i am quite fluid with how i approach headcanons. characters tend to stay close to canon (more or less depending on how much i like canon and also what story i'm doing), and the ways in which they differ vary from fic to fic, roleplay to roleplay, drawing to drawing... i know i HAVE defaults but let me see if i can actually come up with something to say about them.

trans chilchuck is one i use a lot, and while i do actually quite like cis chilchuck and greatly enjoy the things my friends do with him, it feels so me like i should put in the work if i want more trans chilchuck stuff out there. i feel like this comes across as it being all i like, but no; i'm just being fed already by all the cischuckers. besides, i love writing transmasc characters, so it works out for me. i wouldn't even say i have any compelling reasons for it. i just like it. i like the idea of him and his wife both being trans and him being the whole who had their kids.

now, as for some others i default to... i love gay laios. i think you can make a compelling case for a lot of sexualities with him, but i'm very fond of him being gay and it just not being something that ever reasonably comes up. i think i probably default to pan falin so there'd be this solidarity between them at the same time as laios realizing he doesn't also like just anyone. he's got a lot going on, and interests that far outweigh romance (especially given his feelings on people), so he doesn't typically consider doing anything with it. (this is also part of why the mage before they brought on marcille couldn't get anywhere with him; it wasn't just him being socially clueless, it was also him having 0 interest in her the way she wanted.)

chilchuck is bi for me, and he's both casual about it and also generally unwilling to talk about it. once he's more comfortable with his friends i imagine he just tosses it out there, but before then, his sexuality is another one of those things you couldn't pry out of him if you tried.

god, after that... i dunno. either i stick to their canon backstories/personalities with a little personal flair, or i have them behave differently for an AU. i could probably come up wiht more for specific questions, but tragically when left to my own devices i can be kind of aimless. gomenasai 🙏 i hope this was fun anyway

[catchyhuh]

Please please please hit us with the Gender Studies!!!!

YOU HAVE OPENED TJE FLOODGATES!!! LET’S GO GENDER actually sexuality too let’s hit ‘em both because i have my piece and need to speak it. less about their physical bodies, more about their Mindscape. do i sound insane? i will by the end of this i promise!

lupin: listen give me a week i will compile all the evidence i have that lupin is CANONICALLY bisexual. beyond that he’s… also probably polyamorous cuz. y’know. look around. this is one hell of an open relationship. i feel like out of all of them though he’s the only one that’d like. bring it up. state it proudly. his gender is fun because you know mp didn’t MEAN anything writing a ? next to GENDER on Lupin’s little govt file but. oh baby. there’s definitely some meshing of a man and a woman in there, simultaneously coexisting even if he’s in guy mode or whatever. but like. he would only really notice that if it was pointed out to him. y’know that tweet that says “i’m probably nonbinary but i have a job rn so i’m not really thinking about it too much rn” that’s Lupin the Third

jigen: yeah prepare to be shocked. that’s a gay man. that’s a homosexual. contrary to the jokes i don’t think he’s GAY and misogynistic because of it, i think he just has (lets be real somewhat understandable in his position) beef with fujiko specifically. but when you look at his other interactions with women, they’re either just basic decency for a fellow human being or largely apathetic. and that getting betrayed thing but lets be real again that’s happening regardless of if he’s truly in love with them or if it’s just an “i have eyes” aesthetic appreciation. the transmasc reading of jigen like clicks in my head and it’s hard to pinpoint why exactly? i guess it’s just because he’s got that like. completely self-assured guy vibe. he knows he’s a man and that’s how it is. he doesn’t give a shit!! which could be taken as a cis guy thing too but either way he’s very comfortable in his guyhood and that’s cool. there’s a confidence and comfortability in his man-ness that you only really get after a level of selfintrospection, if that makes sense. if jigen isn’t actually trans he must be cis+ or some shit but. i’m leaning towards the former

fujiko: where lupin puts a label on it, fujiko simply makes a coy little face and shrugs her shoulders. changes the answer a little each time she really thinks about it. bi, pan, unlabeled, questioning? she’s scratched off the last one at least. she’s pretty damn sure she’ll bang any sane consenting adult with enough money. but that does bring us to another thing that i haven’t brought up with anyone yet: i’m a firm believer in demiromantic fujiko. that’s what that’d be called right? the romantic version of demisexual? fujiko just cannot form a romantic attachment to anyone unless there are years, like YEARS of consistent, honest trust and understanding in there. it’s not even an option in her mind until she’s known someone 3 years minimum, and even then that’s only when it BECOMES a SUGGESTION. sexual attraction is easy, romantic attraction is a sidequest altogether. it’s not just a mental mindset thing it’s like. her chemical makeup dude. but veering back on course, she’s got the same solidity in gender that jigen has, just in the Pink direction, so the same general reading of “is she a trans woman or does she just Get it” hits for me

