#i lov mother mother :3

[grungepuppet]

This is a weird question,is dream or nightmare scared of apples?

yes, dream may have mild malusdomesticophobia (i have learned a new word !!)

also the mystery caller was dream

they r dating

in this au

*disappears*

but wait

dream by jokublog

killer by rahafwabas

ok toodles ಠ⁠ ͜⁠ʖ⁠ ⁠ಠ

[ariesangelxo]

mornings - part two

MINORS & AGELESS BLOGS DNI

cw: more angst, still no comfort (i promise it’s coming in the next part), heartbreak, one mention of panic attacks, prescription benzo use, recreational coke use, drinking, arguing, mention of a gun and a gunshot at the end, not proofread lol

an: thank u all SO SO much for all of the love on part one !!! i am blown away and in awe. there also will be a part three for sure <3

part three

the past twenty-six days had not been kind to you. your mornings were spent rotting away in bed until your mom would force you to get up, her expression of concern always made you feel even worse. your days weren’t much better, you forced yourself to detach from your heart and numb your emotions. it was the only way you knew how to keep going. you put on a mask during the day with your parents, giving them occasional smiles and laughs that weren’t the kind that warmed their hearts. they knew you weren’t okay, but they also knew they couldn’t force you to talk about it or you’d shut down completely. your nights consisted of taking a benzodiazepine in order to fall asleep, you couldn’t sleep without them. you tried, it only led to intense panic attacks and hysterical sobs that made your mother’s heart break in front of you.

this morning had been a bit different. you were awakened when you felt a weight in your bed, and in the haze of waking up you initially thought it was rafe. you shot up the moment you remembered everything, eyes widening and heart racing, but you looked over to see sarah in your bed. "oh my god, sarah you scared the hell out of me!" you exclaimed, holding a hand over your chest.

she let out a giggle, "i'm sorry, your mom let me in. i miss you," her tone was gentle. you had become very close with sarah during your relationship with rafe. being over at the cameron's house so often led to a beautiful friendship forming between the two of you. she was like a sister to you, something you cherished deeply as you didn't grow up with a sister.

you felt a pang of guilt in your chest at her words. you knew she missed you, she'd messaged you every single day since your break up without fail, even if you didn't always text back. you had seen her a couple times, but when she asked about what happened, you told her you weren't ready to talk about it. sarah was incredibly understanding, knowing how much you loved her brother and not wanting to push you too far.

"i miss you too, sar. i'm sorry i've been such a shit friend lately." you responded to her. you gave her a small smile, curling up next to her as she sat against your headboard.

"it's okay, i know you're not doing great with everything going on right now," she trailed off with a sad smile, "but, you're going out with me tonight!" she became animated as she spoke.

you didn't have it in your heart to deny her, not when she looked at you like you were the most important person in her world. "you know i can't say no to you. where are we going?" you asked curiously.

"there's going to be a huge party at the boneyard, and you're coming with me. no ifs, ands, or buts." she giggled out, "i need to get you out of your room, you're rotting away in here, babe."

"god, you sound just like my mother," you teased back. "i'll go though, i miss you more than you know. i even miss the pogues a bit." you both laughed, referencing her newer relationship with john b.

you couldn't prevent your curiosity from getting the better of you, "how- how has he been?"

sarah bit her lip, debating internally how much to tell you. "he's been... not great. i don't see him much when i'm home, he's usually in his room with the door shut. he's been a lot more moody too, snapping at literally everyone in the house. it probably didn't help that i told him he's an idiot and he fucked up the best thing to ever happen to him."

you couldn't suppress the laugh that slipped through your lips or the slight satisfaction you felt knowing that you weren't the only one struggling. "i love you sar. thank you." you leaned over, giving her a hug.

"i love you too. now get your ass up and shower. we're getting you a new outfit for the party."

you spent the next few hours strolling through the streets of figure eight with sarah. your arms held multiple shopping bags, filled with clothes she insisted you needed for tonight. you were incredibly grateful that she had forced you out of bed, you actually felt human for the first time since everything happened.

you found yourself in a small cafe, giggling as sarah told you a story from one of her drunken adventures with the pogues.

“you know… you should talk to jj tonight. i know he thinks you’re hot.” sarah gave you a mischievous smile as she wiggled her brows.

“funny,” you rolled your eyes playfully at her, “but it’s way too soon for me to get into anything with anybody right now.”

“i didn’t mean start dating him, i just think you would have fun together.”

“i just- i don’t know, sar. i’ve been such a wreck these past few weeks… can i tell you what happened?” you looked up from your fingers to meet her eyes, now widened with shock.

“yeah, of course you can. but don’t feel like you have to if you don’t want to.”

you were grateful for her support, going into your explanation of how the last couple months of your relationship, rafe’s behavior changed drastically. sarah hung on to your every word, needing to know exactly what led to the end of your relationship.

“and so i walked into the country club to surprise him. i spent the whole morning getting ready, did my makeup how he likes, even wore a new sundress that i know he would have loved. but i walked in and…” you looked up as your vision began to blur, “he was talking with some bitch i’ve never seen before bartending. she had short brunette hair, but he fucking smirked at her the way he only does- did for me. and- and then, she basically fucking held his hand while she fucked him with her eyes, and he let it happen!”

you spit the words out like they were poison on your tongue, not noticing your voice beginning to raise with frustration. sarah’s jaw was nearly on the floor.

“what the- what the fuck?” she racked her brain, trying to remember if she’d seen anyone matching your description recently, but nothing came to her.

“god, shit. i’m so sorry, babe. i don’t know what the fuck is wrong with him.” she attempted to console you as you dabbed your eyes with a napkin.

you shrugged your shoulders, “what’s done is done. i just want to forget about everything for a while.”

she nodded, “then let’s go get ready. we can pregame at yours and ride with john b and them.”

after a few shots, a couple hours spent transforming yourself to not look like you spent the last three weeks trying to cope with your break up, and a lot of laughter, you and sarah were ready to go.

you wore a cropped loosely crocheted white sweater over your pink bikini and a white miniskirt that hugged your hips , the strings from your bottom peaking out from the top of it. you were finally feeling good about yourself again, and you’d be damned if you let anyone ruin it.

the ride to the boneyard only lifted your spirits more. it was impossible not to laugh around the pogues, especially when jj did whatever he could to hear your giggle.

you arrived just as the party was beginning to pick up. relief flooded your veins when you didn’t see rafe anywhere. you knew it was a possibility he’d be here, but it was going to be significantly easier to have a decent night without his presence lingering around.

you filled up a red solo cup at the keg, downing the cheap alcohol before refilling it.

“slow down there, or you might not make it too long.” jj approached you, giving you a flirty smile.

you gave him a laugh in response, “i’ll be fine, jay. i just want to be able to let loose tonight.”

“stick by me then, don’t want any of these pervs creeping on you.” the thinly veiled concern in his voice made you smile. you know he’s flirting, but it’s clear he wants to keep you safe knowing it’s your first night out in so long.

you spent the next hour surrounded by the pogues, and true to his word, jj looked out for you. he did so well that you failed to notice who had shown up to the party, the one and only rafe cameron.

rafe, on the other hand, saw you immediately upon arriving. it was impossible for him not to when your presence demanded his attention. he was not happy to see who you were hanging around with. his ongoing beef with the pogues was well known by everybody on the island. he didn’t come to party though, he had other business to attend to as barry gave him a side eye, “fuck are you doing, country club? you can fight for your girl later, we’ve got shit to do.”

your drink had somehow disappeared. your furrowed your brows as you looked down, giggling to yourself as you told your friends you were going to get another one. you were at the perfect level of drunk, not to the point of blacking out or vomiting, but to where you couldn’t quite walk in a straight line and everything was funny to you.

you stumbled up to the keg, starting to fill up your cup when you felt someone watching you. the hairs on the back of your neck stood up, you instantly knew who it was. it was as though there was a chip in you that alerted you to when he was nearby. you took a deep breath as you turned your head slightly, seeing rafe sat next to a man you didn’t know as he handed a small plastic bag filled with overpriced coke to a touron. rafe’s eyes didn’t leave you as he signaled him to leave.

you could hear your heartbeat in your ears, the hand holding onto your cup now trembling and the lump in your throat building. rafe stood, starting to approach you as you froze. your brain was screaming at you to run but your body refused to move an inch.

“what the fuck do you want, cameron?” your words were spat out with venom. your tone clearly surprised you both as he looked shocked momentarily. you were typically one to stand your ground, but never ever was your attitude aimed towards him.

“what do you mean ‘what the fuck do i want’? you fucking up and left out of nowhere and haven’t spoken to me in almost a month.” his voice was filled with anger, his nose flaring as he clenched his jaw.

you let out a humorless laugh, “out of nowhere? you can’t be serious, rafe. you treated me like shit the last few months of our relationship.” you didn’t yet mention seeing his interaction with the bartender at the country club, not knowing if topper and kelce had told him about seeing you when you left that fateful day.

“what? be-because i couldn’t be with you twenty-four fucking seven? like i- i wasn’t out working my ass off to afford nice shit for you?”

“‘working your ass off’ will you stop fucking lying to me? i fucking saw you at the country club,” his facial expression showed confusion, bringing his brows together to try and understand what you were talking about, “you let that bitch touch you, you looked at her how you used to look at me. i spent hours getting ready, i showed up, wanting to surprise my boyfriend for lunch, and what do i see? my boyfriend letting some bartender hang off of him while he flirts with her?”

your voice had raised as you got more and more angry. you were now shouting at him as other partygoers failed to hide their stares and murmuring. nobody ever talked to the kook prince the way you currently were, unless they wanted their face bashed in.

rafe grabbed your arm harshly, pulling you down the beach and away from others. you stumbled behind him, knowing you weren’t physically or mentally strong enough to push him away.

when you looked up at him, you suddenly noticed his blown-out pupils. you felt your heart sink. “you’re using again.” you stated flatly.

he scoffed, rolling his eyes at you. “don’t act like you fucking care.” he spat out at you.

“jesus fucking christ- rafe, when did you start again?”

“don’t worry about it. when did you come to the country club?” his tone was demanding, sparking further irritation in you.

“the day i left. i- i let a lot of shit slide for too long, because… because i wanted to be a good girlfriend and support you when i thought you were just stressed out from work. and, in return, i get to watch my boyfriend make me look like a fucking idiot.”

rafe was silent for a minute, his lips pursed as he clearly was trying to remember what he was doing before he came home to an angry ward and an empty room. then realization hit him, he knew exactly what you were talking about. he brought his palm up to his face, groaning.

when he was about to speak, he was cut off. “is cameron bothering you?” jj’s familiar voice called out. you looked past rafe’s large figure to see all of the pogues standing beside him, looking ready for a fight if it came to it.

rafe gave a humorless chuckle, “stay the fuck out of it, pogue.” he clearly wouldn’t go down without a fight either.

your heart stopped for a moment and your body filled with ice cold terror as jj pulled out a gun that was hidden behind his back in his waistband. it was clear you weren’t the only one not expecting it as the rest of them looked at jj with concern, john b telling him to put it away. “yeah? let’s fucking go, rafe. been itching for a fight for too long.”

everything became blurred. the mixture of shouting, seeing figures suddenly moving towards each other, and the unmistakeable sound of a gunshot, and then everything went black.

[smelliemelly]

The LOV's type !!

Shigaraki loves himself a weird partner. Any "weird" person is perfect. Your obsessed with anime, fnaf, any other fandom? Cute. If you like to read fanfiction, draw, write, so on so forth, you definitely got a chance! Bonus points if you have that cute weird style even more bonus points if you have glasses. He doesn't mind if you're clingy, as long as he is able to have his own space at some point then honestly? Perfect match. He loves a person with humor, especially dark humor. He just wants a partner who is pretty much free when it comes to being themselves.

Dabi would love to have a person who's able to understand him. Most people would think Dabi goes for those silent sarcastic mean types but not really.. he likes quiet people don't get him wrong, but sarcastic and mean types? That's his job, he wants someone who is pretty sweet, someone who is easy to talk to, and someone who has good communication skills. He wants a serious relationship not some highschool 4 month relationship. He wants to have a genuine connection, someone he can love forever until death. He loves someone who can take care of him when needed, and bonus points if you're able to top him.