goemon: goemon really hasn’t thought about his sexuality too much. he sees it as more of a person by person basis rather than a potentially gender specific attraction? if he finds a woman attractive, he finds a woman attractive, if he finds a man attractive, he finds a man attractive, if he finds a person who is attractiDo you get the general gist here? at best i could say he has a slight skew towards women, but it doesn’t like ERASE the rest of the options here. goemon views gender similarly, almost like an outsider looking in. it’s not some deep psychological perspective where he’s like, intentionally distancing himself to best study it, it’s just that he doesn’t feel a huge need to label himself in that sense. a foot in the nonbinary door. any pronouns, any terms of address, it’s no biggie to goemon! i do think he’d be somewhat interested to hear others’ perspectives on it, but he knows who he is. the one with the kickass sword lmao

zenigata: this shit is hard uh damn. nothing would shock me with him in any sense. he could be anything, he could be gay (lots of people get married to women before realizing who they are later in life!) he could be bi or pan, he could just be really butch for all i know brother!! any reading is a whole new canvas for unsuccessfully repressed tension and internal sexual turmoil! as for gender, uh it’s kind of. the same sense? he could really be anything. maybe like, betwixt jigen with the “solid in the dudeness” sense and goemon in the “just checking off boxes” shit. like regardless of if he is a MAN man his masculinity is a choice (wild sentence to be saying about the guy drawn to look silly on purpose) and HE wouldn’t get it, like he wouldn’t just start spouting off all this shit if you asked, i mean you'd probably just hear a distant dial-up tone looking at the expression on his face if you asked him. but like. a well-informed third party would get it. i know i sound wild cuz this is literally a baby boomer but listen to me,

[area51-escapee]

It is a little bit frustrating like I want to feel hopeful but it’s just obvious to me that neither party has any interest in protecting trans rights, it’s just that one party is very loud about that so everyone assumes the other party is the opposite? It appeared to me that queer people were only brought up in the context of “the LGBTQ+ community” and she did specify protecting rights to “love who you love” which is great but also marriage rights aren’t being stripped away in real time right now. Gay marriage is still legal, people aren’t having to flee their home states to get married, marriage rights aren’t under attack in the same way that trans rights are and it’s hard not to notice how that wasn’t specified at all. How it seemed like they intentionally worked around mentioning trans people, or any of the horrible things republicans have been saying about us, or any of the horrible things that are currently being done to us. It feels like we’re being intentionally left out because they don’t plan to protect us, and as long as they keep quiet about it everyone will keep calling them the “most trans friendly administration”.

[richardsphere]

Leverage Redemption Log: The Bucket Job

Title makes me think "bucket list"? either that or Keeping Up Appearances? (had to google "that show with the bucket woman" to remember the name) --- bells are playing and there is a giant semi-hollow pipe-structure of a snowman outside the building we're in. Its Christmas Special Time.

Librarian is giving the children some classic reading recomendations based on his knowledge of their likes (the girl likes pirates, which is a nice little gender-stereotype breaking to sneak in there without drawing attention to the subversion. Love it when shows feel confident doing that without the need to detract by boasting about it.) Young Man used to get Sherlock Holmes.

And the librarian is having a heart-attack... --- Harry is calling his daughter. His daughter doesnt want to spend the holiday with him because Mom is going on vacation to some resort (I think Aspen is a resort town in the states?) Ok either he has a son as well as a daughter, i am misremembering him as having a daughter, The daughter might be trans, or Nick is short for Nikita/vero-Nic-a, or Nick is more gender-neutral as a name then i thought (wouldnt be the first time, i went years thinking Sam was exclusively a female name because the only "sam" i ever heard of was from Totaly Spies). I am not sure which is the case. (im gonna place money on its a shortened-nickname though) Ok Sophie confirms its a daughter.

Elliot has been cooking, Parker is taking the long-distance part of Long Distance Relationship a bit hard around the holidays.