Toga loves someone who is also themselves. Someone who is super kind, someone who cares. Someone who doesn't judge her. I feel like if you are able to accept her for who she is she'll definitely develop an innocent crush on you. If you're able to show that you support who she is, that would be even more amazing, she'd probably be your best friend and also your partner. She wants someone to be super silly with, someone to have fun, someone to be chaotic with. She doesn't have much to give you of course but she'll give you all she can in order to show how thankful she is of you<3

Twice pretty much wants the same as Dabi and Toga. He wants someone who cares, someone who can understand him, and someone who can take care of him when needed. Of course just like Toga and Dabi he doesn't have much to give but he'll try his hardest to do anything for you. He loves someone with humor, and loves someone who is easy to talk with. Also bonus points if you're able to reassure him when he's overthinking

Spinner loves someone like Shigaraki, a weird person❤️ Now when I say weird for these two I don't mean someone who is like.. really.. suspiciously weird. I mean weird in an endearing way! Pretty much everyone in the LOV finds weird endearing, ESPECIALLY Spinner and Shigaraki. Just as long as you don't judge him for who he is he'll cherish you forever.

Mr.Compress loves himself any person who is classy and dramatic. If you're a baddie he's already got his eye on you. He loves curves, and I mean LOVES THEM. Also nobody in the LOV judges bodies, but Mr.Compress WORSHIPS bodies. He absolutely loves your hip dips, your small, medium, large biddies, he loves it all. He'd love a person who has talent. Doesn't matter what type, singing? Drawing? Painting? Literally any talent. Just gave some sort of talent and he's head over heels.

Kurogiri loves to have a classy partner. Not dramatic, but more like a classy, demure, kind and gentle person. He loves when his partner can make a good tea, or give good life tips, or even is somewhat of a mother figure to others. He loves someone who is mature, responsible, humble, so on and so forth.

Anyways I hope these weren't trash<3

[sofs16]

our love in photos

part 1: paddock day , part 2: our leclerc win — next

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charles_leclerc P1 babyyyyyy! Week here in Barcelona shows we should keep pushing, even on the last lap🏎️

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ynchaaa IS THAT YN SHE DIDNT WEAR A POLO WHAT

⤷ yncharles.16 WHAT. PARENTS?

⤷ charlottecharles1 thank god they broke up

⤷ charleeeeee but they just had their one year anniv? ⤷ gossipxxwag yall she was literally at the garage. what are u on😭

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yn barcelonaaaa gp! my favorite one for reasons the whole world knows;) baby got p1 and then i heard a broke up? huh. he’s stuck with me and chained to my bed so he can’t leave. if he’s with someone else that’s me in a wig 😘 stay jealous haters xx

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landonorris the bed part wasn’t necessary

⤷ yn i didnt mean it like that DIRTY MJND DUMBASSSSSS

⤷landonorris Oh. Nevermind

charles_leclerc I’d be crazy to not end up with you. ❤️

⤷ yn biting my lip and kicking my feet 😊

yourbsf CRAZY IN LOOVEEEEE

carlossainz55 The last photo is very questionable

june 23, 2024

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charles_leclerc a summer well spent ☀️

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charchar1 did you win pingpong 🤭

⤷ charles_leclerc Of course! ⤷ yn i almost believed you babe

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june 27, 2024

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monte carlo, monaco

liked by charles_leclerc, fernandoalo_oficial, and 3,383,484 others yn late summaaaa diaries 🫀🩰🎧📜

ps. why do u guys think sharl didnt post a pic of himself playing LOLLLL

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ynsmodel WHAT DOES SHE NOT DO. charleslando mother feeding us the content we deserve 😌

charles_leclerc No one had to know, baby…

⤷ yn im competitive, i cant lose to my boyfriend in PINGPONG

⤷ charles_leclerc Well the photo was not needed!

⤷ yn youre cute

⤷ charles_leclerc Oh, well thank you. ❤️

⤷landonorris LOL HE FOLDED SO QUICKLY IM LAUGHIGN

⤷ yn shut up norris, only i can bully him

june 28, 2024

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yn DNF today but still the proudest of charles 💌 i simply do not understand why the car suddenly lost engine right before the race but fine, god works in mysterious ways. next week we will come back stronger. we will, and should, always support charles, as well as carlos. forza ferrari ❤️ [COMMENTS HAVE BEEN DISABLED]

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“luckiest to have her😘”

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liked by charles_leclerc, and 5,595,695 others yn hiiii lovelies! @yn.jpg up and runnin! enjoy ❤️‍🩹

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charlessgirl so glad we made the right girl famous (thanks charles)

⤷ yn 🥹😭

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yn.jpg who else did u think id post first? (d1🫀)

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lando.jpg Um. Me? ⤷ yn.jpg next time babes

charles_leclerc ❤️❤️❤️

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yn.jpg day 2! landitooooo my photographer bff alongside danny ❤️

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yn.jpg day 3: my 2nd fav driver 🏎️

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fernandoalo.oficial una fotógrafa muy buena y linda 💪tú y charles sois unos afortunados a very good and beautiful photographer 💪you and charles are a lucky

⤷ yn TE QUIEROOOO FONSO!! buena suerte hoy i love you fonso!! good luck today

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yn.jpg i lov my boyfirend it hurts so much he’s so perfeet and kind and everuthing ive ever wanted im so grateufl i msis him osuch

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charles_leclerc I love you amour but.. are you okay?

⤷ yourbsf yn got drunk on my watch sorry

charles_leclerc baby please answer the phone

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[yawarakaizai]

pm!dazai taking reader on a date after school, but it’s somehow awkward! tried to get you a stuffie from a claw machine but failed miserably, so he shot the glass out of frustration.. something like that hehe ☆〜（ゝ。∂）

ⵌ HANGIN' OUT THE PASSENGER SIDE OF HIS BEST FRIEND'S RIDE

SENDER Reader (Fem) RECIPITENT PM Dazai Osamu (BSD) CONTENTS You were a horrible pair. You two were unlikely and the path ahead of you could have never predicted such thing to happen. You aren't sure why or how, but you found yourself the centre of Osamu Dazai's attraction. NOTE fluff, reader and dazai are 16/17, brief chuuya, jealousy, young love COMPANY No Scrubs

A/N wrote th is thro ughou t th e sch ool d ay ;3; forgi ve any mist a kes or rush ed writ ing !!! eeeeeeE EEEE i lov requ ests ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

It was embarrassing at this point.

You disliked bringing any sort of unwanted attention to yourself more than anything else. And yet, you owe it to the brunette by your side who attracted stares like a magnet.

" Owwh, fuck! " His drawn out swear accompanied by the stomping of his shoe against the carpeted floor. It's biometric, vibrant patterns splattered across a dark black background sickened you to stare for too long.

" I told you, these are a scam ", you attempted to protest against his insistence that he was sure to win this time, no take-backs. " Why not buy a ticket to the bowling alley instead of wasting it on these? " You remained temperate in opposition to his rowdy and indecent behaviour. You adopted the traits of an older sister, or a mother.

" No way! I spent too much to give up now. " Your head ached. " Look, if I keep inching it closer to the drop, I'll be sure to get it. "

And so, the poor joystick would continue to be abused, 200 yen being inserted into the comparator with every miss, Dazai's agitation growing with each failure.

It had been a sultry evening after school. Gathering your belongings and preparing to take the daily commute home, the pitter-patter of heavy footsteps ran behind you to reveal none other than Dazai Osamu.

He was somewhat of an enigma to everyone who knew him, even those that never exchanged a word with him knew of his name.

Dazai had a horrible track-record and even worse attendance. With a mysterious bandage over his right eye.

Despite his lack of punctuality and participation in classes, he not once has ever failed an exam. Many rumours circulated that he'd cheat - though no evidence of such was ever received. Others thought he must've slept his way to good grades.

Or, he was just inhumanely intelligent.

" Y/N! Y/N! " His ecstatic voice beckoned you to stop walking as he had finally caught up to you, bending over to catch his breath. " Let's visit the arcade together! "

You didn't know what possessed you to accept.

" Oy! Leave 'er alone, moron. Some people actually have work to get to after school. "

And there was his companion, Chuuya. Underestimating him is like a death wish. He was short. Horribly, unfortunately short. Sometimes, you'd feel bashful for the fact he'd have to look up at you sometimes.

Unlike Dazai, Chuuya's absence from school wasn't intentional.

No, not at all. Chuuya never missed a day of school on his own accord. His record full of missed days were from suspensions.

Often getting into fights with anyone, he has never lost a fight.

The duo had a dynamic you couldn't quite grasp.

And then there was you in the middle of it all.

Dazai had lured you into the friend-group about two years ago, when you were all put in the same base class and Dazai, in his extroverted glory, made attempts to suck up to all in class.

You listened to how the girls would swoon and whisper amongst themselves about the legend that was Dazai Osamu, and once he reached you, you couldn't be less impressed than what he had to offer.

" Oh, c'mon Y/N! It won't take too long, we never hang out anymore! "

His sad attempt at desperate puppy eyes lightened your day a little, so you thought you should humour him, just this once.

You didn't know much about Dazai and Chuuya's private life and you didn't pry into the territory either.

All you knew was that they were filthy rich and had a connection to the principal, Ogai Mori. Otherwise, they would've been expelled a long time ago.

" Let it go, Dazai. It's not worth it. " You put your hand on his shoulder as he leaned forward, nose barely touching the glass of the claw machine as he tried to focus on getting just what he wanted.

" But you looked at it! " He whined, digging into his pockets as the machine played a sound of defeat. " And? "

" And that means I need to get it for you! "

He insisted profusely that it'll be worth it, and you continued to doubt him. You've been standing by his side for thirty minutes at this point and not once has he won a prize.

You remarked to him that the game was purposely rigged, pointing out how weak the claw was and estimating the plushies within were weighing a little over the maximum capacity something so weak would be able to grasp for more than two seconds. That, and also how the claw would never close properly, inching in barely and dropping what toy it had luckily managed to hold onto.

And that degrading sound of humiliation. A squeaky, robotic coquettish voice repeating itself 'Better luck next time!' over and over.

Dazai was not losing to a machine.

Your stomach grumbled with hunger, and it was becoming clear that you both were growing with unrest at this machine.

" You kids still going at that? "

An arm propped itself on top of the roof of the claw machine, you looked up to see a worker had made his way over to you both. Dazai, did not look up from the game.

" I tried to get him to stop ", you mumbled, looking away from him. You'd always get shy at people older than you. You weren't exactly timid, but you were raised to be respectful. " He wants to win it for me. " It sounded oddly romantic when you put it that way.

" Yeah? You sure he can do it? " The man laughed at the truth. " So you two are on a date? " He overstayed his welcome and you began to wonder if it was usual for employees to wedge themselves into customers business.

" Yeah. We are. " Dazai answered for you, slotting in more coins for yet another try.

" Here, move li'l man, I got this. " Shoving Dazai away by the hip, the white-haired man. Begrudgingly, Dazai said nothing.

And almost with no effort at all, the man easily got the claw to clasp around the exact seal plush you wanted.

He must have been watching you both for a while to know what you wanted.

Although you kept assuring Dazai you didn't need it, you couldn't help the way your eyes sparkled as the man handed it to you with a smug smile.

" Oh! Thank you, sir! Thank you! " You took it from his hand with joy, looking at the fat cushion with adoration. It was simply adorable! You bowed your head repeatedly in gratitude, though felt it was simply not enough.

You almost forgot about Dazai until your ears deafened with the sound of a loud bang and the crashing of glass.

On impulse, you dropped to your knees with your hands over your ears protectively, unsure as to what just happened. Peeking through your tightly shut eyes, you saw that you were the only one to have dropped down and everyone else was as normal as ever.

Before you were even able to question, you uncovered your ear to hear Dazai converse with the man.

" How sad, I guess when you're making minimum wage you figure out how to make your job interesting. " Dazai cocked his pistol like second nature, and behind the legs of the employee you were crouched behind, you peered between his legs up at Dazai with wide, lost eyes.

Looking down at you, Dazai looked pissed.

" Didn't mean to scare you. Get up, we're leaving. "

The employee and Dazai seemed to know each other. You figured by the way the older man was cool about the whole ordeal, almost like he'd done everything intentionally.

You shakily rose to your feet, at a loss for words, and stared with astonishment as Dazai began to gather multiple stuffed toys from the now-broken claw machine and hold them in his arms after tucking his pistol away.

" But- you- the- "

You tripped over your words and found yourself unable to comprehend what had just happened.

" Not gonna run way with your Clyde, Bonnie? " The employee joked, stepping out of your way.

You felt this to be illegal. Maybe because it was. You did not want to aid in a robbery even if the employee was not actively stopping you. Before you could even act, Dazai grabbed you by the arm and ran ahead of you, dragging you behind him as he laughed, your other arm held tightly around the seal plush, afraid to let it go.