Knock on the door: its Doyledude. He's asking for Elliot by full name (sus). --- Doyledude's gay and his dads a preacher who didn't aprove of "woke" books like Charlie and the chocolate factory. (Yes Christians are that bad. Source: My dad got a chainletter that refered to the antichrist as an "avatar" of satan once and "The last airbender" and the blue smurfs were both insta-banned from the household forever).

--- "I am totally fine with revenge it allows us a range of outcomes the mark deserves". good line.

"Guess theres a lot of maurice's out there" KNEW IT, the moment they named him "blanche" i suspected we were gonna be getting a Maurice Leblanc reference. (of course they'd go for Arsene Lupin in an episode about the importance of libraries)

Harry's "so do I" is a simple joke but it lands well. 8/10.

I think we found todays villain: Its the guy harassing a homeless man for using the library. (fuck that guy) Ok ominous cut of someone taking pictures of Elliot. --- Sophie is walking around the theatre loading 100 checkov's guns at once (confetti cannon, Parker is booking a helicopter, red sportscar, Harry has a cane)

Sophie does a speech about the team needing to remember that this is a good person.

Elliot has gotten some of his old budies to work stuntmen. Parker is asking the very crucial heart-attack related question. Our safeword is Winnebago (google says its a campervan? Honestly, if it werent for the whole "automobiles are deathmachines I dont trust myself with" angle, i'd like one.) --- Librarian dude takes one look at the red sportscar and just thinks "dafuq kinda spy are you?" before stealing a regular car like a sensible person on the run from crooks would.

So, clearly the guy is either a someone bad upbringing who brought himself around, or an actual retired spy himself, who reads those books primarily out of nostalgia.

Ok its misspent youth, also the way he casually tosses the phone out the window. Love this guy. --- Im gonna be honest, while i apreciate the consistency of parker still being the Christmas Monster, the way her characterisation has mellowed out to using store-brand santamugs after she was first introduce as off-the-wall enough to use priceless jewelry as garlands is weird to me.

Breanna carelessly dismisses an attack on their own firewalls and servers. Harry's moustache is bad but the eyepatch is worse. --- Four stars? Comeon man. (good improv)

Actual Goons are here! "take spencer" knew it! no way that Doyledude would know Spencers full name. Mr Blanche has stolen a sportsbike. --- Turns out yeah, he was a former spy. Its RIZ bitch (did we get a name? I dont remember) she's looking for "the ledger" (presumeably a list of secret identities. We're looking for a book kept by a librarian. Its in the library. Probably that book samurai book he's been reading regularly) Ok so this is definitly becoming a recurring thing with the way she first used Elliot to find which guys to hire and is now talking about making him an instructor. Is she the secret person he's been phone-ing that breanna was asking about this whole episode? (i thought it was the Supercop from Arlo) --- Blanche has a gun pointed at our heroes. PTSD in a bottle, cause thats a thing that exists now. Wilson is still holding old job secrets from them? Thats... weird. --- Wait, Elliots dad is alive? But I thought that the episode ending implied otherwise? (Might be me being bad at understanding the subtext of that scene, might be a retcon) --- Mr Blanche has already beaten all the guards in the time it took a drugged out Elliot to break a chair. (Pretend to be the new guy, classic "heavy object in a sock" prison-improv weapon. 8/10, guy knows what he's doing, but is also a bit rusty and forced into improv mode) --- Turns out, he didnt retire because he wanted to retire but because no one would believe the ledger was destroyed. Luckily floppy disks suck at long-term storage.

Harry is talking with his old boss, trying to be the angel on his shoulder while the boss is trying to be the devil on his. (still really odd that we went through the trouble of establishing our heroes broke in to find Harry's ledger of old sins and that we're now going the "Harry wont tell them his old sins" route.) --- Copperhead and Elliot are talking. Copperhead does not want to go out by cancer. (we're faking his death and assigning him to International arent we?) --- Confetticannons are a go-go! (they're meant to simulate pages being shot by guns)

Blanche got disarmed and shot with his own gun. (definitly a death-fake) --- Huh, RIZ-woman doesnt actually kill the guards who fail her objectives. She just blackmails them into following their NDA's. (profesional)

Yup it was in the big samurai book. (obviously) and he's getting the rental.