" Holy shit, I was so cool! " He shrilled, your shorter legs barely able to keep up with his strides.

" Dah-zai! " You panted out as he kept on running.

Your adrenaline rang in your ears and the heart in your chest beat rapidly as the two of you ran, jumped, hopped over valleys, onto the stepping stones of the river and through the bushes of the dark forest.

" Y/N! "

Dazai yelled out to you. At this point, many plushies in his arms had fallen, yet your intertwined hands never once budged open.

" Whah! Wh-What! " You tried to match his energy, but you were far too exhausted.

Finally, you both collapsed into the cold grass surrounding by large oak trees.

The night sky looking down on wild star-crossed students.

" I think I.. think I love you, Y/N " He said between deep breaths, both your limbs spread out as you tuned to the sound of crickets, the birds and the rapid breathing of one another.

You didn't know what you were thinking, or if you were even thinking coherently, though..

" I think I love you too, 'samu. "

©yawarakaizai 2023 ﹒﹒ reblogs appreciated! requests open :3

[lacunammmm]

I have noticed something...and maybe I'm poking a mega dead horse now but...Izu has no emotional investment in this damn story, not only in the "lets save shig" but in everything.

1) why he wants to be a hero so badly? Shrugs

2) What he thinks of AFO? Shrugs

3) what he think of LoV? Shrugs

(nothing that any other hero wouldn't be able to say)

He has no connection, not even with am and it's pathetically sad bc this boy is a fan of am...and he doesn't even know the name of am. Is that a thing where heroes hide their names? But we can see their faces so the name does nothing to help...so yeah, Izu looks like an idiot here.

Izu never thought about stain or Lov, let alone shig, until the plot says let's save shig.

I'm not saying if dfo was real would be better (small mercy on Hori's side) I'm telling I would like to see a reason as why Izu...is connected to this story. Same for Shig...as anyone could have taken his place (and I don't think the writing is clever enough to go "anyone can be a hero/villain. There no great destiny, it's your choices" SMTH spiderman USUALLY does)

It's because the villains aren't allowed to majorly affect Izuku's life in the long term. Think about it. All Might lost his mentor/mother figure, he lost his health at AFO's hands, and then his quirk publicly burned out in his second fight with AFO. The fight between All Might and AFO is full of pathos. But what does Izuku ever lose and how does Shigaraki or AFO make things personal for him? Nothing, and they don't. The main cast is too bubble wrapped and their plot armor is too thick. Another reason the villains are so impotent is because the story mandates that the main characters leave every encounter smelling like roses. Imagine the following What Ifs. -As retaliation for Kamino, his mother is put in the hospital when Shigaraki orders a hit on her. One of AFO's "friends" is happy to do the job. She was only saved because of Izuku's timely intervention. He fought the assassin off in his home and this battle left him and his mom bleeding and the assassin got away. Said assassin, and we could pick any of the guys who were Final War Arc assassins, they just didn't get sent to Tartarus in this universe, comes for a rematch later. Let's say it was Dictator. -Izuku returns to his family home after Machia's March and sees it's been demolished. He has to pick through the remains of his stuff and his scattered All Might merch and his mother's things. We see him help his neighbors out with their packing up. -Bakugo's sacrifice for him in the first war arc had disastrous results. The guy lost the use of his legs because the tendril pierced his spine when Tomura skewered him. Izuku was at his bedside watching him go through the 5 stages of grief. When Izuku left to start his Dark Hero arc, Hatsume was suggesting an experimental robotic spine replacement. Everyone thought she was crazy but Bakugo said yeah. When next we see Bakugo, he's on his feet but admits he's had to relearn how to walk. It's still not perfect. It probably never will be. But he's here for Izuku.

If canon is going to have All Might using a super suit that lets him 1 vs 1 AFO, and a battlefield heart repair succeeds AND the patient explodes his heart back into functioning, why not go in on theoretical prosthetics? The author is the one who wrote Bakugo getting skewered. Let's actually have that stick. And this is with following the mandate that the heroes and those adjacent to them must live. Let's remove the shackles. You wanna know a way you could have made Shigaraki a huge threat who had major impact on the heroes? Let him kill: Endeavor, Aizawa, and Gran Torino. Three people he had dead to rights but the narrative doesn't let him finish off. Let him. The heroes are allowed to kill the villains. Let a villain kill a hero who actually matters. No one gave a shit about Midnight, not even her two best friends. The story wanted to give something for Mina to do, so we get a really half assed connection where she wants to avenge Midnight because she liked her classes. Not because she had a close bond to Midnight. Not because she was her mentor who taught her things. Not because Midnight was the Aizawa to Mina's Shinso, no. Because she made class time fun. We could go further, you know. Rather than making hero society comically pathetic and thin skinned, make Tomura the menace the story pretends he is. You know all those heroes who quit because the public criticized them too much and left Japan to become a warzone and for people to fend for themselves? No, that doesn't happen. Instead, they were all at the raid on the PLF. All of the squared up to fight. Tomura killed them. Each and every one of them. We'd have panel after panel of him popping people's heads off and punching through bodies. Deku watches this dude go full terminator and then he crashes out. They said he had the physical stats of All Might, plus regeneration? Then let him rampage. Deku's "I'll never forgive you!" actually has weight and means something if Tomura is currently coated in the blood of Izuku's comrades. Not characters who existed just to die to make it look like the heroes lost people, no. Characters the audience could actually begin to care about. The Star And Stripe arc doesn't even need to happen. Tomura was simply so badly wounded from the excessive damage he took in his massacre that he needs to heal. Considering the fact that the final war arc has Deku keep Tomura in the air during their battle, you didn't even need to have chapter after chapter of him fighting mooks while his quirk is erased. Just let everyone jump this man. It gives something for people like Momo and Kaminari to be doing, rather than acting as a fucking battery for a coffin in the sky plan that logically should have ended in tears and death for everyone in UA if "Tomura Shigaraki" was smart enough to simply focus down Monom a and Aizawa. He could have just face tanked everyone's attacks, smashed two heads, and then killed everyone at UA, effortlessly, with a Decay wave. I want to say that the Coffin In The Sky plan was the stupidest thing Nezu could have ever done. Even if Izuku was present like they'd planned, hinging everything on Tomura NEVER breaking line of sight or using someone else's body to obstruct Aizawa and Monoma's view of him, while putting the whole school on the line... Well, it's on brand, given how negligent he usually is about safety and the well being of his students.

[plasmazkiss]

── .✦ ᴍᴇᴇᴛ: ᴛʜᴇ ᴇxᴛʀᴀꜱ

⛧ ꜱɪᴅᴇ ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀꜱ:

Flight Hero: Keigo Takami

-Gets asked if he can lay eggs

-(Is he still considered a hero girl idk)

-Has his own merch in his apartment

Rabbit Hero: Rumi Usagimiya

-Likes to post her work out routine

-Her favorite young hero is Y/N (cuz y not)

-A fan gifted her carrots and she didn’t know how to feel (she ate a few)

Voice Hero: Hizashi Yamada

-Has his own radio show called Mic Up (Alr now roblox)

-Has a pet cockatiel

-Sometimes on his radio show, he plays the electric guitar

Erasure Hero: Shota Aizawa

-He has a black cat (ironic)

-Sometimes makes appearances on Present Mic’s show

-Still a teacher at UA alongside Mic, All Might and Deku

UA Teacher: Toshinori Yagi

-Students still call him all might (he tears up)

-Helps deku learn the basic teaching stuff

-Loves getting gifts from his students

Manager: Yakumo Izuma

-Y/N’s manager

-As much as he loves them, he HATES how much trouble they get in

-Second mother of the team, alongside Iida

⟡ ݁₊ . ⟡ ݁₊ . ⟡ ݁₊ . ⟡ ݁₊ . ⟡ ݁₊ . ⟡ ݁₊ . ⟡ ݁₊ . ⟡ ݁₊ . ⟡ ݁₊ . ⟡ ݁₊ . ⟡ ݁₊ . ⟡ ݁₊ . ⟡ ݁₊

⛧ ɢʀᴏᴜᴘ ꜱᴇᴄʀᴇᴛꜱ:

-Hawks takes photos from the sky like he’s in a helicopter.

-Mirko likes to randomly jump hawks when he’s not looking.

-Present Mic has his cockatiel sing on his show.

-Aizawa baby talks his cat like shes an actual human baby.

-All Might likes to visit his old students with little gifts like snacks or drinks.

-Yakumo once put a screen time on Y/N’s device for arguing with Bakugo on Twitter.

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⛧ ᴀᴜᴛʜᴏʀꜱ ɴᴏᴛᴇ:

ITS FINALLY DONE KDAIODIAHDJAJS. I hope u all enjoyed these intros as much as I did making them!! I think I’ll start making crack smaus starting with the Twitter pages and then do something else. On another day I’ll post the LOV twitter just for u guys<3 IF I DONT FORGET SIGH

Love, Plasma

Tag list: @kaybug88

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ᴀʟʟ ʀɪɢʜᴛꜱ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴅɪꜱᴛʀɪʙᴜᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ©ᴘʟᴀꜱᴍᴀᴢᴋɪꜱꜱ. ᴘʟᴇᴀꜱᴇ ʀᴇꜰʀᴀɪɴ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴄᴏᴘʏɪɴɢ, ʀᴇᴘᴏꜱᴛɪɴɢ, ᴛʀᴀɴꜱʟᴀᴛᴇ, ᴇᴛᴄ.

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[enmmyheavenscg]

MY SITUATION .

hello everyone ! if you’re aware, you know im currently back from my break!

But my situation hasn’t gotten any better.

TW FOR ATTEMPTED SUI, MURDER MENTIONS, ABUSE - just my parents being horrible . Invasion of privacy

I don even know how to tag this properly.

Today on tuesday, July 30th 2024, 3:42 am as I am writing this.

My mental (and physical) health has worsened since everything had happend, My parents have been making me feel genuinely worst

I just happened to be in a call with a friend before oh- the first time, my parents came in and yelled at me.. my mother raised her hands up a bit, yes but. She usually does that so usually I am not affected by it but today was just. horrible.

After the first couple times they did this, they turned the wifi completely off, I was still In a call with said friend but I was muted. My parents were being absolutely horrible.

I would go detail by detail. syaing hooe the whole wrugement started but No, only thing I’ll be saying is.

My mother went absolutely ballistic and was trying to open my locked door. (Which I Have video of) she kept hurting md, threw something at me and just absolutely started screaming at me , she jus wnt crzy

My father laid his hands on me for the first time today aswell, it was a truly horrifying experience. I’ve always preferred my father over my mother yet - today trigged something inside my brain ? Made me genuinely hate him - myself , everyone around me. My younger brother was sleeping , yet we were fighting in his room .

The argument affected me, it was only an hour ago? .. couple minutes . im

not sure . It all went so fast my brain jusut ii

They kept tyryung to corneer mme and my mom trid to hold me in pllce , not allowing me to leave / get into Myy riom

I had to forcefully do so

I don’t even know what happened . Today started off so good yet endlu horriblly .

I tried

I tried to end it all after that conversation. I was messaing that said friend before, begging them to call help, crying . I’ve never felt more scared, weaker . Horrified . I tried choking myyosg and I still can’t breatffwi

im tryiy not sure how im writiing this but im doing it . I really hope I get my wifi back to be able to send this (if I do then that means I did)

I trid casling emergency servieces, I didn have service - no wifi, nothing. I ws basically stranded , in panic moddee

I wssso lightheaded, dizt and honestly felt like I eas dying (I stsuol am bu am doiing bettr(

I

I would’ve died if I kept chokiif myslf with it a bit longer

They were gona kill me though. They . Thhy said os

My mom sid my dad woul beat mme until I was dead and unconscious - my ddad sid he din lov me tdoy

My dad sid god woul mak that happen when I said I’d die

My mom threatened to murder me tdosy (twice or once) she was holding sormyuing when I ws forced to opn my door . I can’t rmebr but it was a utensil . N ths all I rembr . Was it a knife? No clie. was it something else ? no clu

Theve alwys been horubel but this was jut icing on cak . I just need to get mor evidence on wht tehy did . Then I havs my proof . (I mite attach wht my mom did to my lock . I rmeber . 4? 3? Years ago she brok it .