OK so Hardison sent the library boy. (explains why he knew Spencers name)

Ok So Elliots dad is alive just not around for the holidays ever.

[enbypackinthic]

Fun from my Reddit pages

Had fun with both my partner and exboyfriend over a previous weekend , this is some irl events , it is also pulled from my Reddit page where I originally posted it. I did modified some of the writing due to me and one of the individuals no longer being in a relationship (he’s still a hella good person and overall good human)

Lemme say this first, I’m non-binary and a dom/top/breeder in the kink scene. My partner is trans masc non-binary, my exboyfriend is also trans as well. This is also an open/ polyamorous relationship. I feel this needs to be established first before I dive into what all transpired the other week. Respect everyone here is all I ask, not much to ask in that regard. Also for fellow gays that might be triggered by certain terms used here, here’s a quick warning ahead of time before you head.

The fun of the other week started on previous night where me and my partner were just being our natural slutty selves , he was on the start of a long much needed vacation from work and it was nice seeing him more throughout the day. He and I started to get horny and touchy and started things in the shower. He was on the last day of his cycle of the month and I wanted to breed his pussy and feel on his body. I had him in the shower and brought our fav little vibrator in with us and started using it on his clit while I played with his chest(lemme mention this now he doesn’t care for terms for his private parts). Groping his breasts and sucking on his perfectly sized nipples while toying with him always sends his mind going blank. Reaching down and feeling his pussy, he was already so wet and ready for my cock and I bent this twinky little whore of mine over and pushed my cock in his tight little pussy while I stared at his untouched asshole. Letting him hold the vibrator while I gripped his small little frame, I proceeded to pound that boy into submission while he tried to stay standing. Listening to him call me daddy and praising my cock would send anyone over the edge of no return. I pulled out of his pussy , while pulling back on his hair to bring his head next to mine and told him to get out and get in the bedroom. He whimpered and hurried as I took time to wash for a minute. Got in our room , locked the door and told him to lay down and hold those fucking legs of his up for me so I can watch that pussy of his take my thick cock. For the next 30 mins I was pounding all my frustration into this pussy that I was denied of for two weeks(he was sick followed by his period). His soft moans mixed with his loud scream and creaky bed made for the perfect symphony to our neighbors in my opinion. He started cumming on my cock while begging me to breed his slutty pathetic body to which I obliged and slammed my cock hard into him flooding his womb while he let out a loud scream. He became very overstimulated, and I pulled out and cleaned him up and gave him lots of cuddles and aftercare.

Now the next day starts off with me and the exboyfriend finally getting to have some private time for us. He’s not on T yet nor is taking any birth control so he brought condoms with him. I wasn’t expecting us to actually fuck yet. I’m the first person with a real dick that they’ve been with. We were cuddling in bed for a little bit , before stripping him naked and touching on his soft tiny frame. He’s under 5ft and has a nice thick round ass and nice average chest. We were kissing intensely while I was feeling his lovely chest and causing him the cutest little moans. I worked my lips all over his body and left hickeys and marks on him to let everyone know who he belongs to. His chest honestly even though I say my partner has the perfect pair, I gotta give the edge to my boyfriend. His breasts just so nice and full c cups that honestly I can feel, suck, and fuck for hours if he let me. At this point I was working my mouth on his pussy while watching him immediately get overwhelmed. Had to stop multiple times for him to catch his breathe, which is fine , I prefer him to have the best experience versus having any problems or concerns. He was begging me to give him my cock, which lemme tell you , is the cutest thing ever and the biggest turn on for me. He saw my cock and was a little nervous by how thick I was. I slid the condom on and well thank god it didn’t break somehow. I pushed my cock to his entrance and eased in till I was fully in him(this had to be the tightest hole I’ve ever been in) and stayed still for a little bit while he got used to my size. I started to fuck him slowly and having him run his hands across my chest and legs while I pumped his pussy. He didn’t last too long which was fine, we both just enjoyed the feeling of being connected with eachother. We stayed naked for a while and cuddled and talked for a couple hours before he had to go.

A day and a half later I had the exboyfriend over for bulk of the day , my partner was out for the day/night to handle irl stuff unrelated to anything. So I had my good boy bring himself over in just pjs , no undies or anything to contain himself , we didn’t wait long at all till we started fucking , the first condom we used broke and didn’t notice till I started seeing the condom fully just at my base and feeling his pussy with my bare cock(fuckkkkk it felt so good) (until we get to the point where he’s fine with bareback, I can wait). I had him at one point just jerking my cock off with his small hands while I fingered him. Fast forwarding because I would be here forever texting this, we fucked three times and cuddled and had dinner before I had to drop him back off at his apartment. The third session ended with me pinning him and telling him I’m gonna breed that tight pussy of his and feeling him tightening his grip around my cock as I came and filled that condom inside him.

[tbd99]

Entry 2 - edited

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Lately, I’ve just been feeling awful about myself. Like I don’t deserve anything.

I went over to my fathers house today. I had just recently got a piercing and he looked at me like I was disgusting. He always gives me that same look. Like I’m the most awful thing he’s ever looked at. I wonder if he dreams of never having to hear my voice again.

Why does everyone always look at me that way? I don’t understand. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. If someone just told me I’d fix it. I just want my mother and father to love me they same way other parents do.

I just feel unlovable all the time. I’ve stopped working out because I just wonder what’s the point? No one would love someone like me anyway. No matter how I looked.

I’m sure if I didn’t look so ugly I’d get treated better, but even then I’m still not so sure. I just feel like I’m not worthy of anything. That my whole life lacks purpose.

I think about God a lot. I grew up in a very religious household, but I’m not very religious. I’m gay and transgender. Or well, Bisexual. I just have to say I’m gay otherwise people will think I’m just straight. Being gay brought up a lot of problems in my life. Especially with my family.

Although, when I came out as trans last December, no one has looked at me the same again.

I stopped leaving the house, because I hate people looking at me. All their eyes are filled with that same sort of disgust everyone looks at me with.

I’ve tried to be a girl. I really have. It’s just gotten to a point where I hate it too much.

I shower with a shirt and boxers on, bandage my chest, and I’ve been begging my mother to let me cut my hair but she won’t allow it.

Everyone sees me as a girl. And I don’t want to go outside where I’m see as that. I’ve stopped trying to pass as a dude because no matter how hard I try it never works.

You can tell me all the insensitive jokes you want. How I’ll never be a real boy. How I am what’s in my pants. Anything you say I think to myself at least 10 times a day.

Being trans is also a reason I just feel unlovable. Like I don’t deserve anything. Why would I expect anyone to care and love me if I can’t even love myself? God it’s so pathetic really.

I just wish if God made me so fucked up intentionally he could’ve at least given me a purpose. I’m just here. Everyday passes by and I barely move an inch. I forget the days I had, and I get lost in time. There is no reason for me to be here. I feel as though I should just be erased.

But if I do come back in another life, please God. Just give me a purpose.

[thebowerypresents]

Reunited Le Tigre Come Home to Brooklyn Steel to Close Out Tour

Le Tigre – Brooklyn Steel – July 27, 2023

Here’s a thought: It’s a little out there and a little … scary? But this is just an exercise, and this is just a blog post. What if, for now, just for a couple of hours, we chose joy? Yes, it’s 2023. Yes, the world is boiling like a hot pot. And it’s the worst year in modern memory for trans rights, gay rights and reproductive rights. But no one’s asking you to ignore that, least of all, Le Tigre, the high-energy, unrelenting, unabashedly political project of Kathleen Hanna (of Bikini Kill), Johanna Fateman and JD Samson.

But 20 years on from the band’s last live show, can we have a little fun too? Thankfully, the answer was a resounding yes on Thursday night at Brooklyn Steel, the first of the hometown band’s three sold-out nights in Brooklyn — and their last three on tour after many years away. It’s hard to name an album that I wore out more in my early teens than Le Tigre (1999), so witnessing its songs and lyrics live, bursting with the same hooks, howls and drum loops, was the most special of treats. After rousing and delightfully warm MC’ing by Murray Hill, the band took the stage and launched into the scuzzy guitar loop and dance-y backbeat of “The the Empty,” with Hanna, in puffy purple dress and yellow tights, unleashing her signature battle-cry vocals: “Why won’t you answer me? Answer me! Answer me!”

“TKO” (This Island, 2004), with punchy Pop Art backing graphics, followed, then “FYR” (“Fifty years of ridicule”), from Feminist Sweepstakes (2001), whose lyrics flashed behind the trio, the effect landing somewhere between protest poster and APPLAUSE sign: “Can we trade Title IX for an end to hate crime? / RU-486 if we suck your fucking dick.” “What's Yr Take on Cassavetes,” among the most innovative tracks on Le Tigre, brought me back to the band’s lo-fi bedroom-project humor that made me fall in love: You can be this funny and this jaded in music? 