And now it’s even more borkn. It may not look like it but it is. N sometiije thi year she brok mmy doorhsndle. Iiz awful here

I truly wanna leave but I hav no choice)

im

I’m just so scard, I’m mortified geniunlly

photdo down here + vudeo if I can (took the screenshot at 03:51 so ths why it says tagt) plus one I jus took .

sory I knowthuu iz all too much but I’m so

So

done here. . I add more on as I can try and remember beter . I don’t feel like myself currently so it’s quite hard to remember stif that . Doesn’t but also does feel like me

(ddin add all images.)

Poease . If you rpost thji pls do . I need to get outta herre soon enough

If you wanna talk to me- @ahaclownnoises is my main / my discord

[fairytale-poll]

ROUND 2D, MATCH 1 OUT OF 8

Propaganda Under the Cut:

Once Upon a Time (in Space):

She spent decades searching every moon and planet trying to find her wife (Rose), who was kidnapped on their wedding day. Eventually, she found Rose, and they embraced, only for Rose to die in Cinder's arms. And so Cinder killed the king who had kidnapped Rose by punching through his chest and into his heart.

And then Cinder got a somewhat happy ending, in which she met Rose's clone who had Rose's memories.

What if Cinderella was a Sci-Fi lesbian? Well here she is. She has a whole love song about searching the stars for her girlfriend after their wedding was interrupted and she was taken away. She spends years searching only to when she finally finds and embraces her watch her be shot. Cinders is so devastated by this that she plunges her wedding ring into the heart of the man who shot her love killing him.

Lesbian space princess who elopes with the terrifying soldier who was previously conquering her planet and spends decades searching for her when they're separated. Listen to her song https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=6w9V-gMgBF4

I think the way she punches the evil king through the heart as revenge for her wife is pretty neat.

She’s a revolutionary married to a woman, what’s not to love? From Cinders’ Song: “ When I was a little girl, my mother always told me / "Someday your prince will come, my love" / But as I grew, I knew it was a princess who would hold me”.

her girlfriend got cloned and most of said clones were brutally slaughtered in war and she searched for her girlfriend all throughout the galaxy and when they were finally reunited on the battlefield her girlfriend died. and a clone of her girlfriend who due to technical errors retained her memories, so does that count as the same girlfriend? theseus's girlfriend? anyway vote for cinders she's been through hell

Lesbian!! Has to search for her lost love Rose with her glass wedding ring that changes color when its near its partner!! Gets to embrace Rose once again for one final moment before the villain kills Rose right in front of her!! So Cinders kills him in return!! And she's left as (almost) the only surviving main character from her own album but!! She is eventually reunited with a clone of Rose, and while they cannot have a truly 'happy ever after' together they are the ones graced with the closest thing to it

SPACE LESBIANS (she's in love with Rose Red, who gets kidnapped on their wedding day and Cinders searches the galaxy to find her, waiting for her white ring to turn crimson, indicating that its twin was near) She took her name from the ashes of her burning planet <3 She also killed Old King Cole >:)

shes a tragic lesbian and killed a violent dictator shes literally the best

shes gay shes traumatized she dates both rose red and sleeping beauty. badass space wanderer looking for her wife

Her wife Rose gets kidnapped on their wedding day and Cinders spend the next thirty years looking for her. She finds her (:D) and then Rose dies (D:) and then Cinders kills the guy who killed Rose (girlboss).

shes a lesbian. she lost her wife, Rose (yes, as in sleeping beauty) the day they got married bc she was kidnapped. she spent 20 YEARS looking for her. as soon as she found her wife, Rose DIED IN HER ARMS. Cinders has gone through Too Much to lose this poll

(Her info from the wiki) the Princess of a planet burnt by King Cole's army, after it is ceded by her stepmother. She is imprisoned, meets Rose and plans to marry her. She is released by her godmother for the wedding, then flees when the attack happens, spending thirty years looking for Rose. Her half of the wedding ring will light up when she finds Rose.

"When I was a little girl, my mother always told me 'Someday your prince will come, my love' But as I grew, I knew it was a princess who would hold me I looked to the stars for you, my love" She's lesbian Cinderella IN SPACE. She fell in love with her wife in prison and they ran away to have a secret marriage but the empire kidnapped Rose on their wedding night and Cinders had to leave her behind. She searches for Rose for decades with the glass ring that guides her to its twin on her wife's finger. She finally reunites with her love after Rose rips three supersoldiers to pieces with her bare hands (hot) but then then the evil king kills Rose so Cinders fucking punches through his heart. And then a clone of Rose (who is also lesbian Sleeping Beauty IN SPACE) finds her cradling her wife's body and they have a happy reunion(?) and maybe they didn't have a happy ending BUT WHAT IF THEY HAD EACH OTHER? HUH? AAAAAH

she’s everything. she’s a princess from a long since conquered planet. she was imprisoned to make a statement of the brutal reign of old king cole. she met her wife while she was in prison, a beautiful brutal soldier covered in scars from battles. cinders and rose fell in love, so cinders’ godmother in white broke her out of jail so rose and cinders could be together. they were going to be married, except that OLD KING COLE intervened and kidnapped rose to make her the genetic base of his unholy army. so cinders spends THIRTY YEARS searching the galaxies for her love (and sings a really cool song about it called “Cinders’ Song”) until finally she arrives during the final battle just in time to see old king cole SHOOT ROSE DEAD. so cinders punches the king so hard (with her wedding ring) that he just Crumples Into Dust. the end! (no we do not talk about the fiction.)

lesbian, for one, and for two i don't really care i just think it'd be cool if she got in/if she made it past the first round

no one seems to have linked cinder’s song yet, so here [Link]

better yet, listen to the whole album too, for context and also what comes after. it slaps and also tragedy it's such a good album suhc a good band too

Someone already sent the song as propaganda, so I will provide SPOILER propaganda. [Click link to see spoilers.]

The Lunar Chronicles:

Linh Cinder:

Her glass slipper is her prosthetic foot. She's a cool badass mechanic queen. She's named Cinder because her aunt set her on fire as a toddler but she survived. She's a a cool cyborg with psychic powers, and she's also a really good mechanic.

She's a cyborg and she's from the Moon

She is a badass mechanic who is also a cyborg and did not intend to get dragged into this mess. She becomes a fugitive of the law, running from the prince who is also her romantic interest and is just objectively the best.

I love a sarcastic character and I love a good confrontation scene and she's great with both

she's a cyborg she's a mechanic she's a princess she's a fugitive she's the best.

She's a mechanic she's the lunar princess she has two prosthetic limbs she's supposed to be dead. Her best friend is an android who's a fangirl of her boyfriend (Kai, the emperor). Her ball was actually her showing up to keep Kai from getting seduced by her aunt (who's queen of the moon) and then killed. Instead of losing her slipper she just lost her entire foot. (That's all just in the first book.)

look man, if you've read tlc you know why but if not: cinder here goes through a lot, from living in a shitty household to leading a rebellion and witnessing what's practically a massacre (TWICE), getting stabbed in the mc'freaking heart and surviving, being a wanted fugitive, Oh, and also, she loses her goddamn FOOT instead of a glass slipper lol (albeit the foot is a prosthetic, which i might've forgotten to add, her left arm and (i think) leg are metal due to getting BURNED as a toddler by her somewhat power hungry aunt)

She's SO cool she's a mechanic and really clever and also an amputee and her prosthetics are very cool and she has fun space adventures with her little gang of found family and is also the heir to the crown on the moon and is trying to get control of it from her aunt (who's a dictator) so she can help the moon people be less oppressed! tl;dr she's a girlboss

She literally got set on fire. Shes a cyborg. Shes such a girl boss that her love interest kept her severed prosthetic foot as a memento. She is a revolutionary [against her will] and a politician [also against her will]. Shes a skilled mechanic, and called the queen of a super-powerful alien race with the ability to manipulate people’s perceptions of reality ugly TO HER FACE. Queen does not give a shit and just wants to hang out with her robot bestie and her dork ass boyfriend who is also the leader of an entire country. Shes iconic, she is the moment.

she's a teenage cyborg who works as a mechanic and is secretly royalty - a badass and i love her!!

Kickbutt cyborg Cinderella princess

Cyborg and mechanic is a fun new twist on classic Cinderella! (At least when I read it and it was new). Plus she’s got her Prince/Emperor all wrapped around her fingers before the ball!

she's cool as fuck that's why!! cyborg cinderella in a cool-ass future sci-fi world, she doesn't have glass slippers so she loses her ill-fitted cybernetic foot, she has a gun in her cyborg hand (mostly uses nonlethal projectiles), she has cool sci-fi magic mind powers, she's from the moon, she's a mechanic & she's smart as hell, she literally forms a ragtag team of other fairytale inspired characters & dethrones the evil queen of the lunar monarchy. also her prince charming is cool & funny & they're so sickeningly in love their feelings could power the sun. anyway vote Cinder ✨️

cinder is a mixed cyborg mechanic who has acquired beef with both her stepmother (adopted) and her bio aunt (tyrant queen levanna) and manages to escape their attempts to keep her down (including arson when she was like. 3 years old) and ultimately overthrows her aunt in a revolution lead by her and the other fairytale retellings (red riding hood and wolf, rapunzel and her ‘prince’, and her cousin snow white and her prince) and establishes a democracy! i enjoyed the series growing up and i personally think that cinder is very cool :]

The first book in The Lunar Chronicles is a retelling of cinderella, and my gosh it’s amazing. Cinder is a cyborg and faces a lot of prejudice, and it’s interesting to see that even in the future, where the book is set, there’s still so much discrimination, and Cinder faces it so well. She’s smart and snarky, and has such character growth and cares so much and akhjfqwthbj

shes cinderella if cinderella was a cyborg and also secretly an alien moon princess. fucking amazing series everyone should read it. It's very common for Cinderella retelling that "girlboss" her end up sending the weird message that victims of abuse should simply stand up for themselves <3 I really like Cinder because she's spunky and snaps at her stepmother, but it doesn't. do her any good? It just makes her stepmother worse. Also one of her stepsisters is nice, I love Peony.

Cyborg Cinderella, long-lost princess of the moon, revolutionary against the evil queen.

she’s a cyborg! instead of losing her shoe on the steps of the palace her entire foot comes off 👍 thats hard as fuck she’s so cool

I have to say this now, because I’ve been waiting for an opportunity to share this story for ages now, because it’s so amazing. Not only did Marissa Meyer, author of the Lunar Chronicles and creator of Linh Cinder, start off her writing journey as a Sailor Moon fanfiction author, but I have a second-account story of how amazing and nice she is... [Click link to read the rest of it]

[married-to-google-translater]

My dear opossums <3

This year marks five years since I started writing. I would like to thank everyone who is still here.

This hasn't always been easy… It's hard to be creative 24/7 and not demand too much from yourself. However, it's wonderful that you all are sharing this journey with me.

Maybe we don't have a tight community because I'm shit at answering questions because part of me thinks it's pointless and no one cares… But I'm glad you're here

I was never supposed to write for five years. My original plan was to write for only three years. However, 2023 was terrible for writing. Then I got art block and couldn't write anything. Don't be stupid like me and write three posts a day for over a year. If you also start writing, don't set a goal of 2000 notes every day. I knew I didn't want to stop even though I meant to. Luckily I didn't because 2024 was great writing-wise. The art block went away and I was able to find the pleasure of writing again. I'm really happy about it.

I don't have time to write all the requests… However, the ones I do, I write with love.

It seems incredible that a blog that started as a joke and that I thought would last a couple of months is this "big". If someone doesn't know I had just discovered the fanfic genre and I was bored. That's how I thought, "What if I start writing crap with google translate". I didn't think that my idea would be successful or that I would be able to do it for more than a couple of months. I had NEVER written anything before that… I wrote the first yandere headcano during the lesson and tried not to laugh at myself too much.

It feels incredible that this ALL started as a joke… All the friends I've made over the years, all the celebrations when my post breaks records, the day I got 1000/2000 notes for the first time in a day, all the great ideas and memes,

that one hellishly difficult conversation where I had to explain to my mother what fanfic and yandere definition is, ALL the happy memories, the moments when I've had to learn about myself, the frustration when I feel like Tumblr itself is trying to hide my blog and the pride of everything we've achieved together.

If you have received from me "Thank you for starting to follow me" message and you are reading this, you are og. (I sent this to my first 2000 followers but stopped because it was too hard. )

There is still a long way to go and thank you for joining us.

I lov u all <3

[resident-gay-bitch]

for the 21 q thing 1) James

2) Prongsfoot

3) I have so many controversial opinions-- I hate WS and Jegulus and i don't think they could ever really work. I don't like Remus much. I hate Snape. I think PF is the best ship. I don't like Jily. feel like James would have been a bit neglected growing up (bc I see his parents as like dumbles age-ish old). I think Remus and Peter and sirius were all inlove with James but James only was in lov with Sirius and that he (james) was the guy like everyone wanted and I think James was Voldy's kid. James is scottish

4) Sirius.

5) First came in 2019 (I only read fics then and had no idea that there was a fandom j thought people randomly made fics aboug HP lol) but then left and came back in 2022 (properly with knowledge of fandoms)-- both times thro WS fics that i abondened withint he first 10 chps bc I could not get WS at all. But i came and stayed for James both times.

6) Tall Sirius! With James being second and like 5 or so cm shorter (remus is so average hieght in canon that JK didn't even bother mentioning his height lol) like that dude could never be short. Regulus got the short genes j like he got the ugly genes :>

7) Prongsfoot

9) ooh I have a few-- Marauders Guide to Saving the Wizarding World Tattered I've never known colour (like this morning reveals to me) Professor Tommy Welcome to The Black Charade These Wounds don't seem to heal Never Leave I don't want to Listen Anymore Darkness Only For an Year Till My Last Breath

15) I like AUs a bit more, though I'm fine with canon compliant. fav AU is either Werewolf James, Vampire James, Royalty AU neglected James AU or Voldy is James' father AU (PF fics tho)

16) I started reading but then dnf it. I was given the impressiont hat ATYD was a prequel, and I'd even seen people say it was written by JK and completely canon and stuff, so I looked for it for two years b4 finding and dowloading it and the whole thing confused me so much. Orphaned Remus, Sirius and Remus' dynamic, Dyslexic Remus. I left it aft the scene where Sirius points out the book james wanted in the 6th I think chapter. tbh is I read it as a fanfiction i might have been less bothered and read for a bit longer, but the way it was presented and how long I'd waiting meant that I couldn't manage it bc i was filled with confusiont hat gave way to pure rage and hatered. It is a WS fic so tbh I was neve gonna finish it.

17) I feel like James would have been a bit neglected growing up (bc I see his parents as like dumbles age-ish old). I think Remus and Peter and sirius were all inlove with James but James only was in lov with Sirius and that he (james) was the guy like everyone wanted and I think James was Voldy's kid. James is scottish. I also like the thought of a vampire or werewolf James. And I think the Blacks were legimens/occlumens and Poitters were necromancers. James is ambidextrous, a mother hen and pretty good and is not good at asking for help (thinks he has to be there for others but that he doesn't deserve someone to be there for him). Oh and that James spent like 60% of his money in the war making sure everyone was alive an not dyign of dehydration or starvation or summat (my fav character is pretty clear lol)

20) is being a necromancer secretly a secret talkent (my HC for James/Potters)

21) I think Jily would have broken up and James and Sirius would choose to do some stupidly dangerous thing-- a curse breaker and a magizoologist or something like that.

Hellooooo, thanks for playing! I'm glad you're a prongsfoot enthusiast because I've been wanting to write some more prongsfoot recently and haven't had the energy to open up and work on my longfic for them, lol. Anyway, I'm gonna write some vampy prongsfoot for you :)

Warning, it gets a bit suggestive at the end sorry

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James is fascinated by the tall, dark man across the pub.

He's got long hair, a set jaw, the most piercing eyes, is unequivocally handsome, and his blood smells divine. James hasn't smelt blood like his in a very long time.

He's been watching the man all night, as he dances and drinks and beats every man he challenges to an arm wrestle. James is under his spell, completely, without much worry about it at all.

He wondered, for a moment, if the man were a warlock, or perhaps a wizard, a spell caster of some sort. Though, vampires can sense the magic sorts from a fair way away, their blood smells metallic and rusted. No vampire wants to feed on a magic man.

So James is at a standstill, wondering how such a man has him this heavy under trance. It's almost embarrassing. Well, it would be if the man weren't so unbelievably handsome.

And James can't quite put his finger on why he's so familiar.

James knows that if he had ever seen this man before, he's sure he would remember it. He could never forget a face so charmingly perfect, never forget a smile so sharp. But there's something about him, something James can't quite place.

And so he remains stumped. And he stares, and watches, and daydreams all through the night.

He orders another drink, and looks back into the room to find he's misplaced his dark beauty. Frantically, he scours the pub with his eyes in hopes of finding him, of following him home and feasting on his sweet, sweet blood.

"Missed me?" A deep, raspy voice whispers in James' ear from behind, and he spins to find himself a mere breath away from the man he's captivated by.

"I beg your pardon?" James splutters out, already a mess somehow.

One thing James prides himself on is his ability and confidence to talk to people, to flirt with people, but there's something about this man. Something that's frying his brain.

"I hope you don't think you've been subtle." He smirks, looking James up and down as he sits dumbstruck on his stool.

He feels as though he's stripped bare under the mans intense gaze.

"I noticed you watching me hours ago. I was curious to see how long it would take for you to approach me." He leans in closer to whisper again, "I've been waiting, Vampire."

If James still had the ability to blush, he knows he would absolutely be flushed pink in the cheeks right now. However, he is un-dead, and so such a thing has not happened, and he has never been so thankful.

How on earth does this man know?

He stands up straight, holds his fore-arm out and pulls his sleeve up for James to see, and there, on his lovely, pale skin, upon his muscular arm, is a tattoo-- Or, rather, not a tattoo, but a mark.

A hunters mark.

Well, shit.

"Oh, well, would you look at the time. I really must be going now, farewell--" James tried, but he was immediately shoved right back down onto his seat.

"You're not going anywhere."

Bloody hell.

"I'm not here to feed, I'm just after a few drinks is all! Not a bad vampire, I promise."

"So that's not blood in your glass?"

James peered back at his glass on the bar and coward, "Well, not fresh blood."

"Hmm." The hunter nodded, squinted his eyes to assess, "It's my sworn responsibility to kill any vampires I come across, the moment that I do, you know?"

"So why didn't you?" James asked, finding the gall, "You said you noticed me watching hours ago, what took you so long?"

"Maybe I couldn't be bothered..." He muttered before a sly smirk appeared on his lovely, pink lips, "Maybe I liked the attention."

"Wanted a fight, did you? Wanted to see if I'd try and feed on you?"

"Were you planning on it?"

"Well, it depended." He began to ramble, hoping to find a safe rout out of this inevitably terrible situation, "Do you have low iron? Because you look rather pale, and low iron blood tastes terrible--"

"I don't get out much throughout the day." He interrupts, "A perk of the job, hunting you night creatures."

James studies him for a moment, the lack of distaste on his perfect face. The hunter is almost smiling, like he's enjoying this back and forth, isn't repulsed by James' mere existence like the rest of them.

And no wonder it's taken so long for him to realise the familiarity of the hunter, he's a Black. The Blacks have been hunting him for centuries, and he has their face, for sure, but he's never seen a Black wear any expression other than a disgusted frown.

It's almost charming, how different this one seems, even though he's planning to kill James tonight.

Why the bloody hell did he have to be attracted to his predator?

"How does it feel to be the fist Black to ever catch me, hm?" James asks, desperate to drag this out as much as he possibly can, "Centuries your ancestors have been itching to get half as close to me as you are right now. Your father, I'm guessing, the great Orion, almost tore the last town to smithereens on the hunt for me."

"Yes, it's all a little bit homoerotic, isn't it?"

James couldn't help but snicker at his joke, "Well, I don't know if I'd call it that, but sure. Whatever helps you sleep at night, Hunter."

"My family would be very proud." He answered stiffly, "They'd implore me to take over our Clan. I'd be Sirius the Victorious, a hero, my story passed down for generations. It would be... everything to the clan."

"Well, isn't that just neat?" James sighed, "I almost feel bad, trying to escape from you now. It would be rather depressing for you to get so close and then have to head home defeated, like every other hunter in your family, Sirius."

Sirius kisses his teeth, arms folded across his broad chest, and James spots a sheath with wooden bullets slung over his shoulder, and guns and spikes on his sides. He wonders if the hunter had been wearing them the whole time, or, if James had been so distracted by his mere beauty that he hadn't even noticed the obvious.

"Yes, depressing, sure." He mumbles, rolling his gorgeous blue eyes and sets a heavy gaze on James, "In a family like mine, eternal fame is not something to take lightly. To be the best hunter, means a life time of high expectations, and that sounds like an awful lot of responsibility and effort."

James raised an eyebrow at the hunter, "I'm sorry, I'm not sure I follow. Are you going to capture and kill me, or not?"

The hunter reaches a strong hand out, his finger tracing along the thin wire of James' glassess, over the shell of his ear, and up into his unruly hair before grabbing a fist full of it and pulling back.

"Ow--"

"Capture you, yes. To kill you though? Hm, well, that's undecided."

"Lovely." James groaned, rather confused at the combination of emotions circling through him right now; terribly afraid he's about to die, and rather flustered by this devilishly handsome man.

"Now, you're going to quietly follow me up to my room. If you dare make a sound, or so much as try to escape, I will kill you instantly, and I will make it hurt." He whispered, pointing upwards towards the boarding rooms above the pub, "But if you comply, you may get your chance to live."

James has never been very good at following instructions, he rather hates being told what to do. However, this charming man has him under wraps, and so, for once in his un-life, James does as he's told.

The pair of them make their way up stairs with kind smiles and head nods to passers by, and James longs for his half finished glass of blood on the bar, and prays that he is not about to die in a moldy little boarding room.

The room is full of weaponry, and James knows there is no hope for him now. He should have tried to escape when he had the chance, yet, he's an idiot, apparently. His brain turned to mush at the sight of one damming attractive man, who's about to be his demise.

Welp. He's had a good five hundred years, he supposed.

"I'm not going to kill you." Sirius says, as he binds James wrists together behind his back and shoves him into a chair, pouring himself a tall glass of whiskey, "Well, not yet at least. It really depends on how much you piss me off."

"Right, well, good chance I won't make it much longer than." James comments, "I'm known to be rather annoying. Big mouth, people say, been saying it for years."

"Hmm, charming." Sirius sighs, "My family, as you know, is renowned for hunting vampires, all our incredible feats over the years. We're bread to be the perfect hunters, I made my first kill at age five, I remember it vividly."

"Sounds tragic."

"It's... suffocating, all those expectations to be perfect, all these... responsibilities. I'm rather sick and tired of it all. My parents have been high on my tail about it for years. And slowly, I've been rebelling. I'm sick of all the murder."

"You want out." James wonders in bewilderment.

"Yes." Sirius answers, "To an extent. But I know it's stupid, I have nothing without them. But I'm through with them all. I want to see how hard I can push before they snap."

"Oh, you're acting out are you? Hmm, I remember my rebellious phase. Happened before I was turned, I said the fuck word to my parents-- terrible, terrible things. We were from high society, the fifteen-hundreds, it was rather inappropriate."

"Charming." Sirius hummed, sitting down on the edge of the bed across from him, "What had you watching me for so long tonight? You didn't know who I was-- if you realised I was a hunter you would have ran. So why?"

"Hm, you really want an honest answer?" James asked, and the man nodded, "Your blood."

"What about it?"

"It smells good." James grinned, "It smells divine. I've been dreaming about sinking my teeth into your neck and draining you of every drop." He chuckled to himself, "How tragic would it be for your family to find you dead at my hand?"

"So very tragic." Sirius said with a grin, and James' stomach begin to twist, "Which is why you're going to feed on me--"

"I beg your pardon?"

"Kill me or not, I don't care." Sirius shrugged, already unbuttoning his vest and removing it, along with his jewelry, a sight which has James rather flustered again, "Feed on me, make it known you were here. Seek them out and brag about it."

"Wouldn't that just be terrible for you?" James asks, eyes fixed on Sirius' broad chest as he unbuttons his shirt. He's covered in black swirly ink, and James is entranced.

"Perhaps. Though, not if you kill me." And with the most crazed grin James has ever seen, Sirius said, "Not if you turn me."

Oh bloody hell.

"Turn you?"

"Wouldn't it be fun?"

"I doubt that, Star."

Sirius stood up, unbuckling his trousers next, removing his shoes, "Leave your mark on me, Vampire. Make it stick. Make them pay for all the harm they've caused you over the years."

James snickered, "Hmm, revenge would be sweet."

"I could be sweet." He says, now completely naked, "Turn me, and I'll run by your side for eternity, protect you from their attempts to kill you. It will be the ultimate revenge for the both of us, for all that they've done to me to shape me into their killer. Now, the very thing they've sworn to kill."