It was nice to know the songs brought them back, too. Fateman took the wheel on “Mediocrity Rules” (From the Desk of Mr. Lady, 2001), a song she said made her feel like she was in her 20s again. Even “Viz” (This Island), which Samson said was about the very real experience of being treated like shit at a party (seemingly not fun to revisit) had the whole room grooving. I struggle, reader, to not detail every moment. “My My Metrocard” in Brooklyn, video art of random garbage-like products, stop-motion scuba divers. “Eau d’Bedroom Dancing” as the set closer. But the real barn burner, of course, was the final song, the encore closer — “Deceptacon,” that singular, perfect bop that somehow opens Le Tigre. “Who took the bomp?” Hanna — and everyone else in the room — screamed. Pure, pure happiness. —Rachel Brody | @RachelCBrody

(Le Tigre play Brooklyn Steel again tonight and tomorrow.)

Photos courtesy of Adela Loconte | www.adelaloconte.com

[moldybits]

My dad has a history of homophobia/transphobia but ever since I came out as gay to him he refuses to talk about queer topics out of respect for me. Baby steps!

He still doesn't really understand why certain things are harmful but progress has been made

Baby steps are good!!

I was a bit joking when I said my dad has “gone woke”, but it really has just been over 10 years of baby steps. He was never a true transphobe/homophobe growing up, but the Catholic Church did make that hard for him to let go of. When I came out in both sexuality and gender, it was a difficult thing for him each time.

But that was a while ago. He knows (and loves) that I’m a queer furry who loves doing queer things and being with queer people and how important it is to me. I think the hardest thing for him to understand is the combo of pronouns and presentation. A trans guy using she pronouns and dressing a bit more feminine just confuses him a bit, probably because I wasn’t like that, but I think he’s moving past it.

On our recent trip, he did ask me what my pronouns are and how I want to be referred to as (son, daughter, kid, etc). I find it interesting that he brought it up, because I always figured they were totally sold on the whole “very transmasc, he/him, son” thing. Which was true for years. But I think they have picked up that I’m a bit more fluid now. Which I kinda like that they noticed and are just making sure they are still respecting me.

They’ve come a long way since then. And that’s nice. Progress is always good. I hope your dad has more progress!!!

[frog-0n-a-l0g]

Ok here we go!

Nervous tick: (idrk what a nervous tick is I have ticks but not when I’m nervous so if this isn’t it tell me) when he gets nervous he’ll do one of a few things. Mess w/ rotate his rings, scratch at his palms, rub his palms together aggressively

Tell for lying: he thinks he’s slick but when he lies he’ll look around in a “duh” kinda way. Like “you think I’m lying HAH you’re dumb” he thinks it shows that he’s obviously telling the truth but accidentally does it too much