"Hmm, love, I admire your ambition, and you're rather fit I must say." James nods, giving him a once over, "But I fear you're a little young for me."

"I'm twenty seven." Sirius mutters.

"I'm five hundred and sixteen-- or maybe seventeen now. What month is it? It's hard to keep track after all these years."

Sirius glared at him, "Turn me."

"Feisty, aren't you?" James said, "You just met me."

"I've been studying you my whole life." Sirius smiles, wanders over to lean into James' space, "I've been dreaming of you my whole life."

"Well, no pressure." James muttered, really quite surprised. This man has to be insane, dreaming of his enemy for twenty seven years.

James wonders if that's why his blood smells so sweet. Perhaps they're intertwined. Perhaps...

Every magical creature has one soul that they're designed for. One soul they're meant to stand by for all of eternity. One soul, instant attraction, a sworn desire to protect them at all costs, intertwined until death, and when one dies, the others life loses all meaning.

It's just... usually they'll pair with another magical creature. Not the one designed to hunt and kill them.

But maybe...

"Let me smell you."

Sirius isn't perturbed by this, and he leans into James' space, his neck bared for James to breathe in his scent. And it's perfect, brilliantly sweet, metallic and warm. He smells of everything James has ever dreamed about, he's what James has spent the past five hundred years searching for.

"Hmm, well, I suppose I was turned when I was twenty one."

With that, Sirius grins, climbs into his lap and kisses him. And Merlin, his blood tastes divine.

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Question? Remember the story you did called “soft kitty.” Would it be possible to do like a part two for that story? but with the rest of the LOV (separately) like Spinner, Mr. Compress, Shigaraki or even Toga? I bet they would appreciate it.😊

(Poor baby, her parents probably never comforted her because they were scared of the quirk she has🥺 she definitely needs a mother figure to comfort her😭)

A/n: I am SO sorry this took so long! I've been pretty overwhelmed, stressed, and exhausted from personal issues haha but I'm thankfully getting back into writing.

I don't write for Toga, but here's the rest! This is my first time writing for Mr. Compress so I hope I did okay haha <3

You Sing "Soft Kitty" to Them When They're Sick -MHA Villains

General info:

Genre: fluff/reverse comfort \\ characters: Shigaraki Tamura, Spinner, Mr. Compress \\ posted: 04/01/24 \\ requested

Part one: Dabi, Hawks, Aizawa, Shoto, Tamaki

Part Two: Shigaraki, Spinner, Mr. Compress

Shigaraki Tomura (381 words):

You frowned when you noticed Shigaraki wasn’t in the crowd to greet you. Your eyes swerve through the LOV as you look for your beloved, only to be met with disappointment gas you fail to spot him.  

“Are you looking for Shigaraki Tomura?” Kurogiri speaks up.  

“Yes, do you know where he is?” You turn towards your beloved’s number one comrade.  

“He is ill, he’s resting in his room. He was frustrated he couldn’t come out to see you himself. “ 

You smile at that, though you’re upset he’s sick. “Thank you, Kurogiri. I’ll go see him now.” You walk towards his bedroom door, ignoring the complaining as you ignore the rest of the league. 

You step into the room, spotting Shigaraki lying in bed. His ruby colored eyes finding yours in an instant. They soften ever so slightly, unnoticeable to the people who weren’t close to him. “Baby?” You smile, walking closer. 

“Took you long enough.” He grumbled, moving the blanket to fit you. You giggle, taking your shoes off before climbing in. He grumbles at the delay but relaxes when you’re finally next to him.  

You expected him to pull you into his arms like usual but was caught by surprise when he clung to you himself, burying his head in your chest. You smile softly, instantly flipping the switch.  

You gently card your fingers through his light strands of hair. He sighs, melting into your touch. “Welcome home, my precious.” He mumbles.  

You giggle, kissing his warm forehead. Kissing it again, you frown at the abnormal temperature. “You okay baby? Are you not feeling good?”  

He simply buries himself further into you. You smile slightly, pulling him closer as you caress his hair. “Shhh it’s alright my love.”  

After a few moments you can tell he’s getting sleepy, his eyes growing heavy as he tries to force himself to be awake. You stiffle a giggle, kissing his forehead and cheeks before beginning to sing.  

“Soft kitty, warm kitty, little ball of fur~,” you kiss his forehead, your hands in his hair, “-happy kitty, sleepy kitty, purr purr purr~.”  

You sing the song a few more times before you look down, seeing his sleeping face. You smile softly, kissing in-between his eyebrows before settling down, ready for sleep yourself.  

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Spinner (148 words):

You smile up as Spinner enters the room. He’s obviously exhausted from all of the hours he’s put into work, his eyes dark and heavy. He seemed to be unwell too, his nose was stuffy and he looked horrible.  

“Baby? You okay?” You coo, stretching your arms out. He gratefully collaspes in your hold, letting you hold him as he disconnects. You stay silent, knowing that he just needs your support right now.  

After a few moments you decide to sing to him, knowing that it helps when he’s having a really hard time. 

“Soft kitty, warm kitty, little ball of fur~. Happy kitty, sleep kitty, purr purr purr~.” You sing quietly, caressing his head while you pepper soft kisses to his forehead.  

“Thank you.” He rasps, snuggling even closer as he completely melts into your touch.  

“Don’t even worry about thanking me.” You coo, kissing his nose.  

(Spinners masterlist- sorta)

Mr. Compress (181 words)

C’mon baby, you’re sick.” You frown as Atsuhiro begins to get ready for a mission.  

“I must go darling; I will be back in the evening.” He leans down to kiss your forehead, breathing heavily from getting dressed. 

“No, you don’t have to you want to. Please baby. Stay, for me.”  

“Shigaraki needs me, darling.” He sighs, sitting beside you. His hand finds yours as he gently caresses the top of your hand with his thumb.

“I need you.” You pout, trying to guilt him into staying. His lips purse as he looks down at you skeptically.  

“Fine, but I’m not the one to blame if Shigaraki comes storming in here.”  

You giggle happily, pulling your beloved onto you as you lay down, letting him rest on you as you gently kiss his shoulders and cheeks. He begins to fall asleep in your arms.  

“Sing to me?” He whispered, causing you to giggle, but comply.  

“Soft kitty, warm kitty, little ball of fur~. Sleepy kitty, happy kitty, purr purr purr~.” You sing to him gently, smiling down at his asleep form.  

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A/n 2: I prefer how I did the first one, but I don't have the energy to rewrite it. I hope this doesn't suck:(

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Do you think Dany would have done much better if she was in Rhaenyra's shoes?

*EDITED POST* (1/21/25)

Despite my seemingly simple answer, this post WILL be very long. In short, sure there's much more reason to think she'd be more compassionate AND therefore have a more broad-think mindset and thus think of what might happen if she were to do this and that, but she'd still die by the end bc:

that's the critical end for the "point" of the Dance, that the woman loses power, her family, and her life bc of the very feudalistic-patriarchal system's innate guardrails against female leadership and mobilized male-female violence against female leadership

this still would be a different Daenerys, bc she grew up a princess and should not have the process towards gaining leadership that she doses in the main story, which is so starkly different from how Rhaenyra or any princess-turned-declared heir gains that position of being a leader -> Dany of main timeline is not up against other dragonriders within a "closed" system

Probably, for the duration of the war until maybe the end. But, again, for GRRM's purposes and point, Dany would still get killed by the end, regardless of her acting different.

These two simply have TOO different stories and purposes, so I assume you are asking simply if she'd be a smarter politician or commander...answer's yes. Dany is not who she is solely bc of her dragons but her use of what's available to her, as evidenced by how she thought about....pretty much anything BEFORE she hatched her eggs--and what's available to her and what she imagines she can do with what's available to her/her opponents is DIFFERENT if she were in Rhaenyra's shoes.

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Context and what Dany would be dealing with or her circumstances if she were in Rhaenyra's shoes:

Dany had grown up a princess (and presumably Rhaegar and Viserys either never existed or prematurely died and neither married or never had any kids)

Rhaella-Aemma/Dany's mother died birthing--and Danygrowing up konwing this woman--trying not to get another male; Aerys remarries someone exactly like Alicent who had relatives exactly like Otto--this there is a man who has been serving the family/king and has been already generationally accruing status and influence in court for years before Dany's birth, much like Tywin, but for even longer (he served Jaehaerys)

this stepmother worked at drmoralizing & demeaning Dany's status at court once she realized Aerys had no intention of replacing Dany as his heir for whatever strange reason (Aerys is not Viserys, but let's pretend that that this Aerys had Viserys' mindset, that everyone retains their original character except our soon-to-be queen) when Dany was 10 years old or so (not comparable or at the level of being completely alone with a brother who at first lov d you well and protected you until he broke and became an abuser and literally sold you, but Daenerys still would likely have that integral seeing-outside-oneself element to her AND Alicent was still very much a person who wanted to disempower a young girl and then put her life at risk for self gain...)

Aerys forces her to marry Laenor, a gay man from their Velaryon cousin side instead of another relative she preferred, who was a Targaryen, and who she had grown close to or grown up with since young childhood (maybe looked up to)

Dany has 3 kids with said Laenor but it was really another man at court she found intimacy with, numbered 3 (this is unimportant detail, this WOULD have happened: Laenor apparently cannot give her her needed heirs and Dany def would not have enlisted a servant or a slave and other Houses' male scions [of whatever looks] are still a no-go for secrecy, yes even those in House Velaryon; plus, George wrote it this way for a reason I have already stated several times)

Dany def would become friends in some way with Laena, who of course is married to this Daemon figure (I guess Daemon would have to be less cruel for Dany to like him enough to want to be close to him even as a child, so another character who is changed) - after Laena dies, they'd marry because he's the only person she can fully trust to be behind her back and she's attracted; Aerys is upset bc he still doesn't trust this Daemon, maybe we would tune it much more towards jealousy than anything but it def scares the greens; they have their kids

the usurpation obviously still happens regardless of where Dany is bc that's the story of the Dance; so what does she hope to do BEFORE Aemond kills her teenaged son out of jealousy, rage, and male entitlement? I think that like Rhaenyra, Dany would try to not go to war or use that as her first response but neither do i think she's be totally against the use of force...

It's AFTER her verison of Luke dies that the speculation gets more interesting bc it is here where Dany/new-Rhaenyra must decide if/how they will respond with war. In light of Dany having been a princess her entire life slated for the throne and NOT expecting to act for her male sibling's rise.

In AGoT, before marrying Drogo, she had no choice but to marry said man for Viserys' bare-there plans but:

after she marries and starts getting more confidence and applies her already-extant sense of responsibility,

after she begins to "realize" she needs to be "strong",

after she gain claims to authority away from Viserys' influence,

she asserts herself against her brother. All after she and said brother have run for years as impoverised youths before Illayrio got them.

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We have two different sorts of upbringing even as we also have two different semi-autonomous or separable personalities we cannot necessarily perfectly separate from said circumstances. Like a lot of Targs and most people (real or Planetos), Rhaenyra was, by herself, self-concerned & raised w/in a system of feudalism, and such a mindspace made it more so she responded with war to Luke's death with more grief-fueled revenge alongside the already-exisiting assertion of her birthright--through Viserys' naming her AND then (I have argued) herself in response to "naysayers", Alicent's attempts to reduce her politically and emotionally, and the subsequent green faction's rise.

And I don't think this was that was easily avoidable--war--anyway, I'm just saying that Rhaenyra is likely to be less reluctant to go to war for anyone outside of her own family's and her own sake. Dany would be reluctant for her family AND people outside of her class.

However, I don't think Dany would think the throne wasn't her birthright just as she continues to make claim for the throne NOW in her own arc even with her brothers by said plotting stepmother exist. What would a Westerosi-raised/lived-in version of Dany be like or how assertive would she be in contest to the usual noble's concerns--it looks like to me, she'd be more people-minded and compassionate in governemnt--very much like Alysanne in terms of pursuing governmental policy FOR women and smallfolk, but without the background or circumstance of said male relative having overriding authority/psycholoical feelings of loyatly toward.

There's of course still Aerys-Viserys still being king, but if Dany had gone to Dragonstone when she turned 16/married Laenor and started ruling the place, I think she'd be implementing "minor" policies she'd anticpate making more expansive and inclusive verisons of for the larger Westeros when she finally takes the throne. Like Rhaenyra, she'd be at DRSt to be away from stepmom-Alicent's power/abuses and to actually "practice" real ruling. But I think it's possible before she even marrried, she would have been also taking note of the things outside of KL or out of the Red Keep that she wanted to change, add, remove, etc. even in her childhood. There'd be more space for her to imagine what she'd want to do, being virtually an only child and not having to beg her way towards food and shelter. And she likely want to imagine ways she could make the world/KL/Westeros better simply because it injects positivity in her unhappy days.

There woud be loneliness, esp when Alicent/stepmom is emotionally isolating her from her own siblings and in the absence of her Daemon/the-substitute-male-relation. Child-Dany--I think--would be more actively trying to find connections outward, find likeness even across class lines, etc. even if in just her mind and from a distance, even if that distance made a less accurate perspective of the lives of smallfolk. (I don't know if she'd go on adventures to witness peasant life, if she'd be too self concious or unsure of herself; Saera and Viserra went out of their social-paramaeters as girl into KL for different reasons.)

Still, it serves make her more observant of how peasants/women/children live outisde of her own class than those nobles around her & later she can still collect "data". Rhaenyra's response to that loneliness was seemingly to directly act against Alicent from time to time and lean more on emphasizing her status through performances of clothing, accoutrements, her dragon, being the youngest person ever to start riding. Which Dany-in-R's-shoes could still do, but R would focus more on herself and what's in front of her.

But in order to see how/why she'd still be in Dragonstone for the greens to usurp her perhaps we also need to consider how she would have handled the Driftmark/Vhagar episode.

Alicent, once more, has been turning her siblings against Rhaenyra, and I still don't think Dany would have been successful in getting her siblings to challenge Otto or Alicent on her behalf NOR being fully agaisnt these two. Or even to see her as a "real" sibling & respect her. Because Aerys-Viserys would still be giving the throne to a girl instead of his younger boys when the entire society (the Faith, over-praised Jaehaerys, history, the GC of 101, [male]warrior-centeredness, etc.) prizes boys over men so obviously and consistently for young (esp noble/royal) boys to never be able not to ignore and be influenced by--Alicent & Otto would instill more of their deserving and make it worse. Especially since in Westeros more than most places canon-Dany had lived in Essos and even before her generation existed, the Faiths principles held more sway in Westeros....obviously.

They spend more time with Alicent than with Dany/Rhaenyra. Neither do any of the green boys truly respect Helaena enough to be influenced through her to give up on the idea of their male-"right" (there is nothing in te text that shows even Daeron "respect" or be close to Helaena).

Then there is them being told Rhaenyra/this Dany is a "whore" for having bastards/extramarital sex and yield 3 boys not-"meant"-to-be heirs over them and thus resenting Dany more for it. So child/teen-Dany--like Rhaenyra--has little in the way of getting her half siblings to even like her. Much less support her rights. And again, Alicent's canon determination against Rhaenyra was not bc of R's personality or moral character (she plotted against her since she was 10/9) but bc after Viserys ousts Otto for speaking against him keeping R as his heir despite Aegon's birth and thus she realized Viserys never intended to pass the throne to their son. The enmity began from Alicent's side, not R's, even if we were to see R trying to clap back at Alicent and insulting her now and again in repsonse later on.

Perhaps Dany would not be insulting towards her siblings (I think child/teen R would from loneliness & resentment or bc her sibling also said some things goaded or supported by their mom/faction, which obviously would make thins worse but...can one really blame her or say they'd contraol themselves better confidently?), but if people's minds are made up and are too distant from you...Well, even if Dany doesn't want one or encourage it all that much, there is still a noticeable rivalry b/t her and "Alicent". The red-black dress-at-Alicent's-anniversary-tourney could still happen but I also think Dany might personally and actively try to ingratitate more courtiers at her side and even grow a posse like Rhaegar did, those who would try to physically oppose the greens at usurpation-time...maybe.

Back to Driftmark and Vhagar. Aemond still harms Dany's "Joffrey" and gets his own eye poked out. Alicent/Dany's stepmom still demands "Luke"'s eye be put out and I do not see Dany allowing that to just happen but I don't see her demanding--even if not serious about it or just saying Viserys-Aerys be firm and not let up, a demand he not do what he always does and leave things unresolved--torturing Aemond for information on how/why he called Luke a bastard. Yes, I think she'd focus on that even as she perhaps offer "Gerardys"/her DRGSt maester, bc she's out to protect her son. And that is through reasserting his legitmacy, by shifting attention to Aemond stronger than Rhaenyra did. Emphasizing Aemond's anger as especially cruel bc it makes is violence seem all the more unnecessary.

Perhaps Dany would also choose to lean much more on how cruel it was to continue fighting her sons after Jace attacked to protect "Joffrey" and in built-up anger from how he'd likely be treated by the greens up until tis point bc of suspicions of his and his siblings's births. Dany might lightly castigate Jace in front of everyone for being but more emphasize Jace doing it for protection/Aemond not supposed to be out either. How Aemond could have been killed AND disobeying both his parents. Emphasize Aemond's fury and his/Alicent's/the greens' continued hatred for her to the point Aerys-Viserys can't ignore....but it's still if Viserys/Aerys will let her in the face of the sort of punisment he'd have to have for Aemond.

As his "solution", Viserys charged Rhaenyra to stay and not leave DRGSt bc of their rivalry that the incident revitalized and to get [fake] peace in canon and after she disobeyed that order to bring Maester Gerardys to save Viserys, Alicent-her fighting over who should be the next Grandmaester had Viserys tell Rhaenyra to leave again. This is why Rhaenyra wasn't at KL for the usurpation. So we still would have had Dany at DRGSt for the usurpation to occur, unless she doesn't fight Alicent the way Rhaenyra did...even then...

Back to the beginning of the war--Dany has the options of:

giving the entire thing up to perserve the lives of her kids, herself, and the peasants/smallfolk

contracting the fight/war to just soldiers/armies AND away as much as possible from peasants or smallfolk

going all out war

The Dance itself is a testament to how a war like that shouldn't be done nor performed for just one's self interest or be underestimated in its potential for destruction--it wasn't just devastating for the Targs nor the vulnerable peasants after all. But neither can one underestimate:

how necessary it is for a woman to be queen under the historical context of how Westerosi Andal-FM misogyny lead the Targs to the point of civil war, nor;

BOTH--how the greens' insistence on crowning a male regardless of what his incompetence & his/Alicent-Otto's lack of real care for the most vulnerable classes of people AND how the greens' insistence on flouting laws/authority to get their way but then trying to morally and legally argue for themselves (GRRM: "the laws of inheritance in the Seven Kingdoms are modelled on those in real medieval history… which is to say, they were vague, uncodified, subject to varying interpertations, and often contradictory[...]The medieval world was governed by men, not by laws. You could even make a case that the lords preferred the laws to be vague and contradictory, since that gave them more power.") shows a particular sort of hypocrisy that keeps nobles and other Westerosi beneficiaries while shewing responsibility for the authority they have inherited -- the greens were breaking or going agaisnt te past king's word, which IS "law" but not only that, even Jaehaerys' (actually Alysanne's but J declared/affirmed it into Westerosi policy) Widow's Law can be used, as it states the children of the 1st wife as right to the authority/positions/resources of their father over the 2nd wife's kids, regardless of/with no mention of gender

I suppose Dany would think of all that or most of it and then go to war, but I think she'd be much more selective when and how she'd use the dragons on her side, anticipating how her siblings would use them (which in inevitable).

I don't think that even in her grief/recovery from Visenya's birth she'd be shut out or allow herself to be shut away from the logistics/war-planning in total BC Dance-Dany's already been using her mental falculties apart form court/noble conforntations I described above. Which I think would build up an additional sort of psychological "resistance"-by-principle apart from the self-assertion-of-her-rights that gets her able to work through her grief.

I don't think Dany would be perfect and totally "get over" her own kids being murdered one by one in relatively quick successive order and not being able to bury most of those kids. No one ever could if they are human and loved their kids (grown, so she also spend a lot of time bonding with them after anticipating tem as expectant mothers who love their unborn kids tend to do, like Rhaenyra w/Visenya and Dany w/Rhaego and Alysanne with Aegon). But she'd be able to get off the floor, so to speak. And think at whatever pace to accomplish something.

But, and this is important, what effect would losin so many kids in such ways in such a short amount of time and then forcing yourself to go to councils, deliberate, strategize do to both your "resilience" and your ability to be observant and keep track of what's going on, thereby how effective would you be and where would the mistakes and hole occur? The possibilities for Dany to mess up are still very much there.

We'd perhaps then see different events from Rook's Rest. No, I don't think she would go to Rook's Rest herself, it's much too dangerous considering again her siblings have dragons and are too eager to prove themselves; I do think she'd anticipate her brothers waiting for her or any black and their dragon, but that doesn't stop Rook's Rest from being in danger (and the peasants around/in Rook's Rest or under their authority) from the greens and thus their desperate call to Dany-Rhaenyra. You can't spare Dany and "Daemon" is at Harrenhal (he can't leave Harrenhal both bc it's too crucial a place to allow a green to take it AND have KL AND dragons are not that fast if we look at the distance b/t Rook's Rest and Harrenhal).

One of Rhaenyra's biggest problems was that she didn't have enough mature dragons without sending herself or her un-experienced, smaller-dragon-having, too-young sons even if she had been willing to let her under 16 sons fight after losing Luke. I really don't think Dany would be willing either. Especially if Dany already has the belief there shouldn't be children fighting wars or used for such in the first place.

Dany would similarly be out of active and mature dragonriders and she'd need to "resupply" from somewhere. Where else besides Dragonstone or some Essosi states Valyrian-blood-saturated (not Pentos....more Lys or Volantis) could she QUICKLY obtain riders? Dragonstone. And in the meantime, the greens are not going to stop using their dragons even if Dany decided to try to only use armies. Takes a long while for people to travel from these places to even te easternmost part of Westeros.

Thus some version of the Sowing--this time as Dany's suggestion--still happens, if a bit more measured and disallowing children from being able to claim a dragon...so no Nettles-Sheepstealer. Or it Nettles does appear, it'd be a problem as Nettles went agaisnt a clear no-kids directive...how would Dany respond? Probs try to ignore it and disallow Nettles from fighting, put her in "protection" of Rhaena in the Vale or something.

No, I don't think Dany would allow kids/teens to claim a dragon and become fighters, but Addam and Alyn would still be there. It is possible Dany might try to do a preemptive character/loyalty test on every trier before they attempt to take a dragon...Idk how viable this would be or how long she'd be able to keep this up, depending on whatever "policies" and ruling put the people/peasants of Dragonstone in her favor. Perhaps she will not get Hugh and Ulf as would-be traitors?

But before we get there & what Dany would do before the arrests, there's if the Battle in the Gullet happens. Rhaenyra was too in grief to be there when Jace and Corlys were planning the assualt on KL (before their plans were fatefully dashed by the attack in the Gullet & Jace tried to save his brothers). As well as Rosby and Stokeworth (after her "Jace's" death). And Ulf/Hugh's betrayals IF it's still them or Dany haplessly got another set of would-be greedy traitors. The stolen treasury & the rebellions at KL that began from there?

Corlys' sons--excuse me, Laenor's sons--Addam and Alyn of Hull would still have been claimed as Laenor's by Marilda and Dany's proclamation of no-kids might have been troubled or overriden by these boys being the heirs of Driftmark AND being a rider's (putative) progeny. To "respect" to the man supplying Dany her armies with a navy. It's possible Dany manuever her way out of having to rely so much on Corlys before or right as the beginning of the war occurs. I just can't think of how she'd get a large and invested enough navy without Corlys or how'd she'd get him to be for her with some other deal AND w/o Corlys having enough advantage against her from her just ignoring him.

I don't believe Corlys would be a huge problem against Dany even if she had obtained such a navy w/o him and could/didn't capitulate to a lot of what bk!Rhaenyra had to, bc Corlys also would never go against Rhaenyra by siding with the greens--he as nothing to gain from them and Laena's 2 kids live with Rhaenyra/Daemon and are already betrothed to Rhaenyra's 2 heirs (this is still before Jace's death so Baela was still slated to be Queen, aside from Corlys just loving Baela and Rhaena). Corlys later rebels/defects to the greens bc Rhaenyra imprisons him for saving Addam.

Would Dany try to send her youngest sons out to be taken care of away from the fighting? Most likely yes, so the Battle in the Gullet persists. "Jace" may not die, but the narrative needs him to, so I think he'd somehow convinces Dany he has to go, or like Joffrey he does against her orders.