How him and Alex met🤭: (this was about 2 years ago and Felix was a freshman)he was walking to class late and passed by someone in the halls. He didn’t say hi or anything just thought “damn they’re cute”. It was kinda a hallway crush. Until lunch about a week later after he’d seen Alex inthe halls about 3 more times. He was ranting to one of his friends like “omg they’re so cute but I don’t even know if they’re in my grade or they’re name or if they even like guys. Omg do they see me as a girl? Omg this is gonna SUCKKKKKK.” Hed gon on about this mysterious hallway boy a few times to people in the pack until one of his friends (probably jack) was like “oh yea Ik them” and Felix was like “YOU KNOW THEM!?!?! WHATS THEIR NAME, YEAR, WHERES THEIR HOUSE I NEED IT ALL” so they told them about Alex. Alex is one year above them and I think is 15 and a fire elemental. They weren’t sure what his sexuality was but they did know he had a boyfriend about a year or so ago. Alex was so excited to know more about him but was also terrified to actually meet him. He didn’t know if the trans thing was gonna be weird or if Alex would think he was a weirdo. He had only come out last year and wasn’t on t or anything. Because if this Felix was terrified to meet him. Jack(?) knew this and so secretly went and brought Alex around more. When everyone was at his house they’d bring Alex too and use the excuse “oh I just wanted to hang w him too” Felix being the outgoing little gay boy he was, tried to treat him like any other person. Just maybe with a lot or nervousness and stuttering and A LOT more blushing. Alex however, thought that this was cute. He’d heard about him through the mutual friend and wanted to get to know him. They talked like regular friends and after a few meetups with other friends, they met up on their own to go get food. Alex knew Felix had a crush on him. 1 it was painfully obvious. 2 the friend had told him. So while the were out Alex just nonchalantly goes. “So you like me?” Felix about choked on his drink and was all “wha- uhh I mean i uh well I-“ Alex started laughing at this and Felix just looked at him like he was the moon and the stars. He had heard his laugh a few times and loved it but this was because of him, and he loved it. He was then brought to the realization that he knew he liked him and now was staring at him like an idiot. Horrified he looked down at his food. “I um shit. Yea I’m sorry if that’s weird I get if you don’t wanna hang out with me anymore I’m-“ he was cut off by Alex’s hand on his. He looked up to see Alex smiling at him “hey it’s fine.” Alex was blushing hard now and slightly looking away “not gonna lie I like you too. You’re really fun to hang out with and you’re funny and you’re cute.” He used his free hand to cover the bottom half of his face. Felix looked at him “wait, really?…. Like.. really?. You actually like me” Alex looked at him “yea” they both sat in silence for a second before Felix spoke with a laugh “well shit” “yea” Alex replied. “Wait if I like you and you like me does that mean we’re like… a thing?” “Well if you wanted to” “very much so” Felix said probably too quickly. Alex laughed. “Soooo boyfriends…?” Felix smiled “yea” “good” after the meetup/ date ended. Felix texted the friend. About what happened and “wtf” and “HIW DID HE KNOW?!?!” And “OMG I HAVE A BF” and all that. And now they’re together🤭🤭

Jesus that was longer than I thought it was gonna be. ANYWAYS‼️‼️

What to yell to find him in a croud: 1. He has bright orange hair he looks like a walking target. BUT if you couldn’t see, the pack has taken to calling him Walmart ed sheran so they would yell that

In the imperium: he would probably take to sneaking around and stealing things. Like he is a VERY SLICK pickpocket. They call him swiper like from Dora. Also since he’s a fox he’s small so he can climb through vents to sneak into anywhere. He’s stolen hundreds of thousands of dollars from places and has only gotten caught like 2 times in the very start. He’s still a very kind person so if he sees someone really struggling he’ll steal some food for them or help them out. I don’t know if he’d be aloud in the pack in the imperium but either way he does this

Fav movie: probably likes some shit like Hamilton. That or princess and the frog. He loves to sing along. LOVES Disney. Did cry during up

Identity crisis fox ver: oh DEFINITELY. Especially when he first shifted. At first he thought they’d kick him out of the pack bc he wasn’t a wolf. Once he knew they wouldn’t he worried it was a potty thing. Like it was either because he grew up with them or his mom made them let him. He thought they all thought he was a freak bc he wasn’t a wolf. He thought he was a freak bc he wasn’t a wolf. He spent his whole life thinking he was one until then and he didn’t know what to do. He didn’t interact w the pack very much for about 3 months after that until David Baugh him his stuffed fox. It was that that made him realize David didn’t really care. He’s gotten better but sometimes when he goes on runs with willow and jack. He thinks they get annoyed hanging around him. And sometimes he thinks that they all don’t actually like him and are just pretending but that’s only sometimes now.

He’s right handed but holds pencils weirdly

Formal wear: he would either wear a gold and black suit or black dress shirt with a gold and black corset vest. He gets most of his fashion advise from Milo ngl

Fav mythical creature: two options. A Fresno nightwalker or a jackalope. He likes bones and things and has a few pieces of taxidermy, so he’s always wanted a custom taxidermy jakalope. He thinks they look super cute. And he thinks that the night walkers just look like funky lil guys. Just lil dudes strutting along

Birthday celebration: he dosnt do much. He has a lot of friends but he only has a few close friends. He normally just gets a little self serve care for himself and goes out with his friends. They on the other hand get him hella gifts and food and things. He once woke up to his room COVERED in streamers and balloons and the teenager group asleep on his floor.

Y’all I’m tryna expand on my oc Felix reed but idk what to add😭 I’m creative but not THAT creative. I need situations and questions BUT IM DUMB. Tf do i do💀