R & S are easy; no, Dany would not give into the pressures that Corlys and the other councilmen would put to hand Rosby/Stokewort's lands/titles to men over their living daughters. Too self-defeating just by principle (Dany is a person of principle over the easy way, and finding more innovative ways to circumvent the abusive tried-true methods of those in power). Plus, it'd assure loyalty amongst these two girls, even with Corlys' argument about Dany-Rhaenyra only being an heir bc Viserys said so. Rhaenyra-Dany need 3 things most of all to win this war: money, loyalty, and enough dragons, even if just for intimidating the greens. (Dany could appease Corlys through naming his--excuse me, Laenor's--sons as the new Velaryon heirs at his request, but I think Corlys wasn't that much a treat even if Rhaenyra had chosen to allow the R&S girls to bcome Ladies bc she/Dany could claim practicality or level w/Corlys. Corlys loses nothing if the girls become Ladies and he's still needed/gets nothing from the greens/Baela-Rhaena/this is before Nettles & the rest of the Dragonseeds are suspected in the orig timeline.)

But hopefully, Dany also doesn't have those disloyal-greedy traitors as part of her dragon-force bc if she does and decides against "Daemon's" counsel of gifting the R&S lands/titles to them, we still have them betray Dany and Tumbleton still happens--and Dany's worst fears happen, aside from her own kids dying are people of whatever class raped, killed, tortured as canon Tumbleton's residents were. Really, how Dany handles the Sowing AND/OR how she gets new riders will clinch a lot for her.

Now, IF Dany somehow still unluckily gets traitors at Tumbleton, I still do not think she'd start suspecting the rest of the Dragonseeds--therefore no arrests, no letter to kill Nettles (if Nettles still claims Sheepstealer wherever she is--I don't think Nettles would be the one sent w/"Daemon" to defeat Aemond bc again it's unlikely Dany even allows her to be one of soldiers), no Corlys having to free Addam. She still has Addam as a rider. I imagine she does try to use Addam-Seasmoke and herself-whatever dragon (bc it's not going to be 3) against the traitors here or send Daemon/Addam to do so. Another "hot", highwire event. Thus it is at Tumbleton OR some other event (likely at KL if she can't elimintae the treat w/in those walls) that would do Dany in.

taxing the KLers, and who/how she taxes will matter: nonmercant/trader peasants and merchants/traders; innkepps and porter fees; just the merchants/traders; just the nobles, Maegor-style OR Jaehaerys/Rego Draz-style [Rego taxed the nobles on their luxury items: Myrish lace & tapestries; silk, samite; spices; gemstones; cloths of silver or gold; Dornish and Arbor wines; Dornish horses and their supplies; etc.]; just the nonmerchant/trader peasants -> obviously, she'd try to do it Rego's way, especially after knowing her history even in AGot canon....why not here as well? When she was learning to be queen in the traditional ways and to read for loneliness? However, I think these luxury items's economic demand could go through a steep decline, unlike for Rego-Jaehaerys' circumstances bc it's wartime for Dany-Rhaenyra and the ports are blocked.

Now, for the treasury--she's not doing public executions & charging people to see but taxation is still an option, it's a matter of how.

The greens are still stealing that esp if they are still at Dragonstone whether or not Dany was there at the usurpation and just lost or not, so the blacks are still dealing w/how to raise funds for the war after they take back KL. To get moneys, Dany has options:

Dany tries to convince Corlys to invest/loan, if he can even access such during the blockade and in fear of any green dragon suddenly intercepting him or those they send out. Definitely requires spywork, so Mysaria needs to come through, but this can't be the only way. And there's no guarantee Corlys would be willing to invest more even for Baela-Rhaena. Another event that could go either way.

loans & promissory notes from Essos (Braavos, Volantis, Lys, Pentos) which is not such a great move for the long term ...

sell items from the Red Keep (she'd likely do this, too, but maybe either only the crowns besides her own or even her own [the significance of Dany's crown in canon is WAY different from these new conditions, as canonically Dany's 3 dragon crown both highlights her position of having had to acquire her royal accoutrements and symbols AND self preservation by depending others' gifts but taking pride anyway in that crown that rather shows her resilience....here she could either be said to be fighting for a "restoration" upon winning or like Rhaenyras canon, selling her family crown just to protect herself and her kids and this it mainly signifying loss and tragedy more than resilience)

all, or some, of the above

I also def think she'd put a lot more effort into feeding the KLers, so her popularity could have very well risen from even the public attempt. I doubt Helaena or her kids would be dead by now bc for Dany to continue to have, then marry, that not-Daemon male relative has to be a little more willing to take orders and see that Dany would never care for or let go unpunished a Blood and Cheese revenge plot--whether the true target was Aemond, Aegon, or the kids--out of compassion & principle (and we still need a co-commander/consort like Daemon sublimating himself for her so he can command Dany's armies and win battles for her when she can't....riverlands). Those people at Bitterbridge? Perhaps she'd help IF she either manages to create a surplus after her $-raising efforts or she prioritizes the refugees at Bitterbridge. Thus the crowd is less likely to pull Maelor apart when they find him bc they aren't driven to desperate near-insanity (they could even be secure w/in the town itself)...or Dany sends a secret band after Maelor and the knight who had him on Larys' orders (Rhaenyra's sent a band, too, wasn't secret from what I read). But there's literally still so much at once and she could be at risk of spreading herself thin enough for a green spy or intrusion, and we know Larys was secretly watching...

It'd be harder for the Shepherd to turn the KLers against Dany. Not impossible; Dany still had "bastard" kids, one who is still alive, and the city still lies in fear of the greens' dragons. The Faith is still against Dany and the Targs' dragons. People still don't take much convincing against a woman, esp if some resent Dany for trying to win a throne they don't believe is hers by right (and thus some may attribute responsibility for the war onto her alone or mostly).

IF that theory of someone poisoning the dragons really occurred, then the actors against Dany could still drive the Dragons "mad" as the Shepherd "preaches", we could still have a bunch of people terrified of dragons enough to want to kill them. Dany by this point, like Rhaenyra, still doesn't have enough men to put the crowd back or reach the Dragonpit from trying to calm other riots. The riots wouldn't be as "hot" or frequent, but a little maneuvering behind the scenes and right place-right time? Someone/a traitor could open the castle secretly to dissidents and overwhelm Dany and her people within. idk.

Dany doesn't arrest the Dragonseeds so Addam doesn't go to Tumbleton w/armies he's convinced others to add to prove his loyalties--he could still go, as I describe above, just not in the canon desperate, more dangerous way by throwing his entire all into proving himself because he'd be lead by someone making plans for their win. Again, perhaps "Daemon" rather joins with a plan Dany/Dany-and-co cooks up, and let's say they win/retake Tumbleton. This means Daeron's/the Hightower armies do not get taken out the way they do but they still get taken out and maybe Daeron is instead taken prisoner. I mentioned Maelor, whose death Daeron uses as an excuse to destroy Bitterbridge. Even if Maelor is spirited out of the Red Keep, it's not likely Dany would put out "wanted posters" so to speak but a secret unit (again, Rhaenyra did send out knights, but not in secret...could she have, idk). A lot could still happen--tightrope event. But with or w/o Maelor dying, Daeron would have still gone after Bitterbridge bc of supplies and to decimate Dany's allies.

Of course, Dany's devastated, and i think this would definitely turn her against being merciful against Aemond and Daeron at least, if Jace's death already hasn't. Aegon is different--he didn't kill thousands himself. (This raises another interesting question: in her bid to preserve as many lives as possible, how would she react to Aemond exterminating the Strongs or would she anticipate Aemond's reaction to her & Daemon retaking KL under his nose and thus not decide to take KL/dupe Aemond this way? idk)

Either way, I can see the war either never happening in the 1st place OR it being even a bit longer (bc the queen is actually putting more action on her own part here). But there's a better material chance to believe Dany would incur far less casualties simply from her trying to avoid such and eventually discovering ways along the way.

But she is definitely dead by the end. Not bc she did anything unethical that turned certain people or their dependents/forces against her, but bc by need of the narrative something that despite her & most others's best efforts she didn't see/saw too late. Or GRRM would use her reluctance to not sacrifice vulnerable lives to make her have more blindspots to dangers to herself.

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If it’s okay please could I request headcanons of the upper moons (any of your choice) falling for an upper moon who is motherly towards them, has a calm but intimidating aura and is an insanely good fighter if the situation calls for it 💙💙

Sure thing!! I hope you enjoy!! uwu I kinda went over bored with Gyutaro, since I related with him the most,, I didn't have the best relationship with my mother, it involved with abu*e , but at moment we are good, but I did pour my heart for his part

Trigger Warning: mentions of abuse

Douma, Gyutaro and Aizetsu with a motherly S/O

Douma

He knew the second he saw you he would fall in love with you, and he did. You're so kind towards him, and probably the only Upper Moon who doesn't hate him with a burning passion.

He loves how sweet and gentle your towards him, he loves it whenever you hold him. He craves for your attention. He loves it whenever you stick up for him. Especially towards Upper Moon 3 Akaza.

Whenever Akaza is talking down on him you'll put a hand on his shoulder and dig your nails into his skin drawing blood. "If you were talk down on him again you're gonna regret it."

Douma doesn't remember too much from his human life, but he does know he craved for his mother love. And unfortunately he didn't get that. But with you in the picture he gets that type of love he craved for.

He loves how sweet and calm you are, he could be venting to you about some issues and you'll always give him the best advice.

Please hold him, he wants to be the little spoon. And when you do hold him please give him head kisses and play with his hair. Whisper sweet things to him. "I love you, I'm so proud of you Darling~"

Gyutaro

He doesn't understand why you're so gentle and kind towards him. He isn't used to this kind of treatment, especially with someone so beautiful like you. He doesn't understand why you're so kind? You're supposed to be an Upper Moon! But then again he has Daki...so maybe he does understand you.

At first he did lash out on you when you first were nice to him, he thought you were trying to get something out him. And yes at first he wasn't so fond of you. But as time passed by he did warm up to you, that he fell in love with you. That he craved for you love all the time.

He adores on how sweet you are to his sister Daki, one of his favorite things about you is that you're so gentle and kind towards Daki. Like you could be doing her hair or makeup and he'll just sit down and watch you. He could be watching you guys laugh and talk. He's so lucky that you made your way to his heart.

And you always treat their wounds, even though they don't need it you still will.

He can always count on you for support or if he needs someone to talk to. He loves your good advice, and he also enjoys your sweet comments.

Whenever you guys have alone time he'll want cuddles. He wants you to hold him. He would want to be the little spoon, so please hold him. He craves to be held.

He doesn't remember much from his human life, but he does remember that his mother was nothing but a pile of scum. She was a no good for nothing person. He remembers the abuse he went through because of her. He remembers her hurtful words.

But you always assure him that she was wrong, she's nothing but a pile of rat shit.

You're always telling him sweet things as you hold him. "You're so beautiful Darling." "I'm so lucky to have you by my side." "Please don't listen to your mother's words, It's in the past. She can't hurt you anymore." and "Don't worry my love, I'll always be by your side. I'll help you get through this."

He loves it when you play with his hair and trace a finger across his body, he melts at your touch. And at first when you touched him he did flinch afraid that a other Mother Figure would hurt him. But you assured him you weren't going to hurt him.

Honestly he shed a few tears when you first told him that you "You love him" He was so shocked. He doubted you but of course you assured him that you did love him.

He would die for you and his sister, he'll protect both of you to the end! You and Daki are the only special people in his heart!

Aizetsu

Now he loves how gentle and sweet you are to him, considering he's the punching bag from the other clones. He's so used to Demon Slayers being so harsh with him and other Demons being so cruel towards him. But you are different and he loves you.

He loves it whenever you stand up for him whenever the other Clones are giving him a hard time. It's mostly Sekido yelling at the poor blue eyed Demon. And most of the times it leads up to you and Sekido getting into a fist fight.

Aizetsu loves how calm you can be but also loves when you can turn into a mama bear! He adores how you always stick up for him.

Please hold him, please hold him. He wants to be held like a little baby. He just wants to lay his head on your chest and listen to your heart beat. AND YOU GIVE HIM A LOT OF HEAD PATS AND HEAD KISSES.

To the days he's really down, you'll go out of your way and bring him some human flesh and feed him a nice meal. And as he's munching on that human meat, you'll just smile at him.

You're always telling positive things. Like!! "Don't listen to the other clones they are annoying, and please don't let their words get to you. You're so much better than them." and "Wow you're my baby boy! I'm so proud of you!"